In the summer vacation, there was another anomaly, often showering without closing the door, and using the excuse that I should send this and that to the bathroom. I got angry and scolded him for not knowing anything. Instead, he came out naked and took it himself. Afterwards, he also coaxed me, kissed me on the cheek, hugged me, especially when hugging my back feel in conscious top me. Although I was also provoked by him some confusion, but was able to control themselves, the heart also feel really angry, so he scolded him, but also teach him not to think about the use of unnecessary. But it may have been too late, the more I scolded him, or even hit him does not work, at night sometimes simply climbed on me to eat, eat while touching, that kind of touching and eating has been completely different from the way of childhood. A few times after eating and still keep touching, to very late, fell asleep next to me. I knew he had intentions, so I was on guard, wearing the lower part of my body more safely, only the upper part of my body to him, all he lifted the pajamas to eat and touch. At that time, I was considering that I might just want to have contact with the opposite sex, but I would not force myself. However, one night, he ate for a long time, I was drowsy, and suddenly cut off the narrowest part of my two panties, I immediately got up and hit him, but it does not matter, he tightly embraced me, kissing me.
Immediately inserted, I immediately lost the ability to resist, numb by his clumsy movements. There really wasn’t any passion at that point, only anger, and at that moment, if only I had access to those scissors, I would have killed him for sure. A few minutes later, he came down and I cried out in pain. He was terrified. Kneeling down in front of the bed to me begging for mercy, crying and saying:Mom, I love you, especially love you, at first I was to see you poor, I once thought of letting you find a man, you are after all just out of the early 40s, the road is still very long. But later, whenever I see you wearing pajamas or beautiful clothes, your body, body type, especially after my hours ate, touched the two big breasts, and the round buttocks, I want to get into trouble, I almost every night would like to sleep close to you, really not touch, eat your breasts how I can not sleep, I constantly imagine what kind of place I came out of, I peeped at your bath! I’ve peeked at you in the shower, I’ve imagined me making love to you almost every minute of the day, it’s my dream. But I was afraid of hurting you and dad, so I held back. You must have felt that I was consciously pushing against you when I was hugging you from behind. Tonight was the night that I couldn’t hold back any longer. Now that I’ve done it, I know I’m wrong, and it wouldn’t be too much for you to kill me, you’re a good mom to me, and it wouldn’t be too much for you to do what you want to do with me, I don’t have a single complaint. But I must tell you, now I love you with all my heart, not only the love of a son to his mother, but also the sincere love of a man to a woman, you can’t imagine how much I love you. I don’t think I’ll ever love another woman in my life.
I painfully underground hugged him tightly, he hugged me more tightly … At this time, he shot to the inside of the things flowed out, I went down to scrub, he went with me to the bathroom, see my naked lower body, surely can not stand it again, and so I washed and then embraced me on the bed. I said you have grown up, have sexual requirements, this is normal, if you really can not, you young people are now very open, you can find a, why hit mom’s idea ah? He said it’s not like that, I only love you…, I can’t love another girl in this life. Yes also know that this is not good, it is incest. But I can’t help myself. I can’t stop thinking about you and loving you. If you don’t want this, I have only one way, if you don’t kill me, I will kill myself. He hugged me…and said:Anyway, I’ve thought it over, I won’t get married and have children in this life. You can’t have me, and you won’t kill me, so I …. My thoughts may be absurd, but that’s how I envisioned it, that you would be my good mother and most beloved woman for the rest of my life.
I am from you (touched my pussy, but I have changed a new pair of panties) is my whole person out of there, now I put in part of it, what is wrong; I came out of it caused you a very great pain, and now go in part of it instead of making you happy, comfortable, how can it not be? I broke into laughter, said you have a theory! He said, I read from the Internet, women 40 is like a wolf like a tiger period, you can not be without a man, but I do not want other men and you. He began to kiss me more frantically …….and was tossed all over the body by him. He said; mom I want to see the place where I came out one last time, okay? I was noncommittal and I closed my eyes. He spread my legs and looked closely…. I sat up and hugged him tightly…. Smoothly, he collapsed, climbed on top of me and penetrated my pussy… He tossed and turned for over 40 minutes until they were both exhausted and sweating profusely.
And so we started a new life, and to outsiders we were a normal close mother and son, but at home we were a loving couple.
It was at the climax of our lovemaking that he still called me good mommy and I called him by his nickname. He is very fit and of course I am taking very good care of him. So he had to fuck us to exhaustion almost every night before he could go to bed. But it hasn’t affected him at all when it comes to his studies, instead he’s progressing faster. The first year of high school is still medium level, since we reconciled, no worries, learning soared, to the end of the second year of high school has been the first grade, the final exams in Beijing’s key universities, just in Beijing during the school period, we are very difficult. He graduated in my repeated persuasion, at an object, fortunately, married last year, married life is very normal, of course I do not believe my son’s words, is confirmed from the daughter-in-law, I was relieved. To be honest, I do not want him to leave me, but I am after all his mother, can not help but think about his aftermath. However, this child is really a true love for me, as long as there is an opportunity to still want to screw me, he said his daughter-in-law is not as cool as me. I’m sure that’s a lie, but I’m happy.
This is how it happened, and I’ve taken up so much of the Dawgs’ time writing it in a rather wordy way. But I’m trying to let you guys know from the way it happened if this thing is necessarily an unacceptable flood? Here’s what I think:Although he still thinks about me now, and he can’t get over it all at once after all the years of sweetness we had together. But as I grow older, physical changes and sexual decline, he will gradually dilute my sexual dependence on me, turn to their normal couple life, so that I can return to his mother’s status. From the whole process, there is no harm to either of us, but rather, it makes our past and future lives more colorful, at least a hundred times better than if I had found a stepfather for him. So, I think it was intolerable and shameful behavior in the broader sense of society, but in the case of both of us as mothers, there were no bad consequences. At least I have no regrets now. Do you guys see if my thoughts are reasonable? Of course I am not in favor of such things happening to other mothers and children, and if it has happened and you can’t help it, then you have to find a way to solve it, maybe each family just has their own way of solving it.