I was out the first year I graduated 4th of July ’03 managed to get my mom’s My dick only started to get hard when I was a junior in high school. I heard my classmates talk about hardness in school then, and only realized what it meant when I was a freshman.
At that time hard, like the old hand up and down to masturbate, uneducated. The side action began to imagine sex with mom,, in junior high school, I live in the room and my parents of a wall without a roof (at that time my family poor).
Sometimes when I come home at night, I’m in my room trying to listen to my mom and dad having sex all the time and I never hear it, it’s so secretive.
But then I took out my own to masturbate.
Thinking of the next door mom, with a variety of positions I masturbate generally very quickly ejaculate, a few minutes, of course, have also tried to deliberately do not ejaculate, masturbate an hour and a half before ejaculation, and later developed into a self-test of their own sexuality a method of junior high school only the first time ejaculate. I started to ejaculate onto my mom’s bottoms, deliberately ejaculating on the spot close to my pussy, but of course not all of it can be left there, or else one look will definitely know, clean up the thick, I was deliberately ejaculating wet, naive fantasy that my sperm can enter my mom’s body. Before starting to ejaculate also took mom’s bottoms and wrapped them around to masturbate, smelling, and even sucking on the smell of the bra. I waited for my mom to shower and then took her slutty smelling bottoms to sniff and fantasize about while I showered. I don’t know if other people fetishize their mothers as crazy as I do, and have told my mom all of this.
Auntie’s bottoms have been treated to this before, but in rare cases.
As a bad, bad insertion, it was junior year after my first semen loss.
I was at night night urine sneak up also masturbated after the semen shot to the class of the most beautiful girls, the stool (junior dormitory is next door to the classroom in my class, preparation for the examination often study to the very night) that time the semen condensed into crystals, the next day turned into the size of a button like a crystalline white steamed buns.
At that time too naive ah, also very bad ah, thinking so let them …… that time there is a wild idea: to steal other girls inside clothes. But this impulse has been restrained.
I got out of the workforce, and while I also had a 42ish lover at that point (one of 6 women I met sexually in college chat) it was also one of the women I counted as one of my favorites.
But I still on the mother of that fantasy more and more intense I came out to work, feel free from the family’s financial dependence, has been this suppressed desire began to expand extremely, the mind of the entanglement, impulsive desire, stimulation of the abyss, so that they can no longer control themselves, to the non-implementation of the inevitable at that time when the mental state and its high, to the point of not hair can not be. Especially after a few consecutive sex dreams with my mom this stimulating desire is so strong that it wants to burn me up, do anything without a heart, just want that thing, must be done that thing.
I knew I had to succeed, and at that time I even went on Sina’s chat room to find mom-level women to come to me for ideas, I told them about my own desires that I had to send out, so that they could put themselves in their mom’s shoes and think about how they could make her say yes to me.
Maybe it’s also because my mom is a rural uneducated woman and I have a bachelor’s degree, so I feel like I can eat my mom.
Pretty confident in my enthusiasm for my own enthusiastic infectiousness I was really obsessed at that point and extremely eager to fuck my mom.
So I went on the chat room, hoping that women my age would give me some tips I asked them: how do I get my son to fuck?
I told of the situation that was tearing me apart, of the Oedipus I couldn’t free myself from, of the fact that I had to have my mom, to the point of being obsessed most of them refused to give me any ideas, they just advised me to give up on the idea I’m the kind of person who fights harder and harder and never gives up.
One really gave me an idea this will definitely help you guys.
She said: If she must fuck her mom, she must find a place where she feels absolutely safe and won’t expose herself before she says anything. If she doesn’t feel safe, even if she agrees in her heart, she won’t say yes in her mouth.
I knew: if I opened my mouth to tell my mom about this, if I failed the first time. It’s doomed to be a failure from now on.
If the first success, the future sexual happiness will be much more there in the National Day vacation before going back, I have done a full preparation. Thought a lot, a preliminary plan is basically thought out, to find the opportunity to spend time with mom alone, the family can not be in, and the place also let mom feel absolutely safe, how easy it is to talk about, several times want to talk and stop, the inner struggle of the fierce, fear, timidity, trembling and who understands it?
Looked at the vacation day by day, the desire to stimulate the desire finally overcame the fear of timidity, standing in front of the cliff wall has no way out, the broken kettle Shenzhou open out as if it was about 9 o’clock on the 3rd, just ate breakfast, while my father went out to take advantage of the false (that is, catching up with the market), with a few dollars to support the younger sister reading elementary school (when she was only reading elementary school, she always like to follow me, I’ll talk to my mother, I have a piece of mind want to say to her.
I took her to the house next door to mine.
There was only one old lady living there (over 80) and it was usually on the first floor I found a room and closed the door.
I trembled and told her that I have been dreaming of making love to her lately, always having such dreams. If I don’t do it with her once, I’ll go crazy …… said I’ve been masturbating with her bottoms and bras, said I feel that way so strongly that it almost burns me …… If I don’t do it with her once, I’ll… … because mom did not read books rural women, I made myself miserable, very horrible, and very earnest, can not turn back like I also side with a hand to try to touch her breasts, she is a hand against my hand to listen to what I said she was also very surprised, and has been saying: how do you have such an idea. Only heard of father and daughter, have not heard of mother and son I was out of my mind, using my online bubble girl honesty and sincerity, to my mother as well, really with her all poured out, I have long since decided that if she refused, I will be strong on. Because she certainly do not dare to call out the voice caller and strength than I small I really admire myself, and my true feelings of flow got my hands on my mom even agreed. I was also surprised when I was 24 years old, my mom 45 years old she said: how do you have such an idea.
I’ve always said, I’m only going to do this once, …… only once.
It had been trembling.
Really that kind of heart jumps out of your chest, and there’s really no way to feel it until you’ve done something like this.
Every time I do this with her in the future, I have this state of heartbeat, heart trembling, chills, and shivers but that desire has forced myself to persevere and also pressed myself to feel this stimulation with all my heart She agreed with a bit of a reproachful farcical tone of a mother’s reprimand to her son and said, “Where (line)?”
I said right here.
I forgot to mention that before I took my mom there, I had already inspected that room an empty bed, not even a bedpan, just a broken quilt. I had my eye on that broken quilt. Spread it towards the place and it’s ready to be done.
After laying down, mom and I undressed ourselves, and I remember gently helping with my hands as mom took off her bottoms to her knees, after that it was just her laying down and me thrusting away.
There was no foreplay at all, but the water in there was the most I’ve ever had with my mom in 5 times, and the first time she had the most water.
There is no kiss, I have the urge to kiss, but she closed her lips tightly I estimate that the mother must have been infected by this stimulus at that time, only to flow so much water I squatting and standing inserted, (not inserted before are afraid of the mother to reverse ah), only to enter as soon as possible squatting and standing do the first time did not dare to ask the mother to do what position, can give the insertion will be very good Finally, I leaned over and pressed her, she has been urging me to hurry up to omit a little bit: Before she basically promised me she also asked me: Have you ever done it before?
I’ll just say I did it with my girlfriend.
She always told me to hurry up and squint. I was very nervous at that time, did not erection to my hardest state, but already very hard (all of my have had sex with the woman said that my characteristics are hard straight, and never tried so cool lasting) inserted two or three minutes, she called me faster, I was deliberately easy also teased her a bit: you also give a bit of feeling I ah she on the range of movement of my hips, along with my up and down with the hard so that I can not help her! I couldn’t help her blowing, and I didn’t hold back. Quickly and furiously dry a few times on the shot shot in the inside after is quickly put on clothes. Mom directly take her bottoms to the overflow of sperm a wipe, on the after, I’m afraid that mom emotional instability, continue to sit on the edge of the bed to say other things at home also do not mention anything before.
A moment mom said: let’s go out. Too long to find on …… so is my first time, break the boat, real pouring, in the next day I went to Lingtou to call her back to dinner, all the way, I am gas high ang Yang, to Lingtou, I asked her a little bit: what do you feel about yesterday’s events?
She says: Shame on you. Also said. She also remained as if nothing had happened when we talked about it after yesterday until the next day.
After that, I tried to grab her at the pigsty to touch her down there, and she wouldn’t oblige me and did everything she could to keep me out of it.
So so far I’ve only been able to have four chances to do it with her. (Two for the fourth time.) That’s seven whole years.
Because I work outside the home, I can only go home for the holidays, and when I do, I still have to go home without my dad and without anyone else.
The second time I was waiting for an opportunity, it was just me and her for the first half of the night (because the others were out at the theater and Dad had gone to a friend’s house not to be back until 12).
I just waited for mom to go to bed and then around 9:00, I went over in the dark and forced myself on her once in mom and dad’s bed.
She didn’t resist too much, but would scold me: I’m your mom, you’re so like that.
But she doesn’t fight back either, just scolds.
That time I found out that my mom used to have a habit of wearing only one pair of bottoms when she slept in the summer.
After I took off my own pants, I did it as soon as I took off her bottoms.
This time it felt like mom’s vagina was bigger, wide but gentle.
This time again, I ejaculated inside, and I quickly ran to the house to sleep because the family could come back at any time, and I didn’t want to burden my mom and myself too much psychologically. After doing it, I don’t know what to say, it’s embarrassing. If it is all voluntary, then after doing it to have a topic to talk about the third time is after mom and dad moved to a new room, I also in mom and dad’s bed and ejaculated in it again. It was even more nerve wracking because I was married at the time, my wife slept on another floor, and the others weren’t home dad went to help someone else and didn’t go back at night. Mom was the only one.
The fourth time was when my mom was old enough to take care of my wife and she was hospitalized one night and it was just me and my mom, so I did it twice that chance.
The first time in the evening, at first she did not want to, and scolded me, as soon as I picked up her will be put on the bed, she knew that it could not be avoided, and took a piece of clothing padding, afraid of the first out.
I let her lasso my cock and she helped me. That time, I also played with her pussy with my hand, inserting my fingers to go over it, and lifting her hips to look inside, the opening of the flower was nice, like a standard sunflower, but inside it was just slightly hollow.
While waiting for her to take a shower I set up the camera, intending to videotape. Then I remembered that the VCR only records for thirty seconds, and I wasn’t very clear.
The second time, I told my mom to lie on her back and I ejaculated from behind. She was willing to do the same, though the mouth said:
You’re still coming?
I’m done telling my story.