After wobbling around on the train for over 2000 kilometers, I finally reached the end of the line. Dragging a busy day tired body and mind into the hotel. A feeling of desolation suddenly swept through my body. At this moment, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. It seems that no one lies in your life and death. At that time, how I wish my cell phone could ring, how I wish there was someone to chat with me. I don’t care about the fucking cell phone roaming, I don’t care about the fucking overspent phone bill……
Hand swinging the remote control of the TV, do not know what station to stay in that station, from time to time look at the phone, but ultimately let me disappointed, not to mention the phone, or text message no one to send me a ……
Lost, suddenly the room phone remembers, the heart is surprised by this sudden call to thump ……
After stabilizing myself, I picked up the phone and said hello into the receiver in my sexy voice!
“Hello sir! I’m from the Hotel Massage and Bath Center, do you need a massage?” A sweet and flirty voice came from the microphone. Along with her voice the part of me down there, instinctively buckled.
In fact, as long as not dumber than a donkey know that the hotel so-called massage is to provide those services, in the past I tend to be very hard to return these calls, but I was melancholy this time, the reason is very simple, just broke up with his girlfriend’s loss, their own loneliness, coupled with physiological needs – think about it I have not had sex for about half a month.
In my hesitation, the flirtatious voice on the other side of the phone came up again, “Sir, we are all young and beautiful girls here, will definitely make you satisfied, or I’ll let a sister go up and look at you first, if you are not satisfied, you can then change?”
“Okay,” I hung up the phone, it didn’t really matter to me if it was pretty or not, what I needed right now was to vent!
“Bang! Bang! Bang!” After about two minutes, there was a light knock on the door!
Opening the door, I was stunned. Outside the door stood shyly a little girl. I noticed at once that her eyes, so large and clear, showed a look that was not easy to detect – it was sadness, it was grief.
“Brother, may I come in?” A soft word broke my thoughts. It was only then that I realized my lapse and awkwardly said, “Come in” In a panic I hurriedly adjusted my heartbeat.
Close the door and lock it! After entering the house, I saw her clearly under the light, through her enchanting dress, I probably guessed her age, that is, about 21 years old. The body phase is extremely great, typical of the Viennese pretty sister! Especially that pair of eyes, really make people very psychedelic ……
When she saw me looking at her, she looked restrained and shy, and her two hands kept rubbing against each other.
I snorted and laughed, “Make yourself at home, make yourself at home”
“Brother, satisfied with my service to you?” Still in soft but not quite fluent Mandarin.
“Pretty good,” I replied.
“Do you know the price?”
“Tell me about it.”
“One time is 300, the package night 700. brother you package night or ……”
“Come and see it first” At this point in my life I wasn’t hurting for money for fear of a long night.
She didn’t skillfully start to take off her clothes, and with the last of her small panties removed, her beautiful intimidating body was exposed to me in full view. It is said that the skin of the Viennese girl is not very good, but her skin is so white, breasts are so erect and smooth, as if not careful can squeeze out milk, legs are so slender, but not lack of flesh, in the light of the light also refracted a little sense of light, a handful of small pubic hair embellishment is so just right ……
I don’t know when, but my lower half was forcefully erected, but it seemed like it was about to come out in my pants after seeing her intimidating body!
“Do you need me to undress you, brother?”
“No, I’ll do it myself” The clothes went off in a flash.
A cloud of rain!
Finished, from the action of making love just now, she is obviously a novice, do not know how to let the man enjoy the maximum pleasure. Nor would she scream, only occasionally with pleasure, only a low moan ……
I padded a pillow, half lying against the bed, she snuggled in my arms, looking at her petite, beautiful and lovely appearance, at that moment I really did not think of her as a prostitute, as if my lover. Habitually, I lit a cigarette and took a drag. Intermingled with the smoke, politely asked “Would you like a cigarette?” “I will not, brother, thank you” The words were still so gentle, but without the shyness of a moment ago. Maybe it was the lovemaking that brought them closer together. I continued to smoke, my other hand was sliding between her breasts and jade-like legs, one of her hands was gently resting on my chest and the other was gently stroking my dick. Spoiled, she lay in my arms, her tantalizing eyes staring at me.
“What are you looking at me for?” I asked.
“Love to see you smoke, so handsome” she cooed.
“Brother, guess what I felt when I first saw you?” I was stunned for a moment and said, Say look!
“I was afraid you wouldn’t see me, you’re so handsome! Oh.”
“Am I handsome?”
“Of course, and I felt especially close to you the first time I saw you.”
“Handsome is useless to a man, it’s not like being a duck, but still being dumped by others! It’s only when a man has money that he can get away with it.” I sighed leisurely!
“Brother, you mean there’s no girlfriend” she said in surprise!
“Who would be happy to follow a poor man like me? It’s you, are you willing?”
LOL! She talked about it too! “Yeah. Society nowadays is indeed and materialistic. The materialistic ones are a bit too much for people to bear.”
She paused and then suddenly asked “Brother aren’t you going to ask me why I’m doing this?”
“Why ask you ah, you do this of course have your reasons, who if there is a way happy to do this ah, I do not want to mention your pain”
“Brother, you’re so nice. It’s the first time I’ve met someone as attentive as you, and I’ve been through a few clients who have asked me, so I’m not used to you not asking anymore!” She said leisurely!
“I’d like to hear about it if you don’t mind” she said this is rather piqued my curiosity.
“You may not believe me when I say it, I really have a poor family, I have two brothers and a sister, all of them are going to school, my parents have been laid off, I’m the oldest in the family, I can’t help it.” The tone was sad!
“Huh?” “Why don’t you believe it, brother?”
“Not that I don’t believe it, but that’s not all you do with this.”
“Why,” she baffled to.
I tugged lightly on her pubic hair in my hand and badgered, “Because I can’t see your full sincerity in your eyes.
“No way, brother, you’re good,” she said with a sappy smile.
“Just kidding,” I said as I took my hand off her stomach and lifted her right arm, “Look, it was the scar on your wrist that told me that one of the reasons you got into this business if I’m not mistaken was because a man broke your heart”
“Ah,” she said in surprise, before crumpling into my arms, tears starting to well up in her large eyes.
“Excuse me, excuse me,” I apologized in a rush!
“It’s okay, brother, it’s all in the past, in fact, I’m just like you, didn’t you get dumped by your girlfriend too?”
Tough enough to get back at me right away!
“In fact, at that time I was small, do not understand, so so impulsive, because he is my first man, I also love him, but he fell in love with another girl, or my friend, at that time I really think I do not understand, really desperate, I really want to kill myself to understand me this thing, and now I feel that I’m really stupid, for so a man is really not worth it, but I no longer believe in love, but I came out to do this industry is because my family is not rich, not to mention that I also want to leave which makes me sad place. Since then I no longer believe in love, but I came out to do this industry, really because the family is not rich, not to mention that I also want to leave which makes me sad place, but I’m not very capable, came out to do some other jobs are not good, so it is down to today.”
“How long have you been doing this?”
“It’ll be a month in three days.”
“Well, let’s not talk about that, it’s distracting! Talk about something else!”
“Brother, you’re a good person, I can feel it, and Zhang’s so handsome, which girl left you seems to be really her mistake.”
“Oh, don’t talk about that, what’s good about me”
I looked at my cell phone and she had been in my room for almost 40 minutes, and while I was looking at my cell phone she put her arms around me and said “Brother, don’t let me go, okay? I want to stay with you tonight.”
“Why?” I laughed badly.
“No reason, I feel close to you. Don’t let me go okay? Tonight you wrap me up and I’ll shower with you, okay” Her tone was so coquettish and she looked so cute. My heart pumped again and a twinge of pity rose.
“Why not?”
“Of course it’s not unwillingness, I can’t stop begging to have a beautiful woman like you with me, I’m just afraid of being unsafe”
“It’s okay, brother. Don’t worry, don’t let me go okay?”
“Alright then! I’ll wrap you up then” I said! In fact, I regretted it when I said that: shit. I was trapped again! I have to pay another 400 taels of silver. But I was too embarrassed to go back on my words!
“Thank you, brother,” she was happy as a bird, and seemed like a completely different person than when she first came in!
“Brother, let’s take a shower together!” She didn’t wait for me to agree to get up from the bed before pulling me to the restroom.
The water in the restroom was just the right temperature, and with her handful of back, it really felt divine. We lathered each other full of soap and rubbed our naked bodies against each other. It was really cozy.
Washed up and went to the bedroom. When I looked at her, she was a different person. Take off the heavy makeup. Revealing her original face, such an innocent face, especially those eyes, really unbearable! The undried Shui-soo slid down her hair slightly to her firm breasts and dripped to the ground puddle. I was really dumbfounded.
“Hey, what are you looking at? You’re mesmerized, huh?”
“Oh, you’re beautiful!”
“Of course, huh. I look a lot better without makeup than I do with it, but there’s no way to look good without it in our line of work!” She put on a naughty face.
In that instant my dick flared up and roughly carried her onto the bed, this time it was long, and over my panting like a bull I heard her moan with abandon, her arms tightening around my body. Finally the union ended with a yell from her and a dull gasp from me. It was only then that I realized that I was sweating all over my body, and as I gasped, she gently wiped my sweaty soo with her delicate hands. Suddenly climbed on top of me, and smiled badly at me: brother, tired!
“Oh, a little,” she said as she buried her head in my neck, brother, I love smelling you so much. The tone was so flirtatious! I hugged her back and ruffled her long hair.
We held each other like that for a few minutes, neither of us talking, enjoying the silence.
After a while I pushed her gently off me and said, It’s getting late, go back!
I smoothly pulled my wallet out of my pocket and counted 700 bucks behind her back, and when I turned around and was about to give her the money, I realized she was half lying in a circle on the bed, again with tears welling up in those big eyes. I said, What’s wrong with you?
“Brother, don’t you want my company anymore? A tone that contained a bit of resentment!
“No more, I have to work tomorrow, so you should go home early and rest too! Money, here.”
“Okay,” but instead of taking my money, she slowly got dressed and finished packing a moment later.
Shaking her long hair, she stared at me.
“Money. Take it.”
She took the money, pulled 200 bucks out of it, and threw the rest on the bed for me!
“What are you doing?”
“The 200 bucks is what I gave Mommy! I don’t want the rest,” and turned to leave.
I pulled her into a hug and asked “Why?”
She turned her back to me and didn’t say anything, I gently turned her around and that’s when I saw that tears had slipped from her eyes. Sobbing softly!
“What’s wrong with you?” I asked softly.
“You know what? I fell in love with you the first moment I saw you, I haven’t felt this way in years”. She was choking and continued, “I know, in your eyes I’m just a lady, I know I have no right to love someone right now, maybe you don’t believe me, but I do believe in my feelings, and I know that I’m stupid, if I wasn’t so stupid I wouldn’t be at this point today …… “She continued to sob.
I gently put her in my arms, to be honest, I also work for more than 4 years, also experienced a lot of business socializing, occasionally accompanying customers to go dashing a little bit is also very normal, also met a lot of ladies, but this time I really a little overwhelmed. I’m sure I’m still a bit of a charmer, but I don’t believe I’m as charismatic as this, and my brain is racing rapidly, this can’t be a trap! “Jesus, I just wanted to find a lady to vent to, why is this happening again. This was supposed to be a sale, why did it end up like this ……
“Brother, don’t let me go okay” she lifted her head while I was thinking quickly. The tears were no longer staying and her eyes looked at me with deep emotion.
I stroked her hair and said, “Okay, okay, I won’t let you go, but you have to take the money.”
“Oh, you finally said yes! She leapt for joy to!
I watched her put the money away and I put my clothes back on!
“What’s the point of getting dressed, brother?”
“Let’s go for a walk” To be honest, I was a little scared and it was better to get her out of the hotel early!
“Yeah, you want to go there.”
“It’s up to you, I’m not familiar with this place” I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth, in case she dragged me to an upscale spending place, I’d be screwed.
“Yeah, let me think about it” She took my hand and walked out of the room!
After leaving the hotel, she called a cab, which was really a bit scary for me, after all, I wasn’t familiar with the city at all!
As the car drove off, I laughed and asked, “Where are you going?” “What, are you afraid I’ll sell you?” “I want to sell, I’m afraid no one wants” I pretended to be indifferent! In fact, the heart really have no idea, of course, I often travel also seen some big waves, so my curiosity inspired me to know what this girl really want.
“I’ll take you to a place I like,” he said the name of a place to the driver, who nooed a little!
Not long after the car stopped, I cautiously observed the environment, it was a night market. My heart finally released. Pay off the car. She took my hand and jogged all the way to the ground stalls, causing so many people to turn around!
Finally arrived at a stall below, she stopped! The owner, a middle-aged woman, greeted her warmly, “You’re here so early today! “Yes, to see my boyfriend!” Did not wait for me to look back she used her arm to take up my arm, snuggled in my arms, a birdie look! The boss’s wife measured me and laughed: not bad, the young man is quite spirited, the man and the woman! Fast-forward, fast-forward!
She pulled me over to a table and sat down, I looked around and it turned out to be a Xinjiang restaurant that sold some barbecue and stuff. “What can I get you to eat?” She asked. I said, “Whatever.”
“I’ll make the call then” Nothing more than an order of lamb chops, koji and the like!
“Something to drink?” “No,” I actually wanted a beer, but knew the Vikings didn’t allow alcohol.
“Boss, pour some water,” she yelled, completely losing her ladylike demeanor from earlier.
When she quieted down I asked, “When did I become your boyfriend?”
“Why not?”
“That’s not true, huh?”
“Then no objection is a yes, husband,” she purred daintily.
I almost passed out!
As we ate and chatted, we learned that her name was “Reina”. It means beautiful in Viennese. I knew it wasn’t her real name, but it didn’t matter, I didn’t want to know too much about her.
During the meal, she struck up a few conversations with the boss’s wife from time to time. Not running from across the room to sit next to me so the boss’s wife could see if we looked like a married couple. The meal lasted about forty minutes, but it seemed like I had been eating all day. Not only was her pampering too much for me to handle, but it also made the people eating next to us look back at us from time to time. I then felt that I had led a beautiful nervous sister to dinner, depressed not in words ……
In the car back to the hotel, I said: you live there, I first send you home. She leaned on my shoulder and said: first send you, you just came to this unfamiliar, in case you lost, who compensate my husband ah! I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to get my husband to pay for it! The driver also giggled!
At about two hundred meters from whatever, she told the cabbie to stop. I wondered again! She pulled me off by me saying she skimmed the driver 10 dollars.
She was still holding my arm like that, like a couple in love. She stopped talking again, and I could feel she wasn’t happy.
“What’s wrong,” I asked softly!
She stopped suddenly, less than 50 meters from the hotel.
Looking up at me, tears again turning in those big, mesmerizing eyes. Speaking, you know what? I haven’t been as happy as I am today in years. I feel so happy now! Really don’t want to leave you!
I patted her on the shoulder and said, Don’t overthink it, be happy!
“Do you like me?” She asked suddenly, and I was stunned!
Then she laughed: You don’t have to answer me, I know you won’t fall for a bad girl like me!
Stunned! I giggled a little too!
“When are you leaving?”
“Maybe the day after tomorrow!”
“Oh,” she mused, “wait for my call tomorrow, what’s your phone number, can you tell me? I don’t have a cell phone I’ll call you tomorrow”
I thought quickly: said, sure, but can you remember without a pen and paper?
“I certainly have a way of remembering that if you tell me, tell me?”
Good! But what are you going to write down?
She smiled slyly and quickly fished out an eyebrow pencil and another tissue from her purse! I was really dizzy!
Had no choice but to tell her! After memorizing it, she said: you haven’t told me the name yet! But she immediately said: it’s okay, do not ask you, if not suggested that I will call you piggy from now on, haha!
I laughed too, at her liveliness. But suddenly I was a little sad again, because my former girlfriend had also been calling me Piggy! Actually, I don’t look like a pig at all. Maybe every girl wants to give her boy an alias! It’s an honor to be treated the same as a pig. Sometimes people are worse than pigs!
When we said goodbye, she kissed me fiercely, and I had an indescribable feeling as I watched her distant back!
In fact, from the time she just entered my room to the time I separated from her, I had a sense of wariness of her, not that I don’t trust her, it’s that this society won’t let you go easy on people, let alone she’s a lady!
When I got back to the hotel, it felt like a dream what just happened! It was only when I saw that my wallet was missing 800 bucks that I believed what had just happened to be true! I didn’t sleep all night!
The next day, I worked as usual during the day and returned to the hotel by myself in the evening. Today I was honest and unplugged the phone line from my room as soon as I got back.
Watching boring TV for a while and getting lost!
Suddenly the phone rang, an unfamiliar number. I answered it. “Hello?”
“Piggy, it’s me! Are you asleep? Wait for me I’ll be in your room in 5 minutes”
Without waiting for me to reply, the call was disconnected. I looked at the time! Oh my god, it was already past eleven! I rubbed my eyes and just as my brain cleared I heard a knock on the door, I looked through the doorway and it was her! As soon as the door was open she rushed in!
I had just closed the door when she pounced on me! Whispering, husband I missed you!
After saying that, he kissed me furiously on my body, and his hand unconsciously reached inside my pants!
Can’t stand it!
What’s supposed to happen goes with the flow! Over! She was still lying in my arms as flirtatiously as ever! She said, “Hubby, I’m not going to be with you tonight, so I’m just going to come over and check on you. I just miss you! I want to ask about your body odor. I’ll leave in five minutes!
After saying that, she kissed me and started to get dressed. In fact, without her saying anything I knew that someone must have wrapped her up tonight.
“What time do you leave tomorrow?”
“The 10:00 a.m. bus.”
She thought for a moment “Honey, I can’t give you a ride, will you come back later?”
“Not necessarily, depends on the job, if this project gets finalized this time I’ll definitely come back”
“You mean we still have a chance to meet.”
“Maybe.”
“I’m outta here” she said as she gathered her things and was about to head out the door, I said: wait. She stood still and I took 300 dollars out of my wallet and handed it to her: take it!
She hesitantly took it!
The moment she opened the door, she turned her head and said, “Do you know why I’m not pushing your money this time? Because I want to buy a cell phone, so that it will be convenient to contact you in the future,” said she opened the door and went out!
I was stunned again! In two days I she gave me so many unexpected things!
Returning to Xi’an to continue working, this matter gradually also blurred. After all, for me this is just a time to find a lady. Only the process is more special.
About half a month later, I suddenly received a text message: Piggy, how are you? Do you know who I am?
My heart trembled! It was her! I hesitantly ended up texting her back. She replied right back: you know what? I miss you so much, I want to let you hug me again, I want to smell you again! Can you still come over and visit me?
When I received this text message from her, I was really touched and started to believe in her sincerity towards me!
The next half month we just started texting each other, up to dozens of times a day! I trusted her love for me more and more, and I was touched. Because I also got a lot of comfort from her during this painful time when my former girlfriend left me!
Suddenly one night she called me and said, Piggy I want you to come and see me, don’t turn me down okay?
Coincidentally, the project I’m talking about is about to go out to bid soon as well, in about half a month! I also replied to her that I would be there in half a month!
And so 50 days later I was back on the train to her city!
I got off the train at about 6:00 in the morning, just as it was getting light. As soon as I got out of the station, I saw her waiting for me at the station gate from a distance!
When she saw me she flew over! Kissed me! The strange thing is that she’s wearing very light makeup this time, very innocent looking! Like a very classy and pretty college girl! I brought her a teddy bear. She jumped for joy when she saw the gift!
While eating breakfast with me, she asked me when I was probably leaving. I said, I guess I’ll just stay for 2 days.
She thought for a moment, Can you stay with me tonight? Then quickly added, no matter how late it is!
I said sure, I’ll call you when I’m done!
Then she accompanied me to find a hotel! I purposely didn’t choose any of her old hotels this time!
When I got to the hotel, I took a shower and it was getting late. I rushed off to my client’s place! Before leaving, she said, “Hubby come back early, remember I’m waiting for you in the hotel, don’t make me wait too fast!
I said; good!
Luckily, everything went well with the tender and I was able to use my intelligence in a business negotiation to win the tender! The moment I was announced as the winner I felt a sense of satisfaction again. I won the bidding record has begun to improve, so far won 100%! At noon, of course, there is no lack of celebration, said to celebrate in fact, the customer wants to eat you a meal! But like this meal happens every day I am willing! But this bunch of grandson is also hard enough to eat a meal I ate more than 4,000, nowadays it is not much, the wallet a left a few hundred fast! After dinner it was past 3pm, so I didn’t have time to go back at noon. Received her several text messages, I know she waited for me very anxious, not to mention that I really miss her, but no way to work first! In the afternoon and customers to sign contracts, etc., busy also on the evening of 7:00 pm!
Rushed back to the hotel, and on the way back to the hotel I stopped at a bank to withdraw some money! When I got to the hotel, I hurried upstairs and opened the door of my room! When I entered the room, I saw that all the clothes I had changed from the shower in the morning were washed and hung in the kitchen cabinet, including my underwear and smelly socks. I was so touched at that moment, I felt like I was back with my mom. It had really been more than 10 years since anyone had done laundry for me. I walked softly to the bedroom and saw her circled on the bed with her hands clasped around the teddy bear I had given her, sleeping very sweetly. The nightstand was full of snacks and half a bowl of instant noodles that hadn’t been eaten! I was so touched that I couldn’t describe it in words!
I sat down lightly, but it still woke her up!
“Honey, you’re finally back!” She rolled up from the bed in a flash, picked up my hand and bit it hard.
Raw pain!
After the bite she looked at me and asked, Did it hurt?
“Ouch,” I replied!
“So hard on me? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for you?” I said as I took her in my arms, I’m sorry! Really sorry!
I wanted to cry at that moment!
She was happy again and said, “You’re a good boy if you know you’re wrong! Come to mommy to reward you with something to eat!
Swoon! Girls are so instantly changeable!
And so it was that she ate a dinner that wasn’t really a dinner in the midst of her pampering.
After eating, she said, Was it good?
I said: yummy!
“It cost me over 70 and you reimbursed me!”
“Oh, sure, tell me how much I’ll trade you with interest?”
“That depends on how much money you bring, I’m afraid you don’t have enough on you”
“Not enough to sell me, okay?”
“No way, I won’t have a husband if I sell you, okay enough talk let’s go take a shower together! I’ll give my husband a back rub.”
“You’re not working today?” I asked.
“Of course do not go, accompany you ah, tonight let you pack me! 700 yuan to bring” said the cackle of small, a pull me up and said: come to the little friend mom give you a bath!
Can’t really do anything about her!
After the shower, I kind of couldn’t wait, I actually wanted to have that with her while I was in the shower, but she refused!
After a long time I carried her to bed and was about to kiss her, but she opened her legs and said, “Hubby must be tired after a busy day! I first give a massage!
Without letting me say anything I rolled me over and started hitting my back with my hand! To be honest I was really tired, after 20 hours on the train and a day’s work, I was really sleepy! Each of her punches was just right, it was so comfortable! As I was enjoying myself, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my back. “Ahh” I cried out, and in response I knew she was biting me again, and this time with a lot of force! I was about to get angry, she climbed on top of me, began to gently kiss me, mouth gently slipped to my ear, whispered: husband pain? I was speechless!
She continued to kiss me and started to tease me, my blood started to boil again as she held me down and sniffed her way down through my hair. To my forehead, to my eyebrows, to my eyes, to my nose, to my mouth, to my jaw, to my neck, to my chest, to my navel, to my pubic hair, suddenly she lived up to my dick licking it gently with her tongue, and gently biting it with her teeth my veins were about to explode, but she still didn’t want me to move, and kissed all the way to my feet! Suddenly she lunged up and started kissing me like crazy. I rolled over onto my back and started kissing her all over, and she asked me: Honey, is it okay if I don’t bring a condom tonight? I hesitated and she added: I’m afraid I’ll infect you with a disease! I didn’t answer and quickly inserted my dick into her hole, it was so warm and wet.
Another tangle and another cloud of rain!
When she finished, she still circled in my arms like a cat, and asked me softly: Little Piggy, I’m going to ask you two words you have to answer me truthfully.
“Just ask, I won’t lie to you.”
“Do you love me?”
Thinking of all the greetings and care she has given me over so many 50 days, of the laundry I just saw her do for me, of the waiting …… I say without hesitation: love!
She smiled and asked again, Do you want to marry me?
I thought about it and said, If you’re happy to suffer with me for the rest of your life, I’ll marry you!
She laughed, so happily, tears again accompanying her large, mesmerizing eyes!
We did it multiple times that night, without a condom, and I was really tired that night and slept until noon!
When I opened my eyes, I didn’t see her! All I saw was my clothes folded neatly on the other bed and a letter on the nightstand:
Piglet! Hello! By the time I read this, I’ll have left you. And we’ll never see each other again in this lifetime!
I wrote this letter before you did! Just wanted a chance to hand it to you!
I know you don’t love me and you won’t marry me because in your eyes I’m just a whore, and don’t deny it because the last time we were together you were wary of me at all times. Of course I don’t blame you, who in this world can trust a whore who lives on the lowest rung of the social ladder!
Whether you believe it or not, I fell in love with you when I met you for the first time, and I don’t know why. Love is a kind of feeling, see you that moment my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, I know that is called love, you do not look very handsome, but you have a kind of temperament but impressed, I want to never have this kind of feeling happen again. I also know that the first time you see me certainly heartbeat will also accelerate, but because of my beauty, not because of love.
I’m a person who trusts feeling more, so I’m easily hurt, but I realized that your heart is not as happy and spontaneous as your appearance, because I can feel the faint sadness inside you! I hope you’ll take care of yourself and your health in the future!
In fact, not all the stories I told you about me before are true, but I want to tell you all about me today, I was born in a very poor family, my father has been sick since I can remember, and I have a lot of younger siblings, and my mom is just over 40 this year, but she already looks like an old woman, but poverty is not the reason why I left home to work in this industry, I remember the last time you said I wanted to commit suicide because of the hurt I suffered from a man, I can only say you guessed half right, because it was not because of my boyfriend that made me hurt, in other words I never had the chance to have a boyfriend, but I wish you were my boyfriend. I remember last time you said that I wanted to kill myself because I was hurt by a man, I can only say that you guessed half right, because what made me hurt was not because of my boyfriend, in other words I never had the chance to have a boyfriend, but I hope you are my boyfriend, you are also the first man that I love and my first love. Because of my beauty and my family I was raped by two men when I was 17 years old. So I tried to commit suicide. But it didn’t work. So I have been very bitter, with the increase of age, and my mother’s old age, I had to take the responsibility of the eldest daughter again, so I came out to work, but what can a girl like me, who can’t have any skill or knowledge do? In the end, I only chose this line of work.
I actually quit this business 20 days before you came because my mom found me a rich old man to marry and I thought it would be good and I agreed. I really didn’t have a choice in how I lived my life, it was my destiny and I don’t blame anyone! The only reason I left here until today was to wait for you to arrive. You know, I stopped taking birth control pills 20 days before you came, and I think I’ll convince you not to wear a condom when we make love after you come, because I want to really fuse with you and see if I can conceive a child of ours!
I loved your Han Chinese literature and poetry when I was very young, and I think if my family had been a little better off I would have gone to college because I was always good at my studies, but ……
I love you! Because you have a kind of temperament that other men don’t have, and it feels really good to be with you, even though we’re only together for a few days, this feeling will be kept for me for the rest of my life!
I love you! But I can’t marry you, even if you don’t care that I used to be a lady we can’t be together because Viennese and Han Chinese are not allowed to intermarry, so don’t be sad about my leaving!
The $700 you gave me last time, I didn’t use it to buy a cell phone, except for the $200 I gave to Mommy, and $500, I bought me a ring. Consider it your wedding gift to me!
And my name is not “Gena”, you know what that means, I want to bring you a lifetime of beauty!
Love: Genna
After I read it, it was as if my brain was going to explode. Immediately picked up the phone and called her, but the phone came back: the number you have dialed does not exist!
I sat down on the bed disheveled, for a long time my brain a blank ……
Afterword: I’m really sad to write this post, and I don’t know if anyone will read it. But if you read it, there are some touching, please top! Bless “Genna” together with me. I hope she lives a happier life! Thank you!