Being interested in girls too early, I was also exposed to sex earlier (compared to the good kids). It’s just too much to experience over the years. I can’t even figure out how many women I’ve been around. So now I am extremely emotionally empty. Although I can find a woman to solve my physical needs, my inner emptiness has never been understood by anyone. So tired of everything. I also feel scared, after all, I am still very young, if this mentality continues for a long time, then what should I do in the future? (The above is a brief introduction, I will write about my past experiences in the days to come, just one character this time)
April 1, 2005, April Fool’s Day! This day is a turning point in my life. I quit my previous job and officially reported to XX Company on April 1st. This is a foreign company, very promising, so I chose here. After I came here, I first familiarized myself with everything here. The president of the company also attaches great importance to me, and for the time being, he did not arrange a specific job for me, but just let me familiarize myself with the various departments. In this way, I got to know Ice. A woman who let me find my passion.
Ice is a clerk in the engineering department. I had the closest contact with her when I came to study in the engineering department. From the first moment I saw her, it has shaken my heartstrings. The long-lost feeling filled my heart once again. I was really excited. The feeling is just like the feeling of first love. It’s very sweet!
Then I learned through understanding that she was married and had been married for two years.
As my interactions with Ice increased, the emotions within me grew stronger. It is also very contradictory, do not know if I should face myself, even if the face of ice. Because after all, not a child anymore, adults have to be responsible for their own behavior.
The company was going to organize a spring tour in late May, and during the tour, a bonfire party was held, and each department had to put on a show. At that time, I was still studying in the engineering department, so I was also counted in the engineering department. I rewrote a dialect version of Big Little Lies based on the evening’s theme. Ice was an important member of this cast. In the days to come, I worked on the script with Ice every day. It gave me the feeling that she had a crush on me as well. I think it would be worthwhile to keep this hazy relationship.
One afternoon, the manager of the engineering department asked me to help him produce a project rendering, I mastered Photoshop is not very good, at this time, I thought of ice, she is very familiar with these design software. So I came to Ice’s office, just as she was. After explaining to her the purpose of my visit, Ice quickly agreed. I stood next to her and introduced the project. She was in charge of the production. Due to the heat, Ice wore a loose-fitting T-shirt with a low neckline. LOL! The angle was so coincidental again. I didn’t even need to lower my head, just lower my eyes and I could see everything inside her clothes. I didn’t expect her breasts to be so big for such a slim woman! The bra could only hold the lower part of her breasts. The nipples were half exposed. At that time, I felt my mouth dry, and the normal reflection of a man immediately manifested itself. Ice this is raised his head just to see my eyes are watching the part, her face suddenly red, shyly to my anger: what are you looking at it? I think the most embarrassing is this scene, I panicked and said: no …… did not see what ah? You quickly help me to make a good picture of it, in a hurry to use it. I hurried to change the subject. Ice did not say anything, I saw her eyes in my bulging place stayed for a while. The hardness of my dick was stimulated to increase a few more points. (As never written about the description of sex, so about this aspect of the writing is very rough, I hope friends can forgive. (There will be more narratives about sex in the future, I will learn more and try to write well)
Feeling that the atmosphere was awkward to the extreme, I turned around and sat on the sofa next to me. Looking at Ice’s back, his eyes were a bit mesmerized. I saw that Ice seemed to be adjusting his emotions, and after what could have been a few minutes, he resumed charting. Neither one of us was talking, and it was silent like that. After can have an hour or so, finally the figure produced, ice put the USB flash drive to me, our eyes met, ice’s face once again red. My heartbeat was also very strong.
I said to ice: really thank you so much, I invite you to dinner tonight. Ice hesitated for a moment and said: No, why be polite. I looked at her, smiled a little, did not say anything else, and then I walked out of her office.
Once I got back to the engineering department, I chatted with Ice’s best friend, Kei. Although it seemed like small talk, I actually had an agenda. (Blushing a bit) I started chatting idly, and gradually I led the conversation towards Ice. Xiaohui’s impression of me was very good, especially since she was also a member of my crew and admired my talent. And Kei is also very sensitive. I thought I had done a pretty perfect job, but I didn’t expect that when I had just introduced the topic to Ice, Xiao Hui smiled at me unkindly, honestly, at that time, looking at her that kind of smile was really more terrifying than a ghost.
But Kei still told me a lot about ice. It also gave me an in-depth understanding. It turns out that Ice’s husband works overseas and his family is very rich. Not a poor boy like me can be compared to it. Ice’s character is of a very stubborn kind. And today Ice’s husband came back from abroad.
I guess it’s no wonder that the original refusal of my invitation to dinner turned out to be my husband’s return. After that I chatted with Xiaohui for a while. Then it was off to the main control room to study my script.
When I got off work, I went out after, and Ice was in front of me. After going downstairs, there was an Audi A6 parked in front of the company, and Ice sat up. The person who drove the car was about the same age as me, quite imposing, I think this must be ice’s husband.
I don’t know why, but there is an indescribable loss in my heart. It felt as if I had lost everything. I know that I have fallen in love with ice. This kind of love can’t be controlled. It can’t be blocked by deliberately keeping a distance.
I got home and was still in a bad mood. At this time my best friend called me. Said to go to drink, and then go to see the two-man show. I thought it would be good to save myself the trouble of being alone at home. So we made an appointment with the place. After meeting, we can not avoid a burst of scolding. To say that men drink ah, good mood to drink, bad mood to drink. In a word, find a reason to drink. While drinking I told my feelings with my friend, and he couldn’t stop comforting me. I think it’s good to have a confidant who can talk to you when you’re in a bad mood.
After we finished drinking, we were both a little drunk, so I said, “That’s it. Go home. He shook his head shakily: No, must go to see a two-man show. I said: OK, I’ll fucking accompany you. Then we took a taxi to the theater. The time was just right, just before the show started. After going in and finding a corner to sit down. At this time there were three women sitting next to me. The perfume smell was very strong, so I used the rest of my eyes to look, hey, Zhang really good. All around 28 years old, very sexy, dressed not to mention. Ultra-short skirt has been short to can not be in the short, thighs smooth bare outside, chest breasts bulging, a look know very big, look at me some of the heart, the loss of friends also found this landscape, and I have to change seats, I shit, this I can change? At this time has been no mood to watch the program, all the mind is on the observation of the three beautiful women around.
The loss of friends see I really do not change seats with him, no way to stand up, out of the circle and back here, to one of the three women said: can you change seats? He wanted to sit on the side and wait for someone. The woman looked at him, have a look at the inside of the seat did not say, just nodded, and then went to the inside of the seat to sit. Damsel in Distress gave me a bad wink. The position at this point was that there were beautiful women to my left and right, and to the right of my damaged friend, and to the left was the aisle.
The same over switched seats, detrimental friend took out his most powerful trick “degenerate classless, despicable shameless thick skin” began to chat with the beautiful girl next to a sentence without a word. Not long to chat like acquaintances. See this scene, really let me very angry, by what ah? On the looks not as handsome as me, on the temperament not as elegant as my temperament, he can so quickly hooked up with a beautiful woman, and I have two of them around, how do I have no place to start the feeling of it? Suddenly, I had an idea, I was on my right side of the woman: you are all together, right? The woman looked at me and nodded. I then said: often come here? She finally spoke: not always come, today is not in a good mood, come to amusement! I said: no wonder, the three of you, you are the only bitter face.
At this time of year, the duo started to play! The two-man show in the theater is not the same as the one on TV, which is civilized beyond civilization. But the theater is pornographic can not be in the pornographic, in addition to not performing live sex, the rest of the language can be depicted are all depicted. That said, I was extremely aroused, especially since there were a few very hot women around. It felt like my body temperature was growing higher and higher, and my dick was expanding rapidly. Glancing at my damaged friend, who was even more serious than me, his hand was already on the shoulder of the woman next to him, and the woman wasn’t showing any sign of refusal. I lowered my eyes and saw very sexy thighs to the left and right, not to mention how hard it was.
I stood up, went out and bought five bottles of Pepsi and gave them to the people next to me. I don’t know how, in my left side of the woman opened the bottle cap, maybe the drink gas is too big it, sprayed out half, thighs, skirt, blouse are all drink. I saw this opportunity absolutely can not miss ah, I immediately took out a Kleenex to help her wipe. At the beginning I was a little nervous, and then maybe it was the stimulation of alcohol, the courage is also big up, the hand is not honest up, holding the hand of the Kleenex to help her wipe the reason began to touch up on her body.
I this person ah, is the color bold small! Touching this woman is still careful, rubbing the blouse, that is, with a hand to the breasts to explore a little, immediately and then shrink back. Repeatedly a few times, I see she did not express resentment, my boldness will be bigger. I stayed on the breasts for a longer time, and then simply rubbed them. I watched her reaction as I rubbed her breasts with my hands, not realizing that she was looking at me with that very strange look in her eyes. At that time that feeling made me so excited that I almost didn’t cum. (Literary skills are too shallow to describe in words what I felt at that moment)
When my friend saw my action, he also put his hand out and said he wanted to help wipe it off. After I glared at him with one of those eyes that can kill, the guy helplessly retracted his hand. My hand also moved downwards, first formally helping her to wipe the drink on her thighs, and then on her skirt. She wore the kind of skirt I feel and pants are not social what they are different, messy in the skirt wiped a few times, and then the paper is still off, the hand naturally placed on her sexy thighs. She did not refuse at all, I think they may be real players. With that thought, there was no barrier in my mind. The hand stroked back and forth on her thighs, feeling the smoothness of her skin and the elasticity of her thighs. The feel was very nice and comfortable. At this time I saw that the woman on my right was not even watching the play, but was looking at my hand touching the beautiful woman’s thigh. An idea suddenly came into my mind. I moved my hand that was touching her thighs down her thighs a little bit to the inside, and it had already reached the inside of her skirt, just touching the edge of her panties, she suddenly pressed my hand, I smiled at her, and she didn’t have the intention of taking my hand out. Staying in this position like this, I turned my head to look over at the detriment side, hey, this guy is also very quick, the beautiful girl next to him has fallen into his arms, this kid is moving up and down. I moved my hand that was inside my skirt, and felt her pressing it tightly, so I didn’t move it any further.
After watching the play for a while, and being stimulated by the text, I pressed on a bit more. I put my right hand on the leg of this woman to my right. She pushed it off, but I put it back on. For some reason this time she wasn’t pushing. This time the woman on my left put her head in my ear and said: Why are you so bad? Then she bit my earlobe. I smiled at the two women. Then my hands began a full-scale attack, originally held down my hand on the right side of the woman suddenly let go of my hand (TMD, the left side of the right side of the narrative of the dizzy. (Oh) my hand straight into the dragon, all of a sudden touched her pussy, through the panties of the caress is also very exciting, feel the hand wet, it turns out that she has been out of the water. My hand is no longer satisfied with stroking outside the panties, in the groping one finger one finger probed into the inside of her panties, touched the soft hairs. Following the pubic hairs downwards, I finally explored the most mysterious canyon, which was already gushing with water. My middle finger didn’t hesitate to reach in, as my finger went deeper she also let out a cry and grabbed my arm with both hands. My finger was moving back and forth inside her flesh hole. (Sweating furiously, it was so easy to do it, but so difficult to portray it in words)
I was lost in arousal, and she moaned lowly in time with the rhythm of my fingers, and her hands around my armbands became harder. It was the woman on my left thwarting her legs back and forth. My left hand moved in response to the movement of her legs. Slowly working its way inside until it reached into her panties. She did the same, and the argyle was muddy. With that, my hands rhythmically moved in and out of their holes. One by one, they climaxed under the efforts of my fingers. It was the same on the damage side.
When the duo was finished, Loser suggested going out for a bite to eat, and after this intimate encounter, the three ladies certainly had no problem with that. Went out and took a cab to a BBQ place, had some BBQ and all five of us had a few more drinks. While drinking, we asked where we were going next. I asked them: Where are we going? There is no arrangement? They said: there is no arrangement, out to see the theater, and then go home! I smiled and said: It’s rare to come out once, let’s have a good time! And we are also very lucky to meet each other by chance! Hearing me say this, the two women whom I had soothed glared at me with a pout. This look, immediately let my bones lightened two two.
After eating all said a little dizzy, I took the opportunity to say: that we find a rest place how? No comments, and took a taxi to the hotel. After arriving at the hotel, the loss of friends will take out his set of shameless stunts: we want a few rooms? I did not say, three women did not say. Loser friend said: then come to a larger suite it. All together to talk, so as not to be rusty. Of course, I have no opinion. Three ladies a bit hesitant, the loss of friends hurriedly continued to say: are friends, there is nothing to be afraid of, so set it? I nodded vigorously in favor, the women did not say anything, so the largest room was booked.
After entering the room, the feeling is really good, the facilities are very complete. The suite is divided into two rooms, the most important thing is that the bed in the inner room is really big, if you lie horizontally, can sleep 6 people. The bed in the outside room can also sleep 4 people. The bathtub is also very spacious, but unfortunately there is only a shower, not a bathtub. I suggested that we take a bath first. When my friend heard that, he immediately got excited and wanted to take a bath together, but the women refused to agree. Since we just met not long ago, it’s not good to insist too much. Stiffen the atmosphere that would be a big loss. I said to them: who wash first ah? My friend said: “Ladies first, you wash it first”. They shook their heads and said, “You guys go first. I was a little impatient and said to my friend: you wash first, I go out to buy something. I turned around and left the room.
I walked out of the room and got the waiter to bring some drinks to our room, I was going to go out and buy some condoms, safety first, especially since we didn’t know each other very well. At this time it is already 11 o’clock in the middle of the night, a lot of drugstores have been closed, looking for a number of places to buy. After going back to the loss of friends have finished washing, loss of friends of women are washing. I lit a cigarette, sat down in the middle of the two women, asked their names, it turned out that the woman with the loss of friends is called Tong Yuxin, the two of them a name Song Xiaohui, a name Yu Juan. I also introduced some basic information about me and my friend. At this time, Tong Yuxin finished washing and came out. I said to Song Xiaohui and Yu Juan, “Let’s wash together. Otherwise, how long will it take to wash them one by one? The two of them didn’t hesitate to follow me into the bathroom. The look in my friend’s eyes was one of defiance and helplessness.
In the bathroom, the two women were very generous, and after closing the door, they undressed one after another. I think the two of them must have experienced this kind of scene before, otherwise how can they be so tacit understanding. They wear very little, off also very quickly, a few times on the naked, I carefully measured their bodies, Song Xiaohui is belong to the tall and plump type, tall, very white skin, a pair of breasts in front of the chest high up. The color of the nipples was pink, like cherries, very tempting, the belly was very flat and shapely. The black pubic hair was oily and shiny, the pussy was very full, slightly cracked with a thin slit, and the color was also very nice, the butt was very aroused, in short, it was perfect. Yu Juan is of petite size, not very tall, but her breasts are amazingly large and her thighs are firm, I undressed quickly, my dick was already high and raised, swollen and uncomfortable. I took them in my arms with one hand. Hands were all over their bodies. I have a preference for women’s breasts, and I’ve loved touching them since I was a kid. This time of course is to touch enough, rubbing hard on their breasts, fingertips lightly swept the nipples, feel the nipples have become hard, their body is with my fingertips rubbing and a burst of trembling; Song Xiaohui’s a hand I lived in my firm parts, Su Shuang’s feeling to change the whole body, my hand also from the breasts to the pussy, touching the pubic hair, the fingers exploring the forward, along the slit slid to the hole. By this time they had already started to moan, and as my finger movements intensified, their moans were rising uncontrollably. Yu Juan suddenly squatted down, holding my brother in her hand, after a few strokes, she lowered her head and took it in her mouth, stroking it back and forth, and licking her balls with her tongue, comfortably my whole body was in a state of tautness, I stroked Song Xiaohui’s hand even harder, one hand played with her breasts, one hand clasped her hole, her fingers thrusting back and forth in her hole, her hands clasping me with force, feeling that she was already close to the collapse of the The edge.
Finally Song Xiaohui climaxed under the continuous movement of my fingers, and I spurted wildly into Yu Juan’s mouth. After that a mutual rinse with water and then out. My friend had already rolled over on the bed with Tong Yuxin, both naked, and my friend’s hands were going up and down, rubbing her breasts hard and stroking her pussy, while Tong Yuxin’s hands weren’t idle, rubbing her friend’s prick. Seeing that we came out draped in bath towels, Loser Friend signaled to play together. I also felt very interested, but Song Xiaohui and Yu Juan strongly disagreed. I had no choice but to go inside with them. After entering the room, I naturally took off the towel and started to fight. I really realized what is the real passion and excitement. Never before have I had the experience of having sex with two women together. This personal experience, how can not let me excited inexplicable it ~ These two women sex experience is very rich, a variety of positions are very good at, guide me how to do, how the most excited. The positions were also very popular, the same as in the threesomes I’ve seen. First the two of them sucked my cock together, one sucking the cock and the other licking the balls with her tongue, then one of them and I played with the other, and so on in turn. Finally we went to sleep with all three of us in a post-orgasmic frenzy.
Got up early since I had to go to work. Despite last night’s crazy game and some fatigue, but for the energetic me, there is still no problem to get up early. After getting up and walking to the outhouse, I saw that the two of them were sleeping in each other’s arms, so I didn’t disturb them, and walked into the bathroom to take a shower so that I could be refreshed, so as not to affect my work. I just turned on the water, the door opened, Tong Yu Xin naked drilled in. Her body is also belongs to the hot type. I was very surprised, but did not expect her to come in and hugged me, said with a smile: we wash together. By her firm breasts in front of my chest so grinding, my penis immediately stood up, she held a hand on my brother, said to me: last night why not you look for me? What can I say? She also held her in her arms, touching each other’s bodies. Everything is in no words, her skin is very smooth, although not as white as Song Xiaohui, but the feel is still good. I turned her body around, she knowingly bent her waist down and aimed her ass at my span. By now my cock was as hard as it could get, so I aimed it at the hole and pushed it in at once. We both moaned at the same time. Since she was in the shower, her pussy was already lubricated, so it went in without any effort. Once my cock was in, I paused for a moment to feel the warmth inside. That’s when her waist started to rock, and I knew she needed it, so I started to move too. My hands gripped and squeezed her ass as my cock pumped back and forth and she went from little moans to loud cries. After fucking for what could have been more than 20 minutes, I shot inside her pussy. After drying, she helped me shower, and then help me dry the body, I went out first, went out to see the loss of friends are still sleeping, I did not call him, back to the room after getting dressed, woke up Song Xiaohui, told her that I have to go to work, Xiaohui wrapped his arms around my neck, kissed me a little bit, I kissed her back, and she asked to go to my contact information. I went out to the front desk to check out and took a cab to the office.
After arriving at work to take care of some work stuff. Kei approached me and they wanted to rehearse, (I was the writer and director, not in the play) I asked where they were rehearsing? I asked where the rehearsal was going to be held! I followed Kei to the control room, where Ice and the rest of the “cast” were. Ice and I looked at each other, and no one said anything. I asked them how they had memorized their lines. They all said that they had memorized their lines, and I said, “Okay, let’s rehearse today. Then I found a chair and sat down. Because to have enough space for rehearsal, the center place must be empty, so ice stood next to me, our distance is very close. Ice suddenly asked me: where did you go last night? I was flabbergasted. I replied: I didn’t go there? What’s wrong? Ice said: What do you smell? I was suddenly weak, because last night’s experience is too crazy, although the shower several times, but I feel the clothes still have a woman’s scent. I pretended to be confused and said: What can there be? Of course it’s a man’s flavor. Ice did not say anything, just with a kind of puzzled look at me. I felt particularly uncomfortable in my heart. There was no mood to rehearse. Rehearsal once I announced the end.
After I left the main control room, the more I thought about it, I couldn’t keep a shadow in Ice’s heart. I should talk to Xiao Hui. Because Xiaohui and Ice have the best relationship, they have something to say to each other. When I went back to the engineering department, Ice was also there (There are three offices in the engineering department. Ice and I are not in the same room) I said to Xiaohui: last night almost did not drink to death! Xiao Hui asked: and who drank ah? I said and my classmates ah, yesterday classmates birthday, a lot of people. We are all old buddies, drinking is a fight. I don’t know who also put the perfume to hit, I hate the perfume smell, especially drink so much wine, all give me smoked vomit. I don’t have any energy today. Hear me finish, Xiaohui said: I said it, how do you think so on you, I thought you used perfume it. I said: almost. Use a bottle of it! After saying that the room all laughed. Ice also laughed!
Time was spent working and rehearsing, and the love for Ice grew. It felt like so much was missing when I didn’t see her for a while. I know I have fallen deeply into it. This period of time was also very uneventful, repeating the life of two points and one line, going to work – coming home!
The day of the spring tour finally arrived, the company chose Jilin City in Jilin Province as the place for the spring tour. 8:00 a.m. on May 27th, all the staff had already gathered in the company. The company hired a luxury bus, the leaders have been sitting in their own special car to go first, we staff have to take the bus. I was the last one to go up, because I had to explain all the matters of the project before I left. So when I got on the bus, all the seats were already full. I could only walk backward to see if there were any empty seats, and there were already some colleagues sitting on the aisle on the plastic stools added later. Walked to the end of the time I saw ice sitting in the last row, and next to no one, there is an empty seat, I hurriedly walked over to see ice next to the seat on her bag, which is the most common practice of that kind of seat occupation, ice look at my past, the bag picked up, said to me ∶ sit here it! Do not need her to say, I sat over. People on all after the car started.
I turned my head, said to ice: this position is not for the occupation of ah? At this time the ice face out the window is very leisurely look, listening to me finish, turned his head with the kind of look at the eyes of fools glared at me and said: you are not a fool ah? If not a fool how would ask such a stupid question? A sentence to me is dumbfounded, can not say anything! Ice today wore a set of white sports casual wear, sneakers are also white, especially beautiful. Ice look I have been in a large number of her, white me a glance, slightly angry said: you want to see what ah? I blurted out: I want to see too many things, but unfortunately are covered! Ice pretending to be angry pinched me, I blocked with my hand, a hold of her hand, until today I do not have tomorrow day how my guts will be so big! After holding her hand, I did not let go, and ice did not break free, let me hold. In this way, I held ice’s hand for a long time, each other did not speak, the feeling is like an atomic bomb exploded in the heart, excited blood acceleration, but also like a spring into the heart, very serene, but also very far-reaching, full of happy feelings ~ ~ ~ ~ quietly just want to hold ice’s hand like this for the rest of his life!
Each other silent, are immersed in this wonderful happiness. After a long time, ice suddenly said: “I want to drink water” I wondered to ice said: “then you drink it” ice shyly said: “you hold my hand, how can I drink ah?” I let go of her hand and said with a bad smile: “When did you put your hand in my hand?” Ice hit me and said: “You bad boy.” I feel the tenderness of the wonderful ……
By now the car was traveling above the highway, and some of the people in the car were playing poker or taking naps, while Ice and I were whispering in hushed tones.
Ice said to me, “Why are your eyes always so sad? Tell me about your experience!” I shrugged my shoulders and said: “What is not melancholy, are you reading too many romance novels? A little obsessed, right?”
Ice said insistently, “Don’t try to hide yourself, your eyes already say a lot.”
I looked at Ice with a wide-eyed kozo and said, “Then look at my kozo and see if you can tell what I’m going through.”
Ice looked at me and whispered, “You’re a pervert.”
After saying that we looked at each other and laughed, but did not dare to laugh too loudly, that kind of situation, that kind of feeling is really wonderful! It was like the scent of gardenias blooming, very sweet!
Ice did not give up on my inquiry, and what can I say? Not have any untold past, just experience too much, in the world of reincarnation left just full of wounds and a stomach of discord appropriate. It’s not that I have any reservations, but I really don’t want to talk about the past. I changed the topic, said to ice: “or talk about your experience.”
Ice smiled mischievously and said, “You can see it through my eye kozo too.”
I laughed and said, “Your eyes are no better than mine. You’d better talk.”
Ice was silent for a while and said, “My life is simple, and there’s not much to say ah.”
I said, “Then tell me the story of you and your husband.”
Ice’s face showed a helpless and sad expression and said, “Maybe you can’t even believe that even though I’ve been married for more than two years, I haven’t even spent more than half a year with him. He is very busy, and can not come back a few times a month.”
I said to Ice, “So do you usually live alone?”
Ice helplessly nodded his head and said: “I’m alone, at the beginning of the night alone in the particularly afraid, but after a long time to get used to it.”
I naturally held Ice’s hand and said heartily, “I really feel for you.”
Ice looked at me for a long time with that very complicated look and wasn’t saying anything.
I held Ice’s hand hard, terrified that she was going to run away from me. On top of the endless love for Ice in my heart, I added a sad pity.
A woman, no matter how rich the material life. But the most important thing is the inner fulfillment. What kind of material can’t fill the inner emptiness. I think I should do something for ice, maybe my efforts are futile deeds, maybe what I am chasing is also just a drifting emptiness ……
I am like this, has been holding ice’s hand, ice’s body also gradually snuggle in my shoulder, because the car is the company’s colleagues, so the head is not dare to lean on me. I can only feel the force of her body on my shoulders, posture or normal car posture. This is also a kind of comfort to me, after all, ice has already had a reaction. (This reaction is not a sexual reaction, but a reaction to this emotion,)
The trip was long and the car drove smoothly on the highway. Ice snuggled in my shoulder body also gradually strengthened, sleeping in the cozy! Looking at her sleeping face, the heart of a kind of pity, my hand involuntarily placed on her lovely quiet face, gently caressing, feeling that I am her closest and nearest people, this pity without a trace of distraction. My hand felt the smoothness of her face, and her slight breathing. The journey is boring, and my heart at this time, has been occupied by happiness, but I hope that this road has no end, so has been traveling down ……
In the car into the Jilin, ice woke up, see her body snuggled in my arms (because she sleeps, the body of the natural slide, so I can only hold her, do not want to wake her), red face again appeared shy expression, very moving! Ice complained and looked at me and said: “I slept for a long time, right? Why don’t you wake me up?” I moved a stiff and numb arm said: “See you sleep very well, let you sleep a little more. These days have you tired.” Ice laughed a little, did not say anything, in her smile, I can feel that she is now very happy.
Our itinerary was: after arriving in Jilin, we first went to Fengmang, and then to Songhua Lake to play, we arrived in Jilin at less than 1:00 pm. At noon in the Songhua Lake to eat whole fish feast, the afternoon in the Songhua Lake to play, the night in the lake on the island of five tigers to stay, after dinner there is a bonfire party. （After dinner, there is a bonfire party (the one I mentioned above, where you have to perform a show). The next day, we go back to the city at noon, play in the city for three days, and then return. This is an introduction to the tour as I see it.
After arriving in Fengmeng, we first visited the hydroelectric power station, and by this time Ice would not be able to get too close to me. Ice and Xiaohui were together, and I was with my male colleagues. After visiting the hydroelectric power station, we took a boat to the Tigerless Island, the boat is very large, on the boat to engage in a treasure hunt activities. Oh, it was quite interesting. Because there are a lot of people, I am not too close to the ice. At 6:00 p.m. we arrived at Wuhu Island. When we arrived, we arranged the rooms and went around and waited for the dinner. Happily, Ice’s room and mine were right across the hall from each other.
Since dinner was scheduled late, we settled in and went around in twos and threes. The place we stayed was the only hotel on the island, and it was very nice, with three floors, a restaurant and recreation room on the first floor, and guest rooms on the second and third floors. Ice and I stayed on the third floor. This island is in the center of the lake, surrounded by water on all sides, there are mountains and pavilions on the island, the mountains are very large and high. After settling down, the sky has gradually turned dark, which I accompanied the old boss in the first floor of the pavilion chatting, this is the phone rang, a look at the number is Xiaohui’s, the original is ice and she wants to go around, the two girls a little bit afraid, so they look for me to accompany them. Phone conversation when the old boss is next to me, look at me after listening to the phone, the old boss said to me: “go back to do a flower protector, take good care of them, safety first.” I pretended to do calmly go to find ice and Xiaohui, see them after the ice showed some shyness, Xiaohui said: “This can be hard for you, accompany us to climb the mountain.” I heard to climb the mountain heart some reluctance to go, because my body type is relatively fat, climbing the mountain for me is a challenge, see the ice that look forward to the eyes, I said: “I can serve for the beauty of my honor, not to mention the two beauties it!” Xiaohui laughed and said: “Just your sweet mouth.”
I said jokingly, “Do you want to try it?” After I said that, I regretted a little. I snuck a glance at Ice, who had no expression on her face. I knew she was a bit angry. Men and women are the same, although not their own, as long as the intimate, there will be a kind of possession of the idea, do not like to see with other people’s intimacy.
Xiaohui said: “less stinking beautiful, quickly go, a moment will be dark.” I didn’t say anything. The three of us started up the mountain.
The hill wasn’t very steep at first, but the higher you go is the steeper it gets. So I can only show my manly demeanor, one hand holding one. Feel myself really some great, at least with two beautiful women so close contact, the heart does not have a trace of distraction, perhaps I have a deep love for ice.
Climbed to the mountain, have been tired and panting, there is a pavilion at the top of the mountain, we sat down there. At this time, other colleagues also climbed up, all gathered to this pavilion, talking about the feelings of climbing the mountain. Ice and I did not participate in the conversation, just occasionally sneak a glance at each other with the eyes, and then hastily avert their eyes. This sneaky feeling was very exciting. I think Ice also felt the excitement, and from time to time a red color appeared on her face.
After resting for a while, other colleagues are going back one after another, Xiaohui also proposed to go, ice said she was very tired, want to rest for a while. I have always remained silent, Xiaohui looked at the ice a glance, and turned his head to look at me a glance, to me ambiguous smile, this smile gives me the creeps, I pretended not to see, deliberately enjoy the scenery of the mountaintop. Xiao Hui said to Ice: “Then you are resting for a while, let Yu Han accompany you here, I will go back with them first.” Ice nodded. As my colleagues left, I also walked out of the pavilion, and turned around to see if they had really gone back, and didn’t see any silhouettes of people going up the mountain, and then I returned to the pavilion.
Ice see me back, said to me: “always do not exercise really bad, climbed a mountain for a while, leg pain can not stand.”
As soon as I heard this, I immediately got energized and said to Ice: “Your legs hurt, right? I help you rub it.”
Ice’s face reddened and she shyly said to me, “Just trying to take advantage of it.”
I laughed and said, “Don’t accuse a good person, but I’m trying to minimize the pain for you.”
Since it was just the two of us and we were at the top of a mountain, Ice had cheered up a lot and said to me with a smile, “What a way to make excuses for yourself.”
I walked over to her and squatted down, table lifting her legs with my hands and placing them on the stone chair as I said, “You didn’t always think of me as this kind of person, did you.”
Ice said with a mischievous smile, “Who told you to be so dishonest with your eyes.”
I immediately remembered the beautiful scenery of the day, I said excitedly: “not only eyes are not honest, and now the hands are not honest,” I said while gently rubbing her calves with my hands.
Ice exclaimed, “Be gentle, it hurts.”
I said as I rubbed it, “Not gently, now you have to be a little more vigorous, or else you won’t be able to sleep at night because of the pain.”
Ice wasn’t talking as I rubbed her calves and the stomach of her legs with great care, and as my hands moved, Ice looked at me with a somewhat forlorn look in her eyes.
I was hesitant and struggled internally, and as much as I wanted to move my hand upwards, there were always many concerns ……
After struggling internally for a long time, I finally didn’t resist the temptation. My hand slowly moved up Ice’s calf, I pretended to be natural, moving upwards while massaging with my fingers. My hand has crossed the ice’s knee, ice also felt, blushing, but did not stop me, looking at her blushing face, it feels like in the encouragement of me, the nervousness of the heart gradually retreat, when my hand touched the root of the thigh, ice pressed my hand, at this time the distance between the two of us is very close, the upper body has been next to each other, ice embraced me, I also retracted the hand placed in her legs, the same embrace the Ice hugged me, I also retracted my hand on her leg and hugged ice in the same way. We hugged each other like this, feeling each other’s heartbeat. Ice with a whimpering voice said to me: “We are playing with fire.” Said tears flowed down, flowed on my face, I felt the wetness of tears and the bitterness contained within. I hugged her hard. Ice continued, “Why is this happening? Why is it like this? Why can’t I refuse you? Why is it that every time you make bad to me, I will not be angry, but will have a kind of expectation?” I did not answer her those why, I loosened the hold on her hands, so that we face to face, her hands still hold me, I watched her eyes kozo, she also watched me, I to her lips, head slowly lowered, very slowly, I do, is to give her time to think, whether to accept or reject. She didn’t refuse, finally our lips connected, and in the moment of contact, I felt a shiver run through Ice’s body, maybe it was nervousness, maybe it was excitement, I don’t know.
This kiss didn’t have that kind of wild stormy excitement, when our lips touched together, it was just that no movement sticking. Slowly, my tongue explored, Ice hesitated but accepted, she opened her mouth slightly, my tongue entered her mouth, gently stirring, her tongue responded to me. My hands wrapped around Ice’s waist, while Ice’s hands wrapped around my neck. Our tongues, back and forth in each other’s mouths, we kissed for a long, long time, both melting in the wonderful kiss, this feeling is very strange, no desire, very calm, kind of like the feeling of the first kiss. Well, it was the feeling of the first kiss.
The kiss didn’t end until we were both breathing hard. Ice snuggled into me and buried her head deep in my arms.
I looked deeply at Ice and asked, “Do you regret it?”
Ice with a small fist gently knocked my chest, petulant said: “the worst you, get cheap, but also bully me.”
I cried out in vain: “I would dare to bully you ah, love you still pain over it!” After saying that, I kissed Bing on the face again.
I said to Ice, “This natural feeling is so good, and my heart leaps with the same emotion as a child’s.”
Ice hugged me hard and said, “I feel the same way. Otherwise, how can you not know how to reject it.”
I smiled badly and asked Ice, “Do you believe in feelings?”
Ice nodded and said: “I believe it.” Said and hit me and then said: “If you do not believe in the feeling, if not in the feeling of the influence, I can and you like this?”
I pretended not to understand and asked, “What about me? Why don’t I understand?”
Hearing me say that, Ice said angrily, “You’re the worst.”
I lowered my head and tenderly kissed Ice’s hair, ears, and neck. Under my kisses, Ice moved a bit and moaned in a low voice. I was also very excited, and my hands on Ice’s waist began to be unsteady. Gradually touched ice’s buttocks, ice shyly look at me, did not oppose my action. I think both are adults, and both are very sensual, since it breaks the middle of the diaphragm, there is nothing to worry about.
Ice’s buttocks are very plump, soft in elasticity, feel very good, I guess her breasts must also be good. Ice’s body twisted back and forth in my arms, and took the initiative to kiss my mouth, this kiss was crazy, Ice was very active, my hands were touching her buttocks while going towards her breasts, because it was a mutual face-to-face kiss and embrace, so it was difficult to try to touch the breasts, because each other’s bodies leaned against each other very tightly, when our lips parted, I took hold of Ice’s breasts in one go, just like in my fantasies, it was very big, and also very elastic. Although it was through the clothes, I could feel the plumpness and firmness just the same.
There’s no need to describe my caressing of Ice too much, it’s just limited to groping of breasts and ass movements. I don’t know how long it took, but Kei called to urge us to go back as it was time for dinner. And so, in a very reluctant mood, we left the summit.
When I got back, the table was all set, and Kei was looking at me with a scrutinizing enemy look that made me feel a little weak. Ice pulled away from Kei, muttering in a low voice as she walked away, unfortunately not hearing what they were talking about.
After some washing up, the personnel all came to the dining room one by one, the dinner was very lively, and since there was going to be an event after the dinner, everyone was in a very high mood and toasted each other. Since my mood was still in the excitement of going to the top, I drank a lot of wine and drifted a bit. It was a good feeling to be half-drunk and half-awake. Everyone unanimously praised me for “drinking well and developing.”
Ice also drank some wine, perhaps she is also like me, still immersed in the wonderful. After the wine ice more radiant, red face, hung with a faint smile, hands and feet between the quiet and elegant. Looking at the beauty of ice, the heart remembered a sentence: “Your eternal beauty is my pride. Beauty, is love in the heart!”
After dinner, the people in charge of the bonfire event got busy, in the back of the guesthouse, and started building the set. Idle people like me were sighing the beauty of life through the wine. I don’t like crowds, and I always experience my loneliness in the midst of a lively crowd. Sitting alone in a dark corner, looking at the neon colors, looking at the figure of ice, a kind of helpless loneliness filled the heart!
Time pushed the night to deepen, and I don’t know how long I sat alone, Xiao Hui ran over to call me, saying that the party was about to start, and everyone was looking for me. I followed Xiaohui to the back of the hotel. At this time the bonfire has been lit, colorful lights surrounded by sound have been arranged, tables and chairs are neatly placed, the personnel have also arrived. I found the actors of the skit together, and instructed the performance process should pay attention to matters and so on. Then I specifically instructed Bing to pay attention to the dumpling of the lines during the performance, so that there would be no breaks in the air. After finishing with them, I casually found a back row seat and sat down.
Immediately after the party started, it was very lively, and the programs performed by each department were extremely exciting. Everyone was very excited, and there was a lot of cheering. Our department’s program was performed in the middle time slot. We were a bit nervous at the beginning, but as the play unfolded, we quickly got into the mood and performed successfully! The show was a great success! It pushed the atmosphere to the top and became the climax of the evening. Ice deserves a lot of credit for pushing the continuity of the skit. I was delighted by the success of their performance. I didn’t expect that at the end of the skit, Ice suddenly said: “Our skit can be successfully performed and recognized by everyone, all thanks to the hard work of our scriptwriter and director, Jiang Yuhan. On behalf of all the actors in our skit, I would like to express my gratitude to him.” After saying that, they collectively thanked the curtain. It triggered another round of applause.
The evening sun has been covered up by the evening curtain of the night, reflecting the endless darkness of the earth, and the dim light is filled with warmth. The light changes its coloring, reflecting on the faces of all happy people, and becomes laughter.
The unforgettable bonfire party ended with laughter. The excitement and passion in our hearts could not be dispersed even after the song was over. I think this should be a sleepless night. Walking to the gazebo in the courtyard, the evening breeze blew gently, so comfortable that I wanted to moan. At this time Ice also came with me to the pavilion, sat down and no one said anything. Just quietly experience the tranquility of this time, the tranquility of the scenery, the tranquility of the heart! Away from the hustle and bustle of the city, to this green water love mountains, picturesque place, quiet night, beauty company, no distractions in the heart flow of happiness and warmth! I think life to this point, what regret?
I raised my head, looking at the dark night sky twinkling stars, eyes full of fog! I said to Ice with a self-talking demeanor: “Everyone walks a different path and pursues a different ideal, but the ultimate goal is the same. That is, all want to pursue their own happiness.” I turned my head, looked into Ice’s eyes, and said in a deep and slow voice, “What is happiness?”
Ice also looked at my eyes kozo, ice eyes full of infinite tenderness said: “Sometimes really feel so stupid, never seriously think about what is happy, feel their life is happy.” Ice paused for a moment and continued: “At this moment, I finally understand that the experience of tranquility in the touch, is the real happiness.”
I nodded my head in agreement, and then said, “After passion comes peace.”
At this time, the breeze brought gusts of lilac tree flowers, make the body more comfortable! I said fondly to the ice: “No matter what we will do in the future, but at this moment you belong to me.”
Hearing me out, Ice jumped into my arms and shed another tear.
I caressed Ice’s hair and wanted to say something, but my excited heart was as heavy as a boulder and I couldn’t say anything.
When each other gradually calm down, looking at ice covered with tears love, my heart can not help but a burst of pain! I said to the ice: “After such a long time, we two have never had a good talk. Although we are uncontrolled by the emotional impact, but I hope we can be rational, because I do not want you to get hurt.”
Ice was silent, not speaking!
I gently patted Ice’s back and said, “Come on, let’s talk!”
Ice slowly released his hold on me and we sat back down with each other.
I said to Ice, “Maybe you don’t understand my feelings and my heart. I am absolutely serious about you. I don’t know what I can say to make you understand.”
Ice nodded and said, “I understand.”
I continued, “I’m an emotionally retarded person. For many years I have been searching, searching to the extent that I have given up, but met you. You don’t know how shocked I was when I first saw you! Later, through my contact with you, I knew that I had fallen deeply in love with you.”
Ice somewhat touched said: “From the way you look at me, you can already tell. At that time I was really nervous and scared, I do not know what to do to make each other better, my heart is also full of contradictions. I am a woman, I can not afford to lose!”
I looked at Ice without understanding and said, “Why the contradiction?”
Ice hesitated and said, “If I hadn’t read your eyes, if I hadn’t felt anything for you at all, then, at least I would be better off now.”
I gripped ice’s hand hard, ice continued: “The occasional sadness and melancholy in your eyes, my heart trembles every time I look at it.” Ice smiled and said: “The most important thing is that you look at my eyes are very hot, let me melt!”
I was thrilled to hear Ice say all that, and my hands were shaking a little with excitement.
I said excitedly, “I really didn’t expect you to be able to read me, you really know me.”
Ice’s expression became sad, silent for a while and said: “Unfortunately, we met too late. Regardless of whether my life is happy or not in the past two years of marriage, after all, I have been married. To the family, to the husband should have a sincere attitude. Before I met you, my life was very calm, never had any distractions in my mind, only thought of my husband who was always away from home, never thought of any man other than my husband. It was boring, but there was a kind of openness.”
Ice took a deep breath and then said: “But after I met you, my heart started to be out of control. Maybe I’m not really a good woman.”
I quietly listened to Ice finish these, my heart did not know what feeling, sour feeling took up most of it. After listening to Ice’s inner speech, it made me understand Ice on a deeper level.
I asked tentatively, “Have you thought about the future?”
Ice shook his head helplessly and said, “I don’t know, I don’t even dare to think about it.”
I said to Ice, “Then can you leave him?”
Ice was silent for a long, long time, the sadness on his face intensifying.
Finally, he shook his head, then said, “Marriage is not child’s play, I can’t afford to lose.”
I don’t know what Ice means when he says he can’t afford to lose, is it a lack of confidence in me? Or was it that I couldn’t compete with his husband. My heart couldn’t help but sink.
I continued to ask Ice, “So what are we?”
Ice’s expression complicated with conflict and pain. I suddenly felt her inner struggle.
Slowly Ice said, “I’m sorry. Maybe my inability to resist you is the biggest harm to us.”
I said in a low voice, “Do you love me then?”
Ice’s face suddenly flushed, the flush of fury.
Ice said angrily: “If it wasn’t because I was in love with you, would I be like this with you? Who do you think I am? What do you take yourself for?”
I took Ice in my arms and kissed her on the mouth and said, “I’m sorry, I said the wrong thing.”
Ice leaned her head against my chest in a soft manner!
I wasn’t saying anything. Silence again with each other ~~~~
I thought a lot in the silence, and the sinking mood gradually subsided, replaced by an indescribable sadness.
I said to the ice: “My understanding of love is this: if you love someone sincerely, the biggest wish is to hope that their loved ones can live happily ever after! If your loved one can be happy, then you can also be happy! I love you with all my heart, so I don’t want to see you suffer a single harm. As long as you are happy, I am happy!”
Ice hugged me and cried once again!
It was late at night and the spring breeze still lingered in the whimpering branches of the trees. In two hours it will be dawn. At this moment many people are wandering in the dream world of lingering. Ice and I, on the other hand, have no desire to sleep because of our grief. The gazebo may have gotten cold because of the heaviness of our mood. Looking at the ice shivering body, I helped her up, said to her: “The night has become cold, go back to rest.” Ice stubbornly twisted her body to indicate that she refused to go back.
I said to Ice, “I’m no gentleman, but there are some things that can’t cross the line.”
Ice looked up at me confused.
I continued, “As much as I want you, I don’t just want your body. I want to have all of you. If you could leave him, I would marry you. I you know you can’t leave him. That’s why I can’t hurt you!”
I paused for a moment to adjust my tone and continued, “In the past, you were able to be frank because you were blameless. If we really happened something, and you can not leave him, then you can still be frank?”
Ice looked at me in surprise, maybe she didn’t expect me to say that.
Maybe I don’t know why I’m saying this. I’m not an innocent person, and the lust is perhaps stronger than anyone else’s! So I am amazed by myself. Maybe this is true love! I don’t understand some of this, but what I have in mind is that I don’t want to bring bumps in the road later in Ice’s life because of my desires. And I knew deep down that Ice couldn’t resist me. Just as I can not resist this emotion.
Looking at Ice’s surprised expression, I think since things have developed to this point, some words should be said clearly, if in this way with the feeling to continue to develop, then I think we will both brew a cup of bitter wine for themselves. To reach this point, then I’m not in love with ice, but to hurt ice. Hurting because of love, that would be permanently sad. Thinking calmly, I compared with ice’s husband, is indeed heaven and earth. Ice’s in-laws are very powerful, not my boy can be compared to the latter. Although people say that emotion is more important than everything, but in today’s society, there is no material basis for marriage is also difficult. Sentiment may not be enough! To make the loved one happy is to be in love and material life combined!
Put away the busy thoughts, I said to the ice: “no one dare to bet on their own fate, because no one can predict what will happen tomorrow. If love alone is the measure of happiness, then I will bring you the greatest happiness. Unfortunately, life is not that simple. You say you can’t afford to lose. I can understand that! And I can’t afford to lose either, and since neither of us can bear the load of this game, the best thing to do is not to play it!”
Ice looked at me dumbfounded and suddenly swung her hand at my face and slapped me so hard that I was baffled, then Ice let out a hysterical rage at me before turning around and staggering back to her place. With the teardrops rolling down her ears it was understandable that Ice was crying again! I stood there woodenly, feeling that my thoughts had moved away from my body and my mind was blank! I don’t know what I was thinking, maybe nothing, maybe a lot. I don’t understand why Ice reacted so violently. What I said was also recounting the facts, everything was for Ice’s sake, why would she be like this?
In the midst of repeated thoughts, dawn broke! I stood like this all night! Watching my coworkers set off for the restaurant, I also numbly walked towards the restaurant with heavy steps. To be honest, I couldn’t eat anything at all, but this was a group activity, so if I acted differently, I would be suspected by everyone. After I found a table to sit down, I watched as Ice and Xiao Hui walked over together, Ice’s eyes were red and swollen, I think she must have cried for a long time and must have stayed up all night. I think she must have cried for a long time and must not have slept all night. Kei gave me a stern look and then turned her head away. I only forced myself to drink a glass of milk and secretly paid attention to Ice’s side, Ice didn’t eat anything! My heart was inexplicably anxious.
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Personal space Send a short message to add as a friend 2# Large and medium-small Published on 2006-8-30 21∶01 Just look at the author After breakfast, there was a large treasure hunt. It was a simple one, an area on this hill was designated and slips of paper with prizes were hidden in the area, the highest prize was a digital camera and the smallest prize was a heavenly umbrella. While the organizers were setting up, I went to Ice’s room. Knocked on the door a few times, Xiao Hui opened the door and walked out, saw it was me, immediately embodied an angry look, due to the usual relationship get along very well, I also care about her face, I instantly pulled her over, said to Xiao Hui: “Are you taking the wrong drugs? Since the morning you have been on my face, you are Huang Shiren ah you?” Xiaohui shook off my hand, turned back to close the door, and then said to me: “I wish I had taken the wrong medicine. What’s wrong with you? Ice came back and cried all night. You don’t take me for a fool, as if I don’t understand, you play with fire.” At this point I couldn’t care less if anyone else knew or not. What I want to know most right now is the situation of ice. I said to Xiao Hui: “I’ll go in and take a look.”
Megumi stopped me and said, “What happened last night?” Then Xiaohui asked me with that skeptical expression: “Did you bully Bing?” I did not have the good sense to say: “I also want to bully you! You give me to watch out for anyone over, I’ll go in and take a look.” Xiaohui also angry said: “the whole floor is no one, all the people are going down to prepare for the treasure hunt, still let me give you watch? You don’t have to be so pretty.”
I wasn’t bothering Kei and pushed the door into Ice’s room. Ice was lying on her bed, not moving a muscle. I walked over to her and sat on the edge of her bed, my hand was placed on Ice’s shoulder, Ice still didn’t move a bit! I picked her up hard and exposed her face, which was even more red and swollen because of the pillow that was pressed against her eyes while she was lying on the bed. Despite turning her body upside down and exposing her face, Ice’s eyes were still closed. I hold her silent for a while, I put my mouth on the ice ear, while gently blowing air into her ear and said to her: “closed eyes will become a panda! You’re becoming a national treasure!” Ice can not resist the itch of the ear, wriggling body, with a hand on my back beat, eyes are not open. I suddenly kissed Ice on the mouth, and at first she tried to push me away with her hands, but I held her so tightly that after a few pushes, I knew I couldn’t push and gave up. But she closed her mouth so tightly that my tongue couldn’t break through this defense of hers. My hands against her armpits then scratched the itch, there is no way, can only open the mouth, so that it can be used to breathe. In this way, my tongue also smoothly into her mouth, with my tongue stirring, ice also gradually have a reaction, breathing also a little rapid. Continued for a period of French-style passionate kiss, my head lifted up, my mouth also left her lips, at this time Ice’s eyes also opened.
I laughed and said, “You don’t even open it, do you?”
Ice hit me with her hand, saying as she did so, “You badass …… you badass ……”
I know that last night’s storm has dissipated with Ice’s words. But I still don’t understand why Ice lost his temper so much. I thought carefully, I did not say anything wrong ah! Unable to hold back the questions in my mind, I asked Ice, “What was wrong with you last night? Like crazy?”
Ice said quietly, “Maybe I really am going crazy.”
I asked in disbelief, “Why? Don’t scare me, okay?”
Ice and some excited said: “You still have the nerve to say it! Always say some grandiose words, show that you are great? You keep saying that everything is for me! When you are bad to me, it is for me, when you say those cruel words to me, it is also for me. But have you ever really thought about me?”
Looking at ice excited expression, make me more confused, I do not understand asked: “I said what desperate words? Is not all this I am not for you? If I don’t think about you, I can be so aggrieved?”
Ice looked at me and said, “Are you very aggrieved?” And then eyelids flipped strange said: “all how aggrieved ah?”
Ice’s expression really made me laugh and cry, stubborn with a touch of mischief, very cute!
Ice, realizing that I was gazing at her without saying anything, tugged on my sleeve with her hand and said, “You haven’t answered me yet?”
I smiled and said: “Men in the relationship, basically are more desire than love, in the critical moment is difficult to control the impulse or emotional outbreak! And I for you, but love is greater than desire.”
Ice thought about it and said to me, “So did you get it under control?”
With a wicked grin, I reached over and gave Ice’s breasts a squeeze and said, “So what do you say?”
Then laughed heartily!
Ice reached out and gave me a token smack and laughed along with me!
After laughing with each other for a while, Ice said: “In fact, I understand what you said, and I also know that you are for me, but have you ever thought that as a woman, a woman with a family, against the double pressure of morality and ethics, regardless of the consequences of rushing away from the boundaries of the mind, this is a kind of force prompted by what?”
Ice paused for the following, reached out and caressed the left side of my injured face and continued: “Last night, I said I couldn’t afford to lose the meaning of you think wrong, that has nothing to do with the material at all! I am not a vain woman. So you said that to me, I am really very sad, but also very angry!”
I didn’t say anything, just enjoyed the gentle touch of Ice’s hand on my face!
Ice asked gently, “Does it still hurt?”
I pretended to be aggravated and said, “It hurts.”
Ice tilted her head up and kissed me on the cheek and said, “What about this time?”
I said, mesmerized, “Yeah, it’s better, but it still hurts.”
When I finished I brought my face to Ice’s mouth.
Ice flicked my head with her finger and said, “Bad egg, still want to make bad, huh?”
These words immediately drew me into intense action, and my hands and mouth went on the offensive against Ice. First, Ice’s small mouth was covered by my horny mouth, and my tongue slid into Ice’s mouth smoothly. My hand also quickly reached inside Ice’s shirt and quickly grasped her softness. When Ice didn’t react, both important parts of her body had already fallen into my grasp. Ice struggled a few times, but under the stirring of my tongue, and the touching and squeezing of my hands, Ice’s body gradually softened and accepted my movements. My hand, shuttling back and forth between the two peaks, Ice’s breathing became ragged, as the force of my hand on Ice’s breasts increased, Ice finally moaned out!
At this time I have mixed feelings, there is a kind of joy of possession, and the desire to possess, I think the most is still excited and thrilled! I wanted to be shallow, but in such an atmosphere, I really didn’t want to stop.
My hands also began to probe towards the waist of Ice’s pants. Since Ice was wearing athleisure pants without a waistband, it was easy for my hand to reach in! When my hand touched her smooth, delicate and very flat belly, I really didn’t know how to describe the feeling. Comfortable beyond words!
My hand lingered on the small of Ice’s back for a long time, enjoying the smooth softness!
My hand slowly slid down and my fingers touched the silky grass.
When I was delirious, the door of the room rang, Ice and I immediately separated, Xiaohui walked in and said, “The treasure hunt has begun, aren’t you going?”
If eyes can kill, then I think Kei has already died n times in my eyes! My heart has already greeted all her relatives.
Kei’s sudden entry brought Ice nervousness and shyness. Ice said to Kei with some embarrassment, “Let’s go have some fun then.”
Kei said, “Then I’ll go downstairs first, so hurry up.”
After saying that, he went out. Ice and I looked at each other, both a little embarrassed.
Ice said to me, “Since we’ve come to a different place, we should cherish this short time together, no matter what happens to us when we go back, but these days we belong to each other.”
Listening to Ice say this, my mind was enlightened. Worries and hesitations were swept away. Yes! Since the ice have said out of the heart, as a man, still pretending what? Regardless of what will happen in the future, I really have had for ice’s happiness had extreme control of themselves. As long as there is this point, I can rise to the name of man!
I think two people love each other, why love so hard? If this love is destined to have no ending, then is it more important to cherish the days together? I don’t want the sky to last forever, I just want to once have the boldness, can I really do it?
Thinking about this I was able to let go, I said to Ice: “Let’s go, have a good time for a few days.”
Ice smiled and looked at me with deep meaning, with infinite tenderness in his eyes! At this moment I and the ice really reached the heart, and I also finally understand the actual meaning of the heart. Words have no meaning in front of the lovers, as long as a look, a smile, can be translated into ten thousand kinds of tenderness in each other’s hearts! This feeling is really good!
Ice and I walked out of the room one after another, and when I saw that Kei was still at the door, I asked in surprise, “Didn’t you go downstairs?”
Xiaohui said to me with that damned look of a fool again: “I am really convinced that you, to help you to this extent, you still do not understand?”
I asked in confusion, “Help me? Help me with what?”
Xiao Hui gave me a blank look and said: “Now all the people are downstairs, you and Ice go downstairs like this, what will people think when they see it?”
Realization dawned on me and I gave Kei a grateful look before the three of us walked down the stairs.
When I came downstairs, my colleagues were preparing for the treasure hunt and were guessing where it would be hidden. After a while, the person who hid the treasure came back, told everyone the area where the treasure would be hidden, and announced the start of the activity! I walked up the hill with Ice and Xiaohui.
When we were going up the mountain, Kei said to me, “Don’t follow us all the time! There is a time for you and Ice to be alone.”
Ice was a little embarrassed and said to Kei, “What are you talking about?”
Xiaohui smiled and said to Ice: “Look at your face is red, why are you nervous?”
Ice touched his face and said, “I have that!”
Thinking that I shouldn’t always be with them, I said to them, “Alright then! You two be careful when you go up the mountain.”
Ice whispered to me, “You have to be careful too.”
I nodded and gave each other a deep look.
After watching Bing and Xiao Hui go up the mountain, I sat down on is bench at the foot of the mountain. These days especially tired, especially last night night night did not sleep, no spirit at all, simply not interested in finding what treasure. At this time, my colleague Xiao Liu came over, saw me sitting here and said: “Brother Jiang, why didn’t you go up the mountain ah?”
I said to Xiao Liu: “Too tired and unlucky to go treasure hunting and won’t find anything.”
Xiao Liu heard me say so on the smile up, said: “Let’s go, no matter whether he can find it, expensive in the participation.”
I couldn’t bear to reject his good intentions, so I stood up and said, “Alright! Then let’s take part in it.” Then we went up the mountain.
There was no hope at all for the treasure hunt, so when he was on the mountain, he was just casually wandering around! From time to time, the excited shouts of colleagues who had found the prizes came to my ears. The prizes of all levels appeared one after another, and finally the first prize was found by Shan Shan of the design department. I thought it was about time to go downhill! I didn’t realize that on the way down, I suddenly saw a small paper ball on a thick pine tree branch, which was not easy to find, and I wouldn’t have found it if I hadn’t been going down from the top. I took it down and opened it, it read: “Prize Christian Dior perfume and skin care products.” Seriously, I was really happy for the unexpected reward!
When I got back, I took a shower and then lay down on the bed to rest. My coworkers in the same room had long since gone off to work their asses off to build the Great Wall. After the treasure hunt was over, it was free time because this island is very big. The scenery was very pleasant, so free time was arranged. Lying on the bed, I thought about what had happened since I met Ice. When I saw the perfume and skin care products on the table, I thought I should give them to Ice, even though I didn’t spend money to buy them, but they were my lucky gains, and while I gave them to her, I also hoped to bring this good luck for her as well. I got up and dressed, picked up the items and went out, I opened the door, ice is standing in my door, just about to knock on the look, see the door suddenly opened, some shocked expression. I said to Ice: “I was looking for you.”
Ice recovered somewhat and said, “I was looking for you too.”
I smiled and said, “Come in then.”
At this time in the corridor from time to time people walked back and forth, ice some hesitation said: “not into the, send you a thing.” Said it took out a box. I took a look at is: fly Lippu luxury razor.
I said to Ice: “I have something for you too.” I handed over the item in my hand, and Ice looked at it with a leap of faith, I think she must have liked it a lot!
Ice said to me joyfully, “Thank you so much, I love it!”
After saying that, he looked around and then quickly kissed me on the face, and after doing so, he turned around and ran back to his room. I touched my kissed face and felt the fragrance that still remained. My heart was already drunk!
After returning to the room, the excitement could not be calmed for a long time. As if full of sweet wine, drunkenness, this feeling is the same as the first love, an inadvertent action can shock the heartstrings, some small things can also sway the heart of the joy and sadness. I am often lost, and often inexplicably happy. It’s a great feeling to be in love!
At two o’clock in the afternoon to eat, after the meal to rest a little to be ready to leave the five tiger island. At four o’clock in the afternoon, pick us up to leave the boat is here, I help ice with things, and Xiaohui three first on the boat. I would like to enjoy the surrounding scenery with ice, but colleagues are pulling me to play poker, so, in poker spent the journey on the lake.
After coming to the city, we settled in the Misty Hotel. Dinner is eaten very early, six o’clock dinner, because many colleagues want to enjoy the night scenery of Jilin. After dinner, back to the room to organize things, with ice gave me a razor shave, when the razor slides across the face, there is a kind of lover caressing feeling, very pleasant! After finishing the organization, I went out, because I had an appointment with Ice, to go out for a walk. When I arrived at the entrance of the hotel, Ice was already standing there waiting for me. Because I was afraid of being seen by my colleagues, we didn’t say anything and walked towards the river highway one after the other. It was almost 7 o’clock when we arrived at the river highway. Jilin City in recent years, urban planning is very strong, green coverage has reached a certain level. Especially in recent years, the construction of the highway along the river has become the most beautiful scenery in Jilin. Walking to the riverside square in front of the municipal government, the sun is slowly drilling into the sunset, the heart of the Songhua River suddenly sprayed a fountain, the height of the jet reached 150 meters. The water droplets after falling were illuminated like pearls by the afterglow of the setting sun. The scene is extremely spectacular. Also very beautiful. When the sun completely hidden in the darkness later, the fountain stopped. At this time the lights, brilliant lights, Ice and I in this colorful light, strolling in the beautiful Songhua River. The evening wind blew gently, Ice’s hair with the wind and move, in the light of the reflection of the bright and beautiful. We held hands, while enjoying the beautiful night scenery, while pouring out each other’s inner feelings. This kind of warm feeling has never existed before. I really want to hold Bing’s hand forever and walk through life. At this time the heart of the mind remembered a thousand-year-old famous saying: “hold hands with your son, with your son to grow old”.
By the time we got back to the hotel it was after 11:00, and Ice and I were both a little reluctant to part, so we sat down in the lobby for a cup of tea! I knew that there was a longing inside me, a longing to possess Ice! Even though I have been suppressing this longing, it was particularly strong tonight. Ice may have read my mind, and there was a faint blush on her face. Since it was really late, I had to go upstairs. Ice was staying on the sixth floor and I was on the seventh. To the elevator to go, I asked ice: “you still and Xiaohui in a room?” Ice nodded and said: “Yes, still with Xiaohui, you?” I replied: “I live with the CFO, his family is from Jilin City, went home tonight, I’m alone.” Perhaps the speaker did not mean it, but the listener did. Ice’s face reddened again, and whispered : “What are you …… doing talking to me about this?” I immediately excited up, I did not say anything, just with blazing eyes looking at ice. At this time we have entered the elevator, I pressed the button for the seventh floor, ice did not go to press the sixth floor. Just kept her head down, looking nervous and tender.
The elevator soon reached the seventh floor, I walked out, ice is still standing in the elevator, I reached out and pulled ice asked: “Why not come out?” Ice said with some surprise: “How do I come up with you?”
I said, “You didn’t push the button on the sixth floor, so you’re not coming up with me?”
I pulled Ice towards my room, Ice was a little nervous and hesitant, I comforted her by saying, “One room with Kei, it’s okay if we don’t go back, she knows about us.”
Ice said uneasily, “That’s not good, is it? After seeing her tomorrow, she will laugh at me, and I will be embarrassed.”
I smiled and said, “Adults understand things.”
Ice looked up at me for a moment and said, “Why are you so bad?”
I smiled and didn’t say anything. Ice followed me to my room as if she had made up her mind. When I went in and closed the door, we were both very nervous. Ice looked cute sitting on the bed and fidgeting! I quickly adjusted their own nervousness, because as a man, must take the initiative a little, I sat down to the side of the ice, reach out to put her arms around, I asked softly: “like it?” Ice nodded.
I took her in my arms and pointed to my heart and said to Ice, “Come on. Listen here! It’s going to explode.”
Ice quietly, very seriously put his head on my heart, listening for a while said: “really fast jump oh.”
I said, “Yes! I’m excited to be with the person I love.”
After we hugged for a while, I said to Ice, “Take a shower first, okay?”
Ice nodded and stood up. I smiled and said, “We’ll wash it together, huh?”
Ice pouted and said: “Think beautiful, no. Why are you getting worse?”
I smiled without insisting. Ice walked into the bathroom and soon there was the sound of water rattling. I walked around the bed with the feeling of dreaming. After a while ice walked out of the bathroom, hair wet, face red, there is a kind of lotus flavor. I walked over, reached out to touch, Ice stopped my hand and said: “Stop it, go wash it.”
I laughed and walked into the bathroom.
In the bathroom, I carefully scrub any part of my body. Because tonight was an important and memorable night. It took a long time to wash and was clean as if I were a baby. When I came out of the bathroom, I saw that Ice was already lying on the bed. I walked to the bed and did not rush up, I lowered my head and gently kissed the ice, and then lay on her side, ice turned around and hugged me, at this time we are separated by a quilt. Ice asked me: “Am I a bad woman?”
I said, “Why are you saying that? Are you feeling pressured?”
Ice shook his head and said, “I won’t regret giving all of myself to you, now that I love and have taken the first step, I’m sure of my heart. I can bear all the price for this.”
After a pause he continued, “I’m just afraid you’ll despise me.”
I lovingly kissed Bing’s forehead and lips and said: “Silly child, how could I? If there is any disaster, let me alone to bear the burden, do not think, and do not say silly things.”
Ice nodded pitifully and then hugged me tightly! I removed the towel from my body and got under the covers naked. When I touched Ice’s skin, I felt her trembling, I embraced her over, my body in full contact, Ice was very shy, not at all like a woman who has been married for two years, to like a virgin. But I know, ice is never intentionally do. It was shyness and excitement in front of a loved one, because I was the same.
After sensing Ice’s nervousness and shyness, I began to take the lead. I think this was our first time, we both gave ourselves to each other. I caressed Ice’s body tenderly, very carefully and patiently, I want to gift Ice a night she can never forget, a night of tenderness, a night of passion!
As I entered Ice’s body, we both moaned loudly and uncontrollably, and in this moment, we merged! I can’t describe this night, and I can’t describe the love we have for each other. After this night I realized that sex without love is so blank and boring. When two people are making love, if they can’t connect with each other, they will never be able to reach the blending of water and milk. Two people in the do, are thinking of letting each other enjoy happiness, all want to let themselves for each other to bring the feeling of comfort, so that the sex is called harmony!
After the passion, we embraced each other, tenderly caressing each other’s bodies, and the gasps of post-passion took over the room. No one said a word, still reveling in the wonderful pleasure just now. I think at this time all the words are superfluous. Through caressing, the body also gradually recovered, after the recovery of the body and triggered a passion.
After a couple of cloudbursts, we cuddled up in sweetness!
The next day when I woke up has more than six o’clock, ice to get up to go back to her room, honestly, I really can’t let go, because lying in bed holding the naked ice, caressing her that soft and smooth body, the feeling is really too wonderful! I touched the ice of the body side of her said: “Do not go back, today is the free time, get up early people have gone out, do not want to go out of the will not get up so early, in said, who will not pay attention to other people’s room things.”
Hearing me say this, ice does not insist on going back. I was happy to roll up, pressed on the body of the ice, the full contact of the body, ice unconsciously moaned, heard her moan, stimulating a certain part of me again hardened, once again into the body of the ice.
Sex with love is always passionate. I do not know how many times, I do not know how long to do, in the body fatigue can not move when, only counted on stopping. After resting for a while, ice pasted on my body and asked me: “comfortable?”
I stroked Ice’s hair and said, “It’s very comfortable, so comfortable that I’m going to be weak. Oh!”
Ice bit my chest and said, “Who made you so bad?”
It’s already 12 o’clock noon when I get up. I finally realized what a tender place is. I wonder if this tender place will be my hero’s grave? Alas, I really think too much, I’m not a fucking hero!
After taking a bath, we went out of the room one after another, Ice had to go back to her room to check on Xiaohui first, and I waited for her in the lobby on the first floor. Not long after the ice down, said Xiaohui is not in the room. I said: “then don’t look for, let’s go out for a stroll!” Ice said: “Well, it can only be so.”
The three days we stayed in the city was the happiest and blissful time in my life with Bing, we both traveled all over the four famous mountains in Jilin, and the downtown area of Jilin has left our footprints of swimming. When the night came, it was the time for us to share the river of love, and every time we made love, we were able to achieve the greatest pleasure. Perhaps this is the benefits of mutual devotion!
In the past few days, it was always the two of us together, and Kei had a problem with that, and while Ice was chatting with the leaders, I had a sincere talk with Kei. Because I’ve always wondered why Xiao Hui wanted to help us. Especially something like this! I asked Xiao Hui in Xiao Hui’s room: “There are many things I don’t understand, can you help me answer?”
Kei said, “What is it? What’s so serious?”
I thought about it and said, “You know all about me and Ice, and I didn’t want to hide it from you per se.”
Kei smiled strangely and said, “Is it because you don’t want to hide it from me, or you didn’t hide it from me?”
I replied, “Maybe both. Why are you helping me?”
Kei said: “When did I help you? Why are you talking me out of my mind?”
I said, “I know what I’m talking about, and I’m very grateful to you anyway!”
Kei was silent for a while and said, “I’m not helping you, I’m helping Ice. And you do not let me hate. I can see that you are serious about ice, ice in the absence of you, rarely have a smile, but after you appeared, ice every day is very happy. Ice and I are best friends, and I’m happy to see her happy. But I’m really worried about you guys in the future!”
Listen to Xiaohui finished these, I really some shock, on the one hand for the ice in the past melancholy heartache, on the other hand for ice and Xiaohui’s friendship and marvel. I said to Xiaohui: “Ice can have such a good friend as you I really feel happy for her! Life can have a confidant, the soul will not be empty.”
Kei glanced at me and said, “Can you not fool me?”
I laughed and said, “I’m being sincere and speaking from the heart!”
Kei said, “Do you have any plans for the future?”
I said helplessly, “If Ice can choose to be with me, I’ll spend my whole life pampering her, taking care of her, and loving her!”
Kei nodded and said, “Ice won’t separate from her husband, even though she loves you so much!”
I asked, “And why is that?”
Xiao Hui said: “You do not ask, cherish it, ice can step out of this step surprised me, but also see her love for you.”
I was going to keep asking when Ice came back and asked us with a smile, “What are you guys talking about?”
I said: “Talking about you!” Xiaohui stood up and said: “Do not bother you, I go out for a walk.” Said out. Ice see Xiaohui out after, walked to me, sat in front of me on my lap, hands around my neck, delicate voice asked: “say what bad things about me?”
I kissed her on the cheek and said: “Afraid to say bad things about you?” Ice laughed and said: “You will say?” I asked, “What do you think?”
Ice said with immense trust, “Of course you won’t!”
I kissed Ice’s nose again and said, “You should be punished for asking when you know I won’t.”
Ice said pitifully, “Alright then, I’ll accept the punishment! But do not be too cruel oh!”
Without waiting for her to finish her sentence, I kissed her on the mouth ……
Tonight is the last night of our stay in Jilin, and we are going back tomorrow morning! After dinner, Ice and I wander in the street, each other are a little sad. Ice snuggled on my shoulder, said sadly: “Tomorrow we will go back.” I said: “Yes! Tomorrow will go back!”
Ice said quietly: “I really can’t let go of this place, never go back how good it should be?”
I thought about it and said, “You can never escape what you have to face. The main thing is to look at their own attitude. My heart you know!”
Ice changed the subject and said, “Is the CFO staying in your room tonight?”
I replied, “It’s not coming back, I called him, he’s coming over in the morning.”
After walking for a while, Ice said to go back and rest early tonight, I smiled ambiguously at Ice!
Back to the hotel due to the time is still early, some colleagues in the lobby on the first floor to chat, Ice and I went in separately, I went back to their rooms, Ice also went back to her room, said a moment to come! I went back to my room and took a shower first, then lay on the bed while looking at the photos and waiting for ice. It wasn’t long before Ice came over. Nearby to see I have finished showering, she went into the bathroom to take a shower. After coming out, she got into the quilt. Passion has kicked off again. Tonight, Ice and active, also very wild, I think it is because tomorrow will go back to the sake of it.
It was a night that kept us up all night!
At dawn, we were still holding each other and talking about that naked emotion! Both have an escapist mindset. Disoriented eyes full of write endless tenderness and helpless sadness. At five o’clock, Ice got up, took a shower and returned to her own room. Ice left, I was alone lying on the bed still left ice body fragrance, looking at the empty room, the heart is full of infinite sadness. A heartache of sourness surged to my heart, that loneliness, that sadness, that kind of unspeakable pain, deeply tormented me. Suddenly have a kind of want to cry impulse, I try to restrain myself, do not let the tears flow down, although in the back of no one, also want to make themselves strong. But who can know that my heart is so fragile!
Seven o’clock or so get up, go downstairs and see colleagues are down one after another, eat breakfast and go back to the room to pack things, eight o’clock on time to send the car. Ice and Xiaohui sat together after getting on the bus, and I found a seat at the end and sat down. Due to last night’s night did not sleep, in addition to the weather is particularly hot, the car opened soon, fell asleep in a daze!
Wake up after the car has entered the boundary of the Songyuan, this time Xiaohui to me to send over a bottle of mineral water, I know is the ice to see me awake, let Xiaohui sent. After drinking some water, people also have a lot of spirit. Looked at the car outside the green, full of vitality of the scene, and my heart is gray without bounds. What will the unpredictable future hold? Will it be sweet, or will it be painful? How much emotional pain can I bear? I don’t know!
When the car drove into the city, there was a feeling of a world apart! Looking at both familiar and unfamiliar streets, do not know what is in the heart. Back to the company, Ice’s husband has been driving in the company waiting for her, get off the car, Ice pulled Xiaohui together on her husband’s car. (Ice and Xiaohui by the way, the distance between their two families is also very close) I wooden into the office building, put some items into the office, I went to the garage to put my motorcycle out, out of the company’s door, see the ice they are not yet, as if talking about something, I suddenly increased the throttle, the motorcycle from the side of the ice by whistling past. At that moment, I had a feeling of being forgotten!
When I got home, I talked to my mother about the trip in general, but of course the main thing was to talk about the scenery. Then I said I was tired from the bus ride and wanted to take a nap. After taking a shower, I went back to my room. Although I was tired, I didn’t feel like sleeping at all. I wondered what Bing was doing at this time. What were they talking about in front of the company? Lying in bed, tossing and turning in thought, dark room, only the fire of the cigarette with my inhaling and exhaling and light and dark, reflecting in my face because of the pain and distortion, show more bleak!
When I went to work the next day, I always wanted to talk to Ice, but I never had the chance. In the feeling as if and ice estranged a lot. In the afternoon, because of a meeting with the authorities, not in the company. In the evening I sent a text message to the ice, the content is very simple: “busy? Can chat or not?” Ice did not reply! I waited anxiously for a long time, looking forward to dawn, I think we should talk to the ice, talk about the future!
After lunch, there are two and a half hours of rest time, I see the ice back to the office, so I followed the past. Ice saw me come, smiled gently at me and said: “Last night did not give you back the message is not angry?”
I pretended to be calm and said, “I’m not angry, I’m just a little anxious.”
Since all the offices in our company were transparent, we didn’t dare to make any honeyed gestures. I sat on the sofa behind the ice desk, ice sat next to her desk. Ice said to me: “Last night her husband at home, the past two days have been at home, today gone.”
Still in that calm voice, I said, “Oh, I see! I thought you were ignoring me.” After saying that, I smiled indifferently.
Ice look at me like this, suddenly stood up and jumped into my arms, I was shocked, I immediately looked at the door, fortunately, no one passed by, I slowly pushed the ice away, let her sit back, and then said to her: “You are getting more and more courage? Now is in the company ah! Let others see how to do?”
Ice said gamely, “I don’t care, I don’t want you to do this to me! If you have anything to say to me ah, why do you have to be like this?”
I asked strangely, “How am I doing?”
Ice said sadly: “You just look so scared me, you do not love me?”
I laughed bitterly and said, “Why do you suffer as much as I do? I wish I didn’t love you!”
Ice turned shy and said to me, “Let’s go to my place tonight? He’s not here!”
I asked Ice rhetorically after a moment of silence, “Do you think that’s appropriate?”
Ice said firmly: “There is nothing suitable or not suitable, for you, do what I do not care!”
I got a little excited and said, “You don’t care what you do? Then can you leave him and be with me forever? You know I’ll marry you!”
Ice didn’t answer my question positively, and changed the topic by saying, “Don’t talk about it, let’s go to my house tonight!”
I sighed, I thought if this keeps going on, sooner or later something will happen, I’m fine with it, I’m a man, and a single one at that, it’s not too much to ask for a relationship with anyone. But what about Ice? What should she do? For the sake of coveting her body, knowing that the front is an abyss, also do not stop? If I am such a person, what qualifications do I have to love Ice, what qualifications do I have to let Ice love me so much?
I said to Ice: “It’s better not to go to your house, that’s not good!”
Ice asked curiously, “Why?”
I patiently said: “Think about it, that is where you and you and he live, if I go in, and in your bed and do with you, then after that you will be calm? Not to mention the future, but if I go to your place at night, can I have a good time when I do it?”
Ice made a ghost face and said mischievously: “Just you think a lot, then listen to you, you say where to go at night? Anyway, I want you to accompany me at night!”
I thought I’d talk it all over with her at night, and I said, “You’ll come with me at night!”
Ice said mischievously, “Will you sell me then?”
I also said jokingly, “Will you count the money for me?”
Ice said innocently, “I will.”
When we finished, we laughed at each other!
At night when I was about to get off work, Ice sent me a message, asking me to think about where to go. I sent her a message back and said: “Why are you more anxious than me? After work, you go first, wait for me at the intersection. When I got off work, I deliberately delayed the time, late out. Came to the agreed place, see ice has been waiting there, slender physique, hand carrying a bag, in the left and right watch, look lovely. My motorcycle stopped beside her, I shook my head and said, “Get on.”
Ice smiled and sat up, and then hands on my waist, and very tight, I turned my head and said: “Big Brother, is now in the street ah?” Ice said: “What’s wrong with the street? I am for the sake of safety, oh. Quickly drive.” After saying that, holding my hands again tightened.
I found a more upscale hotel, and when I entered the hotel, Ice was a little shy. I quickly to the front desk to open a room, and then take ice on the stairs. Into the room, only to find that the original has not eaten it, I propose to go out to eat, but Ice is not willing to go out, I said that let’s send food. I give the front desk to call, let send some food, picked some ice would like to eat some of the order. Just put down the phone, ice in the back to me to hold, hands constantly in my chest stroking, I teased her and said: “Touch what ah? I do not have!”
Ice laughed and said, “Nothing, huh?”
I laughed along and said, “No grandma!”
Ice pinched my small, pathetic nipples with his fingers and said, “What’s this?”
I turned around and held Ice’s breasts with both hands at the same time and said to her, “I was going to ask you, what is this?”
Ice some hard to wriggle back and forth, but no matter how to wriggle, but also can not break free of my hands holding her boobs! With her twisting, came to the bed, I pressed her down on the bed, up and down, make her gasping, was about to get out of hand when the room doorbell rang, I know it is the delivery of food to the body, I climbed up from the ice, ice’s clothes have been very messy, shy and red face delicate and touching, blushing at me a smile, so that my bones are crispy.
After dinner was served, I took Ice off the bed and said to her, “Come on, let’s have some wine.” Ice asked strangely: “You want wine?”
I said to Ice, “The red wine comes with the meal, or I would have asked for it.”
The dinner was spent in a romantic and cozy atmosphere. We both drank the whole bottle of red wine. There is no need to describe the passion after the wine. After the passion, I had my first lovemaking session with Ice! It felt very wonderful. In the bathroom, there were a few more times when the goddess met the king.
After lying on the bed, Ice and I talked a lot, told Ice all those concerns I had and the worries I had for her, and as I talked, Ice shed tears. I am also very heartbroken. I said to the ice: “no matter what, but I know you can not leave him, this is destined to be the end of our pain. Although now is sad, is very sad, but if not, later will face, to say the serious parting of life and death. I know you are very rational, think about it calmly.” I finished these, we both fell into a deep silence, after a long time, ice began to speak: “I have thought about these, also understand, but I just can not let go of you.” I said sadly: “How can I give up you? The world is not perfect thing, although we are not in the future and physical contact, but in the spirit, in the heart, we are deeply in love with each other, will always miss, hanging, thinking. This kind of pure feelings is how valuable ah? Isn’t this good?”
Ice looked at me sadly and said: “Why is happiness always very short? Why? If you can find a reason for me to hate you how good, so that, at least I will be a little better.”
Looking at Ice’s mournful eyes, looking at her tear-stained face, listening to her pained voice, at this moment, my heart broke for her!
We talked about many, many things this night, both helplessly facing reality and acknowledging fate! Maybe making love is the best way to drive away the hurt. We kept making love. We both wanted to integrate ourselves deeply into each other’s bodies.
The next day when she went to work, Ice didn’t let me take her, she took a taxi to the office by herself. The next few days, we both intentionally avoid each other, Ice and I began to both become melancholy again. Xiaohui had asked me, I put it all and Xiaohui said, Xiaohui listened to me after thinking for a long time, and then said to me: “you do it right, really did not think you are so courageous, take up, put down. I think this is the best love for ice!” Hearing Xiao Hui say this, my heart has some comfort, after all, there can be someone who understands their decision. But every time I see ice’s sad appearance, my heart hurts …… so much!
I can never forget June 7, 2005, when I saw the ice after work. After going to work, when I saw the ice there was some unusual feeling, what exactly is still a little unclear. 10 o’clock or so, ice came to my office, there were a lot of people in the office, ice said to everyone: “I’m here to say goodbye to everyone, because today I’m going to leave the company.”
Ice’s words, like a bolt from the blue rang in my ears, the extreme shock made me a little speechless, Ice saw my expression, turned his head away, not looking, and then said some parting words to everyone, I never said anything, because my mind was already blank, and my expression was numb! I just sat there, ice when I don’t know, Xiaohui know my pain, the office when no one, she advised me to go home and rest, I shook my head did not say. I shook my head and didn’t say anything. I just sat there quietly, alone.
On June 7, the sky, perhaps sensing my painful and helpless mood, gradually darkened, and by 4:00 p.m., the sky was pitch black, as if it were 9:00 p.m. at night. Really, this is the first time I have encountered such weather. When it was almost 5 o’clock, the rain came down from the sky, and the sky became even darker!
5 o’clock from work when it is raining the biggest time, colleagues know that my home is far from the company, and still riding a motorcycle, let me live in the company, or let the car to send me, I smiled at them woodenly, and then insisted on walking out of the office building in front of the door to see Xiaohui, Xiaohui stopped me, persuade me not to be stupid, the sky is so dark, and the rain is so big, do not let me go out, I told Xiaohui said ∶I said to Xiaohui, “Don’t mind me, let me go out, or I will go crazy.” Xiaohui complex look at me, did not say anything, also did not stop.
I walked out into the courtyard, my clothes soaked to the skin within moments, started up my motorcycle and dashed off into the darkness. The wind was gusting with torrential rain, hitting me mercilessly, by now I had lost the feeling of pain. Eye kozo was also blown off by the wind, I paid no attention to anything, just pull the gas pedal to the bottom, there were no more pedestrians on the street, and the vehicles were pitifully few, just me and my motorcycle, roaring in the torrential rain!
I do not know how to return home, home after some lucidity, my mother to see me dripping water all over the body, the heartache of complaining about how I still come back in such a heavy rain, to help me find a dry clothes for me to change on. Back to the room, the phone rang, is the ice called, I answered the phone and heard the voice of the ice crying, crying while muttering and repeating: “Why are you so stupid? Why are you so stupid? ……” after a long time to calm down, it was Xiaohui called her to tell me about the matter, to me to call a number of times no one answered the phone, I think, at that time, perhaps I was still in the rain it! I asked Ice: “Why did you leave? Why didn’t you tell me beforehand?”
Ice cried and said: “Every day relative, but can not be together, too painful, too tortured. It’s better to be a little farther away from each other, which is good for both of us! I didn’t tell you because if I did, you would never agree.”
I said bitterly, “Will I be able to work here long after you’re gone? You don’t understand me at all!”
Ice’s crying voice was strong again, I advised her not to cry anymore and not to get too excited, I told her to take an early rest and I would call her tomorrow.
I called ice when it was already afternoon, we both calm down, ice told me that her in-laws to her to the City Bureau of Culture to do the job, has been done, this is a few days ago has been decided, and instructed me a lot of things, like a departing wife as the advice. Listening, my tears flowed uncontrollably. Ice, do you know? I finally cried for you.
It will be hard to get used to the ice parting in the days to come. Maybe I’m a strong person, have been able to control the emotions of my longing. An occasional phone call, a mutual greeting, and we never met. I think that’s it, with so much pain in exchange for the envisioned ending, can not be in because of the unbearable and go back to the road, as long as we all know in our hearts, we are so deeply in love with each other, it has been enough. True love is Fengxian, not possession! Do not contact, is not the same as forgetting. This kind of desireless love is the most pure!
I can not guarantee that in the future I will fall in love with someone else, but I can say for sure: this life, in my heart will never forget ice, ice will always occupy a very important place in my heart! I will always be for ice blessing. Tender thoughts into a silk blessing, every day around my most beloved ice!
THE END
This story should end here, and I sincerely thank all the friends who paid attention and supported me when I was telling this story. Without your support and encouragement, I don’t have the courage to write out this most sweet and painful memory in my heart. Thank you again!!!
In the face of today’s materialistic times, is there a greater need for pure love? At the end of this article, I would like to say one thing to all the people who read this story: “Cherish your beloved and bring him/her happiness with sincere love. You are successful when your beloved has happiness and joy, and that is an eternal fulfillment.”