The wife’s family is from an okay background, the family has a bit of money, the wife’s real mom died, her dad found a very young stepmom, not much to control her. She has seen a little bit of the world since she was a child, played with everything, tried a little bit of everything, and she knows all about the dark side of society. Fate, the wife graduated from graduate school into the XX system, was assigned to a city far from home, the kind of unit is required to personnel not married to sleep in the unit dormitory (may have been guessed what kind of unit), and the control is very strict, the wife for a very long time bent on transferring out of her family has the money but can not find people, who do not know. Had to rely on her to find a way to find the leadership to get through.
From this point on, it decided her poor fate. Their leader did have the ability to transfer her back to Beijing and Shanghai. But the leader decided not to pay my wife since the first time she saw her, and my wife realized it after she was rejected several times at the door. Her leadership belongs to the kind of young and talented, but also very elegant, at that time in my wife’s opinion is also a little bit likeable, after a painful ideological struggle, she slept with the leadership. Later listened to my wife said, after the first relationship, only to realize that her leadership is not a general perversion, the first time she gave forced anal sex, my wife’s anus to the insertion of cracked for more than a week. Since they had relations, her leadership has been to my wife to please, nothing to buy things to send money, take out all kinds of places to play, travel, inspection, but is the delay to do the mobilization of the matter, the mobilization of the matter has been delayed for almost two years to do.
You can imagine in these two years, my wife has completely turned into a plaything of her leadership. At first, her leadership had to every once in a while about my wife to go to the hotel, every time she led the last do not take a condom, must be anal sex, and finally shot in the anus, my wife is okay, itself is quite open, can accept. A long time, her leadership and my wife more familiar, they want to come up with a variety of tricks to play with my wife, SM bondage or something is a little fun. For example, he would sometimes bring other women’s short stockings, and then put the other women’s stockings on his already large prick, and then inserted into my wife’s vagina.
There will be other women’s worn panties directly into my wife’s mouth, and then let my wife to his oral sex, my wife nausea and want to vomit, there is a little resistance will invite more crazy rape behavior, several times are crying while begging for forgiveness while being raped, but the more my wife cried, the more excited her leadership. Afterwards, her leadership will come to send things to send money, said I am because I love you too much and so on words to coax my wife. My wife is not a child, and think of asking people to do things, give the money is also quite considerable, and she herself is also quite slutty a little masochistic tendency, every time, even if.
A few times in the past, their leader felt my wife’s mind, and then even more intensified. Later, often at night drive my wife to the river or a small forest, directly my wife stripped naked, and then wildly dry, her leader’s favorite position is to let my wife standing upright holding a tree or pole or something, he will be from the back of the anal sex. My wife recalls that there were often people passing by and stopping to watch for a long time, but she was already so submissive by then that it didn’t matter. He would also take my wife to bars to drink and dance, but she was not allowed to wear panties while dancing. My wife was already very visible and was often taken advantage of by men on the dance floor, and the craziest time was when her skirt was uncovered up to her waist, and a couple of men were groping her legs and buttocks while her leader was inserting his fingers into her anus and vagina.
Once her leadership to take my wife to travel to participate in the project review, to my wife is responsible for public relations, into the wife of my wife kickbacks of 15% (a very large number), my wife also agreed to the heart. Used a week to sleep with five or six old men, the final project review easily passed, approved funding than expected double, her leadership is very happy, gave the money also bought a lot of jewelry to my wife. Since then, every similar thing, her leadership must bring my wife.
There was also a dinner in a private room at a wine table, wine enough to drink, the other three people, the table offered to sign a contract directly if his wife can make several of their prick hard at the table.
My wife understands in her heart that it is easy to get them all hard, but that’s just an excuse to be hard to serve all three of them all night for sure. Her leader also understood, and said to add me one Oh! Wife has no choice, take off the shoes, put two feet on the opposite two men’s crotch, give them foot sex, two hands to the next two people’s pants, give them a pistol. Within a minute, all four men were hard. Four people see the time has come, hurriedly pulled his wife to the hotel. The following thing I do not need to say we all know, the wife was four people gang-raped all night, the wife later told me, that night is not life to drink herself too much, I hope to pass quickly.
I only remember that I was constantly being posed in a variety of positions oral sex, anal sex, foot sex, breast sex, what all played, no one with a condom. Later, she was dry when she fell asleep, sleep a little wake up and found themselves all over the body a little bit of energy is not, move a little difficult to look up and found a person, can not see who, in holding her legs to sleep, fingers are still inserted in the wife’s vagina. I think I heard someone talking, and I don’t remember what they said. Then the wife went back to sleep. She was shaken awake again near dawn, and when she saw that it was her leader who was shaking her, no one else was there. She asked what time it was, and her leader said, “Don’t worry about resting, eat this.
The wife was confused and very obedient to the water to eat a few pills like things to go down. Then her leader asked her if she was hungry, the wife said no, her leader said that you go to sleep, I watch you, don’t worry. The wife then really went back to sleep, until the next night to have the spirit to get up. After getting up, she found that her leader was guarding her side, the wife asked, what did you give me to eat? Her leader said it was emergency contraceptive pills with painkillers. My wife also asked the contract signed, her leader said early signed, but also said that your lower body bleeding silk, I help you wash, you remember? My wife said she didn’t remember anything, just a headache and nausea. Her boss for the first time very gently to help his wife put on her clothes, caress the car, driving very slowly along the way, but also personally sent his wife to her dormitory bed. Then went out to buy some medicine and food on the wife’s bedside, to serve his wife well, assured before leaving, my wife are feeling very strange.
Eventually, under the wife’s constant urging, her transfer was finally done. Wife received a transfer order to go, her leadership to stay her, said you do not go I love you, but also cried out. Wife are a little soft, asked that your wife and child how to do? Her leader said you give me some time, I dealt with the divorce. Wife do not want to harm people, and do not love him, or decided to go. Wife later told me that she mainly feel too promiscuous, want to change a place to start again, she also want to find their own Prince Charming (that is, I later), she also want to find the feeling of real love. And to be able to go home to have parents to protect feel very safe.
So the wife came to work in the city where we now live, and the wife also really wanted to start over, when I was not yet in that unit. But her past leaders still keep coming to her, but also really divorced, wife are refused, and also said very clear, want to start over, beg her leadership to give her a chance. Her leadership finally understand is not possible, may be love her love too deep, and can not get, it began to drink up, every time he drank too much, to the outside to say how he was how to play my wife. Also said my wife is very cheap and slutty, a bed can sleep five or six people.
It was supposed to be a system, and these words quickly spread to my wife’s new organization, and soon she was sexually harassed by many people, from her bosses and male coworkers. And the wife didn’t have a single friend in this situation, and was being pointed at every day. Some people went so far as to steal my wife’s underwear from the laundry room and throw it on the basketball court’s rim, so that most people could guess whose underwear it was. Wife originally talked about a boyfriend, quite suitable, soon yellow. As time goes by, the wife feels that she is hopeless, and then began to slut up again, constantly changing boyfriends, and with each have slept.
It was at this time that I came to this unit to be assigned to my wife’s department for my PhD (I finally showed up). When I first came here, people in the unit joked with me that you should sleep with XX (referring to my wife), she just likes you to be tall and handsome. I didn’t take it seriously and laughed it off. Later, when I saw my wife for the first time, I was really attracted by her beauty and fell in love with her at first sight.
At that time, I felt that my wife was really quite flirtatious. She came to our doctoral house to chat with us all the time, and she often stretched her legs and picked her slippers with her feet. She often stilted her legs and picked her slippers with her feet, which made all of us doctors stare at her feet. She also said that it was too hot, so she took off her socks and threw them on her high heels in front of a few of us big boys. She also used to get a bunch of guys to go to her house at night to play poker, or she would go dancing with a bunch of guys at night, and a car would pick her up at the end of the week, and she wouldn’t be back until Monday morning. And I keep hearing people say things about her past as if the whole world knows about it. But every time I looked into her eyes I felt that her eyes were very sincere, it really wasn’t that kind of frivolous and vain eyes, and it felt as if she was very gentle every time she looked at me, different from looking at others. I told myself at the time that I was being self-absorbed.
I used to be quite rotten, by my first pursuit of the girl after ridicule, and then slept with a few social girls, but also often go to Miss, and foot fetish, free to find a lady to play foot sex, so see the problem is very realistic. I understand in my heart, we are impossible, I am still struggling, the job is not set, although not poor, but home is not in this city, and no money to buy a big house that can make people satisfied. But I admit, from the first glance I really fell in love with her, that a period of time every day is very painful, during the day pretending to be nothing like joking with her, talk, try not to look at her legs and feet. At night, after going to bed, I thought I might not be able to fall in love with someone else, and then masturbated to her jerking off. After a long time, it’s a little bit inhuman and unearthly.
Then something happened that made it hard for me. A doctor who is one year younger than me didn’t return home for the night, and only came back in the morning in the dormitory secretly told me that I slept in XX’s (meaning my wife’s) dormitory last night. I don’t believe him, he took out his cell phone, and then showed me the photos on the phone, in those photos you can clearly see her naked on the bed, there are all kinds of poses and all kinds of angles of close-ups. That Dr. proudly said tomorrow we go together, is she asked me to bring you to her dormitory to play poker. I was in agony all that day, wanting to go like crazy, but having to tell myself that I couldn’t. I wanted her, but not in the way I wanted, I wanted her body, but more than that, I wanted her soul. If I went, we would always and forever have to stay in a physical relationship from now on. Later I persuaded myself that it was impossible for us to unite, she sent herself up, why not go and take advantage of it, maybe after possessing her body, I will no longer think about this matter, and I am also relieved.
That night the two of us went to her dorm room to play poker together, and my brother had some good beer ready. The two of us came to her door at the set time and knocked. Heard inside that she was coming and soon the door opened. She was wearing a small tank top, underneath wearing sports shorts, two jade feet stepped on high-heeled slippers. The heat of the day, face pink pink, chest with breathing up and down. See this, I again this heart keep saying I love you, I love you, also red face. And she is generous, after seeing the beer said you two bad guys, come in.
My brother smiled at me and pulled me in. We didn’t play poker, we just watched TV and talked. She kept walking around, bringing us food, opening beers, and asking me questions like where you’re from, who your mentor was, and what year you were born.
Finally we came to the conclusion that my wife is the oldest, one year older than me. After dark, the brother is not honest, always open some meat jokes, he said sister, your breasts are so beautiful, must be to a lot of people have touched. Sister, the day is hot, let us take off the clothes okay, sister, I found that you are our unit feet the most beautiful, I give you a foot massage it. She really said yes, you give me a massage. The first thing I did was to kick off my slippers and put my feet on my brother’s lap. My brother grabbed one of her feet in his hand and greedily licked the bottom of her foot and the opposite finger of her foot, and also licked all the way to the root of her thigh. I just watched, not knowing what to do, feeling very excited and stimulated, but did not dare to move.
She enjoyed her brother’s tongue and massage, stretching her upper body back and then simply pulling her bra out of her tank top. She turned to me and said come and kiss me.
I trembled and picked up her upper body, her body scent rushed into my nose at once, not perfume, I used to decide that the body of a woman like this promiscuous woman must be more or less stinky and strange, I didn’t expect her to smell so good, it’s a real natural body type, very familiar and warm. I hadn’t even kissed her yet, and I got hard down there. I have a very strong desire to kiss her at this time, hold her tightly in her arms, we naturally began to kiss in the middle, my heart is very excited, never had this kind of feeling ever, I know I am really in love with her, can not help themselves. We entwined our tongues and held each other tightly for a long time.
After a long time, we stopped kissing, I have one hand in her long hair, the other to help her straighten the corner of the hair I messed up, looking at her eyes, she also looked at my eyes, as if the two people are long years of husband and wife, there is no point of unnatural. At this time a voice came from behind, line ah, or you will play, or you first.
I was snapped back to reality by the voice, only to remember that we were in a threesome, there was no way she could love me, I was just one of the men she’d slept with. That’s when I also realized that her eyes suddenly darkened as well, and all the feelings I had just felt were gone.
My brother said again you go first. I’m back to freezing point and see her undetectable light smile, she’s laughing at me, she’s reading my mind, she’s mocking me.
I was very ashamed and very angry, and said to you first, let’s see how you guys play.
My brother didn’t say anything, he pulled her up from the chair and pulled her between us, then told her to stand. My wife stood obediently with her face to me but stopped looking at me. The brother pulled my wife’s gym shorts off from behind. I could see that my wife was wearing black revealing silk panties, very high class feeling. The brother slipped his hands inside her little tank top from behind and squeezed and kneaded her breasts hard for a while, then took her tank top off and tied her hands behind her back.
This gave me my first glimpse of the upper half of my wife’s entity, a pair of perfect breasts, not too big or too small, but with large nipples, dark in color and hard, as if they were calling for someone else to bite them.
After tying up his wife, the brother forced her to kneel on the floor facing him, then stripped himself as fast as he could, shoved his already hard prick into his wife’s mouth and thrust it up, deep into her throat with each stroke, forcing his wife to give her a deep-throated blowjob. My wife, on the other hand, was very cooperative and made sounds of enjoyment. Not long after my brother said he was going to cum, going to cum. At this point, my wife ducked her head back hard, obviously not wanting to be shot in her mouth. But in the end it was shot all over my face, and my wife half-angryly ordered me to wipe it off. The brother said cheekily to wipe his wife’s face clean, and then said it’s your turn, I’ll watch.
I didn’t need him to say anything, I was ready. I picked my wife up, not caring if her arms would hurt, threw her face up on the bed, took off her high end panties in three tries, and saw that she was all wet down there. I put on a condom, almost jumped on her, a bit of energy did not waste, inserted into the wife’s body, the realization of the first time with his wife’s sexual intercourse. When I first inserted my wife, she let out a soft whimper, then closed her eyes and let me move. My prick in my wife’s vagina feel very indescribable comfort, was wrapped very tight, can feel the vaginal walls layer by layer of folds.
I could feel my prick being sucked in as I pulled outward, as if to keep it from going away, and thrusting inward it seemed to be sucked deeper. A surge of love like a wave of heat came from my lower body. My shame and anger were all gone, I stared into her closed eyes and thought I love you, I love you, please look at me, I want to look into your eyes, please.
My wife also seemed to feel my call and really opened her eyes, looking at her eyes, my bottom was constantly thrusting. At this time I was completely unguarded and said my heart, XX, I love you, let’s go I don’t even know what I’m saying. A few seconds later I saw her laugh once more with a soft, undetectable smile. My whole body went cold at this point and my bottom quickly shrunk into a ball and slipped out of her pussy. I don’t even know how I got dressed at that point, stumbling out of her dorm room, only to hear her calling my name after me. I don’t know how I made it down the stairs, but when I got to the stairway, I slapped myself in the face, and without looking toward my dorm room, I rushed out the front door.
I ran until I was so exhausted that I just couldn’t run anymore, and then I realized that I had already run to the subway entrance. I sat helplessly on the steps of the subway entrance, the night wind plus sweat quickly blew me cold, people also calm down. This is the first time in my life to experience what is despair, chest collapsed like a huge pain, want to cry, and can not cry, just want to leave the city, the doctor does not want to read on. But this is just to think about, heart understand that no matter what for, tomorrow everything will have to go on as usual. That night I returned to the unit of the dormitory with a downcast head, and found that my brother has returned, and is very sensible to fall asleep. I hold back the pain, calmly sleep on the bed, open eyes waiting for tomorrow’s arrival.
The next day, I pretended to my brother that nothing had happened, and my brother was very nice and didn’t say a word about it, and he also let me look through the pictures of her girlfriend in her cell phone, in fact, he wanted to indirectly tell me that he had already deleted all the pictures of my wife, and I could only be grateful in my heart. And I still don’t know how to face her, all day carefully avoiding her, but when passing by her office door or her dormitory building or can’t help but peek a few eyes.
In the evening, I came to the lab to work overtime as usual, there are already several people in the lab, some people are chatting, some people are watching movies on the computer, and some people are doing their homework, and I am holding a book, and I can’t read anything into it. At that moment, the sound of high heels, which I knew very well, came from the hallway, and the door of the lab was pushed open, she came in and greeted me as Dr. X. She came to work overtime. I was surprised and excited, but forced myself to show nothing, nodded to her, then never looked up again and continued to pretend to read. As soon as the other boys saw my wife arrive, they all gathered around her as if someone had given them an order, sat in a circle with my wife as the center, and began to talk hilariously. I thought to myself, “Don’t you think I’m in enough pain?
What are you doing here? You don’t take me seriously. Then I stood up and had to walk away because I just couldn’t take the torture, the torture of being so close and so far away from her, I had to hide away, hide somewhere without her. I quickly walked out of the room but heard her calling my name behind me and saying wait or something, I pretended I couldn’t hear anything and in a few steps I walked to the elevator room, got on the elevator and pressed the close button. The door closed well and I regretted it again, wondering what she was going to say to me, but there was no turning back.
I was up all night again that night, fantasizing about all the possibilities of what she was going to say to me. In the end, I came to the conclusion that it must be something irrelevant, at most something about maintaining a normal friendship between the two of them. I also criticized myself, thinking at least I have a lot of experience in the relationship, I should have shown more mature and generous some, how to really encounter things like a first love of the hairy young man as useless, decided to start from tomorrow to face her normally, no longer hide, and then the pain has to be buried in the bottom of the heart, who let me be a man. With this idea, I feel that the day can go on, it is also a solution to this situation is the only and the best way, the rest will be left to time. It is said that people go through three important stages when they suffer a major blow: first, rebellion and disbelief, second, helpless acceptance, and third, forgetting to become the past. I’m sure it will only take me a day to get to the second stage of accepting the truth, and I’ll be able to face her normally tomorrow.
After another sleepless night, I shook myself into the lab and the morning passed quickly.
At noon a few young people decided not to eat in the cafeteria, to go to the gate across the Sichuan restaurant to eat, of course, she was among them. I was reluctant to go, but then I thought I was already in the second stage, but also with everyone to go. At the table I deliberately picked a not next to her (could not be squeezed) and not in her opposite position to sit down, ordered the fish and eggplant over rice.
Before long everyone’s food was served and I kept my head down and muffled my food.
Dr. X, let me try your eggplant. My wife once again took the initiative to speak to me, and without any explanation, she stood up and picked a piece of eggplant from the plate that I had eaten, and after she finished the eggplant, she said that it was delicious, so I will change it with you. After she finished eating the eggplant, she said, “It’s good, I’ll switch with you.” She also started to switch dishes between our plates, and I only remember that she picked my eggplant and put a bunch of dishes that I can’t remember right now on my plate. Everyone was watching us (I guess all the males present hated me at the time) and my vanity got the best of me, but at the same time I didn’t know what she was trying to do or why she was doing it. Next she ate my eggplant in a slow, silky manner and continued talking happily with the others. I, on the other hand, ate her food mechanically without saying a word and couldn’t taste anything, only remembering that it was sweet.
It was a coincidence on that day that the director invited everyone to accompany the organization for dinner in the evening, a political mission, and everyone had to go. A few of us doctoral students in the unit’s low status, we consciously sat at a more remote table. As soon as I sat down, my wife came over, muttering to herself that I sit here today, that side to drink, hard to move a chair next to me. Other lesbians see (there are young and old), also followed over, joking that this table is good, are young boys, but also do not need to drink. So down to the leadership table there are not a few people, the director will be all this in the eyes, on my wife said XX, a few of you lesbians are called over, over there too crowded, the table has a position, the wife did not return to say not to go, I first came to a very dry six words, this can be good, the room is quiet, all in the director to see how to say the following words, I’m secretly anxious for her.
But the director is the director, smiled and said a few of them are not married also have girlfriends, you come first what? So everyone laughed, a few will come to take advantage of the opportunity to quickly fill the leadership table.
I turned back to see my wife red-faced again, looking down and using her chopsticks to scratch hard on the table, her mouth did not know what she was muttering in a low voice. Once again I lost control, she was too cute, I pulled her chopsticks and told her in a comforting tone that she deserved it, director you also dare to top. Aren’t you not talking to me? She gave me a blank look and opened my hand. Just in this moment, what one, two, three stages are useless, I just buried in the bottom of the heart of the feelings and was pulled out alive, my hand stayed in the air, eyes staring blankly at her, mouth said I, I. She pulled my cuffs, pulled my hand in the air down and said don’t say it if you don’t want to. This meal is again I did not eat out what flavor, only sweet flavor, is very sweet.
Returning to my dormitory at night, I lay down on my bed and began to think back over and over again about everything that had happened in the past two days. Based on my experience and my wife’s behavior in the past two days, I have concluded that she is confessing to me, and as a girl, she has confessed very obviously. Thinking of this I was ecstatic and thought of getting up and knocking on the door of her dormitory. But once again my impulse was stopped by my reason.
She may be the most realistic girl under the sky, it’s impossible to combine with me, she has capital, body and looks, it’s not hard to find a good husband, nowadays society laughs at the poor but not at the whore (sorry, wife), although she has a dishonorable past, but she has a lot of suitors, this kind of girl will never belong to a person like me, not to mention she has already laughed at me twice. The only thing she showed me was that she wanted to treat me as another one of her boyfriends. I don’t want to be her boyfriend, I’d rather be her nothing, at least then I’d still have a little bit of specialness, a little bit of ridiculous hope. This is my third sleepless night.
For the next few days, I continued to keep the distance between us, and I tried to restrain my feelings and desires even when she got close to me. She changed a lot, she no longer fooled around with other guys at night, she came to the lab every day to work overtime (chatting and watching movies mostly), and no longer had a car to pick her up on weekends. There were also several times when I heard her turning down dates with other guys.
But it’s like I know Tai Chi Kung Fu, whatever move she throws over, I can take it silently and make her move go away without any reaction at all. I kept thinking in my mind that if I held out for a few more days you would give up and go to your new boyfriend, and I would have won, but what would I have won in the end? Little did I know that this state of affairs would remain for more than two months at a time, and that everyone would start to notice a change in her, and rumors would start to circulate that we were seeing each other privately. Some people would joke with me with both good and bad intentions, for example, you two are the only ones in our unit who are really gifted and talented, X, stay after graduation, your girlfriend is the best at this kind of thing, etc. Some people would also be bored and steal my phone number, and then use my phone number. There were also people who were bored and stole my cell phone to call and text her. I laughed at everything I saw and heard at the time, just for one purpose, so that she couldn’t see any reflection of me.
One day there was a teleconference and all of us in the department were sitting in a long conference room, and she was sitting next to me again. On the other side of me was another female colleague, also quite young and pretty. During the meeting the female colleague’s leg has been intentionally or unintentionally touch my leg, I felt, but did not avoid, I think this female colleague must not be intentional, if I avoided this time, but will make people embarrassed, face down, my wife will be all these in the eyes. That night I received a call from my wife, let me go to her dormitory. I think she is finally going to show her cards, this is the last battle between us, after this battle victory this will be completely over. I came to her dormitory as promised, I entered the door, she closed the door behind me, I turned around, she did not know where the strength, a grabbed my tie and pulled it in front of her, tears from her from the eyes out, I was thinking this is your last move, see what you say. But I couldn’t stand her tearful eyes, I turned my face away from her.
Say you love me! She said.
I love you! I said.
I was so useless, I lost it in one move. She broke into sobs and laughed, and as I recall at the time she laughed so hard that she sprayed snot bubbles in my face (of course, my wife is now dead set on denying this). She proceeded to pull on my tie in triumph and pulled me over to her bed, ordering my Tao to undress me again. I had already lost and had no choice but to surrender completely. That night we made love like crazy, during sex I kept saying how much I love her, how I can’t leave her, begging her not to abandon me. Waiting for the wind and waves after the calm, my wife sat up from the bed, and again to my light smile, I thought that can not be wrong, she will take revenge on me tonight to abandon me, I have lost her forever since then. I could do nothing at this point but look at her with begging eyes.
What I didn’t expect was for her to get out of bed, unlock the cupboard, and pull a tin cookie box out of it. Then she threw the box at me and said proudly to me look for yourself. I opened the box and there was a pile of letters with dates on them, the earliest date was more than two months ago (the day of our first intimate contact) and the last date was today. There were almost 100 letters in total.
I opened the first letter:
Hubby, the husband who showed up. I recognized you as my future from the first moment I laid eyes on you, even though I didn’t believe for a long time that I would have a future. It’s only since you came into my life that I have hope that you’re here to save me, you’re here to protect me, I need someone who can protect me so badly.
You said you love me today, twice, the first time with your eyes and the second time with your dick & mouth, and I could feel you saying it with your heart the whole time. I love you too, I love your smell, I love your lips, I love your eyes (even though they’re not big), I love your kisses, I love your hugs, I love your tenderness, I love everything about you. Everything about you feels familiar and safe, I know you won’t hurt me, you’ll protect me, it seems like we were family a long time ago, it’s just meant to be ……
I knew you loved me, your eyes were different from everyone else’s, seeing your eyes glowing at me, I could see the desire you had for me, a real desire, a desire that transcended everything, a desire that I had no power to be able to deny such a look ……
I’m really glad I had the courage to ask XX to get you here yesterday, you’re such a badass, why don’t you do it yourself, I have to point you in the right direction for everything ……
…… This feeling is wonderful, more than physical pleasure ….. The only regret is that you ran away without finishing your work, you have to remember to make up for tasting me in the future …… You’re all so cute when you run, I’m so happy, Bullwinkle her wife said ……
Second letter:
Why haven’t you talked to me all day? Why did you run away? How long can you run away? …… You run away, the more you run away, the more you care about me ……
The third seal:
…… You finally talked to me today, I knew you were such a dick, you admitted defeat before two full days were up. You’re miserable, it’s too easy to clean you up …… For you to be laughed at by everyone, you’ll stare at me with your little eyes (hopefully it won’t affect our kids in the future) frozen. It’s all on your tab, and I’ll clean you up later ……
Fourth seal:
What’s wrong with you, why are you cold to me again, I guess I underestimated you, badass! ……
Another letter:
Did anyone say anything to you, or do you look down on my past, I’ve tried very hard to change, I know it’s useless to change …… No, you’re not like that …… Please don’t torture me, you’re here to protect me …… Your eyes can’t fool me ……
Last letter:
…… You don’t care about my feelings at all, when my face and other women furtive …… Give you the last chance, if you don’t grasp this opportunity, I’ll let you regret for the rest of your life… …You don’t want me, what’s the point of me living, I don’t have a future …… Give yourself a chance, and give me a chance too …… I love you, I won’t hate you for anything you do… …
My wife stayed curled up in my arms with me the whole time I was reading these letters. Some of the letters had cute little animals and flowers drawn all over them, others were crumpled up and stained with tear stains. When I read these letters, I relived our roaring love that lasted less than three months. When her letters laughed, I laughed, and when her letters cried, I cried. It was the only time I’ve cried since I was 15. As I read the last letter, I broke out in a cold sweat and thought about how if I hadn’t faced my heart honestly, I would have lost my dearest love, and if that had been the case, my heart would have died with her.
God really intends to fulfill our couple, and after a few weeks one night, I send my wife back to the dormitory, I do not know which unlucky child, prepared a carload of flowers, placed in his wife’s dormitory downstairs, ready to confess to his wife, attracted the whole yard to see the fun. My wife was so scared that she hid behind me and pushed me forward, and the unlucky kid saw the scene and understood it all. That night, I kissed my wife publicly in front of the whole yard.
Some people screamed, some cheered, some marveled, some yelled, but in our eyes it seemed like all blessings for our future as a couple.