The Game of Desire

From “Asian Erotica”.

Game of Desire (I)

This is a time when love is not easy to come by and almost anything can be bought with money, are emotions no exception?

I have graduated for many years; I have stayed in a state-owned bank; I have fought in the futures storm; I have returned to the campus and talked with my MBA classmates; and now I am working in a private equity fund in Shanghai. Over the years, I have experienced the darkness of human nature and society, and indulged in the pursuit of money and women. The result is: there are fewer and fewer things that can make me completely relaxed or excited. There is no longer in the innocent age of white clothes, and classmates to eat the cheapest hot pot when the shower; no more in front of the girls’ building for the first time to invite his girlfriend to dance the apprehension.

Nonetheless, there are still those who stubbornly seek the truth despite having experienced more.

We love unobtrusively and grieve unobtrusively. We will not care how much pain in their own hearts, alone on the sidelines to appreciate the cruel beauty of emotion. Once you realize that you are too stupid, too stupid, this is to know, the original world’s most beautiful things are just like crystal glass jewelry, the most fragile. But we still in their own way to deeply understand the true meaning of emotion, and like the moon’s clear light as thousands of years of silence, favor and shame. Because we firmly believe that no matter how society develops, how advanced technology, how noisy red dust, there will always be people who do not want to look for supermarket-style emotions. I admire such people, because I can not do. I too had a period of emotional innocence. It was seven years ago…

At that time I was working as a broker in a futures company, doing hard work but happy. Every day was full of hope, which was totally different from the feeling I used to have when I was hanging out in the bank. The most important thing was to have the girl I loved deeply with me. Her name is Shan, she is my university classmate and my first love. She is a beautiful and charming Jiangnan girl, with milk-like white skin and a head of long flowing silk. I especially like her always pulsing with love autumn water eyes and sweet soft voice, everything she netted all my body and mind.

When I was young, I read Dai Wangshu’s Rainy Lane and always had a poetic yearning for Jiangnan, and she seemed to be the girl holding an oil-paper umbrella in my heart.

More than half of the reason for leaving the bank was also because I wanted to be with her, so I quit my job and came to Shanghai with her. There was no money, but young passion and hope for the future. We worked hard and played hard. Almost every night to have crazy sex, as if there is endless energy. At that time, we were sharing a house with others, can not be too unrestrained, looking forward to the day to earn enough money to buy a house and get married, and then have a small baby, like most people like to live an ordinary and peaceful days.

It’s hard for me to forget the first time I made love to her. Before that, we had been in love for three years, except for hugging and kissing, there was no deeper physical contact. Once we went on a summer vacation together to visit Huashan and stayed at a classmate’s house in Xi’an, she and I slept together, and although I was overwhelmed with urges, nothing happened as a result, which is unbelievable when I think about it now!

The first time we had sex was at her house. I had just quit my job and came to her hometown town to pick her up. It was a very famous town on the border of Jiangsu and Zhejiang, a real water town where half of every family’s house was on the water. I was very curious and let her lead me through every alley. It was already half-night, every house in the alleys wafted out the very friendly aroma of food and I do not understand the tune of the Suzhou commentary. She walked half a step in front of me, soloing, in the twilight, like a very euphonious and hazy poem.

“Sam!” I couldn’t help but call out to her.

“Uh-huh!” She looked back at me, and in the setting sun, Ming Jing’s face was delicate like a flower, making my heart pound.

“Are we like them later?” Through the open window, I pointed to a young couple who were eating.

I thought she would stink me up a bit as usual, she was a girl with sharp teeth and usually she would never let me make a cheap shot at her mouth. This time she was silent and didn’t say a word, just a slight reddening of her face.

“What’s wrong?” I thought I had offended her.

“It’s nothing! … but I don’t know how to cook!” After saying that, the spring water looked at me softly. We’d made more outlandish jokes before, but tonight the atmosphere was markedly different.

“I can do it!” I took the opportunity to wrap my arms around her thin waist, and she didn’t resist, because most of the people in the town knew each other, and she would never let me put my arms around her during the day.

“You do! What would you make? Instant noodles!” She knows I can only cook instant noodles.

“Yeah! Didn’t you say I cook the best instant noodles?”

“Then you can’t eat it every day!” She seemed to be starting to worry about having to eat instant noodles every day. Her brow furrowed, and she looked adorable.

“Anyway, I don’t eat, you eat.”

“So what are you eating?”

“Isn’t it obvious?”

“What! Come on.” She pouted. Twisting her body as if trying to break my grip. Instead, I wrapped my arms around her tighter.

“You wanted me to say it! I’ll eat… eat… you! You’re so beautiful!” Having said that, before she could react, I had already taken her in my arms and sealed my red lips that I had longed for for months.

“Yi…” Her words were also taken into my mouth. Then she kissed me back passionately. It was a passionate kiss that was infused with several thoughts! I’d been longing to kiss her since I arrived at her house in the afternoon, but I never got the chance. Now I finally got my wish.

Her soft body was in my arms, the plump peaks of her chest softly pressed against my chest through the thin shirt, and her fragrant scent permeated my breath, causing my mind to almost go haywire.

“Sam… my Sam, you won’t know how much I’ve looked forward to seeing you…” I sucked on her soft tongue and wrapped my hands tightly around her supple, boneless waist. Almost lifting her whole body.

“I… I too…” her breath was unsteady and her face flushed as she struggled to speak, even her words breaking.

The kiss this time was more frenzied and passionate than any we’d experienced before, and I sucked her harder, swallowing the constant flow of nectar coming in from her mouth without reservation.

My hand slowly made its way down, rubbing the line of her buttocks, occasionally squeezing gently to feel her resilient buttocks. Her cheeks must have been very flushed, I thought. I, on the other hand, just felt a hot lump in my lower abdomen and my dick swelled up a little in my jeans. My heart was beating faster, and she, I don’t know what was going through her mind, maybe feeling my desire to expand, I let go of my hand in nervousness, and she took advantage of the situation to move slightly away from my body.

“Let’s… go back for dinner!” She didn’t dare to look at the tent that was raised underneath me, and her voice was low, like a moan.

I was very embarrassed and tried to calm myself down. The atmosphere on the way back to her house was weird, no one was talking.

I don’t remember a thing about what I ate that day, but I just answered all kinds of questions from her dad.

My Mandarin was heavily interspersed with Wu dialect, and from time to time I had to have Shan on the sidelines as an interpreter to understand. When we finished eating, I was so amazed that I grabbed the dishes to be on my best behavior and more importantly to escape her father’s interrogation.

Her family’s condition is not very good, her father works as a teacher in the town’s elementary school, and her mother has been recuperating at home because she is sick. Her mother was sick, and her sister had married in a neighboring county and was divorced, with a small child. Her mom happened to go to her sister’s house that day.

Sam helped me with the dishes and talked about our future jobs in Shanghai. We were excited, not knowing anything about what the future really held, but we could finally be together again, and that was more important than anything.

Her parents were strongly opposed to her resignation. She was originally assigned to work at the local tax office, which was relatively stable and had a good income. In her parents’ opinion, it was a very good career, but she didn’t like it, she didn’t want to let the days repeat themselves day after day, she hoped that every day there was a little bit of the unknown waiting for her.

Washed the dishes and her mom came home. And her father said a few words loudly, I do not know what to say, as if it has something to do with me. A while later, her mom cooked a bowl of sweetened eggs, had to ask me to eat, said it was a local custom. I was very surprised, is the local to do this after dinner snacks? But other people do not eat one. Is pushing between, suddenly found Shan face red in the eyes to me, I heart a move, hold your breath, a mouthful of those sweet and greasy things to eat.

Her mom was very happy to see me eating fast, with a kind face, which reminded me of my distant mother, who always looked at me like this and devoured her food. My heart immediately sour, and her mother feel also a lot closer, it seems that the eggs just now is not so difficult to eat.

The atmosphere was much lighter with her mom present, and like all elders under the sun, her parents gave me a lot of heartfelt words, as if our baby girl was in my hands from then on. Seeing that we were chatting away, Sam went off to take a shower by herself.

“Mma, look at dad! People sat all the way on the train, but also do not let Yi rest early.” Shan came out of the bathroom, wearing a wide, pure white advertisement shirt, revealing two slender, pinkish-white jade legs, vaguely revealing a curvaceous figure. At that time, this kind of clothing was very popular among college girls, and for a while the campus was full of girls dressed like this, and until now, I still think it’s the most youthful and seductive way for a girl to dress. Her appearance and whiny voice made my mouth dry and I hurriedly drank several mouthfuls of water in a row to hide my panic.

“It’s okay, I’m… I’m not very tired.” I pretended to speak in an insincere tone, but in fact I really wasn’t very tired, I just wanted to spend some time alone with Sam earlier. I don’t know why, but I’m particularly impulsive today, and seeing her in all her splendor has made me horny again.

“Better get some early rest! You’ll be staying for a few more days anyway.” Her mom said with a smile.

“I’m going to take a shower then.” I said.

“Hold on.” Sam heard me say I needed a shower and rushed into the bathroom, and within moments ran back into the room to pull out a brand new quick towel and hand it to me.

Warm water makes me very comfortable and enjoyable, the bathroom is still residual flow of Shan’s scent, suddenly I saw not completely cover the washing machine a few pieces of Shan’s underwear, I instantly understand the reason why Shan just rushed in. Suddenly very impulsive, crotch has been proudly erect, can not help but pick up her blue panties and bra, I wrapped her panties in the crotch, cotton fabrics make me very exciting, seems to be there still retains the afterglow of Shan’s body.

“Wu Yi, is the water temperature just right?” She asked me loudly as her water heater was installed in the kitchen.

“Okay… just in time…” her words startled me, and I hurriedly threw my underwear back into the washing machine, as if she had spied on my secret. I hated myself a little, feeling that I had desecrated Shan. I didn’t feel like showering anymore, just rinsing off the exhaustion of the trip haphazardly.

They arranged for me to sleep in her sister’s original room. When I went in, Shan was making the bed for me, I gently closed the door to the room, stayed and looked at her chu chu touching back, the heart swings infinite tenderness, and gently approached her, from the back of her into the embrace.

“Sam, why did I need eggs earlier?” I said softly. Her waist was slender and soft, and I buried my face in her hair, greedily smelling her scent.

Sam was caught off guard and subconsciously tried to struggle, but had no strength at all and leaned softly into my arms.

Through the wide neckline, I could see her young, white, high, pearl breasts rising and falling dramatically, and I jerked it over so that the tantalizing chest was close to my own.

“Who wants you to eat it?” In the light, Sam looked petulant and shy.

“Good! You still don’t admit it. Let’s see how I’ll punish you!” I held her tighter, leaving her breathless.

“If you don’t want to eat… just don’t eat! No one is forcing you!” She was still talking tough, but suddenly she whispered again, almost like a mosquito: “That’s what we give to first-timers… here…”

In fact, I had guessed it, but hearing it come out of her mouth was a truly intoxicating and wonderful feeling! Although she never said the most crucial word “son-in-law”, I excitedly kissed her. Her lips like cool petals, both inviting and delicate, I kissed her lips with infinite love.

“Don’t… don’t do this…” she said weakly, pointing to the door, but again, she was in over her head with the onslaught of passion.

A wildness rose in my body, the tip of my tongue began to drill into her mouth, she instinctively clenched her teeth to resist my attack, which stimulated my desire to conquer, the tip of my tongue more forcefully pressed against her white teeth, her mouth was finally too bullying for it to open, my tongue explored and teased her mouth, her tongue could not resist the temptation to coil and entwine with it, I slurped and sucked on the sweet fluids in her mouth, and I felt that my lower part of me was in the hot and swollen. I caught the tip of her soft tongue, and slowly but surely sucked it into my mouth, then slowly returned it to her mouth, then sucked it into my mouth again, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on, and so on.

Sam struggled in my arms like a kitten, a slurred moan escaping her throat as her body grew more and more. After a few moments, I let her go. She was lying helplessly on my chest, her breasts heaving, her cheeks flushed, her lips moist, and her eyes full of water.

She pinched my hand and said, “You’re so mean!”

I smiled and leaned into her ear and said, “Sam, do you know what I’m thinking?”

“What?”

“I want you.” I said with deliberate gentleness and brutal rudeness. Sam shuddered suddenly and lifted her long lashes to look at me, her eyes rippling.

As if she hadn’t anticipated my savagery, and as if she had been looking forward to this moment for a long time, Sam hooked her delicate hands around my neck, her throat letting out an anxious, slurred whimper, her wet, sweet tongue licking my lips like a little beast. I rubbed her soft hair, put my hand under her clothes, pushed her bra upward, suddenly gripped her smooth and plump breasts, her body trembled like an electric shock, and she couldn’t help but scream out.

I gently rubbed her upturned nipples, sending waves of shivers into her torso, and my other hand began to caress her lower part through her pants, and unopposed, unbuckled her belt and pushed my hand deeper into her panties.

That’s when she began to resist, blocking my hand with hers as my lips intensified their attack, sucking in her lips and tongue so ferociously that she had no breathing space, and Sam lost her grip and finally lost it. I slipped my hand into her panties and stroked her restrainedly while my persistent slurping kisses nearly suffocated her, and she shuddered and went limp with pain and pleasure, desperate and powerless to break free from my male ravishment, her throat warbling and disorganized like a poor little lamb.

When I finally let go of Sam, she gasped sharply and her body fell downward. I hurriedly hugged her, kissed her earlobe gently and said, “Sam, I love you so much.” She leaned her head against my shoulder and said, “Hold me… hold me…” Her voice was breathless.

I picked her up like a holy goddess. I carried her around the small room a few times, then laid her on the bed and gently but firmly removed her clothes, leaving her a little naked under my gaze, eyes closed, like a sacrificial lamb.

When only her panties were left, she suddenly resisted desperately, grabbing my hand in a death grip to prevent me from having my way. “Don’t… don’t…” she was shocked and scared, her eyes looking at the door as if her parents would come in if she didn’t pay attention. While she was distracted, I finally removed her panties, and she was so ashamed that she closed her eyes again and covered the dark grass with her hands.

The first sight of the young girl’s dazzlingly white naked body startled me so much that I almost fainted. Her breasts were not very large, but they were concentrated and firm, with a porcelain sheen, small red nipples, and a bare, smooth underbelly. While my hands had enjoyed her body many times before, my eyes were seeing it for the first time, and for a moment I didn’t know what to do.

I just felt a fire burning in my heart. As if it was about to explode, my hands were busy untying my clothes. My dick was even harder at the thought of being about to enter the body of a beautiful girl that I had adored for a long time.

The only porn I had seen before this was Lady Chatterley’s Lover, and the scenes there had made my blood run cold. I’d imagined this day with her countless times, and now I was at a loss.

My chest was flustered and I couldn’t support myself any longer, so I slowly lay down on my back, but Sam was breathing nervously with her eyes closed tightly and her mouth slightly open. I ran my fingers very gently in circles over her breasts as they did in the movie, occasionally nudging her nipples as if by accident, and soon her nipples were standing up.

I saw her getting more and more flirtatious, her lips rosy and her hair plastered to the pillow. I alternately fondled both her breasts and kissed her delicate ears and lips. Her hair fragrance refreshing, her beautiful eyebrows began to wriggle, the smooth forehead appeared a slight wrinkle, cherry lips slightly open, breathing heavily, but tried to restrain themselves from making a sound.

I began to kiss her mouth, she also kissed my mouth, and stretched out the red tongue lick my lips, her mouth exudes the flavor of sweet flower petals. Her hand suddenly and unintentionally toweled to my hard lower body, the real skin touch made my body shiver, a hot current from the brain straight to the dantian, my breathing more and more ragged.

My hand began to run down, over her flat belly to the fragrant patch. I wrenched her hand away with all my strength and gently rubbed it with my middle finger, then swept my palm over to feel the entire contour of her there, feeling the heat and wetness in my hand. Her legs were clenched tight and I pushed my hand in hard, gently caressing the delicate skin of her inner thighs, a look of utter agony on her face.

Thinking that she was really in pain, I whispered in Sam’s ear, “Is it hard?” Sam said breathlessly, “Gently… gently…” with a look of emotion that told me she had opened herself up to me.

I was overjoyed, unexpectedly with a finger across, on her already sensitive bump twisted, a stream of love jelly flowed to the tip of my fingers, she “oh” a breath back, subconsciously with the empty hand to pull my wrist. Her cherry lips opened feebly, her red tongue licked her lips, her hips rose, her breasts shook, and her breath became more and more disorganized.

At this time I was already in the head of lust, separated her two jade legs, penis to meet up, but always can not enter the door, anxious to their own sweating, are about to explode, only in the peach source hole blindly hit the top.

She first spread her hands helplessly, and suddenly, her body twisted a few times, and her dick finally found a home and went in a little bit. I knew that she was a virgin and would have the hymen blocking it, and didn’t dare to go too deep. At this time, her hand dead hold me, pinch my back, let me raw pain raw pain, I violently covered her breasts with my hands, lower body a hard, as if not imagined too big block, then completely into her inside. She let out an “ah”, and her whole body tensed up, trembling underneath.

I didn’t know what to do. That tight, soft envelopment made me so comfortable I felt like I was flying. I couldn’t help but try to move, but she held on to me for dear life and wouldn’t let me move. I saw the expression on her face desperately trying to repress herself from making a sound, as if tears were already in her eye frames. My heart ached for her, so I had to move gently a few times, but my dick couldn’t hold back any longer, and it shook violently as it spurted out. Her vagina seemed to tremble as well, as if many little hands were holding me up, giving me my first non-masturbatory orgasm in my life.

It was my first time, and her first time, and I was so comfortable that she probably couldn’t talk about being comfortable. And my comfort was more psychological than physical. It’s as if you’ve been longing for something for a long time and finally getting it makes you very satisfied. I’ve had sex with many girls over the years, two of them virgins as well, and none of them impressed me as much as this one did.

Although, from a purely physical point of view, due to inexperience and nervousness, the time was very short and I didn’t fully enjoy the beauty of sex, but it has opened a door for me since then. Many men have a virginity complex, but for me, it really doesn’t matter if the other person is a virgin or not. What is really unforgettable is one’s first time, no matter male or female.

Game of Desire (II)

With that first time, after arriving in Shanghai, Shan and I naturally lived together.

Sam is actually a very sensitive girl. In the year or so that she and I have been living together, we have spent countless crazy happy nights and had many experiences of climbing to the top together. She loves romantic situations when she makes love, and once she’s really in the mood, she’s willing to do anything for me, even let me cum in her mouth.

As I said, that time was my age of pure love. I loved her like crazy, her every smile and even her little temper and heart made my heart flutter. In my mind, she was the greatest gift that God had graced me with, and with her, I worked harder, and I secretly vowed to create a good life for us.

She and I both worked for a futures company. At that time, the domestic futures industry was just starting out and everything was very confusing. We were only paid very low salaries, and everything else depended on taking commissions from our clients, so most of the brokers were badgering back and forth on behalf of their clients to earn commissions. The company also encourages such behavior. Once a client opens an account, he or she is encouraged by the broker to put in a steady stream of money until the client blows his or her position. Therefore, the most important thing for brokers is to keep looking for clients through various methods, and they actually don’t know much more than their clients about how to do futures itself.

For the first three months, I didn’t get a single client. The company stipulated that if no customer came to open an account for four months, my low salary would be gone. Every day and every night during those days, all I could think about was how to find clients. But I was not familiar with the Shanghai Bund, not many friends, not to mention the rich. I took the company directory, called and visited one by one, and was usually kicked out by others. But I wasn’t discouraged because of Shan’s encouragement. She was luckier than me and found a client in the second month, a subsidiary of her hometown’s material bureau.

By chance, I met Liu Jun. An alumnus who is a few years older than me. He is doing Sales in HP, and has a little bit of savings in the past few years. He originally wanted to do stocks because he didn’t have the time. Maybe it’s because he’s an alumnus, I didn’t find him several times, and he agreed to open an account with me to do futures. Although only two hundred thousand dollars, but for me it means a lot. Until now, I have been very grateful to him, although we are already good friends.

When I picked up my first authorization, I was so happy I could hardly wait to announce it to the world. At that time, Shan’s office is next door to mine, I almost ran into the room, eager to share my happiness with her. She was sitting alone in front of her computer screen reading the market, and when she saw me coming, she asked, “Did you sign the contract?”

“Maybe it’s yellow!” I pretended to look downcast, deliberately trying to tease her. She had recently made a lot of money on her wire multiple orders and was happy all day.

“How come? Wasn’t it all said and done? You must be lying!”

“How do I know? Liu Jun said he still wants to do stocks.” I blushed hard and sat beside her.

She believed me: “Really?” I nodded my head, seemed to be very difficult. She rushed to comfort me, stretching out her hand to gently caress my face, while saying: “It’s okay, continue to work hard, I know you can certainly.”

I took her into my arms: “Sam, I’m unemployed, you have to support me!”

I overplayed my hand and she sensed something and jerked out of my embrace, “You must be lying!”

Her face became red, to grab the bag of documents in my hands. Finding that the bag was clearly the authorization letter, she furiously threw it at me, twisted her head away, and said hatefully, “You’re always cheating, I’m ignoring you!”

When he finished, he looked at the screen to himself.

She was so cute when she was angry, her face was so pale that even the roots of her ears were red, she was really a peach blossom. I tenderly embraced her from behind, leaned my face against her hair, and greedily smelled that charming fragrance. She wanted to struggle, but I hugged her tighter.

I whispered in her ear: “Are you angry? Well, I have sinned, ten evil, willing to accept the punishment of the lady!” While saying that, I was blowing into her ear, and from time to time lightly kissed her earlobe, I know, that is her sensitive area.

She didn’t say a word for a while, but finally couldn’t help herself, “Who is your wife?”

“Sorry, wrong word. It’s lover! My little lover.” Saying that, I had pressed my hands on the bosoms of her breasts, feeling the softness and elasticity. She had her period in the past few days, and we hadn’t made love for days. With the softness and warmth in my arms, my dick couldn’t help but raise a tent in my pants.

“Stop it, someone’s coming!”

I was so shocked that I hurriedly let go of her. In the company, if someone found out we were flirting, it would be a disaster. I must have looked pretty ridiculous at the time, with my hands in front of me, afraid that someone would find out my secret.

She laughed: “You’ll fall for it too, huh? You’re a coward, but you’re not honest.”

I realized that I was fooled and relaxed, laughing to myself, “I was afraid of affecting your image! Why don’t you try it and see how bold I am.” I deliberately made a vicious appearance, as if to pounce on.

“Well, count your chickens! Let’s all get cheated once and get even with each other.”

“Good! But what’s your reward for signing my contract today?” I said smugly, shaking the bag in my hand.

She stood up to get the bag: “What kind of reward do you want? I’ll give you whatever you want, just because I’m happy!”

“I want to… I want to…” I deliberately stammered, my eyes looking straight at her. She was wearing the company’s suit uniform, very shapely and graceful, such a white-collar beauty.

“Come on, if you don’t, it’s going to be void!” She said as she looked at the document.

I grabbed the document and put it on the table: “No more… I’m not a child, I want my own reward. Just give me whatever you want!”

“Then… accompany you to buy a cell phone after work.” At that time, cell phones were still very expensive and I had never been able to afford one, but it was very inconvenient not to have one. There weren’t many public phones on the streets of Shanghai at that time, and most of them didn’t allow long distance calls, so I often received pagers and looked for a phone all over the streets.

“Don’t…” I shook my head, partly because it was so expensive. We’ve made less than ten thousand dollars for the two of us in three months!

“What’s it going to be? An automobile? I can’t afford one.”

“I want something priceless that no one else could buy if they wanted to. Besides, you’ve rewarded me before.” She knew what I was referring to and didn’t say anything.

After a while, her voice was as low as a mosquito’s: “This lady promises you that tonight… tonight the naked girl will accompany you to the bath and sleep with you.” After that, she kissed me quickly on the cheek: “Now go to work!”

I was overjoyed and my ass was on the line. The house where I live with Shan is rented with others, and I have been looking forward to sharing a bath with her, but there is no way to realize it. A few days ago just next door to the pair back home to visit relatives, and towel on Shan on her period, the bath can not be washed, today she agreed, that her period is well.

Knowing that I had finally opened an account, my coworkers all came to congratulate me and clamored for my treat. I agreed, but not tonight, I had something to do. My coworkers wouldn’t let me go, they wanted me to treat them right away.

Colleagues have a Sichuan girl Li Yuhong, people are very small, but very sexy, the fine place fine, the convex place convex. Her pair of charming eyes on who are like a vein of love, what’s worse is that she always like to sit next to male colleagues to see the market, bulging small breasts are always intentionally or unintentionally towel to others, so that people do not keep their souls. Male coworkers called her “sexy little wildcat”, like to flirt with her, she did not think, and more coquettish. This time, her words let me solve the siege.

She said: “Wu is going to celebrate with his favorite person today, let’s not be a light bulb!” Said also meaningful look at me. Colleagues heard it on the side of the coaxing, I do not say anything, let them make fun of me, anyway, not let me treat tonight on the line.

After work, Shan and I were almost the last to leave. I couldn’t wait to take one step to the house, but I didn’t realize that Shan said something came up and she had to go to the exchange and told me to go wait for her at the hotel next door first, where she had already booked a meal. I was very disappointed, but there was nothing I could do.

That is a very good grade of the restaurant, the company to entertain guests generally come here. However, I have not come once, I and Shan are generally eaten in the stalls, at most go to go to small restaurants and foreign fast food. Previously in the bank a year, often accompanying the leadership to high-grade places to eat, although it is to eat the public money, a little bit more than and Shan, or with friends to eat stalls of the smooth.

I sat by the window and watched the fashionably dressed handsome men and women come and go outside. Maybe it’s because of the humid climate, the girls in Jiangnan have very good skin, and all of them seem to be very attractive under the neon night color. I am a very adaptable person, I came to Shanghai in a few months, I am more accepting of the environment here, not only because of the refreshing feeling of the people here, but mainly because there is a consumer environment suitable for different levels of people. Rich people can be red wine and green, no money, as long as you can live, the day is also very moist. Unlike my hometown, where it’s either a high-class, luxurious place or a dump like a street stall.

I had been waiting for almost an hour and was beginning to look around impatiently when a familiar voice came, “Sir, can I sit here?”

“Huh?” I turned around, and Sandra was standing beside me, and I was frozen for maybe a full half-minute.

Shan was already a very beautiful girl, used to be the three golden flowers of the School of Economics and Management in school, but tonight’s beauty was even more captivating. She was wearing a dark red dress, her hair was coiled on her head, and a string of crystal necklaces hung around her swan-like neck. She seldom wore makeup, at most a thin layer of powder, and tonight, I could see that she was carefully groomed, and there was even a faint dark fragrance floating. Under the light, the color of her clothes made her snowy bones and icy skin even more apparent, enough to make every man’s heart pound.

“What, don’t recognize me?” She sat gracefully in the seat across from me and pursed her lips at me.

“You are so charming, like a noble princess.” I was actually both poor and redundant in my compliments to the woman in front of me. I could feel the eyes of many men in the restaurant looking towards her, which made me very proud. What more could a man ask for in a wife?

“You mean you’re a prince now, don’t be a stinker!” She smiled even wider.

“No, no, no, no, no… I mean, I’m just a poor scholar who has been favored by the princess! I feel like a prince because I get to eat the Princess’s swan meat. By the way, didn’t Her Highness say she had to go on an errand?”

She lowered her head and blushed slightly: “You turned out to be so easy to fool, huh? I went home! I’m testing your patience, I haven’t kept you waiting for me for a long time, so I’ll give you a taste today. How is it, impatient, right?”

“How dare you! Can you dress up like this every day for me to see?”

“Fine! But you’ll have to buy me a lot of clothes and makeup, you’ll go broke.”

┅┅

As we talked, we started dinner. She had ordered most of the food for me, but I didn’t eat much of it and was only interested in the red wine in my glass. I poured a glass of red wine for Shan, who never drank wine, and as she took a few sips, a blush came over her pink face, making her look very attractive… We didn’t talk a lot anymore, but just enjoyed the romantic atmosphere in silence. Looking back on the last few months in Shanghai, we had an unspoken understanding.

“Congratulations!” She finally broke the silence with a soft voice.

“It should be a blessing to us!” I reached out and gently held her jade hand : “I also want to thank you!

Thank you for all the love and encouragement you have given me.”

She let me gently stroke the back of her tender white bony hand and looked at me, her eyes forlorn, for a long, long time.

She suddenly asked softly, “Do you love me?”

Her asking was pure redundancy, and she must have known that sure and certain answer because I’ve said a million times that maybe girls like to hear those three words.

“I love you!” I replied with deep emotion. It was from the bottom of my heart, and I have never said those three words to another girl since. The meaning of love can be deconstructed, but these three words can’t be deconstructed, it has taken on a meaning beyond its literal meaning. Until now, this is still my bottom line.

Hearing the answer I had said countless times, her gaze became even more poignant, and I was willing to get drunk in soft waves like that. There was a jukebox in the restaurant, I went over and ordered a song by Luo Dayou, “Flowers on the Sea”, it was a song we both knew and loved, it brought back memories of the college days we walked through together. Luo Dayou’s songs have special significance for those of us who were born in the late sixties and early seventies. It accompanied us in our youthful years and witnessed our youthful restlessness, uncertainty, rebellion and the initial purest love.

Shan was one year below me, and my familiarity with her began in the tumultuous years of the spring of ’89. We happened to sit together on the train to Beijing when she was a freshman who had just enrolled for six months. Together we experienced one of the darkest and most inhuman scenes in politics… a shock that I’m sure everyone who experienced it would not like to recall.

After returning to school, we then often listened to Luo Dayou’s songs together and slowly fell in love. Listening to Qi Yu’s interpretation of the song, her eyes and mine were a little moist. We both thought that Luo Dayou’s songs, in addition to himself, can only be sung by Qi Yu and Zhang Aijia. Shan also hummed softly, her voice was very nice, with a poignant flavor, which is why I fell in love with her in the first place.

Unconsciously, the night has been Lan Shan, we are slightly drunk. After buying the bill, Shan said she had to go to the restroom, I waited for half a day and she didn’t come back, I guessed she must have something to surprise me again, so there was no hurry.

Sure enough, a waitress came over and said there was a call for me, and as soon as I answered it, Sam’s voice came through. Even if I had a feeling, or out of my expectation, she actually opened the upstairs room 3813 waiting for me! You know, the price of a standard room here is ￥680! And at that time, we were still poor.

I was that kind of excitement is really difficult to describe, can not wait for the elevator, ran up the stairs quickly, as if slow, she will be gone. Just opened the door, gasping for breath, a soft body will jump into the arms, soft lips and tongue also sent up. We had a fierce wet and hot frenzied kiss, expressing each other’s deep desire.

“Sam!”

“Yi!”

We whispered each other’s names, as if we wanted the sound to justify each other’s presence.

I hugged her tightly, so that she and I were pressed against each other without leaving a single gap, and her heart was beating very violently. It was an extremely long kiss, and when our lips finally parted, our eyes met, and the blush on her face grew stronger and more intense. She leaned against my shoulder, and I felt her delicate fingers gently caressing my chest and back.

My hands, which were wrapped around her slender waist, slowly reached into her blouse and gently caressed her back, her skin was so delicate and silky, that delicate and silky skin, making me only use very gentle movements to caress it.

My hands stopped at the side of her breasts, then went to her chest, and through her bra, I felt the delectable softness and elasticity. I lifted her lower jaw and could feel the breath coming out of her open and closed nostrils.

She nibbled gently on my shoulder and said, “Let’s dance, okay?”

I nodded and we embraced, swaying to the music, her smooth, soft skin through the thin dress giving me an indescribable feeling of comfort.

I slowly stripped off my clothes for her and myself, and so, completely naked, embraced each other in a deep embrace, still not stopping to step on the dance floor. We kissed over and over again, probing our tongues into each other’s mouths and slowly stirring them, and I could feel a very special substance that was spilling out of each other’s mouths, stimulating me, while at the same time, I think she was just as much enjoying the same stimulation. We were so close that her breasts were pressing against my chest, and my hard dick was pressing against her abdomen, and she could definitely feel it quivering again and again.

Sam and I had danced together a lot before, and had had very intimate face-to-face dances, but dancing naked with each other like this had never happened before. It was all so marvelous, we didn’t make any passionate moves, and yet, I felt my arousal stronger than any I had ever felt before.

For a moment, I tried to hold her hips, trying to use the strength of my hands to enter her body, in order to satisfy the desire that was spreading everywhere, but it was impossible to do so, because I was taller than she was, and that part of me, which was slightly below her navel at that moment, was tightly pressed up against her, and it seemed as if there was a very mysterious power, which was passing through her skin, or a kind of ungraspable channel of her body, to enter into her body and into her soul. body, into her soul, channeling an intense fire of love into the depths of her being.

After a long, long time, I whispered, “Sam, you’re such a beautiful little elf. I never thought you’d get a room here.”

Shan tilted her head up, her belly pressed tighter against me, making me feel a strange warmth expanding rapidly in my body. She swept her long hair and smiled sweetly, “I’m not an elf, I’m an old hag, I changed all this to confuse you, are you afraid?”

She said on one side, one side slowly swinging her waist, that makes her belly, not only close to me, but also gently rubbing, so soft girl skin contact, people have the feeling of floating.

I said from the bottom of my heart, “If the old hag is what you are, who would be afraid!”

“Really? You really know how to say sweet things.” She paused, her beautiful eyes twinkling: “But I like to hear it! Now I’ll fulfill my reward: a naked woman in the bath! Carry me to the bathroom.”

I picked her up, she closed her eyes, and her long hair that was originally coiled up had cascaded out. I don’t know whether it was due to the slight coolness or the stimulation just now, her cherry-like nipples rose slightly, making people want to taste them.

The two of them kissed frantically under the water canopy, Shan’s naked body is soft and supple, flowing honey flow delicate like a charming vine. I rained kisses on her lips, her eyes, her nose, her ears, rubbing her hands on her firm peaks, vaguely feeling her nipples swell and harden. Her hands gently traced over my broad back, following up by caressing my hips, feeling my overwhelming urges as warm water flowed over us like a soothing note.

Water was pouring into my mouth and nose… but I didn’t care, I didn’t need to breathe anymore… as long as I was with her… The water was running down her cheeks, making her scarlet face even more moist. I caressed her whole body, her mouth, nose, breasts, breasts… her secret places… My hand explored her dense triangle and got so wet that I couldn’t tell if it was water or her love juices.

Sam’s eyes were misty, and she was clearly in the throes of passion, and on a normal day, it would have been time to penetrate her even further, but today, I was trying to restrain my impulses because I was going to take advantage of this indescribable enjoyment.

“Yi, let me wash your back.” In the midst of passion, her sandalwood mouth suddenly opened slightly. I turned around, and I felt her long, soft fingers and warm palm seeming to leave a mark on my back, and the excitement was so intense that I couldn’t stand up anymore and braced myself against the wall with my hands. Then she started kissing my back, from top to bottom… I was so intoxicated by the gentle teasing of her tongue… I felt like I was on the verge of ecstasy… The water was still rushing, and the steam was filling the air, so that in a haze of smoke I could see that I had a huge cannon of a cock at my crotch.

Then, she first coated herself with bath liquid, her jade arm from the back around me, holding that huge cannon in her hand, light and heavy; at the same time, her elastic breasts due to the bath liquid coated, more lubricated, in my back is also light and heavy friction. I was so excited that I had a strong desire to become one with her, I turned around and hugged her again, twisting each other’s bodies like two loaches entwined together.

“I’m going to swab your back too!” I wrenched her over to me, but I didn’t even bother to swab her back, I just hugged her from behind and rubbed her breasts with both hands. Then, both hands parted, with one hand still resting on her breast breasts, and the other wandering down the length of her body. Belly, belly… all the way to the slightly raised dark forest and the sacred palace.

My hand began to probe into her place, a sensitive spot, and she was whimpering very rhythmically. My fingers probed into the wet mess of a hole and she went limp, arching her back. Unable to hold back any longer, I lowered my body and propped her snow-white ass close to my own, her hands gripping the hanging hook that held the towel, her wet hair cascading out. The cannon gently touched the door of her sacred palace, from which holy water was seeping… as if guiding me to explore the secret place.

I was sweating profusely… My veins were surging irretrievably, my body felt as if it were about to be split, and I could hear the “crunching” of my bones. The feeling of disintegration was the agony of impending disaster and the ecstasy of happiness.

I slowly pressed the cannon against the doorway of the source stream, lightly touching the doorway… triggering a flood of more love juices… My hand, holding on to her thin waist, tightened my waist, gave a strong push, and entered her beautifully.

I just sent it in completely, holding her soft waist tightly but holding still, experiencing a different flavor. Hard thing against her warm place, compared to the more chaotic rushing and venting the feeling, very different, this exhale of taste is very addictive. After a moment or two of intermittent movement, her moans grew louder.

I backed off a little, wet and erect showing its virility, before I began to force my way in again and began to sprint. Her body was soft as a bone while I attacked frantically.

The bathroom resounded with an intoxicating symphony of slow to fast rhythms. Her shapely waist was caterwauling and catching, her half-open, half-taiwanese mouth moaning and whimpering, prompting my lust to rise. I was getting braver and braver, releasing all the energy that had built up over the past few days.

Her udder clenched tightly around its intruder, and it was as if I had fallen into an abyss, but remained strong as I pushed and pushed along that soft, resilient red channel. She rose and fell by herself on the crest of the wave as I jerked sometimes violently, sometimes sparingly. My dick was inside her feeling the softness at her apex, and the tight friction between the sides.

I began to rub her breasts vigorously with both hands, “San…” I moaned as I called out to her, the girl beneath me like a blooming flower. I withdrew and re-entered, the sweet fullness causing her body to buck and cry out in pleasure, stimulating the life within her. She whimpered almost sobbingly, letting out a moan of pleasure. Above a tumbling, floating, spinning giant wave, amidst a web of sexuality, we hovered upward, ascending into a smoky, mesmerizing pin-up wonderland.

I pulled out again, picked her up, laid her down in the tub, rolled her over on her back, and let the cannon fall into the center of her flower. The orgasm rumbled through both of us, and she lost consciousness and threw herself on top of me, sweating and hugging me tightly, her teeth chattering, as we anticipated the most pleasurable moment of our lives, the peak of our experience. I let out a hysterical cry and gave her all the ammunition she needed. The cannon fired and pulsed powerfully, and she held me tighter, her body becoming rigid.

After the last contraction, we were panting, caressing, and reminiscing with each other about this unforgettable mood. For a long, long time, neither of us had an ounce of strength, neither of us spoke, and I rubbed her breasts, my heart filled with satisfaction, that restful feeling of comfort.

I ended up drying us both off and carrying her to bed where the two of us cuddled up and watched TV.

“Yi, do you think we can always love each other like this?” She asked me in a delicate voice as her mood gradually calmed down.

“Can! Why not?” I answered her.

“So when I’m old and ugly, do you still like me?”

“I’m going to get old, too! What about you?”

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We talked about those men and women in love who do not look for the edge of the love story, remembering our past, talking about our future. Gradually, Shan fell asleep. As I looked at this sleeping beauty, her arched eyebrows, long eyelashes, small nose, slightly puckered red lips, and rounded, reddish face all made me fall in love with her. I couldn’t help but stick out my tongue and lick her eyebrows, nose, lips, face… She slowly woke up, opened her eyes, and dove into my arms, so I kissed her again, with great abandon.

I embraced her limp, naked body, my hands still wandering unwillingly over skin as white and tender as a magnolia in its first bloom.

Under my touch, it wasn’t long before she was soft again without a trace of strength and moaning softly. The unbroken contact of my body coupled with her mesmerizing body scent and shy moans made my lower body already sword-ridden.

After the madness of earlier, I was now more subdued. I buried my face in her upturned breasts, letting her body odor fill my sense of smell as my hands traveled over the mountain, finally resting gently on her lush dark forest. I went back to kissing her, my tongue capturing her naughty, flexible tongue, but never succeeding. Slight frustration makes me more excited, rolled over and embraced her under herself, but could not bear to crush her, extremely gentle to her head full of loose hair to the back of her head, the heart of a million tenderness and love and compassion through the lips and tongue poured out on her body.

Her proud nipples were in my mouth, hardening under the warm tease of my tongue.

When her sensitive cleavage was gently invaded, she could not help but cry out in disbelief. And my tongue, as if encouraged, even more inches, in her snow-white delicate and smooth and soft body, sometimes fierce, sometimes gentle plowing, and even the nectar-filled canopy door was also subjected to a deadly gentle assault.

Shan trembled violently as if she had been electrocuted, “Yi… Yi… I… I… I…” Like a weighted mountain climber, she struggled to spit out a few words in a rush of trent breath. I deliberately relaxed my caresses on her and kissed her instead, finally taking in her soft tongue and imparting to her a mouth full of nectar.

“What did you say?” I play dumb.

She punched me with a weak voice: “You… bad…”

“Say it!”

“┅┅”

“Come on!”

“I… I… want you to come in… in!” She couldn’t help it, and wailed out.

“Louder!” I gave an inch. Watching the beautiful young girl underneath me being tormented by my lust was even more confident and satisfying. But my confidence only lasted for a little while, and the lustful Sam decided to return the favor, and like a snake, she wriggled and rolled on top of me, returning my pride with passion and tenderness.

She fell to her knees beside me, and I simply closed my eyes and relished her initiative. I fell into a rain cloud, every pore of my body was drenched with desire. Three months ago, she was an innocent virgin, but I never imagined that she would be so passionate.

I lay on my back, she lay her head on the side, her long cloud-like hair brushed my body, and tenderly kissed my face, neck, and ear beads, and I felt a burst of pleasure slowly welling up from my dantian. Her kisses were focused and deep, and her jade hands were carefully tweaked and stroked. Soft fingers gently held my Prime, making it more and more magnificent, looking at her a little panicked, she did not care much, her body slightly backward, small mouth kissed my chest.

Sam’s body was pressed against me, but her head was slowly sliding down. The smooth, creamy feeling of her breasts as they brushed against my chest jaws and belly made me shiver softly. She licked my belly and slowly tried to extend down, I thought she would stop, I tried to ask her to do this before, but she just refused, saying she was not used to it. Who knows, unexpectedly, she actually licked lower and lower, her delicate fingers in my thighs gently crawling and scratching, and then she closed her hands to the small of my belly, her hands cupped my dusty root, her cherry lips actually came over.

The pleasure of entering was overwhelming… and she intensified her attack on it. The sensation spread all over my body, and I moaned and groaned to vent my excitement, which I would not have been able to bear if I hadn’t gone crazy earlier. She licked, kissed, and finally, completely engulfed. I have slowly pumped up, the degree of stimulation so that I can not restrain.

“Shan…” I signaled her to let go of me, I couldn’t bear to cum in her mouth. As my blood ran cold from the teasing, I pushed myself up and rolled over so that Shan was lying on the bed while I knelt between her legs. She smiled prettily, her long, snow-white legs lifted up in the air as the desire that was already rushing through her entered her unimpeded. I jerked and gasped, and her body contracted and quivered, making me completely like I was on a cloud.

I just felt like drifting and drifting again, finally like drifting into the middle of a completely unreal situation, exploding inside her. I don’t know how long it was before I gradually heard Sam’s heavy panting and felt myself crouching over her burning, soft torso. Realizing that she was out of her depth, I hastily rolled over onto my back and embraced her on my side, and we fell asleep embracing each other in complete contentment.

The next day when I woke up, I saw Shan standing naked in front of the mirror, her delicate and beautiful body curves by the morning light outlined a circle of faint halo, like a transcendent nymph. She turned her head sideways, combing the long hair pouring down like a waterfall, proudly towering breasts with the movement of her arm up and down slightly trembling, two nipples such as cherry still rose to seem to be open to anger, the light shines on her lower body, slim waist and plump upturned buttocks to form a beautiful arc, and has been stretching along the legs and slender ankles of the straight round, her face due to the love of the moisturizing last night, very glowing.

I looked dumbfounded, desire to rise again, gently get up, sneak up behind her, when she found me, I already from behind the whole child in her arms, one hand on her breast breasts, rubbing her nipples, the other hand gently caressing her satin-smooth delicate belly, murmured in her ear: “You’re so beautiful, I still want.”

She lifted her head and smiled delicately, “Slanderous cat, isn’t that enough?”

I kissed her neck and earlobes while saying, “Not enough, not even 10,000 times!”

She couldn’t speak, her hands unconsciously propped up on the desk, her white ass high in the air, as soon as my hand toweled her sensitive area, she cried out “mmmmmmmm”, and my hard erection instantly pierced the source of the love juice, and a wave of amusement rose from the depths of my soul.

She moaned and squirmed; I jerked and rubbed. She seemed like a boat on the verge of falling apart in a rough sea; I surged in again and again, she contracted again and again, and we collapsed on the carpet like two white fish chasing the waves, at the top.

I still get excited when I think back to that night at the Galaxy Hotel. It was the most committed and joyful night for Sam and I. There were no distractions in our love, we only knew the mingling of spirit and flesh.

I had sex with Sam and it started with her on the pill, we didn’t want anything to come between the two of us. Later, because the pill had an effect on her endocrine, I couldn’t bear it, so I had to wear a condom. I didn’t realize that one time it got her pregnant, and when I saw her come out of the abortion with a pale face, it was heartbreaking.

I secretly vowed to always be good to her in this life. Afterwards, there were many shadows in our lovemaking, fearing that she would get pregnant, and although we did have orgasms, they were not as enjoyable as that night.

Game of Desire (III)

Happy days always go by faster. It’s been a year and a half since I arrived in Shanghai. It was the era of the economic bubble, and all walks of life were filled with superficial prosperity. In that speculative atmosphere, people dreamed of becoming rich overnight, and the desire for money expanded people’s appetite like never before.

The futures industry was also developing rapidly, with many exchanges opening up all over the country at once, and every one of them was doing a thriving business, and it was thought that that was another shortcut to get rich quick, following the stock warrants. But for us practitioners, it was indeed an easy time to make money.

I was promoted to the company’s trading manager of the second department, the hand of the customer slowly more and more. In fact, for me, I earned before not more than other brokers, because I’m not good at speculation, moreover, I think speculation is a very short-sighted behavior, only efforts to let the customer’s account funds value-added, and ultimately brokers can get the biggest gains. Luckily, more than a year, my customers do not have a burst position, the first customer Liu Jun’s funds also turned over more than one. On the one hand, because of the reasons mentioned above, on the other hand, because I published articles in many economic magazines, which makes me in the futures world small and famous, and find customers is relatively easy.

Sam is doing very well too. However, she is a very independent and strong person, always unsatisfied with the status quo, dreaming of greater development, earn more money, can catch up with, or even exceed the standard of living of our rich clients. In fact, at that time, my monthly income has exceeded 10,000 yuan, and hers is also quite a lot, but she still feels that we are very poor, perhaps because we are usually in contact with some rich people!

Now, many years later, my income, including all kinds of dividends and investment income, is no less than a million dollars a year. Although I am not very rich, my standard of living is beyond the reach of most ordinary Chinese people, but if I had the chance to do it all over again, I would not choose the current path, I would rather find a steady job that is not too busy, as long as the income is not too bad. I would have preferred to find a steady job, not too busy, with a decent income, so that perhaps Shan and I could have gotten married and had children, like many people do, and lived a normal and comfortable life, and she would not have left me. Unfortunately, life is not hypothetical, but the real life has to face too many temptations, it makes our desire unlimited expansion. When reality is difficult to meet such desires, people will abandon all values, including the chastity of women.

Shan and I are very busy, working during the day, accompanied by customers at night to eat, drink and have fun, contact feelings and prying news, and then go home to study the market, calculating how to do a single. In addition to work, our mutual emotional communication is less and less.

For some time, she was trying to pull a very big client. The man’s name was Ding, and he used to be the head of a major state-run distribution enterprise. After going to sea, he became a semi-official pour and made a fortune in just a few years. I don’t know exactly how much money he had at the time, but he invested tens of millions of dollars in futures alone, which was a huge amount at the time. He became the object of competition among companies, at first, I do not think Shan can pull her, after all, she and I were still just young people at the beginning.

Suddenly one day, Shan really pulled him to our company to do, and entrusted Shan to be his agent. The company up and down the sensation, everyone is very envious of her, who do not know Shan in the end to make what magic. Its first account opening funds amounted to more than 10 million, according to the company’s regulations, Shan can have nearly 100,000 account opening incentives, and, every month next, she has a considerable commission income.

I remember the day she received her reward for opening an account and we celebrated by getting a room at the Jing’an Hilton. She did not seem very happy, but the sex was very crazy, after she cried a lot of tears. I thought she was having a hard time these days and tried to comfort her, but she cried more and more, and when I asked her why, she wouldn’t say.

Finally, one day, I learned the truth of the matter. It was a particularly cold winter in Shanghai that year, and it was about to be time for the annual vacation. The company’s efficiency is very good, in the Hilton banquet for all employees and customers, employees are very excited, each person has a heavy red envelope. After dinner, the company chartered the hotel ballroom dancing, Shan is naturally the ball of the red, many people asked her to dance, she did not refuse, one song after another. It was rare to see her so happy in many days…

Customers are usually not interested in such events, and many of them left, but for some reason, Ding and a few of his friends were still there. During the last song, I was going to dance with Shan, and Ding came up to invite her. I could tell that Shan hesitated, glanced toward me, and danced anyway. I was sitting alone on the couch when Li Yuhong came up, she was now my subordinate.

“Wu Yi, why don’t you dance?” Her voice was always whiny.

I gestured toward the dance floor, meaning that Shan and other people dance. She laughed and said, “You’re so smitten, can’t you dance with someone else?”

I also laughed in embarrassment: “Okay, don’t laugh at me, then I’ll ask you to dance.”

“Yeah!”

To be honest, Lee wasn’t very pretty, but she still exuded femininity that appealed to men, and I was a little distracted by her proud little breasts rubbing against me as I danced with my arm around her. I looked left and right to distract myself and saw Ding and Shan, Ding had her wrapped around him so tightly that his beer belly was pressed against her body. Seeing my own woman being hugged by someone else like that was a real bummer, and I wasn’t interested in dancing at all.

“Li, I just drank too much and I’m a little dizzy. I don’t want to dance anymore, okay?”

“Well!” Li nodded, she looked at me and then at Ding and Shan who were not far away and said with a smile, “Jealous?”

She and I returned to our seats, I took a big sip of tea, wishing the song would end earlier. Li added some boiling water to my cup, and suddenly came out with a sentence: “Yang Shan is a big beauty in our company, you have to keep an eye on her!” She said with a smile on her face, but I felt like there was something in her words.

I didn’t say anything. Lee usually joked with me about everything, but never about Sam or anything, and her words messed with my mind. I excused myself for being in a hurry and walked to the restroom, sobering up with the cold water, not wanting to ruin my otherwise good mood for the day. If only, I had gone out that little bit earlier, maybe things wouldn’t have gone the way they did later.

Just as I was about to go out, a few people walked in, and I recognized one of them as Ding’s assistant, Xiao Wang. He didn’t pay any attention to me, the others I didn’t recognize, probably Ding’s friends, they were all slightly drunk.

I heard their conversation.

“Xiao Wang, the young lady dancing with Mr. Ding, is she his agent? Good looking!” A man said.

“Nonsense, or would Ding have let her do it?”

“Too bad I’m not a pretty woman!” Another interjected.

“It’s a pretty woman who also has to be willing to take it off!”

┅┅

With that, a few of them laughed indulgently.

My head was spinning, my blood was rushing, and my brain was buzzing. Usually, the company has some rumors about Shan, I don’t care too much, I believe Shan, think it’s just people’s jealousy. However, from Wang, it is particularly harsh, Wang is always following Ding, Ding can not hide anything from him. Although, he did not directly say it, the implication, has been very obvious.

I couldn’t listen to what they were saying and immediately wanted to rush up and beat them up. On second thought, they may be drunken words, I don’t have to take it too seriously. I kept reassuring myself, but I was getting more and more annoyed, and a little bit of Sam came to my mind. In my head, a voice is saying: you should trust Shan, she is so good to you; another Xiao Wang’s horrible voice is also hammering me.

I don’t know how I got home with Sam afterward, I must have looked awful. She was so gentle, she thought I was drunk, and when I got home, she had to put me to bed. I couldn’t hold back any longer and suddenly grabbed her by the shoulders and looked at her with my eyes: “Sam, tell me, did you and Ding ever…?”

Her face became bloodless all of a sudden. She was stumped for a long time by my words. My heart ached, and my instincts told me that things weren’t good.

“Come on!” I became rough. How I wanted to hear a negative answer, or else I really wouldn’t be able to bear it.

She remained silent, tears already welling up in her eye frames.

My heart softened a bit, and my tone softened a lot: “I heard Wang and the others say very unpleasant things, so… I want to hear your answer.”

She remained silent. She never lied to me, I wouldn’t care what anyone else said as long as she said a negative answer. But I was wrong, she didn’t answer, she turned around and dropped on the couch and cried silently.

I’d never seen her cry so hard before, and I knew something had to be going on that I didn’t want.

My heart was bleeding, I didn’t continue to press her for an answer, I just smoked hard. Neither of us slept that night, sitting face to face on the couch, and I had a feeling that my days of loving her and me were gone.

The next day at work, I had been groggy when my cell phone rang. It was Sam’s call, she had left the office in the afternoon and I had no idea where she was going.

“Yi, I love you, so I don’t want to cheat on you…” I could tell that she was desperately trying to suppress herself so as to sound calm. But her first words were a death sentence: “I had an affair with Ding, and that was the price for Ding coming here for a year…” She finally cried.

“…” I felt the sky spinning. There was a sob inside the phone, and it was clear that her words had been well thought out, and she must have had a fierce mental struggle before deciding to tell me.

“Originally… I wanted… to forget, to pretend that nothing had happened, that we were still the same as before… but I couldn’t… I couldn’t…”

“Shan… I don’t care, I… let’s forget… go back to the old days…” I cried too, the first time I’ve cried since I grew up. In fact, last night I made the decision that I was willing to forgive her as long as she had merely stumbled by accident. Because I love her and really can’t believe what it would be like without her.

“It’s impossible to forget… I can’t lie to you, to myself… This incident will become a shadow that can’t be erased from our relationship… Let’s… let’s… break up! Perhaps this is… the best relief.” She stopped crying and sounded very calm.

“No…” I screamed in my mind, but my mouth said nothing.

“I’m at home now, I’ll be leaving soon, I’ve asked Xiao Chen to forward my resignation to Mr. Zhang… I won’t be coming back… You don’t have to look for me… I’ve had a very happy time with you… I’m a vain person… and I know that I’ve hurt you. I won’t forgive myself… Goodbye!” She hung up the phone.

I went home like crazy and she was gone, having tidied up the house before she left. She had taken her things and some of the group photos that had witnessed our love. I don’t know how I spent the next few days, it was like the end of the world. Her cell phone was off, her friends didn’t know where she was, and I thought she must have left the city.

During the Spring Festival I went to a trip to her hometown, she left on the second day of the year, listening to her parents said she went to Hainan, what a company, I heard, the heart of the cool half a load, because the company I had heard of, as if it is a subsidiary of Ding, do real estate. I also put an end to the idea of finding her, and even a little hate her up, to Ding is more eager to break him into pieces.

Ding soon stopped working for our company after the Spring Festival. I had a ridiculous idea at that time that I would beat him in the futures market and make him lose all his money. This idea was purely a TV plot. In fact, Ding had been doing very well in the futures market, and later became one of the famous big traders, calling the shots, and many people got rich on his back, and the one who made him unlucky in the end was Zhu Mangji. At that time, the futures were subjected to severe rectification, the transaction shrinkage, Ding illegally arbitrage huge amount of foreign exchange, want to transfer assets to foreign countries, by the government strict investigation, do not know where to escape to.

Over the years, I’ve heard some news about Shan, but I haven’t met her. Last year, I finally got in touch, she went to the University of Hawaii, graduated and moved to the U.S. It was like a lifetime ago when I talked to her on the phone. She is not married, I do not know if she has a boyfriend, I have an urge to get back together with her. But I knew that she and I would never be the same again. After all, we’ve all been through so much over the years, and we’ve both matured and become more worldly.

In a way, I am now becoming the same ding I was back then, just not as rich as he was. I’ve also had many times where I’ve used money to buy sex. And I’ve learned to do whatever it takes for my own gain. When I, as an institutional trader, help the rich cheat small and medium retail investors of their hard-earned money, I am not disturbed at all. I know that the world does not sympathize with the weak. The strong have the power of speech, the advantage of resources, and they are always the winners. I must be one of them, or at least their accomplice.

Big Little Lies deconstructs everything noble and meaningful, not love. That’s not because love can’t be deconstructed, but because we need to deceive ourselves and give ourselves some comfort. Anyone, when you have the ability and the opportunity to towel into a great temptation, love is extremely fragile, like the hidden door of Milan Kundera.

In the months when she first left, I was all out of ideas and just used my job to anesthetize myself, trying to earn more money to maintain my self-esteem. It was the lowest period of my mood, but there were two people who helped me a lot, one was Liu Jun and the other was Li Yuhong.

After Shan left, I gradually had a lot more contact with my colleagues, and slowly realized that there were a lot of cute things in Li’s character, however, she and I still had an ordinary coworker relationship. I was, at that time, very disappointed in the girl and could not possibly fall in love with anyone. Moreover, although Lee was cheeky as a vase on the surface, in fact, her real heart was hard for others to pry into, and she knew how to find a balance between utilizing her feminine charms and protecting herself.

In order to get myself back together and forget the past, I asked my coworkers to help me find a new house to live in.

One day, Lee told me that she had a friend who was leaving the country and the house was for rent. After work, she accompanied me to see the house. The house was not far from the company and next to the campus of East China Normal University. I was very satisfied and decided to rent it on the spot.

Lee was happy too and pouted for a treat, which of course I had no objection to. Invited her to dinner, and bowling, a night she was very excited, from time to time to laugh with flowers. By her sense of leakage, my mood is also much better.

While playing, she took off her jacket, a tight wool sheath dress outlined her curvy, curvaceous figure, and I froze for a moment. Sam had been gone for almost three months, and I had been so immersed in the moments with her that once I relaxed a little, my physical desires couldn’t help but creep up on me.

“What are you looking at, colorful!” She hit a full-center and was excited to give me a high five when she realized I was staring at her. Actually, she was joking, but I was so embarrassed that I made a thief’s vague comment.

It was getting late, so I offered to take her back, and she didn’t object.

She lives not too far away, we slowly walk over, talking and laughing along the way. She and I were in the same year, from Sichuan to Shanghai to study, and now speaks Shanghainese very well, even in Mandarin with some Shanghainese accent. I seldom and she in non-work occasions alone, is also the first time to say so much. I don’t usually see, she knows a lot, and a lot of words are very insightful. Like me, she likes the songs of Luo Dayou and Cui Jian as well as American jazz, and the novels of Milan Kundera and Duras.

I was slightly warmed up by the spring chill. She lives in an old new village built in the seventies in Shanghai, with lots of big growing trees. Occasionally, couples cuddled together under the shadow of the dimly lit trees, adding a bit of warmth to the early spring chill.

“Here it is.” She pointed to a building in front of her.

“Won’t you invite me to sit down?”

“A lone man and a lone woman, it’s against the old rules!?”

“I can’t believe you’re still closed! Well, I’m off, go to bed early.”

“WU Yi…” Her voice called out to me when I hadn’t taken more than a few steps.

“What, changed your mind? You want to invite me to sit down? But let me tell you, I’m no Willow!”

I took the opportunity to poke fun at her, not having too many qualms about talking to her anyway.

She hesitated for a moment. It wasn’t her style, and I was surprised when she broke into a run, and her whole body flung itself into my arms, hugging me tightly. For a moment, I was caught off guard and almost fell. Although through the thick coat, I can still feel her passionate fleshy body, it opened the door of my body’s desire.

She was a head shorter than me and I had to pick her up to kiss her. When I just touched her soft, sensual lips, for some reason, she firmly refused. Her small body actually had so much strength that she freed herself from my arms. Her round face was red, and her rapid panting had clouded it with a white mist, making it impossible for me to see her eyes.

She took a few steps back as if nothing was wrong. “See you tomorrow!” As soon as she said that, she flew away as if she were running away, leaving me in the sluggish cold wind. I really don’t know what goes on in a girl’s mind!

When I saw her again after work, I was a little unnatural, but she was still talking and laughing. It was a weekend in the middle of May, and all of us in the department had agreed to go on a vacation to the East and West mountains in Suzhou. We were all very excited on Friday, but on Saturday morning it started raining heavily… I was the organizer, so naturally I had to wait for everyone at the agreed location.

People kept calling to say they weren’t going, and in the end, only two or three people showed up, including Li Yuhong. We had to cancel our vacation and hit the road home. Lee and I were traveling the same way and took the same cab. We were both a bit downcast and muffled.

“Why don’t you and I go?” I was actually joking to liven things up.

“Really?” I didn’t realize she took it seriously, and joy rippled across her face.

“As long as you want to! Of course it’s true.” I went along with it. It should be nice to hang out with her, I thought to myself.

“Yes, yes, let’s go!” She was happy as a child.

We bargained with the driver on the spot to take us to Suzhou. More than two hours of traveling, at first there was talking and laughing, and finally she would actually fall asleep, softly leaning on me. With the bumps of the car, her full peaks from time to time pressed on my arm, making me itchy in my heart, but can not make too much of it, can only talk to the driver master to distract attention.

At that time, the West Mountain Taihu Bridge had not yet been built, and we had to take a boat to get to West Mountain, so we decided to stay at the East Mountain Hotel.

It is built on a hill next to Taihu Lake, next to a classical garden in an elegant setting.

The rain gradually stopped, we are too lazy to go far, climbed to the top of the hill where the hotel, where there is a villa-style presidential room, it is said that later Jiang Zemin came a few times. Next to the villa is a piece of artificial green space, in such a small hill there is such a piece of green space, it is a unique flavor. Li and I leaned against the railing, excitedly pointing and gesturing.

As the saying goes, the beauty of Taihu Lake is in the water of Taihu Lake, and it is true to its name. Rain has just stopped, the lake surface of the smoky waves rose bursts of white mist, around the distant green mountains and islands, like a fairyland. Heavy rain washed the whole Dongshan town especially emerald green, the kind of green, as if at any time will drip out of the water. It happened to be the season of loquat ripening, and the air was filled with the sweet flavor. This kind of environment is really refreshing for us who have been living in the city for a long time.

“I wish I was a bird!” Lee opened her arms in a flying motion, like a scene from the later movie Titanic, and I wondered if Spielberg had gotten his inspiration from her? She was wearing a T-shirt, the hem of which was bunched up in her jeans, and when her arms were raised, they exposed the contours of her brute waist and ample breasts, and you could vaguely see the traces of her bra straps.

“I’ll push you off and you’ll fly.” I put my hands on her waist and pretended to push her off. She didn’t seem to mind my intimate gesture, “Then I’ll have to pull you down too!” Her hand retracted and grabbed mine, very soft to the touch and slightly sweaty.

This action was like an encouragement to me, I got bold and violently took her in my arms from behind. Having learned my lesson from last time, this time I made a very strong effort lest she break free.

To my surprise, she didn’t struggle and seemed stunned by my behavior and didn’t move a muscle. About a few minutes later, we kissed passionately. Although it was the first time I kissed her, it was as if we were already very familiar with each other.

She obviously had some experience, and I could feel the stirring of her neediness. After all, she was a mature woman of twenty-four.

I dared to put my hand inside her dress, close to her skin, and gradually moved upward from her waistline. When I reached the bottom edge of her breasts, I couldn’t wait to take them in my hands, and realized that they were even bigger than they looked from the outside, and even with my hand as wide as I could open it, I could only get about two thirds of them back! While kissing her, my hand rubbed her chest, in my palm full of softness, and she in the heat of the kiss, occasionally unconsciously spit out a few humming, and her body also more involuntary wriggling.

“Go back!” I said after the passionate kiss.

She nodded, and we both knew what “going back” meant, and our mutual desires were exposed.

Downhill, we took the hotel’s outdoor escalator, I wrapped my arms around her waist, she leaned her head on my arm, as if it was already a couple that could not be separated. We have been silent, because all the words have been redundant, through the thin clothes coming from the dense girl body odor intoxicated me.

Her room and mine were next to each other, and when I took out my key tag and opened the door to my room, she hesitated and trembled slightly: “I… I…” I took her in my arms and pressed my lips gently against her vermilion lips. In an instant, she panicked and threw her head back, trying to break free, but her body was held tightly by my arms. body was held tightly by my arms and she couldn’t move. Then, one of my hands was already pressed on the young girl’s full breasts, and an electrifying numbness quickly spread all over my body. The first time, she started to kiss me back. The first time, she started to kiss me back. The first time, she started to kiss me with her lips, and then the tip of her tongue came together. Her lips are so soft and fragrant, we kissed oblivious, she always closed her beautiful eyes, listening to me to pick her up, carried into the room.

We woke up from a passionate kiss poured with infinite passion, she was already too limp to move half a step, her arms hooked around my neck, her hot face resting on my chest.

I lifted her head, kissed her clean forehead, carefully examined her. Round face Chu Chu moving, Ω-shaped short hair, two cheeks scarlet, eyes pulse, Zhu lips bright, neck slender, breast full and erect. The Marco Polo team is the best in the world, and the Marco Polo team is the best in the world, and the Marco Polo team is the best in the world, and the Marco Polo team is the best in the world.

I wrapped my arms around the soft jade and kissed her fragrant soft hair, her full firm breasts marled softly against my lower chest, while her belly was pressed powerfully against my male swollen desire. She was already in a state of ecstasy, and raising her head, with closed eyes, she brought her lips to mine, and we kissed deeply and long.

This time I kissed her very gently, as if I was afraid of breaking her. I tongued her slim, smooth neck and the bare skin of her arms again with infinite gentleness, and she tilted her head back, her little mouth slightly open, moaning softly. I gently rubbed her breasts while I slipped her T-shirt from bottom to top.

Now that all that was left of her upper body was a crumpled plain bra, I finally got a glimpse of her huge breasts that were easy to fantasize about, such that they seemed a bit out of proportion to her tiny body. Her skin was slightly dark, yet very smooth. I licked her silky skin, lingering on the bra as she began to pant sharply, her petite body rolling in confusion. I ran my hands down her bare back, undid the clasp of her bra, and when my mouth took the cherry on her breast, she cried out. I thought I’d hurt her and let her go.

She seemed to be shivering with cold, trembling breasts clamped in a deep cleavage, where a piece of jade hangs. The room was surprisingly quiet, as if we could hear each other’s heartbeats. She subconsciously tried to cover her breasts with her hands, but I easily picked her up, lifted the bedspread, and placed her heavily on the bed.

I undressed myself quickly, she looked at me bravely, gathered her loose hair, her proudly looming breasts fluttered slightly up and down with the movement of her arms, her jewel-like nipples were half-exposed and half-sunken nestled in the areola, her slim waist and plump upturned buttocks formed a graceful arc all the way along to her upturned and rounded legs and slender ankles.

I didn’t remove my panties right away, and she saw my thick, hard erection holding up a huge tent, and her breath began to catch again, lowering her head and fleeing her eyes from me. I stretched my body and lay down next to her, my passionate and hungry web opening up around her as she turned on her side and my hands went under her armpits, closing over the-soft breasts and holding her tightly in my arms, my chest pressed against her smooth back. The firm skin of my legs was touching her, and the squeeze of my ribs shot hot sweetness into her breasts. That sweetness melts her, and her gasps turn into soft moans.

I cupped a breast in one hand and drew circles with my fingertips, either lightly or heavily, from the outside to the inside, all the way up to the nipple, which was already slightly protruding, and my mouth licked her earlobe from the side. Passion had wrapped itself around her, springing to life, and she twisted her body, her delicate hands gripping my skeleton in a death grip, her small, arched hips grinding against the front of my erection.

Burning with lust, I increased the strength of my hands, squeezing her tender breasts violently, then turned and pressed myself against her so that she was lying prone. I ran my tongue slowly down the undulating curve of the back. Hands also went from her breasts to her lower back, undoing her pants. She was cooperative, curling her legs, and I easily traversed to get her pants down. I reached into her lacy panties, stopping at the slightly moist grass, and both gently removed her panties.

My hands and tongue burned like a red-hot iron wherever I touched her. Her waist twisted fiercely, like dancing embers. My face was pressed against her buttocks, and I gently but firmly parted her legs, exposing the maiden’s most secret forest to my eyes, and in the grass-covered center, the poncho door was already slightly open. I licked the inner roots of her thighs very gently, the sweet odor making my heart flutter.

I purposely didn’t towel her argyle, just attacked it with my hot breath. She murmured a language I didn’t understand. I had melted the last vestiges of her shyness, all of her sensory organs were awakened, and her soft, fleshy body was plucked like a string.

She arched her spine and collapsed helplessly again as I kissed my way down the inside of her jade leg, unable to stop my hands from massaging her ass. When my lips toweled down to her slender ankles, not realizing where was her sensitive area, she shuddered like an electric shock and moaned loudly as if overwhelmed.

I got off the bed and stood at the end of it lifting one of her legs and taking her toes in my mouth and sucking on them, she rolled over in excitement, her jade hands pressed against her breasts, her face filled with a look of ecstasy. I slowly removed the last bit of my own barriers, my male androgynous nude body displayed before her, my dick standing tall, thick as a pillar, hard as iron, at the moment for her it was the king’s scepter, waiting for its thunderous blow.

As if sucked up by me, she knelt on the bed, wrapping her lotus-root jade arms around my body, her hot face pressed against my chest, my dick scarfing up her deep cleavage. Her hands raked down my back, leaving deep nail marks as she caressed my firm, smooth ass, feeling my overwhelming urge.

I lowered her down and leaned over to kiss her soft, high breasts, which were like rich pears, contrasting sharply with her slender waist. My licking and sucking made her nipples stand out proudly, as if attracted by a powerful magnet, and she stretched back to take in my caresses. I pressed her hips harder, bringing them closer to my lower back, her rounded legs parting to clamp down on my waist as she leaned back further and further, her soft black hair spreading on the bed, beads of sweat beading on her scarlet face.

I swooped up that youthful, resilient flesh and fell back onto the bed, where we clung together, feet, thighs, hips, breasts, and faces melting together. I caressed her smooth, soft skin as I kissed her, the tip of my tongue starting at her cheek and running down one side of her curvy body to her lovely calves, and then along the other side to the center of the petals. I licked at her oozing love juices, and licked over her flat, warm belly, her inflamed nipples, and her smooth, slender neck.

She searched and finally found my lips and never let go of the tight kiss. At the same time, her quivering, beautiful flesh began to rub and rub. Her legs were spread wide, and she arched her back in excitement and kept undulating. I felt as if the thick, soft sheep’s grass was underneath me, the wind blowing from the distant fields whistled in my ears, and the center of the flower seemed to be the black hole that drew me in. And my thick stubby top in the mouth of her flower room, is leaping, immediately want to break through the barrier, straight into the dragon gate. Her petals had parted slightly to contain my sharp front peak.

Her panting became more and more rapid, and she seemed to be in a hurry to erupt like a volcano. Her lotus-root-like arms rose up, and her slender hands grabbed my shoulders. I crouched down, hugged her tightly, and became one with her in the sound of her heavenly wailing.

At this moment I was going to give vent to months of pent up desire and thrust myself at this lovely young girl, a wild, wanton smile flashing across my face. She let me roam freely as I charged, meandered and raided, turned over and gently pumped. We changed positions as we made love, and she was so perceptive that, although she didn’t have a lot of experience, she was able to pick up on the slightest hint from me. We worked together seamlessly, like fish out of water.

Her soul danced amidst the fireworks, and the passion she contributed transformed into a beautiful spring flower. Unconsciously, her fingers sank deep into my back, I felt the pain, but realized her intoxication even more; in order to ascend to heaven hand in hand with her, I accelerated my rhythm, and in the last sprint, we were swimming in the climax of pleasure together.

Chestnut still wouldn’t let go of her tired body, and we hugged each other to death and let the aftermath of the pleasure drift. The entire time we were making love, we didn’t say a word except for moans.

“Tired?” I asked her. That’s for sure, we didn’t eat for lunch! I painfully caressed her sweaty forehead. Yuhong nodded feebly, her dry lips wriggled, but she couldn’t make a sound.

“Want some water?” I watched her purse her lips and guessed what was on her mind.

She nodded and I immediately jumped off the bed and poured her a glass of water up. She reached for the glass of water, but realized that every finger was still intoxicated by the pleasure and didn’t want to wake up. I took a sip of water as if I understood and thoughtfully nursed it into her mouth.

The cold water moisturized her tired body and detached her parched voice to finally be able to let out a sigh: “You’re so strong.”

I smiled and shook my head, deliberately saying, “Am I being rude?”

“No!” She blurted out, biting her finger coyly, her voice as low as a whisper, “Actually… I feel good…”

The corners of my eyes and the tops of my eyebrows all raised in delight at her words, and suddenly, I bent down to pick up her naked body.

“Ah!” She exclaimed, “You…”

“You’re tired, aren’t you? Take a bath, get some sleep, and we’ll go out to dinner.” I carried her into the bathroom and filled a tub of water before gently setting her in.

“Oh… yes!” She shuddered, reaching for the body lotion. “I’ll do it.” I took a towel, pressed some body wash onto it, and rubbed it with hot water to create a soft lather.

“Huh?” She watched as I scrubbed her naked body with a towel in my hand. I’m going to help her bathe, but it amazes her so much that she can’t speak.

“Did I push too hard?”

Yuhong shook her head vigorously. I scrubbed her gently, not only cleaning her body, but even her ten toes were taken care of with all the care and attention.

I helped her take a bath and carried her to bed. Lying on the soft bed, her passion subsided a little, and with a hint of approval on her face, she said, “You’re also very gentle.”

As a man, he is naturally very pleased to hear such praise. Often heard people say: men are sex animals, while women want is love. Many men are only gentle in bed, and when they are satisfied, they either fall asleep or get up to do their thing. Yuhong is not an innocent girl, she has had sexual experience, but all women need gentleness, and gentleness is a must in order to have a real fish-out-of-water relationship with a girl. I try to do this as much as I can, though not always.

Yuhong and I spent two unforgettable days in East West Mountain. Strangely enough, she refused to sleep in the same room with me at night, even after we had kissed each other. After returning to Shanghai, we resumed our relationship as colleagues, as if the trip to Suzhou was a dream. I approached her several times, but she refused for various reasons. I later learned that she actually has a boyfriend studying abroad, and she is looking forward to going abroad and meeting him.

In the fall of that year, I jumped ship to another company, then was sent to Beijing as a branch manager, and my contact with her dwindled. Many years later, I saw her again, and she was already a mom, visibly blossoming. I wondered if her eventual marriage partner was her former boyfriend.

Game of Desire (IV)

When I went to Beijing, I was nominally the general manager of a branch office, but in fact, there were not many people underneath and not many clients.

The company has rented a few office buildings near the capital, and I’m staying at the Olympic Hotel for the time being. Although in the end can open the situation, I have no bottom at all. I just turned twenty-five years old, at such an age to be given the responsibility of being the only one, will always make people hesitant. Mr. Wang, the company’s general manager, was probably interested in me because I was able to bring a few clients from my original company to Beijing, who were interested in the trading varieties of the Beihai Stock Exchange. I later learned that he had another reason, because I was young and easier to control.

This is my second time in Beijing. When I first came here, it always reminds me of the time I spent in Beijing with Shan in 1989. I live near the Zizhu Garden, which I visited with Shan that year, but things are different now, which is very sad.

Since Shan left, I only had sex with Yuhong a couple of times on the Suzhou trip, besides that there were no other girls. Desire would torment me in the dead of night, I’m not a conservative person, and I would like to go over to a prostitute, but I have to know that it’s not easy for a person to take that step, besides, there is still a yearning for a good love left in my heart; I don’t want to look for another girlfriend, I’m afraid of being hurt once again.

I love the late fall in Beijing, when the sky is high and the clouds are clear. It’s not like Shanghai, where the hot days are just over and then winter comes all of a sudden. I’m a northerner and I like to have four distinct seasons so that I can appreciate the flow of the years. However, I don’t like the political atmosphere that pervades Beijing, just like the city’s architecture, which gives people the impression of being big, as if everything is designed to show some kind of exaltation and greatness, and lacks the concept of being human-centered. I like a refined, comfortable and considerate environment. In this regard, I am like a southerner.

The company has an old Duke King for me to use. I just learned how to drive, and sometimes I drove out with my classmates in Beijing. They envied me for not having graduated for a few years and making a good living, which made me a bit smug. However, most of the time, I was with clients.

There is a customer named Chen Xiaoyun, who came with me to Beijing. He was a big fat man in his thirties, and his speech was particularly yellow. I live with him in a hotel, natural contact is also the most. Listen to him, he said, he did real estate in Hainan, made a fortune, and then retired, and later proved to be very wise. With the money, he will be outside to spend the day, his wife divorced him, his daughter with his wife. He always told me about his affair, like a big brother to guide me, said what while young to play more and so on, let me listen to the heart itchy.

He often takes me to Beijing’s pleasure houses. And Miss flirting I can, to move the real, I still a little bit can not let go. He didn’t force me to be happy. Until one day, probably to Beijing almost two months, I came to a nightclub with him.

It was a high-class entertainment place that we visited, and there were often modeling shows and such. I remember I didn’t get a single new client, but I did make a lot of money on my own. Private account for the first time on the 500,000, that is in my mind is not a small amount. I’m not sure if you’ve got a lot of money, but I think I’ve got a lot of guts, and I’ve got a lot of desire to do it.

As soon as the girls appeared on the stage, there was a chorus of applause. Said Cherry is a fashion model is somewhat inaccurate, said they are the body model will not be anyone has objections, they are wearing a display of tropical style clothing, time and time again out of the carcass of their youthful breath to the audience as much as possible to bare. Long legs like a flashlight shining late at night lonely men who do not return to the heart of the room; autumn wave flashing eyes to convey the same energy as the current, so that the men under the stage trembling; called the beautiful face like the moon as unforgettable.

There was a girl with a tall, plump figure, skin as white as snow, and long, flirty, big wavy hair. Those beautiful eyes, when you look at her, you seem to think that she is also looking at you in a pulsating way. Her look attracted me, and I couldn’t stop looking at her, especially when she came out in a three-pointed style, my eyes couldn’t wait to penetrate her thin layer of cloth.

“Got your eye on that lady?” Chen asked me. Men always feel the same way when it comes to women.

I smiled and didn’t comment. I thought to myself that they were models, not desk girls, so what can I do if I just look at them?

Chen seems to have read my mind, with a bad smile on his face: “I can’t imagine that a pure-hearted young man has also moved to the heart of spring! Do you want me to help you?”

“Yeah, I’d like to see you do that.” His teasing made me a little uncomfortable and I shot back at him.

“Really! It’s just a little more money, don’t you dare back out then! I’ll treat you to a taste today.”

Before I could answer, he got up and called the foreman over, with whom he seemed to be acquainted.

He asked, “Do they come out?”

The foreman said, “I don’t know, this group just arrived, it might be a little difficult.”

When he heard this, he casually slipped the foreman a hundred dollars and said, “That’s the one, and the girl with the black mole at the corner of her mouth in the back. You go and ask, the price is good.”

The foreman said he’d give it a try and left with the money. After a program, he came over and said to Chan with a big smile, “It’s done, but it’s a bit expensive… do you think…?”

“How much?”

“Three thousand each to accompany the night.”

“Fuck, it’s not a virgin, why is it so expensive?” Chen looked at me, then said: “For the sake of my brother, this price!”

After the foreman left, Chen winked at me and said, “How’s it going? It’s done!”

I really didn’t think it would be that easy and couldn’t help but marvel at the greatness of money. If I towel to that pretty girl on the street, beat me to death, I do not believe that out of three thousand dollars can be on her. I do not know how much money in the end, I used to want to miss the table, singing, drinking, usually give a tip of two or three hundred, happy when there are four or five hundred, this time I really a little apprehensive.

After a slight hesitation, a split second really, I thought about it a lot, my mind was a little excited and a little messed up. In the end, desire overcame, what the hell, isn’t that how everyone plays? What am I even pretending to be serious about! I consoled myself.

Chen and I each gave a bouquet of flowers to the models we had our eyes on, and the girl with the mole Chen had his eye on even looked toward us, her eyes electric, wild and sexy.

After the show, they came. The one I had my eye on was called Ying Ying, and the other was called Mong Mong. We went out for a late-night snack…

I drove the Duke King, and Ying Ying was unbelievably wonderful sitting in the seat beside me. Outside the window, the wind was blowing, the night was beautiful, and the lights were blooming. I looked at her from the corner of my eye, and she bloomed quietly beside me like a flower.

As seen in the reflector, Chen and Meng Meng have become as close as a couple.

Like an inexperienced young teacher, I was a little nervous, and I talked about the content of the lesson in ten minutes: “How old are you?”, “When did you come here?” “When did you come here?” “Where is your family from?”

…and she told me, like a new student, “Eighteen.” “Just arrived.” “From Harbin.” And…

Chen and Mengmeng sitting in the back seat of the car looking up and whispering, sometimes laughing. I said, “What are you laughing at?”

Chen said, “Are you interrogating a prisoner?”

Monk laughed even louder. I was very embarrassed and laughed to myself, “Yeah! Yes! I used to be a cop!” Yingying also “giggled” a little laugh, the smile through the girl’s charming.

Chen said, “Let me tell you a story!”

“What if you’ve had enough to drink? Take them to a dance club; what if they’re sweaty? What to do when you’re sweaty? Shake it off in the sauna; what to do when you’re done? What to do when you’re done? Press a lady; what to do when you’re in the mood? What should I do after I’m done? Find a big spender to do some math; what to do after that? Change the program…”

Meng Meng heard, straight to the laughter of the flower branch shaking breathless, a pair of pink fists in the body of Chen chaotic pounding. Chen was very pleased, to get an inch, want Meng Meng kiss him as a reward. Meng Meng refused, also read a limerick: “Drinking changed to use a bowl, gifts with public funds, male and female relations, no one to control, but also said that the social atmosphere has fundamentally improved.”

I’d actually heard all of this before and just laughed dryly along with them, it must have looked ridiculous. During the snack, the four of us made jokes in a nonchalant way, and the two girls easily let out bright giggles, like fireworks suddenly bursting into bloom on a silent night, so eye-catching and brilliant. It was soon midnight and we drove back to our place with the two girls.

“Do you often bring girls here?” Entering the room, a wry smile spread across Ying Ying’s face.

“What do you think? Is it important?” I pretended to be sophisticated and returned the question to her.

To be honest, at this moment, I was nervous as hell. Still a little reactive to sleeping with a girl I’d only known for a few hours, I lit a cigarette and sat on the couch to hide my panic.

She took off her down trench coat, and inside was a tight black thin woolen dress that wrapped around her pretty figure. She was about one meter seven or more, her legs were very slender, and she seemed to be taller than me. She saw that I did not do anything, so she walked up in style, sat on my lap, and did not say anything.

“Ying Ying, you have a nice scent on you.” I gently rubbed her delicate pink neck. Her skin color gave a complexion reminiscent of a newborn baby, and the graceful curve from her neck to her fragrant shoulders was without the slightest reverie.

“Chanel No. 19, do you like it?”

I was in shock. I had also bought Shan a bottle of Chanel No. 19 once! It was for her birthday and she was very, very happy. “Uh, nice!” I agreed haphazardly, continuing to kiss her neck lightly with my lips.

“You’re tickling me with your kisses!” Ying Ying laughed and begged for forgiveness, while hugging me tightly on my back. I stopped kissing her neck and stroked her long hair, and the two of us looked into each other’s eyes… Ying Ying gently lifted her long, thin fingers and stroked my cheek softly: “The scruff on your face is so sexy…”

Honestly, I don’t know what’s so sexy about Hoagie, I think she might be trying to please me and tease me.

“Kiss me…” Her eyes were downcast, her lips slightly blooming like a budding rose. We kissed so deeply and so obliviously, confirming each other’s presence with our intertwined tongues.

After a few minutes of kissing, she said, “I’m going to take a shower.”

Her words hit me squarely in the face, and I did need a little time to sort myself out.

When she went in, I looked at myself in front of the mirror and realized that I had her lipstick smeared all over my face, it was a very funny look. I wiped my face with tissue paper and asked myself, “Is it really me in the mirror? It all seemed like a wet dream.

The sound of water in her bathroom reminded me that this wasn’t a dream, and I quickly undressed myself, stripping down to my shorts, before getting under the covers. The sound of the water hitting her body tempted me immensely, and my mind pictured her now, my dick standing up without me realizing it.

It didn’t take long for her to come out, wearing a bath towel. As she walked to the bed, she naturally uncovered the towel, her face very calm, as if we had been a couple for years.

When she came under the covers, she stuck to me like a snake, and just by the feel of it, I was sure she was really naked!

That skin is really cold and smooth, maybe it’s because I grew up infused with the ice and snow of Harbin, I feel myself trembling slightly, and I seem to be able to hear the sound of blood gurgling. For most of the year, I have not had such contact with a girl, and my physical desire is naturally very strong. Very strange, I actually do not particularly want to enter her immediately, I like lying on the surface of the rippling lake, let the cold lake water lapping my body.

She was a little surprised and asked me: “You’re not a virgin, are you?” I was amused by her words, all of a sudden relaxed a lot, I said: “Yes! And you are the first time.”

She laughed too. Only when she laughed did she have that dainty eighteen year old girl look.

She climbed on top of me, twisting and rubbing her body, her tender and soft body slowly teased my fire, she not only kissed me from top to bottom, but also caressed me gently with her hands. Her two breasts were like inverted bellows, and the tips of her breasts were very skillfully moistening me, so I could see that she was trying to make me comfortable. For a girl like that, three thousand dollars wasn’t too expensive.

She kissed me very carefully, not missing anything about me. Her delicate hand reached into my underwear, took hold of the thick erection, and gently squeezed it… She looked up and winked, saying, “You’re so big!” I didn’t know if she was telling the truth or not, but her words still gave me a sense of male pride. She then lowered her head and used her mouth to remove my underwear a little bit, and then, she took my long dormant and poised erection into her mouth.

Her tongue teased it from time to time, and when she looked up, her sly grin was evident in her eyes.

She sucked and licked gently, sometimes swallowing, sometimes nibbling. I took it from her, and it was as if our roles were misplaced and I was the female! But it was a wonderful feeling. I didn’t need to worry too much about what she was feeling, my whole body and mind were feeling the bursts of pleasure she was giving me. My whole body was soothed and relaxed, as if I were on a cloud.

Finally, I was not to be outdone. I arched my back, by which time the covers had long since rolled aside. I began to caress her breasts, which were already quite full, and were even harder to fill as she was prone. With great effort, I slipped my right hand underneath her and slowly wandered from her ass to the outer perimeter of her udder, probing my fingers in and out of her warm, soft peach orchard hole.

“Oooo… Oooo…” she moaned as she held my part, unable to let go of the pleasure. While my right hand kept thrusting in and out of her hole, my left hand certainly didn’t forget to keep caressing her soft breasts.

She let go of me and with her free hand, went to grab the small bag on the nightstand. I was amazed at what she wanted to reach for when she pulled a condom out of it and expertly opened it up. I was amazed by what she did next, she actually used her mouth to help me put it on, I hadn’t expected her mouth to be so flexible!

“Want me!” She said exuberantly. I immediately kissed her exuberantly as well, her mouth full of my scent.

Saying that, Ying Ying got up and straddled me, aligned her position and guided me into her already flooded flower room, her mouth let out a sigh of being filled. First, she slowly pumped up and down, feeling the friction with each other, then she twisted her flexible waist, moving back and forth and rotating, the posture was like an Indian woman dancing belly dance. Raising her eyes, her hair fluttered, eyes slightly closed, one hand holding her breasts, one hand pressed on me, the wonderful sound from the intersection.

She was only eighteen, and eighteen is still tender, and the feeling she gave me was girlish, and that tight pincer feeling that only a teenager can have made my heart flutter in a paroxysm. My mind drifted back to Shan, as if the girl in front of me was Shan.

This made me even more excited, and I tried to relax myself, but the sensation was getting stronger and stronger, as if it was going to explode. I hastily pressed her waist and signaled her to stop for the moment, Ying Ying knowingly stopped. After a few moments, I regulated my nerves and felt better, lifting my waist and stock, I charged at her. Perhaps due to the fact that I was too nervous just now, my dick was surprisingly a bit tired, and its hardness was not as good as it used to be.

“What’s wrong with you?” She felt it too.

I didn’t answer, but she casually picked up on my need. Ying Ying released my wet dick and leaned down again, taking it in one bite and blowing and licking it vigorously. In a few moments, the dick was restored in her mouth, stiffening and bursting. She straddled me again and easily slipped it into her blossom and continued to rotate it.

Ying Ying was still fluttering her hair and sweating out, she was making slurred noises from time to time out of her mouth, her bottom was springing up, and her movements were getting more and more intense. Suddenly, her expression changed, her lower body shook violently and she gasped for air. I don’t know if her mesmerized expression was faked or not, but I did feel myself being clenched so tightly by her. Her expression also sensually leaked out of me, and the pleasure hit me like a wave, making me dizzy! I finally couldn’t hold back, like a flood rushing out of the dike.

When my dick stopped throbbing, she immediately left my body, helped me remove the condom, wrapped it in tissue paper, threw it on the floor, and then lay on top of me motionless, as if paralyzed. I was also limp, all over my body.

It was a long time before we slowed down. She took a Kleenex and wiped my dick, then put on my underwear.

I lit a cigarette and lay contentedly on the bed, watching her clean herself up.

“How are you feeling?” She leaned in close and snuggled into my arms.

I gave her a resounding kiss on the cheek and gently scraped the tip of her nose with my thumb: “It’s cozy. How about you?”

“As long as you’re comfortable!” She heard me and happily kissed me back.

That night we cuddled under the covers. We caressed each other and later did it again. She seemed to take the initiative the whole time, she made me go up to the top and down to the bottom. In the darkness, she was like a fire, burning me, burning the whole winter night. That night, it was almost dawn before we went to sleep, and I seemed to hear her murmuring in my sleep.

When she woke up the next day, it was already very late. Yingying leaned on the bed, let a long hair messy scattered on the shoulder, her eyes in that moment bright. When I hugged her, the snow from the north quickly drifted to our city, and under the southern sky, I saw a bright-eyed young girl with long, colorful hair. I tried my best to get closer to her, and then she was gone. I stroked the soft, warm and very real body in my arms and felt some melancholy in my heart.

The next day was Saturday, I wanted to invite her to go to the Great Wall to see the snow, she refused, I had to follow her. Although Chen had already given money last night, I still took a few more to her, and she did not excuse herself, smiled charmingly and said thank you to me. At that time, I really felt that she and I, is only a transaction.

I saw her again a few days later. I took her to the Forbidden City and we didn’t have sex that day. Then she left with the performance team and I never saw her again. I wish this strange girl all the best and hope she is happy in this life.

This was my first experience with money for sex. It turned out to be so easy to take that step, there was nothing special about sex without emotion. I got the pleasure and she got the money. That’s all! Later, I often take girls to sleep together, as long as I earn money to find, I like those entertainment places singing, dancing girls, although the price is a little more expensive, and sometimes they still refuse, but they are more beautiful.

Sometimes I hate my own depravity. In the middle of a midnight dream, I ask myself. I answer, am I happy? If I’m happy, then that’s enough. Is there a more fulfilling reason to be happy than to be happy?

Game of Desire (V)

China’s economy has changed dramatically in a short period of time, and real estate speculation has become a thing of the past. The land speculators have taken away the RMB, while the real masters who build houses on the land bought at high prices have received the hottest potatoes. A large number of rotten buildings like the fall did not harvest crops in time, rotting in the ground; while the futures industry is experiencing the last madness, all walks of life of the hot money flowed in, what varieties of transactions are hot.

As a practitioner in the futures industry, I was fortunate to towel this year. The size of the Beijing branch was rapidly expanding. In that year, the company’s monthly commission income exceeded one million dollars, and the staff increased from a few people to 20 or 30. We knew that this kind of crazy speculation and excessive speculation would not last long, so we all took this opportunity to make money.

Many customers take the country’s money to do, in fact, they are doing it themselves, to make money to their own list, the loss of money to the state; or do their own list, with the country’s money to carry the sedan chair, these people make a lot of money. When they do this, of course, they need our co-operation, so naturally, we personally can get great benefits.

The company’s largest customer from Hebei, a material flow company, the owner surnamed Wang, is a woman, gambling is particularly large, often financing hundreds of millions or even hundreds of millions of dollars to do bankers. At that time, small and medium-sized retail investors, if not with the dealer, it is easy to be drastic changes in the trading price of the burst position, so as to lose all their money. The exchange has purely become a casino for bookmakers to gamble, whoever has more money will win. Boss Wang’s financing ability is particularly strong, several big market she always survive to the end and become a winner.

Of course, she has positions in many brokerage firms, of which ours is a part. The company charged her a very low commission, but also gave her a very high percentage of rebates, to her enrichment behavior also opened the door to facilitate. Even so, her single commission also accounted for more than half of the company’s income, and, I myself with her dealer also made a lot of money.

I soon had two or three million dollars in assets. A person just have money, and the money comes easily, all kinds of desire also more inflated, all day long to spend the day, pick up women, spend a lot of money. Most of this spending can be reimbursed in the company in the name of entertaining clients.

After a week of this kind of day, people will be very excited, after a month, will be more accustomed to. A long time, I feel very very boring, boring days more need to spend days to anesthetize, when the song is over, when the indulgence, boredom becomes a dose of poison. I became so look at the woman, subjectively, want to go to bed with her and do not want to go to bed with her; objectively, can go to bed and can not go to bed. Sometimes, even when I see a beautiful woman on the street, I will secretly wonder which category she should belong to.

The first time I saw Jin Yingying, I put her in the category of those who subjectively wanted to sleep with her. But whether she belonged to the category of objectively being able to sleep with her, I wasn’t sure at all.

She is a bank branch salesman, is a standard beauty: early twenties, white skin, breasts, willow waist, hips, tall legs, double eyelids, thick and dense eyelashes, big eyes, high nose, five distinctive features. Like her such a girl, evening a big money is more than enough, since she is still in the bank as a small salesman, in order to absorb the savings and running around, so I am not sure about her. So I decided to find a way to get into bed with her as a bit of a challenge to my boring life.

I started out with a truly despicable idea that I just wanted to sleep with her, just like I do with those girls at the entertainment venues. When I finally slept with her and realized she was still a virgin, I regretted it. She cared a lot about her first time. Girls like that are now a rarity…

She came to me because she wanted me to deposit the company’s customer deposits in their branch office. I’ve been in a bank before, and I know that every one of their employees has this task, and that the bonus is determined by how much money is deposited. She was just the right amount of pretty-girl charm, neither over the top nor serious, and she said she would be willing to use a portion of the prize as a kickback to me.

When she spoke, I looked straight into her beautiful face, and she squirmed a little, which meant that she was still pure. I hoped it would be neither too hard nor too easy: too hard and I’d have no patience; too easy and I’d be bored. I wasn’t as rich as the real big spenders, but I was younger than most of them, and I had a little more money than most of the younger ones, so I decided to use my advantage.

I promised her at once, and told her I did not want a kickback. May not have thought of the first time to have such a good effect, she cheered, thanked me profusely, the little girl’s appearance exposed. In fact, I also left a hand, only promised to row over a third, to adjust her appetite.

This is how my game with her began, although the beginning was not romantic at all. I no longer go to the moon place, like all the story of the pursuit of the girl, I took her to play all the places to play in Beijing and the neighborhood, every few days to send her flowers, tell her stories about my past, something and she will be on the phone, and buy her all kinds of not cheap and not too expensive things. I even acted like a college student in love for the first time, playing my best violin for her (I’m quite confident in violin, I started learning it when I was six years old, and even won an award at school.) and wrote some sour poems… It brought back a little bit of the old days when I was in love with Shan. My coworkers at work said that I was the prodigal son who had returned. I didn’t deny it and always replied with a smile. Slowly, it became obvious to me that she had a crush on me. I believe that I can definitely get her.

Whenever we saw each other, she always jumped and ran over to me like a merry deer and high-fived me with both hands, the only physical contact we had when we got together. The swimming pool was our most frequented place, she said she wanted to stay in shape. And I was more than willing to oblige, as I was enamored of her long, slender legs in her bathing suit, and indulged in admiring her note-like, graceful swimming strokes.

The first kiss was on her birthday. In a bar, I celebrated with a few of her classmates and friends, everyone was very happy, she was happy like a butterfly flying around. I gave her a Rado watch, the first time I’d ever given her anything more expensive, and she put it off for half a day, but finally took it with her friends looking on with envy. There was one young man, though, who looked at me with constant hostility.

After it was over, I drove her back. Looking out the car window at the neon night, she told me that a boy had been pursuing her. I knew she wasn’t talking about me, but I wasn’t surprised at all. A girl like her would be surprised if no one was pursuing her. However, I still pretended to be very jealous tone to ask her, is not just that tall and handsome boy.

Tian Zhen’s mournful and simple voice was playing on the radio: “My friend, you’re going away today…” “Drink up…” “Forget the old sorrows at the end of the world…” “Drink to the end of the world…” “Maybe you’re drifting away from now on…” “Let’s raise our glasses together…” “Drink up…” “Let’s drink up…”

Ying Ying looked at me for the first time with a gaze as sharp as an awl and as deep as a pool, and she asked me, “What do you think I should say to him?”

“He’s nice! Very handsome, it looks like you guys match each other.” I said this on purpose, but I saw two lines of tears trickling down her white face. At that moment though my heart softened so much that I almost wanted to give up my plan or love her with all my heart.

That thought was like lightning in the sky and lasted only a few seconds. I didn’t try to comfort her, and drove the car as fast as I could. When the car stopped near her house, she put the watch on the car seat and said, “Thank you! But I really can’t accept such an expensive thing from you.” After saying that, she got out of the car and walked towards her home.

“Ying Ying!” I called out after her, she didn’t look back, and I knew she was crying hard from the way she shrugged her shoulders.

“Ying Ying… come back!” I suddenly called out to her, my voice extra loud in the silent residential area. As if startled by my voice, she stopped walking and turned her head, and I saw tears pouring down her face as she looked at me in surprise.

I walked quickly to the back of the car and opened the back compartment, which contained ninety-nine roses and one of her favorite wombat toys that I had already prepared.

“You should accept this, right? Just now… I was too embarrassed to give it to you in front of your friends.” I said.

When she heard what I said, she came over hesitantly, saw the heart shape spelled out by the roses, and immediately broke into laughter, jumped into my arms, stomped her feet uncontrollably, and punched me on the chest with her hand, saying repeatedly, “You’re bad, you’re bad, you’re bad…”

I gently wrapped my arms around her, pretended to be puzzled, and said, “Why am I broken?”

“Why did you just… just… say that! You’re bad!”

I was about to say something else when I realized that she had closed her beautiful eyes and tilted her head up, her red lips had come up, and there were still tear tracks on her face. Her hair was short, like a boy’s, emphasizing the shape of her face and features. I kissed her, lighter than a feather, as if she were an easy-to-break porcelain.

I gently kissed her face again, there are two small pear swirls on her face, especially cute. Kissed her tearstains dry, while putting the watch on her wrist, softly said: “Now you should take it!”

Ying Ying was unusually shy and shook her wrist, saying, “Does it look good?” That kind of delicate manner, let a person love.

“Of course it looks good!” I heartily exclaimed, the watch on her hand, really is a perfect match. I shoved the flowers and toys into her arms, stroked her head like a big brother, and said, “Go home and go to bed early!”

“Bye-Bye!” she said, holding her arms full of joy and walking away.

Since then, she’s officially considered me her boyfriend. As I said, when I first met her, I wanted to sleep with her as a challenge to my boring life. As I got to know her more, I was surprised to find that she was really a two-faced woman: at times she was as quiet as a virgin, and at other times she was as seductive and passionate as fire…

She grew up with her parents in Xinjiang and didn’t return to Beijing until high school. She likes to tell me stories about her childhood. In her description, Xinjiang seems to be a happy Eden full of flowers and fruits, where people dance and sing all day long. Her Xinjiang dance was really good, and she looked like a beautiful Uyghur girl as she twisted her waist happily and moved her neck nimbly. I promised her that we would go to Xinjiang together when we are free and visit the footprints of her childhood.

During this period, the cold wave of domestic futures gradually came. Due to the frenzied speculation and a lot of shady practices, frequent accidents in various exchanges across the country attracted the attention of the state, and many varieties of vicious speculation were halted from trading. The state began to rectify the futures market.

Once, a variety of the Shenzhen Nonferrous Metals Exchange was stopped from trading and needed to be closed by agreement. It just so happened that the company’s customers have that variety of orders, so I have to go to Shenzhen to negotiate. I asked Ying Ying to take leave to go with me, she was very happy, she has never been to the south.

I remember it was a spring day when Ying Ying and I escaped from the wind and sand flying in Beijing. Before that, I had planned to complete the most intimate physical contact with Ying Ying. I’ve known her for almost half a year, and her pure and innocent aura has deflated me, keeping my lust hidden behind a thousand mountains. However, my patience was slowly losing, and I needed her youthful body to fill the void of my lust.

The plane landed in a drizzle. This kind of rain may be common in the south, but it was really refreshing for us, who had just suffered in the sandy winds of Beijing. Yingying was so excited that she just got off the plane and trotted down the runway with her arms open and her head held high. If she had longer hair, she would have looked like a fairy who just descended from the sky. Many people looked at her, she was not embarrassed, I was a little embarrassed for her frankness.

“Hey, getting on the train!” I yelled at her, otherwise, I really didn’t know if she was going to run to the exit.

She reluctantly followed me to the car, chirping and complaining that I shouldn’t have shouted at her in front of so many people and made her feel like she was making a fool of herself. It’s a girl’s strange logic that she doesn’t feel out of place when she’s running around by herself, but I made her look out of place when I yelled at her?

There were very few people on that flight, the airport tram was empty, and she and I cowered in the back corner. I gripped the railing and she snuggled into my arms.

I asked her, “Why are you so excited? Is it because it’s the first time you’ve traveled with me to a strange city?”

She said, “Yuck! It’s not because of you, I like the moisture.”

“You’re not a mermaid, so you like the water that much?”

“I am, that’s my instinct.” She twisted her body and proudly said to me, “See, doesn’t it look like it?”

“Darwin said instincts can mutate, too.” I deliberately carried on with her.

Ying Ying suddenly laughed, and attached herself to my ear and softly said, “Of course you’re worried about instincts mutating as well, I’d be happy if I could mutate you into a rabbit’s instincts.”

I immediately put my hand under her armpit and gave her chest a squeeze, then said, “You’re wrong, the rabbit’s instincts are here.” Ying Ying immediately smiled and smacked my hand away.

On the cab to the hotel, Ying Ying became silent, her arms wrapped around my waist, her face buried in my chest, as if she was thinking about something. I wonder if she had a premonition of what was going to happen to her and me in this strange city?

We stayed at the Fu Lin Hotel on Heping Road, a five-star hotel across the river from Hong Kong and a stone’s throw from the Luohu Joint Inspection Building and the Shenzhen Railway Station. I only booked a room, she watched me from the receptionist to complete the formalities, face red. I know her mind, said to her: “Look, a room here are more than a thousand, you help me save some money!” She heard, lowered her head, did not say anything, a kind of shy daughter attitude.

Settle down. I’m going to the exchange soon. I’ll let her rest and relax until I get back.

When I came back, she was not in the room, she apparently took a bath, the bathroom residual smell of her Yin Yin, I have long been stored up desire began to restlessly move. It wasn’t long before she came back, saying she was going out to look at the street. She took off her coat, revealing a dark red wool sweater inside.

Ying Ying just like this sitting next to me, I smelled from her body a strong body odor, dense Mimi Mi, swinging heart fascination, soon, my lust like a flash flood like an unstoppable force in the role of it.

I turned to her, lowered myself down, buried my head in her arms, and cried out her name urgently. Ying Ying wrapped her arms around my neck and tenderly, almost pleadingly, said to me, “No…” But at this time, lust dominated me, and with the fire burning in my heart, I pushed Ying Ying down onto the bed despite her resistance, and ripped off her clothes one by one, with her beautiful body naked in front of my eyes.

I had an urge to destroy. However, in action, I just gently stroked her velvety skin, admiring it intently, not daring to act rashly as I would a precious work of art. My hands stroked from her face all the way to her feet, then came back, hesitating and hovering between her legs… I bent down, cupped Ying Ying’s face in my hands, and kissed her passionately all over. At this moment, Ying Ying’s eyes were filled with tears, perhaps because she was afraid of me, or perhaps also because of the excitement that had once called forth the storm of lust in the dark night of dawn.

Ying Ying’s body was trembling as I picked up her body and pressed her breasts against my chest. She suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck and hooked my body onto hers…

I thought she was completely open to me and moved more. But soon, I realized that her face was contorting, and her hands holding me moved to my chest, and whenever I made a move, she propped me outward, and between her legs she was trying to avoid my onslaught. Ying Ying’s eyes remained tightly closed, with tears spilling out. When she heard my voice calling out to her, she wrapped her arms around my waist again; just as I was about to squeeze in a little more, she suddenly let out an “ah” and twisted her body, with an even more intense and exaggerated look of pain on her face… In that moment, I suddenly hated myself. Although I had known for some time that she was supposed to be a virgin, I hesitated when the time came. Wasn’t I being a little too cruel to her by possessing her like this? I knew clearly that I didn’t love her, because it was already hard for me to truly love someone. I just wanted to possess her, and if she wasn’t a virgin, I would be a little more balanced mentally.

I crouched down, wrapped my arms around Ying Ying did not move again, lust in my heart began to slowly ebb, like by her pain to stop the ebb. After a while, I pressed my hand on her forehead, Ying Ying opened her eyes, her eyes are gurgling tears, the expression of pain is still frozen in her face. I plunged my hand into her hair and gently rubbed it. After a while, her face brightened up a bit, and she put her hands on my neck, her body so weak that she seemed to have only the last ounce of strength left, and very softly uttered, “It… hurts…”

Suddenly, Ying Ying pushed me away and sat up with a leap, asking me to get a piece of paper for her to wipe. I tore a piece of handkerchief from the table and gave it to her, she wiped it twice under her body, put it in front of her eyes and saw that there was nothing, she looked at me suspiciously as if she had found some mistake.

I suddenly laughed, but she turned her face away and ignored me, as if her heart had been scratched. I held her in my arms again and told her, “I didn’t go in there, so how could there be anything!?”

She seemed to understand, but still couldn’t quite believe it and asked, “Really?”

I said: “Why would I lie to you, look at your pain, I do not want to make you feel bad.”

She immediately hugged me tenderly and said, “Why does it hurt so much? Like a knife stabbing me.”

Later, we dressed together and lay side by side on the bed to rest. The first night in Shenzhen, she and I each slept on the bed tossing and turning, lust tormented me to the point of exhaustion. In the middle of the night, Ying Ying crawled to my side, she was wearing pajamas, and I hugged tightly together, she may be able to feel my body inside the rolling waves of lust.

The next day I finished my business and went on vacation with Ying Ying to Xiao Mei Sha. We swam in the sea, because it had just rained, the weather is cool, and the day is getting late, not many swimmers. Tired of swimming, we snuggled in a quiet, deserted beach, the evening sun burned the western sky, reflecting each other’s faces, the waves gently beat our bodies, like a lover’s caress. This is the easiest time to fall in love.

I cupped her face and imprinted my burning lips on her, she trembled a little and for a moment was at a loss for words, she could only timidly withstand my too-intense kiss. When my tongue topped open her tender red lips, broke into her mouth, and she entangled with her sucking, she whimpered softly and opened her misty eyes.

My lips and tongue slid over her neck, licking every inch of her jade-white skin, causing her to bite her lip in frustration. I went on to suck on her sensitive ear, licking it repeatedly until she whimpered pleadingly, her panting voice gradually escaping her red lips.

The petite body beneath the swimsuit continued to tremble as my hands wandered to her bare back, pressing her body against my own chest until the two of them were pressed against each other. My body pressed against hers, the already aroused male pride between my legs pressing against one of her softest spots, tugging as if threatening. My tongue licked over her collarbone, and my restless hands tried to undo her bathing suit, though without success.

“No… don’t…” Ying Ying blocked my hand in panic, and seeing my frustrated expression due to my failure, she hugged my head and made a shy voice: “I… I… am… willing… to give it to you… not here, okay?”

God knows what made her think I would want her here! I wasn’t bold enough to do that, but her words sounded as if they came from heaven. “Really? Let’s go.” My body feels light, my lust is a bit compelling, and my blood pressure rises to 10,000 points.

As soon as I got back to the vacation room, I held Ying Ying close to me, calling her name softly and kissing her.

We embraced for a while, then sat together on the edge of the bed, at this time, she in my arms and some panic, face red, like some shyness and like some nervousness. I carry her to the bed, Ying Ying still forgot to say: “You promised to be more gentle.”

Ying Ying’s eyes had closed tightly, and she was like a little lamb in my arms, letting me slaughter her. I slowly undid her clothes one button at a time, and every time I undid a few, I leaned down and kissed her face and her eyes.

When all of her velvety body was exposed in front of my eyes, my arousal almost collapsed inside my body, as if I was going to explode my body. But my fingers still slid and stroked very gently over her body, starting from her breasts, slowly sliding down to her abdomen, and then between her thighs… Everywhere I slid, she would follow with a soft yelp, as if she had been suddenly frightened.

When I stopped my finger at that magical place and pressed it on that secret place, her body wriggled a little nervously… At the same time, my eyes were like a sophisticated scanner, greedily scanning her body: her white, moist teenage voluptuousness was revealed under my gaze, and the peak of her beautiful creamy body was the blossoming pink buds, gently trembling and waiting for me to savor them.

I sighed softly at her beauty, she was so ashamed that she didn’t know what to do, but she couldn’t refuse me, she could only watch me do whatever I wanted, the white sheets set off her even whiter body, the sight of that brought a different kind of excitement.

Touching her soft skin and filling my nose with her faint scent, her beauty aroused an unquenchable desire in me. I was focused on teasing her, to make sure she could be mine completely. She always looked at me helplessly, gasping and whimpering at each of my touches, but not resisting me as she had last time. She was so tame, taking everything at the mercy of my hands, watching me willingly.

Ying Ying’s body leaned back, already unable to think. My lips and tongue, sliding over her breasts, hot palm cupped the rounded plumpness, the tip of my tongue curled around the pink buds, lazily drawing circles, until she gasped with difficulty, and even let out a low sobbing sound, I let loose and sucked hard.

“Ah!” She arched her back, offering the sweet buds of her breasts to me, her whole body leaning limply against me.

My body and hands were hot as molten iron, raging over her body with lust. She was so hot, so hot, with my hot body heat ironing inch by inch, leaving her nowhere to run.

My shirt was all but off, and I trapped her in my arms with both hands, gazing down at her, not letting her have a chance to escape.

“Ying Ying, may I?” I inquired, leaning into her ear, my burning breath blowing on her. Ying Ying nodded with difficulty, casually letting me pad her short white skirt underneath. After I padded it, I kissed her, then parted her legs and slowly pressed in there…

I let out a soft laugh, my dick touched the most sensitive flower nucleus, and watched her frown, like she was enduring an extremely painful punishment, her petite body trembling dramatically.

“Ying Ying, I want you to look.” I said slowly, gently picking her up a little. She opened her misty eyes and looked at me through trembling eyelashes, her timid gaze drawn to the naked male pride, so shy that she quickly closed them again.

I entered her a little, gently, at a very slow pace, and her hot, wet, life-giving channel tightened and eased around me, tears already surrounding the frames of her eyes.

“Does it hurt?”

“Ouch!” Ying Ying’s face immediately showed some pain-like appearance, making me not dare to make any deeper movements.

I changed my stance and tried to be able to get in subtly, but none of it seemed to work, the pained expression on Gu’s face became more and more prominent, her eye sockets overflowed with tears, and her body began to tremble a little. I was a bit intolerant, and the idea of backing off began to cross my mind, but she still had both her arms around my neck, and sometimes, when the pain became too much to bear, she ambled up and bit my shoulder, enduring in silent strength.

I closed my eyes, a little mesmerized. After all, she was a woman as beautiful as white jade. The shutters of the window were lowered, and there was a gap of silvery white moonlight that shone on us and on her face. Tears had already crossed her cheeks, and she was hesitantly lingering…

I leaned down, pressed my face into hers, hugged her tight, and told her, “You bit my jaw.”

She was surprised, but listened to me. When Ying Ying bit down, I made a sudden violent movement and sank in at once. Ying Ying yelped, and almost simultaneously I felt a fiery, hot pain in my jaw, but her face calmed down, as if the tearing pain had disappeared completely, while her fingers seized the muscles in my arm.

I picked up the pace a little, and her brow slowly unfurled, like a slowly opening flower in a slow-motion TV mirror – in fact, her whole being was a flower, slowly opening beneath me.

I took this opportunity to attack Ying Ying’s mind and body… She was choking around me, gripping my heat, and the wetness and softness of her flower brought me the most ecstatic feeling, making me almost lose my mind. But there was still a little tenderness in my heart, telling myself that I had to be sensible, that she was new to this, and that I couldn’t go too far, or else I would hurt her.

She was at my mercy, feeling the immense desire moving in and out of her repeatedly. Her clear eyes were tightly closed, and the most soulful, petulant gasps flowed from her red lips. And my desire had stabbed deep inside her, her dark hair was loose, her pink skin was covered in sweat, and she opened her eyes tremblingly as the pleasure continued to swirl around.

I finally couldn’t hold back, and my lower body pushed up violently, branding my mark inside her most wet, hot, soft and tender flower path.

“Yi, please…” she begged, not realizing what she was begging for. Her soft moans matched my low growls, and even her body danced with me, her soft waist actively meeting my advances.

I began to murmur her name Yuu, letting out a low growl similar to that of a wild animal, a growl that was filled with infinite satisfaction. Each of the last few strokes penetrated her body and sent me to a splendid peak.

As her chants turned to cries, my hot bodily fluids erupted in her deepest depths, the searing heat causing her to shiver continuously as she clung to me so tightly that she didn’t even have the strength to let go.

When I finally calmed down by crouching over Ying Ying’s body, she touched my face and said, “You’re so cruel.”

Then touched my chin, a little heartbroken as if to say: “I have bitten through, there is still blood.” I said: “so you will remember me more.” She said a bit like a pet: “who remember you, like a little beast, so cruel.”

I laughed, but she told me to get up, from under the body to pick up the white skirt, put in front of the eyes of half a dozen obsessed, the top of the leak out of a rhododendron like blood-colored pattern. She looked for a while, handed to me in front, look very sweet and very happy to me said: “Yi, I want you to compensate!”

Compensation, can I afford it? I don’t know what was in my heart when I heard her words.

(to be continued)