First, a general introduction to my situation. I come from the east coast of China, a rural province (I do not want their own dishonorable things affect the image of their hometown, please forgive me), there are two brothers at home, my parents are doing small business, every day out of the morning and late at night, by virtue of their own hard work, the family in the local situation is quite good. Maybe it is afraid that we learn from others, since the parents of our brothers are very strict, never allowed us to hang out all day, even to the home of a classmate, the same day must also go home.
My brother was six years older than me, and he took care of me since I was a kid, except for occasionally cheating me out of pocket money (that was when we were both very young), he never treated me poorly for other conveniences, and we had a good relationship as brothers. When I was in my third year of high school, my brother got married and lived alone (in the countryside, this is called splitting up the family). Later, I was admitted to a well-known university in the provincial capital, the whole family was very happy, especially my brother, the day of the school, he personally sent me to the school, to help me deal with all the things, before going back very uneasy, and before going back to return to give me 200 yuan.
At that time, due to the limited living conditions, parents are also afraid that I have more money outside and they can not control will learn bad, so the living expenses to give not a lot, but in the general level of students can still guarantee. Every time I go back, my brother always secretly give me 200 yuan (four years of college, each time 200, no more and no less, no matter how many times a semester I go back, every time to give). Because of the greed for 200 yuan (our round-trip ticket from the car 50 yuan, by train half-price round-trip as long as 16 yuan, but to transfer, trouble), so every semester I have to go back to at least once more, haha, my parents thought I know things homesick, in fact, …… alas ……
During the summer and winter vacations, my parents were too busy with their own business to take care of me, so I stayed at my brother’s house every day. At that time, my sister-in-law stayed at home all day to take care of the baby since I was just born. Since I was a college student, and there weren’t many college entrance exams at that time, I was the fourth college student in our village (my cousin was the first one), maybe out of admiration (she only graduated from elementary school), maybe she thought I was nice and good looking (she often told people about me in front of others), my sister-in-law was very nice to me.
To be honest, I think the university life is not as many people say so wonderful, although not extraordinary highlights, most of the time life is still very boring (perhaps because there is no talk of friends), very boring. Junior year, we have a classmate in the dormitory, his sister is also working in the provincial city, he took a TV and VCR from his sister, as well as some yellow videotapes. Often when we go to class, he skipped class and secretly watched (maybe he was afraid to know more people, spread the word, the school to deal with, so he never let us see).
Later, another student in our dorm room knew about it, and a few of us took advantage of his absence, pried up his drawer, and secretly watched it (which he later found out and scolded us severely, but because of the usual good relationship, he couldn’t do anything about us, ha). Before that, I really hadn’t seen any yellow books or magazines, let alone videos. Anyone who has seen a yellow tape knows what it feels like after watching a video for the first time. That urge and desire ……. In that night, I had the first spring dream in more than twenty years (perhaps some people do not believe, no way, this is true), the object is actually the sister-in-law!
To be honest, my sister-in-law actually did look good and was very nice to me, but perhaps due to brotherly love, I had never thought about my sister-in-law before, and wouldn’t and couldn’t. Even after watching the video, while I was awake, I had searched for the right person around me like a hunting dog, countless possibilities flashed in my mind, but I didn’t bother to think about her. But that very night, in my dreams, she became the object of my desire.
As soon as the target was set, she surfaced in front of me often during the day and night. Although, I always reminded myself, but to no avail. Fast forward to the summer vacation, because my sister-in-law has become my woman countless times, although only to dream in the mind, but I still like a child who has done something wrong, do not dare to go back, not to mention afraid to face my brother and sister-in-law and all the relatives. For the first time in three years, I chose to avoid, first to the home of a classmate to live for five days, and then on the pretext of social practice, and then wandered for nearly a week. Finally, out of ammunition, had to go back ……
When I got home, I hid in my own house all day and cooked and washed my own food and clothes by myself every day (I never used to do this at home, my sister-in-law did all the work, even if it was underwear and underpants, and you can see from this that she treats me like a real brother).
That summer, my brother happened to be contracted for a project and was often away from home, coming back once or twice a week at most, coming back at night and leaving the next day. He found out about my situation from my sister-in-law and came to our house one night (both of our houses are independent small houses, his house is about 20 meters in front of ours) and asked me what had happened, I dared not tell the truth, I bowed my head and said, “Nothing”.
He said, “There’s nothing to do, why are you alone in the house? Your sister-in-law is alone at home with the children and the housework, so you don’t go and help out a bit.”
Because my excuse is so cute, I used to help bring my excuse when I went home on vacation. I had nothing to say, I hadn’t learned how to lie yet, I was speechless, so I promised to go to his house the next day to bring my son. In fact, on the second day after I came back, my sister-in-law called me several times, but I said yes, but I never went there. On the third day, she brought my excuse for bringing my son again. Later, my sister-in-law told me that they thought I had fallen out of love, fearing that I would not be able to stay home alone and do something stupid, and he deliberately used the reason that his sister-in-law was too busy to blame me for letting me go to his house. Poor brother, how does he know that his dearest brother, has already in his head countless times to masturbate his wife, which is also the reason why I afterwards even more so that I have no face to him …….
Since I promised, I have no reason not to go. The next day, I was late to get up, until my sister-in-law came to call me, I only lowered my head and followed her to her home ……. That day, I remember very clearly, my sister-in-law wore black decent dresses, looks very good temperament, plump hips, in front of me a twist, immediately activated my deliberately suppressed nerve cells. This is the body that accompanies me to sleep every day, something unconsciously male. I hurriedly and quickly overtook her and walked in front of her, fearing that she would look back and find my tent that was erected ……
When I arrived at her home, I saw my excuse son, was playing with the train, I hurriedly squatted down, picked him up, and kissed him five or six times in a row. In fact, I did this for two reasons, one, this cute little guy I really like, two, I don’t want him to see my ugly, sister-in-law see me play with the excuse son, then feel relieved to go away.
I stayed at my brother’s house for three days, and although I often encountered my sister-in-law throughout the day, I tried to avoid her as much as possible, and I didn’t dare to look her in the eye. Later, my sister-in-law told me that she was secretly watching me, trying to find the answer to my question from my expression. If it wasn’t for the two incidents in a row, maybe this summer vacation would have passed peacefully. On the evening of the third day after I arrived at my brother’s house, my sister-in-law went to take a bath by herself after cooking dinner. At that time, there weren’t many television sets in the countryside.
There are only a few televisions in our village, and my brother bought one because he got married. General farmers after dinner in addition to the TV to watch TV, the only entertainment is really only in the wife’s belly to do abdominal push-ups, in order to save electricity, so the general family early to eat dinner and go to bed. It was still very early in the day, and the weather, which had been fine, suddenly started to rain. My excuse was watching his favorite book, Ichigo. I looked up and saw the clothes confiscated in the yard, rushed out, before I could run to the yard.
I saw my sister-in-law wrapped in a dress from the other side of the yard under the stairs followed out (under the stairs is her bathroom), she grabbed the dress with one hand (at that time in the countryside did not have that kind of large bath towel), one hand as much as possible to grab more sun clothes, perhaps for fear of clothes being wet by the rain, due to a hand grabbed too much a few pieces of sun clothes fell down, soon to fall to the ground. Instinctively, she used her other hand to grab the falling clothes, and the dress, which was barely holding the key parts of her body, slipped off her chest. ……
When she saw me rushing out of the door of the room, just facing her, she rushed to grab the piece of pick up cloth with both hands again, and as a result, the sunbathing clothes and dresses fell to the ground …… at the same time. This is the first time since I understand, if close distance, so clearly see Ms. Cheng sex body. And it was the jade body that made me toss and turn for countless nights, accompanying me to reach the peak of pleasure again and again, but never really appreciated ……
When she realized she was standing in front of me unreservedly, hastily unsure of how to protect her key parts, time lingered here, maybe two or three seconds, maybe half a minute, and by the time we both reacted she ran into the bathroom red-faced, while I panicked and grabbed at the clothes that had fallen to the floor, and as I reached for that last dress, I hesitated… …
Later, my sister-in-law said that when she saw me grabbing her dress that brought her shame, she was both shy and felt incredibly excited. That night was destined to be a sleepless night, my sister-in-law’s snow-white carcass, towering peaks, the vague valley, time and time again surfaced in my mind, time and time again accompanied me to reach the peak of happiness ……
After Pandora’s box opened, it could never be closed, that very night, desire overcame affection, and I made a decision that I would regret for the rest of my life, I, must find the joy of being a human being in her (at that time, I deliberately avoided the word sister-in-law in my mind, and replaced the bag with her name).
The next day, when I went to her house again, I no longer avoided her, but she was embarrassed to see me. I’m sure my fiery gaze must have made it even more difficult for her.
Perhaps God has destined me to become a sinner of Sunken Lun. At noon, excuse me to take a nap, he has rarely wet the bed, surprisingly wet the bed. Sister-in-law did not want to ask me to help, because she sleeps in the bed is a brown rope bed, sister-in-law afraid of urine flow to the brown rope, the rope will be moldy broken (in fact, as far as I know, this is unlikely, the brown rope corrosion resistance is very strong), holding the childishness, asked me to give her to take off the mat for a mat. When I put the clean mat on, in order not to wake up the excuse, sister-in-law climbed into bed, kneeling to put excuse gently down.
At that time, I stood about one or two meters away from the edge of the bed, looking at the background of my sister-in-law on the bed, thinking of yesterday’s scene, my manly roots branched out, and when she put down her son and turned around, she was looking down for her shoes and preparing to get out of the bed, her breasts, which had already nursed a child, were in the back of a black delicate bra, and were visible from her neckline. My sister-in-law inadvertently and suddenly saw my high tent and looked up at me in surprise. When she realized that what was in front of her was no longer her usual modest brother, but a lust-filled demonic beast, all that was left was fear ……
Not all the storyline is so smooth, when the sister-in-law looked at the inexperienced panther on his body, rampage, simply can not hunt to the mouth of the food, maybe it is provoked desire, maybe it is known that it is difficult to escape, or maybe it is a woman inspired maternal love, finally reached out to her tender hand, and brought me from the boy to the man. Being surrounded is not fear, but happiness, an inexpressible pleasure instantly filling the whole body …… which the hand can never compare.
Not yet have time to enjoy the food that just arrived in the mouth, a never reached the top of the face, like God VI in the jet of blinding flames up in the air, due to the instantaneous burst of huge thrust quickly helped me to break out of the encirclement, sporadic bullets along the drooping head of the gun, fell on the mat above ……
From boy to man in less than ten seconds. Disappointed? Discontentment? An emptiness like no other, sitting in the corner of the yard, mind blank ……
My sister-in-law silently cleaned up my sins, going in and out of the remaining corners of my gaze a few times, and I didn’t dare look at her ……
I wasn’t afraid of my family’s chastisement, and the moment my sister-in-law reached out, I knew I was safe ……
Time passes, brother returns to the middle of his brain, guilt gradually fills the void ……
Mean, shameless, nasty …… All the adjectives ever learned keep leaping through the brain ……
The dinner scene is already a blur, and the night is destined to be another sleepless night ……. Brothers from childhood to the scene one by one in front of the eyes, my brother point by point good, let me feel ashamed. Daybreak, in the self-blame, guilt, remorse I fell asleep. In a daze, feel a knock on the door, there is a tender voice outside the door called “uncle, uncle”, I opened my eyes to see, it has been almost noon. Open the door, the door stood only two years old excuse, I looked around, and did not find the sister-in-law’s figure. I think my sister-in-law was still angry and didn’t want to see me, so she asked my wife to call me.
I couldn’t face my sister-in-law who usually cares about me, so I picked up my son and went back to my room to play with him. When my son got tired of playing, he clamored to go home, so I had to carry him back.
I saw my sister-in-law making lunch from afar, and I was like a child who had done something wrong, not knowing how to deal with it, and I was really ashamed to see her. Sister-in-law saw me, on the contrary, as if nothing had happened, said: “here, lunch, just eat lunch. I “uh” a sound and hurriedly hugged the excuse from her side slipped away.
Lunch is very dull, because I did not eat breakfast, I was hungry, three times five to two to eat two big bowls, due to the mood of nervousness, choking, sister-in-law in the feeding of the excuse son to eat, see me to eat in a hurry, and said: “and no one with you to grab, so anxious to do what.” Finished eating, do not dare to stay at her home to watch TV (before noon I slept on the floor of her living room, watching TV in the afternoon, with the excuse to play), I rushed back to their own homes. In the afternoon, took a nap, woke up and read a book, in fact, to be honest, should be said to hold the book, but the heart is not at all in the book, yesterday evening’s scene surfaced in front of my eyes again, to my own shame, there is a place and indisputably swelled up ……
For dinner, it was once again Zhuo Zi who came to call me, and the program was not much different from noon; by the time I got to her house, my sister-in-law had already made the meal and gone to take a bath. When I was halfway through the meal, my sister-in-law came out of the shower, and saw that Zhuozi was still looking at his Yixiu, so she loaded up the rice and fed it to him. Sister-in-law just finished the shower, hair not dry, just sit in front of the electric fan, shampoo residual fragrance instantly blowing to my nose, looking at Ana more beautiful sister-in-law, desire once again rise from the bottom of my sinful heart. Sister-in-law saw me finish eating and handed me the bowl of excuse, telling me to feed him and go eat by myself.
After feeding my son, I hurriedly fled back to my house. About an hour or so later, my sister-in-law came to my room with Excuse me in her arms. Sister-in-law: “** (Excuse me) must come to you after his bath”. I hugged the excuse son, put him on the bed, very uncomfortable to play with him, sister-in-law sitting on the other side of the bed (because my room is relatively small, only a bed, a table and a chair, the table is on the edge of the bed, I usually read books are sitting on the edge of the bed, the chair on my clean clothes), watching us play, teasing the excuse son, and occasionally ask me a few words about the situation at school. I don’t know if it was overly sensitive, but my sister-in-law’s scent covered the room, and while the previous night’s repercussions were still fresh in my mind, desire slowly consumed the guilt ……
After about an hour or so of playing, my sister-in-law felt that the excuse was going to bed, so she hugged him and left.
Vaguely feel a lock into my yard, open outside the sky has basically bright, parents should have long gone out, who is in my house? Is it a burglar?
Gently knocking on the door and gentle voice basically sounded at the same time: “** (my name), I’m going to the market, ** (excuse the name) is still sleeping, I’m afraid that he woke up no one to accompany him to cry, you go to accompany him a little bit, I’ll go early to cool down, I’ll come back to burn the lunch”. I answered: “Oh”. The brain is not yet fully awake, confused I lay in bed for a while. Maybe sister-in-law did not go, heard me not ringing, and urged me: “you hurry, I left the door open, the tractor is waiting for me” (our village is about five or six miles from the town, many farmers are riding the village tractor to catch the market).
After saying that, my sister-in-law ran away in a hurry. I heard her go, also rushed to get up, after all, the lovely excuse son if he woke up to see no one to accompany him will be afraid to cry, he also has a traditional temper of our family, a word “stubborn”, then want to persuade him will be difficult. When I ran out of the house in a hurry, I saw my sister-in-law sitting in the bucket behind the tractor, dressed in a black dress, especially conspicuous in a group of rural women and peasants, and an adjective immediately appeared in my mind – standing out from the crowd. When my sister-in-law saw me come out, she called out to me: “I’m leaving”, I responded, but I guess only I could hear it.
I went in through the back door of my sister-in-law’s house and casually closed the door (I was still awake, so I could sleep in peace with the door closed). Through the kitchen, dining room, to the corridor (my home and my brother’s home are the same row of three three-story brick house, but not a villa, the three are independent, the easternmost one north is the kitchen south is the dining room, the middle of the room and the dining room is connected to the living room, the westernmost is their bedroom. Originally their bedroom on the second floor, because of the excuse that small, but he up and down the stairs is not safe, they moved to the first floor), did not wait for me to walk to their bedroom, I saw the bathroom door put a red basin, which is placed in the sister-in-law changed yesterday’s clothes (the stairs of their home in front of their bedroom, may be in a hurry to go to catch the market, would have been washed early in the morning clothes, did not have time to wash).
The door to the room was indeed left open, and the scent of a young young woman hit his nose as he walked into the bedroom. Excuse me lay on her side in the innermost corner of the bed, blissfully asleep. My sins had been washed clean by my sister-in-law. I lay down on his outer side. My sister-in-law’s scent was even stronger on the pillow, and the faint scent immediately aroused young passion, and I suddenly remembered the red washbasin at the bathroom door. The basin held my sister-in-law’s tunic, bra and panties that she had changed yesterday.
I took away my sister-in-law’s panties, a pale yellow mark in the center of the panties was very obvious. Putting it in front of my nose and sniffing it gently, a slutty odor came to my nose, but it was still bearable. I picked up my sister-in-law’s bra again, which was very thin (no sponge), and I sniffed it. Probably because of the summer sweating, my sister-in-law’s body odor was very obvious there, and the smell was very light. I sat on the bed, smelling my sister-in-law’s bra (I don’t like panties, although they don’t smell bad, I always feel unclean), fantasizing about my sister-in-law’s soft body, and repeating the same actions I’ve been doing for more than half a year …….
I don’t know if it’s because I wasted too much in the previous two days, or because it has experienced wonderful opponents who already don’t care about it, but after getting half a day, I couldn’t finish the task, which is definitely a first for me. Sure enough, before noon, my sister-in-law returned with her loot. Looking at the table aroma of fresh ginger fried meat (at that time in the countryside, not festivals, no guests, their own is unlikely to go to buy meat), I once again deeply feel sister-in-law on my good, I once again fell into a deep self-blame in the midst of ……
Because I felt that my sister-in-law was not angry because of what happened the day before yesterday, my lifted heart was finally completely relaxed. After the meal, I didn’t go back to my house, but continued to watch TV at my sister-in-law’s house as usual.
After waiting for my excuse to go to bed, my sister-in-law came back to the living room, and I noticed that her black dress that had mesmerized me had been changed into a nightgown. Sister-in-law took a seat on the sofa beside me, probably less than a meter away. She intentionally or unintentionally struck up a few conversations with me, and I lay down on the recliner, my eyes looking at the TV, but my heart had already flown to my sister-in-law’s side. My sister-in-law’s scent stimulated my nerves of excitement, and the devil in Pandora’s box appeared twice, where desire twice overcame reason, and a sinful thought surfaced. ……
Probably because I was nervous, I felt particularly thirsty, so I stood up and drank a cup of water. The place where I put the tea is about three or four meters from where my sister-in-law and I are sitting, but I feel that these three or four meters are far, far away …… Action? Give up? The first thing you need to do is to get a good deal of money and to get a good deal of money. I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to get a good deal on this one. …… In the end, I sat down on my own chair. Perhaps, my sister-in-law sensed my discomfort and began to get nervous. When I gathered enough courage to leave my own chair and walk toward her, her eyes kozo stared at the TV, not daring to look at me ……
Finally sitting next to my sister-in-law, I reached out my left hand and hugged her from her back side, and when my palm reached her breasts, I felt that she had removed her bra, giving me the feeling that she wasn’t wary of me because of my last behavior, which gave me a lot of courage. My sister-in-law’s limbs stiffened with nervousness and her eyes were glued to the TV. I put my head against her face, and she murmured, “This is not good, this is not good.” I was like any animal, begging for charity. Suddenly I heard a few words pop out of my sister-in-law’s mouth: “The door at the back is open ……”.
As if I received the holy paper, I jumped up from the sofa with excitement, and said: “I’ll go and close it” as I ran. Because these five words mean to stay awake (if not awake, it is impossible to think of the door is not closed), agreed to my request, but I checked all the doors and windows back, found that my sister-in-law still retain the original posture did not move. Perhaps the tension had made her forget everything.
I re-hugged my sister-in-law from behind, and my hands roamed around her chest wantonly. Sitting side by side was really uncomfortable, I stood up and asked my sister-in-law to stand up as well, she obediently stood up, I went around her and reached behind me to the inside of her clothes, I could feel that my sister-in-law’s grapes were already hard. I started to unbutton my sister-in-law’s clothes from the back. I don’t know whether I was too excited or too nervous, plus the fact that women’s buttons are in the opposite direction of men’s, and I wasn’t used to it, but I couldn’t undo the buttons for half a day.
My sister-in-law saw me pulling and said: “I’ll do it myself”. With the button undone, I gently removed her clothes and quickly took off her pajama pants and panties (I was afraid that she would regret it, so I thought it would be safe to take them off first). My sister-in-law stood naked and dumbfounded with her hands clasped over her chest, her eyes still glued to the TV. I stroked her from top to bottom, I gently said: “Sister-in-law, lie down”, sister-in-law then obediently lying on the floor on the mat (this mat is usually my brother and I use to sleep at noon, when I am not in sister-in-law will occasionally sleep here).
I quickly took off my own clothes, this time I did not rush to attack, but learned the action in the video lying on my sister-in-law’s body, kissing her beautiful breasts (to be honest, at that time, I just watched a video, in fact, do not understand anything). Maybe my fooling around had some effect, I obviously felt my sister-in-law squirming uneasily. This was me already impatient, this time with a little experience, go in much smoother. While I was moving, I couldn’t help but kiss my sister-in-law’s lips, and she desperately shook her head from side to side, not letting me kiss her lips.
I immobilized her head with my hands from side to side and then kissed her lips tenderly. At first my sister-in-law closed her lips tightly, I used my tongue to travel between her lips, the woman’s teeth biting tightly. I felt my sister-in-law slowly excited, her mouth slowly opened, suppressed moans came out from her throat, I stretched out my tongue and tried to wrap my sister-in-law’s tongue, and my sister-in-law slowly cooperated with using her outstretched tongue …….
I asked my sister-in-law, “Are you comfortable?”
My sister-in-law gave an “uh-huh” and nodded her head.
About up and down movement of twenty or so, the familiar feeling came back, I was about to pull out, sister-in-law with both hands to hold me, said: “I put the ring, shot inside does not matter”, got sister-in-law’s consent, I am more excited, from God one to God five, although I am not willing to end up like this, but at that time, too young, a lot of things do not understand. Seeing my sister-in-law frowning hard, I was very dissatisfied with my own performance, and said: “I’m sorry, I didn’t let you climax”. Although this time longer than last time, but I feel that sister-in-law did not arrive, if it can be maintained for a few more minutes, perhaps …….
Sister-in-law said gently: “At first all this ……, if the second time, the time will be longer.”
After the climax it was destined to be flat, and that emptiness and guilt gradually returned to the mind. I sat on the sofa, frustrated head down. Perhaps my sister-in-law sensed what I was thinking inside, slowly sat up and said: “I’ll go wash up first.” I: “Uh-huh”. In fact, I later realized that if I could help her at that time, even if I had already finished, I could still help her fulfill her heart’s desire, and “the second time will be longer” on behalf of her wish at that time. Unfortunately, I didn’t understand at the time, and when the emptiness and self-doubt took over, I wished nothing had happened, let alone a second time.
Since the second time, desire has overcome reason, the second time, the third time ……
In those days, my sister-in-law’s bed, the mat on the floor, and once in my room, all left traces of our sins. Each time I asked for it (my sister-in-law never took the initiative to ask for it), and although guilt afterward is still a routine every time, as the number of times increases, the self-blame and guilt have been worse than once ……
Finally, about a week later in the afternoon, business has been completed, I continue my TV, sister-in-law do not know what is busy, excuse me is still sleeping, I heard a familiar voice outside the yard can not be more familiar voice calling sister-in-law’s name. Suddenly, that strong sense of guilt instantly returned to my heart. At this time, I really feel what is called no place to hide, what is called to be a thief heart ……
As soon as my brother entered, he asked my sister-in-law to excuse him, she said she was sleeping, and my brother asked, “Where’s Lao Er?”
Sister-in-law: “Watching TV.”
My brother came into the living room and called out to me, and I felt like I could only hear my own response due to my shame and disgrace. My eyes were glued to the TV, and I didn’t dare to look at my brother (in the past, when I heard that my brother was back, I would have run out to open the door for him and happily called out “brother”). My brother looked at me for a moment and left without saying anything.
In order to avoid my brother, I went back to my room right after dinner. Later, I heard my sister-in-law say that after I left, my brother tried to come to see me several times, but did not come, my brother asked my sister-in-law a lot of questions about me, but my sister-in-law said: “seems to be nothing, just not very talkative”, my brother told my sister-in-law to care more about me to take care of me.
Once again, self-blame, shame, humiliation, and remorse stayed with me all night. The next day, when I woke up, it was already noon, and my brother had left long ago. Before seeing my sister-in-law, I vowed to break off this abnormal relationship, but when I really went to my brother’s house and saw my sister-in-law’s alluring body and heard that tender care, desire once again overcame the vow ……
Luckily, during that time, my brother didn’t come back for more than a week because he was in a hurry, and I didn’t have to deal with awkward scenes, especially when my brother, sister-in-law, and I were all present, which felt worse than eating a fly.
My sister-in-law and I barely stopped talking that summer, and my sweet excuse for a son didn’t know anything about it and wanted me to play with him all day long. His presence created a lot of opportunities for us. During that time, my sister-in-law was also especially beautiful and in a particularly good mood, and we both deliberately did not mention my brother. I knew that my sister-in-law had found her ideal from me, and I had found manly pleasure from my sister-in-law.
In order to avoid facing my brother, I returned to school nearly half a month early, and when I was leaving, my sister-in-law did not have any wan stay. In fact, she can feel my pain, and she is also very painful ……
Although, later occasionally go back, see that familiar body, still with an impulse, but for the sake of the family, in order to their conscience less condemnation, I forced to hold back the desire. In fact, I also know, sister-in-law what she needs, but I that thing I am simply impossible to give, this point sister-in-law than I understand. Now she still silently bear the responsibility for the family. There were times when I was alone with my sister-in-law, and we didn’t mention anything about watching summer. Maybe if my sister-in-law had asked, I really don’t know if I could have resisted the temptation, but she didn’t.
It was that summer that I realized what it meant to be a man who loves for the sake of sex and a woman who loves for the sake of sex.” All the sins were caused by me. My sister-in-law buried her request in her heart forever, and she never took the initiative to ask for it. In fact, I know that my sister-in-law never got an orgasm that summer. But she always silently cooperated with me so that I could experience the dignity and pleasure of a man.
Even after I left home and went to school, my sister-in-law had been very uneasy, because only she understood how strong my desire was, and she was afraid that I would do something wrong and be expelled from school or lose my job. Until I got married and had children ……
But sister-in-law does not understand, in fact, the pleasure I get on her, absolutely not the kind of money can be obtained in the transaction; much less hungry, on the side of the road from a strange woman to get ……
Since that summer, going home has been the one thing I’m most afraid to face. My parents blamed me for getting older and being more and more unintelligent, not knowing how to go back to see everyone all year round. ……
Failed my sister-in-law, failed my brother, that summer, let me lifelong guilt …… like it, click on the red heart support oh! Also increase your support!