Sitting quietly on this night, making a cup of tea and reflecting on the times I’ve traveled. There are the joys of childhood, the
The youthfulness of the cardamom years, the care of mom and dad and big brother and little brother, and the love of my husband!
Thinking of my husband brought another pang of pain to my heart!
When I was 20 years old, I had just started working and met my husband, Makoto. Makoto was 5 years older than me and tall.
The big 178’s always liked to take petite me in their arms and call me little fuzzy, little thing. That
I always pouted and argued with him that I was not too small for 163, and that my clever brain was not obsessed with
Paste! Makoto always smiled slightly and melted away all my grievances with his warm lips. Now that I think about it, my husband understands me
The people.
Confused love, enjoying the sweetness and tenderness of Makoto! The first time I slept in my husband’s arms, he asked me
“Does it still hurt?” I giggled and said, “It feels good!” Hubby guided me to look at my body, and there, it was red.
Swollen and swollen, with flakes of blood on the sheets, this is what makes you feel physically sick. Then tears streamed down his own face
And Makoto’s chest. Throughout the day, Makoto hugged me in his arms and took care of me meticulously, gently saying to me, “Xiaodong
Nishi, I’ll love you forever!” So happy!
Once again, Makoto asked me, “Little thing, what’s the date of your period?” After thinking about it, I said, “Soon.”
“It’s almost time, isn’t it? It’s been over half a month since you’ve been here and you don’t remember it yourself, what do you remember in your little head?”
Thinking and giggling “Yes ha, I just remember, I’m so happy with you!” Makoto stroked my long hair
Said I was little confused. So went to the hospital. I was really hit. So, my husband changed his mind. So, I became a mom.
I just turned 21. For a long time, I lay in my husband’s arms and complained, “It’s all your fault, I haven’t had enough of two people!
The world!” Hubby is always full of tenderness “Little thing, I will love you forever!”
The day I gave birth to my son, I woke up in a daze in a hospital bed, and my husband looked at me with love and compassion.
Looking at me “Wake up, feeling okay?” I smiled and suddenly felt wrong, my stomach was empty. I lifted up the covers and
I saw that my stomach was no longer as small as a mountain in the past, and my tears flowed, “Hubby, I’m sorry, I’ve put our
I’ve lost my baby, the baby in my belly is gone!” Granny came to the bed holding the baby, “Xiaoling take a quick look at the
The baby’s here, it’s a little boy, just like his father.” My mom tucked me in and said, “Silly girl, you’ve been doing this since you were born.
You don’t even know that you have a son, what are you crying for! Come and see the baby, like when you were a child.” I stared in bewilderment at
I looked at my son, his wrinkled skin, his long head, his hair, so ugly. Tears streamed down my face again, “Hubby
This baby is so ugly, will you not love me anymore?” Mom scolded me, “Silly girl, the baby was just born!
This way, it will look good when it opens up in a few days.” My husband gently wiped my tears, “Little thing, I will love you forever
Son!” In that moment, the heart was full of so much happiness!
My son is growing up every day, going to kindergarten and elementary school, and he still likes to run into my room and climb into the room where my oldest and I are.
He sleeps in my husband’s bed and likes to lie down in my arms. So I told him, “Son, you’re old enough to sleep on your own.
. After much talk, my son was angry: “Mom, you don’t even love me!”
”How could I, you’re my son, how could I not love you?”
”That’s right, you just love Daddy, you don’t even love me!” Silly, I don’t know what to say. Hubby held his son in
on his lap, “Son, mommy is a little woman, we are men, we have to protect our home and mommy. You.
Now that you’re grown up, you have to learn to be independent so that you can protect your mom and our family in the future.” The son nodded heavily
Head “I know, mom and dad love me.” Hubby stroked his son’s hair “Of course, Daddy
Love you.” I looked at my husband and son hugging each other and felt weird “Honey, what about me?” Old
Gong hugged me in his arms and kissed me on the cheek, “Little thing, I will love you forever!” My son also came over
Came and kissed me on the cheek, following my husband’s lead, “I’ll love you for the rest of your life, little thing!” And then hee hee.
Hip-hopped and ran back to his room. At that moment, the heart was full of so much happiness! Thinking that happiness will always be with
Me!
My son is in middle school, he is very smart and naughty, he looks like my husband, the way he talks, the way he walks.
The situation is all very similar, father and son walk together, the same size. People say sons are like moms and daughters are like dads. My son.
How come my son is not like me. My husband has been promoted again and has been allocated a three-room, two-bathroom house, while I, in a different
Villa neighborhood property company as a manager, the two people’s income is very good, the new house is decorated as in the villa, Shu
Suitable and luxurious. Of course, it’s all because of my husband. The day I moved into my new house, I dragged my husband in the room where I could lay two people.
The luxury jacuzzi bathtub of the lovebirds bath. After exhausting all her strength, she spread out her shoulder-length hair and leaned against her husband’s
s arms, enjoying her husband’s caresses. “Hubby, will we always be this happy?”
”It will. The days will get better.”
”Liar, you’re getting more and more official, and I’ll be 35 in a year, and you won’t like me when I’m old” old
Gong grabbed the tenderness of my breasts “Look at your body, it’s the same as when you were 20 except bigger here.
What about, I’ll always love you” (the long years of gym sessions to stay in shape were not for nothing). Turn your head and kiss
Hubby’s cheeks “Really? You’re not allowed to lie to me!”
”I’ll love you forever, little thing,” were our eternal love words, and we never got tired of hearing them!
That day, my husband told me that he would be traveling for half a month and asked me to take care of myself and my son. At night, I plopped down
In my husband’s arms discussing which gifts to bring with me, suddenly remembered an important thing “Hubby, you go out this time
Will you miss me after all that time?” “Of course I will, I think of you every day” “Well, when you think of me, I
And not being around you, will you learn to be bad and go out and find bad women?” “How could I, I love you so much, no
will find bad women” “Liar, you are so good, at least two days to be once, this time go so long, do not believe that
You can’t stand it,” my husband laughed and told me a joke:
There was a couple that called doing that laundry. There was a fight, and the two of them were in a cold war for days.
The husband wanted to ease the relationship between husband and wife, but was afraid that his wife would ignore him, so he said to his son, “Son, I have to do the laundry.
Ask your mom if there’s anything she wants to wash, and she’ll come back and say, “My mom says the washing machine’s broken, so we’ll talk about it when it’s fixed.”
The next day, the wife, wanting to make peace, said to her son, “The washing machine is fixed. Tell your father he can do his laundry.”
“My dad said no, he washed it himself.”
I blinked and asked, “What else?” “It’s over.” “You’re not funny, what’s the point?”
Hubby topped me a bit, bad smile “there is a washing machine at home, go out I can also hand wash ah” reached out and grabbed the
Top my ferocious weapon, looked at it, suddenly got it, threw my arms around my husband’s neck and gasped with laughter. “Hubby is so funny
I’m laughing my ass off. However, if you hand-wash more clothes, they will wear out easily. Why don’t you save the clothes that need to be washed for
Here, come back and I’ll wash you in the washing machine.”
”But I want to do the laundry now” I felt hot all over as I hugged my husband’s neck “Old
Gong, I love you so much, you can do as much laundry as you want in our washing machine, you can do more today, love me”
”Little thing, I’ll love you for the rest of your life” That night, it felt like I was flying!
In the next half a month, every night before going to bed, will be and the husband to make telephone porridge, pouring out the thoughts of the heart.
Sometimes it’s nice to get on the phone and hand wash clothes with my husband. After a week, it was very worrying that old
She said to her husband, “Hubby, I won’t call you tomorrow, but I’ll give you a day off and allow you to go out.
You’re allowed to borrow the washing machine up to three times, twice, once, well, up to three times. Still, I’d like to
You save it. I’ll wash it for you when I get back. I want to inspect it.”
Hubby was due back this afternoon. I came home early on purpose, bought a lot of vegetables to prepare at home, and again
Getting myself cleaned up, smelling good all over, and changing into a thong close to my body is hubby’s favorite. ME.
The first of these is still a birthday gift from my husband. Calculating the time of my husband’s return and thinking about the gifts sold to me.
And worrying if he’ll actually go out and borrow the washing machine. Well, it’s going to be a good night to check it out. My son got out of school early too.
He came back and circled around me, “Mom, you look so beautiful today, aren’t you especially happy that Dad is back today?
Wow, so fragrant, quickly let me ask to smell.” Said ran over and hugged my waist, face buried in my chest peak quite
In the middle, inhaling deeply. Gee, a little inattention, my son is catching up to me in size. Knocked my son on the head a
Under the pretense of anger, scolded “brat, even mom’s tofu also dare to eat, see I do not beat you.” The son made a ghost
face and ran away with a cheeky grin.
The phone rang and I happily grabbed it, “Hey hubby, are you home yet? I’ll go down to pick up
“Siu Ling, are you and Siu Yat home?” It was my father-in-law.
The voice was very similar to Makoto’s. “Oh Dad, we’re at home, waiting for Makoto to come back, I guess it’s almost time, do you need something?” “
Siau Ling, you and Xiao Yi come to the **hospital* right away, better not drive yourself, take a taxi, hurry up ah”
Said the phone hung up. With a belly full of suspicion, led the son rushed to the hospital, found the in-laws uncle, mom and dad
My older and younger brothers were in the hospital hallway, my mother-in-law and mom were tear-stained and red-eyed, and the family was looking at me.
”Dad, Mom, what’s wrong? Who’s sick? Why are you crying?” My father-in-law led me to a hospital room where the family
They all followed. In the center of the ward stood a hospital bed covered with a white sheet. “Rei, be strong.
Makoto’s gone.”
”Dad, what did you say? Makoto left? Where did he go?” His father-in-law slowly lifted the sheet, and on the hospital bed, Makoto was quietly
Lying there quietly, as if asleep. “Makoto had an accident on the way home, the car he was in flipped over and his head
It was too late to get to the hospital after the impact. The driver of the car has caught …… “My head is buzzing with
Loud, can’t hear anything anymore, just stupidly looking at Makoto’s sleeping face, it’s so pale. Everything around
None of it exists anymore.
I don’t know how long it took, but I held my husband’s face with both hands and gently shook him, “Hubby, you’re back, you’re back, you’re back, you’re back, you’re back, you’re back!
Why don’t you go home? It’s cold to sleep here. Get up, let’s go home.”
”Didn’t you say you were going to buy me a present, bring it to me.”
”Didn’t you say you wanted to eat the food I fried for you, I have it all ready to eat when I get home. Get up now.
Come on.”
”Didn’t you say you wanted me to do your laundry, I’ve got the washing machine ready for you, do I look pretty to you?
No matter how much I shouted, my husband just did not move and ignored me. I lifted off a white
The cloth sheet, Makoto lay like that, naked and without the slightest scratch, sleeping as he usually did. My favorite fierce
The instrument has also lost its prowess. It was soft and lowered its head. I grabbed it and gently stroked it, “Honey, are you
You’ve gone outside to borrow the washing machine and you’re afraid to come home? If you don’t go home, I’ll do your laundry now.” After saying that
I lowered my head and took it in, latching on frantically. Gone was the firmness, warmth and heat of the old days, and the entrance was an icy
Cold, cold to the core!
I felt someone tugging at me, taking me away from my husband’s body, and when I looked back, my mother-in-law was hugging me and crying for me”
Xiaoling, don’t be like this, don’t scare mom, Makoto is gone, mom knows it’s hard on your heart, go ahead and cry, cry it out”
”Mom you lied to me, Makoto won’t leave, Makoto won’t leave me behind, Makoto said I’ll love you forever”, said the gaze enquirer.
Asked everyone in the family, everyone was in tears. Mom hugged me and cried, “Girl, Makoto is really gone, you’re crying!
Ah.”
”I don’t believe it, Makoto was there properly, he just fell asleep, I’ll take him home to bed. You’re all lying.
Me.”
”Siau Ling,” the eunuch bellowed “Just cry it out, Makoto is gone, Makoto —- is dead!”
Quiet, suddenly, everything was quiet, no cries could be heard around me, and my head wasn’t buzzing. Stunned.
I looked at my father-in-law, then at my family, and finally at Makoto, who was sleeping peacefully, and the words “dead” echoed in my head.
Leaving me behind, never to return! It hurts, to know, finally, what it is to be in pain! A cry that breaks my heart
Shouting “Husband ah —–” the sky swirled and I lost all consciousness.
I have to control myself.
I won’t let anyone see me cry.
Acting like I don’t care about you.
I don’t want to think of you.
I blame myself for not having the courage.
My heart hurts so much I can’t breathe.
I can’t find any trace of you.
Seeing you.
powerless
Let you disappear at the end of the world
I can’t find a reason to be strong.
I can’t feel your tenderness anymore.
Tell me where the stars are.
Is there an end to it?
My heart hurts so much I can’t breathe.
I can’t find any trace of yesterday.
Seeing you.
powerless
Let you disappear at the end of the world
I can’t find a reason to be strong.
I can’t feel your tenderness anymore.
Tell me where the stars are.
Is there an end to it?
Make a wish on a shooting star.
To let you know that I love you.
—- Star Wishes
It’s been three years since I wrote these words, and they still make my heart ache so much that I can hardly breathe, cry and write and will
Nearly dawn to finish writing, just a few thousand words used the whole night. Write it down, for the sake of those memories that should be forgotten!
Consciousness returned again early one morning, and I had a dream in which my husband stood before me with a favored
Smiling at me, I said, “Little thing, I have to go, you have to take care of yourself from now on.” I was in tears, “Honey, you have to
Where are you going? Don’t go, okay? Why don’t you take me with you.” Hubby gently shook his head “You can’t go, you
And take care of our son and bring him up well.” I jumped up and hugged my husband around the neck in an effort to
Kissing Makoto’s lips “Hubby, don’t go, don’t leave me behind ……” Hubby’s figure slowly faded and disappeared into the
My “husband” in my arms was suddenly awake, I was in my bedroom, the sky was light, I was lying on my bed.
On, in my arms was my son Xiaoyi, kissing my son’s tender lips. I was so shocked that I hastily let go of my son and
Sitting up, I looked at myself, thankfully, in my pajamas, not the naked sleep I was used to. “Son.
Why are you here, why don’t you go back to your own house and sleep?” My son looked at me with wide eyes, “Mom.
Do you miss your father again? Yesterday, my second uncle called to tell me that Grandpa was sick and Grandma had gone back to see him.
I slept here with you.”
At dawn, my mother-in-law came over again. I asked my mother-in-law how my father-in-law’s illness was going, and she said there was nothing more to it.
My blood pressure was a little high, but I went to the hospital yesterday and got some medicine, so I’m much better now. And asked me how my health is now, well
Like a lot more awake.
From my mother-in-law’s words, I realized that since my husband’s death, I’ve been in a trance, as if I’ve lost my soul.
The same, often sitting and froze, or silent tears, a month, mother-in-law and mom afraid of my accident, take turns to live in the
Take care of me and Xiao Yi here. Makoto’s funeral is done, and his ashes are buried in the mausoleum. I was left with three sets.
A building and a million dollars in savings and a car. The company took a long vacation for me. My mother-in-law found two more husbands to take
Back in the suitcase, ask me that day and laundry and washing machine shouting, but the husband box no dirty clothes
I’m not sure what I’m talking about, but I’m not sure what I’m talking about. I blushed and gulped and told my mother-in-law that it was a metaphor for our doing that. Mother-in-law.
He also took out a few pieces of erotic lingerie and thongs from the box and asked me if Makoto had another woman, and I said with tears in my eyes
No, Makoto bought all these clothes for me. He’s always doted on me and likes me to wear clothes like that at night.
My mother-in-law also shed tears and said, “My child, I can see that you and Makoto were very much in love, but Makoto’s departure has caused you a lot of suffering. You are still young.
Light, or just be looking for someone.”
”Mom, I’m not looking for it, Makoto’s gone, my heart’s gone with him, and from now on, I’ll live with Xiaoyi, and I’ll always
It’s your daughter-in-law,” my mother-in-law hugged me and cried, and advised me for a long time. I told her that I was fine and advised her to go home.
I will take care of my father-in-law, and I will take care of myself and Xiaoyi. My mother-in-law wasn’t worried and stayed for three days to see that I had really recovered
Just went back home.
The days afterward became uneventful. Going to work and coming home every day, two points and one line became the theme of my life.
In the absence of passion and pleasure. Occasionally, I wore the little clothes my husband had given me, and stroked myself, and there was little
I don’t feel anything. It just brings me endless memories and sadness. My son is in his third year of junior high school and is already taller than me.
of becoming more and more like Makoto.
Did very well in school and learned to cook and a lot of housework. Always sleeps with me and tells me a lot before bedtime
More school fun facts: a few more points on a test; a classmate got into a fight outside of school, a classmate got sick and didn’t show up
In class; so-and-so is getting it on with so-and-so. I sometimes ask if there are any female classmates who like you, or if you like to
Do you like a certain girl from school? My son said there were several female classmates who liked him, but there was no one of his type, they
It’s all too superficial and tender. Sometimes I would ask, what type of girl do you like? My son would be very serious about
I said, “I don’t like girls, I want to be with my mommy forever!” My son’s serious expression and words often
My son is the continuation of my love for Makoto and my only hope in this life.
Since my mother-in-law left, my son has been sleeping with me, and I often can’t help but hold my son in tears when I dream of him in the middle of the night.
One night, once awakened from a dream, he suddenly felt his son’s body shaking.
Is it possible that my son is also crying in his dream? Gently nudging my son, “Xiao Yi, wake up, what’s wrong with you?” Son
My son woke up in his sleep and saw me looking at him with a panicked expression and sat up, hugging his legs, his little face red. “Mommy.
I’m fine.”
”Son, are you dreaming or not feeling well?” My son didn’t say anything. I took a good look at him.
Noticing a wet stain on my son’s little underwear and a wet patch on the sheet underneath him, I reached out and touched it, it was a little slippery
Slippery and greasy. My son scrunched his body, wanting to avoid it, but not daring to move, his little face reddening even more. I smiled, and in my heart I knew
White, the son is growing up! “Son, tell mommy, when did you start looking like this and how many times?”
”It’s been about almost a year since my grandma left, and there’s been four or five times where, mom, actually, I didn’t want to
It’s just weird dreams sometimes, that’s all, am I a bad boy?”
”Good son, it’s okay, it’s normal, it means you’re growing up. They don’t teach physical hygiene in your school.
Ever? Can you tell mommy what you dream about.”
”The physical hygiene class just handed out a book and the teacher told us to read it on our own, and it wasn’t even taught, and I read it and
Not really.” Yes, my son is old enough to know this knowledge, and my husband should have been the one to tell him, but
I can only tell my son now, just take this opportunity, but don’t let my son’s heart have
What a burden. “Son, change your clothes first, and then bring your physical hygiene book, if you don’t know how to
Mommy told you.” My son went to change, and I touched the wet stains on the sheets, which smelled faintly fishy and tasted
It actually mesmerized me a bit.
Shaking his head, he got up and replaced a fresh sheet. Waiting for his son to come over, he turned to his book and explained to him what
It’s dreaming, the construction of male characteristics and genitals, the construction of female characteristics and genitals, the origin and birth of the fetus
He told him that ejaculation was a normal phenomenon for boys at a certain age and that he should not be burdened with it.
There is no need to be afraid. At this point, my son asked me, “Mom, I know most of it, but I don’t know about the female genitals.
Know what it’s like, or can you let me see it?” “Bastard, make fun of your mom, wait for the
In the future when you get married and have a daughter-in-law you will know.” The son was full of disappointment “Ah, we have to wait for the future.” “
Okay son, if you don’t understand, we’ll talk about it later, it’s late today, hurry up and go to bed,” he said, feeling his son tossing and turning.
Went for a long time without falling asleep.
The next night I said to my son, “Son, you are an adult now, you should sleep by yourself from now on, you
Go back to your bedroom and sleep.”
”Mom I like to sleep with you, you can just let me be here.”
”But sooner or later, you’re going to be independent, you’re going to have to work, you’re going to have to get a daughter-in-law, and you’re going to leave your mom eventually.”
”Mom I don’t want a daughter-in-law, I’ll always be with you!”
”Silly son, as silly as you can be. From today, you sleep by yourself, ah, obey.” So the son
Reluctantly, he went back to his bedroom. It was still really uncomfortable to have my son leave.
After the summer vacation, my son successfully entered a key high school, a year in high school, the man has grown much taller, has
Scripture 175, tall, a head taller than me, looking at it makes me like it very much.
It was a very hot day in July and I came home from work sweating. Look at my son in front of the computer
Playing a game, he said to his son, “Son, you help mom wash the dishes first, I’ll take a shower first, and then I’ll cook for you.
, it’s too hot.” After saying that, hurriedly walked into the bathroom. Simply rinsed, want to quickly cook to go, who knows that the feet of a
Slipping and falling to the bathroom floor in one fell swoop, I let out a yelp, my ankles, thighs, and buttocks hurting so much from the fall, feeling
I think I broke my ankle. My son heard me shriek and ran over and pushed open the bathroom door “Mom, what happened to you?”
”Ah, son, mom just fell, it’s okay, go ahead and get out.” Trying to get up, right foot
When he landed, it hurt so much that his butt had to sit on the floor. “Mom, look at how swollen your ankle is…
I’ll take you to the hospital.” I said and gently picked me up and walked out of the bathroom. “Son, first help mommy get dressed and take mommy
Bring me mom’s clothes.” My son carried me to the living room couch, brought my clothes, helped me put on my underwear, and put on the
a sundress, then carried me to the car and drove me to the hospital. Upon examination, a sprained right ankle and
and has a mild bone fracture that has been immobilized with a cast, thigh and buttocks are just contusions, go home and apply medicine and do some pressing
Mo was just fine. By the time everything was taken care of and I got home, it was almost 10 o’clock. My son bought a meal at a nearby restaurant and brought
When I got home, the two of us ate briefly and my son served me to bed. My son went to take a shower and hugged the towel quilt
He came over to sleep with me and said, “Mommy, does your ankle still hurt?”
”It’s better now, it doesn’t hurt much.”
”Then let me rub your legs, see your thighs are bruised from the fall,” he said, bringing the medicine and gently applying it.
Massage my thighs and buttocks. My son’s movements were gentle, afraid of hurting me. Looking at my son’s serious expression
, feeling very warm inside. Suddenly it occurred to me that just now, in the bathroom, my son carried me naked out of the bathroom and
and helped me dress, and I couldn’t help but blush with shame as my own body was shown to my son. “Mom, it’s better
?”
”Well, that’s much better. Son, help me up, I need to go to the bathroom.” My son picked me up straight away and went to the
The bathroom. It’s good to have a son.
For the next few days, my son took good care of me, cooking, washing, scrubbing the floor, everything
Well done. I don’t realize that my son has grown up. There’s just one thing that’s giving me a hard time, the July
The weather, it’s hot, don’t say move, just sit, will sweat, although I have turned on the air conditioning to the maximum still
I can’t. After holding out for two days, I couldn’t stand the smell of my own sweat. That night, I
I could only turn to my son, “Xiao Yi, help mommy put on the water, I want to take a bath.”
”Mom, how are you going to take a bath with your foot still in a cast?”
”It’s too hot and it’s killing me.”
”Why don’t I help you take a bath?”
“……”
”It’s okay, I’m your son, what are you afraid of. Besides, that day, when you were injured, I have been
Seen it.”
”……” I didn’t know what to say, I just felt my face burning. I could only reply with silence to my son’s
Words.
My son turned around and went to the bathroom to run the water. After a while, my son came back and walked over to my bedside, “Mom, the water
Put it away and let me help you undress.”
”Help me to the bathroom first.” Although I acquiesced to my son helping me, undressing in the bedroom still made the
I felt overwhelmed. My son helped me walk to the bathroom, sat on the edge of the tub, and looked back at my son, “Yi
, you go ahead and get out, I’ll call you later.” Watching my son walk out of the bathroom, I slowly removed my pajamas, chest
hood, panties, and laboriously placed himself in the bathtub, his injured right foot on the edge of the tub. What used to be so easy
Love, it’s really inconvenient right now. After thinking about it, I called my son in to help. When the son came in, he only
Wearing a pair of boxers. I glanced at my son and had the beginning of a fever on my face at the thought of being naked, so I had to
Eyes closed, one hand protecting my breasts and one covering my bottom, I instructed my son to wash my hair and scrub my back …… son
Zi’s movements were a little rusty, but they had been gentle, gently rubbing my skin while asking me how I was feeling
suffer, will it rub me painfully. Naa answered my son’s question, my mind, however, focused on my son’s double
The body shivered gently as the hands skimmed over the skin and as they traveled. This body, how long had it been
A pair of hands caressing it now? It seems like back in the day, when my husband held me in his arms, sitting in this luxurious bathtub, gently caressing the
I said, “Little thing, I will love you for the rest of my life”. Tears fell down unexpectedly.
”Mom, why are you crying? Did I hurt you? Or did I do a bad job?” I hurriedly wiped my tears
“No, you’re doing fine, I just flooded my eyes with bathwater, I’m fine.” That’s when the thoughts came back to reality and
My son’s hands were resting on my breasts. The plump breasts rose high under the squeeze of my son’s big hands and could be
Seeing the green veins under the delicate skin. Hurriedly pushing his son’s hands away “Son, I’ll just wash myself here, the
You help mom with the towel.” Hurriedly washing her breasts and bottom, she turned around and her son, towel in hand, was
Frozen, my boxers stood up in a high tent. “What are you looking at, why don’t you dry me off.” Son.
Panicked, he wiped the water stains from my hair and body, his hands surprisingly shaking a little. I peeked over at my son, tall
of a man, broad shoulders, bulging muscles, thick legs, and the silhouette of his boxers looked so majestic.
Panicking, I closed my eyes and let my son manipulate my body at will. When my son finished wiping, he picked me up straight away and sent me to the
My bed. When my son put me down, my ass was so hard from the top! “Mom, you go to sleep
Bar, I’m going to take a shower too, I’ll be back in a little while.” Quietly lying on the bed, listening to the clatter from the restroom
The sound of water was so loud that I felt my face and body burning, and my hand stroked the spot on my ass where I’d just been pushed against it, the
Kind of different. Maybe my son forgot, maybe I wasn’t paying attention, and my son didn’t bring me underwear or pajamas
, having not slept naked for a long time, I was surprised to have some insomnia and tossed and turned for a long time before falling asleep.
Eleventh vacation, took my son to Hainan traveled for six days, although some tired, but feel very happy, long time
The depression was thrown out of the window, and my son said he saw his happy mom again. Back home, after dinner
My son went to play with his classmates and I took a shower and went to bed. After squinting, I woke up, my son was not around, look at the
The watch, it’s already 10:30 pm. Getting up and going to the living room for a glass of water, I saw light coming through the doorway of my son’s room.
”This kid, did he see me sleeping, didn’t want to disturb me and went to his room to sleep by himself? Why don’t you turn off the light?”
Push open the door to my son’s room, the sight that I could not help but be stunned: my son sat at his computer desk, the computer screen
The screen showed a picture of me in my swimsuit in Hainan, my son topless, his underwear backed down to his knees, one hand outstretched
to between her legs, grasping the enlarged cock in a ceaseless motion.
”Yat, what are you doing?” I was a bit startled and angry, my voice could not help but be a bit high. My son was startled and turned around
Seeing me standing in front of the door, she stood up in a panic, forgetting that she was still naked down there, and her little face flushed red with
A few more strokes of my right hand, and a white jet of semen, rushed out at me, shooting out so far that it was more than a meter away from the
The distance, surprisingly shot to my legs and hands. My son nah dared not speak or move, just that silly
Standing, I panicked for a moment and didn’t know what to say.
I froze for a long time before I said, “Hurry up and clean up, go to bed.” After I finished speaking, I panicked and brought the door to my son’s room with me.
, ran back to his bedroom. Sitting on the end of the bed, wiping the cum off his legs and hands with a hand towel, smelling the faintly fishy odor of the
The scene from earlier was repeated over and over in my mind. My son was old enough to have learned to masturbate, and I was actually in his high
It was really embarrassing to crash in on the tide. Would it have scared him, I’ve heard that being scared at this time of year will
The one that caused impotence, that’s a big deal for my son’s lifelong happiness, shouldn’t I go see him? But
As a mother, how could I do that? Thinking about it, my son’s body was still important, and I mustered up all my courage.
angry, got up and walked to his son’s room.
The light was off in my son’s room, and it looked like he was already asleep. I pushed the door open and twisted on the bedside table lamp to see my son
Eyes closed, as if asleep, but I could tell he was pretending to be asleep. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I tried to speak as gently as possible in a
The tone of voice said, “Yat, I know you’re still awake, can you talk to Mommy?” The son knew it was impossible to pretend
up, raised her eyes to look at me for a moment, hmmmed, and closed them again. “Yat, you were masturbating just now, weren’t you?
Can you tell mommy how long you’ve been like this and since when?” My son blushed and held
It took half a day to say, “Mom, I was wrong, I won’t dare to do it again.”
”Silly son, mom didn’t say you were wrong, in fact, when people come of age, they have physical needs, like you do
of masturbation, and a way to address the body’s needs, isn’t just wrong, and many people have masturbated.
When you get married in the future and have a normal married life, you won’t need to masturbate to solve your physical needs.”
”Mom, really?”
”Well, it’s true, you don’t need to have concerns at all, and mom doesn’t blame you.”
”So, do you have needs too, mom? Do you do that too?”
”Brat, why are you asking about me again, it’s about you now, you haven’t answered the question I just asked”
”Well, I just got …… sometimes two or three days from the last time you got hurt that time and I just couldn’t help it.
, sometimes once a week, that is, seeing your body and feeling it.”
It turns out that the YA object of my son’s affection is his own mom, which seems a bit wrong, but I
How there was no anger and some small smugness in my heart. It seems that my body is not bad, and I can still attract my son
Oh, shit! What the hell was I thinking. “Son, while masturbation isn’t exactly wrong, it’s not too
Much, that will affect your body and also your study, in the future, don’t be too diligent, uh …… can’t help it
Word, once or twice, two or three times a month is still okay, never too much!”
”Okay, I’ll do whatever mom says.”
”Good son, did I just scare you?”
”A little, but that’s okay.”
”What doesn’t matter, it’s serious if you get really scared. Now you, will the penis still
Getting hard?”
”Huh? Will do.”
”Do you have a hard-on now?”
”No, no.”
”No ah, take can not, quickly take off the panties, let me see. Oops, I’m your mom. Look.
What are you afraid of, besides, where on you have I not looked.”
Without further ado, I reached down and pulled off my son’s underwear. There, once again, in front of my eyes. A mop of pubic hair.
It had grown luxuriantly open, dark and shiny, with a dark line up to the navel. A small penis, oh no
Yes, it’s not small anymore, it should be called a penis, it’s 8 or 9 centimeters long, the foreskin is a bit long, covering half of the glans, the whole
One looked pink and pretty, with a wrinkled scrotum underneath, tightly scrunched between his legs. how
It’s not hard. You’re not really freaking out, are you?
I reached down and gently grabbed my penis and asked my son “How do you feel? Can you get hard?” My son’s
Breathing a little sharply, “Mommy’s touching me and it’s so comfortable, it’s getting hard.” Sure enough, my son’s cock in my hand
Constantly stretching and deforming, it rose to fourteen or fifteen centimeters, and was much thicker, with the reddish glans protruding completely out of the
Come on, stand up like a mushroom. So cute! How long has it been since I’ve touched a baby like this. I couldn’t help but run my hands
A few strokes of the lasso and the cock trembled with my hand. So much that I wanted to take it into my mouth and put it into my body, that would
What a comfortable thing it is! Thinking about it, I can’t help but be infatuated and forget to stop my hands.
”Mom. Hurry up, it feels so good!” My son’s voice woke me up, what was I doing, this still
Is that what a mom looks like? Hurriedly, I let go of my hand, “Son, since your body is fine, you should go to bed now.
Right.” After saying that, she got up and was about to run off. “Mom, don’t go, how am I going to sleep with a hard-on like this? Mom, you
Help me, just now you …… are so comfortable!” I hesitated, not knowing what to do. “Mom, please.
Just this once.” Seeing my son talking so pitifully, forget it, let’s just help him once, who let this time it’s me who caused the
To the yet.
re-sitting on the edge of the bed, catching her son’s hardened baby and latching on to it one at a time, twisting her head, not daring to look at her son’s
Eyes. I knew that my face must be flushed; I felt that my breasts swelled for a moment; I felt that my
Down there, a stream of water runs out, soaking my panties. My hand was a little sore, so I just had to change hands and change again. Me.
I don’t think I’ve forgotten my craftsmanship, why not? Gradually, I forgot about my son’s existence, and devoted myself to the pink
Baby on, hands won’t do, I lower my head and take it in my mouth, so lubricated and sweet smelling! Mesmerized! Cock.
throbbing in my mouth, and violently, a jet of semen shot into my mouth, too late to avoid it, and all I could do was take a mouthful of
One bite was swallowed. When it was over, I looked up to see my son, looking at me in amazement, with eyes full of unthinkable
Motion. Great shame, how could I! I can’t believe I did this to my son! Not daring to explain, I could only flee
Son’s room.
Fleeing back to his room, he hid himself under the covers. His body was shaking with panic and his breathing was not so even
It’s even. What am I calling this, what kind of a mom does this to her son, what will Yi think of me! Stroke your hand.
chest and try to smooth myself out, to think about how I’m going to face my son tomorrow. Suddenly, he felt very uncomfortable in his
The wetness between his legs was a little chilly. Reaching out and touching, the bottoms were already wet, and the pajamas were also wet. Take off your clothes.
clothes and didn’t bother to put them on again, lying naked under the covers. In front of her eyes appeared her son’s pink baby again, and her fingers slid over the muscle
skin, bringing up a sheet of wariness, unable to resist the cravings of his body, his hands roamed over his body, his fingers buried between his lips, lightly
Light rhythms. Oh …… I can’t believe I had an orgasm.
My husband left me almost three years ago, and this body has no feelings anymore, and I have masturbated, but it seems dull.
No flavor. There have been men who have tried to approach me and felt just disgusting. I didn’t think I would ever be passionate again, and I took the
For I will be bland for the rest of my life. Thinking of my husband brought another pang of pain to my heart! “Little thing, I will love you for the rest of my life!”
Tears gradually blurred his eyes.
Just half asleep, half awake.
We met across time and space.
Every minute for a year oh ……
How much more can you say?
Just half asleep, half awake.
We forget there’s a tomorrow.
Forget to keep a little time oh ……
So that this feeling can last forever.
Open your eyes in a daze.
I woke up and you were gone.
The dream is no longer connected.
Oh …… love you!
It’s like a dream, it’s like a reality, it’s like a change.
The dream is no longer connected.
—- Alan Tam “Between Half a Dream and Half a Wake
When I woke up early in the morning, my son had already left for school. A breakfast was placed on the table next to a note: Mom
Thank you. A few simple words actually calmed my psyche. Yes, I am a mom for
After all, in this life, only my son and I are dependent on each other. Evening
I should make some good food for my son’s health.
Today’s working condition is surprisingly good, and the usual headaches are easily solved by me
I’m not going to be able to do that. I came home from work, purchased a bunch of my son’s favorite ingredients, and was in a happy mood to get busy in the kitchen. “Wow.
So much good food, mom, what a day,” my son ran up behind me, holding my waist with both hands.
Intimate asked me. “Brat, why don’t you go wash your hands, dinner will be ready soon.” My son ran to wash his hands.
Hands up. Sitting at the dinner table, my son ate while looking at me from time to time as if he had something to say to me, and I
Knowing that I should say something, I can’t let the boy get any more carried away. “Yat, yesterday, mommy was wrong about
You’ve done something excessive, I’m just worried about your health. In the future, you shouldn’t think about those things, either.
Put your mind on your studies, mom is still looking forward to you getting into Tsinghua University.”
”Mom, I’ll study hard, that’s nothing for you to worry about. Yesterday, really thank you, I like mom
Mom like that, later …… if …… can ……”
”Don’t even think about it” I hit my son’s head with my chopsticks “Finish your meal and hurry back to the house to write!
industry to go.”
In the days that followed, my son also made several requests that I firmly refused, but I knew that my son
The sub’s eyes would roll with my body. Every time this happened, there would be some small tension in my heart, raw
Afraid I would lose control and do something wrong, I know I’m a confused person. But my son’s searching eyes
Yet it always brings me some pleasure. Shooed my son back to his own room to sleep, as I sometimes hide under the covers of the
Masturbating in secret in the nest. I realized that I was actually a slut. Am I? Thinking back to the old days, when my husband was
time, and I seemed to have no particular need of it, and every day’s playfulness and savagery, and every night’s hundredfold entanglement of
Sheepishly, my husband always pampered me and fulfilled all my needs. The departure of my husband also took away my
Heart. I once swore that in this life, no one else would come into my heart, and that from now on I would live with Xiaoyi, the
I will always be my husband’s woman.
A day in the middle of March felt unusually cold. Beijing, at this time of year, has just stopped heating, and the temperature of the
It’s not enough to get back on my feet. Ever since my husband passed away, I’ve developed a cold fear, my hands and feet are always cold, and every
This season of the year is the hardest time of the year for me. I went to bed this night and even with two quilts pressed on me, I still felt cold
Cold. Sneezing profusely, I cringed and crawled up, tried the air conditioner, and surprisingly cold air came out. Calling for
Xiaoyi helped me to see what was wrong with the air conditioner, Xiaoyi said that the air conditioner might be broken and asked me to sleep in his room. Hug.
The quilt, came to Xiaoyi’s room, the son’s bed is 1.5 meters standard bed, two people can still sleep under the
, slightly cramped. Still a bit cold sleeping with my son’s back turned, but much better.
As I drifted off to sleep, I felt a warm spot behind me, so I arched and arched, like a kitten.
Rolling my body over. Finally finding somewhere warm, I settled down to sleep. Suddenly awakened, I found
Now I was lying in a warm embrace, a man’s big hand reached into my nightgown and wrapped around the left side of the voluptuous
Quite, through the nightgown, a hard nub against the buttocks. Oh, God, I’m sleeping under my son’s blanket.
What’s going on? Looking back, my son was still asleep, a faint smile on his quiet face, he must have dreamed of something.
What a wonderful thing. Luckily, I was still fully clothed. It was already light, and the clock on the wall was pointing to early
On 6 o’clock, it’s time to get up. Gently lifting my son’s big hand, I quietly climbed out of his blanket and watched him
Xiao Yi’s face, recalling such a night, was actually the most peaceful night of sleep I’ve had in years.
Women, do they really need a warm embrace in order to dream sweetly? In my heart, the embrace of my son
I can’t resist a single hug. Am I a slut?
Called the air conditioning company about the AC repair and agreed to have someone come tomorrow. Looks like tonight.
, I had to sleep with my son again, and I was surprised to see some anticipation in my heart of what would happen.
In the evening, after an early bath and wearing cotton pajamas, I lay in my son’s bed and watched him on his desk
The back of writing homework, the thoughts can not help but drift. My son’s back and the husband in my memory were actually exactly the same.
Xiao Yi looked back at me, “Mom, why aren’t you sleeping, why are you looking at me?”
”Ah, it’s fine, do you have a lot of homework?”
”There’s a little more to go, it’ll be ready soon” “Then hurry up and write, go to bed early when you’re done.”
”Uh, right away.” After ten minutes, my son collected his homework and ran to the bathroom for a quick shower, also
Without drying off properly, and with all the moisture, he climbed into bed, pulled back the covers, and lay down next to me. “Mom.
When will the air conditioner in your room be fixed?”
”I contacted the air conditioning company today and I’m coming over tomorrow to fix it. Why, is something wrong?”
”Ah, it’s coming tomorrow, can’t it be in a couple days?”
”?” I looked at my son with puzzled eyes “That way, Mommy can sleep with me, and I like to sleep with
Mommy’s sleeping together!”
”Brat, hurry up and go to bed.” Reaching out, he turned off the light, turned his back and lay back down, and in his mind, again, yesterday’s
Days of sleeping in my son’s arms can’t be like that today.
Still a little cold, I couldn’t help but ball up. “Mom, are you still cold?”
”It’s okay, don’t worry about it, go to sleep.” Suddenly, my son lifted my covers and got under them
in and reached out to take me in his arms. “Yat, what are you doing? Get off me, what’s it like.”
”Mom, I know you’re cold, let me hold you while you sleep, look at your cold hands and feet.” I try.
No, no, no, no, you’re too old to sleep with mommy,” my son’s hands were very strong.
Surprisingly, I couldn’t break away. “Mom, just sleep like this, yesterday, we didn’t sleep together.” Xiao Yi surprisingly
I know! I thought he didn’t know about yesterday’s incident, but it turns out he already knew. Grabbing my son’s big hand as hard as I can.
Not letting him move around “Then you can only sleep honestly and not move around!”
”Yes!” Feeling my son’s broad chest, strong arms, and warm body was actually that comforting
Yi. The room was quiet, with only the sound of Yi’s breathing flitting in and out.
”Little thing, I’ll love you forever!”
”Honey, you haven’t said anything like that to me in a long time.”
”I’ll say it to you every day for the rest of my life.”
”Husband,” my husband’s kisses landed on my face, neck, and between my lips, leaving me spellbound. “Hubby.
I want to, come up.” My husband rolled over on top of me and the anticipated music was about to be played. “Oh…
Honey, you’re so heavy, you’re weighing me down” “It’s really heavy, the strange feeling on my body suddenly woke me up
There was a man on top of him? I raised my hand to turn on the bedside lamp, and oh my God! My son is on top of me, sucking on my breasts.
Head.
My pajamas were parted at the sides, exposing my snow-white body. A bra? I never wear a bra to bed.
The. The panties were down to her knees and between her legs, something warm and firm was about to break through. “Ah!”
I screamed, “Yat, what are you doing? Get up!” I pushed my hand away from my son’s head and pushed against his chest.
Chest, struggling to push my son away “Mom, I want it, I want it ……” my son’s chest pressed into me again, so heavy.
I couldn’t push any further, so I raised my legs and pressed my knees against my son’s chest, and with a “music sound,” my panties couldn’t help but
Dwell cracked as the two fought to stay together. Legs were spread on either side by their son’s body, acting as a barrier.
”Yat, no, no, I’m your mom, you can’t do this, let go of me!” My son looked like he was in a state of shock.
Magic “Mom, I want to, I want to,” her lower body felt her son’s cock thrusting blindly, deflecting it one after the other
, the top of which hurt my pussy. I panicked and desperately resisted. “Yat, let go of me, you’re hurting me, no
The line …… ah!”
The sudden tearing and swelling crushed all my resistance. I froze and looked at my son, who wasn’t in
Moving, the two froze like that. Feeling the fullness in their lower bodies was so real, as if years ago the old
The male gave me love. Tears filled my eyes, not from pain. The face of my son was visualized in the tearful eyes of the
It turned into my husband Makoto’s face. I reached out my arms and circled to my husband’s neck “Hubby, I miss you so much!” Desperately
Tightening his body, he grasped the feeling of swelling inside him, a feeling that was so lingering! The firmness inside throbbed
, tightening against the womb, a wave of heat, spurting deep inside. Hot! Hot in the depths of my vagina, hot in my womb.
Inside, hot in my heart. The heat washed over my brain, over my limbs, scalding me. The orgasm
That’s how it came to be.
”Ah …… husband! Love me!” The penis inside me didn’t soften, and after I stopped shaking it started in my body
Inside sprinting. The pleasure came in waves, washing over my body and hitting my brain. Soon, the body was again
Times the spasms went up, convulsions that took me to orgasm, and I was lost. That night, the repeated onslaught of orgasms made
I couldn’t stay awake, my body was exhausted, and I lay limply on the bed, letting my husband’s do whatever he wanted to do to me.
Carnival.
Somewhere in every heart
There’s always a memory that won’t go away.
Every late night, somewhere.
It’s always the deepest thought.
The world’s many variations
Love divides sentient beings into two ends
If the heart knows the direction of the rhinoceros
Even if we can’t be together all the time.
The moonlight in the city illuminates dreams
Please warm his heart.
I’ve seen the world come and go.
Can we have more happy moments?
The moonlight in the city illuminates dreams
Please keep it close.
If we meet again someday.
Let the happiness spread all through the night
—- Moonlight in the City
Waking up again, the time was 9:00 a.m., and being used to waking up early, I rarely slept until this time. The room was very
Quiet, with the light of day spilling through the curtains, not very bright. Feeling the lethargy in my body, a little soreness in my back
Ouch. Lifting the covers, I sat naked on the bed. The bed was a mess, splotches could be found all around the
See, underneath her ass was a large wet mark that hadn’t dried yet. The long, disheveled hair fell over her shoulders, and her chest was white and
There were a few faint teeth marks on both breasts and a couple of visible bruises on both thighs. The private part between her legs had the slightest pain
Painful, the always smooth pubic hairs fell over like a tangle of grass. The two labia were engorged with blood and swollen, slightly open, exuding a
The smell of lust. All of this was sending me a clear message that I was being fucked! I was being fucked by my own son.
Up! Just last night, I was raped by my own son!
Hugging my legs, I buried my face in my lap, tears sliding down my cheeks. I had betrayed my husband, my body
body had been entered by another man, and was no longer a pure woman, and, what was more, it was my son who had entered my
How will I face my husband in the nine springs! How am I going to face my future life? Get up and go to the bath.
room, rinsing myself off, cleaning away the traces of last night. Repeatedly rubbing, skin reddened by my rubbing, the
Rubbing my lower body until it hurts, still feeling the dirtiness of my body. I can’t wash it off, it’s not just my body that’s dirty, the heart of the
The memory cannot be erased!
put on several layers of clothing and wrapped herself up tightly, not wanting to see her dirty body, much less face the
own unclean mind! My stomach was rumbling, my body protesting to me after a hard night’s work. The table was set
Sitting at the table with the breakfast prepared by my son, numbly shoveling food into my mouth, feeling no flavor. The mind.
There was only one voice: I was raped by my son! Raped! Was it rape? It should be. I resisted. I
Had desperately resisted my son’s attack, only my strength was too small. Perhaps, I was treating my son like an old
Gong, a few years of longing made me unable to distinguish between reality and fantasy? However, my body seemed to be enjoying itself, in my son’s
The moment it entered me, I was well aware of the physical pleasure. The surge of hotness that melted away the multiple
Years of cold ice. My son attacked again and again, and my body sang. It turned out that it wasn’t the son who was wrong
Son, everything is my fault, I shouldn’t hate my son, he’s still only 17, he’s still a teenager. It’s time to hate
It’s me. I’m a slut!
Silently, I found the old sleeping pills in the medicine chest, silently prepared cool white water, and once again looked at this
A home. I should have left. Yes, I should have left three years ago, so I could still be down there with my husband.
A loving couple. Now I’m an unclean woman, and I’m going to ask my husband for a sinful
People!
The doorbell rang and when I opened the door, two masters from the air conditioning company had arrived for an appointment to fix the air conditioner. Look.
busy with the two masters, brought out drinks to entertain them, and then stayed quietly to one side, continuing to think about what was on my mind.
The air conditioner had a lot of problems, the circuit board was replaced and fluoride was added, the air conditioner master said as much, and anyway, I don’t know anything about it, just
Was took over two hours and cost me over 300 bucks fast. I sent the two away and picked up the pill bottle again, but it was gone
Courage. Xiao Yi is still young and still needs to go to school, and I, am his only family. I can’t leave now, to
I have to wait until my son finishes school and has the ability to take care of himself. But what am I going to do in the future? A mother.
How can I face my son and myself after what I did with him? If my son still wants to be with me
In that case, what do I do? Do I reject it harshly? Or a silent acceptance? My heart is in a mess. I thought to myself.
Trying to go, his mind became a blank, and he just sat there dumbfounded, unaware of the passage of time.
The sound of a key opening the door came from outside the door, Yi was back from school and it was late in the evening. “Mom.
I’m home.” I watched my son enter the door, watched him go inside, put down his book bag, and then walk back up to me to
Something was said and I had no idea what my son was talking about and I answered something. My son went to the kitchen to make
rice, fried two more dishes, ate with me, and seeing that I was not in good spirits, let me go to bed early. Misty.
Hazily, I felt someone touching my body, and out of nowhere, I saw my son leaning down in front of me.
”Don’t, don’t touch me,” I cried out, pushing my son away as I wrapped the covers around my body and put my self
Herself shrank to the other side of the bed. “Yat, why did you do that to me, don’t you know I’m your mom, we don’t
It can be like that!”
”Mom, you mean last night? I hadn’t thought about it that way, but yesterday, after you fell asleep.
It just kept moving and grabbing my dick, so I couldn’t hold back. Mom, did I hurt you?” Fruit
Ran, it was me who seduced my son, I’m a slut to have seduced my son, I’m a sinner! Lie down on the
On the bed, I whimpered and cried, unable to stop the tears from streaming down my face. My son hugged me and took me gently in his arms “Mom.
I know that you have been unhappy since Dad left. It hurts me to see the sadness and pain on your face every day
, I have been trying to do everything right, to share your pain, to make you happy, but I can’t. Yesterday you
All the time you were calling out Dad’s name, you must have thought of me as Dad, and I know you were happy at that time.
If you can be happy when I do that, I will!”
Looking into my son’s eyes, looking into my son’s face, what a son! So he did that to me, and it wasn’t
Because of desire, at a young age, he already knows how to love and care. It turns out that for several years, it wasn’t me who took care of him
, rather my son has always taken care of me. My husband pampered and loved me so much that I never grew up, always thinking that
I’m so happy that I’ll always be there. The sudden departure of my husband has left my mind without dependence, and my life has been thrown into chaos.
Messy, I failed to mature, but my son grew up quickly. Lying on my son’s still tender shoulders, I cried silently
Sobbing.
My son’s big hands were stroking my body again, and the warmth of my son’s big hands on my body made my mood get
to great relief. As hands climbed up the fullness of my breasts and rubbed my sensitive two delicate points, I pressed my son’s
Hands “Xiaoyi, we can’t do that anymore, that’s incest, it’ll be heavenly punishment. It’s all Mommy’s fault.
Mom’s fault.”
”Mom, what age are you still believing that?”
”But if people find out, mommy won’t be able to face them, and it will affect your future.”
”We’re in our own home, behind closed doors, who would know? Mom, I know you like it, and I do.
Like! Let me love you instead of Daddy!” My son’s words made me very tempted, but I couldn’t. “Son
Son, give mommy some time will you, let me be thinking about it.”
”Okay, you’ve had a long day, go to bed early” my son hugged me and lay down on the bed. I tried to run away from my son’s
embrace, but couldn’t open her son’s strong arms. “Son, let go of me and let me sleep on my own, promise me you won’t
To bully mommy okay!” In his tone, there was actually some savagery. “Good,” his son agreed with his mouth, but did not let go.
For the next few days, I couldn’t figure out where I stood and what I should do with my son’s
relationship and how to get along. My son has devoted more attention to me and continues to cuddle me to sleep at night, and I am anti
Yes, but couldn’t argue with my son’s persistence. It’s a good thing he didn’t do anything more to me. Sleeping in my son’s arms, I could
Feeling that, Yat’s dick stood up all night.
Is this how it’s going to go down? I thought, surely not. My son is young and energetic, and every day he looks at my
Eyes, as if they were about to burst into flames. If I relaxed a little, Xiao Yi would not hesitate to swallow me in one bite.
Down. Is that what I want? Definitely not, after all, I’m a mother, how can I be with my son in that kind of
Going down! However, my body was becoming more and more attached to Xiao Yi’s embrace, a warmth that made it difficult for me to leave.
Every night, when Xiaoyi’s penis occasionally pushed against my buttocks, the firm and burning sensation always made me feel a light
A light shiver runs through my body like a series of electric currents. I don’t know how much longer I can resist. Things have to work out sometime.
I’m not sure what I’m talking about, but I think it’s time to have a good talk with my son and work things out between us, and reason is telling me that the most
A good outcome would be to reply to the past, where I was the mother and Xiaoyi was the son, and the mother was kind to the son.
The Qingming Festival is coming, and every year, I take my son to my husband Makoto’s grave. This year, I pay more attention to
I’ll take this opportunity to enlighten my son, so that he won’t set his mind on me, and it’s best to
Focus on your studies. The weather was a little overcast, so I drove to the ＊＊ cemetery, and at my husband’s grave, laid out fresh
Flowers and a set of offerings, I kneeled in front of my husband’s tombstone for the first time. Looking at the picture of my husband on the tombstone, grief filled the
Had the heart, the tears slipped unannounced. How could you just leave! How could you leave me behind, when I needed it most!
You went away without a word. Now, my husband, help me, tell me what to do.
Wiping the tears from my eyes, I turned my head and called my son to kneel beside me and together we bowed to my husband. After three kowtows.
The son spoke up first: “Mom, I know you have something to say, I know what you’re going to say, now let me
First things first?”
”Dad, it’s been three years since you left me and mom, and in three years, mom has never been happy a day in her life.
I know that mom misses you every day. When I was little, you said to me that mom is a little woman and we are
A man has to protect our home and our mom. I’ve kept these words in my heart. Now that I’m older.
It’s time for me to take responsibility. I thought you would know about me and mom. Yes, I had sex with my mom.
, if there is a fault, all the fault is on me, it is me who forced my mom, please blame me! These days, I check
After reading a lot of information, I know that it’s incest, but I don’t think I’m doing anything wrong.
In the past few years, grandma and grandma have asked mom to find another man, and some people have introduced them to mom, but mom has never been able to find another man.
I know that you are the only one in my heart. But you left too soon, mom.
Mom is still so young, she’s only 37 years old, and Mom needs someone to help carry the burden of life and a
A strong arm to love and protect. I don’t think you would want another man to have a mom if he had to, I
Neither will I. Otherwise, in a hundred years, whose ancestral grave will mom have to enter? I remember you used to tell mom
‘Little thing, I will love you for the rest of your life!’ A lifetime, that was your promise to your mom. You left in a hurry.
Let your son finish it! Father’s debt is paid by son. I will continue to bear what you have not done. Mom is still
My mom, or your wife!” (I based the above words on my son’s original words)
I stared blankly at my son, in no way expecting him to say such a thing, my heart filled with shock and feelings of
Movements! I couldn’t organize any words, just tears pouring down like a flood, I hugged my husband’s tombstone and let out a voice
I cried bitterly. In the past, my husband was the one who understood me, and with his broad bosom, he tolerated my pettiness and capriciousness, and supported me for the
I’ve built up a great family. And now, a wonderful son who knows me so well and cares about me.
I should be thankful that there are two such men who are in love with me! It’s drizzling in the sky, and it’s my husband who is also accompanying me to fall
Tears?
Love can’t move.
What else is worth my heartache?
It’s raining in the sky thinking of you
A dark night when no one cares.
Two lines of tears on my cheeks.
It’s you. Oh, it’s you.
I’m looking through my tears and my heart is broken.
How could you let my tears flow to the sea?
You never get your feelings back.
How could you let my love flow to the sea?
A scene from a sad past
It’s like the tide buried me.
I close my eyes and still see you.
The tears at the corners of my eyes can’t wash away my heart
Vows over and over again
How could you let my tears flow to the sea?
You never get your feelings back.
How could you let my love flow to the sea?
A scene from a sad past
It’s like the tide buried me.
—- Sea of Tears
When we got home, both my son and I seemed to be clear about what we had decided in our minds. The two made dinner together and together
After eating, my son said to me “Mom, you need to eat more, look how much weight you’ve lost these days.” Feeling
The care of my son was filled with apprehension. “Mom, that day, the bottle of medicine on the table, which I had thrown away, the
Don’t let me worry about you anymore, okay? As for my studies, you can rest assured that I’ll work hard, even though
I won’t be able to get into Tsinghua University, but I’m sure I’ll have no problem with a major university.” Looking at his son in surprise, it turned out that these days
My son knows everything. No wonder my son is by my side at all times. These words are a declaration of my son’s love
What? “Yat, I’m sorry!”
After watching a little TV with my son and seeing that it was about time, I went to my room, showered, and put on a pair of skin-tight
panties, covered with a sexy nightgown, and lying under the covers facing the wall with a hint of nervousness and anticipation in her heart
, as if waiting for a rite of passage to a new life.
Tonight, will Xiao Yi come to bully me? Listening to the sound of water in my son’s bath, listening to the movement of my son climbing into bed.
Feeling my son lift the covers off me and take me in his arms, my heart thumping so nervously that my breathing was uneven
. “Mommy, I love you!” He finally said it! What am I supposed to say to that? “Uh, I know.” I’m on my own.
I don’t know how I could have said such a thing. “Mom, I’ll love you forever!” Hearing this again
The words came. I rolled over and looked at Yoshi with wide eyes “What did you say?”
”Mom, I said I’ll love you forever!”
”Call me Little Thing!” My son froze “Little Thing, I’ll love you forever!” The voice was so similar to
As it was years ago, the feeling of happiness fills the heart and tears come to the eyes.
Feeling on my thigh, my son’s firmness, pressing against me, rubbing gently. I reached up, and gently pressed “
Yat, are you having a hard time?”
”Mom, is that okay?” I slipped my hand into my son’s underwear and gently gripped it. It seemed to have gotten a lot thicker
The puffy tip was a little wet and slippery, and it was Yoshi’s baby. Gently latching on, the penis bouncing in his hand, the
Getting harder and harder. The panties got in the way a little, and I tugged gently as Yat lifted his leg and pulled them off, tossing them to the side of the bed, full of the
s grip, Xiao Yi’s baby was actually so long, as if it was a bit bigger than her husband’s. Xiao Yi’s hands also pulled away
my sash, reaching into my nightgown, caressing my skin, sliding over my smooth back, my slim waist, climbing up the
The fullness of my chest, kneading the delicate tips.
Yat’s breath hitched and he lifted his body to pounce on me. Still too afraid to face it, I rolled myself over and lay on my back on the bed
on, burying his face in the pillow. “Mommy, I want it!”
”Xiao Yi, don’t, don’t bully mommy, okay?” (Am I in denial? Why are you seducing me more?
Some! This slut. I hate myself.)
Ignoring my refusal, Yi took off my nightgown and leaned over me, kissing my back, neck
, earlobes, and as my son’s lips moved, my skin quivered, bringing up flakes of red. My son reached down and yanked off
My panties, which I grabbed with my hands in a last ditch effort, were no match for my son’s brutality. He was lying on his back.
On, so heavy! Searing breath hit my face, burning me in a paroxysm of dizziness, was it really coming! Feeling between my buttocks
To the pressure of her son’s firmness, she couldn’t help but tighten her legs together, only to have her son forcefully push them apart. The slippery glans
Against the portal, one at a time, it pushed against the top. The injuries of the previous days had long since healed, and there, already defying the will of its owner, the
Slightly open lips, shy and spitting, welcome the delicate guest into the door now.
Without wasting much time, Yoshi barged in. I shuddered and tried to hide, only to have my son
It pressed heavily. My son gasped and began to pump one at a time. I knew it was my son fucking me.
up, in my waking moments, my son’s baby sliding inside me. Would I like to be fucked by my son? I should be.
unwillingly, I suppose, but why was my body so impulsive, a wave of pleasure that traveled from there all over my body, to the
Into the heart. Because of his position, his son’s cock wasn’t all the way in, but every friction was still
It was making me breathless and trembling. Hubby had never fucked me in such a position, such a position with
Gave me a different feeling, which is what my son felt.
I don’t know how long I’ve been fucked like this by my son, the pleasure is building up fast, the cunt juice is getting more and more intense, bringing up the snapping
Watery sounds as the vagina began to contract, a ring around the cock in pursuit of more intense pleasure. It was getting swollen inside, so
Like something was going to come rushing out. “Yat, stop, stop, I need to go to the restroom.” Xiaoyi ignored my pleas
begged, instead grabbing my crotch with both hands and lifting my ass up into a kneeling position, accelerating the stroke.
My son’s cock slammed all the way in, hitting my cervix, and all at once, pushing against my heart, pushing against my
Unable to breathe, I cried out, “Ah!” My whole body began to tremble as my son hit me hard, one after the other.
up, long hair flying with the toss of her head. Consciousness was somewhat confused by the stimulation, and some inexplicable syllables came out of his mouth”
ah …… ah …… oh …… oh ……” The suffocation in my vagina was becoming more and more stronger, and despite my desperate contractions, I was still
I couldn’t stop it. With a sharp impact from her son, like a bomb detonating inside her body, the pleasure instantly rushed through the entire
body, rushing to the mind. The pussy door could no longer lock up the cathartic passion, and a stream of water squirted out of it so obliviously that I actually
She made her son pee (I later found out it was a squirt).
Consciousness returned to his brain and his floating body landed back on the bed, his breathing still not quite even “Mom, it’s comfortable
?” My son asked softly in my ear. “Bad boy, get mommy so hard that she makes you pee
Up and asking.”
”Isn’t that cozy?”
”Uh-huh.”
”Mom, I’ll keep doing it then,” feeling her son’s cock still firming up inside her “Yi, you’re still
No shot?”
”You were shaking all over, so I stopped, now I’m starting.” Young bodies are different.
Energized as hell, the huge glans scraping against the walls of my flesh, the hard rod running through me one at a time
My son had no skill, but each impact brought me intense feelings. My weak body couldn’t take it.
Holding on, the pleasure built up in a continuous stream “Ah son, come on, can’t stand it, mom’s going to let you get it!”
I rocked my hips, matching my son’s movements, chasing the passion inside me. “Mommy and you made such a
I’m not ashamed to see anyone anymore.” With my son’s eruption inside me, a hot, stimulated me to shiver all over again.
, my vagina contracted violently and my orgasm sent me to the clouds again.
Already drenched in sweat, her entire body was limp and weak, with only her pussy still shaking slightly. There was much
It had been a long time since I had enjoyed making love like this, how long had it been since I had had such an intense orgasm, loved the way it felt, my whole body
The pores of my body were singing with joy. I, a lustful woman, just fell in love with my son, with being with him
Make love.
Yi picked me up in his arms and just carried me to the bathroom to bathe. Sitting in the wide bathtub, sitting in the small
Yat’s arms, letting the warm water wash over me, letting Yat’s hands caress my body, and shame made me
Don’t dare to open your eyes. “Mom, you really are so beautiful, I love you so much! Let me take a good look at you.”
”Yat, haven’t you bullied mom enough, no more looking.” Xiao Yi laid my body down on the bathtub
Inside, meticulously touching me everywhere, the caresses of my son’s hands made me emotional. My son’s hands lifted my
hips, eyes on my private parts “Mom, you look so good here, is this a woman’s cunt?”
”Yat, don’t look. You’re shaming mommy.”
”Mom, no wonder dad used to love you so much, it turns out, it’s so comfortable when I make love to you, I love it so much”
”Don’t, mom can’t take it” Yat kissed my private parts and inhaled both pussy lips into his mouth. “
Mom, your pussy lips are so long and soft, they are really comfortable.” Yes my labia are a little long and usually are
It’s protruding outside the body, and during physiology, it’s irritated by the rubbing of the tampon “Yat, don’t say it”
”Mom, I know, your kind is called a butterfly cunt, it’s a famous tool, rarely seen. Let me get it again.
Times!” After saying that, Yi lifted himself up and raised his thick, ferocious weapon against my hole. I opened my eyes and watched
With my son’s baby, pushing against my pussy lips, inch by inch, it didn’t enter me. My son leaned over and kissed my lips”
Mommy, I love you!” Looking at my engaged son and feeling the pounding inside me, I closed my eyes and dropped all the
The shame of it all, letting go of your mind and body and devoting yourself to loving lust with your son. Fuck, fuck, fuck your slutty mom!
Love you forgot to wake up
I’d rather close my eyes.
I’ll sleep for as long as it takes.
You’re my afterlife.
Love is a desperate situation. Happy people don’t travel far.
I’ve broken off my search for spring and fall.
I’d rather drift with you.
Don’t let your eyes see the sadness of the world again.
Throw yourself into the wind and the rain.
Kiss your heart with my pain
There are too many tears in your eyes.
My heart goes out to you every step of the way.
The dream of suffering is especially sincere
—- your eyes