*This story is for my dear J. It’s about seeing this weird world through your eyes.
Reprints are welcome, but please give credit where credit is due and please do not remove this statement.
*Chapter 0: The Wedge
And God commanded all these things, saying.
I am the LORD ~ your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt into the house of slavery.
You shall have no other gods but me.
You shall not make for yourself an idol, nor any likeness of anything that is in heaven above or that is in the earth beneath or that is in the waters below.
Do not bow down and worship those elephants, nor serve him, for I, the LORD ~ your God, am a jealous God. Whosoever hateth me, I will take up his sin from father to son, even unto three or four generations;
To them that love me, and keep my commandments, to them will I show mercy unto a thousand generations.
Do not take the name of the LORD ~ your God – in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless who takes the name of the LORD in vain.
Remember the Sabbath day and keep it holy.
Six days to labor in all thy works.
But the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD ~ your God to keep. On this day thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy children, nor thy servants, nor thy cattle, nor thy sojourners which are lodged in thy city;
For in six days the LORD made heaven, and the earth, and the sea, and all that is in them, and rested on the seventh day: therefore the LORD blessed and set apart the sabbath day as a holy day.
Honor thy father and thy mother, that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD ~ thy God hath given thee.
No killing.
No adultery.
No stealing.
Do not bear false witness to trap people.
You shall not covet a man’s house; neither shall you covet a man’s wife, nor his servants, nor his oxen, nor his asses, nor all that he has.
And when the people saw the thunder, and the lightnings, and the noise of the horns, and the smoke of the mountains, they all trembled, and stood afar off, and said unto Moses, Speak unto us, and we will hear; but let not God speak unto us, lest we die.
And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to try you, that ye may fear him always, and not sin.
Exodus 20:01-20.
Dai covered the Bible and smiled at Li Xin and said, ‘This rule seems to be a bit unfair! Think about it, the wife is parallel to the house, the servants, the oxen and the donkeys, and all that he has, and she is even below the house!’
Li Xin said with a bit of embarrassment, ”Basically it’s just a myth, and every myth has its period context ah! You can’t just egg on the bones like that.”
‘And what do you think of me? Property? Goods?’ When Di gets serious it’s tough.
‘Wow! That’s certainly not true, you are my life partner ah! In one way we are equal, in another way you are my God and I worship you!’
‘You are also my god.’ Dai’s gaze was so soft, like the moonlight outside the window spilling into Li Xin’s heart at once, Li Xin instantly felt a thousand times warmer.
Li Xin is a small lecturer in a university, and this night the couple is discussing a part of Li Xin’s thesis on the origins of Western myths, while Li Xin teaches Western history at school. Li Xin teaches Western history at school, and the topic of his thesis is the origin of Western mythology. Dai herself works as a secretary in a foreign company, and they have been married for less than a year, so they are still in the middle of their love affair.
It was supposed to be a boring evening, but Li Xin liked to ask Dai to read every word of his paper, and Dai tried hard to pick out the problems every time, it was a kind of afterglow for them to kill time, boring but effective.
Chapter 1: The First Commandment
I am the LORD ~ your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt into the house of slavery.
You shall have no other gods but me.
Li Xin wanted to be a scholar in the academic world, but it was hard enough for him to get a teaching position in his field. Most of the time he is in a kind of hook and corner of the environment, he did not want to downgrade to high school to become a history teacher, and high school environment may be worse, Li Xin sometimes imagine that he is such a native of the master’s degree to get this position really should be treasured.
His thesis wasn’t all written in good faith, smacking more of coping than actively striving for advancement; it was written just for the sake of interest, or even for the sake of the rules. Who knows if the department boss will steal his thesis? The Department Boss’s notoriety spread far and wide, and Li Xin just wanted to hang out in his position in peace.
This woman Li Xin met on the third night in the library, sultry and moving, should be a student! Nowadays, most college students are like this. Dai every night to work overtime until more than ten o’clock, Li Xin does not want to be alone to keep at home, the extra time mostly in the library to mix.
The woman was a different type than Di, who had always had that innocent look and still had long hair to this day.
Dai had a small frame, and Li Xin was often amazed at how much energy could burst out of her thin frame when she was working. Dai was a symbol of strength, intelligence, vitality, and a nymph-like quality, like Athena, who wielded the sword, intelligence, and flirtation all at the same time.
Li Xin felt that his thoughts have drifted too far, will take off the glasses pinch the brow, want to pull everything back to reality. A scent drifted, Li Xin was alerted when the woman had already sat down in the seat opposite him, Li Xin was worried about whether the peeping just now had been discovered by the woman, which made him feel a little uneasy.
‘Excuse me, are you reading the Odyssey?’
‘Whoo! Uhh!’ A little flustered and vain, Li Xin turned her head to see if anyone was paying attention next door.
‘Well… JustCurious.’ The woman continued with a shrug, ‘Very few people read books like this.’ It’s like this, um! I’m the new associate professor this semester.’
Only then did Li Xin notice some unnatural foreign accent in the woman’s deliberately lowered voice, but with a few moments of soft lethargy, sounding comfortable.
‘Am I interrupting? Sorry! Just Curious.’
”No, no.” Li Xin said in embarrassment as he realized his lapse, ”There really isn’t.” Li Xin, whose mind was blank, couldn’t catch a word except for being busy explaining.
‘Walk?’ The woman said as she looked her gaze at the gate gesturingly.
The woman’s short, playful hair had an odd sheen to it in the light, not the dark, shiny kind, but a slightly brownish halo. A relaxed dress, t-shirt, jeans, the whole figure displayed unstintingly intact. A perfect torso, those breasts squeezed as if they were going to jump out in the too-fitted t-shirt, Li Xin could even feel her perfectly firm breasts bouncing.
Li Xin followed her out of the library without the slightest resistance, like a schoolboy following his teacher.
‘You Know I hate whispering, so… you know that library place.’ The woman smiled as if she was free from her shackles and said, ‘Tell me how you like that boring book? Hehe!’ After a pause, the woman then said: ”Sorry, my last name is Liu, Call Me Almaok, I just came back from the United States not long ago, and I haven’t been back to Taiwan for twenty years. Also, my Office is in the Philosophy Department.”
The book was written by a man named Li Xin, who said he only read the book because of his dissertation, and told each other a little bit about their backgrounds, etc. Alma went to the U.S. when she was in elementary school, and she seems to be very unconcerned about everything she currently owns, which seems to come out of a kind of simplicity? Uh-huh! That’s the word, simplicity… getting it all seemed easy and effortless to her.
Li Xin’s bottom of the heart rose up a kind of inferiority complex, a kind of feeling that can not be said. He is also considered to be ten years of hard work, graduate school out of the heart is also wanting to cross the ocean to get experience, but at that time just happened to know Dai, so the idea of a stable, stumbling under the circumstances like this. This woman seems to be all effortless, even the mouth of the country and foreign mixed words all let her identity status high up.
After sitting by the fountain for a while, the woman said she had another appointment and left. Li Xin looked at Alma’s swaying back suddenly impulsive, home on the bus he has been worried about whether people will see his pants between the ugly.
More than ten o’clock some Li Xin on the implied Dai want her, Dai this period of time the company much distracted, the two counted a good while no sex, although there is no such desire, Dai heart in the end some guilt, put a house of chaos climbed into bed.
Deb told herself to relax, that sex was enjoyable when she was first married, but now all she could think about was the pile of dirty clothes being stirred in the washing machine.
Li Xin entered Di’s body without much flirting, and the young body flooded at once. In the darkness, Li Xin had somehow transformed Dai and Alma into one, no, he simply saw Dai as Alma! In the darkness of the room, Li Xin had somehow transformed Dai and Alma into one, no, he saw Dai as Alma, and at that moment, Li Xin had a clear feeling that Dai was washing clothes on the balcony, while Alma was having sex with him on the bed.
Arching her back Alma wriggled with abandon, the sound of gurgling water in her vagina played like music, matching Li Xin s thrusts in and out. Soft lewd cries Alma gripped the sheets tightly as her body began to convulse. The prick was sucked hard by the pussy, the inner wall of the vagina contracted greedily, a hot spring erupted from the deepest hidden part of Alma, overflowing along Li Xin’s testicles as the thrusting overflowed.Alma begged wildly, begging Li Xin to stop, screaming at the top of her lungs, ”I can’t do it, I can’t do it anymore, please let me go, okay? Brother you let me go.’
Dai looked at after sex is sleeping Li Xin slowly get up and put on pajamas, a thought that the clothes have not been dehydrated it! It seems that there is less and less interest in sex these days. Dai thought that maybe they should take a vacation after the seasonal report is done. I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that! And just now during sex, Li Xin mumbled YesYes! When did he get into the habit of doing that? When did he get into the habit of doing that? He seems to be poking extra hard today? Thinking of this Dai a burst of blush, just made love without being aroused by the lust this time on the contrary, lit up.
Chapter 2: The Second Commandment
You shall not make for yourself an idol, nor any likeness of anything that is in heaven above or that is in the earth beneath or that is in the waters below.
Do not bow down and worship those elephants, nor serve him, for I, the LORD ~ your God, am a jealous God. Whosoever hateth me, I will take up his sin from father to son, even unto three or four generations;
To them that love me, and keep my commandments, to them will I show mercy unto a thousand generations.
This is just a branch of a conglomerate in a corner of the globe. Dai’s general manager is about forty-five or six years old, and must have been quite handsome when he was young, but the years are so fair, and the price of success does not allow you to have the slightest bargaining leeway.
Zhang Shoucheng appearance seems to be a very standard elite of the business world, smoke does not leave the hand, quite a slightly blossomed beer belly, forehead slightly bald, in general, is a cheesy. He was decisive, on peers, customers and even their own employees are no mercy, he is in the jungle of the shopping mall is a black panther, no one can talk to him without trembling. Only Di, and Di had been following him for three years now, and Di was well aware of some of her tenderness within the armor of valor.
Shoucheng Zhang is an honest man, which is rare, and underneath the tough exterior he has an extremely fragile heart. He treats his career as the only world he owns, and this has been exacerbated by his divorce two years ago. In the eyes of his employees, he is a profit-oriented and harsh supervisor, but Dai knows that this is an illusion he created on purpose to hide his shortcomings, but how can he lead his employees without it?
In front of the staff Zhang Shoucheng never had a smile, even to Di. In front of Di he was also always packaged quite perfectly, until one time when he fired a small assistant in the business department. It was an embarrassing sight to see him crying when Dai sent the official documents in after he flatly fired the assistant that day. In total, this time, Zhang Shoucheng in the bottom of Dai’s heart the image of the whole changed, originally like a god in the sky all of a sudden become flesh and blood up.
Dai noticed his loneliness, so Dai sometimes can’t help but feel a kind of pity, although Zhang Shoucheng is nearly twenty years older than him, but this kind of maternal love has no age limit. Honestly, Dai doesn’t need to work late every night, she just can’t bear to let Zhang Shoucheng stay in the office alone.
Women outside often call in, Dai will always skillfully help Zhang Shoucheng filter clear, and then try to help him arrange for each day’s social engagements and appointments, Zhang Shoucheng should not be lonely in this regard. This is part of Dai’s job, and she is very proud that she can help Zhang Shoucheng’s love life or work are handled in an organized manner. He was a natural leader, and the others had to be afraid of him because of his power, except for Dai, who admired him from the bottom of her heart.
This season’s performance is very bad, not just this season, this is already the tenth consecutive month of performance decline, can be said to be very bad. There are rumors from above that Zhang Shoucheng’s position may be a bit untenable. Dai is worried that as she looks at Zhang Shoucheng in his office, flipping through official documents, she feels that she can see through the worry in his heart at this time.
‘What happened to your boss?’ The ICQ Messang pulsed, it was from business Lori.
‘How would I know ah!’ Di replied.
Zhang Shoucheng’s depression has spread to everyone in the office, like a kind of low pressure, he has been very hot-tempered lately. He often roared like a giant, shattering everyone’s self-esteem in the office, and only Dai knew what was wrong with him. Dai was sad and troubled, but she didn’t know how to help him. It’s like you can’t help God, you can only feel his sadness and anger and then submit to it.
‘I’ll be back later tonight, there are some official papers that I haven’t finished.’ Di called Li Xin.
In fact, there is no urgent official document at hand, Di just wants to stay a little more time to accompany Zhang Shoucheng, she is worried that something will not happen. It was half past ten, and Zhang Shoucheng still locked himself in his office.
”Still not going back?” Zhang Shoucheng said as he appeared behind Di at an unknown time.
This sentence has obvious impatience meaning, like elders in the admonition of the younger generation, this is also the chapter Shoucheng speak consistently tone. And Dai heart but not a trace of displeasure, on the contrary, there are so some warm feelings.
‘I was just leaving.’
”I happen to be going to get something, take you back!” Zhang Shoucheng said in an almost commanding tone.
After getting on the car, the two were speechless. Zhang Shoucheng usually didn’t say anything to Dai except for official business, and it was the same tonight. When they arrived at a small lounge, Zhang Shoucheng said he wanted to get out of the car to get some things, and then asked Dai if she wanted to go in with him. Dai followed him in almost without thinking about it, she was already used to following him.
Very small place, only five tables in a small store, Zhang Shoucheng signaled the shopkeeper to take out the hosting half bottle of wine.
‘It’s left over from last week’s drink, I was going to take it home to drink, since it’s here.’
The shopkeeper thoughtfully took out two cups, and Zhang Shoucheng pushed one back without even asking Di, and drank it alone.
He drank like he was in a hurry, one sip after another.
‘Wait there’s driving to do.’ Di said a little overwhelmed.
Zhang Shoucheng as if he did not hear the same, less than twenty minutes half a bottle of wine to the bottom, without saying a word followed out of the door of the lounge. Dai also do not know what kind of wine this wine, Li Xin and she are not stained with alcohol, this wine in the end is strong is not strong do not know.
The car wasn’t driving very smoothly, and Di was getting a little scared inside.
‘Should we pull over and take a break?’
Probably really drunk! Zhang Shoucheng was obedient and really slowed the car to the side of the road. Then he leaned his body back, his eyes closed tightly, not knowing whether he was resting or sleeping.
Inside the car filled with a smell of alcohol, Dai listened to the chapter Shoucheng nose slowly and steadily as if it was sleeping, she turned around and looked at him carefully. In the past, she has never been so unafraid to look at him in the front, through the dim street lights, Dai just look at.
He is like a drunken Zeus, the whole person a mass of unrestrained hectares down. Slightly blossomed body with a kind of magic, a kind of evil and good mixed power, passing car lights shine on his face dark and light.
Di looked at him with almost a look of adoration, not just because he had god-like powers, but because he had a human weakness, a human-god hybrid trait that was the real devil.
Di couldn’t resist placing her hand gently on the back of his, and electrified, Di felt like she was immediately plunged into a kind of vortex, with the melody of a depraved pagan ritual playing all around her.
‘Yes, you are my master.’ An inexplicable urge to call out arose in Di’s mind.
Zhang Shoucheng’s eyes slowly opened, sitting upright like nothing, and Dai’s hand is always placed on the back of his hand in gear. The car all the way speechless, always maintain this position, even without any feeling of passion. Zhang Shoucheng did not refuse but also did not have any action, and Dai’s soul this moment has been sold to him.
It was only when she returned home that Dai slowly came to her senses, she didn’t regret what she had just done, and she wasn’t worried, her mind was already sort of bonded with Zhang Shoucheng in a way. It’s not love, it’s just a kind of worship, Dai told herself softly.
Chapter 3: The Third Commandment
Do not take the name of the LORD ~ your God – in vain; for the LORD will not hold him guiltless who takes the name of the LORD in vain.
Li Xin, who used to go to the library just to spend his boring time, now had a vision, and whenever he didn’t have classes, he would dive into the library in anticipation of Alma’s appearance. He started to read some difficult English books in the hope that he would be able to be on par with Alma in some part of his life. Although most of his waiting was in vain, he wasn’t really looking forward to meeting Alma, he was just waiting and fantasizing that God was not something that ordinary people could just touch. Li Xin is a man of fantasy, and the library is a secluded and suitable place for fantasy.
Honestly Li Xin didn’t really sort of know Alma, and the chances of talking to Alma weren’t really that great, but relatively so there was more room for fantasy.
What are Li Xin’s fantasies? Li Xin is a very honest nerd, the only thing he wants is to be successful, just like those ancient nerds who wanted to be famous all over the world. Most of his fantasies revolve around how he is as successful as Alma, and to him success and professor are equivocal terms. And he knew that he would never be promoted to professor in his life.
On this day, Alma couldn’t stand the silence of the library again, and since she was the type of woman who loved to laugh and joke around, she dragged Li Xin along for a walk. As we chatted, some personal issues came up… ‘You should be married by 32, right? Li Xin casually asked.
‘Marry?’ Alma giggled.
”Oh, sorry, just asking.” Li Xin was a bit annoyed that this conversation had come up, and Alma didn’t seem very happy to answer.
‘Thats OK, I just kinda want to laugh when I hear about getting married.’
‘Why?’ Li Xin had recently gotten used to this kind of national and foreign style of speaking.
‘Two marriages, eh! Still maintaining one now.’ Alma said not really caring.
”Hmm!” Li Xin was a bit unable to pick up the conversation, and some strange feelings flooded in his heart.
‘A child, a very cute child oh! Still in America now.’ Alma suddenly became a little intoxicated: ‘And you? Why don’t you guys have one? The baby’s lovely.’
‘Oh! My wife is busy with work, and I honestly want to save up and buy a house before having another child, we are planning to have a child in three years’ time! When Li Xin heard that Alma was married with a child, he was a bit angry: ‘How old is the child? Does it look like you or its father? Where is your husband?’
‘A little over three years old, I Miss Him So Much.’ Alma started to get a little melancholy and sighed…
‘How come you stayed in America?’
‘Whoops! With my ex-husband.’ Alma was visibly starting to get frustrated: ‘A lot of times you have to give up something more precious for freedom.’
‘Sorry…’
‘My husband is in Japan now.’ Alma’s tone was suddenly happy: ‘He is a professional freelance Architect who VERY… VERY… loves to wander.’
”Wandering?” Li Xin asked not quite able to understand.
‘Yes! It’s wanderlust, I love wanderlust too. You know what? You know he’s quite Humor and creative, he’s handsome, But I Dont Worry, I know how he loves me.’
‘You haven’t lived together since your marriage?’
‘He and I both hate constraints, and marriage depends on trust. He’s also curious about my personality. He keeps saying that the Chinese are supposed to be a stable people, and I’m, well, different.’
‘He’s… American?’ Li Xin was a little surprised.
‘Yes ah! He’s the sweetest guy I know. He’s the sweetest guy I know, you know, his family was poor, it’s very hard for black people to get ahead in America.’ Alma said, her breath catching in excitement, ‘He has a desire to unite all the colored people to overthrow white chauvinism, isn’t that a lovely thought!’ Alma giggled, her eyes full of happiness.
”Black people?” Li Xin subconsciously whispered, ‘My God!’
‘Whats Wrong?’ Alma looked at Li Xin with a bit of incomprehension, some displeasure evident on her face.
‘So… Sorry! I didn’t mean it like that, really…’ Li Xin realized that he had blurted out something, and all of a sudden he didn’t know how to round off the scene.
To be honest, Li Xin could not accept this fact, it was far from his moral values. Morality is very male chauvinistic. A good woman should preferably be a virgin. Divorcing and remarrying is already a deviation from the norm, let alone… with a black man? And… a black man… In that moment, Li Xin had already shouted My God 800 times in his heart.
”I have an appointment I must leave, Sorry!” Alma politely hid her displeasure and immediately turned around leaving Li Xin behind at a fast pace.
Li Xin alone was chagrined to think how he could have been so out of it.
When we got home, Dai called to say she’d be late, so Li Xin turned on the TV and flipped through the pornographic video he’d just rented. It was a bit of a mishmash, like all pornographic movies, with one sex scene after another, and Li Xin was playing with the remote control in his hand to move forward quickly… until a man and a woman appeared on the screen.
The male lead in this segment was a black man and the female lead was an oriental woman. The black man’s prick was so long that the woman held it with two palms and still showed a section of it. Li Xin thought, “How can I poke this thing in?
The scene jumped and the camera stopped at the private parts, only to see the thick prick going in and out, in and out. The woman wailed and screamed in pleasure. When the scene stopped to the woman’s face, Li Xin saw that it was surprisingly Alma.
Li Xin unzipped his pants, took out his penis and started masturbating…
Chapter 4: The Fourth Commandment
Remember the Sabbath day and keep it holy.
Six days to labor in all thy works.
But the seventh day is a sabbath to the LORD ~ your God to keep. On this day thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy children, nor thy servants, nor thy cattle, nor thy sojourners which are lodged in thy city;
For in six days the LORD made heaven, and the earth, and the sea, and all that is in them, and rested on the seventh day: therefore the LORD blessed and set apart the sabbath day as a holy day.
The lights in the office were not even turned on, today’s Saturday was a weekly holiday, no one would come to work overtime on such a consecutive holiday. To be honest, Dai didn’t even have any great work to do on this day, she just kept feeling that there was something in her heart that she couldn’t let go of, and she came to the office with a random excuse to Li Xin.
The office is dim like the night, the faint light from the general manager’s room, Zhang Shoucheng will be the shutters are pulled up the whole, the faint light makes the whole office ambiguous.
Dai thought of Zhang Shoucheng position to see to be unprotected, in front of people he is still like a tower towering, only Dai know these behind the inside. She is not sure whether the strong chapter Shoucheng is really or pretended, perhaps chapter Shoucheng has thought of a good way back for themselves, Dai thought of the bottom of the heart feel up some self-deception comfort. She also thought about the fact that she was in her middle age, and that everything had been going well for most of her life, but today… she couldn’t help but feel sad again.
She obediently sat in her seat, did not turn on the lights and turned on the computer, the bright light of the screen is exceptionally harsh. For a moment Dai did not know what to do things, nothing is really need to deal with today, she would have accepted the chapter Shoucheng account of work habits. She began to regret a little, want to leave but can not leave the bench, so hesitant.
”What are you running here for?” Zhang Shoucheng said breathlessly, he probably noticed the commotion outside.
Dai was a bit at a loss for words, she wanted to explain that there are still a lot of tasks to be done without having to come to work overtime, and the fact that she has never worked overtime on a holiday before even if she was busy, and more importantly, Zhang Shoucheng simply knew what she was working on.
Di kept her head down and didn’t say anything.
‘Go back! I’m fine’ Zhang Shoucheng could tell at a glance what was on Di’s mind.
‘Is there anything I can do for you? I’m really worried. Everything is so unfair, this company was created by you. A lot of things are not necessarily humanly controllable, why didn’t you get some buffer time?’ Di voiced her worries as well as her anger in one breath.
‘To show you something.’
Dai into the general manager’s room only to see a table of cigarette ash and scattered official documents, Zhang Shoucheng red eyes want to be a night without sleep, yesterday after work he did not leave this.
”That’s the reason.” Zhang Shoucheng drew out an official document and handed it to Di, ”They want to transfer me to the south to develop a new company, and all this has nothing to do with performance.”
The official document is simple. It’s the resume of a foreigner.
‘This man is the president’s grandson, do you understand?’
He knows how to run a company? At 27, he’s still a kid, come on! You’re giving up just like that? The south is the border! You’re just going to give up?’ Anger rose in Dai’s heart.
”Dr. Harvard, he already has the frame to take over the group, the branch he took over last year was very successful, this is a real talent, I think I’m probably outdated.” Zhang Shoucheng turned around and pulled up the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling window, the sunlight sprinkled in throughout, feeling no warmth but looking pale and chilling. ”I am organizing the whole information, next Friday will be briefed with him, I expect that I should still stay in this position for two months, hehe!”
Zhang Shoucheng’s laughter unexpectedly choked a little, he looked out the window, thirty-five floors of height can overlook half of Taipei City, his favorite scene. In order to get this position, he gave up his family, no day and night work.
The air froze as if it were frozen, and Di felt her heart ache and hurt.
She walked behind him, wrapped her arms around his waist and pressed her face against Zhang Shoucheng’s back and said softly, ”It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s the same in the south.” Said the tears falling down without argument.
An emotion, an atmosphere, Dai didn’t know where she got the courage to run her hands over Zhang Shoucheng’s chest, all she wanted to do was to cling to him and tell him not to worry, I’m here to take care of you….
Zhang Shoucheng grasped Di’s hand, which was trembling, and Di felt a liquid fall on the back of his hand, it was his tears.
‘Don’t do this, it’s going to be okay, don’t do this.’
Di turned him around, but Zhang Shoucheng crumpled and sat down on the ground, and forty years of tears came out at once.
‘Don’t be like this, good boy.’ Di kissed Zhang Shoucheng’s tears and kissed his lips.
Zhang Shoucheng’s desire was ignited, he wrapped his arms around Dai, and their tongues met and sucked lifelessly. Tears accompanied the fire of desire, these tears even more fueled the spark, has been unmanageable.
Di hadn’t been kissed by another man, and Li Xin was the only man she’d ever been with.
Zhang Shoucheng’s mouth had a strong smell of smoke and alcohol, Di simply forgot about Li Xin, she just felt like her whole body was going to explode. The whole taste of men dominated her, she had never accepted rough love before, Zhang Shoucheng’s tongue was like a bandit taking over her mind and destroying her.
‘God ah!’ Zhang Shoucheng peeled off Dai’s clothes when she forgot to shout, not yet into one of any action, just such a kiss let Dai feel orgasm.
The clothes were torn from their bodies as if they were ripped off, Dai defiantly held Zhang Shoucheng’s rod, her tongue caressing his glans like a dexterous snake. After a while, Dai lost her patience, she took the whole prick in her mouth, she wanted this rod, and she forgot to use her mouth to manipulate it.
‘Give it to me, all of it.’ Di slurred, as she felt the lewdness come out of her lower body, rolling. ‘Give it to me, poke me, please.’ Di begged, almost whimpering.
Dai pushed aside the documents on her desk and lay back, ignoring the cigarette ash on the desk. The moment the glans went in Di sighed softly, ‘Oooh! I want you to, poke me harder, harder.’ Di arched up to meet him, wanting the rod to go in even further, into her womb, she begged him to poke her all the way through.
Zhang Shoucheng didn’t hold back on poking hard, no skill, no patience, he just poked Di hard. He threw all his will into Dai, the world no longer existed. He enjoyed Di’s compact vagina clamping down on his prick, his young body was full of elasticity and his pussy kept contracting.
Dai responded to each thrust, the sound of water filling the room like a symphony, accompanied by Dai’s shrill cries and his gasps. The entire surface of the table under her ass was covered with water, making it easier for her to meet each of his thrusts.
‘Don’t, stop.’ Di sobbed and screamed, then felt a rush of heat from her womb, ‘I don’t want to, brother I don’t want to.’ Di cried out, she had never experienced an orgasm like this before.
Zhang Shoucheng ignored her as he cruelly continued to destroy Di’s nerves, and Di completely and utterly collapsed. The orgasms were like continuous landmines, exploding over and over again, and there was no way to stop them. Dai had already given up any resistance, unconditionally accepting the endless waves of orgasms.
The ejaculate painted wonderful patterns on Di’s body, reflecting crystalline in the light. Dai just lay there with her legs wide open gasping for breath, wishing that she would never leave for the rest of her life, that time would just stop. Her pink pussy was like a playful elf, still quivering slightly as it opened and closed, leaving behind the throbbing of her recent experience and the momentary opening left by the penetration of the rod.
The semen slowly condensed and began to dull…
Dai wanted to do everything possible to get so that their clothing can be neat, the two went to the nearby hotel and properly freshened up. The second lovemaking is not as wonderful as the first, perhaps because Zhang Shoucheng brushed his teeth, or perhaps the hotel bed is not as hard as the desk.
Dai felt that the second time she had sex was like having sex because of the first time, so the second time she refused was like having sex. It was only now that Dai began to feel a twinge of fear in her heart, how had she caused this incident? As Zhang Shoucheng was thrusting on top of her in sweat, all Dai could think of was hoping that nothing would happen when she got home.
Li Xin frowned and said, ‘What is that strange smell on you?’ Then his attention immediately returned to the book he was reading, there were many single words in this book that he couldn’t fully understand, Li Xin noticed that you have to read the original text to really understand the true meaning of the book.
Di rushed away from the pungent smell of cheap hotel soap, and when she returned to bed she found that she didn’t even have the strength to lift a finger.
In her dream, Li Xin slaps her hard and she cries and begs Li Xin to forgive her as she weeps.
Chapter 5: The Fifth Commandment
Honor thy father and thy mother, that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD ~ thy God hath given thee.
The days were beginning to get harder and harder to bear for Li Xin, who hadn’t seen Alma in the library for a whole week since his last unpleasant chat with her. To put it this way, Li Xin wasn’t in love with Alma, he was just in love with her status, or rather the honor of being favored. Of course, this is very wishful thinking. To Alma, Li Xin is just a very equal and ordinary friend. But when Li Xin chatted with Alma, he unconsciously felt elevated, as if he were so much closer to God.
Spring break is a sad thing, and this is when hanging out at the library feels like such a bit of pretentiousness, but detached from Amal, Li Xin begins to feel even smaller than before. A person who loses his faith is either extremely proud or excessively inferior, and Li Xin happens to be prone to low self-esteem.
Dai has been acting a bit odd lately, but in fact Dai has always been the more assertive person in their marriage, which is easy to see from the nature of each other’s work, and it’s just that Dai has become more assertive lately. It’s hard for Li Xin to explain this feeling. Dai has always been a bit repressive and controlling in her life, such as giving in to some of Li Xin’s decisions or consulting him before deciding on things, but lately Dai has been making her own decisions on many trivial matters in a trance. This should have been more than enough for Li Xin, the problem in Amal that day whisked away, but this time to Li Xin inexplicable inferiority complex deeper.
Returning home to Chiayi alone, watching his mother go about her meaningless business has become a habit for her. Instead of feeling the sweetness of home, Li Xin felt a surge of anger. Success requires hard work, and his father, who had a stroke and was sitting on the sidelines, had never had a serious day at home when he was young. Thinking of a few of his classmates who were not as good as he was, Li Xin was so aggrieved that he wanted to cry out.
”You bastard!” Li Xin suddenly got up and came to his old father’s side and whispered.
This is the sentence he pressed in his heart for more than thirty years, this time after saying out feel incomparably relaxed and happy. Thinking of his father’s youthful debauchery, and looking at the figure of his mother walking around, Li Xin turned around and walked out, deciding to throw away this burden that had kept him down for the rest of his life.
On the way north Li Xin had a slight sadness, but then he thought that he was finally free from the source of his shame. He thought back to his old father’s expressionless face after hearing his paradoxical words, but he was convinced that his father’s body did give a slight tremor, and although he had symptoms of shivering after his stroke, he was Q-like in his complete conviction of what he felt.
‘Back this early? I thought you went back for three days?’ Di asked in surprise.
‘Some topics suddenly came to mind and I wanted to come back for some information.’
Li Xin was still intoxicated by the pleasure of being out of the baggage, and didn’t particularly feel that there was something wrong with Di. At this time it was eight o’clock in the evening, and Dai’s dressing table was cluttered with some cosmetics, and on the bed there was a piece of clothing attached to a hanger, obviously Dai was trying to go out, but Li Xin didn’t have the time to pay attention to these.
‘How’s the old home!’ Di asked in a panic while collecting her things.
Li Xin sat on the chair and casually responded: ”Uh-huh! It’s okay.
‘You take a shower first, I’ll go to the balcony to dry the clothes and make you a cup of tea later.’
Li Xin also didn’t notice that Di had never helped him make tea before, and besides, the clothes in the house had always been washed together only after both of them had taken a shower that day.
”Later! I’m in good spirits, I’ll wash it later.’
Li Xin suddenly wanted to see the wide world outside and walked to the balcony, but unfortunately the balcony was covered by the newly built building next to him and he could not see anything. He did not notice that Dai did not come out to dry his clothes, and his heart only thought of this rotten building, one day to see how I will humiliate you, which suddenly remembered his incompetent father.
‘Why can’t I get out… Ugh!’ Li Xin mumbled as he suddenly missed Alma so much.
The library on vacation was perversely crowded.
‘How many bored people are there in this world? Or how many expect to find success here?’ Li Xin mentally muttered.
‘HI!’
Li Xin almost jumped at the sound of greeting behind him. It was Alma, he should have thought that Alma would have no place to go on holiday in Taiwan alone, damn it, but it was good that he hadn’t spent too much time in his hometown.
By the look on Alma’s face, Li Xin knew she wasn’t angry anymore. The two of them were reading their own books across the table, Li Xin wanted to read the thick original book, but all he could think about was how Alma would marry a black husband. He thought about the tape he had watched that night, and wondered how a black man with a huge penis could penetrate the pussy of a small Chinese woman like Alma.
The more he warned himself not to think about it, the more he couldn’t stop himself, and the rest of his eyes caught Alma’s breasts exposed on the tabletop, her bra-less nipples like grapes moving slightly as she breathed. Li Xin felt that his own breathing seemed to resonate with that undulation, and his erect penis was also throbbing along with it.
Chapter 6: The Sixth Commandment
No killing.
Dai didn’t expect Li Xin’s sudden return home at all.
With Zhang Shoucheng to have a relationship has been ten days up and down it! During this period of time between the two people seem to be nothing in general, Zhang Shoucheng on the public affairs of the nitpicking instead of intensified. Dai can understand, Zhang Shoucheng should be in order to avoid suspicion, but also afraid of her holding favor, she thought this is also a kind of thoughtful it!
Di wasn’t expecting anything, she was even afraid that something unforeseen might happen, like a pregnancy or an STD or something like that. Women were romantic in love, but realistically frightening. But if only on the romantic side of this, she deeper inside there is a kind of self-esteem in the idea of reverence, Zhang Shoucheng is not satisfied with me? Why is there no invitation or hint?
For women this is a kind of pride, Dai heart sometimes think if he asked me and I refused this is equal, Dai a little difficult to forget the last time their own initiative. The initiative is not shameful, the shame is now Zhang Shoucheng did not have any movement, she began to not look forward to his reaction, and can even be said to be afraid of Zhang Shoucheng will jeopardize their own marriages, but the day by day. Dai began to feel that their behavior that day is simply shameless, see the chapter Shoucheng feel so some irony, the eyes say you are but a shameful slut.
Today was the first day of spring break for Li Hsin, and he went back home to Chiayi alone. Di was in her office and suddenly envied Li Hsin for being so free and easy-going, with winter break, summer break, and spring break, and she herself had almost never had such a long vacation. Dai’s cell phone suddenly rang…
‘Hey!’
It was the voice of Zhang Shoucheng, Dai’s stomach began to tighten. Zhang Shoucheng usually is the kind of wind is rain nature, call people always push open the door to pull the voice yell, as if the fear of this person slows down a little will lead to the company’s defeat in general.
Even if he changed his nature today, the same office with a cell phone call is like having something unseemly to say. Dai with the corner of the eye glanced at the chapter Shoucheng office, the chapter Shoucheng is also looking outward at her, Dai felt a hot current rushed to the brain with a bang, surprisingly did not reply.
‘I know you’re listening, I’ll be waiting for you on the first floor of the Hyatt at nine p.m.’
‘Uh-huh!’
Dai completely forgot that she should use the refusal to get back face, but now has agreed, Dai began to regret. For a moment, Dai thought of Li Xin, but then thought that Zhang Shoucheng did not ask her out for a while because he was waiting for Li Xin to go on vacation, this person is actually acting so delicate and considerate, he must have spent some effort to know Li Xin’s whereabouts.
Dai thought again but at least I should say no to not lose my reserve, but what if I say no to him and leave it at that? Dai’s mind began to drift.
After that day, Dai and Li Xin did not contact, mainly because Dai is a little worried about whether it will get sick, the matter of pregnancy is rather simple, and it happens to be Li Xin himself did not want to show any. I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do this, but I’m going to be able to do it,” she said. I am also considered to leave a few days of chastity to him. When I think of this, Dai suddenly remembered the feeling of Zhang Shoucheng’s rod in his mouth, because there is no other person in the middle, so the feeling is so distinct, the rod seems to be like a real like in her mouth beating.
Dai was intoxicated by that day’s fling, Zhang Shoucheng’s penis was piercing her lower body, and she was beginning to regret why she hadn’t let him cum inside her that day? Counting the days today was safe and…, Di’s heart was beating faster and faster and it was safe for the third day in a row.
”The company paid for you to sit in Zen meditation?” Zhang Shoucheng’s voice roared angrily.
It’s going to be eight o’clock Di mentally thought as she had just gotten out of the shower and was starting to plan her makeup. Should I be a little late? This lingerie is brand new will he notice? Di fantasized with the excitement of a bride.
The door suddenly opened, and Di was startled to look out of her bedroom, and oh my god!
‘Back this early? I thought you went back for three days?’
‘Some topics suddenly came to mind and I wanted to come back for some information.’
‘How’s it going back home?’ Dai asked calmly as she quickly removed her face makeup and grabbed the clothes from the bed and shoved them into the closet.
Li Xin sat dumbfounded on the chair and said: ”Uhm! It’s okay!
”You take a shower first, I’ll go to the balcony to dry the clothes, and wait to help you make a tea.” Di wanted to take advantage of an opportunity to quickly leave a message to Zhang Shoucheng that he was going to break the appointment.
”Later! I’m in good spirits, I’ll wash it later.’
To hell with Li Xin also walked towards the balcony again, Dai was trying to dial a cell phone in the room and heard Li Xin mumbling something and stomping in again. It’s already nine o’clock. Why didn’t you say you had to go out? For example, with coworkers about shopping? Just because Li Xin suddenly returned home Dai was scared at once no idea, this time calm but also can not say what to go out and so on.
It’s going to be a little after 1:00 and Dai is lying in bed pretending to be asleep, and Li Xin is sitting in the living room like a nervous wreck and not sleeping. Dai feel the rise of desire, which is only chapter Shoucheng can fill. New underwear to wear up is not so comfortable, Dai and thought that this time through the not new, and perhaps tomorrow lunch break? Dai thought of this seems to finally find a way out before letting go.
The same time the chapter Shoucheng aimlessly out of the small bar he often go, he waited for Dai until eleven o’clock, more than an hour enough to drink a lot of wine to forget all the things, but also enough for him to forget like the car should have been driven on the road this kind of small common sense.
Dai arrived at the company only to learn that Zhang Shoucheng drunken car accident, rushed to the hospital when he is still in the operating room, Dai stopped out of the nurses know Zhang Shoucheng’s condition is not very optimistic.
In front of her coworkers, Dai could only show proper concern on her face, but her heart was sobbing like a knife.
‘I killed him!’ Di cried out mentally.
Chapter 7: The Seventh Commandment
No adultery.
The emptiness of his home makes Li Xin sad. Li Xin is not a gregarious person, but lately he has begun to fear loneliness. These days he often gets caught up in a kind of fantasy world, in which Li Xin is as independent as a god looking down on the world, but the problem is that this world is created by his own fantasy. On the one hand, he indulged in it, but on the other hand, when he was awake, he was in a state of extreme fear, fearing that in time he would be unable to tell which was the real world.
Only Dai’s presence will make Li Xin feel safe, and it’s hard to fantasize about married life. Too many trivial matters need to be discussed and solved, which can turn a person from a philosopher to an industrialist. But it just so happens that Dai’s boss had a car accident, Dai had to run back and forth between the hospital and the company all day long, and every time he returned home, it would be more than ten o’clock. Li Xin understands Dai’s fatigue, so it’s not good to tell her too many heartfelt words to annoy her, besides, this problem in the end how to explain it?
Meaningless vacations are more exhausting than work, and the more free time Li Xin has the more he falls into the illusion. He could sit at home from early in the morning until dark and live in another world, with no food, no drink, no thirst, no hunger. This reminds Li Xin of his teenage years, once indulged in masturbation, then young, can get five or six times a day do not think tired. Until one day Li Xin saw a Chinese medicine practitioner with the newspaper with the advertisement pamphlet, the above serious and tightly told him that he may die because of masturbation, since then Li Xin masturbation is still the same, but ejaculation in the blink of an eye in addition to the pleasure and extreme remorse and uneasiness.
The library was also a place that would take Lisin out of his mind, it was too quiet and Lisin wished for someone to talk to.
On the last day of his vacation, Li Xin finally saw Amal again. The last time he saw her, Li Xin didn’t speak to her alone, just a greeting, Li Xin was sure that his impoliteness to Amal had been understood.Amal seemed a bit frustrated today, and smiled politely at Li Xin when she came in, and walked out of the library without looking at her books. As the book was still spread out on the table, Li Xin thought she was probably at the fountain by the library, she said she hated this kind of place that had to be quiet all the time.
From afar, I saw Amal sitting by the fountain alone. At this time is the beginning of spring, still slightly cold, but Amal probably live abroad for a long time, winter wear is at most a T-shirt plus a jacket only. Today she is wearing only a single like a street stalls to buy a smock, this clothing is simple and, although wide, but more set off her bewitching qualities.
‘The phone was disconnected for three days, You Know, and Telecom came and said it wasn’t their problem, I just can’t understand the situation.’
Amal began to complain, the more she spoke the more angry she became, with exaggerated gestures as she spoke, Li Xin couldn’t help but be smitten as he watched her reddened face.
‘No phone, OK! Without a phone one is like living on an island, OK!’ Amal made a philosophical conclusion.
‘Is there anything I can do to help? Could it just be a loose wire? A lot of times it’s just something minor.’
Li Shin starts to feel ashamed for being a part of this island and tries to think of some suggestions to make up for something.
‘Do you know anything about this stuff? I don’t know anything about this kind of stuff, high tech? Hmph!’ Amal shrugged her shoulders and folded her arms, having forgotten her earlier ode to high tech.
‘I don’t know much about it, but if it’s really a loose thread it can’t be too hard!’ Li Xin said honestly.
‘YA! Help Me.’ Amal jumped like a child who had caught a piece of driftwood. But then she thought that it was not very polite: ‘Do you have a convenient time? I live about five minutes away from here.
‘It’s a vacation!’
Half an hour has passed, Li Xin sweating apologetically said really do not know how in the end, in short, it is regrettable not be able to help this kind of words. Amal this is not just the library when the kind of indignation, lazily lying in the corner of the house next to the lethargic smile.
It’s a small room, about ten pings or so! You can describe this place as a nest. Overall, it has the flavor of a Japanese-style room, with a carpet in the middle of the room, no table or chair in the whole room, quilts and pillows thrown in another corner of the room, and then books and clothes all over the floor. In a word, it’s a mess.
Concentrating on trying to deal with the phone call at first, it was only now that he surrendered that he noticed his surroundings and began to feel a little uneasy when he realized that this was simply an intrusion into Amal’s most private boudoir.
”Tired! There are no chairs here, find yourself a comfortable place to sit! Haha!’
Amal didn’t mean any ridicule, it was just that her personality was already cheerful, and she wanted others to be the same. However, this ‘haha’ sound in Li Xin’s ears was like saying ‘so you are also a useless bragger’, the bottom of her heart suddenly became angry. Li Xin did not reply to her words, picked another corner of the room and sat down.
Amal picks out a CD and Li Xin sits silently, listening to the music as Amal is like a different person who is also quiet.
Li Xin heart is not happy originally wanted to leave, see Amal did not speak a moment can not say a beginning, then want to be quiet and wait for the end of the music so as not to interrupt people. This heart a quiet, Li Xin slowly began to some confusion.
Li Xin felt himself leaving his body and floating on the ceiling overlooking the room, he could clearly see himself and Amal sitting at opposite ends of the room, Amal’s back was against the wall, her eyes were closed and she was humming softly to the music. Li Xin saw the player on the CD cover, a black man… He suddenly felt an inexplicable anger as he saw a black man sitting on top of Amal’s white body, Amal screaming wildly as the black man was thrusting into her.
A desire rises, and Li Xin turns his head to see that his own self in the corner of the room is actually crawling towards Amal, inching closer and closer, without Amal knowing anything about it.
It must have been his heavy breath that made Amal realize that Lee Sun’s face was almost on Amal’s thighs, and Amal was looking at him with a frightened look in her eyes, as if she was pleading for something. Li Xin knew that he could stop this, he could do anything, but… he thought he heard Amal pleading with Li Xin to come and fuck her.
This is just a bitch who thinks she has lived in the US for a few days and has more , not just in love with the black man’s sub big. This time she was begging me, and she knew I was God wanting a good taste of my cock.
Li Xin shrank away and cried, he had absolutely no idea what had happened, all he knew was that now he had destroyed himself as well as Amal, he had destroyed everything he had admired.
At first Amal tries to fight back, she cries and begs Li Xin to let her go, but the look in Li Xin’s eyes scares her from the bottom of her heart. It wasn’t the kind of look we know as the exuberant look of a rapist, it was a kind of emptiness, the emptiness that drains the soul.
He tore off her clothes outright, his husky, emotionless voice something Amal would never forget.
‘Take off your panties.’
Fear gave Amal no choice but to remove what was left of her clothing, Amal was too scared to resist at all, and many books spoke of obedience as the way to save one’s life.
Li Xin didn’t take off his clothes, he just pulled out his prick and ordered Amal to eat him, Amal just felt a surge of heart as she sucked him off, feeling this ugly thing swelling in her mouth, she thought maybe if he cummed at this point he might be able to save himself from being violated.
Amal felt a kind of tearing when Li Xin inserted it, if not for the fact that there was still some of her saliva on Li Xin’s prick Amal knew that she would have been hurt even worse. Because of the pain she could not help but yell out, Li Xin coldly looked at her and said: ‘very cool it! Compared to black people how?
Amal couldn’t speak in pain just braced herself against the floor. Lee’s new prick thrust even harder and Amal’s lower body began to bleed which in turn lubricated the vagina.
‘Wet it! I’m going to show you what it means to be good today. Come on! Scream! Tell me how good you feel!’
Amal pain to the bottom of the heart which said words, Li Xin snapped to give two slaps: ‘Say a! Tell me how good you feel.’
‘So comfortable ah! You’re so good, I’m so comfortable and cozy ah!’ Amal almost cried out.
Lee Shin felt a rush of pleasure inside Amal…
Li Xin saw Amal looking at him with a kind of fearful eyes, he couldn’t realize what was wrong for a moment. All he saw was Amal naked, with white semen slowly flowing out of her lower body, accompanied by traces of blood. Then he was shocked to realize that his penis, which was still hanging in the opening of his pants, had started to solidify with Amal’s blood on it.
PS.
1. I’m sorry about that, heh! I’m pretty much a standard male, much to the dismay of some of you.
2. The article was written for J, so I didn’t expect much applause. Like someone said, it’s a bit hard to respond to my article, not because I’m a good writer! Haha! Probably because the genre is cold.
3. One of you wrote Mail that I’m a feminist, and you’re absolutely right, this episode may have expressed my thoughts adequately, but I’m prepared to be scorned, heh!
4. I like all kinds of erotic articles, modern, martial arts, especially on the subject of groups, exchange, extramarital affairs and so on (incest and abuse I have a bit of a mental block, but that’s just a personal problem.) I’m also quite impressed with the authors’ portrayal of sex. I’m not very good at sex because of my personality or poor writing! I’d like to try to write something more moving… but I’ve tried a few times, but it’s not working out! Don’t get your hopes up.
5. Because the work is too busy, according to the nature of the article writing I should be two paragraphs a day within a week absolutely end, but the world is not as good as it should be, can write is a blessing. (Woe to the readers?)
Chapter 8: The Eighth Commandment
No stealing.
Zhang Shoucheng’s son fell asleep on the side of the hospital bed. The doctor said his life is considered to be preserved, trauma is actually not serious, serious brain hemorrhage, the immediate judgment is difficult to return to normal life, harshly, unless some miracle he should be the field of things people.
Di looked across the hospital bed at Zhang Shoucheng’s son, who must be twelve or thirteen! A developing teenager. This young man’s face has the shadow of Zhang Shoucheng, but it seems that he has not inherited his father’s kind of tough personality. Dai calculated that if he was in the ancient times, perhaps he should also have such a big child.
The teenager woke up as if from a dream and looked at Dai blankly for a while before saying: ‘Hello, auntie.’
Di suddenly had a pang of heartache, she had always wanted a child, but she didn’t have the guts to have one. Li Xin is the same, Di took a child once, Li Xin also agreed to have a child only when the economic stability. What is the definition of financial stability? Or can’t let go of his career? Or are you simply not a person who dares to take responsibility for your life?
Dai has seen this kid a few times, when I first saw him, he was not even taller than her shoulder! This time it’s about to be as tall as Dai. Memory of this child in the chapter Shoucheng not long after the divorce had skipped home once, that time is the first time Dai saw the chapter Shoucheng eyes have panic look, this child is his life.
The meaning of life? Creatures are marvelous at perpetuating themselves through procreation, Dai thought to herself where is my perpetuation? She suddenly had a desire to possess this child for herself, she wanted to express her feelings by possessing everything Zhang Shoucheng owned. Possession is a statement of love, you are mine, all that you are is mine.
‘When’s class? Where’s Mom?’ Di said compassionately.
‘Mom? She says she’s not available, she has class tomorrow.’ The child was a little sad at the mention of the class.
Zhang Shoucheng’s ex-wife came once, a very beautiful woman, looks also gentle and polite. Anyone who knows the divorce is the wrong chapter Shoucheng, Dai can also appreciate the woman’s politeness under the indifference, when the chapter Shoucheng really hurt her too much. But Dai just hate this woman, there is no reason for resentment, she hated this woman had a thing called ‘name’, right! And this thing is she can never have.
Love? Dai does not know whether she loves Zhang Shoucheng, she is just jealous of everything with Zhang Shoucheng have relations, but love Zhang Shoucheng has everything.
‘Is there an exam coming up? How’s your homework?’
‘Not very well.’ The child cringed a little at the sound of academics.
‘It’s okay.’
Dai more and more cherish this child up, she walked over to gently embrace the child’s shoulders: ”It is important to be a good person.”
‘Whoo!’ The child responded to the words in a seemingly unintelligible way, only sensing out that this aunt seemed to be the only good person who didn’t force him to read.
Di tried to control herself from getting excited, she wanted so badly to hold this child so hard and tight, she wanted the child to call her mom. She warned herself it was a theft, reason told her she would never have the right.
She held the child’s face and gently kissed him on the forehead: ”If you have any problems, come to auntie, okay? Think of Auntie as Mom, Auntie will always love you.’
The child looked at Di with a look of horror; none of these words were beyond the child’s comprehension.
‘Go back and rest! I’ll stay with your father and there will be a special nurse in the evening.’
Stealing a moment is considered a moment, and Dai knows that she has had Zhang Shoucheng’s favorite for at least this second in her life.
After the child left Dai decadent fell on a chair looking at the chapter Shoucheng, it seems that the chapter Shoucheng sleeps very peacefully, he still has all the memories in his mind? That time …… Dai’s mind went back to the lingering of that day.
She gently caressed Zhang Shoucheng’s face and touched his scruff, how much love there was in the slight sting. She placed Zhang Shoucheng’s hand flat on the edge of the bed, and laid her own body on top. She felt out a pair of Zhang Shoucheng’s large hands covering her breasts, gently twisting her body.
‘Darling, perhaps it’s better this way, that you will belong to me like this for the rest of your life.’ Di murmured mentally.
The nipples began to tingle as the orgasm passed through Di like electricity, and for the first time, Di got an orgasm from just the contact of her breasts, more complete than every orgasm she’d had in the past.
In the dream, Zhang Shoucheng is walking in the clouds with his arm around Di, and there is only the two of them in the world. Suddenly there is a loud clap of thunder and Dai screams in fear.
‘Miss.’
The nurse came to measure the blood pressure. Dai stole a glance at their own clothes without any problems, think the nurse can not see a what to, but the bottom of the heart is still a little uneasy, this uneasiness and has a few points of joy. She also wanted to say that the nurse to see good, the hospital is a closed world, I can have his everything here including the name.
Back home Li Xin has not yet returned, Dai also did not care about these, have a ride without a ride to do housework, the heart is still full of Zhang Shoucheng that thick palm.
Chapter 9: The Ninth Commandment
Do not bear false witness to trap people.
Li Xin shouted at his empty home: ‘What should I do?’
Darkness and emptiness accompanied Li Xin, Li Xin had forgotten how he came back to the house, all he knew was that he was in big trouble, he could not explain or even he did not know what had happened.
‘What to do ….?’ Li Xin mumbled and read.
Echoes spread out in the bottom of the heart, Li Xin felt like collapsing, there is only one way to go, either escape or die. Li Xin thought about the world is big, but there is no place to go, and recalled his own life, the original is completely blank. There are no parents, no friends or classmates, and this home is strange and unreliable.
‘Die! It’s just a road.’ Li Xin thought in despair.
‘Hey! Is it your fault? You think about it? Think clearly, idiot.” A clear voice suddenly came, Li Xin was startled and looked around but didn’t see any figure.
‘Think back, you idiot, think back, will you? I saw you clearly at the time, it was Alma who asked you to fuck her, you’re frustrated my ass. Think, think hard.’
”I don’t know, I can’t remember.” Li Xin cried out.
‘Remember Alma’s lewdness? Think about it, she’s been seducing you for a long time, was it you or she who initiated the first conversation?’
‘I really forgot, I can’t remember anything.’ Li Xin cowered in the corner and whimpered.
‘All right! I’ll tell you what! I’ve been noticing this rotten woman Alma watching you and seducing you. Your first mistake was not turning her down, and your second was that you didn’t teach her a deep enough lesson. We can’t guess what the rotten woman’s next move will be, but if you’re willing to give her a good whipping and scare her, she’ll do as you say. You just slipped away then, and now this spineless look, please, will you?’
‘It’s not right, it’s not like that.’ Li Xin tried to struggle against the defense.
‘Let’s analyze this. First, she got divorced, which must have been because she got into that black husband she has now first, and she figured the black husband had a big, hard cock.’
‘You’re bullshitting me.’
‘Listen to me.’ The voice began to lose patience and said angrily: ‘You knew this was going to happen, the night you found out Alma had a black husband, you knew how much her husband poked her, didn’t you? Do you really think this woman will be satisfied with a cock?” There was a hint of a hip laugh in that voice: ‘That’s pathetic! You just satisfied her, did you forget how satisfied she was when you fucked her?
”I forgot everything.” Li Xin responded feebly.
‘I can see this all too well, remember those big tits? She wiggled beautifully when you fucked her. Mmmm! Do you know how she screamed?’
‘How?’ Li Xin’s eyes slowly began to blur.
‘I’ve never heard a woman scream so loud, it’s such a wave of screaming, and she cried all the way through her orgasm. Do you know how tight her hole is? It was impossible to get in! I couldn’t get it in at all, but she’s so wavy, she’s got a lot of water! The sound of the water was so loud that it overpowered her screams when I poked her. Oh, yeah! You know that look she gets when she eats your dick? She wanted to swallow your whole cock, she was so horny.’
‘Hmm! I remember, she was the one who wanted me, she was the one who wanted me to fuck her.’ A void of emptiness appeared in Li Xin’s eyes.
Li Xin continued: ‘Wait a minute! I slowly remembered, in the dry her waves screamed: ‘so comfortable! You’re so good, I feel so good, I feel so good. Hey! She’s a real wannabe! I’ve never seen a woman like that, God! I remembered that her hole was so tight, it was really nice, really nice.’
‘Ugh!’ The voice sighed weakly.
”You speak louder, I can’t hear you clearly.” Li Xin frowned and concentrated on listening.
‘Ugh! Nothing, I was just thinking …..’ The voice started to get more and more muffled.
”Want?” Li Xin asked indifferently and without emotion.
‘No, it’s just that you’re not black, and you know women just love big, thick cocks, the blacker the better.
You know, big Yankee cocks, ugh!’
The voice disappeared, but Li Xin did not feel lonely. But a kind of despair rose from the heart ….
‘Big dick, nigga. Big cock, black man.’ Li Xin mumbled the chant.
Washed out of her filth, Alma cowered in the corner, suddenly realizing how weak she was, how she couldn’t resist the power of the world, a world that was originally tailor-made for men. What next? She shook her head and decided to write a letter of resignation, she knew that if she resorted to the law she would make herself even more vulnerable and humiliated, running away was her only option, she whimpered.
Chapter 10: The Tenth Commandment
You shall not covet a man’s house; neither shall you covet a man’s wife, nor his servants, nor his oxen, nor his asses, nor all that he has.
The new deputy general manager came to report early, Dai heart there is a kind of indignation, chapter Shoucheng only fell three days, the company is anxious to early want him to get out. And think, but also a bit of humane, this foreigner did not all of a sudden when the general manager, at least on the surface to give some face.
Once the vice president came, he rushed to ask for east and west, the company’s most clear about everything is Dai, Dai was tripped and unable to move, the heart is just hung up on Zhang Shoucheng.
It’s time to go off work, and Di has never gotten off work on time before, but today she feels restless. The young new vice president has no sense of jet lag at all, stacks of official documents moved in and out, without end. No one in the company dares to leave the office, everyone knows that the master is going to move the wind, a carelessness will be difficult to keep their jobs. The clock on the wall passed by the second, seven, eight …..
Suddenly determined, Dai lifted her purse and left. The vice president called her name in the strange Chinese she had learned early in the morning, and Dai stepped out of the office without looking back, leaving the room in dismay.
When she arrived at the hospital, Dai went straight to the ward, which was inexplicably noisy. She rushed in, only to see a large group of nurses coming out, some pushing machines, some talking in low voices, a young doctor called out: ‘Have you notified the family?’
Ominous feelings bubbled up and Di froze in the doorway.
‘Has the family been notified? Notified yet?8:57 ….’ The doctor yelled.
‘8:57, 8:57,’ Di muttered.
‘Notified, said it would take a moment to arrive.’ A nurse said as she collected her things.
‘I am,’ Di whispered like a thief.
‘At 8.30pm the blood pressure came down all at once and we were soon …..’
Dai didn’t pay attention to what the doctor was saying, and walked slowly to Zhang Shoucheng’s side, whose huge body looked like it was sleeping peacefully. She held those huge hands and pressed her body tightly against them, like she wanted to transfer some of her body heat to him.
‘You are …. It’s …. This one’s ….’ The doctor asked with a list a little hard to say.
‘Wife.’ Di responded without looking up.
She brought her cheek up to rub against Zhang Shoucheng’s chin, feeling the sting of the scruff. ‘It’s good, it’s good.’ She chanted softly.
Di stood up with all her strength, took the slip and signed it, and walked out of the hospital room without looking back.
‘Auntie! The child followed his mother at the door of the hospital room and called out to her in a timid voice: ‘What’s wrong with Dad?’
‘It’s good, eh! Good, he’s fine.’ Di replied with a smile on her face without any emotion at all before walking out the door without looking back.
Outside, the breeze ruffled his face and Di felt a slight tingle on his face, the scruff felt so crisp. ‘The world is such a ridiculous place, to think he was going to die and yet keep his life. He thought he was going to die, but he saved his life, but he went away so quietly.’ Dai thought again: ‘He’s mine, good, very good, no one else can come near him again.’
Thinking about it put Di in a pleasant mood.
Final chapter: Epilogue
The room was dim, and Di didn’t want to turn on the lights, so she closed the door and stayed against the back of it.
From the corner of the room came Li Xin’s whisper: ‘Bitch, I’ll fuck you to death, fuck you to death.’
Dai glanced feebly, and through the faint light from the window saw Li Xin, who had painted himself black all over with some kind of paint, lean and naked, grasping his limp prick and fiddling with it.
‘Ever seen a cock this big?’ Li Xin screamed towards Di.
Dai threw her body into the sofa. She turned on the lamp, saw the Bible on the tea and thought, ‘Why is it still on this page?’ She took a quick glance at ….
And when the people saw the thunder, and the lightnings, and the noise of the horns, and the smoke of the mountains, they all trembled, and stood afar off, and said unto Moses, Speak unto us, and we will hear; but let not God speak unto us, lest we die.
And Moses said unto the people, Fear not: for God is come to try you, that ye may fear him always, and not sin.
Dai laughed and thought, ‘Yes, we have all sinned! We have all sinned because it was meant to be a trial for us. We didn’t know what sin was, but we had no choice but to be told what it was. There is no good or evil in the world, but why was it created? Do we get to make a choice? The thunder, the lightning, the sound of the horns, the smoke on the mountains, we didn’t ask for it, it came of its own accord, can we make a choice?
Dai contained a smile and snuggled up against the couch and just drifted off to sleep. Tomorrow? Who knows what will happen tomorrow? All this is just a play, who can choose how to live tomorrow?
(concluded)