I’m going to tell you a story about my family, my mom, and her relationship history. My mom’s name was Li Yan, but when someone registered her name, she mistakenly wrote Yan, and the name was passed down as if it were an alias. In fact, both names, Yan and Yan, vividly show different aspects of my mom’s personality. Mom has a lively and lovely side like a swallow, and also has a colorful and charming side.
Mom from the Northeast, skin white tender and silky, height 1 m 68, plump breasts and fat buttocks, with foreign underwear model general body, especially the buttocks, round, fat, like the bottom of a duck pear, feminine.
Later I realized that the Northeast is a new development zone, rich in produce, fertile land, and sparsely populated, so the child’s development is very good nutrition, Shandong and Hebei immigrants there, without three generations, the person is fully developed, mother is a typical, young, wonderful big buttocks like blowing up a bulging balloon, 30 years old just over the more fat and round maturity.
At that time, many people from the northeast came to build factories here in the Northwest, high chemical plants and refineries were built, they also stayed here, put down roots, my mother married my father, my father’s family is a native of the six counties of Longshang, and then at the age of 26 years old my mother gave birth to me.
Grandpa and grandma in the northeast worked together to bring six sister flowers to the world, the last tail only got a son, that is, my uncle, grandpa loved his uncle, left him in the northeast around, six sister flowers a hand to spread.
The era of rumbling, going to the countryside, the three lines of construction, Chairman Mao’s words a call, five of the six sisters came to the city of gold, by the way, the city of gold is one of the six counties on the Longshan Xiliang hometown, the Yellow River in the clear as a belt through here, this is my hometown. Mom is the most tender one of these five, ranking the oldest six, my aunt and cousins called my mother “six aunt”, some cousins also affectionately called “old aunt”, I later felt that, in Northeast China, this word is quite ambiguous flavor.
The five flowers are bright and colorful, how can no one pick, no one heart, soon, from the second sister to the fifth sister are married, only my mom, the sixth sister, still living in the second sister’s house, refused to go out of the cabinet. Needless to say, my mother is the five sisters in the most snow-white most plump one, although the face is not as beautiful as the second aunt, but my mother’s character is cheerful and lively, and gentle know how to stick to people’s hearts, so people say that my mother is the most beautiful, that’s the case, to my mother’s marriage proposal is more and more people.
That era, although the abolition of arranged marriages, grandpa far away in the Northeast, but also can not control the daughter’s marriage, but completely free love and marriage is still not much, most of the organization or relatives to help introduce, meet the blind date, talk, say the right to get married, from beginning to end of the process is very fast. In fact, relatively like before the various conditions have been considered well, as long as to phase, the problem is not big, here there is no common interest in hobbies and ideals of life, is not to see the focus of the object, the focus is on the composition of the seniority, political outlook, and cadres and workers level.
In those days, party members were more attractive than the masses, and cadres were certainly more attractive than workers; in short, being a party member meant a great future, and not being a party member was a lot worse; then again, joining the party at that time was very strict, and it wasn’t like now when you can buy it all over the street. Party members, mom’s fourth sister and second sister introduced my father to mom, considering this point, although at that time my father is not a cadre, the name is not known, just a work group of fine workshop team leader, that is, a few workers of the head of the small, but also have to go on the machine tool.
This time the mother is also agreed, one is the mother is not small, 23 years old, that era is not married is considered very rare, the second is all day long superstitious party member husband happiness must win the theory, the mother also for this party member moved it.
As for dad, this time there is no more pick and choose, at once the reason for the mother, then it is the mother of the plump flesh, especially the mother’s big ass, must have deeply attracted the father’s heart, generations of men growing up in Long, very few do not for the Northeast women of the snow-white and plump buttocks moved.
Although the women of Xiliang also beautiful and white also plump, not even worse than the Northeast women, but the natural conditions of Xiliang doomed to the sun is very direct, extremely hurt the skin, Xiliang humanities and economy, and relatively barren, thus determining the women of Xiliang to be more outdoor hard labor, subject to ultraviolet radiation radiation, starting from infancy, down for a long time, the face will be formed can not be molted red skin, the common saying called “red two groups”, making no matter how beautiful women a rustic up, coupled with the basic uneducated, temperament, so naturally than the snow-white crystalline northeastern women worse than a grade.
My dad then so all of a sudden shot himself in the foot for life, and my mom, inspired by my sister, jumped at the chance to get married, so the wedding came quickly, and my dad finally got his hands on that voluptuous piece of flesh.
However, hindsight has proven, strictly speaking, decades of life after marriage proved that it was unwise for mom and dad to marry each other so hastily, first of all, the two people’s personalities, interests, and hobbies, and secondly then to the language of living and eating habits which are very far apart, and most fundamentally still to the attitude towards life, dad and mom are so far apart that it is difficult to rub them together for a lifetime. What attracted the two men was only the wife’s body and the husband’s status. Of course, since I was born, I have become an important link between the two.
The second and fourth aunts who introduced their mother certainly didn’t care so much and took credit for it; after all, their own husbands weren’t Party members yet, and by introducing a cherished unmarried Party member to their sister, these two sisters certainly had high hopes for the marriage.
The same decades after marriage proved that the expectations of the two sisters exceeded the value of getting, Dad deserved the reputation of that era of cherished party members, after the marriage, flat-footed, by virtue of the old and capable and a few points of cunning, Dad didn’t take long to complete the three-level jump, from team leader to director, from director to section chief, from section chief to deputy factory director.
In a large state-run factory, the rank of deputy factory director was already not low, and Dad could have sat in the Beijing head office if he hadn’t experienced a later affair and setbacks, but of course, that was later.
Husband is the deputy factory director, which gives mom actually brought a lot a lot of convenience and benefits, although mom seldom take the initiative to realize this layer of relationship, as the wife of the deputy factory director, who dares not to give mom a face some preferential treatment, unknowingly mom’s work position from the machine tool to the office, mom became a clerk in the workshop, which is the most easy work in a workshop, only two copies.
When other male and female workers in the noise machine tool side of the day sweating 8 hours, but the mother in the office leaning against the fan drinking tea and chatting, and the mother’s salary is still higher than theirs, because the clerk is considered to be a kind of cadres, see, in fact, this is happiness, the second aunt and the fourth aunt of the vision is not wrong, married to a promising party member of the husband, the mother is no longer sweating blue-collar, and from now on to go to work to live an easy and pleasant life.
Relaxed and happy, the clerk’s work also provides great convenience to the mother’s maintenance, unlike the general blue-collar workers, early to remove the youthful glow, the mother’s beauty is still the same, but more mature charm, often sitting less mobile, but also in the mother’s lower body to add some charming fat, slender thighs more fat, plump buttocks more ripe and want to drip.
However, the consequences of mom and dad’s marriage, the consequences of introductions, the consequences of two people getting married without knowing each other, marriages that run into problems, love that is not cultivated, resentments and conflicts that are magnified day by day.
(ii)
Last time I said Mom and Dad’s life after marriage, in the workplace, both are very smooth, mainly Dad smooth, and Dad a factory of course, Mom will follow the smooth, for junior high school graduates, Mom, to do the clerk, the management of one or two hundred workers payroll information, etc., this job is really other women burning incense can not be sought.
In that era, men were very poorly educated, not to mention women, most women had to work as laborers, in the machine tool boiler side of the wear away their youth, although there are many amazing beauty, if placed in today’s long ago evening the big money and senior officials and foreigners, but in that era, there is no choice, it is really married to a chicken with the chicken, married to a dog with the dog, mom married a sophisticated and capable husband, a lifetime of work in the workplace did not meet much difficulty and frustration. She had no difficulties or setbacks in her work all her life.
But people just don’t know how to be satisfied with the status quo, and Mom never seemed willing to take the initiative to realize this, but rather the family conflict with Dad grew and gradually escalated until I was 8 years old when it reached its first small peak and the two filed for a nasty divorce.
To say that my father, the professional field of ability is quite strong, old, capable, and a few cunning, and professional technology is also too hard, other men are convinced that he, dad came from a workshop of precision, and dad’s relationship with a lot of iron buddies. But I do not know why, Dad in dealing with women but not as other men as handy, Dad’s late marriage, probably for this reason.
Some men don’t look at the ground is not a few feet, but especially will please the woman’s heart, changing ways to make women happy, women are often fascinated by the eyes, with him, dad this aspect is relatively poor, especially do not know how to consider the woman’s psychology, and my mother, sexy and delicate woman, the heart is particularly rich and sentimental, need to husband’s heart care, so the two formed a huge scissors difference.
Newlyweds okay some, days long, more and more grudges, coupled with dad is a poor expression of feelings, with today’s words is low emotional intelligence, so a heated argument, dad slapped mom in anger, mom cried all night, then filed for divorce. At that time, I was 8 years old, my mother carried me to sleep on the Simmons bed that was originally hers and my father’s, where I slept well, of course, I was scared by my parents’ quarrel and cried, my mother also cried, and my father was so angry that he threw open the door and left.
I cried and cried and stopped, mom also cried and cried and cried and cried and cried and tired, lying on the bed looking up at the ceiling out of mind. Or that fair and beautiful face, in fact, Dad’s hand is quite light, just a threatening meaning of a moment, but the mother did not do it, and no wonder, since childhood is the sister, no one dares to mess with the unit and the mother, when has suffered such aggression it. She suddenly turned her head to me and said: “Ming Ming, mom and your father divorced, who you live with.”
I was eight years old, and I wasn’t a genius, and I wasn’t precocious, and all I wanted was a successful family, and where would I think about those things, so all of a sudden I burst into tears again, and my mom wrapped her arms around me tightly in her arms, and said, “Spend time with your dad, and mom will come see you more often, okay?”
“No, don’t.” I cried even more sharply as I felt my mom was about to abandon me.
“Your father is the director, he can give a good life, and find you a stepmother, live with mom, you have to suffer, my eldest son.” Mom said, and all of a sudden she couldn’t help but cry again. I felt then that that night must have been the saddest night of my childhood.
Of course, just like any other quarrel, the matter was easily settled by relatives and friends, and no one got divorced afterward, and lived together as usual with faggots and jokes when the mood struck them, and dad would press on mom regularly and periodically for exercise.
But I still feel the difference, in the past, the parents always fight the hot war of words, from that time the father slapped the mother in anger, the result of the fight is often a cold war. Cold war is very good, in fact, not, cold war is more difficult, if it is a hot war, although the noise is fierce, but two or three days after the good, cold war is not, mom a cold face, not a word and dad, often a cold war can last two or three weeks, I grew up in the politics of the good, I have a very direct experience of the word cold war.
Summer vacation is here, eight-year-old me is still a heartless child after all, I have long forgotten the previous stage of my parents’ divorce battle, and I go crazy everywhere every day, a standard wild child. The relationship between my parents turned as warm as the season, my dad was fighting his way through his factory relationships, while my mom’s workshop started organizing a trip to Emei Mountain in Sichuan, so what about me.
“Leave him at home, I’ll take care of him.” Dad could see that mom wanted to have fun without any attachments, so he offered not to bring me along and let him take care of it, which was a small improvement after the divorce battle, I guess.
Mom started to squirm, but of course was happy to agree.
The results did not go two days ago, the neighborhood had a personal accident, a child crazy play when drilling into the mud churn was churned to death, we are a large factory, because the gradual introduction of new equipment, a variety of unused old machine is a lot, many of them are rented by the construction company’s head of the civil servants, but these civil servants do not know to pay attention to the safety of the machine is not to forget to turn off or short-circuit electricity, so the streets and alleys in the children to play in the place is very Dangerous.
With this in mind, mom decided, before she left, to say to dad, “Obviously still take it with me, it’s so dangerous now, I don’t feel comfortable with you muddling through and not watching the kids.”
So, I followed my mom to Emei Mountain, because of the funds, according to the rules are not allowed to bring children, but I, because my dad was already a director, so I sold a face, ride on the bus.
Mom is a woman who loves beauty, out of the house, but also dressed up beautiful, mom extremely love to wear skirts, in fact, she is such a full-bodied woman, wearing pants is also very hot, but mom is flexible, sexy woman wearing a variety of all kinds of beautiful skirts, appearing to be female beauty is that kind of style.
Mom is so beautiful and sexy, is not the female workers are jealous of her, I’m not sure if it is, but there is one thing, that is, mom is well liked, in addition to the male workers like to chat with her to jabber, the female workers have a lot of friends, and there are a few knowledgable, such as Auntie Han and Auntie Jiang, they have their own stories, I will talk about it later slowly.
Mom and aunts all the way to talk and laugh, I do not know is to comment to see the roadside scenery, or laughing and commenting on the different men, in any case, then I just want to play, scurrying around, and did not care. The car arrived in Chengdu, I just returned to my mom’s hand. I am the first time to live in the hotel it, the mood is still excited ah, mom is also particularly happy, the leadership of this time and take care of my family, to our mother and son of a separate single room, and other colleagues can not so, must be a few men a few women separated to share a room.
At that time, the public sector was not as profligate as it is now, and there was really no money, so there were all these moves, which, now that I think about it, is quite ridiculous. But the Chinese people are used to crowded, like back to the school dormitory, we know that my mom and I are taken care of, but also know that my father is the director of the first workshop of precision engineering, so there are no complaints. Mom is happy together, like the hotel room as home, look at this, clean up that, after all, mom is also the first time out of the hotel, right.
After mom finished touching and looking, she took out the cosmetics and clothes from her bag, wow, she brought quite a lot, not only did I smile bitterly when mom had already picked one or two pieces and went into the bathroom to take a shower.
The first night in Chengdu, the leader said not to go anywhere to play, everyone is tired on the road, take a good rest and rest, turn around the night scene by yourself.
Bathroom clatter, mom washed for a long time, I stayed in the house nothing to do, just look through the mother’s clothes bag to see, I was naughty when my mother always like to lie to me to have sugar to eat, said I good behavior will give me to eat, so I especially want to know the mother’s bag, is not really hidden in the sugar. But found a piece of fragrant cloth ball, white cotton, and some transparent, open to see, as if two bands connected together, what for it, suddenly think, and pants a little like, ah, is the pants, there is such a pants ah.
I am looking at, suddenly someone knocked on the door, a look, it was Uncle Song, the workshop maintenance, I always think he is quite old, like more than 50 years old, and later realized that he is not so big, just out of the early 40’s, because he has participated in the battle, perennial soldiers, climbing and rolling, so it seems a little old, but old but not old decadence, I always feel that Uncle Song’s face is covered with wrinkles, hidden both the military heroism and hidden the sophisticated worldly smooth gas. I always feel that Uncle Song’s wrinkled face is hiding both the heroic spirit of a soldier and the smoothness of a sophisticated worldly man.
That said, at that time, Uncle Song saw what I was holding, smiled, and said to me, “Where’s your mom?”
“In the shower, it’s pretty loud.”
“Hey, I heard that. Little Ming Ming, that’s naughty, you go through your mom’s stuff when she’s in the shower.”
“I didn’t, I, I.”
“I’ll what, I’ll tell your mom, and when she gets mad, she won’t take you out and lock you in a hotel.” Uncle Song has touch and style to scare me. I do afraid, think of mom sometimes to me also special fierce, also said children can not take adult things, don’t really angry.
“Hello Uncle Song, don’t tell my mom.”
“I won’t tell your mom if you give me that cloth ball.”
“But it’s my mom’s stuff.”
“I’ll give you this in exchange.” Said this Uncle Song took out a blown noodle manchild, I saw it for the first time, it seemed to be a specialty of Sichuan, I was attracted at once, so I gave him the cloth ball in my hand.
“That was fun, I want more.”
“Hush, no problem, but don’t tell your mom I’ve been here ah, go, uncle led you to see the noodle store, and buy you another one.” Said Uncle Song led me to go, led me to see a while, just happened to bump into a few coworkers after dinner out to stroll the night scene, among them there is Auntie Han, Uncle Song handed me over to her, “Han ah, fast, lead this little guy, I have no water in the car, sleepy, this kid still pestering me to take him to play.”
Aunt Han laughed, pinched my nose, and took me over, Aunt Han did not have a son, she liked me since I was a child, and was happy to hold my hand, like having a son. Uncle Song, however, disappeared in a flash.
Still haven’t bought me a noodle person, this Uncle Song, words don’t count ah, I thought, found an opportunity to take off Auntie Han’s hand and ran away, I want to go back to the hotel to find Uncle Song.
As a result, Uncle Song did not sleep ah, people are not there, I have no fun, I feel that no one to play with me, suddenly my stomach grumbled, ah ah, hungry, go back to find mom.
So I went back to my room with my mom, but I heard the voice of a middle-aged man talking inside… ah, isn’t it just Uncle Song.
(iii)
Uncle Song went into the mother’s room, the hotel room zigzagging, the walls old thick, there are twice as much as at home, and warm wallpaper, soundproofing is very good, not Uncle Song’s unique North Korean flavor Northeast accent with a kimchi flavor, stimulating my ears, I really almost pushed the door to go in.
Speaking of this Uncle Song, it is also not a simple experience, for what has a kimchi accent, because he is an ethnic Korean, there is a North Korean flavorful eccentric name, called Song Sun Chul or something.
In that era, people’s names are concerned about red hot, no one called his name, they called him old black beaver, why so called, probably because he is tall and thin but the hair is particularly heavy, into the public bathhouse when bathing in a black hair to the workmates scared it, some of the northeastern workers on the dirty jokes said that he is a black beaver in the mountains of the old demon manipulation out of him, and he did not think that, on the contrary, stained with pride, and so black beaver this nickname has spread. To the old, in front of more than one “old” word, some women behind the scenes also called him thief beaver, and affectionately called black hair brother beaver brother, such as my mother.
Of course, heavy body hair, by no means and black beaver have genetic inheritance relationship, in our Guanlong west, there is often such a skin is very white hair but extremely heavy men, I later read some books, only to know, this is because of the cold climate in the north for many years, in the Northwest is a million miles of yellow sand, strong winds and white bones, in the Northeast is a dense mountain forests and cold and damp kind of, may be the hair grows extraordinarily lush it.
Many ethnic groups native to the Northeast, such as the Goryeo-Koreans, are like this, while the Northeasterners who immigrated from Shandong-Hebei are not like this; they have both the genetics of Guan-nei and the nourishment of Guan-wai, and most of the women are especially snow-white, smooth and supple.
Unlike Changchun, the big city where mom’s old home is located, the silent and cold mountains of that northeast are the very home of Uncle Song, in the mountain lumps of Yanbian, Jilin.
When I was a child, I used to listen to my mother and relatives speak in a tone of disgust, saying that Yanbian old poor, fresh people just want to run to Changchun, and also said that the fresh people began to not speak the Chinese language, boorish, it is true that, in the 50’s when my mother was still a little girl, the period of pseudo-manifestation has just ended not long after the Northeast is still very desolate, there are only two big cities, Changchun and Fengtian, and then down there is Beijing, and the Han Chinese people are thinking of the method of going south to go to a prosperous place! The Han Chinese all tried to go south to the prosperous places, not to mention the Freshmen.
Uncle Song when he was young is such a restless person, Yanbian mountains and forests can not collect the heart, so that a small age to join the army to fight on the front line, said no one believe, 51 years of the Korean War, he was only ten years old. Probably from a small man on the high point, plus that era of swollen face with the Americans, from Lin Biao’s four fields to Peng Dehuai, we sacrificed a lot of warriors, the front line of insufficient soldiers, emergency recruitment, mobilized from Jilin Yanbian on the spot, and did not have to put the age of the card to death.
Speaking of war is quite cruel, now see the TV in the Arab children so small on the end of the gun, a solemn face, in fact, our era is the same, black beaver old Song was one of them.
Although a lot of things later, but I grew up and my mother’s workshop in this old black beaver’s friendship is quite fixed, black beaver often nothing machine to repair, sitting alone in the tool room is very boring, I’m always looking for him to play, pestering him to tell stories.
His story is also a lot, what the American ghosts, what the South Korean pseudo-military, what the blonde hair, blue-eyed old Maozi big beauty, and his life experience, anyway, he was bored, so I know quite a lot, which also provoked me later on on the Northeast of the strong interest, of course, my mother is the Changchun origin of the big girl, I am also considered to be half a pull of the northeastern blood, right.
Black beaver joined the army, did not expect to stay in the army for half of his life, the Korean War period did not honorably sacrificed, but a lot of injuries, a small age on the fall of a cervical dorsal chronic pain, a lifetime of bowed back, to the rainy days still hurt badly, bowed back on the clothes well undignified, can be disrobed, with a black hair, but more like an old black beaver.
This injury is actually the scientific name of arthritis, if there is today’s U.S. science and technology, when the gunshot wounds properly treated, will not leave a root cause of the disease, but at that time in China, which has so much to say, make do with the past, the old black beaver of this disease on the more and more pain, can not be in the army, but in addition to the army, what can do it, he did not know a few words ah, but in the army of a long time mixing, the Soviet Union, the military vehicles are familiar with can not be familiar again, the army will choose his strengths, demobilize him to the petrochemical industry, and the petroleum industry. The army chose his strengths and demobilized him to the petrochemical industry.
At that time the country in the Northwest to open up the sky to build factories, production equipment is almost all the Soviet Union pulled, like him how many years of experience accumulated out of the Soviet Union machine pass, was divided into the Northwest, divided into the Golden City, and then divided into our factory tool workshop, like fate pulling the strings, know my mother, know the kind of Changchun City, he also dreamed of when he was still in Yanbian, the kind of white and tender meat rolls the big beauty of the city.
Of course, said the pass, that is, all based on experience, let him do technicians do R & D, that is still far from the difference, so it was assigned to the workshop to do maintenance, one is to use his strengths, the second is the maintenance work is not much more than tired, take care of him is injured and hung up the color of the transferred soldiers. He is also happy to know life, happy with it, there is one thing, do not worry about finding a daughter-in-law, are more than forty people, or single.
In the past, the state of the military family life is very important, plus he is a minority, the organization is not slow, the trade unions have always introduced him to the object, with his high, some technology, take the wage is not expensive iron rice bowl, although the back is injured, but find a daughter-in-law is definitely not a difficult thing, a lot of women want to talk to him willingly, but for some reason, he just did not agree to the organization is anxious to do nothing, many of the wishful women are also sad. Wishful thinking women also sad, people just can not understand why.
At that time there was no concept of homosexuality in the society, otherwise today there would be people guessing that he was gay, but in fact, I know that his dream girl has been there since he was a child. According to my later analysis, his dream lover must be snow white, plump, a good woman all flesh, and tender and soft, voice whine, delicate, and a little spicy strength, but also has a masochistic tendency of the beautiful women in Changchun City.
This is roughly related to his childhood experience, because of poverty, by the Changchun city to the people who have been discriminated against, but also yearning for Changchun, because of poverty and the Fresh Tribe, by the rich and civilized Han people have been discriminated against, but also yearning for the rich family’s Missy, there is hate, love, inferiority complex and ambition, in short, it is the deeper psychology of the man, right? It’s basically similar to the common rural man’s psychology towards urban women.
To hell with it, the girl of his dreams was found, and he met her in the Jincheng Chemical Factory, which is far away from the Northeast, and it was my mom. On second thought, my mom and his dream conditions, at least the external conditions, really match. This is probably the reason why he refused the care of the organization several times, not phase object, this Freshman Hanzi, but also quite obsessive.
Of course, these are things that I realized later, when I was only eight years old, just surprised and curious about everything. It is out of curiosity, I did not go in to find the old beaver as usual, but put my eyes on the hotel has wood oil scent door, gently push, the door is not locked tight, through a slit, just to see them, thank goodness, the hotel is full of carpet, the door around the cushion, the sound I made is extremely small, the inside of the people did not have the slightest notice.
It’s silly to look at it, I’ve never seen a springtime picture before.
After the bath mom snow white wet, aroma emanation, wearing a halter child silk pajamas, pajamas are very clean but a little messy, shoulder straps and pajamas lace are light water green, pajamas are light white, a little transparent, the hem is very short, just covered the two thighs of the plump and moist, between the two legs hidden faint black fang yin, the upper body hidden two tender red breast cherry, God, mom only wearing sexy pajamas, no bra inside! Panties, so tenderly snuggled in the arms of the old beaver.
The two gently said their own words, mom from time to time tilted her head and pouted up a small tender mouth “bah” kissed the old beaver a mouth, the old beaver a big hand is not at ease in the mother’s soft waist and big buttocks to play and touch, no!