(i) Desire for rape
I was 15 when I moved up to high school, and unlike her underclassmen little girls who were chased around by sophomore and junior seniors, hardly any of the upperclassmen paid any attention to me.
I then Hou is still considered a minor also did not develop the little guy, walking are afraid to raise their heads and chest. Seeing the side of the little sister frequently dating, I was very itchy, night to sleep in the bed of the dormitory, touching a hair did not grow pussy, can not help but secretly sigh.
Entering the second semester of my senior year of high school, the opportunity finally came for a boy named Sun Yannan to write me a love letter. Although he was very handsome and tall, he was a bit brooding, and to be honest, I longed to be raped by him; it must have been very enjoyable to be wrapped in his strong arms. But he seemed so timid that every time he stood with me, he wouldn’t move me a bit.
One day a small, but much more handsome boy stopped me and asked me to say my own name, and when I pretended to be shy and refused to say it, he laughed maniacally and said, “I’ll call you Ping since I see that your breasts are small and flat.” Ah? I can’t believe it was crooked.
From then on, that boy Lu Junfeng called me “Xiao Pingmei, Xiao Pingmei” when he saw me, and once he took advantage of a blackout to touch my undeveloped breasts, which made me restless for a few days. In fact, I like this kind of straightforward boy, it makes me feel very addicted. And what about that Sun Yannan who maybe really loved me, never even held my hand.
I heard that Sun Yannan is very promising to get into a good university, so unconsciously heart bias him some, I pretend to do not intend to leak Lu Junfeng harassment of my things, so the two of them dry a fight, Sun Yannan won. However, he did not touch me until he went to college.
(ii) Waiting for reclamation
After Sun Yannan went to college, he kept writing to me, but at this time, it was almost difficult for me to feel for such a boy who was not around and had no physical relationship at all.
That’s when a senior I knew passed me a letter from a boy named Fang Ye Sheng, and although I’d heard that the guy was usually a spendthrift, out of loneliness I went on a secret date with him.
Fang Yesheng’s parents were businessmen and were often away from home. One weekend, he asked me to go to his house, anyway, boring, I went. Because the date is to be kissed has been a very common thing, so, once I entered his home, he was very roughly pounced on me on the bed, kissed me, with a hand desperately rubbing my flat chest, my mouth although his lips blocked, still can not help but let out a few vague moans.
His hand traveled down and plunged into my panties. He shivered with excitement when he touched my pussy lips, and I felt his lower body throb a little as he pressed against me, but instead of stopping him, I squirmed and let out a soft “ah”.
Probably encouraged by my reaction, he unbuttoned my blouse, and since my breasts weren’t quite developed yet, I didn’t have a bra around. His tongue began to lick at my somewhat hardened nipples and I squirmed harder, not in denial, but in excitement.
But just as he was about to unbutton my pants, I suddenly remembered Sun Yannan. This boy who first expressed his liking for me, wrote me a letter a week, and the sincere feelings revealed in the letter had once made my good sister Sheng Yufang praise him, and he was such a promising boy, there was no reason for me to choose to take on this scoundrel and unproductive Fang Yesheng and abandon him.
I suddenly stretched out my hands, pulled hard on my pants, and screamed very firmly, “No!” I had already made a decision in my heart to offer my chastity to the boy who truly loved me–Sun Yannan.
Fang Yesheng was a little surprised, and then hung his head. I immediately put on my clothes and sat down at the table, not looking at him or speaking, and was internally very embarrassed. He suddenly grabbed my arm viciously and asked me, “Are you still thinking about that Sun guy?” I didn’t say anything, feeling embarrassed to suddenly ruin his excitement when he was that excited just now.
After a while, I said, “I’m sorry, I didn’t want to do this so early, I’m only 16.” He calmed down too and asked me, “So are you going to ignore me from now on?” I nodded, not being able to tell myself whether I meant to ignore him there or not.
When Fang Yesheng asked me out later, I actually tried my best to find excuses not to go to the appointment. But as long as I went, I didn’t reject his kissing and touching of me in the slightest. Once, he took my hand to touch his lower body, and I felt the man’s thing for the first time, it was hard and hot, and kept throbbing.
At first I refused his request for sexual intercourse, but the later it became, the harder it was for me to resist the temptation. Since that time in his home after the incident, my mind all day long in the fantasy of sexual intercourse scene, the lower body also fine water flow. But a few at this time, Sun Yannan even did not write to me, I realized a few years later, he was testing whether I have feelings for him.
However, I am a very lazy person, and I would not write past him if he did not write, besides, I was sexually active at this time, and I often secretly masturbated at night until well into the night, and my spirit was very poor. I was pleasantly surprised to find that my breasts have gotten a little bigger, and there are a few sparse hairs growing on my pussy. Fang Yesheng touched my breasts also obviously feel the change, want me to undress to him to lick, I think this will not lose chastity anyway, let him lick, lick me a few times I can not stand, really want to do a fight with him, but I desperately inhibited, because it is about to go on winter vacation, I must wait for Sun Yannan to come back.
Almost winter vacation time, Sun Yannan wrote to me, he said he was playing ball and fell, and told me the date of home. I received the letter, mixed feelings inside, with extremely complex feelings back to the letter, but I pretended not to care about the appearance, I think this letter must be some sting him, otherwise, he will not come back to a very sensitive to capture me and Fang Yisheng things.
(iii) The Age of Abstinence
When Sun Yannan came back, we were in the middle of the final exam, and since the afternoon happened to be the math that I hated, I didn’t attend. I heard the sisters in the class say that they saw him chatting with his former buddies on the school building, very happy. I thought about what I had done with Fang Ye Sheng and felt nasty all of a sudden. I knew he would ask me out at night, so I called in sick for the evening study hall.
He was brought in by a girl I really hated named Shanhua Chen, and I was so upset that I wondered what Shanhua Chen had told him. He wasn’t excited to see me at all and asked me to take a walk on the playground. As soon as he opened his mouth, I knew he already knew about me. He asked me sideways about my life, but I didn’t say a word, cursing in my heart, “You idiot, what’s the point of talking about all this nonsense? I’ve kept my body clean for you until now, ah, get to the point!” But after a few laps on the playground, his mood is getting worse and worse, sent me to the door of the dormitory, said tomorrow will go to send me home to leave.
I stood still, thinking that even if he wasn’t going to ask me out for the night, he had to kiss me before he left, right? He saw that I was not moving and walked back, my heart thumped. Who knew that he just said very gently, “Go into the dormitory, it’s cold.” Then he walked away without looking back. I knew that he was angry with me, especially because I had just not said a word that he wanted to hear, so he was probably a little angry.
I was mad at him for being such a nerd too. So when he dropped me off the next day, I didn’t ask him to go far. I could tell that his eyes were a little red and he definitely didn’t sleep well last night. But walking with him was depressing, and he was kind of rooting around, desperate for me to admit my mistakes.
When he turned to go, my heart soured for a moment, and I suddenly had the idea that I wanted to root Fang Yisheng to make a clean break. So, I went directly on the boat to the Fang family. I told Fang Yesheng, I only love Sun Yannan, he and I will officially break up. His parents were at home and he didn’t do anything to me. And I scared him, when the winter vacation starts, Sun Yannan is going to find someone to beat him, he is this cowardly and fearful of death, and he has not pestered me since then.
Winter vacation Sun Yannan called me a few times, but I hate him that kind of bossy tone, and then let my mother to pick up, my mother scolded him, I was next to some unrestrained laughter. Sun Yannan must have been very disappointed in me, when we started school again, he went to the school, but did not look for me, and then a year did not write to me again.
And I, for some reason, didn’t hook up with another boy for a year. Maybe in my heart, I felt it was a shame to lose Sun Yannan, and I was angry with myself.
In my senior year of high school, my grades slipped to the bottom. I smiled self-deprecatingly when I remembered that Sun Yannan had once encouraged me to go on a date with me by the lake at his university. I hardly went to class anymore, I just liked to sleep.
During the day a person sleeping in the dormitory, alone caressing their own although not plump but very clean body, the heart is very sorry for Sun Yannan, he did not say touch, see have not seen it. The school finally could not tolerate my absenteeism, advised me to withdraw from school and go home, and I together, there are Sheng Yu Fang, accounted for the shape of Yan and others.
Since the dropout was in the second semester of my senior year, that winter of 2001 was probably my happiest time. Although I no longer fooled around with the boys, I could skip class openly and go to the classroom when I was tired of playing. Before New Year’s Day, I heard that Sun Yannan had written a letter to Chen Shanhua, and I thought, “Could it be that they are still having an affair? I found someone to steal the letter, and was surprised to see that Sun Yannan asked about me in the letter.
An idea to reconnect with him was born and I immediately bought a card and just wrote a few very simple words and sent it. I realized that for someone who was so bitterly in love, this would be enough. Sure enough, he wrote back and said he was coming back to see me.
(iv) Blossoms and blossomsr
When Sun Yannan came back, we were already on vacation, and he did not call me at home, I thought he was perfunctory. As soon as the second semester began, I went to the school to pack up things to go home, and heard Jim Shaped Yan say that Sun Yannan was looking for me.
He kind of forced a smile when he saw me, and I know he talked to Chen Shanhua for a long time before he found me, so maybe Chen Shanhua told him.
He desperately wanted me to stay with him, he said he had so much to tell me. I realized that his purpose in trying to keep me here was to have me for the night. However, I had told my family that I would go back on the same day, so in turn I invited him to my house. Who knows that he has become much bolder, and is not afraid of my mother, but really followed me back home, Sheng Yu Fang and Jim Shaped Yan also stopped by my house to play.
My parents and brother were vaguely aware of my relationship with him, especially when they learned that he was a student at a major university, they were extremely satisfied. I discussed with Sheng Yufang and Zhanshanyan to go to the city of his university to learn computer science. However, when it was time to leave, Sheng Yu Fang was stopped by her family.
I and Jim Shaped Yan accompanied by his brother to his city, but the computer school advertised in the newspaper, radio, television, greatly disappointed, desperately asked to go home. Sun Yannan retained to no avail, had to watch us board the train home.
Later, Sun Yannan called me many times and asked me to go to that city again, and I was a little moved. Moreover, I understand, I stay at home, will never get out of the day. So, I packed my bags again, came to the county town alone by car.
(v) Getting into the wrong sedan chair
Just as I was waiting for the train on the platform, however, I realized that I was on the wrong platform. And in the distance, the reverse train from the direction of my destination was speeding by. I saw familiar faces in the crowd, a few female classmates from my class. They were desperately asking me to go to Nanchang to study computer science. I was so upset that I missed the train I was supposed to take that I followed them to Nanchang as a ghost.
The world’s computer training schools are all the same, as black as the crow in the sky. To Nanchang, we can not learn anything at all, with a few sisters came to be some rich people’s children to pick up, as soon as they came back to tell me about their bed things.
And that’s when a handsome guy from Zhejiang threw me an olive branch. Disappointed and lonely, I started dating him and we progressed quickly.
Sun Yannan tried every possible way to call me, write to me, my heart has been messed up. For him, I have three years of innocence, but fate, he can not enjoy my flesh, right. I began to run away from him and soon went to bed with Wang Ba Tian from Zhejiang.
That day, Wang Ba Tian asked me to go to his house to watch a video. It’s funny, we’ve been studying computer science for almost half a year, but we still don’t know how to surf the Internet, and we can only type thirteen or four words a minute in pinyin, so we’re usually very bored. We used to go to Wang Ba Tian’s house often, but only with a few people. That day I went in and realized that there were only two of us.
He was playing the Jade Lady’s Heart Sutra, and by the time we got to the intercourse scene, I was blushing to see it, and he had wrapped his arms around me and his hand was reaching in through the hem of my shirt. After more than a year, I suddenly relived the feeling of being touched by a man, and I was as excited as if I had been electrocuted. I took the initiative and kissed him, and he didn’t have time to touch me down before he started undressing me.
I hand involuntarily reached out to his lower body, he was excited some trembling voice said: “good, let you see, right, you use your own hands to take it out,” said the eyes urged, at this time I have lost my mind, I will reach out to the crotch of the king of Bastian, a grab, is so hard, so big! …… I slowly pulled down the zipper, by the underpants to pull out his prick, see that dark so thick, but also kept nodding, can not help but be shocked.
He did not give me the opportunity to continue to appreciate, suddenly spread my feet hard, and began to lick my pussy, because of this position seems to want to pee, my face red to the root of the ear, but, so comfortable oh …… “Your nipples are pink, is it a virgin?” Wang Ba Dantian a breath of shirt, pants, panties off, naked, riding on me.
After a few more strokes, he said, “I can’t take it anymore, I’m going in,” and his thick hardness touched the entrance to my petals, finally coming, but, at that instant, a fierce pain.
“It hurts, it hurts!” “Huh? Is this really your first time?” I didn’t say anything as the pain brought tears to my eyes. He slowly shoved it in, and the thick, hot thing was completely encased. I don’t know whether it was pain or heat, but I clung to Wang Ba Tian with a deadly grip.
As he kissed me, he said, “Xiaoping, relax, I can’t move.” He saw how nervous I was and drew circles on my tiny breasts with his fingers, I felt a tingle and couldn’t help but let go. I felt his thing slowly pulling away from my lower body, and suddenly plunged in heavily, I cried out “Ah”, an unprecedented feeling made my heart seem to fly out of my chest.
Immediately afterward, he moved in and out of my pussy like a chicken pecking at a very fast rhythm, and I began to breathe so hard that I had to take a deep breath in and then exhale heavily, and the sensation of grinding and thrusting in my pussy made me want to yell out, but I was afraid that someone else would hear me, and I desperately bit down on my lip. As he came faster and faster, I felt I had nowhere to go and opened my mouth and bit down hard on his shoulder. He let out an “ah”, but the frequency increased, and I felt myself being taken high into the sky.
Suddenly, he heaved a heavy breath and slumped over me without moving, and I felt myself plummet to the bottom, and it took me a while to come back to my senses and ask, “Eh, what’s wrong with you?” He said breathlessly, “About to crash, rest first.” But I didn’t comply, shaking my lower body hard and frantically pressing him underneath me, pumping myself. After a while, as if he was not willing to be pressed down, he came back, the thing underneath even thicker and hotter, I “grunted” a few times, but his lips were blocked, so I had to use my hands to scratch on his quilt.
Suddenly, I felt his thing throbbing fiercely inside, a warmth that began to shoot out in big jets, and he growled low as we held each other hard, trying to make the moment linger longer. After about 7 or 8 seconds, the throbbing stopped, but his thing was still hard, as if it had stretched out a lot, and was resting against me somewhere inside, making me not want to move.
His thing finally softened slowly and was squeezed out of my bottom, and he buried his face between my two not-so-perky breasts and muttered something, and I didn’t want to talk for a while and ignored him.
After a while, he got up off of me, looked at my lower body, and then kissed me, “Thank r you!” I knew he was thanking me for giving him my first time, but I didn’t think he was being enthusiastic enough and asked him, “Will you cherish me?” He nodded a little wearily and said, “That’s a lot of blood, let me clean you up.” I rolled over and said somewhat sheepishly, “Nn~~ You turn around, I’ll do it myself.” He somewhat roughly and slightly teasingly wrenched my legs apart, “Shy what, I just saw everything.” I whacked him and went with it. He used his fingers to spread my labia, and I felt something immediately flow out, immediately covered my face, and said, “Don’t be so …… quick to wipe it off ah.” He moved very gently to wipe up, a tickling feeling spread all over the body. I got up to look at the sheet, a big puddle of blood ah, could not help but exclaim out.
After the first time, my need was very strong. If I saw my own blood on the sheet when I felt that there was still a trace of apology to Sun Yannan, then I thoroughly enjoyed in the sea of sexual heaven and desire, almost forgetting Sun Yannan. Of course, he will not be so easy to forget me, write to me one after another, I wrote back to tell him that we are not suitable, if he is willing, I can be his good sister. This letter completely stung him, his reply was very angry, I happen to ignore him on this.
I’ve had a couple of soul-crushing moments with Wang Ba Xuan, but he’s never been willing to give me the key to his room; instead, I’m only allowed to go to his place every Monday and Thursday, and it’s hard to find him on weekdays.
Almost summer vacation, I was afraid to go home with him for a long time to do that thing, so I wanted to stay with him every day. One weekend, bored to his room, saw the door locked, was about to go back, suddenly heard a few women’s moans. This kind of moan I am no longer familiar with, is in the sexual intercourse is very happy when issued, I don’t think smile, but found as if the sound is from the Wang Ba Xuan room out.
I put my ear to the door and heard that someone was really doing that kind of thing inside, and what’s worse, a few muffled voices came out from time to time surprisingly it was Wang Ba Xuan’s.
I pounded on the door desperately, the fire in my heart leaping three feet. Someone inside asked, “Who is it? The master isn’t in there.” Surprisingly, it was the woman who was talking! I got even more fired up, “You son of a bitch, I hear your voice, open the door for me!” Wang Ba Xuan opened the door and looked at me coldly. I didn’t cry, I just grabbed his arm with my nails itching to penetrate his bones.
That woman’s clothes were still on, a pair of plump white breasts trembling, very alluringly walked over and said, “What’s the matter? Haven’t seen someone else’s officer ah? Come on, brother Wang, let’s perform for him.” I angrily cursed, “Bitch!” She raised her palm and slapped me hard, yet Wang Ba Tian was unconcerned and walked back to his room to sit down. I wanted to slap her as well, but suddenly deflated, covered my face and ran back to my dorm room, slamming myself on the bed.
The next day, I packed my things and went back home without telling anyone. I was never going back to that sad place in Nanchang.
(vi) Total depravity
When I got home, my parents were very affectionate when they saw me, which made me a little ashamed, so I had to make up a lie that I was on vacation, and naturally I was anxious about the start of the second half of the school year.
The “summer vacation” days are a little boring, I call Sheng Yu Fang, Jim Shape Yan, they are not at home, I had to hide alone in his room to watch third-degree movies, masturbation. Ten days have passed, did not do that thing, I began to bitch, desire to expand very much.
One afternoon, the phone on the table rang, is a man called Wang Jianbi called, he is Sun Yannan’s high school classmate. He said he was back, to go home, there are many things to bring, one person can not bring, asked me if I can help him. Anyway, it was boring, I got the call, said to my mom and went out.
Wang Jianbi is not a stranger to me. When I was in high school, he chased after Chen Shanhua in his class, and often got drunk and went to our class to fool around, and I heard that he is now in Sun Yannan a city. Accompanied him over the mountains to his home, it was a little late, but to rush home is still possible.
When I said goodbye, Wang Jianbi stayed, “It’s almost dark, don’t go back, I’ll send you tomorrow.” Seeing that I was still a little hesitant, he quietly said, “I can tell you about Sun Yannan, do you want to hear?” So I stayed. But the night was sleeping with his mom, so I didn’t hear anything about Sun Yannan at all. The next day, he rushed home with me early in the morning. The nature finally revealed, the consistent appearance of a scoundrel, salivating face in my body touch, excessive, actually said I was the smallest breasts he met the girl. I was angry, I did not pay attention to him along the way, straight home, he lived in the town of a good friend’s unit dormitory.
At night, the weather is a little hot, received a call from Wang Jianbi, said a person in a friend’s dormitory bored, just can talk to me about Sun Yannan. I did not want to pay attention to him, but sitting at home is very difficult, so he went to the town of his friend’s unit dormitory.
He was naked, wearing beach pants, I’ve never seen a man with such an ugly body. He began to really talk to me about Sun Yannan, he said Sun Yannan’s freshman year, there is a long like my foreign girls chasing him, but at that time he only had me in mind, even refused, and then has not been in love.
Besides, after a while, his hands began to touch around my waist, and I had a sense of resistance in my heart. Because after all, he is Sun Yannan’s good friend, if I have that kind of thing with him, Sun Yannan is sure to know, so I stood up to go. He pressed me on the bed, ruthlessly lifted my small T-shirt, biting my nipples, before I had time to say “don’t”, he had already unbuttoned my seven pants. He was going to rape me! But an unprecedented passion erupted in me, and as I pretended to resist by twisting my body very hard, I let out a very soul-destroying moan.
He squeezed my pussy very hard, his fingers plunged in and I screamed out in pain, the pervert! He had surprisingly long fingernails, scraping the walls of my pussy raw. He didn’t seem to have any intention of continuing the foreplay, pulling out the thing and stabbing it inside. To be honest, he didn’t have a long thing, but because of the tightness of my pussy, it felt so full when he shoved it in.
He wasn’t very big either, so he moved with a kind of wind in his face that made me a little dizzy. He was probably a natural sadist and took the time to vigorously nibble on my breasts with his mouth, which hurt but gave me a very overpowering feeling. But it didn’t last long, and after less than a quarter of a second he was on top of me and spurting.
Even though the fan was at maximum wind power, I was sweating like hell, so I pushed him, who couldn’t get off my flesh, to the side and he moved at my mercy. I could tell he was content, but I couldn’t get enough. I rolled him over onto his back and onto his chest, nibbling on his nipples as I reached down to his lower back with one hand and gently stroked his cock.
He opened his eyes with renewed vigor and his penis slowly stiffened, so he pressed me down hard. But he was hard for a short time, just as he was thrusting in, he went soft again, he cursed “mom”, and rubbed his soft snake-like thing repeatedly against the opening of my vagina, letting my pussy lips, which had been a little bit numb from thrusting, have some feeling. Not to be outdone, his thing finally came back to life, this time for more than 20 minutes.
He refused to let me go home, so I had to sleep with him. I repeatedly begged him not to tell Sun Yannan about the night, and he agreed. Later, I realized that he told Sun Yannan about us as soon as he came to him.
(vii) Incestuous pleasures
The next day, I guessed that my parents had gone outside to play cards before I sneaked home. Sneakily took the key and opened the door, but found my brother sitting in my room with a gloomy face, the TV was not turned on, and the fan was not turned on, I felt that the atmosphere was not right, and I wanted to gently cover the door and sneak away.
“Come back!” I heard my brother yell out like that. How could my brother, who has always loved me, speak to me like that? I apprehensively reopened the door and went inside, and after looking at my brother’s face, I decided to use the killer move – pouting. I pouted in a slightly trembling voice that I couldn’t hide, “Oops, brother, what’s wrong, scared your sister to death.” I approached him and smelled a smell of alcohol – he rarely drank, not even beer, it seems that once he drank, he was drunk. Knowing that he was drunk, I was instead frank in my heart.
Who knew that the pouting that always works so well didn’t work this time. My brother continued to question me in a loud voice, “Where did you go fooling around last night?” I lied without any need for a draft, “Uh, I went to stay with Lina in town, she was alone at her house last night.” “With a thud, my brother slammed a piece of paper on the table, “Read it, don’t think people don’t know about you!” I suspiciously took the paper, a look could not help but be shocked. It turned out to be our Nanchang “school” sent a letter, said I do not think about learning, promiscuous relationships, to order me to withdraw from school.
My biggest fear is that the school will let my family know about those things, I wonder if mom and dad have seen the letter yet, now in front of my brother, I can’t help but cry. “Cry a dick! Say, who did you fool around with last night again?” I didn’t dare to say, crying voice lowered a little.
My brother slammed the table again: “Do you know why I haven’t found a wife and family after 26 years? I just want you to be a little bit of success, can read more, so I am determined to earn money for you to spend! When you were in high school, I won’t talk about it, let you go to learn computer, you don’t go to Sun Yannan’s place, you go to Nanchang to fool around, well, now you’ve been expelled, you still don’t repent, last night you went to fool around with which guy again, what’s the difference between you and a whore? How are you different from a whore? Are you worthy of me?”
Hearing my brother say that I was no different than a whore, I let out another sob. My brother stood up prancing, grabbed my arm, and threw me heavily on the bed. I held my head in my hands, guessing that my brother might be about to beat me up, and hurriedly curled up. Instead, he pulled up my t-shirt, ripped off my bra, and slapped me hard twice on my breasts.
It all came so suddenly that I looked at him in horror. This frightened and helpless look of mine probably aroused his desire at once. His red eyes, spraying wine gas toward me pressed up, viciously scolded, “Instead of letting johns fuck, why don’t you let your own brother fuck you to death!” I cried, “Brother, don’t be like this ah ……,” but he seemed to have lost his reason and ripped off my panties.
Perhaps due to the alcohol he had consumed, his movements were a little clumsy, but very powerful. He pressed my hands on the bed with both hands, and his penis pushed against my lower body haphazardly, making my body tingle. I was still crying, but when I saw that I couldn’t resist, I was a bit more open, and stole a glance towards my brother’s lower body, ah, his one was surprisingly big! But without guidance, his penis passed through the pussy door three times, and even more outrageously, once it even poked my navel.
Fearing that I would resist, he raised my hands above my head and held them down with one hand, while the other held his penis and stabbed it hard into my vagina, and I couldn’t help but scream “ah”, feeling that his penis felt like it was stabbing me in the throat, blocking me.
Fearful of the smell of alcohol spewing from his mouth, I tilted my head and refused to face him as he roughly grabbed me by the ear and pulled my face back, his alcohol-filled mouth going down on my lips. At the bottom was the pleasure of going in and out, but on top was the taste of alcohol that I hated, and I shook my head in resistance. But he wasn’t having enough of it yet, pulling my chin with one hand and sticking his tongue in to mess around while my mouth was open.
I moaned and groaned, but my hands unconsciously increased in strength and wrapped around my brother’s waist, trying to make him move less. But I couldn’t hold on to him, and he was attacking me like a tidal wave while screaming, “Fuck you to death, bitch! Fuck you bitch!” Since it was my brother who was on top of me, I didn’t dare to let out a lewd scream, so I had to desperately bite my lip.
It’s true that “before the wave subsides, another wave comes to invade”, one after another, the impact of my body’s motor elements to start, I use my legs to hold on to my brother’s waist, my body with his frequency of shaking vigorously, and there is no place to give vent to the hands on his back scratching vigorously, the sweat will be drenched in my long hair.
He closed his eyes in ecstasy, as if he didn’t have my white flesh underneath him, and sowed his seed mechanically and quickly, and I finally couldn’t help but moan as I felt his thing suddenly double in size inside me, and then as if I heard a “squeak”, my brother ejaculated in my vagina.
He stopped thrusting, and his body, which had been so porous just a moment ago, collapsed on top of me in an instant. He grabbed my breasts and rubbed his face gently in my cleavage, letting out a contented sigh.
When he opened his eyes and saw that it turned out to be his sister underneath his body, he suddenly panicked a little, hurriedly got dressed, pulled open the door and walked out. I, on the other hand, was still lying on the bed, reminiscing. To be honest, despite the incest, this time I felt the most wonderful.
Later, I realized that my brother was the only one who saw that letter, and Mom and Dad didn’t know about it yet. And my brother, although from time to time he feels guilty about brother-sister incest, was conquered by my white body and wouldn’t say anything about the letter.
After half a month or so, Wang Jianbi called me and asked me to go to his place. I told my parents, I’m going to go to Sun Yannan to learn computer, do not want to go back to Nanchang. My parents are the most supportive of my relationship with Sun Yannan, but I can say that I know very little, and I still don’t know that we broke up.
Although my brother knew what was going on, he didn’t say anything, and when he handed me a large sum of money for “tuition”, he was probably a little bit distressed, but he certainly didn’t think that the price of having sex with his “whore” sister would be so high at the beginning, did he?
(viii) The Willow Failed and the Flowers Broken
When I got to Wang Jianbi’s city, he was already waiting for me at the station. In the evening, he took me back after we ate out. It was stuffy in August, but he was eager to undress me.
He was about to pull down my jeans when, as if he suddenly thought of something, he handed me a piece of gum-like stuff and said, “Hey, it’ll make you more loose.” I chewed it without thinking while he was already stroking my pussy lips. I felt a different kind of warmth slowly rising from the lower part of my body that made my heart beat faster and my mouth go dry, so I spread my legs as hard as I could so that my pussy was exposed, and began to fondle my breasts with both hands.
He rode up and moved his body to where my breasts were and placed the somewhat hot thing in my cleavage, signaling me to massage him with my breasts. I pushed my breasts hard toward the center, and he thrust in and out as if he were still unrelenting and fucked, surrounded by the tender flesh of my breasts. I felt his glans spit out some mucus and stimulated the most sensitive nerves in my breasts as he rubbed his penis back and forth, flipping his foreskin over and over.
He put the dark thing to my mouth and without hesitation I took it, nibbling and meshing it gently with my teeth. Perhaps this was a bit of a turn on, his panting was a bit ragged, and suddenly he pressed his entire lower body against my face while his cock jerked back and forth in my mouth. I gave him a tickle in my throat, but I couldn’t cough, I felt a little choked, but I couldn’t resist, so I had to bob my head from side to side. I felt his thing start to rise and suddenly got my wits about me and desperately pushed him away, but a few drops of cum still shot onto my face.
This time, however, his thing didn’t soften from the ejaculation (I guess he must be on the pill), and skimmed my legs hard and thrust in. But I had already secreted a lot of fluids in my vagina after that kind of teasing earlier, making his thrusts too lubricated, and I didn’t even feel a great deal of pleasure. He parted his legs, ruthlessly clamped my legs in the center, I myself also secretly in the pussy force, want to clamp him a little tighter.
His movements were very swift, but because he had to clamp my legs together, the contact was not very deep, and often between strokes, my vagina was unable to contain it, and the penis pulled out, so he had to thrust it in again. I found that I would tremble with excitement when the penis was inserted into my body, so I begged him to pull it out a few more times and then reinsert it.
We rolled from the bed to the floor, covered in dust and did not care. Between intercourse, he gasped hard, I moaned hard, the duet is very well coordinated, coupled with the liquid combination of the two men in the lower body, making the sound of “gibberish”, my ass slapping the floor to make the sound of “slap”, lively.
After thirty minutes of this madness, we were both sweating like rain, both feeling exhausted, and thankfully that’s when he ejaculated, the hot cum spurring me on to lustful excitement, and I kept throwing my body up and up again.
The next day, he went to work and I slept with someone until ten o’clock. Then it was often like that, and I suddenly felt a little lonely. There was hardly anything left to say between him and me.
He only occasionally told me about Sun Yannan, and there was quite a bit of mockery between his words. Yes, Sun Yannan couldn’t sleep with me for three years, he did it in three hours, will I look cheap in other people’s eyes, even in Wang Jianbi’s eyes?
One day he came back with his head hanging down. At night, we dined together and drank hard, and after drinking, he pressed me directly to the ground to fuck. Who knows to dry to the middle, he “wow” vomited me out, vomit my chest a mess, but he seemed to feel as if not, not moving, after a while even issued a snore.
I helped him to bed, a person in the darkness over and over again to scrub his body, suddenly remembered Sun Yannan up. With him in the same city, but have not seen him once, he should be junior, right? Because of me, he and Wang Jianbi how iron relationship also disappeared, Wang Jianbi also did not go to find him.
I suddenly want to see Sun Yannan a little, but I certainly not willing to let Wang Jianbi take me. To here for such a long time, I was put in his room, free to have intercourse, he also did not take me to any place to play, so Sun Yannan’s school in which direction I do not know. And I am already a broken flower Liu, see him and what can be done?
The next day, Wang Jianbi did not get up and go to work, I thought he was drunk and did not think so. Who knows the third and fourth day or so, I realized that he was unemployed. He occasionally sneaked out to look for a job, and came back without telling me anything, pulling me to have sex. I was a bit anxious, I told him, two people looking for work is better than one, and asked him to take me to look for it. He hesitated again and again, but still agreed.
My job search went far smoother than his. On my first day out, I got a job as a salesperson at a mall, while he was slow to make progress. After I went to work, he talked to me even less. I knew that he must have had a low self-esteem, and sex was infrequent, and when he did, he ejaculated before I could feel the pleasure. My desires became more and more insatiable, and I finally went dark with a boy in the same locker room.
That day, I took public transportation to go with that boy to his place of residence to steal sex. The car happened to pass by the north gate of Sun Yannan’s university, and he and I were surprised to meet in such an unexpecting situation. I saw him when he came up from the front door of the car. Just more than half a year’s time, he has gained a lot of weight, greatly covered his handsome, although it is smiling, but between the eyebrows still let a person feel a hint of melancholy. I was looking forward to seeing him, but I didn’t want it to be a meeting like this.
So I buried my face in the arm of the boy beside me. He saw me anyway, a very startled glance, an immediate sting in his eyes, and it seemed that not only did he recognize me right away, but he still cared about me. My mind was so messed up that I didn’t even know when he got off the bus.
After a few days, a guy named Zhao Guofu came to visit Wang Jianbi. After he left, Wang Jianbi closed the door and sat in front of me with a gloomy face. I lowered my head at his look, and immediately sensed something bad in my heart.
Sure enough, he asked me which guy I’d been with recently, and when I stammered and refused to say, he slapped me so hard that I froze. He probably felt too impulsive, and quickly touched my face and said I was sorry. He told me, you let Sun Yannan see, let my face where to put ah? Sun Yannan saw not say, he told Zhao Guofu, you give me this cuckold really big ah! I don’t know what to say, I cried.
(ix) When people leave, the tea is cold.
After that incident, Wang Jianbi apologized to me again and again, and I also felt that I was a bit too much, so I quit my job and made up with him very quickly. However, his sexual function seems to be declining day by day, I can only take advantage of his absence to masturbate to quench their thirst.
It was getting cold, but Wang Jianbi still hadn’t found a job, and I was lazy and didn’t really want to look for a job. Wang Jianbi didn’t have much savings, and the thousands of dollars I brought from home were almost spent, so we were in an unprecedented predicament.
I couldn’t afford to cut off my long hair, so I had to wash it often, but we were so poor we couldn’t afford to buy shampoo, so I had to wash my hair with soap. To make matters worse, Wang Jianbi fell ill with a strange disease, first coughing and spitting up black phlegm, then vomiting blood. I wanted him to go to the hospital. He struggled and said he was fine, but his body was getting weaker every day, so we had to go home.
The winter I returned home, I had a hard time. Wang Jianbi was healing, so naturally she couldn’t do that kind of thing with me, and my brother took advantage of the situation, raping my flesh again and again. Although it could make me very happy, the feeling of guilt increased with each passing day.
That winter night, I often received unknown phone calls, often late at night when the phone came, waiting for me to pick up, but the other side did not say a word, waiting for me to hang up. I guessed that it might be Sun Yannan, perhaps he simply wanted to hear my voice it, I rose inside a strong guilt towards him.
On the next day, Wang Jianbi got better, and we went back to the city. But this time, Wang Jianbi’s luck was even worse. Not only could he not find a suitable job, but he was also cheated by labor brokers three times and wasted a lot of energy, not to mention throwing away a lot of money.
He told me one day in agony, “It seems that this place refuses to keep me, and I want to go to Guangzhou to have a look.” He asked my opinion, and I decided to stay because I thought of Sun Yannan. So he and I agreed that he would come back to me in the winter, and he took his traveling bag and went south.
After he left, I began to look for a job, and quickly found a kind of brand wine promotional work, in addition to can provide for their own lives, but also barely can occasionally luxury. Time just flew by in the winter, and Sun Yannan was already in his fourth year of college.
When I was off, I often went to his campus to visit him, and sat by the school’s Tear Lake (also known as Swan Lake) for a long time. Occasionally, some college students came to tease me, and I was so disinterested that I didn’t get laid, though I couldn’t help but cuddle. I often sneak behind Sun Yannan, but I don’t have the courage to go up and say something to him. Winter is getting deeper and deeper, but Wang Jianbi finally no news, within my expectations.
Winter happens to be the prime time for alcohol, and there are a lot of customers who drink the alcohol I promote, and when they get drunk, they can’t help but move their hands. Anyway, I’m not a virgin, look away, just take the opportunity to earn some extra money. I can say that I am a fish out of water. I gradually summed up an experience: men in the play of women, for too submissive women are not very interested, they often like to conquer women when they encounter obstacles.
In fact, men have an innate desire to rape in their bones, just as women have an innate desire to be raped in their bones. Therefore, in front of the guests, I often pretend to be reluctant, desperately protect their own body, do not let them so easy to take off my clothes. This trick is very effective, with which I have conquered many old birds of the pleasure scene.
(x) Lost in the Dust
I didn’t go home for New Year’s Eve, all the other sisters had left and there were very few girls left to promote the hotel. That day, a middle-aged boss invited guests at the hotel, I went in to promote our wine, and he accepted readily.
To be honest, the boss was very attractive despite being middle-aged, and I decided to seduce him. Since I was in an air-conditioned box, I wore very little, and when I was pouring the wine, I intentionally or unintentionally touched my boss’s face, back, and arms and other parts of his body with my breasts. Every time I touched them, his eyes lit up and he looked at me with great interest. I was secretly pleased: hooked. The boss was a good drinker, and maintained a good demeanor until the end of the reception. After the wine and then open the box to rest, he called me in to settle the bill.
I haughtily took the bill and went into his single box. Half drunk, he said, “Come, little girl, come to me.” I pretended to be uncomprehending and walked up to him, but stood a meter away from him.
He nodded uncertainly and asked me, “How old is the little girl?” I timidly replied, “Nineteen.” His eyes lit up a bit more and he continued to say something marginal, then got to the point: “Would you keep me company tonight, little girl?” I took a step back and said, “No, boss, I have to go home soon.” “Go home to what!” He stood up and pulled me into his arms, I struggled desperately and refused in a voice with a crying tone, “Boss, don’t be like that, I’m not that kind of person, you quickly settle my bill ……” “Wait and settle it together, give you more, hahaha!” He ripped open my blouse violently and pressed me down on the sofa, then pulled my pants.
I kicked my legs around, but it was not a random kick, because I could see it clearly yet, kicking and kicking to help him take off my pants, and did not kick the fatal part of his body. I cried softly, “Boss, please, I’m afraid ……” “What are you afraid of, baby” he said as he took off his own pants and pulled out his hard, hot cock and thrust it into me. “Ah ……” I yelled, “It hurts!”
He thought I was in real pain, when in fact I was having so much fun I had to scream at this point. He didn’t move immediately, and used his energy in his lower body, letting his thing jump in my body, I deliberately turned my head away to ignore him, desperately squeezing out a few tears. The boss quickly closed his lips on my eyes, licked my “tears” dry, and then slowly moved his lower body.
I still acted reluctant and had my hand against his chest. He had a bit of flab on his abdomen that interfered with the combination of his lower body and mine, not to mention the fact that I was purposely clenching my legs together, which made him quite upset. He said in a childish tone, “Baby, come on, I won’t treat you badly, come on.” I did not move, still look like resisting, but it further aroused his animal desire, he also did not care whether I really hurt or fake pain, shaking horizontally and vertically inserted, in and out up. I felt very enjoyable, but in order not to let him see the cracks, pretending to grimace, from time to time to let out a painful but soul-destroying moan.
He was completely overwhelmed by me and didn’t last long before he came inside me. When he was done, he lay on top of me, playing with my nipples and breasts, and licking my “tears”.
My performance this time satisfied this boss called Dong Da Chuan so much that he adopted me. Just like that, I spent the whole day just sleeping and surfing the internet inside the house he bought for me, and then I just put on my make-up and waited for him to come.
The days were lonely and boring, so I started this novel in the form of an autobiography. Maybe it’s to commemorate something, maybe it’s to entertain the readers. Just as I was about to finish the novel, Sun Yannan and I met again.
The day before yesterday, I was wandering around the neighborhood of my house when I saw a very familiar figure walking not far away. I ran over to him in three or two steps and shouted, “Sun Yannan!” He turned his head and looked at me with a complicated expression. He had clearly lost a lot of weight, and was back to the way he was when we first met.
Seeing his magnificent and handsome touch, but my heart suddenly thumped like a young girl in first love. It just so happened that Dong Dachuan went out of town and would not be back for a short period of time, so I invited him to sit in my house. He hesitated and followed me.
Closing the door, my clothes slid down silently. Sun Yannan seemed to have no expression as he reached out his hand to caress my breasts, and I closed my eyes in contentment. It’s been five years, and I’ve finally offered my body to him. Would he still care about this flesh of mine? I’m certainly sure that my body is more mature and attractive than it was five years ago, and as long as he’s willing to take possession of me, I’m sure I can get him into the ultimate wonderland.
However, the movement of the chest did not continue, but I heard him walking towards the door. I walked over, hugged him from behind, and asked, “Yannan, you ……?”
He pushed me away gently and pressed his hand right on my breast, but didn’t stay there for a while longer. He told me somewhat coldly, “If it was five years ago, or even a year ago, I would have gone crazy seeing you like this. But do you know how many middle school and high school kids I’ve slept with in the past year? I used to like you for your pure, shy look, and I still like girls like that now. I love their tender flesh and the first-time cries they make during sex. In you, I certainly won’t find that.” With that, he turned and walked away.
I leaned helplessly against the door, listening to his footsteps grow farther and farther away ……