I had planned to take a good rest, but the woman I had met recently kept me at peace, and I locked myself up in my cabin, listening to the CD over and over again, in an attempt to free my mind of its turmoil. However, I was wrong. The melody made me unable to control the deep beat of my heart. My thoughts soared with the melody, and I had so many mixed feelings that I couldn’t help but pick up my pen again…
I dedicate this article to the women who love me and the women I love my heart swings.
This is a story I know firsthand, and it’s one that I’ve buried in my heart for eternity!
proud son
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Those who have fallen in love will say: I live for love!
Those who have not fallen in love will say: I live to wait for love!
Those who are in a hurry will say: “I will keep pushing forward for love…” Those who are caught off guard by love will say: “Don’t worry, one day love will come to you out of the blue”!
And I want to say, “Love, what are you…
(Miner, today is really a very special day, I really didn’t expect that you would show up here, when I first saw you, I couldn’t believe that it was true! My God, the chief negotiator of the foreign companies is you! You’re the goddess I’ve been in love with for so long! The first time I saw you, my whole body at once silly, if not coworkers pushed me a hand, I may still be standing there dumbfounded it!
Min’er, please forgive me for calling you this way, because this name is engraved too deeply in my memory! I dare say that at that moment you saw me at the same time, and although you were very calm and controlled your emotions, the moment our eyes met, I saw a trace of surprise and panic in your big clear eyes.
God is really fair, I remember when we graduated from university, I told you that you would be more successful than me, and it seems to be true now. You are the CEO of a multinational company in China, while I am just a technician in a Chinese company! (My personality determines that I can only ever be a soldier, whereas you, you are born with the temperament of a great general, your beauty, your intelligence, and your personality that doesn’t allow you to be a soldier are all destined for you to be an extraordinary woman!)
The years have not left many marks on her face, she is still graduated so beautiful and attractive, even, more charming than then! Rich experience and career achievements, so that her beauty through a kind of majesty, so that people do not dare to look directly!
Even our chief negotiator, the sixty-something year old gaffer Feng Lao, couldn’t help but tell us after the first day of negotiation that it was really not easy to negotiate with such a beautiful and extremely intelligent woman like her! I saw that all the men at the negotiation table had been overwhelmed by her elegance, and it was not until then that I truly understood how powerful a beautiful woman with depth really is in business operations!
The whole process of negotiation, I do not know what I did, as long as a look up, will see the opposite side of her, her calm demeanor and the characteristic smile, proved that she did not because of our accidental encounter and affect her negotiation, which is her most attractive place! As a man, I am ashamed of myself, I am not a very calm man, so I have been doing nothing in my career.
I didn’t realize the negotiations were over until her playful form came in front of me and extended her alabaster-like hand to me, and my heart nearly jumped out of my chest as I held her warm, soft jade hand!
“Boring, hello!” She looked at me with a smile, her eyes flowing with her characteristic divinity, and she addressed me with the same gentle intimacy as she did back then!
Oh, my God! God, I could feel all the eyes in the room on me at that moment, and I thought to myself, “I think everyone is thinking, “This guy knows our beautiful, powerful woman?
I didn’t know what to say for a moment, my face had turned as red as a persimmon!
“You… hello!” I whispered in a slightly nervous voice, my hand still holding her soft, creamy jade hand so tightly that I even forgot to let go! (Oh! Min, I’m sure I’ve never looked so overwhelmed before, and I’m sure everyone in the room must think I’m a very stupid guy!) She didn’t withdraw her hand, on the contrary, her hand gripped mine more strongly, and her dark eyes gazed at me carefully: “Do you have a date tonight?”
“No!” (As usual, you’re direct, firm, and unavoidable!) “Then, how about we have dinner together? At seven o’clock in the evening at the Garden Restaurant of the Yunhai Hotel, I’ll be waiting for you.”
She said.
“Yes!” I felt a surge of heat in my heart… After all these years, are you still… As you and your foreigners walked out of the conference room, I glanced at the members of our negotiating team, but I saw that they were all looking at me in a different way, and Elder Feng approached me with a smile and asked, “You knew each other before?”
“Yes, she was my classmate in college and when she graduated she studied abroad and went to America.” I answered briefly.
“I’m afraid it’s more than just a classmate relationship!” Interpreter Liu Ya rushed at me and said in a different way.
My face went red! Damn! I’m not that kind of introverted man, usually always pretended to be handsome and dashing, how come this face is so indisputable today, blushing when I don’t move?
“Oh, am I right? Blush! Everyone, take a quick look! Hmph, a woman’s eyes don’t lie, the look in that beautiful female president’s eyes when she looked at you just now already said it all! Brother, she must be your girlfriend from college! Oh…” Liu Ya seemed to be very pleased with her discovery.
Looking at this innocent and cute little sister, I smiled helplessly.
This just graduated from the Institute of Foreign Languages, a small girl, born with a good voice, English singing is very good, the most skillful is to sing the movie “Titanic” theme song. The company’s many colleagues have joked: Liu, with your pure beauty and singing voice, you should have taken the Conservatory of Music is right, now early became a big star! The company has a lot of highly educated young men are sharpening their knives, in the beautiful little interpreter’s idea.
But this little girl just has a closed heart, but she comes to me all day long. Because I am the planning department of the external development team leader, and foreign businessmen to deal with a lot of time, so and her together a lot of time. I am married, and love my wife, there is no improper thoughts about her, dating is naturally very casual, to her like a sister as caring, because she is really a very lively and lovely girl.
She is also very casual with me, at ease as a little sister, all day long big brother big brother short, in the company also does not avoid leisure, and I am very close, often holding my arm in and out of the skeleton, so that those who are pursuing her young boys jealous of life, some hate can not give me two punches it. In China, like us, if there are no rumors of rumors that would be strange!
For me this party, naturally, is the last one to know, that or one of her suitors aggressively called me out of the office loudly questioned me and scolded me despicable, I only know what is going on! I can’t help but feel innocent and sad, Liu Ya and I are innocent ah, we have a clear conscience! Why is it that there are always some who like to make something out of nothing and distort the facts to vilify others!
My wife and I trust each other, and I’m sure she trusts me just as much when she finds out about this. But Liu Ya was still a teenager, only coming to the company from school, and this would hurt her too much! I cursed those boring and ugly rumor spreaders, but so what? It was imperative that I find Liu Ya as soon as possible!
I didn’t expect to see Liu Ya, she smiled after listening to these rumors, but also in turn comforted me: “Big brother, what’s wrong with this! They love to say that they say enough, tomorrow we have to be more intimate in the company, see what they can still make up?”
I looked at her in amazement. Have times really changed? Do girls nowadays not care about their honor?
“You’re crazy! This is not child’s play! In China, rumors are a sharp sword that can kill without being seen! I’m going to help you clarify this matter, or else you’ll be ruined as such an innocent and cute girl ah! Also, we need to be careful in the future, and you shouldn’t follow me all the time, although we have a clear conscience, but people’s words can be called ah!” I said eagerly.
Suddenly, Liu Ya came close to my chest, raised her head, gazed at me with her innocent eyes, and whispered, “What if I have a guilty conscience? Brother, in fact… I hope that the rumors are true, I hope that I have a real relationship with you, brother!”
“What? You…” I was stunned!
“Yes! Brother, you may have a clear conscience, but I don’t! I love you! Big brother, a woman’s heart, you won’t understand!” Liu Ya’s eyes exuded a strange light, and her two white and tender faces were permeated with a fire-like redness at this time.
“Xiao Liu! It’s not possible! I’m… not young or good enough, and besides, I already have a wife, so it’s impossible for you to fall in love with me! Nor can you fall in love with me!” I tried to make her understand this, which was so unexpected!
“Big brother, I do not know things will be like this, I also did not expect to fall in love with you so quickly, I tried to say to myself: how can it be, Liu Ya, you have always been the best girl in the department, the pursuit of you countless people, how can you possibly fall in love with a married man who is eight years older than you! But it’s no use, big brother, the more I am like this, the more I miss you in my heart! Brother, I realize now that love cannot be stopped by reason! Boss…”
Liu Ya said, suddenly leaning into my arms, wrapping her hands around my shoulders and shaking her hair on my cheek.
A drop of water fell on my neck, it was hot! I knew it was her tears. What’s going on?
I don’t know whether my heart is sweet or sour. Suddenly, a shadow came into my mind: Miner! That was my eternal pain! At this moment, in the face of this sudden love, my heart was in chaos.
Love, what are you really?
The garden restaurant in the Yunhai Hotel is known as the “Garden in the Sky”, where you can dine as if you were in the middle of nature, with the scent of flowers, birdsong, and the sound of water, all of which are very real.
The spending here is also naturally frighteningly high! I’m not from the wealthy class, and one night’s spending here could be half a month’s salary! But I still brought all the cash money I had with me, even though I knew that Min Er wouldn’t let me pay the bill, and this little spending was nothing to her! But I planned to pay for the dinner, because I was the host for her, and I should be the one to welcome her old classmates and friends… to the dinner!
I came ten minutes early, the waiter politely asked me if I was Mr. Rong, I looked at him with surprise and asked: “How do you know?” He smiled and said that a young lady explained, and pointed to the inner window seat, I followed the look over, yes, Miner is smiling and waving slightly to me! (Min Er, you’re here even earlier than me! Are you really that impatient?)
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The intoxicating melody of Richard Melody’s song “This Love Can Wait” was playing softly in the quiet restaurant, and Min and I sat face to face at the exquisite dining table, staring at each other. I had thought of a lot of things to say, but now that we were really sitting face to face, I didn’t know where to start!
How could it be otherwise for Min, who, contrary to her composure and talkativeness during the day during the negotiations, I saw her graceful lips move slightly, but still did not open her mouth.
After we ordered from the waiter, we fell silent again, and Richard Melody’s slightly hoarse and melancholy voice drifted in our ears: “Such a beautiful star, such a quiet night, for whom the wind and dew stand in the window! Dear, I and you are separated from the end of the world, the soul of the dream, I do not know when to meet again? But will never change, and we will look forward to each other for a long time…”
(This song is so good, it touches a deep sadness in my heart, “My darling, I’m so far away from you, my soul is torn, I wonder when we’ll meet again?”) Isn’t that right? (Min’er, since we parted six years ago, we have been separated from each other without any news, do you know that I have missed you in my soul from afar?) “Are you… okay out there all these years?” Seeing Min’s eyes suddenly become moist, I spoke up.
“Okay.”
“So… is he okay?” I asked again.
Min lowered her head, her eyes staring at the coffee cup in her hand, slowly swirling it, and after a moment of silence, she raised her head again, with an expression on her face that I couldn’t figure out.
“He’s fine, he’s at a research institute in the US now.”
“I know that you and he will do a great job wherever you go! I envy you guys!” I said with a fake happy smile, even though I had a vague, inexplicable feeling of loss and tingling deep inside.
（What’s wrong with me? Miner, I’m not jealous of him, but why does my heart feel so bad?
He and you are both old classmates of mine, you’re made for each other, aren’t you? He’s also good, just like you, and that was evident in college, which is why you finally chose him, right? I should be happy for him and for you, shouldn’t I? It looks like you’ve been living a really happy life all these years!) At that moment, I suddenly felt that Richard Melody’s “This Love Can Wait” seemed to have been sung just for me… This love remains the same, but when will I see her?
He is the man who studied abroad with Miner, and is also her current husband. Dancing Maple is a typical scholar, born with an aura of books, slightly thin body, thin and quiet face, is the kind of man who puts people at ease when they see him. He is not only good at schoolwork, but also has a wide range of hobbies, not the kind of nerd who only knows how to read books, sometimes, I even think he is a person who is quite rich in schemes, otherwise, he would have made Miner, who was the flower of the department at that time and was extremely smart, to be committed to him? To know, his rival is my ah, although the study is not very top, but a wide range of hobbies, can sing and dance, has a pair of fit and strong body and very character face, often in the school basketball court on the wind and rain, laugh proud of the group, is a lot of girls chasing the focus of the eyes!
However, things in the world are often like this, it is possible for you to have the adoration of many girls very easily, but when you really fall in love with a woman you like, that woman does not belong to you!
(Min, although we have had many happy times, but I know, I may never be like the dance maple really completely have you! I remember after one of our happy times, you looked deeply at me with your big beautiful eyes and said, “Rong, you are really a good man, there are some places where I am sure that you are much better than Dancing Maple, you are a good lover by nature, but you won’t be the kind of man that many women would want to devote their lives to.”
I didn’t care at the time and laughed as I reached down and slapped you very, very hard on your smooth, creamy ass!
However, when we made love again later, you tenderly crouched beside me, with your jade-like hand, on my robust chest gently writing unknown words, while whispering to me: “Wing, I want to tell you something!”
I laughed and stroked your full, tender breasts and joked, “What is it? Good wife?”
You shook your head slightly, with a hint of sadness in your eyes: “Rong, remember what I said to you last time?”
“What?” I felt the gravity of the situation.
You gently tweaked your hand on my chest, and then kissed your red lips on my rough-lined face, causing me to resist holding your silky body to enter your intoxicating body once again! And you gently cater to me, making my swollen brother bathe in your sweet, juicy chambers once again, experiencing the sweetest of tenderness and intimacy.
Amidst your gentle gasps, I swayed my hard, powerful hips in ecstasy, causing your soft body to tremble in my arms, and the pleasure of the flesh couldn’t distract me from the uneasiness that was beginning to grow in my heart: “Mina, what’s wrong with you? You’re talking strange today…”
As you took in the depths and pressure of my manhood, your face was as beautiful as a peach blossom, and you panted and moaned, “Rong… you are the best… the best lover a woman can ever have… really… oh… you’re going too deep…”
“Yes… Mina… but… but… but I want… to be your… good husband… I love you… with all my heart…” I spat out as I delved deeper and deeper into her supple body again and again.
However, your next words suddenly plunged me from the paradise of pleasure to the cold hell! Still panting tenderly underneath me, with wide, apologetic and lustful eyes, you softly uttered words that should never have been uttered in this situation: “Rong… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I… I wanted to tell you that you are not the kind of man that a woman would ever want to commit to her life…”
“Why? Min, why are you saying… these… at this time?” I felt more and more out of place.
“Rong… I promised… Maifeng… I think… he’s the kind of… man… who’s worth committing my life to…”
“No! Min! I love you! Why… didn’t you choose… me… what… am I… not better than that book… nerd!”
I felt as if my heart had stopped beating in an instant! Min’er, do you know that you crushed the heart of a man who loved you dearly in an instant? I never thought that your final choice would not be me! Am I really the kind of man who can only be a woman’s lover? I’ve dated many girls, but I’ve always loved only you…
“We… this is the last time… we’ll be like this… together… maybe… I’ll leave the country… with him…” You put another foot in my already broken heart!
“No! You’re teasing me, aren’t you? It’s me you love, isn’t it? Surely you wouldn’t go with that nerd, right?” I hope this is nothing more than a joke you’re playing with me! As close as you are to Mai Feng, how does that compare to us?
“Rong, I don’t know why I spend so much time with you like this, sometimes I’m surprised at my own behavior, I’m not a casual girl, but for some reason, every time I see you, I can’t help but be with you… even my first time was given to you! It was really hard for me to choose between you and Maifeng, and I didn’t know if I was making the right choice, but there were many other girls by your side, while I was the only one by Maifeng’s side! I think Maifeng is more suitable for me…”
“It’s not fair! You’re the only one I’ve always loved, those girls came to me on their own, I had nothing to do with them! Min, if it’s these things that make you uneasy about me, then from now on I won’t have any other girl around, except you!”
“It’s not just that, you know, I’m not a narrow-minded woman, don’t push me, Wing, it’s not easy for me to make this choice, we had a deal, didn’t we?”
Promise? Yes, when you gave me your maiden’s first time, I vowed to have you for the rest of my life! And you said that the future is unpredictable, that neither of us owns anyone, and that if fate separates us, we shall bless each other! If fate brings us together for eternity, we shall love each other all our lives!
“Damn the pact! I know, from the beginning, you knew that you and I were just a dream, so you set it up a long time ago for me to get into, and now that you’ve found a new dream, you’ve broken the past one with your own hands! Right! I’m not wrong! You woman…” At that moment, I suddenly remembered the lyrics of a song: “We… it’s so unfair… love and hate are all controlled by you… and now you’re going to be far away from me… and all I can do is to give you my silent blessing…”
Do you remember? I know you must have been frightened by my demeanor at that time, I held you tightly in my arms, as if I wanted to dissolve you in my flesh and blood, and my furious male root, violently pounded again and again at the end of your flower room, you didn’t say a word, endured my full venting, the corners of my eyes contain tears, and how could you not?
That agonizing pleasure was something I’ll never forget in my life!
You’re still gone! Your decisions are never changed, this is your most charming character. On the day you left, I came to the airport to see you and Dancing Maple off, I sincerely wished you all the best, I tried my best to hold back the sadness and loss in my heart, I knew that you had been watching my face all the time, and when you saw that I looked as if nothing had happened, a disappointment clearly appeared on your face! Min, you must have wished to see me look sadly in love with you, ay! Woman! Why do you always want men to suffer for you?)
The music changed again to BERTIE-HIGGINS’ “Pouring Love on You”, and we just sat there speechless with each other, silently until we finished our meal, who would break the silent silence?
“I’d like to… Shall we dance?” I got up and softly invited.
Min looked at me with wide eyes, and probably because of the wine she had just drunk, her face had a delicate blush on it, and she gently passed her jade-like hand into mine, and we went to the center of the dance floor together, dancing…
From wrapping my arms around her soft and delicate body again, and sniffing the familiar scent of her hair in my nose, my whole body began to tremble, after so many years, I embraced her delicate body again and danced to the music, was this not a dream?
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The scenery around the restaurant kept rotating in front of our eyes, our eyes were always intertwined, and the dance steps under our feet were still as smooth and light as ever! It was as if we were back in the past – in the school’s vast auditorium, Miner and I waltzed around in countless circles, her long white dress fluttering along with her, transforming into white lotuses that captured the attention of the entire audience. She was like the beautiful Snow White, attracting the whole audience of male and female students could not help but marvel at it!
And I, facing countless envious and jealous eyes, embraced my princess and danced to a beautiful melody. At that time, who wouldn’t say we were a perfect match!
(Miner, do you still remember? At that time, you were so radiant, so lovable, that the whole college boys were crazy about you, you became the dream girl of all the boys, you became the real Snow White, you were so pure and beautiful in the hearts of the boys, do you know that? You know there are many girls who are secretly jealous of you, because you are too perfect and too loveable! No matter where you go, you will attract a piece of admiration, people can not help but stare at you, by your beauty to fall. I was lucky enough to be your prince, and even though Dancing Maple seemed to be gradually attracting your attention, I was the first one to have your beautiful body, and how happy I was. I once heard a girl say that women may not marry the first man who takes their virginity, but they will always remember that man! Minnie, is that true for you too? Over the years, with your mind deep in your heart, have you occasionally thought of my name? Do you think of me as a person?) Min’s eyes have told me that in her mind, I am still the same person I was back then, and she is still the same person she was back then. At this point, she is no longer a multinational company’s female president, nor is she a strong woman who has dominated the business world, but a beautiful woman who is gentle and affectionate.
When we finally came to a halt with the beautiful melody, a sudden burst of applause around us brought us back to the present.
Looking around, it turned out that the restaurant had filled up at some point, and we, mesmerized by the dance, had inadvertently become the center of attention! What were they applauding for? Was it for our beautiful dance? Or…
I don’t deny that our dancing was fully deserving of the applause, but I thought that half of that applause was directed at the beautiful and charming Miner, whose unique charm of a mature young woman exuded a powerful charm that was strong enough to seduce anyone!
Miner’s face was covered in an intoxicating blush at this moment, and she faintly hugged a smile to those enthusiastic people around her, with a hint of panic and shyness, then gently tugged on the corner of my shirt, and headed for our seats.
I was in a panic, when I suddenly felt a pair of keen eyes watching me from another corner of the dining room, making me look over, yikes! Those were such familiar big eyes! It was Liu Ya! How did this little girl get here too?
Seeing my slightly surprised expression, Liu Ya made a mischievous face at me over there, then reached out and pulled a handsome young lad sitting beside her and smiled at me.
Turns out she came with her boyfriend! I smiled and nodded to her, thinking that she had most likely seen the deep dance I had just had with Miner, how would she look at herself?
Back to the seat, and look over there, see her and the young man already laughing and talking, the heart can not help but wonder: “When did she make a boyfriend? How come I don’t know anything about it? A few days ago, she was not still on my shoulder with tears in her eyes, telling me that she had fallen in love with me, can not be extricated? According to reason, she can swim out of the whirlpool of feelings, to find a new sweetheart, I should be happy for her ah, but why do I at this time in the heart of a vague feeling of sourness?
Suddenly, I felt that I was not in love with the lively and lovely Liu. Are all men like this?
Always wanting all the beautiful women in the world to belong to you?”
Miner’s sentence I can never forget: “You can be a woman’s best lover, but not the kind of man that women are willing to devote their lives to!” Smart Miner, she has long seen that I am a philandering man, although I love the woman of my absolute sincerity, but I do not seem to be able to refuse another beautiful woman’s embrace. This was perhaps the reason why Min Er resolved to leave me back then?
“That little translator from your company?” Miner asked me with a smile, her face still flushed and her big beautiful eyes staring at me with a slightly provocative look.
“Yes!” I avoided her gaze.
“She’s beautiful!” She added.
“Yes, very lively!” I felt as if Miner’s eyes were trying to look into my heart.
“She likes you a lot! No, I should say loves you very much!” She affirmed her judgment with her characteristic observation and sixth sense.
Unfortunately, she was absolutely right. My face reddened and I couldn’t meet her beautiful gaze, embarrassed, I said, “Yes, but I told her that was impossible, and no, she’s figured it out, she already has a boyfriend!”
Miner smiled faintly, looked over at Liu Ya’s side, and said with certainty: “No, you don’t understand the girl’s mind too well!” Her eyes suddenly have a trace of resentment: “She still loves you, and, that love is reckless, nothing can stop, you think your few words can make a young girl in love easily turn back?” In the end, her tone was even agitated.
I looked up at her in slight surprise, and she too seemed to feel her loss of composure, taking a sip of her coffee in order to lighten the mood.
I wondered if perhaps Mina was blaming me for seducing Lau and making her fall in love with me? So she whispered, “I didn’t mean to win her over… I don’t even know when she started to fall in love with me…”
Miner suddenly and tenderly placed her hand gently on my hand on the dining table, and she smiled that nice smile!
“I’m sure! You’re the kind of guy that makes a lot of girls look at you and can’t help but want to be close to you, in the past and even more so now!” She said softly.
“Yes?” I stared into her big, beautiful eyes and said, “But one of my favorite girls in the past ended up choosing someone else and leaving me…” My voice was filled with sadness.
Miner didn’t avoid my urgent gaze, but looked deeply into my eyes, those big dark eyes seeming to see right through me to the bottom of my heart.
“Rong, you… after all these years you… you still blame me?”
At this moment, I felt Miner’s hand that was on the back of my hand trembling slightly as she gripped it with vigor, and her voice became softer.
“Blame you?” Suddenly a kind of unspeakable sourness and bitterness welled up in the heart, as if the aggression of the breakup and the six years of the love of each other, all at this moment in a hair! I also force to tightly grasp her hand, trembling voice said: “Yes, I have complained about you, when six years ago you left me and dance maple left I complained about you, I complained about your choice of me too ruthless, I complained about you to me only as a good lover! Do you know that your words almost ruined me? When you decided to choose Dancing Fontaine, you were never with me again, I knew that I could never kiss you, hug you, caress you like I used to, I could never hold your beautiful jade-like body and make love with you, because, you wanted to be Dancing Fontaine’s woman with all your heart! You know what? When I see you and the dance maple in the university every day to make out the double in and double out, my heart is like a person with a knife gouge out to go, the whole day is empty!
I kept making friends with other girls in the department and having sex together, thinking that would ease the pain in my heart, but it didn’t work, and every time I had sex with another girl it only made me feel more pain!”
My tone grew agitated and I felt moist around my eyes.
Stunned by my words, Mina murmured, “I thought you were having fun with those girls, but it turns out… you…”
“Of course, of course you’d think that! In your eyes, I’m a playboy who likes to play with girls!” I knew my emotions were beginning to get out of control.
“Rong, I… I…” Mina looked at me with tears in her eyes, a thousand apologies and a thousand feelings of tenderness flooding her face: “I didn’t mean it like that, Rong, I didn’t realize that my decision would cause you so much pain… I didn’t know how much I really weighed in your heart… “
At this point, I felt that a number of people around us had started to pay attention to us, and both of us were a little agitated, especially me, even a little out of it! What’s wrong with me? Six years, we both have their own families, with their own wives and husbands, according to reason, the past let it with the passage of time, but why am I so grudging?
“Min, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have brought those things up, I just kind of lost it!” I said as I gathered myself.
Min’s gaze shifted to the glass, looking at the rose-colored red wine and letting out a soft, unintentional sigh before lifting her head and draining the glass, then filling it up again and drinking it all in one go!
“Min, you…” I couldn’t help but voice out.
Miner looked at me and filled the glass again, then raised it up and said with a smile, “I haven’t had a drink like this in a long time, so drink this one with me again, okay?”
Looking at her flushed face, I raised my glass, “Cheers!” I said. We both drank our glasses together, then looked at each other and smiled, not knowing what to smile about.
“I want to go outside.” Minerva said as she looked out the window at the roof garden.
Standing on the roof garden, looking down at the beautiful and spectacular night view of the whole city, the night breeze gently blew away the light wine on Miner and me.
“It’s a beautiful night!” Miner said.
“Yes, it’s beautiful!” I chimed in, “Is it a beautiful night in Mehattan?”
“Beautiful, but that’s a different feeling… compared to this, something seems to be missing…”
“What?” I asked.
“Homeliness! Only when you’re abroad can you realize the beauty of the countryside!” Her eyes gazed into the distance, and the breeze blew up Min Er’s soft hair, brushing it against her face, adding to the unusually classical beauty of her perfect face!
Looking at her side, I can’t help but be mesmerized! (Min, after so many years, your beauty, why is it still so mesmerizing? Do you know how much I want to hold you tightly in my arms at this moment, caress your flowing hair and kiss your beautiful face lightly!)
“You… and Maifeng have been living happily abroad all these years, haven’t you?” As soon as the words left my mouth, I immediately realized what a stupid question I had asked! But I couldn’t help but ask it, because it had always been the question that concerned me the most, and I don’t know what kind of mentality I had, but in my heart I always expected to hear from her that she and Dancing Fontaine were not living happily ever after.
Miner looked back at me with an indescribable look on her face: “You really want to know?”
Luckily, the color of the night hid my embarrassment: “Of course, because I… I miss you so much! I want to know if you’re happy with him or not?” I mustered up the courage to say this, and yes, all these years I had been wondering how she and he were doing across the ocean.
Min Er looked into the distance again for a while before speaking: “How can I put it? For so many years, we’ve been busy with our own careers, and since we got married, we’ve only had a handful of times to eat together! In our memories, there are more busyness and blandness.”
“But both of you have accomplished something in your careers, and that’s something you should be proud of and feel happy about!” I said, with a vague feeling in my heart that she didn’t seem to have had a very happy life all these years.
“Yes, there has been a little bit of career success, but I feel it is far from comparable to what I have lost! Boring, if time could be turned back so that we could go back in time, I would not hesitate to choose another life!”
She turned back to me and gazed at me again with her beautiful eyes.
Her words were intriguing, what was she implying? My heart was pounding, was she implying that she and Mai Feng were not happy? Was she telling me that she regretted her choice?
For so many years, I’ve been asking myself, why did Min Er choose Dancing Maple instead of me back then? I know that in terms of career, Dancing Maple undoubtedly has more potential for development than me or even many other people, which is something I am far inferior to him, and this may be the real reason why Min Er left me? But I’ve also been asking, will I be happy in my life with such a man? What do people live for? Whether it is for power or desire, can not be separated from the word “love”, no lover, and walking dead what difference?
“Would you choose me if that happened?” I don’t know why I asked her that, and, it was so uncontrollable!
Min looked at me with slight surprise, she didn’t expect me to suddenly ask such a question, but she quickly got into the role, and replied dryly and directly: “I would! If we could go back in time, if we could go back to the past, I think I would choose you!”
Oh my God, she said it! She still loves me in her heart! She trapped me for so many years ah, at this time again with her tenderness to soothe me! My heart was swirling with excitement, unstoppable!
“Miner!” I suddenly reached out and forcefully held her in my arms, my lips kissed her hot forehead non-stop, while whispering the emotions that I had been holding back for a long time: “In these six years, I’ve been thinking about you all the time, thinking about your eyes, your nose, your lips. How deeply you hurt me back then, do you know? You hit me from the emotional heaven to hell, let me slowly chew the bitter, but no matter how bitter, your shadow always lingers! No matter what time of the day or night, it was always there in front of my eyes, and it was only then that I realized how much I loved you, and how bitter that love was…”
“Stop it… stop it… it’s my fault… it’s my fault…” Mina’s voice was choked with sobs, and her beautiful eyes were brimming with tears as she snuggled into my arms, her whole body seemingly trembling, and tilted her face up to receive my passionate kisses!
The cold night wind can not blow cold our hot emotions, I finally used both hands to hold her delicate face, my mouth on her hot and soft lips! At that moment, my head was spinning, I did not know where I was, the world seemed to be spinning!
I sucked her lips to my heart’s content, the sweet agar of her mouth, and her silky jade tongue was sucked into my mouth, and I savored it, wrapping my tongue around it as well, the two tongues sometimes entwining in my mouth, sometimes flopping around in her jade mouth!
The restaurant, the music, the evening breeze, they all disappeared, and we were the only ones left in the world… We didn’t notice that Liu Ya and her boyfriend were also walking towards the roof garden, and she had obviously seen us kissing and hugging each other in a frenzy of oblivion! She looked on in amazement, ignoring her boyfriend’s words…
I don’t know what kind of mood Liu Ya was in at the time, but I’m sure that at the time her heart must have been very unsettled, and it even dealt some kind of blow to her, which is what I she told me later.
(to be continued)