I was born in a poor mountain village in E’nan, after graduating from college, fortunately assigned back home to the municipal government as a secretary.
The next year to see other people a lot of money from the south to earn money back, will be the heart itchy eyes red, ghostly resignation of public office jumped into the sea, straight to the south of the gold rush. When I was at the end of my tether, I had the honor of meeting my current wife, Alan, the English interpreter for the general manager of a large enterprise group. She is a year and a half younger than me, is a native and well-behaved southern girl. I do not know whether it is my bullshit article touched her, or my actual age does not quite match the old and stable phase attracted her, after meeting at a party, Alain took the initiative to launch an attack on me, the relationship develops rapidly, a year later entered the stage of marriage. Alain quickly agreed to take me to see the future mother-in-law.
Before this, I heard Alain tell her that her father died of illness when she was seven years old, and her mother was widowed for more than ten years, raising her daughter to adulthood. Now her mother is the deputy section chief of the Price Bureau. I was full of respect for my future mother-in-law, but at the same time I was a little panicky, afraid that she would turn me away as a foreigner. By Alan again and again, I have the courage to step into the door of the future mother-in-law’s home.
Maybe it’s because of a long time sitting in the organization, the 43-year-old mother-in-law looks lighter than her actual age. Hand and foot to maintain the unique solemn flavor of institutional cadres. The first meeting is not cold and warm, like a routine like hospitality, which has made me satisfied. In this way, on February 18, 1997, I and Alan held a wedding.
Since Alain and I were not allocated a flat in our unit and could not afford to buy a commercial house, my mother-in-law renovated her own three-room apartment and vacated one for us to use as a new room.
For my mother-in-law, I always have a kind of constraint. For one thing, perhaps because of her status as a cadre, in front of me to maintain a reserve; Secondly, she is only 17 years older than me, call her “mom” is always a little awkward. Fortunately, Alain character lively, in between my mother-in-law and I left and right, the atmosphere will not be stagnant.
In September 1997, the group company where Alain worked was preparing to build a branch in the United States, and assigned her to go abroad to participate in the preparatory work for nine months. Before her departure, Alain hugged me and cried into a tearful person. I swore to my new wife to ensure that: “I will miss you day and night, have been looking forward to your success, come back soon.”
After Alan left, I spent time with my mother-in-law, around the TV and at the dinner table.
My mother-in-law’s words gradually increased, and the topic slowly evolved from the general pleasantries of the past into exchanges and discussions.
Because I belong to the kind of man who will not take care of himself, eating and living by the mother in law to take over, even my underwear she also quietly take out to wash. I do not know why, I feel and mother-in-law get along more and more harmonious, until then I noticed that mother-in-law is actually a very talkative woman, on the cause of life has many insights, and so understanding of human nature and human feelings, so that I secretly convinced. The two people often have a laugh, and even the occasional jokes and gags, gradually, between the two people grew a kind of intimate tacit understanding.
One afternoon, three months after Alan left the country, my mother-in-law was knocked to the ground by a car on her way from work. Upon hearing the news, I rushed to the hospital as fast as I could. At that time, my mother-in-law was in a hospital bed with a hangnail and a torn bone in her right foot. For several days in a row, I have been in the hospital day and night to guard, running up and down, change the needle to take medicine, stew soup and water, eyes red. The patients in the same room enviously praised her for having such a young and affectionate husband is really lucky, mother-in-law smiled actually did not correct.
A month later, my mother-in-law was discharged from the hospital. Immediately after returning home, she gave me a fragrant roast suckling pig and other favorite dishes, and also spent 1900 yuan to buy me back a set of “red bean” suit. I originally thought that this was my mother-in-law’s reward for serving her in the hospital, but later I felt that it meant much more than that. After this, my mother-in-law’s mouth always hangs a smile, her face is rosy, and the tone of her address to me has become very light and soft.
On the dinner table, my mother-in-law kept giving me food, eyes shot a kind of hot gaze. She did not love to watch sports channels, that time but often sit next to me on the XX to enjoy the “A A” or something, her clothes are also quietly changing, often wearing gray clothes in the past, and now a home, it is a fancy style to wear a very popular light red, emerald green clothing, the body exudes a rose-type perfume smell.
In the past nights she tended to shower and bathe after I had rested, recently she has been rinsing early after dinner and walking around in her pajamas in front of me.
This series of signs make me feel that my mother-in-law’s eye waves, there is something in the quiet, passionate surge, this surge of heat is closely related to me. I can not conclude, not to mention dare to think deeply, but I practically have this feeling.
On New Year’s Eve 1997, Alan was in New York and didn’t make it back home. Under the soft light, my mother-in-law and I sat face to face for New Year’s Eve dinner. She said that I had no energy to drink alone, so she poured herself a glass and accompanied me to drink and chat.
I said, “Mom, time flies, in a few hours it will be 1998.”
My mother-in-law was stunned for a moment. I immediately regretted that I should not have spoken out of turn and wondered if the words had touched something deep inside her.
She picked up the glass of wine and drank it all in one go, and then filled up a glass for me and said, “Yes, people’s life goes by so fast!” Speaking, drinking wine, she gradually had a bit of alcohol, she put down the chopsticks, softly sat down on the XX, and then began to tell me about the pain she has been, her husband’s misfortunes, gave the family a heavy burden, she also have to be careful outside the gossip, will be the daughter pulled up, it is really not easy to say that the circle of the eyes moist ……
Then she said, “Actually, it’s not easy for you to be men!”
Mother-in-law’s feelings, actually evoked my infinite sadness, I do not know what to say for a moment, took out a tissue and handed it to his mother-in-law.
She said unknowingly leaned into my shoulder, I could not help but reach out and stroke my mother-in-law’s hair ……
She suddenly startled, her face reddened and burned, and she seemed to want to get off my shoulder. With the strength of my drink, I boldly held her tightly in my arms and gently stroked her shoulder. I really didn’t know what to say at that moment, my heart was beating so hard.
Mother-in-law buried her face tightly in my chest, not saying a word, and I felt her tears brimming over. When mother-in-law’s head lifted and I gazed into her eyes, I felt her body shaking. I said to her, “Mom, I will treat you well in the future!”
She suddenly hugged and kissed me on the forehead with a red face, and the feeling in my heart was immediately further confirmed, and I became much bolder. I was infected by my mother-in-law’s enthusiasm, a little crazy kissing her slightly emerging fine crow’s feet forehead and the corner of her eyes, but also try to touch her breasts through the blouse. My mother-in-law fell into my arms, her hands gently pounding my back.
I was getting more and more comfortable, so I went along and slowly unbuttoned her blouse. Her breasts were so big, towering there, jiggling with my touch. I gently lifted her white bra, and the nipples on both still round breasts were already showing a dark red color. I rubbed the soft, firm mass of flesh and leaned over to take in the two ripe grapes, licking the tip of my tongue back and forth against …… them as they gradually hardened under my forceful sucking.
My tongue moved down the deep cleavage inch by inch, and soft, slurred, grunts came out of my mother-in-law’s mouth as her torso and limbs writhed under my stimulation.
My reason has long since lost its effect, only to feel the veins throbbing all over my body, an uncontrollable and urgent desire to possess her in a wave ……
Everything went smoothly as I loosened the belt of my mother-in-law’s pants slightly and slid my hand along her slightly bulging stomach toward the small of her back …… into her panties ……
Just moments before it was to be touched, an accident occurred.
My mother-in-law steeply tightened her grip on my hand and said nervously, “No, stop it, we …… we can’t do this after all …… I’m worried about Alan …… “
My mother-in-law’s sudden reversal made me a bit at a loss for words, and even more embarrassed. But I didn’t dare to get up, knowing in my heart that if I gave up at this point, she would run away for good, and it was impossible to say what the consequences would be, and then everything would be over.
I had no regard for anything by then, and in one fell swoop forced all of her pants down to just below her knees before she had time to cover them, leaving the lower half of her body completely exposed to the soft shroud of light from the wall sconces.
I tilted my head up, and in front of me was a marvelous sight, a middle-aged and elderly woman, my mother-in-law, showing me her thighs, smooth skin, and dark pubic hair that had remained white through the years ……
“No! Don’t look at …… Shame on you la …… Turn the lights off ……” she begged me with her eyes closed, her tone much soothed.
Because of my insistence, my mother-in-law finally compromised and acquiesced to me carrying her into her room.
The lights went out. My body pressed heavily on my mother-in-law’s naked body, pressing my breasts against her high breasts, and for the first time in my life, I felt the inner magic of a middle-aged woman, and the soft and maternal touch made me feel so good that I moaned and wrapped my mother-in-law’s arms around her more tightly.
“You are so beautiful! I …… love you.”
Mother-in-law no longer refused my touching. My hand was freely stroking back and forth in her pubic hair bush, but she struggled and twisted her hips and always refused to let me enter smoothly. This was almost exactly the same as the first time I slept with Alan, I wondered if it was the same with other women.
I climbed on my mother-in-law’s face and kissed her while kissing her mother-in-law’s breasts, below that prick has been invulnerable at this time, only to hear my mother-in-law yell, my penis into her vagina ……
I’m like a beast in heat when I’m drunk.
“Oh! …… You …… take it easy! …… I’m …… so old …… you’re really …… I… …”
At this time the mother-in-law has been unable to “resistance”, let me kiss in any part of her body, let my hands in her body back and forth caress, let me again and again “ravage” her, possess her.
With the powerful back and forth pumping of my lower body, I just completely felt the warmth and excitement of my mother-in-law …… She half-opened her mouth in a gust of moaning, in the moment of my ejaculation, my mother-in-law tightly embraced my hips, and tightly …… A stream of hot semen gushed into her dry body, and my mouth also pressed deeply on her lips, exhaustedly paralyzed in her warm arms ……
When I woke up in the morning, I had a terrible headache, and I suddenly realized that I was lying naked on the bed in my mother-in-law’s bedroom before I suddenly remembered everything that happened last night. I was startled, and after a moment of glee, I began to worry again. At breakfast, my mother-in-law brought out a big bowl of steaming hot eggs from the kitchen, with a few shy blushes on her face.
The first day of the New Year all day I was distracted, do not dare to look at my mother-in-law’s eyes, but she was like nothing happened, laundry, cooking, reception of guests coming and going to pay New Year’s visit. Until the evening when I went to bed, my heart is still uneasy, always feel what is going to happen one after another.
Around 11:30 p.m. on the fourth night of the Lunar New Year, shortly after I went to bed, I heard the door of my room gently pushed open, and then a figure flashed into the room. I was both happy and scared, but quickly calmed down, and after going out on a limb, I was a little more open to the meaning of everything. Like a real man, I carried my mother-in-law to the bed. I try to hold down the temptation of desire, boldly to the widowed mother in law for many years to confess the feelings of love and desire. My sincere words and rude embrace made my mother-in-law almost quickly go limp in my arms.
After encountering my mother-in-law’s affair, I once had a sense of guilt of “incest” and deep guilt for my wife’s infidelity. Until we received a call from Alan’s home country, we only woke up as if in a dream. I remember when Alan stepped off the plane, ran to me without thinking, hugged me in public and cried excitedly. Mother-in-law quietly stood to the side, a trace of imperceptible jealousy swept across her face.
When my wife came home, she rewarded me with a ringing kiss in front of my mother-in-law in order to thank me for taking care of my mom for the past nine months. I am a thief, my face is hot like a small insect crawling. I was worried that my traces would be discovered, and I was even more worried that my mother-in-law would leak the information because of her jealousy.
I have to admire women for being careful. Alan sniffed something out within a few days of coming home. She quietly asked me, “Mom changed so much after I left the country, did you notice?”
I said there was no change, but Alan said, “No, mom seems to have become much younger, she never used to wear flowery clothes, but I found that she has a few more sets of fashionable clothes in her closet? Don’t you think it’s strange?”
I said how do I know about women. Alan laughed at me for being careless and a big fool.
Shortly after the incident, my mother-in-law vomited during dinner. Alan advised her to see a doctor at the hospital, and she said she was fine with the flu. But the next day and the third day, she still vomited.
At night, Alain inexplicably asked from his pillow, “Has a man come to our house in the past few days?”
I said no.
The wife asked again if Uncle Wang had come.
Uncle Wang is the personnel section chief in his mother-in-law’s unit, I heard that he lost his wife and pursued his mother-in-law, but for some reason, she kept him away.
Alan asked this question at this time I was momentarily puzzled, and casually replied, “It seems that I have never been here.”
That’s odd. And in his sleepy voice he muttered, “How? How come? ……”
The next day, my mother-in-law came back from the hospital and said she had gastritis and took sick leave to recuperate at home. Alain happened to be on an official business trip, and before he left, he repeatedly urged me to take good care of my mother. I didn’t dare to be negligent, and bought my mother-in-law chicken simmered in soup and brought it to her bedside. My mother-in-law grabbed my hand and two lines of teardrops flowed down. I don’t know why, seeing her frail body, I steeply rose a feeling of pity ……
Since Alan returned to China, he became a busy man in his career and traveled on business every now and then. My mother-in-law and I were still connected, and her understanding, mother-like and wife-like tenderness and caresses made it impossible for me to refuse. In this way, our family of three like a boat sailing on the sea, mother and daughter rowing pulp, son-in-law helm.
After peeking at my wife’s diary, my mind was violently shaken If I hadn’t stumbled upon the secrets in my wife’s diary, perhaps I would have been confidently satisfied with my ability to manage the love and destiny of two women, but as the diary turned over page by page, bean-sized beads of sweat rolled down from my brain one by one ……
That day, I went to the street to buy groceries without money, and saw my wife’s purse hanging on the wall, so I opened it to get some change, and accidentally found a delicate diary in the purse. As far as I remembered, Alan never had the habit of writing in a diary, so I opened it curiously and looked through it. Oh my god! A stream of hot water rushed straight to my head, I suddenly black eyes, hands trembling. It turned out that my wife already knew about my affair with my mother-in-law.
My wife’s diary consists of 13 entries, and each one of them gave me chills. Not only did she know about that thing I did with her mom, but she also knew that her mom went to the hospital for an abortion when she got pregnant.
“One summer rainy evening, in the clear night sky, a few sparse stars were silently accompanying a cool moon; but tonight I went home early because I was not feeling well. Opening the door of my room quietly, I found the door of my mother’s room hidden, and from within it came a thin, strange sound, as of a dog slurping water.
I listened intently. Only a vague, intermittent burst of heavy moaning was heard, as if a very sick man were lying in bed and grunting, followed by a disturbing creaking and shaking of the big bed.
My premonition was correct, a sense of humiliation arose in my mind, my mother was too restless, she had betrayed my father! But curiosity made me slowly approach the doorway, and for a moment I was stunned!
Inside the two sweaty people, naked in the room cloud rain up, I never expected that the naked man …… is actually him! My husband!
He was riding on top of my mother moving like crazy! He was like a hungry tiger tackling a sheep, and the two of them were slurping and slurping where they were copulating, while my mother was lying on her back on the bed, her lower body naked, and her upper body half undone, revealing a fat bra, but half covered, and my husband was lying on top of my mother, holding her tightly, and his lower body kept on applying force. My mother was writhing underneath him, just grunting dreamily.
Watching her husband shrug his hips, one faster than the next, one harder than the next, only to see the two of them trembling, I also trembled, after her husband pumped again and again, and then fucked dozens of times, then suddenly stopped, the whole room is also silent down.
I saw my husband from the doorway on my mother’s body just gasping for breath, for a while before he climbed up to pull out his penis, see him that penis wet, their sweat and semen to the bed sheet is also wet a piece of a provocative spring color completely in front of my eyes, after a long period of time I did not say anything, my head is a blank ……
Oh, my God! I’m crashing!
Just the first day, also in this house, also in my room, I had let out the same oblivious moan that my mother had just uttered under my husband. And today, he had taken possession of my mother’s body, my biological mother! His mother-in-law!
I felt ashamed, I don’t know how they got to such a point, how he couldn’t even fuck my mother! He’s despicable! I hate him so much! But how can I face it? What should I do?
I walked alone to the street, from the colorful light at the beginning to the coldness at the end when I watched that the lights had been turned off in every house and went to bed.
It’s somehow, before my eyes I just think of the shadows of the two fleshly bodies that were just tossing and turning in bed, and all I know is that it can’t be like this! One is my mother, the other is my husband, they can’t be like this, they betrayed their morals, betrayed their family, and did things they shouldn’t have done? I thought wildly and fearfully, and it was a bit of a vomit, but what could I do? I can’t get a divorce, why? I don’t know! Because? Maybe because I still need a husband, a home that feels like a home ……”
Alain also wrote in his diary, “Never in my wildest dreams did I realize that my dearest person snatched my husband and my favorite person betrayed my feelings. I really want to die!”
In another, she wrote: “My heart is bleeding, but I can’t hate it. It wasn’t easy for my mom to be a widow for me for more than ten years!”
She said she had to stay calm no matter what and never show any emotion to break the windowpaper. Her feelings slowly leveled off after a painful struggle. She even forgave and recognized my affair with her mother. The wife’s diary is incredible: it turned out that her so-called “business trip” was a lie, the fact is that she every now and then in the office rest. Deliberately give me and her mother to leave “opportunity”.
I gently put the diary back down as if nothing had happened, doing my best to hide the violent shock inside.
One night, six months later, I suddenly made the decision to move out and rent a room. The two women looked at each other in disbelief and then stared at me in unison. I explained that Alan and I had grown up and should start our own business. Alain, without thinking, expressed her strong opposition: “Is it because our mom is not good to you? The family has to take care of each other, besides, if we rent a room outside, can we afford the financial expenses?” I still insisted on my own point of view, the two of us argued endlessly, mother-in-law was silent, as if thinking about something.
In the end, it was she who broke the stalemate by saying, “Good, moving out will cost more, which in turn will inspire you two to earn more money, and sooner or later you’ll have to buy a new house anyway.” With the support of his mother-in-law, Alan finally surrendered.
Last fall, we moved to a residential area three kilometers from my mother-in-law and lived in a one-bedroom, one-bathroom private house. Four months later, joy came from heaven, Alan’s belly gradually bulged. I was so happy that I danced with my hands, I, a bum, could finally be a father!
May 19 this year is the mother-in-law’s birthday, my wife and I went to her birthday early. Only to see the home furnishings messy, cold and quiet, mother-in-law and put on her gray clothing, lipstick is gone, the face of redness is gone, the corners of the eyes climbed on the fine wrinkles. I really feel a little sad, although my mother-in-law and I understand that the things between us are against human morality, but between us after all, not simply just the flesh of the metamorphosis.
During lunch Alan said, “Mom, we still want to move back home, and in the future this little grandson will need you as his grandmother to take care of him.” Mother-in-law squeezed out a smile and didn’t reply.
In the afternoon, my wife took my son to her aunt’s house again. With this opportunity, I took advantage of my mother-in-law’s inattention while reading the newspaper by the bedside to quietly sneak in, and wrapped my arms around her.
Her face immediately reddened, and as soon as she tried to push me away but was unsuccessful, she hastened to reproach, “Ah …… no! …… Don’t …… don’t be like this! …… I am your mother-in-law ah? In broad daylight, also not afraid of others to see?”
I firmly kissed her reddened cheek and said, “No one will be there now, just the two of us.”
The mother-in-law took on that traditional female posture and said, “I’m really a little scared …… For the sake of the children, for the sake of the family …… Let’s forget it …… “
Knowing that she was genuinely worried and at the same time must still be angry with me, I forced myself on her. She tried to struggle, but I decided not to give her another chance to speak and sealed her mouth with mine. Her resistance got weaker and weaker and she finally just let me have it.
Every time I hugged my mother-in-law and remembered my wife when I smelled her odor, I had a feeling as if it would remove my desire for her. And immediately another force arose in my heart to fight against it, that is. For me, this force was the pleasure of conquering the forbidden, and it was far greater than the former.
There was a dressing mirror next to the bed, which reflected our naked embracing posture. Looking at the mirror mother-in-law’s snow-white, plump body and two breasts swaying back and forth, I could not help but put my hand into her vagina.
“Oh! …… Look at you …… again …… big afternoon ……” Mother in law’s face rose to a tantalizing pink color.
I climbed up onto her smooth, soft belly again, running my hand down her still full, bulging belly.
The afternoon sunlight shone on the bed, reflecting the snowy white of my mother-in-law’s skin and the darkness of her hair. The bedroom echoed with our ragged panting and her deep moans ……
As I pushed up into her pussy, she once again hid in my arms and sobbed, saying she couldn’t figure out if she was happy, or sad ……
Back at the rental house, Alan once again proposed to move back in, pouting and threatening: just give me one night to think about it, or else you’re not done with me tomorrow.
It was certainly a crucial decision for me. That night, I strolled down the street alone and lit a cigarette. I thought about many, many things. I first thought of my wife Alan – a lively, kind girl suffered a love robbery, experienced what kind of spiritual pain and struggle, she made what kind of choice, balance and coordination between love and affection?
I think of my mother-in-law – a woman who is half-aged and has a lot of charm. In fact, she is not flirtatious, and has been a widow for her daughter for many years. Because she has been scrupulously abiding by the ways of women, she has won the reputation of everyone. What is hidden deep inside her heart and feelings?
I thought about myself again. Am I a nasty and despicable man? I remembered that from the beginning of my love affair I had always kept my faith in love, never to be a man of the past, never to have skin-to-skin contact with a woman other than my wife. As a matter of fact, I did that before I got married. But why was I lying in another woman’s bed a few months after my wife left the country? I loved Alan deeply, but I betrayed my promise to her and my own belief in love. How can I explain this betrayal? The process of the occurrence and development of my private affair with my mother-in-law was by no means led by my mother-in-law alone, but also had my tacit cooperation. Is such a relationship love, or incest? …… I feel confused.