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My parents endowed me with excellent looks, so there was no shortage of women in my life, even now. But among these women, Yuki is a special one.
When I met her, I was twenty-two and she was twenty-one, both still in college. She gave me her first time, that was in 1991. Despite the fact that I had a girlfriend at the time, she still loved me quietly for many years until something unexpected happened that made her leave me forever. Perhaps leaving was the right thing to do, because now that I’m an adult, I believe that both she and I are changing our ideas about love. But looking back, there is guilt, gratitude, and regret within that love.
The motivation for writing about this true experience of mine, however, is not because of Yuki, but because of the best boyfriend in my life, this man I call Kobayashi. Although I live in the same city as Xiaolin, I still can’t face him because of a mistake I made. I have refused to contact Xiaolin for more than a year, even though the fault lies with me, even though I know his love for me has not changed, and even though I really miss him. I don’t know if he and I will ever be as happy and relaxed in this life as we were before.
I’m writing about this experience to remember the love affair between me and Lin, and Yuki, and while what happened that night may be quite normal and common nowadays, it was still ridiculous back in those days in 1993.
It’s been ten years, and everything is so vivid, like yesterday, that it often makes me sigh. The first coastline, the first time to write, insufficiency, please bear with me. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
March 1993. Spring in Jiangnan is beautiful, but cold and wet. Such a night is not suitable for sleeping outside. That day, Snow called me and told me that she wanted to visit me tomorrow.
After graduation, Snow went back to her city, more than a hundred kilometers away from us here, think about it, more than half a year, only I borrowed the name of a business trip to visit her a few times, she did not come to see me once.
When I received her the next day, it was already after twelve noon. After a winter, Yuki became prettier, her skin whiter. Gently wrapping my arms around her waist, I kissed her on the cheek. Yuki’s smile was sweet, I could tell she was happy. Squeezing her waist, I realized that it seems to be fatter than before. So I laughed at her and said, “Yuki, why have you gotten fat, is it because you don’t want me anymore?”
Snow made a face at me and said, “Yeah, who made you a big badass?”
When I think back to how I felt then, I really don’t think there was anything wrong with it. She loved me so much and I loved her so much. Even though my girlfriend and I were already living together, thinking about Yuki made it all sweet from the bottom of my heart. Yuki is very obedient, unlike my girlfriend who loves to lose her temper. If it was in ancient times, I think, I would have married both of them at the same time.
At that time, staying in a hotel was unthinkable. Therefore, before Yuki came, she told me that she would stay at her classmate’s house. That was the only way I could think of it. After having some dinner with her, I had to go to work, so Snowy went to her classmate’s flat and told me her classmate’s phone number, asking me to contact her before I got off work.
I went to work in the afternoon and was not at all in the right frame of mind. On the one hand, thinking about how Yuki looks and how to love her properly for once, but on the other hand, but also worrying about the evening. If Yuki stayed at her classmate’s house, wouldn’t that be a waste of a good night? But if we spent the night outside like before, it would be too cold. Which brings me to Kobayashi, that deadbeat of mine.
Xiao Lin worked earlier than I did, and his family was very well off. At that time, he was already equipped with a BB machine, which was a very big deal at that time. Xiaolin and I were classmates since childhood, and at that time, we already had a deep friendship for more than ten years. Although his appearance is also very handsome, but because his father is a veteran cadre, so the family is very strict, never had a girlfriend, or a virgin. He knew all about Snow and me. So I thought of asking him for help.
Paged Kobayashi from a pay phone booth in the little store in front of the unit, and the kid came back pretty fast. I asked him if he could find me a place to sleep for the night. Coincidentally, he said his aunt just moved, the old house is still empty, furniture are in, just the key is not, I do not know if I can not get it done, let me paged him at eight o’clock in the evening, he went to his aunt’s house to think of a way.
For me, Xiao Lin never failed to respond to my requests. At that time, my family was poor, and when I went to college, Xiaolin was already working, so he would often buy me things and even give me money to use. Although only ten or twenty dollars, but at that time to go to college, parents give life living expenses is only fifty dollars a month. Therefore, for him, I heart in addition to friendship, but also have a grateful. It is also this kind of gratitude that makes me vaguely have a ridiculous idea.
Casually lied and told my girlfriend that I wouldn’t be going back tonight. Picked up Yuki after work and went to dinner with her. Then, rode his bike and went to the park that was close to the side of Xiao Lin’s house. It was already after six, there were very few people in the park, and it was dark. I took Yuki’s hand and went behind a hidden wigwam. Many days of lust made my heart beat chaotically. Yuki was obedient like before. She knew what I wanted to do and didn’t make a sound.
Behind the wigwam, we hugged each other tightly. I kissed her frantically, and she kissed me back just as frantically. My hands kneaded her plump breasts through her shirt, and I felt her shivering softly in my arms, not sure if it was excitement or nervousness. I gasped and asked her, “Yuki, do you want me.”
With a touch of sadness, Yuki said, “I miss it, I miss it.” I knew she really missed me, and I really missed her.
(At that time, because my girlfriend and I were already living together, all the letters she wrote to me were sent to Xiaolin’s home and then forwarded to me by Xiaolin. And I did the same, often with dozens of pages and dozens of pages of letter paper, expressing the thoughts of her. This kind of feeling, I think, in this life, will never come again. At least, nowadays, all use e-mail, and will not go to handwrite those dozen pages of love letters. (Sad.)
Some words were redundant, and lust filled my mind with blood. My cold hands reached into Yuki’s shirt and pressed against her hot breasts. Her breasts were very full with small nipples. I tried to pull up her shirt to kiss her breasts, Yuki said it was cold, so I stopped insisting.
I unbuckled her belt and slid one hand into her hip, from behind, down her ass-crack. Yuki sucked in her belly, so my whole hand went in, and from behind, I touched her vaginal opening, which was already wet. I stroked gently there and Yuki couldn’t help but gasp loudly. Hearing her gasp made me feel so happy. Because I love her, her pleasure is my pleasure.
But this position wasn’t smooth after all, so I pulled a little out and gently massaged my wet middle finger on her anus. Yuki whimpered shyly and said, “Don’t.” I smiled and moved my hand to the front.
Yuki’s pubic hair wasn’t much, but it was soft. Her labia were not fat and shallow, so it was easy to find her vaginal opening. I felt that Yuki’s clit had become as elastic as gummy candy, so I helped her gently rub it with my fingers and occasionally inserted them into her vagina. Yuki gasped as she slowly leaned helplessly on her side against me and said no more. And since my fingers were a bit tired and I was afraid that she would catch a cold, and thinking that there was still one more night left anyway, I took my hand out and stopped moving.
(Often times, between lovers, one should actually understand the truth that: your happiness is my happiness. Yuki and I are both people who understand this truth. I was Yuki’s first man. Her pussy was beautiful, a dazzling pink color, and just as beautiful breasts, both of which were my pride in this life.
Now, I have passed thirty, and some of my lovers, who have also followed me past this age, have stopped having this color that makes men addicted, so the young Xiaoxue, now in my eyes, is a goddess. (But what I miss more is still Xiao Xue’s gentleness, thoughtfulness and flavor.)
My dick was already starting to become sore. Yuki straightened her clothes and clung to my arms again. My cock was pressed upright against the small of her back, grinding sadly. Looking around to see that no one was around, so I pulled down the zipper of my pants and released my dick. Yuki’s cold hand gently squeezed on the hot cock and carefully lathered it. I used my hand to press gently on her shoulder, Yuki understood what I meant, and without saying anything, she squatted down.
This wasn’t the first time Yuki had done this to me. Before I officially broke her virginity, she was taught by me to help me out in this way. There was even one time in her dorm room, through a curtain, there were her classmates outside doing their homework.
Yuki’s mouth was small, so my cock filled her mouth to overflowing. She sucked my cock tenderly, fingering it with one small hand and licking my horse’s eye with her tongue.
Because it was in the park, I wanted to get it over with as quickly as possible. Even more so, because I seemed to realize that something unusual might happen during the night, as if I was a little angry, and also a little irritated, as if I wanted to vent some of my frustrations, so the man became a little wild. I grabbed her hair with my hand and, despite her objections, pushed my cock hard into her mouth.
I was never a gentle man, never did this to her. She gagged her tongue, trying to protect herself a little, but without success. I remember clearly now that at that moment, she raised her eyes to look at me, and in the darkness, there was a flash of surprise in those eyes, a flash that was so deeply imprinted on my brain that it makes me feel to this day how tender she was at that time, and that I should have loved her for the rest of my life.
She was already on her knees and my cock stabbed into her throat, she felt a little like she was going to throw up, vomited and held it back. When I stabbed it again, she put her hands on her neck and tried to break free. But I was close to the edge of ejaculation so I pressed down on her trying to lift herself up.
She stopped resisting and endured my roughness, and I was slightly gentler, pulling some of my cock out and letting her catch her breath. She knew I was close to cumming, so she sucked my cock tightly with her mouth and added some strength to her hand.
After a few hard and fast strokes in her mouth, I bent over so that she was trying to lean forward with her forehead against the small of my back. Holding her head hard and forcing her to reorient her head, I plunged my cock once more into the opening of her throat, feeling the muscles there tenderly wrap around my glans, and after holding it there for two or three seconds, pulled some of it out just as she was dry heaving.
The intense stimulation finally brought me to an orgasm, and the cum jetted out, getting all over her mouth. She fell to her knees and spit out the cum while sadly dry-heaving. A deep pang of guilt filled my heart. After a while, I pulled her up, she was still vomiting, and I held her close and kissed my way to her mouth. There was a fishy odor there, and I didn’t care that much; at that moment, the feeling of guilt outweighed the feeling of loving her.
Yuki pushed me away and said no. I saw tears in her eyes. I didn’t know at the time if it was from choking or if I had made her sad. I hugged tightly and said sorry and I love you. Yuki didn’t say anything and buried her face in my arms, shivering while hugging me tightly as well.
(This was the first time in my life that I had treated a woman I loved so roughly. Although in the days that followed, there were occasional occasions when I treated other women in this way, but because it was the first time, it made an extremely deep impression on me. I still clearly remember how I felt at that time.
In the face of Kobayashi’s deep friendship, I had a thought of getting Kobayashi out of her virginity. Although this thought wasn’t clear when I was with Yuki behind the wigwam and had her give me a blowjob, it vaguely seemed as if such a fantasy had come to me. This kind of fantasy didn’t really carry any pleasure or excitement.
Kobayashi, as an intermediary, had been forwarding Yuki’s letters to me for me, so Kobayashi and Yuki were also familiar with each other. So, at the time, it seemed that we were all good friends, and I thought that Xiao Xue might accept Xiao Lin. But subconscious jealousy and heartache made me become rough with a beloved woman for the first time, and now that I think about it, the blowjob was really exciting, but there was also guilt.)
It was almost eight o’clock and Yuki and I became calm. Yuki became gentle and lively again, and I became happy because of the relaxation of my body and mind. As it got colder, I found the public phone booth and paged Kobayashi. He said he was already at home and asked me to come over.
Kobayashi’s house was just on the side. I asked Snow to wait for me at the door, and went into Xiaolin’s house alone. Xiao Lin was very proud to quietly tell me the key to get, said that even the quilt and everything over there, so that I must not tell his dad, said he secretly asked his cousin to borrow. I said in my heart: “Shit, I’m crazy, but also tell your dad.”
Kobayashi found a pen and paper to tell me the address, and I said to Kobayashi, “Don’t bother, I don’t know the way, just take me.”
Xiaolin said it was late and his dad would scold him. At that time, I was hesitant. On the one hand, I didn’t want him to go, but on the other hand, I wanted him to go. But the thought of not letting him go just flashed by, I don’t even know what came over me, I said to him with a smile, “Brother, go together, don’t come back at night, say to me.”
Kobayashi flinched, didn’t respond, and said, “So where do I sleep at night?”
It was then that a sudden feeling of triumph bubbled up inside me, as if I had experienced the thrill that comes from sharing a good thing with a friend, and offhandedly I said, “Living with us, huh?”
I guess there is nothing more attractive than sex for a grown but untouched man, especially in those days when it was not easy for a young person to get a sexual experience. Kobayashi seemed a bit baffled and said instead, “Why don’t I walk you guys over there, but I’m going to be back early, so just tell my dad you’re looking for me to go out for something.”
I had been the good boy in the eyes of his parents because I was his best friend and because I used to be a senior in my class. Without much ado, I walked out of his house with Kobayashi.
Xiao Xue was also happy to see Xiao Lin, because the two of them knew each other when I was in college, so we were familiar with each other and didn’t say anything. At that time, a little after eight o’clock, Xiao Lin suddenly said, “We opened a bar there, called the Bluestone Bar, why don’t I invite you guys to go and sit down ah, and it’s been a long time since Yuki saw me.”
Bars were a luxury at the time. I’d never been to one. Thinking that it was still early for me anyway, I asked Yuki what about it. Of course Yuki didn’t have a problem with it, so we rode our bikes and followed Kobayashi to the Bluestone Bar.
It was the first time in my life that I went to a bar, and under the dim lights, everyone talked and laughed. Xiao Lin and Xiao Xue were quite normal, but my heart, I do not know what is tumbling, often do not say anything, just smile and look at them.
Yuki stayed tenderly close to me while Kobayashi was there making funny and saying things about envying us. By ten o’clock or so, we had probably drunk eight or nine beers. I was too weak to drink, and Xiao Xue’s white face was also a little red. It was getting late, so Xiao Lin asked for two packs of cigarettes, gave me one, and paid the bill. We left the bar together, with Xiaolin taking us to his aunt’s house.
Kobayashi has never been generous in front of me, treating me to dinner is a common occurrence, and he never lets me pay the bill even if the people they are with are only related to me and not to him. He was always trying to stick it to me in front of my lover or other friends, which I definitely knew. But if I had only had a hazy idea about the ridiculous things that happened that night before it started, the bottles of wine that Kobayashi had bought had really been the spark that made it happen.
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Maybe it was my mistake that made some brothers think that it was the nightlife ten years ago that separated me from Yuki and Lin. In fact, it was after I got married that I separated from Yuki, and it was last year that I separated from Xiaolin.
I know some of my brothers have heavy tastes. And after reading many erotic novels, my own tastes have become heavy and my thoughts corrupted. I would love to write this experience ten years ago in an exciting and wonderful way, like the real threesomes beautifully written nowadays, with men and women in the same place. But I can’t, because I don’t want to focus on color, but rather on feelings and truth.
If this was put into the present, I think I’d be on it with Kobayashi (fantasizing about it, one on top of the other, one on top of the other, it’s really quite exciting), but ten years ago, how innocent it was back then, and it wasn’t easy to read a yellow book, so that’s what it was that night, and I hope I don’t disappoint you all too much. ＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊
Aunt Xiao Lin’s house was on the first floor along the street, a very old-fashioned house. The curtains were no longer there because they had moved, and the lighting was good. The streetlights filtered through the windows, and a halo of yellow light filled the house with a nice mood.
Outside the bedroom was a small patio, pushing open the wooden door, the cold fresh air took away some of the cloudy air, I was happy with the place. Since it was a demolition of an entire street, and therefore none of the sides were occupied, the whole room was quiet, with the occasional sound of a car or a passerby.
Yuki was sitting on the edge of the bed, wondering what she was thinking. Kobayashi was looking for a quilt, while I lit a cigarette and leaned against the doorway to watch them. No one made a sound.
Kobayashi found two quilts and Yuki said, “I’ll lay them.”
Kobayashi walked over to me and lit a cigarette as well, and he and I walked out onto the patio.
Kobayashi and I stared at each other for a moment. I looked at him with a smirk, and he kind of hand-waved and said, “Dude, what’s the smirk?”
I went up and hugged him, then gave him a couple pats on the back and said, “Dude, take it easy.”
Xiao Lin said, “It’s getting late, I have to go back, so you guys should rest early.”
I said, “Wait a while, until this cigarette is finished.”
That’s when Yuki came out and said, “What are you guys talking about?”
I said, “Nothing, we were smoking.”
Yuki then went back to her room without making a sound.
When the cigarette was finished, I tapped Kobayashi on the shoulder and said, “Go in.” So together they went into the room and closed the door.
The alcohol began to evaporate in my stomach, my head was a little dizzy, and I was very excited. Kobayashi said it was time to go, and once again I stood on the edge of the cliff.
My mind spun quickly. In about a second, I said, “Stay.”
At that time, I thought that Yuki wouldn’t refuse because she had become a woman who knew how to have sex in the two years that she had been good with me. She would be happier having sex with two men at the same time, and one was a lover and one was a close friend. Intuition told me that she wouldn’t refuse, if only I would.
I would never say that Yuki is a bad woman because: one, it was my idea; and two, I think that any mature woman, after letting go of the mental baggage of dealing with a lover, would accept the pleasure.
Am I happy? I’m not happy, I’m not excited. When I asked Kobayashi to stay, Yuki just looked a little surprised and widened her eyes a little, but didn’t say anything. A flash of thick sourness flashed through my heart. I said to myself in my heart, just this once, just this once. But this trace of jealousy quickly passed, disappearing without a trace under the floodlight.
(Friendship cannot be owed to each other, I have always owed Xiao Lin a lot, therefore, it is tantamount to sending my woman to let my best friend break his virginity, as a way to seek balance. Friendship, ah friendship, now that I think about it, it was ridiculous at the time, but the love was deeper because of it. (Since Yuki will be happy, and Kobayashi will be happy, let’s do it.)
(Lover’s rule: You are happy when I am happy. I think, this sentence, said simple, but do it is difficult, because it needs to find a balance between men and women, the ultimate goal is both sides are happy. Men like to fresh and exciting, change the pattern, feel so happy. Women who know how to love will not just refuse, even if they will have some discomfort, but also let the man occasionally try, such as anal sex, oral ejaculation and so on. There are often puzzles on the internet about these issues. I think if it’s really love, then anything can be tried.
One night two years ago, I suddenly realized that your happiness is my happiness. (But ten years ago, I couldn’t express it so clearly, but subconsciously, I should have known this truth)
Kobayashi said, “No good, I’d better go back.”
I said, “Why don’t we flip a coin and see what God’s will is?”
Took out a nickel and tossed it three times, with the result that Providence wanted Kobayashi back. Yuki never said anything and sat on the edge of the bed smiling at us. I was a little embarrassed when Kobayashi said, “I’m leaving then.”
I said, “Wait a minute.”
The coin has also been flipped, things have come to a head, what I want to do, how Yuki will react, in fact, it’s already all in the bag, I think, there’s no point in pretending, the next thing that happens is for me to break. I gritted my teeth and said to Yuki, “Yuki, come, let me hug.”
Snow stood up. I hugged her tightly. So hard, like it was going to be a matter of life and death. Yuki hugged me hard and whispered softly in my ear, “Don’t want it.” I still don’t understand if she meant she didn’t want me to hug her anymore, or if she meant, don’t play this game with Kobayashi anymore.
At that time I thought she didn’t want me to hug her, so I let go of her and said to Xiao Lin, “Come on, hug Yuki, we’ve all been good friends for so long.” To Yuki, I said, “Yuki, Xiao Lin has helped us so much, it’s a way to thank him.”
Neither Kobayashi nor Yuki made a move, and Yuki kept her head down, her hands at her sides. It was probably the alcohol, I was so proud of myself. It felt like none of them were as bad as me, the worst was only me, and that gave me some comfort, at least it made me feel like I arranged this, that I forced it, not that they volunteered for it, even though they must be happy too. But you being happy is me being happy, and you guys being happy is me being happy. Haha.
I hugged Yuki again, then pulled over her, then Kobayashi, and they naturally hugged each other, not moving a muscle. I whispered softly to them, “I’m at the door.” Then walked out to the small patio.
Lighted a cigarette and took a couple puffs. Thinking it might take a long time and that I should get a stool, I pushed the door open and went in. I did not expect to move so fast, they are already on the bed, but did not undress, just hold on the bed kissing. Seeing me come in a little startled, I said, “It’s okay, I’ll get a chair.”
Lust heated up quickly between the two. Kobayashi kissed Yuki hard. And Yuki kissed him back passionately probably because she didn’t release her lust during the park. They started treating me like I was dead, while I just sat at the door, opening it, lighting a cigarette and looking at them every now and then.
Clothes were thrown out piece by piece and the covers were put over them. Without much foreplay, without kissing Yuki’s breasts or vagina, Kobayashi started trying to get in. He couldn’t seem to find the entrance to his vagina and I heard Yuki say, “Let me help you.”
I dropped my head and sat in my chair shaking. It finally started, and I couldn’t tell you how sad and painful it was. I cursed myself over and over again, “What are you, how could you do this, how could you do this.” The hand holding the cigarette was shaking, and I inhaled it violently, in unspeakable repentance.
A moment later, Kobayashi was heard saying, “I’m sorry.”
Again, I heard Yuki say, “It’s okay, just relax.”
Looking over again, the two men were not moving. Kobayashi was crouched over Yuki’s body. “That fast? Ha, just like my first time.” I was secretly laughing inside, and my mind was much calmer.
It wasn’t long before they were back in action. After all, they were lads and recovered quickly. This time they lasted much longer. Kobayashi undulated on top of Yuki, the covers following the waves. Yuki moaned a little softly, but Kobayashi didn’t utter a sound, just moved mechanically.
If it were today, I think I would have rushed up there too. But at that time, there was no such concept in my head. My mind was also paralyzed, just watching them so quietly, not getting excited, and no longer blaming myself. It wasn’t long before Kobayashi couldn’t do it anymore, and after a few hard movements, he ejaculated. It didn’t look like he shot inside, and then he shivered and tried to find his clothes.
I stood up and walked out onto the patio to avoid this embarrassing scene. A moment later, Kobayashi came out, very shy, and said to me, “Sorry about that, bro, I’ll go first.” Hugged me. Silence is golden. I nodded and put out my cigarette. Sent him out the door.
By the time I got to bed, I was in an infinitely better mood. The self-doubt, the sourness, the pain, all of it just now was left behind. I was relaxed, feeling that friendship was no longer heavy, and feeling that, with Xiao Xue’s affection, it was no longer heavy either. Being a lover is very bitter, especially when you are young, when love is involved between lovers, to Xiao Xue, in fact, I have always felt guilty. But now it’s better, I seem to have suddenly become happy.
The bed was warm, and Snow was naked. After I undressed, I turned on my side, holding her as she crouched in my arms. I asked her softly, “How is he?”
Snow twisted me in the back and said, “And you said.”
I laughed out loud, pulled away from her, looked at her face, and said, “He didn’t shoot inside you, did he?”
”No, it’s all over my legs.” Snow said while also looking up at me, eyes watery and infinitely tender.
Sighing softly, I pinned Yuki down and instead of kissing her on the mouth, I kissed my way up to her breasts. I took her breasts in my mouth and gently plucked at her nipples with my tongue. Yuki’s moans immediately reached my ears. This time, there was no repression, only indulgence. I knew Kobayashi must not have satisfied her, and now it was my time. I became incredibly excited and my cock immediately bucked.
Naturally I kissed her vagina again. It was very wet there and I hesitated. I was a little dizzy from having just been done here by my best friend. But the power of lust is infinite, your pleasure is my pleasure, I didn’t care about that anymore and took her vagina in my mouth. Yuki said, “No more.” While trying to pull me up.
This in turn aroused my love. I licked her harder, feeling her water flowing out of there in a steady stream.
It felt like the world was at peace again, just two eager souls wandering around on this early spring night. I sat down on Snow’s face and asked her to lick my cock, and she took it hard, trying to take it whole. At the park she had been forced by me, and now she struggled to hold her head up, her eyes on me, trying to swallow my cock.
I knew she was touched and she wanted to make me happy. I very carefully and slowly inserted my cock into her mouth up to her throat. She was still dry heaving but signaled me to continue. After a few repetitions, I felt satisfied, even though her mouth was small and I couldn’t get my cock all the way into her mouth, it felt so good to be wrapped deep against her throat.
Spreading her legs, I gently moved in and out of her wet pussy. She moaned and gasped as her legs clamped around my waist. There were one or two spots on the quilt that were a little cold, probably Kobayashi’s cum, I thought. I avoided those spots and started fucking her like crazy.
We changed positions, and I kept controlling myself to keep from cumming too soon. When Yuki’s orgasms came, her vagina intermittently clamped down on my cock, making me happy. We never use birth control, I always shoot my cum on her body or in her mouth. I’ve gotten my girlfriend pregnant twice before with the same method, but Yuki has never gotten pregnant, which makes me a little thankful for that
The first time I cum on her, very traditionally. The second time I started to get a little crazy, removed the covers, put her on her back and stabbed her pussy from behind. My cock got harder and harder each time and I could feel the pleasure as it pushed against her womb. Hitting my womb made my glans a little uncomfortable too, and while Yuki had said it wasn’t very comfortable before, she didn’t care that much that night. In the end, I had her lay on the edge of the bed while I stood on the floor and poked her hard, finally cumming in her mouth.
I did it three times with Yuki that night. I remember very clearly that I did it with her in every way I could imagine, from the side position, to the back position, and the third time she was no longer physically happy, but physically and mentally, we were both happy. Too bad we didn’t know about anal sex, poison dragon drills and all that back then, or I would have tried that too. Heh.
The description of these sexual events is also to fulfill the posting requirements of the Sea of Love. Inadequacies are tolerated.
The next morning, just after 8:00 a.m., we hadn’t gotten out of bed yet when Kobayashi came knocking on the door again. I was wondering why he wasn’t at work. Now that I think about it, probably the kid wanted to do it again. But didn’t realize it at the time. Letting him wait outside, Yuki and I got dressed and we all left Lin’s aunt’s house together.
It’s so sunny outside. The three of us were happy together. I was really relaxed. I no longer feel guilty about anything in the face of Kobayashi’s friendship and Yuki’s love.
Yuki walked in the center, and Xiao Lin and I were on her side, all of us wrapped our arms around her waist and talked and laughed as we went to breakfast. The pedestrians on the road were surprised to see us. We didn’t care that much.
After dinner I sent Yuki back to the station, Xiaolin went to work, and a past event ended there.
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The same thing never happened again after that one. Yuki is still in love with me and continues to have letters forwarded by Kobayashi, and every time she comes to my place, we take a dip in the bar with Kobayashi, and no one mentions what happened that night. Yuki left me in 96 because of an accident I had, and I don’t blame her. she got married in 97 and is now a mother. The year before last, I made a mistake that made me feel sorry for Xiao Lin, so far I have not contacted him, although he has been caring about me. I hope the friendship will last and the love will always be there.
Yesterday a woman I like very much asked me, if it was that girlfriend of your own, would you do it? I thought about it carefully and said: No. After all, threesomes are dangerous things, and the psychological shock of facing them for the first time is huge, especially if the woman is going to be ready to spend the rest of her life together, so it’s better not to take the risk. But today the world has changed, the concept has changed. Faced with a dull life, no one can guarantee that, in the future, out of sheer excitement, and will not try, but it is best not to involve friendship or love. Your happiness is my happiness. It’s hard.