When I was young, I went to study abroad alone, and since then, I’ve gotten used to living alone.
After I graduated, I found a job in a large local company, in addition to the better treatment of foreign companies, but more importantly, I like the feeling of being alone in a foreign country, everything is new, everything is very exciting, as if never get tired of it, although occasionally the feeling of loneliness wells up, and at this time, it is necessary to come to a passionate and short-lived love affair, and after that I will be full of strength again, and then continue to A Life Alone ……
I don’t like to seriously talk about long-distance relationship, I think it is easy to destroy the other person’s longing, but also very likely, it will make oneself leave unpleasant memories. A long time ago, before I went abroad to study, I once talked about a long-distance relationship, that was the first time, but also my life so far, only one time, I took the initiative to pursue the fate of ……
The beginning of the relationship, is the woman in a period of my moody period, timely private messages to send care, which may be her unintentional, or maybe she is the same to everyone around, but in any case, let me remember, a long, long time, even if the relationship is over now ……
Maybe it’s because I have a pretty good skin, plus I’m a bit active, often exercise and fitness, diet is also quite pay attention to, so there is always no shortage of female friends around, explicitly or implicitly attention, show affection, right? She also admitted that she had been secretly following my news before she sent out her private messages, saying that I looked sexy and smiled like the sun, giving people a particularly warm feeling. ……
Because there is no shortage of women, I can always not too difficult to find, those who are willing to start a short period of passion with me. Some of my friends think that I am playing with women, but I don’t think so, because this is a matter of principle, treating each of my current partners, I am committed to true love.
I cherish every short-lived relationship, and I want to leave each other with good, memorable memories, so I pay more attention to the other person’s feelings than my own, and the pleasure of the other person will bring me higher enjoyment. When I make love, I like to caress my partner first, bring them pleasure, and let them have an orgasm with my lips, tongue and hands.
Whenever I do this, I am reminded of the sculpture “The Rape of Proserpina” by the Italian artist Gian Lorenzo Bernini, which I once saw at the Borghese Gallery in Rome.
I was very impressed with this work, which is deeply emotional and full of strong visual tension.
The Rape of Proserpina is a Greek myth about Pluto, the god of the underworld, who fell in love with Proserpina, a mortal woman, but Proserpina’s mother kept a very strict eye on her daughter. Proserpina away from the mortal world.
The Rape of Proserpina is one of the most emotionally charged scenes in the story, in which a god and a man are both naked, and Proserpina, with desperate eyes, tries desperately to struggle out of Pluto’s arms, but Pluto, who is tall and strong, lifts her up by the waist and hips, and holds onto her, his hands tightly, with all his fingers sinking into Proserpina’s voluptuous, soft, and lustrous skin. Prosperina’s plump, soft, polished, jade-like skin.
The Rape of Proserpina is one of those rare sculptures that resonate with me emotionally, because when I face my female companions on the other side of the bed, they are like beautiful statues in my hands, and I am sculpting their bodies and souls like a carver, and I am like Plu, the god of the underworld, in the Rape of Proserpina. I was like Plu, the god of the underworld in “The Rape of ___ Proserpina”. I became part of the work, intertwining with their bodies and touching their souls, and it was a kind of beauty that I could not stop myself from being addicted to. ……
A few years after I started working, a supervisor position opened up in France as a result of personnel restructuring, and I was fortunate enough to be consulted about my willingness to be reassigned, and after a little bit of inquiring to understand the situation, I agreed to be reassigned with alacrity. Although there is no good thing in the world for nothing, the new position inevitably has new challenges, but also to move to France, but this is for me in this company, is to overcome seniority, rapid promotion of rare opportunities, after all, our company is not a new industry companies, although it is said to be the ability of the importance of the seniority is still a little bit of talk about seniority, and my character has never shunned the challenge of… …
I have a hobby that has been with me for a long time – chess.
I am a person who likes to think, since I was a child, I learned chess from my elders, I have been enjoying it, and I have participated in a lot of amateur tournaments, which is probably not bad in the amateur circle. After I went abroad, I didn’t have much chance to play with people face to face, so I could only hang around in the Xiangqi forum, and therefore witnessed the process of the forum from the end to the prosperity, and I can barely be considered as a forum veteran, so sometimes I will also go to the ‘Question and Answer’ to help answer some questions or to play guided chess with my backers, so as not to be gossiped about by the netizens that they are posing as old and unprofessional! ……
One day, I went on the forum, found that there is a post was concerned about very fierce, point in to realize that the original is because of the eye-catching cool photo in the popularity of sucking, I don’t have to be funny and sigh, this woman is also quite good at it!
After all, the women of Xiangqi forum, and also this is quite beautiful, that is more rare than pandas ah! As a ‘fair lady, gentleman good martial arts’ man, I naturally not exempt from vulgarity left a few words of praise, to make a lively.
Later, this woman approached me for a few exchanges, and then said she wanted to participate in the challenge organized by the forum, and asked me to help improve the standard, so I found time to play a few more games of instructional chess with her, and she was very smart, and her chess power improved quite fast. I didn’t watch the first round of the tournament. Afterwards, she told me that she won and started to call me master instead, I thought she was quite cute and didn’t say anything more.
In the second round, I followed the whole game anonymously while she was playing, and although she won, I realized that there was a key move, ‘Knight 5 into 7’, which seemed too old-fashioned, and didn’t quite match her chess strength and style. So I sent her a message asking if she had help with the ‘Knight 5 into 7’ move, and she replied, “Why do you ask?”
After we came to the meeting and talked a few times, I realized that she had a chess skills quite powerful grandfather, we privately chatting about a pass, our conversations are no longer so constrained, feel that she has in the invisible deliberately close the distance, I vaguely feel that she may have a good feeling about me right? I think we are quite chatty anyway, so the usual contact information left her.
In private contact, I deliberately asked her, “Why do you want me to teach you when you have an expert grandpa around?”
“You’re young and single.” Obviously feel is the words have something in them, I think she is quite bold, but I do not mind, instead I think she is quite cute, and her voice is full of good sound, there is a kind of let a person hear the voice will be tickled, want to meet in person right away the feeling, but I pressed down the inner fluttering, back to a few laughs, will bring the topic away ……
A month or so later, I had to go to England for a meeting, and I thought of her studying there. We kept in touch during this time, but we didn’t get any closer, so I guess she was a bit impatient, wasn’t she? I guess she was getting a little impatient, so I thought I’d take this opportunity to meet her! So we arranged to meet for dinner after we flew into the UK ……
The first meeting did not disappoint me, I feel that she deliberately dressed up, more beautiful than the photo looks, mannerisms are very quiet and decent, but from the inside out, exudes an active atmosphere, I feel that she is very leaping like, may be for the long-awaited meeting and joy, right? Although I am not as exaggerated as she is, I am actually very happy for this time, which is a good meeting. ……
We praised each other a bit, I deliberately gentlemanly hold her waist to take a seat, and then chat for a while between meals, this face-to-face conversation, compared to the previous cross-strait conversation is much more intimate, the topic has become a lot more open, and even involve privacy, anyway, we talk in Chinese, the surrounding people probably do not understand, perhaps they have long thought of us as a partner, right?
The more we talked, the spicier we got, even talking about each other’s sexual interests and hobbies, and I saw that she was so direct and didn’t hide her intimacy, so I deliberately asked her, “How do you solve your physical problems without a man around?”
“That’s not a problem, my vibrator is of superb quality and has many other rare features, such as being honest and straightforward and not playing games, and not saying take care goodbye and always being there when needed.” Her answer was cute, in a woman’s pretend bravado kind of way.
I naturally heard the words in her words, so I looked at her and smiled and said, “It’s just that you have to change the batteries often.”
She heard this and immediately retorted, “My baby is a premium product, no batteries, just charge it. So long, great service, never dropped a chain.”
I laughed even more openly this time and returned a few fishy laughs to bring the awkward topic over …… After dinner, we wandered around the neighborhood again before we said goodbye to each other, and before we parted I gave her a polite hug as a gentleman, gently taking note of the scent of her perfume, and feeling the lingering feelings for each other, but I knew it wasn’t the right time yet. I forced myself to wave a taxi ……
Two weeks later, it was time for another meeting in the UK, I thought it was about time, but I wanted to put the initiative in her hands, it was my usual way of letting the dice decide the fate, I deliberately only passed on the number of digits of the time the flight landed, so if she was also a person with a heart, she should be able to detect it, right? After all, she is so smart girl in my impression ……
Once inside the waiting room, I rushed to the pick-up hall with my luggage and with the feeling that the bottom of the mystery was about to be revealed.
Even though it’s not the first time I’ve done this, for me, who cherishes each and every dewy-eyed relationship, every time is like the first time, which makes me feel tweaked and expectant, maybe occasionally disappointed, but mostly surprised. Sure enough, I saw her standing at the other end, and I was really lucky that I gave her a smile ……
We didn’t say much to each other, we went outside and got into a taxi, when the driver asked where we were going, I turned my head and looked at her, leaving the decision to her, the atmosphere was stagnant for a while, finally, she reported the address before the driver got impatient …… When we arrived at our destination, it was an apartment building, this is her place, isn’t it? Inside the house, I put the luggage to the corner, and then took out the pre-prepared gift to her ……
I remained polite so as not to give her the impression that I was in too much of a hurry to be frivolous, and I invited her to play a game of chess first, which I thought would ease the awkwardness between us and bring us closer together again …… In the time between moves, I comfortably wandered around the house and looked around, and at the end of the game, my position was still vastly superior, and I was still in a very good position. Even though I knew that our hearts were not even on the board ……
“Admit defeat! You this Taoism, in my hands how to lose ……” I deliberately pun, with a light tone to stimulate her, I deliberately want to make her angry, I think, let the woman timely, moderate temper a little, in fact, is a kind of men and women between a good love affair.
She did snap back, “You know, me, my family all draws, and a few of them are pretty good, so we’re not going to make it!”
I paused for a moment before it dawned on me that she was holding my ‘color blindness’ against me. I thought to myself that she was really observant, something I hadn’t really told her about! Although I didn’t really care, I asked her rhetorically to keep the scene from being awkward, “How did you find out?”
With what looked like a smug look, she told me, “Ha! I’ve been mixing colors since before I could write my name, and I saw that at the last dinner!”
Seeing her look, I felt angry and funny, and then back at her “annoyed? That’s a bit unscrupulous, isn’t it?”
“Who let you have a careful eye and play chess without saying let me. Fighting people, who wouldn’t!” She answered back this time, with a tone of petulant annoyance and aggression, both like a temper tantrum, but also like being pampered in general, the appearance is very endearing, the feeling of courtship is very strong ……
I hurriedly came forward, close to her, and whispered down to her, “I assure you, there is not a little …… place on my body.”
Then I grabbed her hair and leaned down towards her lips and kissed her, her limbs stiffened a little in that moment, but she didn’t resist, instead she responded with her own lips and tongue in a slightly rusty way. I withdrew the hand that was hooped behind her head and cupped her face with both hands, gently spreading her lips with my thumbs so that our lips and tongues could intertwine deeper.
We greedily claimed each other’s saliva as if we were fucking with our mouths, and as her lips and tongue continued to be invaded by me, my lower body became erect with excitement, and I guess her lower body flooded to the point of no return.
Then, I kissed her passionately, while unclothing her body, I am very careful of their own movements, as far as possible, unhurried, elegant and soft, and now she is like my hands are about to take shape of the nude statue of a woman in general, I bet all the heart and soul, and exceptionally careful care for her ……
I then took her, already naked, and carried her to the bed, where I continued to kiss and caress her body with both hands. I gently pinched her ears and earlobes first, causing her to grunt and reach out with her hands to shield herself from my touch. My hands penetrated right through her defenses, stroked her wet cheeks, crossed her neck, traced her sexy collarbone, and then climbed up to her breasts.
Her hands pressed heavily on the back of my hands, but there was no further action, just let my hands, slowly kneaded her somewhat hard breasts, until the breasts became soft, and only then rubbed up the two erect nipples, so that her ten fingers tightly pinched my wrists, blocked the mouth, could not help but emit muffled grunts.
Soon I moved on to her waist and back, feeling the smoothness back and forth, and gradually to the small of her back. When I stroked her belly, she bent her knees, turned her body sideways, and clamped her legs tightly. I don’t know whether it’s because her belly is too sensitive, or because her lower body is close at hand, and she can already feel the aggression approaching, I deliberately moved my hands to her buttocks, kneaded her buttocks a few times, and then slid into the depths of the groin, and explored the opening of her asshole, forcing her to use her thighs to press my arms down.
I ignored her delicate soft resistance, will hand out turn to caress her thighs, and then take advantage of her legs gradually open when, probed into her that has long been wet and greasy lower body, at this time she couldn’t help but lightly shaking, I think she should be an orgasm to the, I can’t help but sigh, it is really a sensitive body ah! She is so beautiful like this ……
It was at this point that I began to take off my own clothes and pants, leaning against her blazingly hot and delicate body, which, I guess, was already so empty, right? She looked at my body with some awe, which made me, as a man, naturally a little smug, and I certainly couldn’t let her down.
I filled her wet, warm emptiness with my own thick, hot hardness, and we were entwined on all fours, naked, rubbing every inch of each other’s bodies. The lower body bobbed slowly, from shallow, to deep; from slow, to fast;
From gentle, to rough, it was like we were going to melt each other, deep hearts thoroughly mingled ……
Throughout the weekend, we were like a man and a woman in love, totally mushy, constantly having sex, ordering takeout when we were hungry, and then when it was time to step out the door, it was already time for me to leave and say goodbye to her. I knew that this was the last time we would see each other, and although I didn’t want to let go, although I liked her a lot, and I got along with each other, I wasn’t ready for the life of two people.
Moreover, the scene of the two places apart, I can not help but think of ‘her’, which makes even more reluctant to destroy this beautiful memory. After that we still maintain contact, just each other’s relationship, with time gradually washed away, until completely silent fade ……
I’ve never met a companion as special as her. I don’t know since when, calling someone ‘special’ has become a ‘derogatory’ term for that person. But I think that her kind of ‘special’, not only ‘praise’ words, or God gave her a gift it ……
In the future, whenever I log into the chess forum again, I will think of her again, recall the beautiful, sincere memories, and silently send her blessings, such a beautiful girl, deserves a good happiness, but I hope that ……
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