This happened …… really tormented, this time are struggling, highly conscience condemnation!
My name is Chu Ching-yen, 29 years old, unmarried, an unattractive, somewhat shabby older man, head
Not taller than 170, people look very popular and ordinary, nothing worth girls to stay, more
Just to please …… friends, especially female friends, make fun of me for being more of a simpleton, and behind my back I’ve been told that I’m such a
Looks more fun …… I work for a financial firm, and my paycheck is average, usually a 5 or 6k,…
The performance is good month after month over ten thousand, but this kind of income is difficult to live in a metropolis like Shanghai in style. My Family
Born in the countryside, his parents were honest farmers, living a poor life in the mountains, living off the mountains, his father
Mother and I are both honest and uncontroversial. After graduating from junior high school I started to go out and earn money to share my parents’
The burden. I also have a biological sister, her name is Zhu Qingqing, 23 years old this year, will soon graduate from a university in Shanghai.
She was the only one in our township to attend a prestigious university. She did very well in college, starting her sophomore year every year
The girl who got a scholarship. She worked very hard and was very understanding of me as a brother, for the family, for her middle school and high school,
college tuition and worked her ass off. I’m glad she didn’t look like me, she was beautiful and innocent,
Kind, upper middle class I guess, and the subject of male division and jealousy in college. She’s not particularly tall.
Tall 162, very well built, white and delicate skin, with center-parted shoulder-length hair. I don’t know if it’s the family
Therefore, it is still more tiring to study or perhaps the girls are very demanding of their own body, or perhaps it is
Malnutrition huh, she weighed only 94 pounds. In the eyes of her classmates she was a beauty, I was with her in a
Up, whether it was friends or her classmates, they simply couldn’t believe she was my real sister. No matter how
I’m very good to my sister, very considerate, I’ll have everything for her that other girls have, I shouldn’t have to
I want to give my sister a happy, enviable future after she suffered for the sake of our family. From her junior year in
After dating my boyfriend with my permission, I prepared my sister’s future for her happiness, excluding necessary expenses
I will keep most of the money in a bank card in her name. We can’t let her, the flower, because of her poor rural home
The court is suffering. I don’t want her to spend her future in the countryside, I want her to go and live in a big, vibrant city.
Qingqing had a beautiful and heartbreaking love in college, she met their school’s junior year
A boy, he’s handsome and has a good family. It’s not because he has a good family that Qingqing is with her.
It didn’t matter what the boy’s name was, but he was kind to her and gave her a lot of joy, and they were very much in love, and perhaps also
There has been a promise to stay together for life. Once how many classmates envied them, but then …… That is, last month’s
On the 20th, the day couples claim to love you once in a thousand years, the day they love you for life, they broke up peacefully, no
Any complaints, more blessings ……
That was the day I ruined her. I did the worst thing I could do. Death by a thousand cuts, death by a thousand cuts.
What neither can forgive, I defiled her ……
That night she and her boyfriend spent their last dinner as a couple, their breakup meal, mutually
of deleting each other’s numbers, they didn’t argue or complain.She came to the house I rented after 9:00 and met the
In a split second, she hugged me and burst into tears …… crying so sadly and shockingly ……
I assisted her to the room, how could I, as a brother, bear her grief and pain, comforting her, opening the
Guide her ……
After a long, long …… time she told me she wanted to drink, she wanted to get herself drunk and forget everything. That night.
We drank a lot of wine and from time to time she reminisced about the old times and past events she used to have with him. Every time she recalled remembering
The place where memories are fresh, where she gulps down her drink and pretends to be calm and take it and leave it, but I know that
She’s hurting inside ……
Toward the early hours of the morning she was drunk, so drunk that I understood that she was deliberately trying to get herself drunk, to give self
herself a chance to start over, she wanted to wake up and be able to forget the past. I was helpless to clean up
cluttered room, picked her up, laid her flat on her back, and brought her a hot towel to help clean up her messy face.
It is at this point that the beastly me unfolds its claws of shameless evil. Devil, devil indeed, to the eye
The former drunken and helpless sister stretched out her claws. She was beautiful and sexy today, with a big V-neck beige chiffon
shirt concealing her black underwear, the light blue ultra-short skirt that wrapped around her hips and the skin-colored, ultra-thin pantyhose she wore on her legs.
It made me suddenly lustful under the effect of alcohol. I crouched beside the bed and stroked her stockinged legs, slowly
of removing her little leather shoes. She turned me on, mesmerized me, made me horny, made me lose my mind. I was even more
boldly began to kiss her stockinged legs and her feet, and when the lips first touched her stockings the
In an instant, I exploded, bursting with the impulsive desire of a man who had forgotten that she was my own sister, the
The sister I loved so much. Reason and desire, impulses and kinks made me indulge in kissing and licking from the soles of her feet to her
of her thighs. Shaking hands slowly removed her super short skirt, a superbly shaped woman wrapped in a sexy silk
socked female body was revealed to my already reddened eyes, and like a hungry wolf, like a tiger, like a lecherous demon, I pounced on her body
Body. Kissing her frantically, caressing her body, trembling as she removed her blouse and underwear. At this point she was wearing only
with skin-colored pantyhose and tiny white half-lace panties. Once again, I kissed her all over with my mouth, not
Letting go of an ounce of skin. Containing her sensuous full soft breasts and small pink nipples, her hands eased into the
Her panties. The moment I felt her pubic hair, it was like an electric shock and I couldn’t wait to remove her stockings and inner
Pants. By now she was lying completely naked on the bed, without a hint of resistance or shyness, for she was very, very drunk
up. As if drooling, I gently lifted her legs and saw everything I wanted to see. Ebony
The dark pubic hair, the pink labia, and the vaginal opening that seemed to be oozing. There was only one thought that ran through my mind.
It was so tantalizing, so exciting. I buried my head over there, licking a woman’s pussy for the first time and still
myself kissing my sister’s lower body. The tongue kept wriggling and the lips kept touching her mysterious area as if I was
To suffocate. Her lower body was already covered in crystal clear water stains from my teasing, I don’t know if it was my shameless drool or the
It’s the lewdness she’s been stimulated to secrete. My lower body couldn’t get enough of it, it was jealous of the lips and tongue that I had
Losing his mind, he climbed onto the bed, knelt by her lower body, and rubbed and pounded the blackened, purple head of his glans against her pussy.
part, followed by a slow thrust, and she teased a few times with some spasms. I wasn’t scared or nervous, more
Adding boldness to his thrusts, his hands rubbed her breasts and teased her little nipples. The mind conjured up all kinds of sexual
love scene, my movements were getting faster and faster, my cock was hard, rubbing against the slightly hot inner walls of her vagina, it was very wet
The moistness was very silky. She twisted her body a little and her slightly open mouth seemed to moan. The scene turned me on and made
I couldn’t help myself and had to speed up my thrusts, deep and gentle. It didn’t take long.
She moaned out “ah ……”, the glans felt the hot collision clearly, she came, in a drunken dream!
Mid-orgasm. I fell on my back, my body pressing against her breasts, my mouth kissing her lips, my waist
A quick twisting thrust, a rush of pleasure I’d never felt before took over my nerves, and I knew I was going to cum, a quick
up, knelt beside her breasts, and shot hot sperm like a bullet from my pencil-hard cock into her
Breasts. Lying helplessly beside her, looking up at the ceiling, my mind was in turmoil, what was I doing, what was I doing to
What did I do and why did I do it ……
A few moments of contemplation and a struggle of conscience, I was afraid, I had wronged her, I had wronged the family, I was the one who
The one who had ruined her life. The spell took control of my nerves, and the naked female body next to me turned me on once more.
Why is this, why have I become like the devil, my penis is once again high, do I still want to
To make love twice to my own sister? Yes, I did, and the will and the lustful devil made it necessary for me to this
Kind of do.
I rolled over and once again stroked, kneaded, kissed and licked at her breasts, armpits, pubic hair, pussy
part, her groin and even her asshole, I didn’t miss a beat. Excitingly lustful enjoyment of her body. Putting the hot
Once again, my stiff cock plunged into her hot cunt, and white, sticky secretions seeped out as I quickly
The thrusting up. One moment he was pressing down on her body and thrusting into her, the next he shouldered one of her beautiful legs and thrust sideways into
her, one moment picking her up in a death grip and thrusting her, the next turning her over on her stomach and pressing her from behind her buttocks into the
Back thrusting into her. She moaned slightly with some sense of sexual excitement, and her body began to writhe with excitement.
I was a little overwhelmed by the excitement and thrust desperately. Once again, I pressed against her body and kissed
her nipples, and without realizing it I noticed that she was weeping. Without fear or panic, I looked into her tearful eyes and
I cum, I cum internally, I can’t believe I cum inside my own sister, I roll over and lay beside her gasping for breath
On. She turned to lie on her side with her back to me, her legs hooked together, curling her body into a ball, her arms dead
of holding her legs. I know she already knows who she just had sex with ……
At this point I was confused, scared, overwhelmed, and thought about suicide. She cried out, so torn
Heart Breaking Lungs ……
”I’m sorry” I said fearfully to the ceiling she didn’t say a word and kept crying, her hands dead
Pulling on the sheets, she kept banging on the bedpan. She sat up suddenly, looking out the window with her back to me, tears not
dripping down at times. She stood up, shaking body, and leaned against the wall toward the doorway to the bathroom, the water clattering
Lala flowed, accompanied by her helpless and sad sobs. I got up, lit a cigarette and looked at the side of the bathroom
toward, not knowing how to face what comes next. The bathroom water is still running and she’s still crying ……
A long time later, she walked out naked, not even looking at me, went to the bed, lifted the covers and
Wrapping herself up tightly, she even buried her head in the comforter. I turned back to look at her under the covers and blamed myself, saying, “Ching!
~ I’m sorry, I’m sorry ~ She still hasn’t spoken.
I took a blanket and spread it on the floor, turned off the light, and lay down, my mind blank and distracted ……
I don’t know when I fell asleep this night, and the fact that I was able to sleep peacefully after doing something like this is just
It was the beast. After washing up in the morning, he walked to the bedside and gently patted her, who was still sleeping, and said in a low voice, “Ching…
…I’m going to work, wait for me back at home” She didn’t say anything and rolled over and turned her back to me.
When I arrived at the office, I took leave from my supervisor and returned home in a hurry. Entering the door, I found the room neatly organized and
She was no longer there, and a note was placed on my laptop on the table: brother~ , I’m leaving, don’t blame
I left without saying goodbye. It was the darkest day of my life, experiencing grief. I’m fine. I won’t.
Blame you, I guess it was a bump in the road I had to go through in my life. Thank you for all the years you’ve put in for this family, for
Me, and pay for everything. I think I’ve forgotten all about it. Consider it a nightmare.
Holding the tear-stained white paper, I could sense the scene in which she had written those words.
After reading those few short sentences, I felt guilty that I really wasn’t human, that I was worried about her, that I was afraid it would come up
of unforeseen consequences. Rushing to dial her number, which was turned off, I was terrified, never having been so
I was scared. I’ve been looking for her everywhere, at school, at her internship, at her classmates and friends, nothing.
What I gained …… During the next few days I had little sleep or rest, and not daring to make a noise, I kept seeking
Looking for her, I’m afraid something will happen to her ……
I dialed her cell phone just after 11 p.m. on May 24th when my phone picked up a message that she was on.
She answered and didn’t speak. I worriedly couldn’t wait to find out where she was. …… She didn’t say a word
…… I kept talking to her, I just wanted to know if she was okay now and where she was. A long time later she
Told me she was in the stairwell in front of my house and I told her to wait for me there. Ten seconds later I came to her
The side. The moment I saw her, I went crazy, I was really going crazy. She had been drinking and was leaning a little drunkenly on the
Leaning against the handrail of the stairs, she was surprisingly wearing a tight black sleeveless, large V-neck dress, even the cleavage on her breasts
It was all clearly visible, and the skirt was so short you could see her crotch. What surprised me even more was that she was wearing a fine fishnet
Pantyhose, surprisingly, not even panties, and her permed wavy bouffant hairstyle and the heavy makeup on her face, looking
It was no different than a whore. In a surprised panic I pulled her into the room and closed the door. I hit her with a
slapped, she seemed to wake up a bit, looked at me and said, “What gives you the right to hit me, don’t you just want to have sex with me, the
You do it,” she said, pulling up her short one-piece dress, pulling it up to her waist, revealing her fine fishnet pantyhose.
and her pantyless bottom, and to my surprise, her pubic hair was gone. I was really pissed off for
What she became like this, was it self abuse or self loathing. I blame myself, it’s me, it’s all my fault, I’m the one who made her
Woe is this.
She began to say to herself, “Can’t you see me? That’s how I am, that’s how I dress at night in the
Nightclub to play, or so by the boss to send here,” said haha laughed out, then said: “is not
I’m surprised my pubic hair is gone. I’ll tell you, at night in the club, the bosses shaved me off, and I had a great time.
So happy, really happy oh”
I listened to her and slapped her once more, and she was knocked to the bed by me. She didn’t fight back and
Just lying on the bed with his naked bottom, looking at the ceiling, tears kept flowing down his face.
She cried and said, “Brother, you know, I’m a loser now, a lady, a whore.”
She cried out loud and sadly, and then said, trembling, “You know, at night I and 6
A man made love to me, right there in the booth, and they took turns making love to me.” “Ah ……” she cried out loudly
Come on, hands gripping the sheets in a death grip ……
I fell to my knees beside the bed in a fit of regret and remorse, and fell to the floor, thrashing myself hard and letting out a loud cry.
Come on. “Why is this, why is this, what have I done?”
The room echoed with the sound of us both crying ……
She lay on the bed sobbing and said hoarsely, “Brother~ You know what? I thought about killing myself that day.
Being hurt by 2 men, one who was my first love once, and one who was my older brother, they hurt in one day
I’m 2 times.”
I hit myself hard and cried, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
She wept and said, “I am beyond help, let me die.”
I got up and hugged her and said, “Don’t, don’t say that, brother I’m sorry, I’m the one who’s going to die, I’m the one”
I slapped myself numerous times, knowing that I couldn’t change the fact that I had committed unforgivable incest against her.
The things that had caused her to twist her life. She cried out, shedding tears, her shaking hands touching the red I had beaten
Red cheeks. She sobbed and shouted, “Brother …… Brother ……” We hugged and cried …… She wiped my hand on the
Shedding tears of remorse, I couldn’t forgive myself.
She sobbed and pushed me away, looked at me dead in the eye and said, “You know, from yesterday to today, me and 10
I don’t know why I’m doing this. I’m crazy. I’m not a normal woman anymore.
People.”
”Don’t say it, don’t say it~” I said crying out loud once again holding her in a death grip for a long time
Later …… don’t know why, she took off her body tight dress short skirt in front of me, wearing a black fine
Standing naked in my fishnet stockings and looking me dead in the eye, she said, “I’m very uncomfortable down there, and I don’t know if it’s
Not sick, I’m scared, really scared”
I slowly removed her net stockings and gently ran my hand over her shaved pussy, the hair shaved not
Very workmanlike, sparse and a bit zippy, labia a bit turned out, vagina a bit edematous, obviously from group sex
The result. Instead of tears my heart bled. Carrying her to the bathroom and sitting her on the shower stool, the
She didn’t cry anymore and sat dumbly. I took off my t-shirt and jeans and stood behind her in my underwear, helping to
She flushed the shower and cleaned off all the filth, washing and re-washing and re-washing and re-washing.
After a long time, I carried her back to the room, laid her flat on the edge of the bed, and reached down to stroke her hairless pussy.
Hair place. She twisted her head to turn her back on me, her legs spread upright on the bed and said, “Help me get cleaned up, I’m so hard to
It stung,” I knew the hairy prick was sticking in her bottom, and brought a shaving foam and a moustache razor, applying it gently, the
Gently he shaved and shaved him, carefully shaving every spot, and after ten minutes or so, her lower body was no longer
With a hint of pubic hair stubble, smooth and delicate.
She lay under the covers, on her side, and I wondered what was going to happen next. Getting up to casually clean
down himself, kept his distance and lay down beside her leaning over the bed …… After a long time …… she slowly turned around and
Pressed against my body, she said very softly, “Brother, let’s make love.”
My God, why is this, what is it for, why is she doing this ……
I couldn’t understand her behavior, the heavy guilt was weighing me down, my mind was confused I was still in a trance
In a trance, she had bent over, her mouth had taken my glans, and her small hand began to hold my rod and skillfully manipulate it
on, tongue flipping and mashing and kissing my glans. Her eyes were closed as if she was into it. I think these last 2 days she should
It was time to be ravished enough, why did she have to do this. I started to enjoy the teasing from my panic, though
I got heavier guilt!
She went from kisses on her lower body, slowly licking up my nipples, slowly crawling up my body and kissing me in the
Had it together. She was so into it, without a hint of scruple or avoidance, that my hands couldn’t help but wrap around her body and
It was entwined with her. After a long time, she lay down beside me and slowly spread her legs. I kissed her.
body, kissing down bit by bit, stopping at her hairless and pink pussy to begin a kiss and lick. The tongue flipped and mashed
Licking at her pussy lips and clit, slowly licking and eating the edges of her vagina. She moaned and enjoyed it, her vagina secreting
with a hint of love juice. After a long time, she took hold of my cock and slowly sat up, easing the entire
thrusting into her watery, warm cunt, writhing up and down. I watched her undulating twins with dead eyes
breasts, reached out and touched them. Her movements became faster and faster, and not 2 minutes later she came, “Ah ……” long sighs
The moaned out and slumped over my body, breathing a little sharply. After a few moments of reprieve, I also forgot to
The agonizing struggles and self-condemnation of earlier, I laid her flat on the bed, pressed against her body, and continued to pump her through her orgasmic
After the lustful pussy. Slowly increasing the frequency of her thrusts, she closed her eyes and moaned. I was mesmerized by the lewd
The moans of the pinned excitement is not appropriate, holding her thin waist, mouth containing her toes frantically thrusting up.
After about a couple of minutes, I couldn’t control it and ejaculated, internally, and at the moment I did, she was also high once again
The tide came in, her cunt clamping down dead center on my rod, making me squirt like crazy. She slowly pushed away from me and
Lying on her side, not speaking, she just moaned slightly the entire time they were making love, not saying a word.
Much later, I was on top of her once more, making love to her once more, this time for a long, long time, the
She orgasms from time to time ……
A long time later she lay on my arm and said, “Last night I had sex with 2 guys in a private room and made good
They took me to the hotel and I had sex with them again, and after they left, 2 more of their friends came and
I made love to them again” she cried helplessly through her tears. Then she added, “Brother, help me, I don’t
I want to live like this.”
I told her, “It’s over. Let’s pull ourselves together and forget about it. All of it.”
We sought pleasure 4 times that night and didn’t realize we were asleep until after 4am.
It was almost noon when I woke up the next day, and she was sitting naked in front of the computer watching a silent movie. Seeing me awake
Come on, turn around and smile at me tenderly and lovingly, she’s so innocent and charming ……
I carried her back to the bed and in a flash she pulled me down on top of her and kissed me. We kissed.
After a long time, she said sheepishly, “It’s our secret, we keep it deep in our hearts, I don’t care about incest
and moral ground, I love you brother.”
At this point I no longer cared about the moral condemnation of incest and kissed her once again ……
I don’t know why, but the kiss just now had a feeling that couldn’t be described, whether it was a brother-sister feeling or a lover’s intention.
We went beyond brother-sister affection and ambiguity. It was me, I made her like this, I made her destroy her self
My own body. I faced her and swore, “Qing~ I owe you in this life, I’ll spend my whole life protecting you and compensating you.
Forgive brother’s impulses and iniquities, we must love ourselves, we must return to the past”
Kiyoshi~ looked at me with her lovely, charming, confident eyes and said, “Hmm”
Let’s get back to the normal life of brother and sister. I’ll spend my life making up for the debt of conscience I’ve committed.
……
We haven’t sought out sex again since that night of wild sex with her. Although my sister and I now live together in
together, though eating and bathing together, though sleeping in the same bed, though embracing nakedly at times, though
Sometimes caressing her stockinged legs, and though shopping out with her intimately and ambiguously, we did not again issue
Raw men and women are fish out of water. But I don’t know how much longer and to what extent such a relationship will develop. Every
From time to time, I experienced moral and conscientious condemnation, I was a little tired, I didn’t want to go on like this, and I had also been
Talked to her about living together as before. But my sister was somewhat rather reluctant, and did not at all
Trying to leave me. Maybe she’s been hurt and needs my protection and care. As the saying goes, retribution will come one day
Presently, I believe that retribution will be stamped on me sooner or later. Yesterday, I was just walking out the door of my neighborhood with my sister when a
The speeding electric car was about to hit my sister in an instant, and I instinctively pulled her out of the way as the electric car slammed directly into my
Hip, I’m fine, but I’m more worried about whether my sister is hurt or not, luckily she’s just shaken up. Maybe that’s what
Let the retribution begin, I just hope I’m made to bear the brunt of it, she’s innocent ……