This is a remembrance of a delicate continental girl, whom I may never see again in this lifetime, but whose thoughtless words hit me hard and are hard to forget.
For the protection of the parties concerned, all the following names are pseudonyms; and since I am not a good writer, I will tell the story in the form of a diary.
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I and a number of friends (Zong, Xun, Long, Xin) from Hainan tours off the team to Dongguan, Guangdong, to visit Zong’s friends, because in Hainan exhausted, Zong’s friends, Mr. Lin, Ye Dong, so we landed on the ground when they took out RMB 15,000 for the five of us to spend. That night Mr. Lin and Mr. Ye made a toast, not to mention.
Seats due to Taiwan travelers 4 28 killed in Dongguan, we are not in a very happy mood, the meal ended hastily, Ye Dong proposed to his investment in the hotel Lyric singing, in fact, we all know that Taiwan businessmen invested in the content of the KTV has a hole in the sky, a group of people will go straight to the hotel; on the way Zong told us that this market: 2 sat 5 bell 8 with sleep.
Not long after being seated, Mommy brought in a group of uniformed ladies and bowed ninety degrees and said, “Good evening, gentlemen!” More than ten beauties stood out, which really made all the flowers lose their colors.
At this time I saw a medium-sized, long hair flowing, face with a light smile of the young lady, I left hand a move, she also stupidly look at a moment, I nodded again, change finger a point, she timidly step close to my left side to sit down, she, is Yanmei.
A closer look at the side of the face, diamond mouth smile, thin figure, half an arm can be enough to embrace the foot. Other fellow friends and local Taiwanese businessmen about twelve, three are one by one, and coaxed: “If you are here, it is safe, each person will continue to point a female companion. It is stated: choose two companions, depending on the ability of the individual to bring a companion to the field.”
I also ordered another girl (a girl of my choice)… This second girl… was, to be honest, prettier than Yan Mei, and she was better than Yan Mei in terms of her performance on the stage later on.
I like to drink white wine that is not watered down, and the white wine I was drinking at that time was watered down Cottonwood, and served in a jug. Because I was a guest from afar, I did not know the price of this wine, and I was not familiar with the host Ye Dong, so I had to quietly ask Zong: “Can you open another bottle for me to drink alone?” Zong laughed and said, “Where do you think you are? Open it!” The woman on my right heard this and quickly opened another bottle for me to pour into my glass.
At this time, suddenly felt the left side of the Yanmei how did not move, sideways glance, only to see Yanmei is still stupid not flabbergasted children smile, at that time in the heart also really some regret point her. On second thought, just point it, the big deal is to change the person later.
After a few rounds of wine and a few songs, I suddenly had the idea of playing doubles, thinking that if any woman is better at running, doubles should not be a big problem, so I might as well ask Yanmei’s opinion first. Sure enough, Yanmei coyly whispered: “Not good.” Hey! The more she said no, the more I want to tease her, half a day of wrangling, gradually see the flavor, not colorful, not playful, in fact, she is quite durable, and thought that tonight’s female companion on this decision.
At this time, Yanmei suddenly said: “You first ask her (Ren female) Well!” Huh? How come this girl can’t read people’s minds at all? A fire rose in his heart, and he spoke a little louder: “Don’t you dare, whoo! You push her, she pushes you, do you think I’m stupid?”
I didn’t realize that Yan Mei was so scared that she said, “No, I…” I raised my glass and emptied it, then turned my head and laughed with Yam Nui.
In fact, Ren Ren can play, run and get high, but I still prefer Yan Mei’s light smile and quietness, and when I was teasing with Ren Ren, I kept thinking: ‘Who’s better? Who’s better? Finally look at Yanmei like a flower smile, only to realize that there are two dimples in the smile, the left deep right shallow, suddenly fierce towards Zong, asked: “How to deal with the extra one?”
Zong still laughed loudly and said: “You pay for the table money, the losers come here.” At this time, Zong’s eyes looked at Yanmei on the left side, probably thinking: ‘It’s time for you to be laid off! (Afterwards, we verified on the radio that Brother Zong did have this thought at that time.)
Unexpectedly, I raised my gaze to the right and said, “Good! In a word, the right side is yours.” Zong seems to see a monster, half a moment before saying: “Are you sure?” I put my right hand into my pants pocket and pulled out 200 dollars and said: “I’ll give you the money, I’m not drunk.” Turning back to my seat, I patted my daughter and said, “Brother Zong wants you to come over.” Without looking at her reaction, she turned around and continued to chat with Yanmei. We didn’t chat for a few sentences, but only knew that she was from Guizhou and 23 years old.
At this point, I raised my hand to look at my watch, phew! Has been about eleven thirty, see the ancient Mian alcohol has been a bottle into the stomach, coupled with a sudden rise caused a dizziness, thinking that the boat is tired, tonight’s drinking pleasure to this temporary stop. Look at Yanmei seems to be still frozen, the heart can not help but laugh.
Yan Mei suddenly said: “Brother Min, why did you ask her to go over there?” I smiled and said: “Actually, I wanted you from the beginning, I was just teasing, huh?” Yanmei leaned in close to her chest and smiled shyly, “How embarrassing is that for her?” I said: “Play to play, accompanied by the rules to accompany, I think you taste, 2,500 with me for three days, how?
If you don’t want to stay with me, just say so, it’s fine.”
Yanmei seemed to still hesitate for a moment, a little while later also did not say much, hands together with my waist, probably this is even tacitly agreed to it! I hand stroked the shoulder, lowered his head and asked: “Just drank too quickly some, feel a little dizzy, want to accompany me first up?”
! A girl’s coyness can be so distracting sometimes. I was full of desire to go back to my room, but she still dawdled there and asked, “Can I go up now?” I was annoyed, “Why not?” I put my arm around her and greeted everyone, and all my friends nodded their heads in agreement and said, “Go ahead! Go!”
Into the room, close the door and I faded all the way, faded to the edge of the bed and turned around and fell into the bed, Yanmei East and West do not know what to do. I lay on the bed and looked at her naive look, could not help but laugh: “Go to the shower, right?” She nodded slightly and went into the bathroom. At this time I suddenly thought: ‘bad! Tools to the new brother they used up in Hainan, no inventory.’ On second thought, I thought: “Yanmei accompanied me up here, there should be, right?
At that moment, Yan Mei had already stepped out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel and was huddled under the bedclothes. As soon as the towel was removed, I put my arms around her in a fit of lust and was about to start shooting, but she stopped me with a small hand, saying, “Brother Min, are you wearing… that? I don’t have it.”
At that moment I stared at her with eyes like bronze bells and said in surprise, “No way?” Oy! The gun on the horse immediately turned into a gun falling horse. She said in fear: “I’ll go out to the help desk, come in a moment.” After saying that, she hurriedly got up and got dressed to go out.
At this time I really want to cry, gnashing of teeth, the heart of the sadness! My brother in distress looked down at my brother in distress, only to see a tear emerge from his one eye, and the luster of his whole body gradually faded away, which can be realized: a burst of energy, and then a decline, and then the tragic situation of three and three.
A short while later, the door quietly pushed open, Yanmei timidly walked in, re-disrobing after sitting on the edge of the bed tearing “that”, I pulled her into my arms, on the split face to her kiss, she pushed back for a while in my drunken brute force to give in.
In fact, the second time on the battlefield has sobered up a little bit, while teasing and caressing, but also in the light button of the jade door before carefully admiring the proud body. She’s still fit, and she’s had children! That was the first assessment of her inner body!
Previously, I have heard friends say: mainland women to the Linhai area, if they have given birth to, more than a sad story, Yanmei must be one of them. I thought why should this be a bad time? It is important to advance into the Central Plains first.
Fortunately, the tide rose slightly at the time of landing, and there is no dryness or pain; several times lightly into the Xu retreat, Yanmei light eyebrow half-locked, seems to have a difficult to say. Ten minutes later, on a whim, to see how your endurance? Speed from slow to urgent, and finally will be her legs high and fierce rush, suddenly she blanched, gasping: “I can not, I can not, I can not! Put me down. I can’t!”
I have already known it in my heart, but I can’t bear to say it; although I know that after drinking white wine, it takes more than two hours for me to be able to pay my taxes, but judging from Yanmei’s stretch marks, it should be because she was not well cared for soon after giving birth, and that is why she is so poor. The matter has come to this point, what more can I say? I can only lie back on the bed and sob in my heart.
Yan Mei said quietly, “I’m sorry! I can’t handle your strength.” I was silent for a while and asked: “How old is your child?” When I said this, Yanmei thought that the truth had already leaked out, and said quietly: “About a year ago.” Oy! As I expected, it seems that this night before going to bed did not approve the eight! We’ll just have to chat!
Yanmei’s father is a veteran cadre of the Mao Zedong era, currently serving as a company commander, stationed in Xinjiang, and still has a mother and a sister (now 13 years old), one day, a Cantonese friend visited her home, and her mother, thinking that it was Yanmei’s boyfriend, urged Yanmei to return to Guangdong with her. (Note: This paragraph may be distorted because I am not yet fully awake, and I will ask Yanmei to correct it when I have the chance later.) After returning to Guangdong and getting pregnant, her lover ran away on the eve of labor! (Typical guerrilla soldier!) I had to give birth to a child! I was all alone after the birth and was desperate to find a job, but the best I could find was a clerk in a shoe factory earning 1,500 a month, but I had to pay 400 for a nanny and 500 for rent, and even though I still had three or four rooms in my hometown in Guizhou, with a baby with me I didn’t want to go back to my parents and ask them to help me, so I had to raise money to set up a wholesale grocery store, which would have been worth several tens of thousands of dollars, or I had to go to sea to work as a prostitute, and so on and so on….
The next I really do not have the spirit to listen to it again, the travel, the fire burning body, make me physically and mentally exhausted. I was about to turn over to sleep, at this time the door pecking sound, I thought to myself: ‘Damn son of a bitch! Who is it?’ I opened the door and saw that it was Zong. Yanmei heard, quickly wrapped in a sheet and curled into the bed.
Zong just came in to see how drunk I was, and said that there were lap dances in the KTV just now… and so on.
Yanmei suddenly said: “Alas! Almost one o’clock, I have to go down to sign out, or else I will be fined.” My heart fire upward a rush, thought: ‘you go down now, I have to be angry! But on second thought, in fact, she is also very helpless, save money to live is not easy, not to mention the fine? So she said: “Brother Zong, please tell the counter that Yanmei is not available now, can you accommodate her? Anyway, I can prove that she didn’t skip work.”
Zong said, “I think it’s okay.” Yanmei urgently said: “No. The company rules are very strict! The company’s rules are very strict. If you don’t sign in and out, you’ll be fined $200, and if you do it three times, you’ll be fired.”
I talked to Zong and finally Zong showed our relationship with Ye Dong. Yanmei is still over there broken (really annoying), finally I had to say: “If the fine of 200 counts as my, you come to me tomorrow to get, but you are not allowed to go now.” Yanmei seems to be relieved to shut up.
After sending Zong away, a more tragic scene continued to play on me. I have all the ideas of education, from the cupboard out of a large quilt, to Yanmei said: “You sleep on the left side, I’m used to sleeping on the right side and holding things to sleep.” Yanmei said: “I’m used to sleeping with my body bowed.” After saying this, she bowed herself up.
Oh, my God! Motherland ah motherland! My first time back to the motherland to enjoy the thrill of liberation, I can’t imagine that helmet back-up, fragile compatriots, difficult women’s grief, Lenin’s system not to mention, in the end, even the warmth of the motherland’s embrace can’t be enjoyed, this is really my beloved motherland? Woo-hoo! Sleep!
“The Chinese people have reached the saddest moment…” (Sing the national anthem!) 200055∶
When they woke up early in the morning, Zong and the others were ready to go, and the other girls were talking angrily about last night’s so-called “lap dance”.
It turns out that last night, a senior executive in the hotel asked all the girls to do a striptease in front of the public for the male guests to enjoy. Lung’s girlfriend (the taller one) was furious: “Why did he ask us to strip down and drink with him? She even threatened not to come back to work if we didn’t take off our clothes…” Looking around, she saw that none of her friends had said anything, so it must be true.
In fact, I think each of these girls had their own story to tell when they joined the industry. For example, Tall Man’s failure to run a catering business and her debts, or Yan Mei’s desire to go home and open her own business… all of them were forced to do so because of circumstances, otherwise, why would they have to let a good girl’s body be ruined?
Don’t these hotels and supervisors make a profit from this? Therefore, the hotel and the girls should be a “community of life”, so why do they have to bully the girls so much? It is embarrassing for these ladies to undress in front of strangers to make a living, so why should they be forced to do so? Sometimes the behavior of Taiwanese businessmen is really outrageous. We can’t say anything, but fortunately our partners were protected by us last night to avoid embarrassment.
At this point I asked Yanmei: “We are going to visit the Little West Lake today, would you like to go with us?” Yanmei replied breathlessly, “Brother Min, I’m not well enough to sit in a car for too long, I’ll get dizzy, so I’ll go and spoil the fun.”
I did not force her to do so, thinking that since her health was too poor to be “honored”, the worst thing to do was to change or eat vegetarian tonight, so I slipped her $900 to send her out. When I got to the door, I suddenly felt that I could not bear it, and I wanted to keep her again, but the words did not come out of my mouth.
Turning back to his room, he smiled at Zong and said, “Actually, Yanmei is quite good! If her health is really bad, I think the remaining two nights on the vegetarian diet can not hurt.”
Zong pursed his lips and smiled, meaning to say: “Come out to play! Don’t take it seriously!” I didn’t get this at the time, until I returned to Taiwan, I realized that there was something in what he said, but I’ll talk about that later.
West Lake tour, not the focus of this article, skimmed!
We went back to the hotel and rested for a while around 6 o’clock. New Brother’s girlfriend suddenly came into the room and said: “Brother Man! Your girlfriend is looking for you downstairs! But she’s too embarrassed to come up.” I thought to myself: ‘Is it because the fine for not signing in last night has not been settled yet? Zong said: “Please buy me a pack of cigarettes and ask her to come up, we’ll help her deal with it.”
A short while later Yanmei came up, leaning timidly against the door, dressed in her work gown. When I asked, I was not surprised. Zong saw this and went out for a moment, and then the tall man came in and said to Yanmei, “It’s okay! It’s okay!”
Yanmei just sat beside her like she was relieved and didn’t say much.
Looking at Yanmei, I thought to myself: if she is not well enough to go back to work, she may not have a station, or she may have a station. If she doesn’t have a station, she won’t make any money; if she has a station, she will drink and hurt herself. The heart of a cross, said: “You go to the uniform into civilian clothes, tonight sit in my station.”
Yanmei froze for a moment, but went to change her clothes with high spirits.
A quick look after the costume change and oh my god! Does she even know how to dress? An apple green shirt, jeans and mid-heeled sandals. Hello? Miss! Knskdgjkfj… and she said, “Jeans are my favorite!” I’m going to throw up in my mouth!
After meals, drinking and singing are not the focus of this article and are omitted!
Before the meeting was adjourned, we decided to go to Lin Zexu Park tomorrow. I asked Yanmei: “Are you feeling better? Can you go tomorrow?”
She considered for a moment and nodded her head. I added: “If you trust me, don’t go back to the dormitory tonight and sleep with me, so that I don’t have to wait for you tomorrow.”
She looked at me a bit skeptical! I said, “I’ll give you $200 for tonight, which means I won’t touch you tonight, okay?”
Yan Mei didn’t know what to think at this moment? But still nodded! That night, even though I was naked and Yanmei was only wearing her underwear, everything was fine. (How could I have slept well that night with a girl at my side?) 200056∶
Lin Zexu Park tour, not the focus of this article, skimmed!
On the way back to the hotel, something happened to me that touched me deeply and is the reason why I am leaving this article today: it was about four o’clock when Yanmei, exhausted and facing her right side, fell down on my lap and slept. Outside the window, the sun was setting, over the hill, piercing Yanmei’s eyes, Yanmei squinted and woke up, staring out of the window. I thought the setting sun is blinding, then hand Yanmei forehead shade, but Yanmei will be my hand away, still staring out of the window, said a shocking words to me: “that hill looks like our hometown!”
The words came out like a thunderclap, I didn’t know how to answer for a moment, but only mumbled: “I’m homesick! Quickly save money, go home early! It’s not a good place to stay!”
Yanmei’s gaze contained infinite sorrow and helplessness, nodding and shaking her head, seemingly sighing before reluctantly withdrawing her gaze and closing her eyes to fall asleep.
She was asleep! But my mood was fluctuating violently because of her careless words! As they say, you can’t trust the words of a woman in a happy place. Over the past three days, we have talked about a lot of things, I can see, Yanmei often between the eyebrows with a grudge, sadness, most of the time I try to pretend not to realize; because I also do not want to show the heart of the thinking on the face.
But she sleeps so elegantly now, and in that elegance how much pressure does she carry in her heart? Does she usually have someone to talk to? Why is God so unfair when we are all descendants of the Yellow Emperor? When will she return to her hometown? For a moment, the eye frame can not help but wet.
That’s not true! Why are my eyes “moist”? Was I unknowingly invested in her? It’s only been three days since we met, but I’m… in love?
As I thought about this, and recalled the events of the past three days, it turned out that I had been caring about her without realizing it, including my disappointment at the trip to the Little West Lake, and sleeping with her last night… and so on, which showed that I liked Yanmei in every way!
Sixteen years ago, a misunderstanding separated me from Peixi; sixteen years later, I am married with one child each, but for the first time, I have the feeling of “hating to see each other” with a hotel girl of the same language and race. As the old poem goes: “Returning a pearl to the king with tears hanging down, hating the time when we are not married”, is this what it is all about?
That night, I asked Yanmei to accompany me for a snack at the roadside stand below the hotel, but of course I didn’t let her go back to work, but in fact, the feeling of disappointment has been haunting my heart. Tomorrow, we will return to Taiwan, and it is unlikely that we will be back again anytime soon. But what if we do? Maybe three or five years. I don’t want Yanmei to be here; I don’t want Yanmei to be gone; life is so hopeless.
After going to bed, I really can’t help the sadness in my heart and stomach desire, finally in Yanmei agreed to enter the “embrace of the motherland”. The scenery is exquisite, the bed is not in the words of nature. But, honestly, Yanmei bedtime skills really bad. But she in a few times attacked, tossing and moaning, face still with a faint smile expression, really beautiful!
It is said that a man is a conquering beast when he makes love. But that night, in addition to my own enjoyment, I also cared about Yanmei’s feelings. More than once, I asked her to relax, enjoy herself, and “do everything with all your heart”. Making love is also a mutual enjoyment, not a job for the woman… I kept persuading her softly!
I don’t have a lot of experience! Didn’t really know how Yanmei really felt that night, but I really felt great! I ejaculated a surprisingly large amount. Yanmei looked at the amount of sperm that came out afterward, and smiled shyly as she looked down and said, “This place could give birth to three babies!”
I just felt a wave of drowsiness and lay drowsy with my arms around Yanmei.
Yanmei was really good, lying beside me and not moving! I waited until I had regained a little bit of strength, and then I thought about Yan Mei’s physical condition, and turned my head to ask, “Did I hurt you just now?” She said, “I’m fine!”
At this moment, Yanmei was resting on my chest, as supple as a kitten! I don’t know what’s on her mind. I’m leaving tomorrow, but I really want to stay for a few more days! The words came out of my mouth, but then I stopped and thought: ‘Why bother? Isn’t this the best way to end it? I’ll never see you again in this life!
With this in mind, I changed the topic to small talk. What we talked about has also been forgotten, but suddenly learned Yanmei a hometown saying: “Back Kei back to pick up”, which seems to mean to pick up the garbage! How strange! Why did I learn that? Yanmei laughed at my accent.
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It’s the last day! I woke up early in the morning and I was horny as hell! Turning to Yan Mei, she already knew what I wanted! Yan Mei pushed back and said, “I can’t do it anymore! I can’t take it! You were so aggressive last night, I can’t take it!” (Strange! They love to say “fuck”.) I looked at her, reluctantly suppressed the fire of desire, think about her body is not good, forget it! I thought she was not feeling well, so I thought it would be good to hold her in my arms for a while!
Not long after Yanmei said: “Stay I want to go home first, three days did not go home, want to baby!”
I’ll think about it! It’s better just the way it is! Don’t make memories! I took out my wallet, ordered 900 dollars, and put it in her hand, along with a small computer. Yan Mei looked down for a moment and stammered, “Brother Min! Can you… can you give… can you give me a tip? A hundred or two hundred isn’t much for you, but it’s… important for me…”
On a serious note, if I hadn’t had dinner with her last night, I wouldn’t have known about her monthly food budget!
One or two hundred dollars is about her monthly food budget! I didn’t say much, took out my wallet again, counted the balance, about five hundred, said: “I’ll leave 300 yuan to pay the airport tax, and leave the rest to you! About only a little more than two hundred dollars.”
Yanmei should have seen that I still had Taiwan dollars, and not being greedy, she took it in silence. (Why did you write this?
Afterwards we learned that Hsin’s girlfriend took $2,500 in addition to another $1,000 in Taiwan dollars. I can not same. (In comparison, Yanmei only took 2,200 yuan, much more contented!)