Returning from cram school and eating a dinner of instant noodles alone in the narrow kitchen of his apartment, Toshio remembers the day painfully.
When I look through the notebook now, it’s all flaky handwriting, almost all of which doesn’t make any sense. The blank spaces are scribbles ………
In several notebooks there are sketches of women’s faces, with different strokes, but all have something in common. Short hair with hanging bangs, thin attractive eyes, and a cute little mouth like a flower petal. Anyone who knew his sister could tell at a glance that it was his sister, Kawashima Hiromi.
“No, no. At this rate next year is in danger. Kawashima Toshio, you have to do your best.”
Eat your instant noodles and motivate yourself like this.
The reason why he was upset all day today was best known to himself. That was last night’s peeking into the next room, that is, his sister’s change of clothes.
Two siblings live in an apartment ten minutes walk from Shin-Okubo station. The rent was 60,000 yen for two rooms with bathrooms, which was quite cheap, but it was a very old and dilapidated apartment. The cubicle was in the shape of an old-fashioned slender box, and the kitchen was about one and a half tsubo in front of the door, while Toshio’s room was separated by a paper door on the opposite side, and Hiromi’s room of three tsubo in size was next to it.
Originally, Hiromi said that the inner room would be good for studying, but Toshio refused. If he went to the bathroom or kitchen in the middle of the night, he would have to go through the middle room, and it would be too sad to wake up his sister every time. Besides, a sister can’t protect her privacy. Even though she’s a sister, she’s still a woman, so it wouldn’t be pleasant to pass through her room while she’s changing clothes.
However, there was only a paper door separating the two rooms, and the movement of my sister changing clothes could be heard clearly. Although I seldom did that, I would occasionally peek into the room inside.
Peeking at Hiromi’s beautiful flesh – her bulging breasts in her annoying plain white petticoat, her very sexy lower abdomen in her boxer briefs, etc. – kept popping into her mind during class.
One has sworn not to peek again ……… Why is my will so weak, I can’t quit smoking, and my sleep hours keep increasing in the middle of the night. And that bad vice ……….
When Toshio masturbates, the person in his mind must be his sister Hiromi. In his blood boiling mind, Hiromi stripped naked. Very sexy lingerie, dreaming, not yet seen naked, rubbing his own rod. That’s why the guilt after ejaculation was also stronger than others.
My sister is coming back a little late tonight. There was no certainty at all that I would be able to restrain the temptation to masturbate when I was alone in my room after eating my fill of speedy time noodles.
Toshio Kawashima, 19 years old. Failed the university entrance exams this year and is in remedial studies.
I came to Tokyo from my hometown to join my sister, Hiromi, when I decided to attend cram school. Since my family is not rich and I can’t expect to have enough financial support, I work as a night police officer at an office building in Kanda twice a week, so I work part-time to earn my living expenses and go to cram school at the same time.
His sister, Hiromi, is twenty-three years older than him by three years. Because she was born in the north, she has very white skin and is also beautiful.
Immediately after graduating from high school, Hiromi moved to Tokyo and started working at a large construction company, then quit for a year for some reason and has been working as a waitress at a tea store in Ikebukuro ever since.
The siblings live very frugally, cooking both morning and evening meals themselves. Meals have been saved to a minimum, and the only popular stereo equipment is to buy a mid-century TV and an outdated cassette player brought from back home.
Their home was in a small fishing village in Iwate Prefecture and their father was a poor fisherman. So the living expenses given to Toshio were only about 30,000 yen a month. There’s really a big difference between some of his classmates at the cram school who live alone in nice high-class apartments and drive private cars.
However, Toshio, who has a kind personality, looks on the bright side and doesn’t worry about that kind of thing.
He loved his family with all his heart. Although he was poor, he loved his father, who was mute and honest, and his mother, who was nagging but cheerful. Moreover, for his gentle and beautiful sister, Hiromi, who is one of the most loved people in the world, he needs to work hard and use his energy for this sister as well.
Is there anyone better than this sister? From the only salary of the waiter, to cover a part of his tuition fees, and said that if he went to college, he would be willing to pay for half of the tuition, and as if it was her obligation ．．．．．．.
When Toshio first came to Tokyo, he was surprised by the number of beautiful women, but after getting used to them, he was disappointed. But after getting used to it, he was disappointed, because all of them were just wearing pretty clothes and heavy make-up to deceive people. He also looked like a tough guy, but in fact, he was really tough. Especially when he looked closely, his skin was either lackluster or rough.
In comparison, his sister Hiromi is completely different, with a gentle face and smooth, white skin, completely different from the women in Tokyo. For Toshio, her sister was still the most beautiful woman in the world.
He is afraid that his sister will scold him so he hides it from her, but he smokes a cigarette after the meal. When Toshio looks at his class schedule, he should read the English grammar, which he is least good at, from seven to nine o’clock.
“I’m going to try!”
To cheer yourself up, say it out loud like this.
“I’m going to try!”
“Make sure you get into Waseda University.”
He is a lovely man. His skin is also white like his sister’s, and although not modernized, he has a decent look.
That way, you can probably concentrate on the book for fifteen minutes.
“Good, I can concentrate.”
Thoughts like these create a mental void, and Hiromi’s shadow begins to appear in her mind.
“Ah …….. Sister.”
The lingerie worn by my sister – a pure white petticoat. The bra that covered my sister’s breasts, the panties that hid the most mysterious parts of her body.
“Awww, want to see, touch, and smell it!!!”
The front of his jeans began to bulge and it was tempting to open Hiromi’s closet in the next room.
I did this once in the past and it was such a relief when I ejaculated looking at Hiromi’s various lingerie ….
The night he did that, the intense guilt prevented him from looking at his sister’s face. In his heart, he swore that he would never do that kind of shameless thing again. But ……….
If, instead, Hiromi herself was here, she could stop thinking about that sort of thing.
“Right! It’s my sister’s absence from home that’s gotten me into trouble.”
When he is about to lose to temptation, he puts the blame on his sister. In fact, Toshio doesn’t have the animalistic desire to have sex with Hiromi just a bewildered yearning for his sister’s beautiful flesh, so as long as Hiromi is in the room, he doesn’t feel the temptation to open the closet and look at his sister’s lingerie and is able to work hard at his schoolwork.
Lingerie is a part of Hiromi’s body. She has no interest in other women’s underwear. It was because there was no way to feel the warmth of her sister’s skin that she was obsessed with her sister’s underwear.
It was unbelievable to live with such a favorite sister every day and not develop a desire to hug or have sex. Maybe there was the sinful concept of incest, but the bigger reason was probably because Toshio was still a boy. Without having experienced sexual intercourse and having tasted the sweetness of a woman’s flesh, will Toshio still be able to refrain from seeing his beautiful sister as an object of sexual intercourse after he has had the experience?
Fortunately, Toshio himself wanted to wait until he got into college before abandoning his virginity. Therefore, the current possibility of incest between siblings is very small Toshio finally left his chair and stood up, and began to prowl like a bear in a room of more than two tsubo.
“Kawashima Toshio! What’s wrong with you? If you look like this, Waseda University will be farther and farther away from you. When reason rebukes like this, instinct immediately whispers.
“Just let it out once. That way the mind can clear and the spirit can focus on homework.” The two began a fierce battle to attack the room.
“No, if you masturbate, it just makes your mind more confused and sleepy. And who do you have to masturbate to, don’t you swear that you’ll never open your sister’s closet again?
“What does it matter, it’s a young man’s prerogative to masturbate looking at his underwear. Cram school students that one isn’t like that, it’s not really incest, what are you afraid of!”
“No. If there’s a first time, there’s a second time. There’s no stopping it.”
“Actually, masturbation is nothing. It’s the ancient saying that looking at it as a sin and then hesitating to do it that causes harm.
“But masturbating with my sister’s underwear. Sis will definitely find out later. She’ll be very sad that way, aren’t you afraid that your sister will despise you?”
“Good, so never do that.”
There is a conclusion, a triumph of reason over
But the action taken was the opposite of the conclusion. Toshio’s mind was paralyzed, and then in one smooth motion, he pushed open the door to the next room. From the time the two began their battle of offense and defense, Toshio himself had long known that this would be the outcome. Because after his reason fought his instincts, reason never overcame.
Hiromi’s room – often neatly organized – could faintly smell the woman’s aroma. Gray carpet, and there were wanabi by the window. Against the right wall was the single bed.
Toshio immediately felt a sense of fulfillment, the only room that doesn’t have the shabby apartment smell.
To the left is an armoire and wooden chair.
“Sister, I’m sorry …………”
The heart was about to explode while the penis started pulsing.
Toshio knew what clothes were in that one drawer of the closet, including worn panties on the bottom shelf. But that was the only place that hadn’t been opened, and Toshio thought it was perverted to want to sniff panties that were stained or smelled. He told himself he was never a pervert ………..
Open the closet and look first at the dresses and blouses, skirts, etc. hanging there. Then look at petticoats, bras, and finally panties, which was the order Toshio had set for himself when looking at his sister’s clothes. Because in his mind, Hiromi was fully clothed and then took them off one by one, so he had to start with the dresses.
After deciding that the clothes he wanted to see today were light blue dresses, he pulled open a drawer that contained petticoats or tights, among other things. The smell of cleanliness after a good wash, and the smell of nylon cloth which would stimulate Toshio’s desire.
Most were white, with a very few beige or pink. They range from those with no trim to those with delicate lace embroidery and petticoats that glow.
Toshio picked his favorite from it and spread it out on the carpet.
Although Hiromi lives a frugal life, she is still willing to spend money on lingerie. When Hiromi leaves work with a paper bag from the department store in her hand, Toshio knows that she has bought lingerie, and at the same time, his heart starts to get excited.
“Ah ………. Sister ……….. Hiromi-san …………”
Gently caress the petticoat or tights and lean your nose over them to smell them, which creates an intoxicating sensation. Open the zipper of your jeans and free the meat stick inside.
Taking off his jeans and underwear, the lower half of his body was completely naked. Because the meat stick has not yet played with a woman, so there is a fresh red color, even still stained with shame dirt, the glans has been swollen to the left and right cannon body body than also than also than the standard show thicker and bigger.
Put the condom you brought with you on it. This way, you won’t be afraid of exploding at any time, and you don’t have to worry about the flying semen getting on Hiromi’s underwear.
Surrounded by her sister’s glamorous clothes, her white face had flushed, rubbing up and down the rod with skillful movements.
Pulling open the top drawer, I was surprised to see the summer wear t-shirt category.
“Probably my sister changed her position.”
I have accidentally seen t-shirts in various colors. Some I’ve seen, some I haven’t. Last summer Toshio stayed in his hometown as a high school student, so the ones he had seen were the ones Hiromi wore when she came home for the holidays, ranging from bold, wide-bodied ones to strapless tank tops.
“So Hiromi-san also wears sexy clothes like this.”
With Hiromi’s impression of innocence, these t-shirts didn’t seem to fit. But then he wanted to see what it would be like to walk down the street with his sister who wore such clothes and showed her breasts.
“No, don’t! My sister’s beautiful skin is mine alone, I can’t let anyone else see it.”
From between the t-shirts, I saw inside the drawer, as if hiding something. Like a red band, and white envelope.
“What? Sister is not wearing a bathrobe”
Toshio took it in his hand and looked at it, it seemed to be red, it was hemp rope dyed red, all four of them were quite long, and among them there were also ones that were stained with candle oil.
“Strange …………….”
A horrible premonition caused goose bumps to rise on his body.
Nowadays, even sadism has become popular stuff in this society. Even Toshio, who was a country bumpkin, knew what that meant. He’d seen women bound and tortured with candles on videotapes or in magazines.
“Sister could be a masochist? Impossible! Absolutely impossible!”
The intensity of this shock almost caused blood to spurt from the sweaty pores of his body. That innocent Hiromi was a masochist, Toshio would never believe it, but with all this twine and traces of candles, couldn’t think of any other reason why this would be in his sister’s room.
Toshio stood there holding the candle-stained twine. Teardrops sprang from his nose.
“I shouldn’t have looked, I saw what should never be seen.”
This must be the wrath of God for peeking into his sister’s closet, Toshio regretted doing something shameless, wiping away the tears that flowed down just then remembered that there was another white envelope inside, three in total. The envelopes were probably hand-delivered directly to his face, and there was no name or address written on any of them.
“What should I do?”
I don’t know if he should read the letter inside, because he doesn’t want to hurt his sister’s privacy even more. And it would be the most shameful thing to peek at someone else’s letter.
“Toshio Kawashima, you can’t do that! That would be more sinful than looking at underwear.” Reason rebuked Toshio again.
“But perhaps ………. there could be something inside this letter that unlocks the secret of the twine.”
He must find out the proof that his sister is not a pervert no matter what. With such a big blow, it was possible to commit suicide, not to mention using one’s energy.
Decided to read the letter and his heart was about to jump out of his mouth.
There was no sender’s name on the envelope either, only the date, the earliest being three months ago, the latest ten days ago
Toshio opened the first letter first.
It was written in dark pencil, with the clumsy handwriting of an elementary school student. Toshio’s handwriting wasn’t great either, but it was much better than the person who wrote it.
To dear Hiromi: I’m so sorry for making unreasonable demands last time.
Because I really want you, I’m so serious, why don’t you understand, I really hate your slowness, I can’t make you mine
I really wanted to kill myself by stabbing my throat with a kitchen knife.
But in the end you got to know me, sweet Hiromi, I really love you ………..
Toshio was disgusted by that tone of voice and didn’t want to read any further. And the writing was not only ugly, but there were many typos.
“Does my sister associate with such uneducated people?”
However, looking at the letter in the previous paragraph, it seems that this man’s one-sided pestering has finally landed his sister in his hands.
“Would my sister give her own flesh to such a man?”
So angry that he almost spat blood when he thought that.
Tonight Hiromi also said she had a date and might be back later. Thinking that the other person might be this man, Toshio felt fidgety. He couldn’t help but continue reading the letter.
．．．．．． That night, when you cried and started to undress, I was happy as if I had ascended to heaven. “Don’t look, you turn your face away.”
That’s what you said. Hehehe ………… I pretended to listen to you and turned away, but actually peeked.
Because Hiromi, who I yearn for like that, is about to get naked, so how can I not watch?
Crying, I took off my entire body, leaving only my white underwear, and I can say that it was the most beautiful look ever. When I took off my petticoat and my bra, leaving only my panties, I almost ejaculated because I was so excited.
Ah, it wasn’t a dream, Hiromi Kawashima was naked right in front of me.
Surprised, I’d be such an innocent man.
“You have to really promise, just this once, and then forget about me.”
When you went to bed, you made a point of saying so. I said yes, but I didn’t mean it in my heart. On the contrary, I resolved in my heart that I would never let you go.
Fuck you, ah ………….. Everything was the best. I was moved to tears when the poof went in Frankly, I’ve played with all kinds of women, but you’re still the best
Snow white skin, beautiful face, annoying flesh, hee hee hee hee, and the level of comfort there.
Hiromi, it’s the same for you, isn’t it? Remember how many times you’ve leaked?
It’s rare to find a woman as sensitive as you. It’s amazing how someone who was so steady at the store can turn out to be so passionate.
I did it three times in a row the first time and felt sorry for you, but it also proved that I love you that way, you can understand that, right?
See you next time. Next time I won’t let you sleep. Get ready. Hee hee hee hee, it’s a joke.
The New Rule of the Big Meat Stick
Unbelievably vile content in a gentle tone. There was more or less an air of perversion. Even if this man is Hiromi’s lover, to write this kind of letter to each other after sleeping together only once can only be said to be mentally challenged.
Despite this thought, because it was all very lewd words, his condomed rod was fully erect.
“Asshole!”
Toshio yelled at Shin.
“You stained your sister! You’re a big asshole!”
Barely restraining the urge to tear the letter apart.
“Sis is going out with a pervert like this tonight and letting him fuck her two or three times” ．．．．．． DON’T! Absolutely don’t!
Who wrote this letter? Toshio was excited but kept thinking. I wonder if Shinji is a first or last name? As far as Toshio knew, there was only one man who called, a man named Muto, who spoke like a hooligan and unpleasantly asked Hiromi what kind of man he was, only to reply that he was a regular customer of the tea-eating store.
‘Rude talk, but a good man.’
Hiromi chuckled like that.
“Isn’t it him? Is his name Shinji Muto?”
Toshio thought that those uneducated letters and the rude tone of his speech were very likely to be the same person. His sister had said that he was a regular customer, and probably went to the demented tea store every day in pursuit of Hiromi.
Toshio opened the second letter with a trembling hand. It was dated about a month from the first letter, and still had the same clumsy writing.
Dear Hiromi: I’m sorry that I used violence yesterday. Because you had sworn that you wouldn’t avoid me anymore, but you tried to run away again, so I got angry all of a sudden.
Are the ribs still sore? If it still hurts, I’ll refer you to a good doctor.
I swear I’ll never hit you again. And Hiromi, will you stop saying you’re going to break up with me or not come to work? Because you’re my life, how can I separate now?
Also, it was my fault for forcing you to be tied up. But it’s also because you resisted too fiercely. How can you have sex if you’re not tied up like that?
But, looking at you like that, you seem to feel comfortable too, licking my rod after being tied up and leaking a lot of lewd water. It’s nice to be like that once in a while, isn’t it? I’m not really a sadist, but I do enjoy that kind of play. You’ll get used to it soon enough, you have the qualities of a sadist, heh heh heh.
Hiromi, you are definitely my woman. So sexual intercourse should also be in line with my methods.
Women are incredible people, to say the least. You’ve slept with me four times and ejaculated more than ten times. But you’re still like a virgin. You always say, “Don’t do that.”
But to be honest, that innocent looking Hiromi is my favorite!
I really like you, Hiromi, so meeting you just once for intercourse doesn’t feel like enough
So yeah, I’m never going to come to you with just my body as my goal, and I’m not a perverted sex maniac.
Of course, more or less perverted and horny, hahaha.
Anyway, admit it, be my woman for good, and stop talking about breaking up.
Love, Shinji.
P.S. In the future, don’t call me “Mr. Muto”, it’s too polite, just call me “Shinji”.
If you don’t comply, you’ll have to do 500 sissy colons. That’s a joke.
(onom.) laughing out loud
Seeing this, Toshio’s whole body trembled from intense anger and shock.
This man is really Muto, and Hiromi meets the worst kind of man like this.
If you say you want to break up, use violence, bind your body with ropes and rape, no different from hooligans.
“What a vile fellow this is!”
Toshio shed tears and felt sad, almost as if his heart was about to burst.
“Such a gentle and beautiful sister, to be ravaged by a beastly man.”
Contrary to the feelings of sadness, the heat in his meat stick was even stronger when he saw the lewd content of such letters, and Toshio opened the last letter.