In Chen Yijie’s thirty-one years of life, there was a brief period of splendor, and that was the year she was admitted to the provincial university. In the era when college students were known as the “heaven’s favorites,” Chen Yijie turned from an ugly duckling into an attention-grabbing swan in an instant with a single acceptance letter.
Those were the happiest days of her life. Facing the envy and jealousy of her classmates who failed in the college entrance exams – those who had never looked at her in the eye, and listening to her friends’ and relatives’ praises in her ears, she was intoxicated, and she temporarily forgot her ugly face, humming the lyrics of a song all day long: “The wind blows my sails again”! blew my sails again. The moment she walked into the provincial university with her simple luggage, her heart was filled with what a longing for the future!
But her dreams were dashed within the first few days of walking through the school doors. Her self-esteem is completely knocked back at an invitation-only dance hosted by the upperclassmen.
That kind of dance is a tradition in the department, every year when new students enter the school, the senior class hosts an invitational dance, first by the senior classmates to teach a little bit of learning experience, and then pull out the tables and chairs for hand-to-hand ballroom dance literacy. Those senior male students, all dressed up like a man, shuttling in the new school between the little sister, carefully selecting their own to help teach the object, the face of those beautiful, small buttocks quite a little girl naturally became the first choice of the target.
Chen Yijie sat there for an entire night without a single big brother coming to ask her to dance. Watching the other female students dance and listening to the bursts of laughter, Chen Yijie’s heart gradually cooled, followed by a tidal wave of humiliation that almost suffocated her.
Just as she was about to leave this place that didn’t fit in with her, she saw an inviting hand reaching out to her. This brave invitee was none other than Zheng Gang, who had only just walked through the doors of the school like her. Actually, Zheng Gang wasn’t much of a dancer, but when his eyes swept over Chen Yijie several times, a hint of irritation arose in his young heart.
Zheng Gang and Chen Yijie’s clumsy dance attracted some people’s sidelong glances, but the two were dancing so attentively, as if the whole ball was just the two of them, Zheng Gang stepped on Chen Yijie’s feet a few times, but Chen Yijie didn’t care at all, and at the moment, her heart was nothing but sadness and gratitude to this boy. For the sake of this ten minutes of crappy dancing together, she was willing to remember this cute boy for the rest of her life.
This is the first prom that Chen Yijie attended, and the only one she has attended in her four-year college career. Later, whenever the school held a ball, she always hid alone in her dorm room to read a book, thinking about the man who treasured in her heart.
She was a self-aware person, she knew that boy would never be hers and could only keep him deep in her heart.
In the dead of night, hiding under the covers secretly thinking of him, fantasizing about how this boy gazed at her with tender eyes, how to speak to her softly, even dreaming of being able to dance with him again. How many sleepless nights, she clenched the corner of the quilt, a hand on the heart of the leg passionately rubbing the restless youth, let the shy water wet the sheets, until the hot body slightly trembling up, the heart over and over again called the name of that person.
By chance, Chen Yijie walked into a Catholic church. After feeling the serenity and solemnity of the atmosphere there a few times, she completely opened her long-sealed heart to the priest. After listening to the young lost soul, the priest assured her that God would never be ashamed of his lambs. From then on, in addition to continuing to complete her studies, Chen Yijie spent all her time tending to God’s chores and experiencing the warmth and serenity of God’s embrace.
But who would have thought that ten years after graduating from college, a peaceful life and mind would be shattered once again by that man.
It was a sweltering Sunday afternoon. Chen Yijie lying in bed napping. She lives in a small cottage on a farm with a single house, and has a small yard of her own, the environment is very quiet, but the noise of the robins on a large camphor tree in the yard annoyed Chen Yijie for a while in her heart.
It was hard to fall asleep in a daze, but suddenly there was a knock on the door. Chen Yijie helplessly got up from her bed. It must be a student’s parent, few people came to visit her at this time of the day.
Chen Yijie looked at the smiling Zheng Gang as he stood in front of the door, she blushed for no reason, regretting why she had gone to bed, her disheveled hair and casual attire made her feel uncomfortable.
Why, don t you invite your old classmate into the house to sit down. Zheng Gang still looked at her with a smile.
Chen Yijie hurriedly sidestepped to let Zheng Gang into the house. He ran into the bedroom to sparse his head and put on a thin jacket. When I came out, I didn’t see Zheng Gang in the living room, and when I walked to the yard, Zheng Gang was taking a basin from the kitchen to pack two fish.
Looking at the woman standing in the doorway, Zheng Gang smiled and said, It took a morning of hard work to catch it from the fish pond in the back. Later on it will depend on your craftsmanship.
Chen Yijie was busy carrying out two small stools from the house and said, You sit down, I will clean up.
Zheng Gang waved his hand and said: I’ll do the work in the front, and it’s all up to you in the back. You also sit down!
Chen Yijie sat there and watched this man fiddle with the fish as if he had fallen from the sky. For a moment, she didn’t know what to say.
Zheng Gang looked up at the woman and joked: how long has it been since the old classmates have not seen each other, how can they even say a word.
Another layer of redness rose on Chen Yijie’s dark face. Jang Yeon is she good?
Zheng Gang looked at her again and said: well, the last time I asked you to eat you also do not go, you are not going to and classmates to socialize?
Chen Yijie also did not answer Zheng Gang’s question, changed the topic and said, Why did you run to such a faraway place to fish?
Zheng Gang said: I found it when I passed by last time. Then I asked around and realized that it was your farm’s fish pond. I drove here, it is convenient, I will come to fish every weekend, you have to take care of the food. Of course, all the fish I catch will go to you.
Chen Yijie seems to be happy in her heart, and does not rely on it: afraid that you will eat poor me.
This day, the two old classmates in the yard under the old camphor tree, had dinner, said some of the university period of the past, the two people actually pick up some marginal interesting things to talk about, who did not mention those sensitive topics.
When it was dark, Zheng Gang got up to say goodbye, and made an appointment with Chen Yijie to come back next week.
After sending Zheng Gang away, Chen Yijie stood in the yard in a daze. He likes to fish, men who like to fish are lonely, since ancient times anglers are lonely. Is he lonely?
At night, Chen Yijie lay in bed tossing and turning. She recited the Lord’s holy name over and over again, as well as those sentences that had been chanted by millions of people, praying for inner peace, but her mind was filled with that man’s figure and voice, she remembered the monotonous and sad four years of campus life again, she remembered that dance, and she remembered her own thoughts under the covers in the darkness, and she unconsciously felt her hand towards between her legs, the untouched petals were already wet, and the tiny similar bean burrowed out from under the soft skin, her whole body tingling at the touch of her fingers. My body is so sensitive, you come to touch me, I am also the same as other women …… I give you running water …… You don t look at my face …… only get me below, how delicate it is there! You just come in from there …… Into my body …… Poor me, my body hasn’t been entered by a man …… No, it hasn’t been fucked by a man… …Do you like me kinky? As long as it’s in the dark, you can fuck me in the most lewd position …… Insult me with the nastiest words …… I like it as long as it’s you …… Chen Yijie moaned fiercely, lifelessly Rubbing her delicate pussy lips until that long-lost tide spread over the embankment, she trembled and cried out the man’s name for the first time: just …… just …… I’m so lonely ……
Sunday morning, Chen Yijie early into the city, until noon to rush back. Into the door of the house began to busy up, first of all, will be their own inside and outside carefully dressed up a bit, to the mirror, looking at their own rounded and chiseled buttocks wrapped in the newly purchased panties, revealing a pair of tantalizing lines of the virgin breasts proudly stood up. She blushed and wiggled her ass a little, and saw that the tight panties outlined a thin slit between her legs. That’s where the man came in, is he going to want me tonight. She slid her hand gently over the thin slit. How nice! You’ll love it, it’ll make you feel good, everything about me will please you except my face. Will you want me?
When she put everything ready, look at the table is already five o’clock, but there is still no Zheng Gang’s shadow, she then thought of their own really stupid, like Zheng Gang such a business in the body of the man how to take fishing as a serious thing it. This thought is a little bit of energy. She lazily took a book and flipped through it, but her mind flew somewhere. To five thirty, she finally could not help the inner annoyance, got up and walked to the courtyard door looking into the distance, the road is cold and clear, even a pedestrian did not see. Chen Yijie really do not want to go back to the house, simply closed the door, with an empty heart, along a path behind the house toward the fish pond.
The setting sun shines on the water of the fish pond pierced Chen Yijie a burst of blurred eyes, but she also saw the person sitting on the northeast corner of the fish pond fishing, from the clothes are not the employees of the field. Chen Yijie can not help but a burst of heartbeat, rushed to hide behind a few small trees. Narrowed her eyes to take a closer look is exactly the man she daydreamed about. She turned around and ran towards her home, it felt as if she was seeing the welcoming party that had come to pick her up. Leaning against the door to catch her breath for a while, she quickly moved, the movement as fast as a small rabbit, only a moment’s effort she sat on a small stool in the yard, let a beating heart waiting for the man to appear.
Zheng Gang this time to Chen Yijie brought not only fish, there is a half old suitcase, the heavy suitcase was Zheng Gang directly into the bedroom, Chen Yijie puzzled to look at the man, the heart panicked thought: will not be from the home to move out of the right, and then for their own ridiculous idea of shame red face. Simply do not care about the man, he went into the kitchen to prepare dinner.
It was dark by the time we ate dinner, and the summer bugs began chirping in the yard.
Living here really has an idyllic atmosphere. Jung just drank a glass of wine that the woman poured for him.
Chen Yijie laughed bitterly: You won’t say that if you live here for ten years.
Zheng Gang looked at the woman and said, Yijie, I won’t go back tonight, I have something to say to you. Unless you kick me out.
Chen Yijie seemed to be flabbergasted for a moment, then smiled and said, This house is quite spacious, just don’t let Zhang Yan find this place, but I am afraid.
Zheng Gang seems to say to himself: who will not find here, ten years someone find here?
Chen Yijie said quietly: there’s really no one else but you.
Zheng Gang stared at Chen Yijie and said, Yijie there is a personal question I have been wanting to ask you, you can also not answer. For so many years you have lived alone, why? I don’t believe no one has pursued you.
Chen Yijie did not speak for half a minute. Only finally sighed and said, I am so ugly who wants me. After saying this, he added a glass of wine to Zheng Gang and said, Talk about you, you must be very happy to be married to a big beauty.
Zheng Gang finished his drink and asked rhetorically, Do I look like a happy man to you?
Chen Yijie laughed: If having a beautiful wife at home and a successful career is not happiness, then I can not live.
Zheng Gang tilted his head and looked at the stars in the sky and said, “It is good to have a beautiful wife at home, but it is not a good wife! She and I can not go to the head, we are not a heart.
Chen Yijie looked at the man full of heartbreak, the heart slightly moved, flirting: not and you a heart is not and others a heart.
Zheng Gang looked at him and said: you are right, she is indeed and other people a heart, this other people you also know, is Li Hanzhang.
Chen Yijie puffed and laughed and said: only a few cups to get drunk, that point of the old things are still remembered in the heart, a man should be generous.
Zheng Gang let out a long sigh and said: I want to get drunk, but I can’t. Besides, I don’t dare to get drunk! Besides, I don’t dare to get drunk. Caixia, let me get drunk once in your place today.
Chen Yijie took a wine glass and said, Then I will get drunk with you. Drunk you tell me the truth.
At night, Zheng Gang really to Chen Yijie poured out the words held in his heart for many years. He said a man’s nightmare is afraid to hear his newlywed wife dreaming of other men’s names, he is not afraid of his wife to go out and cheat, that may instead inspire his man’s pride. But her wife is not cheating, but ten years in the heart of that man, so that every day and his wife sleep in a bed with a kind of torture from the depths of his heart. Eventually, he lost his dignity as a man. He lamented that fate had made it impossible for him to have children and that he had completely lost all the meaning of a man’s life.
He staggered to his feet and took Chen Yijie’s hand to the bedroom, opening the suitcase to show Chen Yijie the bundles of cash in the box. I’m going to leave here, leave her, and go to a place where no one knows me to start a new life. This money and a lot more will be enough for us to choose a new life. You’re like me, we’ve both been taunted by fate, but now I’m going to challenge fate, to all of them. I also want to see the final result of that woman, he Li Hanzhang is not a good bird …… Yijie, I just want to be with you, I brought the money and put it here with you, let’s go together, start together ……
Chen Yijie eyes streaming tears, listening to the side nodding, she did not want to know where the money came from, also do not know this man to lead her to where, she only knew that the man trusted her more than his wife, only know is God gave her this dream of happiness, she just want to hold on to him, even if this moment to die also do not hesitate.
In the end, the two people kissed each other passionately in the darkness and collapsed on the big bed that had never slept with a man. Just …… I want you to take your time …… everything is yours …… Zheng Gang pushed the woman’s bra to the top, a mouthful of a nipple desperately sucking, sucking Yijie raised her neck and panted : just …… you sucked my soul out …… you strip me naked …… I want to bare everything I have to you… …
Zheng Gang continued to suck on the woman’s two breasts while he just stripped the woman naked. When the man’s hand was inserted between her legs and a finger slipped into her pussy slit, the woman let out a charming chortle and cried, Finally you touched …… Kong …… my most humiliating place, only I touched it myself! …… When I touched it, I thought in my heart but you ah!
Zheng Gang climbed up the woman’s body and rubbed his erect penis on the wet pussy lips. Yijie, you don’t have to touch yourself anymore, spread your legs wider and let me possess you ……
Yi-jae felt the hard thing at the mouth of her vagina, and while spreading her legs as far apart as she could towards the sides, she cried, You lied to me …… You lied to me …… You’re a real man… …Your thing is so hard. Zheng Gang gasped: it’s hard for you ……
The woman wrapped her arms around the man’s waist and held up her ass right at the man’s penis and said, Come on, come on. With Yijie’s muffled grunt, Zheng Gang felt that he had poked a balloon, the wet and hot vagina tightened so that he could not help but pump it up.
The woman at this time has not cried just grunted, Zheng Gang fierce stabbed two said: you cry, the woman for the first time by the man fuck are going to cry.
Yijie a hold the man’s neck moaned: just …… you bad …… I will not cry …… I like to be you… …Fuck …… Zheng Gang did not fuck a few times suddenly had an urgent intention to ejaculate, really can not help but to embrace the woman tightly and said: then you screamed loudly, I want to ejaculate ……
Yijie held up her ass and said eagerly, Are you going to ejaculate …… I want you to ejaculate more and more …… just …… are you comfortable with fucking… …I’m so happy …… you cum …… Then under the man’s last few violent impacts, Yi-jae let out a hoarse cry. The woman’s happy chants startled the pleasure-seeking bugs in the yard, and they were all silent for a split second.
That night, in this secluded place far from the city, Zheng Gang slept unusually sweetly with his head resting on Chen Yijie’s breasts.