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I, Wang Huan, am finally on the run.
My real name is not Wang Huan. A few months ago I had a vague sense of foreboding, in the south on a business trip, then by magic, a few sets of false identity cards, one of which is called Wang Huan; some days ago, I also equipped with a pair of contact lenses, I have been wearing glasses since childhood, glasses, once removed, my wife sometimes recognize the wrong person. Of course, this is all for today.
When I received the call from my friend, I knew my worst fears had come true. Although I had thought about running away a few times and even thought about an escape route, I was still sleepwalking when the day actually came.
It wasn’t until the westbound train was already far away that my heart slowly calmed down.
Look around the only laptop, I can not help but secretly blame myself: “always say I have a good mental quality, really encountered things, panic to this point!” Clothes naturally did not bring; the family is not rich, the old and the young, their own accident is just, can not let the family suffer again, the body only brought more than 6,000 yuan. And remembered the unit of their own use of the computer a lot of private information has not been dealt with, the heart can only sigh, everything to God’s will!
When I bought the ticket, all I could think of was how to escape from the city as soon as possible, the farther away the better, and only then did I come to my senses, the train was bound for Xi’an, and I was so confused that I bought a soft sleeper to Xi’an. I’m not too big or small in the unit is a head of the business trip either airplane or soft sleeper, has become a habit of nature.
“Habit really kills!” I looked at the iron plate I had changed back to when I got on the train, good thing it was still a hard sleeper. There was no telling where the road to escape would end, and there wasn’t much money on me, so I had to save it, I reminded myself.
Settle down, only to find that the opposite side of the bit lying a seventeen, eight-year-old girl, is interested in looking at me, see my eyes to her body, laughed: “You this person can be really strange, have been watching for three hours, the outside is so good-looking?” Sweet and crunchy, is the authentic Beijing accent.
Now it is early winter, the car window swept over the land with large patches of snow, gray and dark like my current mood. It was already snowing in the north, and I felt a chill on my body for no reason.
Rubbing my neck, which was becoming numb, I shifted my position to make myself more comfortable and see across the room more clearly.
Quite unexpectedly, the girl on the opposite side of the table had picturesque eyebrows, and was actually a delightful beauty.
I don’t know when, I am afraid to contact with girls, especially beautiful girls, as if they are easy to make me deep in my mind some terrible thoughts. I don’t know since when, I only have friends of the same sex left around me, talking and laughing are bald lady, and the dealings are monks. Of course, my wife is very satisfied, even my friends say I am the last “married virgin” in that city.
Now on the road to escape, I naturally have no mood at all, faintly back: “Yes! It’s snowing.” Then turned his head to close his eyes to rest his mind, but suddenly flashed in his mind, the girl’s face is vaguely familiar, like where I’ve seen it.
“Talk to me!” There was some anger in her voice, but it was more of a pout, “I’m so bored!” Then I felt a soft hand gently pushing my shoulder. When I opened my eyes, the hand was really pretty and not too fleshy, and when I looked along the extended shoulder, the gray woolen sweater aptly reflected the perfect shape of the bulge in front of my chest, which made my eyes involuntarily stay for a few more seconds.
The girl obviously noticed where I was looking, and subconsciously retracted her arms to protect her chest, and snapped, “You, you want to be beaten!”
My face heated up and I thought it must be red as hell.
“Just yourself?” I changed the subject in a hurry.
I didn’t realize that my comment had caused the girl to show a wary look. I reacted in a flash, the lustful gaze I had just given and the comment added up to a dialogue between Granny Wolf and Bunny Goody-goody.
“I’m not a wolf granny…” I hastened to explain, with indescribable sincerity in my words.
This is my specialty. Ever since I was a kid, my mom has said that I sound like an announcer; my wife also says that I have a penetrating voice that is especially easy to take in, and says that she was tricked into it by my voice, oblivious to the fact that she and I met at the age of 5, and shot the trust at the age of 15.
The girl’s expression relaxed as I expected, but she didn’t forget to give me a blank stare: “You think I’m a white rabbit!” Then, with a giggle, she said, “How do you know I’m wondering if you’re… that wolf?”
I said back in a bad mood: “Skeleton shoulders hugged so tightly, like a scared rabbit, I no longer know what I am being seen as a wolf is not an idiot!”
Her face seemed to have reddened as well, and she whispered, “Who made you…” and paused for a moment, not saying anything further.
The atmosphere became awkward, but I felt that the two people who were strangers suddenly became close. After a day of panic, my heart seemed to be in need of some light or boring topics to soothe, so I took the lead to break the silence.
“Is it really alone?”
She shook her head and pointed up , her gaze much dimmer.
I craned my neck to see, but to my surprise, there were people sleeping, but not one, but two! Outside of a head of green silk spread on the pillow, obviously a girl, she is embracing and kissing another person.
Because of the angle, I couldn’t see the faces of the two men, only that the covers were rising and falling underneath them, like a mouse burrowing around. The scene was clearly beyond my imagination.
“My classmate.” She could see my surprise and gently clarified.
I subconsciously looked at the two old men playing chess with great concentration, as if only the chessboard and chess pieces were left in heaven and earth, and nothing else seemed to exist.
“It’s okay!” I said sincerely: “Luckily they were playing Chinese chess, otherwise I really wouldn’t have known where I was!” I purposely emphasized the word “Chinese”.
The girl laughed at my amusement: “You, what decade are you in?…” and gave me a mock look, saying: “You don’t look old, but why are you so feudalistic?”
In these days, “feudal” has become another expression for faithful love. “I’m old-fashioned!”
I first degraded myself, and then countered with, “But how old are you? Besides, this is a public place.”
“It’s not fun to play with a heartbeat that isn’t exciting!” She seemed to be used to it.
“Playing with a heartbeat, I wonder if my escape counts as playing with a heartbeat? Does it count as playing with a heartbeat for you to be talking and laughing with a fugitive?” I muttered in my heart.
The girl threw in another question and answer, “Guess how old I am?”
The girl’s eyes were bright and mischievous, her cheeks were as white and tender as Japanese tofu, and I was quickly calculating her age in my head: “Seventeen or eight years old? Then she should be a high school student, but today is neither a weekend nor a holiday, how can a high school student sit on this train?” I was puzzled to look around a bit, the luggage rack is standing a few violin cases, heart gully clear, fussed: “You are 17 years old this year, is a senior high school student of Beijing Music Annex.”
The girl let out an “ah~”, her face full of surprise: “You know me?” Obviously, I guessed the right answer.
“Miss, you’re not that famous, are you? I had to exhaust hundreds of thousands of brain cells to… calculate it.” I said in a serious manner, while secretly wondering. My wife had never shared my humor with other girls, so many girls or women in the unit who liked me said that I was a wooden man who didn’t know how to have fun, but was I really a wooden man? Or is the psychological pressure of escape making me choose humor?
“Does it really count?” The girl muttered to herself, her face a puzzled mess. However, when her eyes swept along the route of my gaze, she quickly realized where she had revealed her flaws, and poked out her body to fiercely beat me a few times, snapping, “Darn! Scared me to death, thought you really know how to count which!”
When she spoke, her face was very close to me, I could feel the fragrant breath in her mouth when she spoke, and with her smiling face, which was also angry and happy, it was so touching.
My dick fights to stand up, causing me to unconsciously bowed body. The girl naturally did not know my change, eyeballs a turn, said: “You do not know how to count? Calculate my name is called powerful which!”
I begged off, “Grandma, you really think I’m a living god!” The topic changed: “Are you going to the xxx show?” I do not want to dwell too much on the name of this issue, the water meets, after this night, each go their own way, know you are Zhang San or Li Si is not a dream? Moreover, I have not fully accepted the name Wang Huan in my heart.
“Spare you.” She didn’t expect an answer from me, but answered my question, “My classmate is from xxx city, his alma mater is celebrating its anniversary, so let him make a special show, I came to do a favor.”
The Beijing Music Academy is one of the two best music schools in China, and its students, especially those in the senior high school, are all first-rate music majors, naturally proud of their alma mater.
××x x city, that is the city where I live, that city is really out of the music talent, Gu Jianfen, Xu Peidong, Sun Meng, these big names in my mind flashed when I casually asked: “is he or she?”
She retracted her body and said with some loss, “It’s him.” After a pause, she added, “She’s also my classmate.”
At that very moment, there came a suppressed moan from the girl, a sound that was almost inaudible, but which we all seemed to hear.
Being married, I naturally understood what was going on. Looking over from me, the two people who had been lying side by side had become one on top of the other, and the center of the quilt had begun to rise and fall together in a regular pattern.
The girl at first seems to be unclear, but see my smiling face, and on the “creak creak” sound, she understood what happened up there, face immediately buried in the pillow, two hands cover the ears, but can not cover the pale face of the teardrops.
With the girl’s silent sobbing, my heart seemed to be clenched a little pain. The feeling of pain is so vivid, I was a little afraid. And my wife fell in love, married to now, in ten years as if there is no red face, naturally can not experience such heartache, it is only when I hear my daughter looking for her mother’s heart-breaking cries will be produced.
Daughter, yes, my daughter. This girl looks like my daughter… No, technically, like my wife in her teenage years.
“No wonder some of them look familiar.” Closing his eyes, his wife’s teenage appearance is blurred, but not as real as the girl in front of him, I do not know whether it is time that is merciless or people are merciless.
I handed her a handkerchief and gently patted her shoulder, soothingly saying, “Don’t cry.”
The girl shook herself vigorously and choked, “I’m going to cry!”
“He’s right on top of you, have the ability to cry, but snatch him up!” I was heartbroken and a little angry, my tone couldn’t help but be a little heavier.
“I tried.” She heard the change in my tone and turned her head to look at me timidly.
In just a few moments, her eyes had swollen and what had been bright eyes had become foggy.
While cursing the kid for having no eyes, I quoted a famous line from a famous skit: “Forget it then, you should have higher pursuits!”
The almost fake accent made her “puff” a laugh, vigorously gave me a glance: “Fuck you!” Pear blossom with rain, very exciting.
I pointed my finger up , and the frequency of the rattling of the bedpan became faster and faster. “Let’s not ‘Shao blind next door to listen to the sound’ here either, besides, you’re not afraid they’ll fall down ah?”
The girl seemed to want to escape from this sad place too, so she climbed down with me.
Standing on the ground, I realized that this girl is very tall, I am already not short, she is only a few centimeters shorter than me, there is always one meter seven two, three, tight wool sweater and jeans wrapped in the body and I imagined the same perfect.
It took quite a bit of effort to keep my dick honest, and by this time we were standing at the union of the carriages, and the girl was using my handkerchief to dry the last tears from her face.
“‘Blind Shao listens next door,’ what does that mean?” The girl didn’t seem to want to bring up her classmate again, so she changed the subject.
“You really don’t know? It’s very famous!” It would be a shame for such a pretty girl to have a blank brain.
“We spend our days practicing the piano, but we know very little else.” The girl made it sound pathetic, but it matched what I knew about life in the music business.
There were two or three people gathering in the joint to smoke, so I had to get close to her and whisper the famous passage from “Three Words and Two Beats” to her, which naturally got her a scarlet face and a blank stare, plus a couple of punches, but her expression was also much more cheerful.
“Men are no good.” She concluded with certainty, in a loud voice that caused everyone in the bond to look at us.
“Don’t be a one-trick pony,” I told her, disgruntled, “there have to be a few exceptions, right?”
“The exception isn’t you either!” The girl shot back quickly, but there was a cheeky laugh in her ear, and she turned her head to see that she had spoken a little too loudly.
A middle-aged man stepped on the cigarette butts and said to the others, “Let’s go, don’t disturb the couple here.”
In the eyes of others, we are already in a special relationship. Although I do not look handsome enough, but my friends say I am very smooth and civilized, belong to the kind of people with special eyes; the girl is pure and bright, the two people appearance is very compatible, plus muttered for so long, no wonder others misunderstanding.
“It’s all you!” The girl bit her lip and snapped, but a bit of shyness dripped from her words.
I looked innocent: “Who told you to be so loud! Besides, it was a good idea. Look, no one’s bothering us now!”
“Beautiful you!” The girl topped it off, but probably intuitively felt the danger of this topic, paused for a moment, and suddenly looked left: “Are you going to Xi’an?”
“Yes…” I replied casually. But in my mind, I was thinking: “Xi’an, I don’t know my way around, why should I go there? With just a thought, I revised my destination: “I was going to go there, but I have to go to Beijing because my company has some temporary business to attend to there.” After all, I have been to Beijing 20 or 30 times, and I am already familiar with it.
“Yes?” The girl’s mood seems to be higher: “How many days can I stay?” There seemed to be some expectation in her words, and I don’t know if it was just my heart playing tricks on me, or if she really wanted me to stay in Beijing for a few more days.
Just want to flirt a few words, the carriages pushed, came in three big men wearing police uniforms, my heart suddenly indisputable violent beating. The first reaction is actually want to run, but the legs seem to be filled with lead and did not run, back “swish” seeped out a layer of white hair sweat.
“ID.”
I then realized that, according to the usual practice, every New Year’s Eve, trains entering or passing through the capital have to check their identity cards to combat roving crimes and ensure the security and stability of the capital. Now it’s the beginning of December, it’s the time to start the routine check.
I tried my best to make my movements natural, but it took me half a day to find my ID card. One of the officers took it, glanced at it, and gave it back to me.
In the eyes of the passenger police, well-mannered, well-dressed me and the usual sense of the criminal after all, there is quite a big gap.
It was only after I received my ID card that I really calmed down and my mind came alive, only to realize that the three ride-sharing police officers weren’t even paying attention to me.
“Nasty!” The girl said in disgust as she saw that the occupants had walked away.
The Chinese language is really profound, the same two words, change the tone, but it is a world of difference in mood, no wonder those old Maoists can not learn. I was secretly glad that these two words in this tone were not given to me, and I put my ID card into my pocket.
“Let’s see.” Without waiting for me to respond, the girl snatched the card.
“Wang Huan, No. xxx street, xxx street, Heping District, Shenyang City, 210 xxx xxx 19741203 ××××, hehe… it’s your birthday today,” the girl put her hands behind her back, came up to me, and sweetly said, “Happy Birthday!”
Birthday? Damn it, I had a birthday in May! After a few seconds, I remembered that today is Wang Huan’s birthday, and Wang Huan is… me.
Remembering that this “Happy Birthday” is usually said by my wife to herself, and thinking that I don’t know when and how long it will take before I can hear my wife’s birthday wishes again, I felt a pang of sadness in my heart, and responded to the girl’s sentence of “Thank you,” which was very sad.
“It’s so hard yo, having to travel outside for your own birthday.” The girl misunderstood the meaning of my tone and said rather sympathetically.
“It’s all about life.” I waved my hand as if to shake off the gray mood: “Let’s not talk about it.”
The girl understandingly changed the subject: “Are you from Shenyang?”
I nodded. When I first made my ID card, I had thought of changing my birthplace to Shenyang. Almost every summer and winter vacation during my four years of college, I worked and studied in Shenyang’s most famous electronics street, xxx street, and I was already familiar with the city, so if people asked, I was able to cope with it.
“xxx street? I remember… isn’t the Shenyang Conservatory of Music on that street?” The girl was a little unsure.
“You’re right.” Back then, one of my diehard friends from my work-study days was from the University of the East, and his girlfriend was a folk music student at the School of Music, and we went to dance in the small auditorium at the School of Music a couple of times, so it wasn’t like we were strangers to each other, to put it mildly.
“Shen Yin is also considered a good school, I’m afraid I’ll have to go there if I don’t get into Bei Yin or Shang Yin next year.” There was a faint sadness in the girl’s words.
I came from that age, too, and a thousand soldiers crossing the log bridge is a great burden on the psyche of every schoolchild. “Don’t worry, as long as you work hard, you will succeed.” I was very sincere in persuading her at the same time, I couldn’t help but scrutinize her hands, even I, a person who knows nothing about playing the piano, could tell that those hands really should be flying on the strings.
“Look at your hands, you were born to play the piano.” I continued to encourage her.
“Really?” She looked at her hands, her face gradually regained confidence: “My teacher also said so.” Then she smiled and said to me: “I didn’t realize that you are really like a fortune teller.”
“It’s not that I can do the math, but I can read it. At least I’ve listened to Ms. Lina Yu at Shen Yin.” Yu is a famous violinist in China, and it’s not true that I’ve listened to her lessons, but it’s just that the place where I listened to her lessons was changed from my university’s staircase classroom to Shen Yin’s small auditorium.
“Really?” The girl was quite surprised, “Test you…” she blurted out a music theory question.
That’s when the days and nights I’d spent wasting away in the university library finally translated into a huge fight, and the girl’s expression had gone from surprise to amazement as each music theory term popped out of my mouth.
With a common language, conversation became a very pleasant thing. From Menuhin to Jung Kyung-dong, from Tchaikovsky’s Violin Concerto to Liang Zhu; from Chen Mei to Brahms’ Symphony No. 4, which is a test of a conductor’s skill, the conversation grew more and more interesting, and we didn’t even realize that it was already nightfall outside until… “Sujin, I’ve been looking for you for half a day, but are you hiding out here to talk about the big mountains?”
The voice was lazy and soft. Following the voice, one leaned against the car door, floating on her face with the pouty expression familiar to every married man.
（２）
Like this girl who should be called Su Jin, she was also seventeen or eight years old, also tall and with a bright appearance, the difference was her plump figure and a pair of seductive eyes, which seemed to be more deserving of a twenty-seven or eight year old young woman.
I have to admit that as far as teenage boys are concerned, she’s more lethal than Sujin. It’s like when a person has been a vegetarian for too long, meat becomes the best flavor. You know, there’s never a shortage of neighborhood girls like Su Jin in school, but pretty MMs like her with a bit of a dusty flavor are a rarity.
Behind her was a tall boy, looking a bit like Takeshi Kaneshiro, very handsome, with long hair casually tied in a ponytail in the style of Pacquiao, very much the temperament of some artists; with his hands intimately encircled around the girl’s waist, he looked at me quietly.
Perhaps it was the psychology of same sex repulsion at work, I always felt that the boy’s gaze was hiding hostility, unlike the girl who was gazing at me very boldly and straightforwardly. It was she who first broke the silence.
“My name is Chen Fang.” The girl graciously extended her hand.
“Wang Huan.” I just symbolically shook her hand, because when I extended my hand, Su Jin in the corner of my eye was actually that lost.
The boy just answered me: “My name is Zheng Zhi.” Then he said to Su Jin: “It’s already 7 o’clock, are you hungry? Let’s eat together.”
Calling him that, I remembered that I hadn’t eaten a single bite of food since morning, and my stomach naturally reacted.
“I’m not hungry.” Su Jin seemed like she was trying her best to control her emotions, but I could still hear a slight tremor in her voice.
The boy named Zheng Zhi was probably still intoxicated by the passion of the party, and didn’t notice Su Jin’s change in the slightest: “Then I’ll go to the dining car with Chen Fang, if you’re hungry, there’s cola and instant noodles in my bag. Right, what do you want to eat? I’ll bring some back as well.”
The world of two people has always been exclusive. In love with the young girl teenager most hope is that the world only the two of them, for this, I originally have a deep experience, but this moment, I chest actually lit up anger.
It was Chen Fang who didn’t seem to want to leave his companion behind: “Let’s go, Su Jin.” He smiled at me and said, “Why don’t you come along too?”
I naturally declined her invitation, and Su Jin shook her head firmly.
Chen Fang hesitated as if he still wanted to say something, but Zheng Zhi’s skeleton obviously tightened, and his face revealed a slightly unhappy look. Chen Fang, who was standing in front of him, naturally couldn’t see his expression, but he also understood what the sudden pressure on his waist meant, so he waved his hand at us and walked with Zheng Zhi towards the dining car.
Just the moment Zheng Zhi and the others turned around, Su Jin’s face was already covered in pain and aggravation, and I don’t know if it was because of the coldness of the bond, but her body shivered.
I suddenly felt that this scene is so familiar, dusty long ago a past suddenly came to mind, more than ten years ago, I was also like Su Jin was abandoned by my friends: originally one of the three suddenly turned into a pair of small couples and a lone me, the failure of the first love and the friends of my abandonment of me as a shovel completely destroyed my self-confidence, I was muddled more than a year, until the wife appeared in front of me.
I think I completely understand Sujin, if lost love is still a bearable weight in life for her age, then I’m afraid the betrayal of a friend is fatal.
Hangovers are the drunkest, poisonous flowers are the most beautiful, and friends hurt the most.
Seeing Su Jin’s helpless appearance, my heart was filled with pity, I couldn’t help but reach out and hold her shoulders, but before I could open my mouth to persuade her, she had already collapsed into my arms, “wow” crying.
I was at a loss for words, I had never been this close to any other woman except my wife! My hand was frozen three inches from her back for a good three or four minutes before I remembered to place it on the wall of the wagon to keep my balance.
“They… don’t want me anymore!” Sujin sobbed.
While lamenting the fact that the same tragedy keeps repeating itself, I said categorically, “They are not friends!”
Obviously, my words were a big shock to Sujin, and her head left my shoulder, sobbing and repeating my words: “They… are not friends?”
She was crying so hard that there was clear snot on her face in addition to tear marks, and her face was in such a mess that it made me feel in a trance that what was in my arms didn’t seem to be Su Jin, but a daughter who had been bullied by others outside and came back to cry out for wrongdoing.
“They are not friends!” I looked into her eyes and said with certainty, “They are just your classmates, or at most two of the more familiar ones among your classmates. Friends…” I paused for a moment, and a few familiar faces appeared before my eyes: “Friends are those who can breathe with you and share your blessings and sorrows… are they?”
“But I like him.” Su Jin murmured, but a thoughtful expression passed over her face.
“So they’re not your friends. That boy can dislike you, but if he’s your friend, he can’t leave you alone without caring about your feelings, how could he?!”
In fact, I understand how a girl of Su Jin’s age can handle such a complicated love triangle. Like me, it was only after I had a wife that I realized that my two friends, who were also separated at the time: the girl went to a city that I was unfamiliar with at the time, but later became very familiar with, and the boy became my best man when I got married.
But if you don’t break it, you don’t make it. I didn’t want to tell my relationship story to Su Jin as a textbook, so I had to apologize to Zheng Zhi.
“Besides, you’re still young now, and your studies are the most important thing. When you grow up, an excellent girl like you, there will be a lot of excellent boys who will rush to offer you up in their hearts.” I was eager to rebuild her self-confidence, the expression on my face and the tone of my voice were extremely sincere.
Su Jin naturally felt it and subconsciously asked back, “Am I good?”
I nodded vigorously.
She stopped sobbing and her head went back to resting on my shoulder. I didn’t dare move a muscle, trying desperately to make my position seem natural in the eyes of the travelers coming and going.
For a long time, she suddenly raised her head and looked straight at me, asking, “So, do you like me?”
My heart skipped a beat.
In addition to my wife, Su Jin is not the first girl to ask me this question. There were many girls in the original unit, and many of them had directly or indirectly expressed the same meaning, and I naturally replied “no”.
words, causing them to call me an unintelligent log, when my heart was all calm as water, never beating as violently as it does now.
“No…” I returned out of habit, but when I saw a flash of disappointment in Sujin’s eyes, the following lines that I had gotten used to changed: “It’s not that I like you, but I like you very much, and you’re like a cute little sister of mine.” I didn’t forget to add a note after all.
“Little sister…” said Sujin, her eyes drooping and her voice hollow.
“Su Jin, firstly, I’m not good, and more importantly, I’m married and have a daughter. So, you’re a little sister.”
I don’t know why I said that.
Su Jin obviously didn’t expect it and looked at me in surprise, but the expression on my face told her that I was telling the truth. She let out an “oh” and never spoke again.
I felt the rapport we had just created disintegrate in an instant, and the cold brought on by the darkness of the night seemed to freeze my heart at this very moment, and at this very moment I remembered that I was still a fugitive from justice.
The train still drove hurriedly, time still flowed hurriedly, Su Jin also still quietly leaned against me. After a long time, she straightened her body, bit her lips, and said in a low voice, “Thank you, let’s go back to the carriage.”
I nodded silently.
When she returned to the carriage, Su Jin climbed into her own seat and lay motionless with her head facing the wall panel. When Zheng Zhi and Chen Fang came back, she was as if she was asleep, and even when her upper part of the bed was moaning and creaking, her posture remained unchanged.
For some reason, the train was almost an hour behind schedule, and it was almost 1:00 in the middle of the night when I arrived in Beijing.
Zheng Zhi, Chen Fang and an indifferent Su Jin packed their bags with a weary look on their faces. I had to give my hand to Su Jin because I had to change my ticket with the conductor.
“Bye.” I try to relax my voice as much as possible. On the first day of my hasty escape, you, Sujin, gave me a familiar yet unfamiliar feeling that I hadn’t felt for a long time; but let’s meet again, although I’m afraid that meeting again is already for the next lifetime.
Su Jin didn’t say anything, probably because she was afraid that others would see her swollen eyes from crying, she wore a pair of sunglasses, making it impossible for me to see clearly what kind of feelings were showing in her eyes. It was Zheng Zhi and Chen Fang who heard my words and said goodbye to me.
The conductor is a woman in her thirties, may be to see me pretty good-looking, and wondered why I bought a sleeper to Xi’an but have to get off in Beijing, they asked this and that, I explained half a day before she understood, and then reminded me of how to deal with the hands of this ticket, until the train is about to restart, and I have been able to get out of the way.
The night in Beijing is surprisingly cold. I left in a hurry, the thin suit can not block the shivering north wind, get off the car is a shiver, but also reminds me that I should stay in Beijing for the night.
With years of experience in business travel, I know that the higher the star rating of the hotel to me the more secure, where the identity of the guests to check most of the routine, unlike the streets of the travel agency sister-in-laws like the treatment of class enemies like treatment of the guests, and besides, I’m all dressed up to the low-grade hotel to tie up the strange eyes.
I was afraid to go back to those hotels I often stayed at in Beijing. Weighing my wallet, I tried to recall the names of those three-star hotels that intentionally or unintentionally remained in my memory.
The platform was almost deserted. I kept my head down on my phone while following the scattered people who had fallen behind, and before I knew it I was out of the station. After a few phone calls and some haggling, I struck a deal with a three-star hotel not too far from the train station.
I wrapped up the line with a fair amount of satisfaction. When I looked up, there stood before me a young girl, tall, wearing sunglasses and carrying a violin, looking at me silently.
Sujin!
I absolutely did not think that the “goodbye” actually became reality so quickly, at that moment, I suddenly felt that the Novo Earth Plaza seemed to be standing only one person, the white light of the street lamps cast on her lonely body so that she looked so pathetic, surprise and a kind of inexplicable feeling of fear made me stupidly stop! I was surprised and a feeling of fear made me stop stupidly.
“I want you to take me back.” Su Jin’s words were inaudible, but I still heard them clearly.
I subconsciously looked around, there were other people coming in and out of the square, but there was no sign of Zheng Zhi or Chen Fang. I knew that in this cold midnight, Su Jin had been left behind by her friends again.
A cab slid by, “Dude, are you going or not?” The guy asked with a long look in his eyes.
“Go!” The voice was so loud that even I startled myself. Was I able to refuse Su Jin? I knew I couldn’t. Picking up the travel bag at her feet and walking towards the cab, she followed me into the car one after the other, “xxx building on xxx street.” Su Jin leaned on me and told the driver the address.
Although through the coat, I could still clearly feel the shape of Sujin’s breasts and her thumping heartbeat. I nervously hugged the travel bag placed on my lap, as if to cover the changing between my legs, in fact, Su Jin could not see there at all, forcing myself to think of something else ∶ ×× building, if I remember correctly, it is very close to the conservatory, not far from the train station, there are fewer buses in the evening, it should be very fast to arrive, and it will be fine when I arrive, I comforted myself.
There were really few cars on the street, and while the distance between the xxx building and the xxx building was rapidly shrinking, I was also getting farther and farther away from the hotel I was supposed to go to. Just as the neon lights outside the window swept by like an arrow, a thought swept through my mind: in the square of Beijing Station, Su Jin should have seen me long ago, but did she wait for me unintentionally, or was she intentionally waiting for me?
I was rambling when the car had stopped and the xxx building had arrived.
Su Jin watched the cab drive away before leading me to turn onto a road that was perpendicular to the north of the xxx building and xxx street. Both sides of the road were lined with two- and three-story buildings, quaint, obviously an old street.
A north wind blew, Su Jin naturally sat on my shoulder and snuggled up to me. So I walked for five or six minutes, but I didn’t get to Su Jin’s house. I gradually strange up, the road is two lanes wide, the road from time to time there are cars driving over the past, which there is a cab, but Su Jin, why she did not let us sit in the car to drive into it?
After walking for another five or six minutes, we stopped in front of a courtyard, and Su Jin softly said, “We’re here.”
The layout of this courtyard is very common in the capital, a one-person-high fence encloses a small three-story building, and because it’s the middle of the night, only sporadic one or two houses still have lights on.
Seeing that Su Jin still had no intention of letting go of me, I drew out my skeleton, placed the travel bag in her hand, patted her face, and said, “Su Jin, I’ll drop you off here. When you get up there, turn on the light in the room by the road, and I’ll know you’re home.” That tone was really like a big brother caring for his little sister.
As a man, I knew exactly what would have happened between Sujin and me if I had said it differently. But in the ten minutes or so on the party road, reason repelled temptation. To my wife, who loved me dearly and whom I loved equally dearly, could I bear to betray? To the simple and naive Su Jin, can I bear to hurt?
“You can send me, my mom and dad… they… are… out of the country.” Sujin lowered her head and her voice got lower and lower, to the point where it was almost inaudible, and I could barely make out what she was saying by matching the shape of her lips.
Like a hurricane blowing through my heart, the mental defenses I had worked so hard to create were almost destroyed. With the little bit of sanity left, I pushed Su Jin: “Hurry up and go inside!”
Su Jin froze for a moment and raised her head to stare hard at me, I seemed to be able to feel the gaze behind the sunglasses was so sharp that I felt like something had been stabbed out of my face. A few short seconds were as long as ten thousand years to me, until she said ∶
“You… are a fool!”
Looking at her figure as she flew into the building, my heart felt like it had suddenly been stabbed by a needle, and the sharp pain made me cover my chest.
Stupid? Not bad, I’m a fool, I’m really a fool. I felt something flow out of my eye frames and when it reached my mouth, the taste was bitter and salty.
In a blur, a light came on and went off on the third floor.
It’s over. As I turned around, a bicycle rode past me, the man on the front seat pedaling hard against the wind, a young woman on the back seat leaning on his back, her face one of blissful contentment.
Cars drove up and down the road from time to time, but not a single cab. After waiting for a few minutes, I felt more and more cold. I thought it would be more realistic to go to the xxx street in front of me and block a car.
The opposite side of the road looked less windy, so I headed across. Just as I jumped onto the curb over there, the sound of harsh brakes came from behind me. Along with the driver’s curses, a rush of light footsteps quickly approached me. As I turned around with a sense of realization, a person jumped into my arms, and a hot, trembling lip imprinted itself on my cold lips.
My brain suddenly blank, heaven and earth only left the two people who forgot to kiss. The two lips seem to be looking for each other for a thousand years, never to separate for a moment.
Is there really love at first sight in this world? At that moment, I think I answered in the affirmative.
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It was the sound of the horn that woke us up, and I realized that Su Jin in my arms was only wearing a shirt, which looked so thin in the cold wind. I feel pity and love, I don’t know where to get the strength, waist to pick her up, in her light echoes, a breath rushed up to the third floor.
The hidden door of the room hinted at the location of Su Jin’s house, rushing into the room, I closed the door with a click of my heel, threw my laptop bag casually, and with a sweep of my eyes spotting my target, Su Jin and I quickly collapsed onto a large bed in the inner room.
The bed was soft, and of course, Su Jin’s lips were soft.
From her raw technique, I knew that this seemingly open-minded girl actually had very little experience in lovemaking. As my tongue chased her flavorful tongue recklessly in her mouth, her body seemed to be shaking gently from nervousness.
The deep kiss made both Su Jin and I a little breathless, and the two lips had to be separated. I gently caressed Su Jin’s burning cheeks, her eyes met my burning gaze, shyly dodged a few times, seeing that she couldn’t avoid my gaze, she simply closed her eyes.
Su Jin’s shyness evoked long ago memories of my wife’s first time with that look of desire.
“Wife…” my heart suddenly tightened as a familiar face floated in front of me, as if it was looking at me grudgingly, and my hand, which had been sliding down Sujin’s neck, could not help but hesitate.
Su Jin seemed to have sensed my subtle changes, her right arm, which was originally pressed underneath me, gently encircled my waist, and her eyes suddenly fluttered open as she mischievously puffed at me.
The orchid-like freshness of her breath made me lose myself in her angelic smile, and I couldn’t tell whether it was my wife or Su Jin in front of me. When I explored the undulating peaks, Su Jin’s breathing tightened, and her empty left hand subconsciously tugged at the placket of her shirt.
The bulge on Su Jin’s chest not only had an excellent shape and elasticity, but it was also extremely sensitive, and under my rubbing, it was changing at a surprising speed, as if it was about to break free and split its clothes.
Looking at the two little peas at the top, I kind of doubted my eyes, and if it weren’t for the corset rings that my hands touched from time to time to tell me the truth, I would have thought that she wasn’t wearing half an inch of silk underneath her shirt.
“What a mind-blowingly dainty piece it should be there?” I imagined, and couldn’t help but flick the protruding nub.
Like pressing the switch of lust, Su Jin couldn’t help but moan in a low voice, and the throaty sound that was so greasy that it reached the bone marrow drifted into my ears intermittently, and with the gently swinging body emitting the fragrance of a young girl, I couldn’t help but raise the flag of war in my crotch.
After wreaking havoc on her chest for a while, I was no longer satisfied with touching her body through a layer of clothing. However, just as I skillfully unbuttoned the first button of her shirt, she, who was already engrossed in the lustful fay atmosphere, suddenly escaped from under me with the agility of a deer.
“I’m… going to take a shower.” Sujin blushed scarlet and explained in a whisper as she ran into the bathroom. By the time I heard it, the sliding door of the bathroom was already closed tightly.
I laughed at myself for a moment, being married for several years and not being able to keep up with a young girl in the world.
Bathroom remembered the sound of water, the sound of water stirred up my imagination, imagination stirred up my desire, desire in my heart turned a few circles but became rational: this time rushed in, can really become a pervert!
Taking off my unattractive suit, I began to survey the furnishings of the house.
The room is very clean and tidy, hanging on the west wall is a large photo of Su Jin, wearing a white dress, she held a white violin standing in a sea of flowers and butterflies, like a fairy in the sky bright and colorful; gently fluttering hair is like a jumping note, as if I heard a beautiful violin song playing in my ears.
After half a day of obsessive looking, her eyes fell on her dresser against the east wall, on the table there are two naive Australian sloths, as well as photos of her parents in a foreign country, the photo of her father handsome and elegant, a scholarly look; her mother looks very young, do not look at it carefully like Su Jin’s older sister, the two people leaned lovingly together.
The outbuilding is actually a living room, arranged in a very simple way, the south corner of the hall is a Pesce Dove piano, the corners of the piano bench some wear and tear, apparently the owner has been on the piano up and down the hard work. North room like a study, in addition to a large bookcase, only put a single bed and a desk, the desk is lying quietly on the table IBM laptop.
The curtains in the north room were still open, and looking down from here, it was the very same street that Su Jin and I had just walked down.
“This is where Su Jin was gazing at me in the cold wind, right?” I thought darkly as I pulled the curtains closed.
Most of the books in the bookcase were on biology, apparently Su Jin’s parents were experts in this field. In one corner of the bookcase I accidentally found a row of books on literature, history and philosophy, in which there were a few books by Mr. Zhou Zhenfu that I had not been able to find in the bookstore for a long time.
Just when he wanted to reach out and pick up the book, the sound of water in the bathroom suddenly stopped, and Su Jin’s timid voice came out: “Hello.”
My heart snapped, “What’s wrong, Sujin?”
“I forgot to bring my clothes in.” Su Jin’s voice had the shyness of a young girl.
I couldn’t help but puff, “Who made you run so fast!” I teased.
“I’m so sick of it! Go get me some clothes.”
When I follow Su Jin’s instructions to pull open the closet penultimate drawer, I seem to pull open the door to her privacy, a drawer full of pajamas, bras, panties into my eyes: most of the corsets are Wacoal, Dianfen with lace edge of the kind, there are some do not know the brand, the texture of the touch are quite fine; panties are as thin as cicadas, there are completely hollow, there are a few of them are very rare to see the domestic thong! The font is very rare to see in China. How could I not connect these things in front of me with the seventeen year old Su Jin, well the vast majority of these looked as if they had never been worn.
While looking through the pile of provocative lingerie, I also understood Su Jin’s mind.
I quickly stripped myself down to just a tank top and shorts, picked out a semi-transparent silk nightgown and a pair of cut-out panties, and pulled open the bathroom door. Through the foggy water vapor, at the same time I saw Su Jin’s eyes that were a mixture of panic and anticipation, I heard a soft shriek from her in my ears.
She stood there staring daggers at me, not moving a muscle, letting the water spray over her rigid body as if her brain had lost the ability to think.
“Even the beautiful maiden in Engel’s The Spring is no more than that!” Seeing Su Jin’s moving and delicate body my first thought was to think of that overwhelmingly famous painting, and then I was smitten.
The warm steam of the water leaked her skin a pale pink color, and the stream of water slid down her long silky hair, splitting into thin streams beside a pair of delicate bumps. The perfectly shaped peach-like bumps stood out proudly, covered with droplets of water like pearls arching over the pink jewels, and sparse, light hairs could be seen faintly under the flat belly on the mound.
Probably because she realized something when I took two steps forward, a huge blush spread over her face and chest, and her arms, which were hanging down, suddenly came to protect her chest, and she whispered nervously: “Don’t…”
Although Su Jin’s voice was very low, it still made me wake up from my intoxication, only to realize that at some point I had already moved closer to her, “It’s not just wine that can intoxicate people in this world, but beautiful women as well!” I lamented in my heart while stepping into the bathtub righteously, and hugged Su Jin tightly in my arms.
Su Jin hugged me with a cry and pouted, “You’re so bad!” She buried her head in my shoulder and refused to raise it. However, my hands in her satin-smooth back and buttocks to wander back and forth a few rounds of reckless, her face in front of my eyes dramatically enlarged, two pieces of warm wet lips on my lips.
The stream of water hitting me was hot, but not as hot as Su Jin’s body temperature, she was like a fire, I could see a trace of steam emanating from her body. As if she couldn’t stand the heat of her body, she twisted around like a snake in my arms, the pair of rabbits on top of my chest changed shape as she swayed, and I couldn’t help but reach out and grab one.
Sujin’s body stiffened and her lips left mine. My mouth took advantage of the situation and slid down her jade neck, capturing her nipples that were standing up and demonstrating to me.
“Nasty ~~ mmmm ~~ bad ~~” the cloying moan rang in my ears again.
The nipple was already swollen like a large grape as it slid around in my warm mouth, receiving occasional light nibbles from my teeth and sucking from my tongue.
Su Jin’s hands hugged my head tightly, whenever I heard her moan start to change tone, my hair would feel a force pulling back. But after a few rounds, she suddenly pressed my head hard against her breasts, her body shook gently, her chest rose and fell sharply, and a melodious murmur rose from the bottom of her heart: “Ah…”
I felt Su Jin in my arms weigh several times heavier all of a sudden, and I had to exert a lot of effort to be able to hold her in my arms, “Su Jin she had an orgasm.” With a flash of that thought, I felt my dick harden like iron.
After a cigarette, Su Jin’s body slowly calmed down, and her whole body was on top of me, refusing to get up. I guided her hand towards my little brother: “Come on, Jin’er, get close to your brother’s little brother.”
I teased in her ear.
She probably only heard the first half of the sentence, and suddenly raised her head, her moist eyes flashing with light: “Jin’er? You called me Jin’er?”
Seeing me nodding my head, a smile appeared on Su Jin’s face. When that smile, like the first blossom of a flower, greeted me, a sudden uneasiness welled up in my heart. Sujin’s smile was just like the smile of my wife, who had been loved by me for the first time, and if she was as crazy as my wife…
Without giving it much thought, a hand covered the top of my dick, and through my underwear I could feel the slenderness of the fingers and the shyness of their owner.
“So weird yo~~” Sujin’s low voice was barely audible as her hand moved along the shape of my erection.
My heart itched so much that I reached for Sujin’s breasts, but just as I grabbed them halfway, she arched her back and ran away from me, shielding her breasts with both hands, pouting, “No… right now…” Halfway through the sentence, I suddenly realized that there was a speech impediment, and I was instantly punched in the face with a couple of pink fists, and she didn’t care about how much her breasts were stimulating my cock! She was oblivious to the fact that the waves of her breasts were a huge stimulus to my dick.
I understood how much of a shock Su Jin’s earlier orgasm had been to her, who was still a young girl, and had the heart to let her off the hook: “Then help me wash my hair!” I handed her the shampoo.
Sujin sized me up and pointed at my body hesitantly: “You… you…”
What’s wrong with me? I looked down and couldn’t help but be dumbfounded, I was still wearing my underwear, and I was so wet that I didn’t even realize it.
“Then why are you still looking, come over here and help me take it off.” I purposely wiggled my face.
“Beautiful you!” Although she said so, Su Jin still wriggled forward, first helped me take off my undershirt, then squatted down, hesitated for a moment, and with a bite of her lips, removed my panties.
Due to being too close, the dick that broke free from its bonds jumped out at once, and it was just barely against Su Jin’s face.
Su Jin froze there all of a sudden, all the legends about male features were presented before her eyes, she couldn’t help but gawk, the guy with the long angry head and sinewy torso wasn’t too pretty, but it had a great attraction to women.
I look at Su Jin dazed look, would like to laugh at her a couple of sentences, but think of the young girl tender thin skin, the words are not out of my mouth before I swallowed back. Silently stroked her hair, and then pulled her up, said with a smile: “Well, want to see there is still plenty of time, first help me wash my hair!” Speaking, I pulled over a bath stool and sat on it.
Su Jin puffed a laugh: “Who wants to see, but not his own run out!” Want to turn to my back, I pulled her to my legs, said here, she hesitated, hand covered my eyes, said: “then you close your eyes, do not peek.”
I closed my eyes as instructed. Su Jin should have adjusted the rosette head, and the water slid off my shoulders, followed by a few drops of cool liquid dripping on my head, as those deft hands gently rubbed my hair.
I moved in my heart, the bathroom was steamed by the hot air for a while, but the temperature was still very low, after all, it was winter, and the heating in this old house didn’t seem to be very good, my body felt cold after lacking water for a while. I asked Su Jin to give me the nozzle, I turned the direction and the hot water sprayed towards Su Jin’s body.
Sujin’s hands paused for a moment and fluttered over my head again, only for her body and the movements of her hands to slowly move closer to me until my nose touched a bouncy bump. I peeked my eyes, and to my surprise, my head was already buried in her cleavage.
“It smells so good!” A faint perfume odor mixed with Su Jin’s teenage body odor stimulated my sense of smell, causing me to involuntarily let out a sigh of relief.
“Don’t move, or… I won’t be able to… to wash it…” Sujin begged, twisting her waist gently, as if she couldn’t bear the hands that were ravaging her waist, belly and buttocks.
“Spare me.” I stopped, when some shampoo bubbles ran down my forehead, I had to close my eyes. Su Jin will shampoo full of rubbing away, and then brought a bath ball in my body carefully rubbing around, back, chest, thighs, calves and even toes are rubbed to, but her movements are getting slower and slower, and finally stopped, although I can’t see, but I can feel that her eyes should be stuck in my male and male on the penis, after a short time, heard her muttered a “Cheap you”, my dick then more a rough fiber body sliding around.
I was touched for a moment in my heart, Su Jin, she not only looks like my wife, even her tenderness towards me seems to be the same as my wife.
The hot water rinsed up and down, washing all my dust and exhaustion to the land of pawpaws; the towel rubbed up and down, turning us both dry and refreshed. When we were as clean as newborn babies, Su Jin slowly fell into my arms.
Words had become redundant, and I carried Sujin back to bed.
The cold big quilt covered my naked body, I couldn’t help but shiver, Su Jin even more tightly wrapped her arms around me curled up in my arms.
“Hold me tight… hold me tight…” she murmured.
I turned off the lights, and the flames of lust that burned in the darkness quickly chased away the chill, and we both felt each other’s bodies by touch: my lips sucked back and forth on Sujin’s two swollen nipples, while her hands, which should have been fluttering on the strings of the piano, shyly and clumsily stroked my dick.
My hand slowly slid down Su Jin’s smooth back, she subconsciously twisted her body to match my movements, when my hand slid over her buttock mound to the inner side of her thighs, her breathing suddenly became rapid, her head buried in my shoulder: “So humiliating, oh ~ ~”
Hmm? But I soon understood, coming to Su Jin’s most secret place, although I couldn’t see it, I could feel it, it had blossomed like a flower, and the center of the flower was silky secreting slippery and sticky love juice.
The bed sheet was already wet a small piece, as my fingers traversed Su Jin’s private parts, the speed of her love juice secretion was getting faster and faster, the hand that was holding my dick changed places, and the force of my hands around my neck was getting heavier and heavier, and I don’t know when I was already in between her legs that were spread apart in a supportive manner.
“I’m afraid…” Just as I thought, Sujin knew that she was about to take an extremely important step in a young girl’s life.
Smoothly pulling a pillow towel under Su Jin’s buttocks, my waist gently sent forward, my dick accurately pressed against the wet little sister, slightly sliding, it found the position, the glans separated the vaginal opening, and righteously squeezed in.
“Ah~~” As if she was badly hit by lightning, Su Jin’s body became stiff all of a sudden, a moan seemed more painful than sweet, and then a pain shot through my shoulder, and cool liquid began to flow onto my skin.
“Same reaction as wife yah!” A flicker of emotion swept over me, and then I felt my dick hit a roadblock.
“I’m coming.” In Su Jin’s ear I said softly: “It might hurt, but I will cherish you.” Yes, I’ll love and cherish you, I’m no longer a reckless teenager, my daughter is already teething and won’t hurt you too like the first time with my wife.
Perhaps it was because my words contained too much affection, Su Jin’s body seemed to soften a lot. When I exerted my strength, my dick smoothly broke through the barrier and rushed into a warm, moist and tight world.
The pain of breaking a melon might not have been something Su Jin could easily endure, so it was no surprise that my shoulder was in another sharp pain, and I knew that I was seeing blood on my shoulder as well.
When Su Jin’s panting settled down a bit, I made a piston movement. Her place was definitely a famous tool, the layers of it tightly encased my dick, squirming as it moved in and out, as if countless little mouths had grown inside sucking on my rod.
I was not a fierce man, penis even according to the ancient measure also did not have seven inches, will not be like eating Viagra general can be on the bed thousands of rounds, and his wife’s time is every time to bow and exhaust to be able to run to the climax together with his wife. Under the stimulation of Su Jin’s fresh flesh, without sixty or seventy strokes, I have a feeling of spurting out.
At that moment, Sujin’s body began to shake strangely, her arms and thighs wrapped around me like the claws of an octopus, and there were violent contractions inside her. The thought of launching myself went nowhere with the force of her terrifying contractions.
Supporting her body to let Su Jin catch her breath, the silky moonlight through the curtains shone on her delicate face, although with tear drops, it was a face of happiness and contentment.
My fingernails were tracing my chest, and my red, swollen eyes were filled with shame: “Just now, was I… that?”
“Where did you say?” I moved my dick.
“You’re bad~~” she couldn’t stand such powerful stimulation and her voice went out of tune as she spoke. I moved for another eight or ninety strokes, and after Su Jin’s two orgasms, I leaked in one go; she was once again pushed to the top by me as the hot semen penetrated her.
As the clouds closed in, Su Jin softly snuggled into my arms, “Do you like me?” She asked timidly.
“Like.”
“So, love me?”
Do I love Sujin? I think so. Since there is love at first sight in this world, I love Sujin. Do I love my wife? I think so.
But how can I love my wife and Sujin at the same time! Can a person love two people at the same time? I really don’t know the answer.
Seeing that I was speechless for half a day, Su Jin gently sighed and said quietly, “Actually, I know in my heart that you are a good person, and definitely a family man, and you definitely love your wife in particular. But as soon as I saw you, I knew that my life might change because of you.”
“My mom died when I was very young and my current mom is my original sister-in-law who was exceptionally kind to me, but I hated her for taking my dad from me and my mom. Knowing what I was thinking, Dad left me behind when he left the country and asked my aunt to take care of me. But I wanted Papa…” As she said this, Sujin began to sob in my arms.
“The way you looked out the window on the train was just like Dad, and I was thinking, can we have a special destiny? If there is, I won’t let it slip away, but you already have a family…”
“You, must always remember me, always.” At the end of her words, Su Jin raised her head to look at me, her eyes full of anticipation.
I promise you, Sujin. I will always remember you and always keep you in the most precious place in my heart, forever.
Hearing my reassurance, Su Jin slowly closed her eyes, the fatigue from her back-to-back orgasms and the long trip quickly causing her to fall asleep in my arms.
Looking at Su Jin’s angelic face, my heart jerked violently, tomorrow, no, today, we will have to separate, the future road for a fugitive I really can’t predict, maybe it’s goodbye forever! I caressed Su Jin’s face, in her sleep she may have forgotten all her troubles and sorrows, and looked so peaceful. Unable to sleep, a song suddenly rang in my head: “OnenightinBejing.
You and I leave behind many feelings;
Don’t ask for directions at midnight for fear of touching a sad soul.”
The male voice of Chen Sheng is accompanied by a female voice with a Beijing accent.
“Don’t want to ask you again, where the hell are you?
Don’t want to think twice about whether you’ll be able to return, yo.
With your heart and thoughts of your face.
Trying to hold it to my chest and not let go of it when I can.”
That song echoed in my head for a long time.
This is the end of “One Night in Beijing”, see “The Thief: Escape from Shanghai”.