When I was about five years old, one of the things that still sticks in my mind was this.
It was a Sunday morning, my parents were still sleeping, and my brother and I were playing on the quilt, probably wrestling.
Accidentally, my brother twisted his ankle and sobbed into my mother’s comforter, and I was about to go in on the other side. At that moment my mother, who thought she was sleeping, suddenly looked up and said, “Go over there and reach down and push me out of the way.”
I cannot forget to this day the shock I felt at the time, and I have since resolved not to ask my mother for love, and then to sing against my brother in everything, and to cause my parents to resent it.’
This is Ryuji’s account of writing about his childhood, not knowing why and to whom.
‘By the time I reached middle school, the relationship between the brothers was getting worse and worse. At home, they hardly spoke to each other, my older brother, who had good grades, showed obvious contempt for my younger brother, who had bad grades, and my parents’ expectations were focused on my older brother, so I had to devote myself to judo to relieve my boredom.
That time was when I was in Kokusai 1 and my brother was in Kokusai 3, taking the Joint High School Exam in half a year, and was preparing for his homework, when one night I wanted to borrow an English dictionary to go to my brother’s room.
As I walked up to the door, there was a very wonderful sound coming from inside, as if someone was moaning, and for some reason I felt my heart skip a beat as I gently turned the handle, and the door opened, and I peered in through the crack.
In a flash I almost screamed and hastily shut my mouth as I saw my brother pull his pajama pants and underwear down to his feet and sit on the edge of the bed. A bit of pubic hair grew at the base of his thighs, and from there grew something very ugly, which, on closer inspection, was undoubtedly my brother’s erect penis.
The strange sound was coming from my brother’s nose. My heart beat harder as there were fingers wrapped around the penis, they were white thin fingers, I thought it was my brother masturbating, but my brother’s hand was on the bed. The hand wrapped around the penis moved slowly up and down.
Open the door wider and there’s someone kneeling at his brother’s feet, with long black hair and a white nightgown …..
That person was the mother, surprisingly, who was rubbing her brother’s erect penis.
It was as if I had been hit on the head with a hammer, producing a strong shock. Why is this? Why did my mother do this to my brother …..
It was just how much shaking happened to me in my puberty, I can probably imagine, and maybe jealousy, I did care a lot about girls at the time and masturbated a lot, but never thought about asking my mother to do it.
Seeing my mother raise her head to speak to my brother.
“Are you comfortable?”
“Well, great.”
My brother looked up enraptured.
“You’re going to inherit this family in the future, and I’ll do anything for you.”
After her mother said that, she started to lick her brother’s penis.
I wanted to get out of there because the stimulation was too much, but I couldn’t because my penis was starting to get erect too.
“Ah ….. Mom …..”
My brother said as he grabbed my mom’s hair.
It seemed to lick across and down as if playing a harmonica, then licked and licked over the scrotum.
It was before the days of pornographic videos, and I certainly hadn’t seen a woman licking a man’s penis, and the woman was my mom, and I almost felt dizzy.
In fact, my brother’s excitement was probably stronger than mine, as if he couldn’t catch his breath and his body was trembling slightly, and there was a mesmerized expression on the face of my mother, who had the rod in her mouth.
And I heard my brother say.
“Mommy, I want to touch breasts …..”
At that moment, my mother unbuttoned her chest herself, revealing her breasts, which did not look like they had been raised by two children’s plump breasts. When I held the breasts, my brother seemed to be very happy and started to stroke them.
I clenched my fists without realizing it, and the front of my pajama pants seemed to be stretched out in a tent, with the feeling that it was about to explode.
After letting her brother touch her breasts, her mother opened her mouth again and took the glans in her mouth, rubbing her hand over the base of her cock.
Shortly afterward, my brother tilted his head back as if he was about to pass out, and my mom’s movements sped up, her dark hair flying out like a parachute over my brother’s legs.
At this point my brother grunted and his body spasmed as he began to spasm, revealing a white liquid from my mom’s mouth that ran down his penis. I rushed back into the room and started masturbating.’
As Reiko read this in one breath, a strong urge made her feel like her heart was about to explode.
Husband and mother-in-law ….. How can there be such a thing …..
But her surprise came too soon, for the following article could scarcely be read, for there was a much more detailed account of putting that kind of relationship together.
‘Since then, I have been paying special attention to observing the actions of the two men.
Then, one night, I resolved to go and peep at the two of them in the shower together, because I guessed that something must be going on in the bathroom.
I use the paper periscope I played with as a student to peek where I can’t see.
It was a sweltering day in late summer when my brother went into the bathroom first and soaked in the tub, and it wasn’t long before my mother, who had her hair tied back and was completely naked, walked in.
It was the first time I had seen my mother naked since I entered my puberty, and now she was plump, but at that time she was still slim, with a thin waist and almost no flab on her stomach and buttocks.
As if trying not to look at my brother’s naked body, my mother squatted down on the tile floor first and took a tub of water from the bathtub and poured it over her body, the water running down her smooth snow white skin, my concern was no doubt on the lower part, unfortunately blocked from view by my thighs.
“Let me wash your body.”
As if waiting for this sentence, my brother immediately stood up.
My brother at the time was taller than me, but thin, to the point where you could see the shape of his ribs, and his body sat on the edge of the tub in my direction.
My mother first washed my brother’s back with soap and then scrubbed his chest with a towel. I immediately noticed that my brother’s penis began to change, the sagging rod quickly raising its head to become a cupola.
“Yell, you’re already excited, but don’t move until you’ve washed your body.”
The lewd smile that appeared on my mother’s face at that time is still etched in my mind today, as if I saw another face of my mother that was completely different.
Mother rubbed the soap all over her brother’s stomach and chest, then his thighs, even his toes, and finally rinsed the soap off his body.
“Now, that’s all that’s left.”
Mother said using her hands to make the soap lather.
Then my mother does something, needless to say, of course, washing her erect rod with both hands, from my position I can’t see it exactly, I can only see my brother making an enraptured expression.
Just then, my brother suddenly said.
“Mommy, I want to lick there …..”
Of course, I immediately knew where that meant, and it was true that my mother wasn’t just masturbating for my brother, but there was a deeper relationship between the two of them.
“Not yet, I can’t lick you until after the wash.”
Mom’s voice has a wonderful sweetness to it.
“No, it’s the lack of washing that makes it smell like mom …..”
My brother had leaned his face against the breast and rubbed it.
“Can’t help it, you’re so willful.”
The mother stood up and it was very beautiful to see her naked body in the steam.
I was almost frantic with excitement at the thought of what was about to happen, and of course my rod hardened, expecting my mother’s body to turn my way, but that expectation fell flat.
Mother stood up and spread her legs apart, sinking her ass down.
It was a very lewd position, and my eyes focused on the roots of my thighs, faintly seeing the bulging flesh, and feeling my heart about to explode at this point.
The older brother grabbed his mother’s thigh and leaned his face toward the base of it.
“Ah …..”
Mother’s ass began to rotate lewdly.
My mind went blank and I almost fell off the platform I was standing on.
The view of his brother’s body from between his mother’s thighs, his erect penis pressed against his stomach, moving up and down his face immediately above the base of his thighs, and occasionally the sight of a tongue sticking out to lick there.
“Ah ….. You’ve gotten much better at licking meat and beans.”
I can’t believe that my serious mother, who usually seldom joked or laughed, said such a lewd word as “meat beans”. From the conversation, it seems that we have had this kind of relationship since a long time ago, and my mother stroked my brother’s head with very skillful movements.
Shortly afterward, the mother seemed unable to maintain that position and dropped to both knees.
I felt a great excitement in my heart for what was to unfold later, and almost a heartache for the guilt of seeing what I shouldn’t have seen as my mother lay on her back, her snow-white ass busted open in the middle, a handful of black hairs visible from the furrow, and a crack in the center of the black hairs.
“As always, lick it from behind.”
Before my mother could finish her words, my brother had come behind me and knelt down, and I felt anger in my heart as I wished I could look at my mother’s pussy the way my brother did.
My brother used both hands to pull the two mounds of flesh apart and the slits parted, revealing bright colors like flowers opening up, even the holes in his buttocks were clearly visible.
My rod was almost pushing through my pants.
“Don’t look at it like that.”
Mother wiggled her ass, but not in a really nasty way.
After two or three licks at the base of his thighs, his brother raised his head and dug his fingers in there, his brother’s head in the way so he couldn’t see the area.
“Ah, there it is ….. The most sensitive part of a woman’s body.”
With a sudden deep sigh, my mother began to huff and puff.
I desperately wanted to see my brother’s fingers touching there, and now, although fully aware of a woman’s erogenous zones, Kokomichi was still completely ignorant of a woman’s body, and it looked as if my brother’s fingers were caressing where the cleft ended in the pubic hair.
“Please ….. Lick that bulge.”
Of course my brother was immediately happy to oblige my mom.
I couldn’t resist pulling my rod out of my pants and starting to rub it.
The way the plump ass was writhing was just wonderful, and the sight of clear liquid flowing from the crack, wetting the surrounding fur, and the sweet, delicate sounds of her mother were, of course, heard for the first time.
Shortly afterward, my brother raised his head and inserted his finger into the center of the slit.
“Ah …..”
Mother’s body flexed and began to quiver between her ass cheeks that had fingers inserted into them.
I couldn’t help but swallow my saliva, gazing at the movements of my fingers, which were constantly moving in and out, lewd fluid oozing out from between my fingers and my flesh.
My brother’s fingers were moving more quickly, and I was really worried that my mother was getting hurt. But when I occasionally looked back, I saw an expression full of joy.
“Ahh ….. So hot ….. Use this there …..”
At some point, his mother had the shower head in her hand, and his brother took it in his hand, probably having done this before, and without hesitation aimed the spray squarely at his pussy, the thin stream of water shooting over the narrow slit.
“Ah ….. Great ….. Ah …..”
The mother expressed her joy by wiggling her ass, and throughout this time, her brother’s fingers never stopped moving.
“I can’t stand it anymore, get in here faster.”
The way she was lying on the ground like a wild animal, writhing her body, was completely different from her mother’s previous imprint.
At mom’s request, my brother immediately stood up as mom twisted her body and now had a good view of mom’s ass and my brother’s rod from me.
My brother first cleaned himself with the rosette, and after putting it down, he came behind my mom’s ass. It was a first for watching a man’s rod enter a woman’s body.
As if he was used to it, his brother took hold of his rod right in the center of the crack, and as his hips pushed forward, the rod disappeared into the slit.
“Uhh! Ah …..”
Mom’s dark hair swayed from side to side and her breasts jumped with it.
The stomach and buttocks slammed together making a lewd sound as the rod made its way out of the slit. But such sounds were immediately dampened by sultry grunts that were barely audible.
My eyes were of course fixed on the part where the man and the woman united, from which the penis appeared and immediately disappeared, along with the pink mucous membrane that could be seen.
Soon after, my brother’s hips began to pump , securing mom’s ass with both hands and twisting violently. For a split second my eyes went blank as I reveled in the sensations I was feeling, spasms in my lower abdomen, and with a soothing radiating sensation, ejaculation, and when I opened my eyes, it was just about the time my brother left mom.
My brother’s cock came out of his slit, but it had lost its strength and wasn’t as erect as it had been before, and my mother immediately turned around and started licking the nectar-slicked cock in a way that made it look very sultry.’
Realizing her lips were dry, Reiko picked up the glass on the table and drank the water in one gulp, then glanced around as if she were doing something bad to keep looking.
‘ From that day on, I peeked in every time they bathed, and then one night, finally, my father found out. It was when the insects in the yard began to make noise, and as in the past, I peeked into the bathroom, no longer using a periscope by this time, as it was more clinical.
Her mother was letting her brother pluck her armpit hairs, one by one, carefully with a hair puller, and she seemed to be writhing in comfort before thanking her brother for his service by blowing her horn.
Soon afterward, as if he couldn’t contain his excitement, his brother kissed at the armpits, caressed the breasts with one hand, and ran one hand down toward the pubic hair.
“It’s not quite pulled out yet.”
The mother twisted her body in protest and saw her brother’s fingers, sliding down through her pubic hair and into her slit.
“No way.”
Despite her words, Mother lifted her ass and cooperated, at which point her brother’s mouth moved from her armpit to her breast, taking the nipple in her mouth and sucking on it with chirping noises.
It didn’t take long for the mother to get her brother to lie on his back on the tile floor, and the two of them began to do the woman-on-top kissing each other’s pussies. But this position didn’t last long, when the mother suddenly raised her body, and in an instant swallowed her brother’s penis into the flesh at the base of her thighs, and then, as if to give her brother a good look, her buttocks began to move slowly up and down, and her brother raised his head and watched carefully as his penis moved in and out of her mother’s flesh.
I can also see clearly what it looks like when two people’s sex organs go in and out.
I couldn’t help but get ready to pull my rod out of my pants.
At that moment, someone suddenly pulled me away from behind, and at the same time I received a slap on the face, and it was my father standing there with a fierce expression on his face. I was about to say what happened in the bathroom, but I didn’t.
“Yes?”
From the bathroom came my mother’s voice.
“No, nothing.” That was the end of it, but there must have been a deal between the parents, and from then on, the mother and the brother stopped bathing together, but I believe that the mother and the brother still continued that incestuous relationship.
I began to be reluctant to go home and often stayed in clubs for activities, I had very bad schoolwork but managed to get into a third-rate university, thanks to a good performance in judo. However, I hardly went to school, and I gave up judo, and from then on I indulged in women and alcohol every day.