After wobbling around on the train for over 2,000 kilometers, I finally reached the end of the line. Dragging a busy day tired body and mind into the hotel. A feeling of desolation suddenly swept through my body. At this moment, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world.
It’s as if no one else is in your life or death. At that time, how I wish my cell phone could ring, how I wish there was someone to talk with me. The NN’s cell phone roaming, the NN’s has overspent the phone bill …… hand swinging the remote control of the TV, do not know that should stay in that radio station, from time to time look at the cell phone, but finally let me disappointed, not to mention the phone call, is the text message no one to send me a… …Lost, suddenly the room phone rings, the heart is this suddenly come to the phone shocked thumping …… stabilized the mood, picked up the phone, with my sexy voice to the microphone said: “Hello!” “Hello sir! I am the hotel massage bath center, please ask you need massage?” A sweet and flirty voice came from the microphone. Along with her voice the part of me below, instinctively buckled.
In fact, as long as not dumber than a donkey know that the hotel so-called massage is to provide those services, in the past I tend to be very hard to return these calls, but I was melancholy this time, the reason is very simple, just broke up with his girlfriend’s loss, their own loneliness, coupled with physiological needs – think about it I have not had sex for about half a month.
In my hesitation, the phone side of the flirtatious voice rang again “Sir, we are here are young and beautiful girls, surely will make you satisfied, or I first let a sister up to you to see, not satisfied with you then change?” “Okay” I hung up the phone, in fact, beautiful does not matter to me, what I need now is to vent!
“Bang! Bang! Bang!” After about two minutes, there was a light knock on the door!
Opening the door, I was stunned. Outside the door stood shyly a little girl. I noticed at once that her eyes, so large and clear, showed a look that was not easy to detect – it was sadness, it was grief.
“Brother, may I come in?” A soft word broke my thoughts. It was only then that I realized my lapse and awkwardly said, “Come in” In a panic I hurriedly adjusted my heartbeat.
Close the door and lock it! After entering the house, I saw her clearly under the light, through her enchanting dress, I probably guessed her age, that is, about 21 years old. The body phase is extremely great, typical of the Viennese pretty sister! Especially the eyes, really let a person very psychedelic …… see me look at her, she looks very constrained and shy, two hands keep rubbing each other.
I snorted and laughed, “Make yourself at home, make yourself at home,” “Brother, are you satisfied with my service?” Still in soft but not quite fluent Mandarin.
“Pretty good,” I replied.
“Then the price you know?” “Tell me about it” “Once is 300, package night 700. brother you package night or ……” “First come to see it “At this time I’m not heartbroken money, afraid of the night long dream more she is not skillful began to take off her clothes, with her last small panties removed, her beautiful intimidating body is also a glimpse of the exposure in front of me. It is said that the skin of the Viennese girl is not very good, but her skin is so white, breasts are so erect and smooth, as if not careful can squeeze out milk, legs are so slender, but not lack of flesh, in the light of the light also refracted a little sense of light, a handful of small pubic hair embellishments is so just right …… I do not know when. My lower part was forcefully erected, but after seeing her intimidating body, it seemed like I was about to come out in my pants!
“Brother, do you need me to undress you?” “No, I’ll do it myself” The clothes went off in an instant.
A cloud of rain!
Finished, from the action of making love just now, she is obviously a novice, do not know how to make men enjoy the greatest pleasure. Also will not scream the bed, only occasionally have a pleasure, only low moan a little …… I pad a pillow, half lying against the bed, she snuggled in my arms, look at her that petite and beautiful and lovely look, at that moment I really did not take her as a whore, as if my lover. Habitually, I lit a cigarette and took a drag. Intermingled with the smoke, politely asked “Would you like a cigarette?” “I won’t, brother, thank you” The words were still so gentle, but without the shyness of a moment ago.
Maybe making love brought each other closer. I continued to smoke, my other hand was sliding between her breasts and jade-like legs, one of her hands was gently resting on my chest and the other was gently stroking my dick. Spoiled, she lay in my arms, her tantalizing eyes staring at me.
“What are you looking at me for?” I asked.
“Love to see you smoke, so handsome” she cooed.
“Brother, guess what I felt when I first saw you?” I was stunned for a moment and said, “Tell me!” “I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to look at me, you’re so handsome! Oh” “Am I handsome?” “Of course, and I see you the first face also feel special pro” “Handsome to men have no use ah, and not when the duck, or not as usual by others dumped! It’s only when a man is rich that he can get away with it.” I sighed leisurely!
“Brother, you mean there’s no girlfriend” she said in surprise!
“Who would be happy to follow a poor man like me? It’s you, will you?” Alas! She also talked a sigh of relief! “Yes. Nowadays society is really material. Materialistic let a person a little can not bear.” She paused, and suddenly asked “brother you do not ask me why I want to do this?” “Why ask you ah, you do this of course have your reasons, who if there is a way happy to do this ah, I do not want to mention your pain” “brother, you are really good. I first encountered you so careful people, I also experienced a few customers, they all asked me, so you do not ask me not accustomed to it!” She said leisurely!
“I’d like to hear about it if you don’t mind” she said this is rather piqued my curiosity.
“You may not believe me when I say it, I really have a poor family, I have two brothers and a sister, all in school, my parents have been laid off, I’m the oldest in the family, I can’t help it.” The tone was sad!
“Huh” “Why brother don’t you not believe it?” “It’s not that I don’t believe it, but that’s not all you do this for” “Why” she baffled to.
I tugged lightly on her pubic hair in my hand and badgered, “Because I can’t see your full sincerity in your eyes.
“No way, brother, you’re good,” she said with a sappy smile.
“Just kidding,” I said as I removed my hand from her stomach and lifted her right arm, “Look, it was the scar on your wrist that told me that one of the reasons you got into this business if I’m not mistaken was because a man broke your heart” “Ah” she said in surprise, then she disheveled and circled in my arms as tears began to start welling up in her large eyes.
“Excuse me, excuse me,” I apologized in a rush!
“It’s okay, brother, it’s all in the past, in fact, I’m just like you, weren’t you dumped by your girlfriend too?” Tough enough to get back at me right away!
“In fact, at that time I was small, do not understand, so so impulsive, because he is my first man, I also love him, but he fell in love with another girl, or my friend, at that time I really think I do not understand, really desperate, I really want to kill myself to understand me this thing, and now I feel that I’m really stupid, for so a man is really not worth it, but I no longer believe in love, but I came out to do this industry is because my family is not rich, not to mention that I also want to leave which makes me sad place. Since then I no longer believe in love, but I came out to do this industry, really because the family is not rich, not to mention that I also want to leave which makes me sad place, but I’m not much of a talent, came out to do some other jobs are not good, so it is down to today.” “How long have you been working?” “Another 3 days to a month” “Well, let’s not talk about that, it’s distracting! Talk about something else!” “Brother, you are a good person, I can feel, Zhang’s and so handsome, which girl left you seems to be really her mistake.” “Oh, don’t say this, I have what good” I looked at my cell phone, she was in my room also almost 40 minutes, is when I look at the cell phone she put her hands around me and said “brother, you don’t let me go okay? Tonight I want to accompany you” “Why ah?” Why?” I laughed badly.
“No reason, I feel close to you. Don’t let me go okay? Tonight you wrap me up and I’ll shower with you, okay” Her tone was so coquettish and she looked so cute. My heart pumped again and a twinge of pity rose.
“How reluctant?” “Of course it’s not unwilling, I can’t wait to beg with a beautiful woman like you accompanying me, I’m just afraid of being unsafe” “It’s okay, brother. Don’t worry, don’t let me go okay?” “Alright then! I’ll wrap you up then” I ruthlessly arrived! In fact, I regretted it when I said that:
Shit. I’ve been caught in a trap again! I’ll have to pay another 400 taels of silver. But I can’t go back on my word!
“Thank you, brother,” she was happy as a bird, and seemed like a completely different person than when she first came in!
“Brother, let’s take a shower together!” She didn’t wait for me to agree to get up from the bed before pulling me to the restroom.
The water in the restroom was just the right temperature, and with her handful of back, it really felt divine. We lathered each other full of soap and rubbed our naked bodies against each other. It was really cozy.
Washed up and went to the bedroom. When I looked at her, she was a different person. Take off the heavy makeup. Revealing her original face, such an innocent face, especially those eyes, really unbearable! The undried Shui-soo slid down her hair slightly to her firm breasts and dripped to the ground puddle. I was really dumbfounded.
“Hey, what are you looking at, fascinated you, huh?” “Oh, you’re beautiful!” “Of course, huh. I don’t make up to look a lot better than make up, but do our industry without make up no way!” She put on a naughty face.
In that instant my dick flared up and roughly carried her onto the bed, this time it was long, and over my panting like a bull I heard her moan with abandon, her arms tightening around my body. Finally the union ended with a yell from her and a dull gasp from me. It was only then that I realized that I was sweating all over my body, and as I gasped, she gently wiped my sweaty soo with her delicate hands. Suddenly climbed on top of me, and smiled badly at me: brother, tired!
“Oh, a little,” she said as she buried her head in my neck, brother, I love smelling you so much.
The tone was so flirtatious! I hugged her too, ruffling her long hair.
We held each other like that for a few minutes, neither of us talking, enjoying the silence.
After a while I pushed her gently off of me and said, “It’s getting late, go back!” I smoothly pulled my wallet out of my pocket and counted 700 dollars behind her back, and when I turned around and was about to give her the money I realized she was half lying circled on the bed, again with tears welling up in those big eyes. I said, “What’s the matter with you?” “Brother, don’t you want my company?” A tone that contained a bit of resentment!
“No, I still have to work tomorrow, you should go back to rest early too! Money, here you go” “Okay” but she didn’t take my money, instead she slowly got dressed and cleaned up a little while later.
Shaking her long hair, she stared at me.
“Money, take it,” she said as she took the money and pulled 200 dollars out of it and threw the rest on the bed for me!
“What are you doing?” “The 200 bucks is what I gave Mommy! I don’t want the rest,” and turned to leave.
I pulled her into a hug and asked, “Why?” She turned her back to me and didn’t say anything, I gently turned her around and saw that tears had slipped from her eyes. She was sobbing softly!
“What’s wrong with you?” I asked softly.
“You know what? I fell in love with you the first moment I saw you, I haven’t felt this way in years”. She was choking and continued, “I know, in your eyes I’m just a lady, I know I have no right to love someone right now, maybe you don’t believe me, but I do believe in my feelings, and I know that I’m stupid, if I wasn’t so stupid I wouldn’t be at this point today …… “She continued to sob.
I gently put her in my arms, to be honest, I also work for more than 4 years, also experienced a lot of business socializing, occasionally accompanying customers to go dashing a little bit is also very normal, also met a lot of ladies, but this time I really a little overwhelmed. I’m sure I’m still a bit of a charmer, but I don’t believe I’m as charismatic as this, and my brain is racing rapidly, this can’t be a trap! “Jesus, I just wanted to find a lady to vent to, why is this happening again. Originally this is a kind of sale, why will there be such an end …… “Brother, don’t let me go okay “While I was thinking rapidly, she raised her head. The tears are no longer staying, and her eyes look at me with deep emotion.
I stroked her hair and said, “Okay, okay, I won’t let you go, but you have to take the money” “Oh, you finally agreed! She jumped for joy!
I watched her put the money away and I put my clothes back on!
“Brother, what’s the point of getting dressed?” “Let’s go for a walk” To be honest, I was a bit scared and it was better to send her away from the hotel earlier!
“Yeah, you want to go there” “It’s up to you, I’m not familiar with this place” As soon as the words came out of my mouth I regretted it again, in case she dragged me to a high-class place of consumption, I would be finished.
“Yeah, let me think about it” She took my hand and walked out of the room!
After leaving the hotel, she hailed a cab, which was really a bit scary for me, after all, I wasn’t familiar with the city at all!
As the car drove off, I laughed and asked, “Where are you going?” “What, are you afraid I’ll sell you?” “I want to sell, I’m afraid no one wants” I pretended to be indifferent! In fact, the heart really have no idea, of course, I often travel also seen some big waves, so my curiosity inspired me to know what this girl really want.
“I’ll take you to a place I like,” he said the name of a place to the driver, who nooed a little!
Not long after the car stopped, I cautiously observed the environment, it was a night market. My heart finally released.
Pay up and get out of the car. She took my hand and jogged all the way to the ground stall, causing so many people to turn around!
Finally arriving at the bottom of a stall, she stopped! The owner, a middle-aged woman greeted her warmly to:
“You’re here so early today!” “Yes, to see my boyfriend!” Didn’t wait for me to look back she took my arm with hers and snuggled into my arms with a birdie look!
The boss’s wife sized me up and smiled, “Not bad, the young man is quite spirited, the man and the woman look alike! Come on in, come on in!” She pulled me to a table and sat down, I looked, it is a Xinjiang restaurant, selling some barbecue and other things.
“What’s for dinner?” She asked. “Whatever” I said, “I’ll make the call then” Nothing more than an order of lamb chops, kebabs, or something like that!
“Something to drink?” “No,” I actually wanted a beer, but knew the Vikings didn’t allow alcohol.
“Boss, pour some water,” she yelled, completely losing her ladylike demeanor from earlier.
When she quieted down, I asked, “When did I become your boyfriend?” “Why don’t you want to?” “That’s not it, huh” “Then no objection is a yes, husband” she purred daintily.
I almost passed out!
As we ate and chatted, we learned that her name was “Reina”. It means beautiful in Viennese. I knew it wasn’t her real name, but it didn’t matter, I didn’t want to know too much about her.
During the meal, she struck up a few conversations with the boss’s wife from time to time. Not running from across the room to sit next to me so the boss’s wife could see if we looked like a married couple. The meal lasted about forty minutes, but it seemed like I had been eating all day. Not only did her pampering overwhelm me, but it also made the people eating next to us look back at us from time to time. I felt at that time I led a beautiful neurotic sister to dinner, depressed not in words …… in the car back to the hotel, I said, “You live there, I first send you home.” She leaned on my shoulder and said: “First send you, you just came to this unfamiliar, in case you lost, who compensate my husband ah!” She was wildly giddy! The driver also puffed and laughed!
At about two hundred meters from whatever, she told the cabbie to stop. I wondered again! She pulled me off by me saying she skimmed the driver 10 dollars.
She was still holding my arm like that, like a couple in love. She stopped talking again, and I could feel she wasn’t happy.
“What’s wrong,” I asked softly!
She stopped suddenly, less than 50 meters from the hotel.
Looking up at me, tears again turning in those big, mesmerizing eyes. Speaking, “You know what? I haven’t been as happy as I am today in years. I feel so happy right now! Really don’t want to leave you!” I patted her shoulder and said, “Don’t think too much, be happy!” “Do you like me?” She asked suddenly and I was stunned!
Then she laughed out loud, “You don’t have to answer me, I know you wouldn’t fall for a bad girl like me!” Stunned! I giggled a little too!
“When are you leaving?” “Maybe the day after tomorrow!” “Oh,” she mused, “wait for my call tomorrow, what’s your phone number, can you tell me?
I don’t have a cell phone, I’ll call you tomorrow” I thought quickly: “Sure, but can you remember without a pen and paper?
“I certainly have a way of remembering it if you tell me, tell me?” Okay! But what are you going to memorize?
She smiled slyly and quickly fished out an eyebrow pencil and another tissue from her purse! I was really dizzy!
Had no choice but to tell her! After memorizing it, she said, “You haven’t told me your name yet!” But she immediately added, “That’s okay, I won’t ask you, I’ll call you Piggy from now on if you don’t suggest it, haha!” I laughed too, laughed at her liveliness. But suddenly I was a little sad again, because my former girlfriend also kept calling me Piggy! Actually, I don’t look like a pig at all. Maybe every girl wants to give her boy an alias! It’s an honor to be treated the same as a pig. Sometimes people are worse than pigs!
When we said goodbye, she kissed me fiercely, and I had an indescribable feeling as I watched her distant back!
In fact, from the time she just entered my room to the time I separated from her, I had a sense of wariness of her, not that I don’t trust her, it’s that this society won’t let you go easy on people, let alone she’s a lady!
When I got back to the hotel, it felt like a dream what just happened! It was only when I saw that my wallet was missing 800 bucks that I believed what had just happened to be true! I didn’t sleep all night!
The next day, I worked as usual during the day and returned to the hotel by myself in the evening. Today I was honest and unplugged the phone line from my room as soon as I got back.
Watching boring TV for a while and getting lost!
Suddenly the phone rang, an unfamiliar number. I picked up, “Hello.” “Piggy, it’s me! Are you asleep? Wait for me I’ll be in your room in 5 minutes” Without waiting for me to reply, the phone cut off. I looked at the time! Oh my god, it’s already past eleven! I rubbed my eyes and just as my brain cleared I heard a knock on the door, I looked through the doorway and it was her! As soon as the door was open she rushed in!
I had just closed the door when she pounced on me! Whispering, she said, “Hubby, I’ve missed you so much!” After saying that, she kissed me furiously on my body, and her hand unconsciously reached inside my pants!
Can’t stand it!
What’s supposed to happen goes with the flow! Over! She was still lying in my arms as flirtatiously as ever! Speaking of:
“Honey, I’m not going to be with you tonight, so I just came by to check on you. Just missed you! Wanted to ask about your body odor, and I’m leaving in five more minutes!” After saying that, she kissed me and started to put on her clothes. In fact, I don’t need her to say that I know that someone will definitely pack her tonight.
“What time are you leaving tomorrow?” “The bus at 10 am” she thought for a moment, “Honey, I can’t give you a ride, will you come back later?” “Not necessarily, it depends on the job, if this project is finalized this time I’ll definitely come back” “You mean we’ll still have the chance to see each other” “maybe” “I’m leaving” she packed her things and was about to leave the house when I said “Wait!” She stood still and I took 300 bucks out of my wallet and handed it to her, “Take it!” She took it after a moment’s hesitation!
The moment she opened the door she whipped her head around and said, “You know why I’m not pushing your money this time? It’s because I want to buy a cell phone now, so it’ll be easier to contact you in the future.” After saying that, she opened the door and went out!
I was stunned again! In two days I she gave me so many unexpected things!
Returning to Xi’an to continue working, this matter gradually also blurred. After all, for me this is just a time to find a lady. Just the process is more special.
About half a month later, I suddenly received a text message: Piggy, how are you? Do you know who I am?
My heart trembled! It was her! I hesitantly ended up texting her back. She replied right back: you know what? I miss you so much, I want to let you hug me again, I want to smell you again! Can you still come over and visit me?
When I received this text message from her, I was really touched and started to believe in her sincerity towards me!
The next half month we just started texting each other, up to dozens of times a day! I trusted her love for me more and more, and I was touched. Because I also got a lot of comfort from her during this painful time when my former girlfriend left me!
Suddenly one night she called me and said, “Piggy I want you to come and visit me, don’t turn me down okay?” Coincidentally, the project I was talking about was about to start bidding soon too, in about half a month! I also replied to her that I would be there in half a month!
And so 50 days later I was back on the train to her city!
I got off the train at about 6:00 in the morning, just as it was getting light. As soon as I got out of the station, I saw her waiting for me at the station gate from a distance!
When she saw me she flew over! Kissed me! The strange thing is that she’s wearing very light make-up this time. It’s very innocent looking!
Like a very classy and pretty college girl! I brought her a teddy bear. She jumped for joy when she saw the gift!
While eating breakfast with me, she asked me when I was probably leaving. I said, I guess I’ll just stay for 2 days.
She thought for a moment, Can you stay with me tonight? Then quickly added, no matter how late it is!
I said sure, I’ll call you when I’m done!
Then she accompanied me to find a hotel! I purposely didn’t choose any of her old hotels this time!
When I got to the hotel, I took a shower and it was getting late. I rushed off to my client’s place! Before leaving, she said, “Hubby come back early, remember I’m waiting for you in the hotel, don’t make me wait too fast!
I said, “Yes!” Luckily all went well with the tender and I was able to use my wits in another business negotiation to win the tender! The moment I was announced as the winner I felt a sense of satisfaction again. My record of winning tenders has started to improve, and so far I have won 100% of the tenders! At noon, of course, there is no lack of celebration, said to celebrate in fact, the customer wants to eat you a meal! But like this meal happens every day I am willing! But this bunch of grandson is also hard enough to eat a meal I ate more than 4,000, nowadays it is not much, the wallet a left a few hundred fast! After eating on 3:00 pm, so I do not have time to go back at noon.
I got several text messages from her, and I knew she was waiting for me, not to mention that I really missed her too, but there was no way to put work first! In the afternoon, I signed a contract with a client and so on, and after I finished my work, it was more than 7:00 pm!
Rushed back to the hotel, and on the way back to the hotel I stopped at a bank to withdraw some money! When I got to the hotel, I hurried upstairs and opened the door of my room! When I entered the room, I saw that all the clothes I had changed in the morning shower were washed and hung in the kitchen cabinet, including my underwear and smelly socks. I was really touched at that moment and felt like I was back with my mom. It had really been more than 10 years since anyone had done laundry for me. I walked softly to the bedroom and saw her circled on the bed with her hands clasped around the teddy bear I had given her, sleeping very sweetly. The nightstand was full of snacks and half a bowl of instant noodles that hadn’t been eaten! I was so touched that I couldn’t describe it in words!
I sat down lightly, but it still woke her up!
“Honey, you’re finally back!” She rolled up from the bed in a flash, picked up my hand and bit it hard.
Raw pain!
After the bite she looked at me and asked, “Did it hurt?” “Yes,” I replied!
“So hard on me? Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for you?” I said as I took her in my arms, “I’m sorry! I’m really sorry!” I wanted to cry at that moment!
She was happy again and spoke, “You’re a good boy if you know you’re wrong! Come on mommy reward you with something to eat!” Swoon! Girls really change instantly!
And so it was that she ate a dinner that wasn’t really a dinner in the midst of her pampering.
After eating it, she said, “Was it good?” I said, “Yes!” “It cost me more than 70, you reimburse me!” “Oh, sure, tell me how much I’ll trade you with interest?” “That depends on how much money you bring, I’m afraid you don’t have enough on you.” “Not enough to sell me, okay?” “I don’t want to, I won’t have a husband if I sell you, okay, let’s not talk about it let’s go take a bath together! I’ll give my husband a handful of back.” “Aren’t you going to work today?” I asked.
“Of course do not go, accompany you ah, tonight let you pack me! 700 yuan to bring” said the cackle of small, a pull me up and said: come to the little friend mom give you a bath!
Can’t really do anything about her!
After the shower, I kind of couldn’t wait, I actually wanted to have that with her while I was in the shower, but she refused!
After a long time I carried her to bed and was about to kiss her, but she opened her legs and said, “Hubby must be tired after a busy day! I first give a massage!
Without letting me say anything I rolled me over and started hitting my back with my hand! To be honest I was really tired, after 20 hours on the train and a day’s work, I was really sleepy! Each of her punches was just right, it was so comfortable! As I was enjoying myself, I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my back. “Ahh” I cried out, and in response I knew she was biting me again, and this time with a lot of force! I was about to get angry, she climbed on top of me, began to gently kiss me, her mouth gently slid to my ear, whispered: “husband pain?” I was speechless!
She continued to kiss me and started to tease me, my blood started to boil again, she held me down and sniffed her way down through my hair. To my forehead, to my eyebrows, to my eyes, to my nose, to my mouth, to my jaw, to my neck, to my breasts, to my belly button, to my YM, suddenly she lived up to my little DD licking it gently with her tongue and biting it gently with her teeth, my veins were about to explode, but she still didn’t want me to move and kissed me all the way to my feet! Suddenly she pounced on me and started kissing me like crazy.
I rolled over onto my back and started kissing her all over, and she asked me, “Honey, is it okay if I don’t bring TT tonight?” I hesitated and she added, “I’m afraid I’ll catch your disease!” I didn’t answer and quickly inserted my little DD into her hole, it was so warm and wet.
Another tangle and another cloud of rain!
Finished, she still circled in my arms like a cat, and asked me softly, “Little piggy, I’ll ask you two words you have to answer me truthfully.” “You ask, I won’t lie to you” “Do you love me?” Thinking of the greetings and care she has given me for so many 50 days, thinking of the clothes she has just seen her washing for me, thinking of the waiting she has given me …… I said without hesitation: love!
She laughed and asked again, “Do you want to marry me?” I thought for a moment and said, “If you are happy to suffer with me for the rest of your life, I will marry you!” She laughed, so happily, and tears accompanied her big charming eyes again!
We did it multiple times that night, without TT, and I was really tired that night and slept until noon!
When I opened my eyes, I didn’t see her! All I saw was my clothes folded very neatly on the other bed and a letter on the nightstand:
Piglet! Hello! By the time I read this, I’ll have left you. And we’ll never see each other again in this lifetime!
I wrote this letter before you did! Just wanted a chance to hand it to you!
I know you don’t love me and you won’t marry me because in your eyes I’m just a whore, and don’t deny it because the last time we were together you were wary of me at all times. Of course I don’t blame you, who in this world can trust a whore who lives on the lowest rung of the social ladder!
Believe it or not, I fell in love with you the first time I met you, and I don’t know why.
Love is a kind of feeling, see you that moment my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, I know that’s called love, you look not very handsome, but you have a kind of temperament but impressed, I think in the future will never have this kind of feeling happen again.
I also know that your heart must have raced the first time you saw me, but because of my beauty, not because of love.
I’m a person who trusts feeling more, so I’m easily hurt, but I realized that your inner heart is not as happy and spontaneous as your outer appearance, because I can feel the faint sadness inside you! I hope you’ll take care of yourself and your health in the future!
In fact, not all the stories I told you about me before are true, but I want to tell you all about me today, I was born in a very poor family, my father has been sick since I can remember, and I have a lot of younger siblings, and my mom is just over 40 this year, but she already looks like an old woman, but poverty is not the reason why I left home to work in this industry, I remember the last time you said I wanted to commit suicide because of the hurt I suffered from a man, I can only say you guessed half right, because it was not because of my boyfriend that made me hurt, in other words I never had the chance to have a boyfriend, but I wish you were my boyfriend. I remember last time you said that I wanted to commit suicide because I was hurt by a man, I can only say that you guessed half right, because what made me hurt was not because of my boyfriend, in other words I never had the chance to have a boyfriend, but I hope you are my boyfriend, you are also the first man that I love and my first love.
Because of my beauty and my family, I was QB’d by two men when I was 18. So I tried to kill myself. But it didn’t work. So I’ve been very bitter, with the increase of age, and my mother’s old age, I had to take the responsibility of the eldest daughter again, so I came out to work, but what can a girl like me who can’t have any skills and knowledge do? In the end, I only chose this line of work.
I actually quit this business 20 days before you came because my mom found me a rich old man for me to marry and I thought it would be good and I agreed. I really didn’t have a choice in how I lived my life, it was my destiny and I don’t blame anyone! The only reason I left here until today was to wait for you to arrive. You know, I stopped taking birth control pills 20 days before you came, and I think I’ll convince you not to wear a condom when we make love after you come, because I want to really fuse with you and see if I can conceive a child of ours!
I was very fond of your Han Chinese literature and poetry when I was very young, and I think if my family was a little better I would have gone to college, because I have always been very good at my studies, but …… I love you! Because you have a kind of temperament that other men don’t have, and the feeling of being with you is really so happy, although we are only together for a few days, but this feeling will be retained for me for the rest of my life!
I love you! But I can’t marry you, even if you don’t care that I used to be a lady we can’t be together because Viennese and Han Chinese are not allowed to intermarry, so don’t be sad about my leaving!
The $700 you gave me last time, I didn’t use it to buy a cell phone, except for the $200 I gave to Mommy, and $500, I bought me a ring. Consider it your wedding gift to me!
And my name is not “Gena”, you know what that means, I want to bring you a lifetime of beauty!
If we are still destined to meet again unannounced, I would like to receive a direct blessing from you!
Love you Genna my brain felt like it was going to explode when I read it. Immediately, I picked up the phone and called her, but the cell phone came through:
“The number you have dialed does not exist!” I sat down on the bed dismayed, for a long time my brain a blank ……