My family is not a happy one, but it has been a nightmare for us for years.
Brother and sister.
Our father was a heavy drinker and gambler, and our mother supported the family on her meager salary, but every once in a while, she was attacked by
When my father scolded me, my mother endured for the sake of Jing’er and me, forcing a smile on her face and hoping to survive.
Until we grow up, but …… the memory of that day is like a lifelong lingering nightmare for our siblings.
That man got drunk and slandered Jing’er and I as the bastards of my mother’s affair with a wild man outside, no
Indiscriminately swinging his fists, I went to stop it, but the man hit me in the head with an ashtray and passed out
Then mother was grabbed by the man’s throat, and she breathed her last in front of Jing’er, and left us forever.
And go to ……
After my testimony, as well as that of my neighbors, years of domestic violence and intentional homicide, that man
was sentenced to death, and we siblings were temporarily raised by our mother’s sister, our sister-in-law. It’s just that mother had
numerous siblings, who had not been particularly affectionate with each other, and a sister-in-law who had a family of her own and an income of
limits, you can imagine that Jingle and I didn’t get much better treatment, and I chose to drop out for the sake of my sister, who was dependent on me.
Learning, to a car repair store as an apprentice, desperate to learn the skills, and then dirty and tired work all take the job, tough
Earned a pitiful income to pay for my sister’s school fees and all sorts of expenses.
We stayed at my sister-in-law’s house for a year, and I had already lost the year inside of me in socialization
I could clearly feel the ostracization of my sister and me in this family, a certain
The second time my aunt complained coldly, and seeing Jing’s aggrieved face, I quarreled with him in a rage, and then took
Jing’er left the house, and since then I’ve been carrying my sister’s tuition and living expenses and our rent on my shoulders.
Although it was very hard, every time I came back to the humble house we rented, I saw my sister seriously doing her homework!
I can endure any pain and any tiredness.
Jing’s school knew about her family’s situation, and her homeroom teacher personally approached our rented room with kind words.
persuaded to let Jing’er live at the school, but I wasn’t comfortable with Jing’er leaving my side, and the years of dependence on each other for the
Fate had brought a touch of affection between us, brother and sister, different from that of brother and sister, and made even each other unwilling to part, so I
And Jing’er at the same time politely refused this enthusiastic class teacher, but God may intend to suffer for the suffering people in general.
Once again, our siblings were subjected to a hijacking due to my refusal to let Jingle live at school.
Jing’er, who is already a sophomore in high school, has an increasingly heavy study load and has to go to school every night except weekends.
school self-study, so every night I had to go to the school to pick up my sister and go home, good thing the boss and the master also know my situation, the
Usually, they also take very good care of me and don’t let me work too late overtime, so that I have time to pick up Jing’er from school every day.
Now Jing’er is also growing up, and has grown up to be a beautiful woman with a beautiful face, delicate features, and a speaking voice.
Her large eyes were always lightly melancholy, and with a quiet and peaceful nature as her name suggests, she was well received at school.
Quite a lot of boys’ pursuit as well as girls’ jealousy, many good people call Jing’er the school flower, coupled with Jing’er superiority.
Xiu’s grades have made Jing’er a little famous in school. But being famous is not a good thing, and one of the school’s outside
Boys who know a lot of landlubbers take a liking to Jing’er, and after repeated unsuccessful attempts to woo her, they finally become enraged and decide to retaliate.
On this evening, just after work, I hurried to school, when the time had passed twenty-one o’clock, and it was already
It was time for Jing’er to leave class, but when I arrived at the school gate I didn’t find Jing’er, usually I’m slightly late a
Lower Jing’er always waited for me silently at the door, so I thought Jing’er had more homework today maybe she hadn’t gotten out of class yet.
Since I picked Jing’er up at the door every night, and sometimes Jing’er would wait for me who didn’t arrive on time, the
to the gate guards all know this beautiful girl, when the guards found silly waiting for me, hurriedly said to me Jing’er on the
It had been pulled away a few minutes before, and in a fit of alarm I hurried after it in the direction the janitor had indicated.
”Jingle! Jing’er!” I shouted Jing’er’s name like crazy, but no one answered. Inside me
Heart a burst of ice, I forced myself to calm down, thinking carefully …… according to what the doorman said earlier those people
There were three of them. They seemed to have threatened Jing’er a few times and then dragged her away. They didn’t see any transportation.
Which means they must not have gone far! And with the terrain around them they most likely went to a school not far from the
In the middle of a wooded park, so I took off.
Unfortunately, after rushing into the woods, I found Jingle, but the scene in front of me made my blood run cold.
The surge of anger was incomparable. At this moment Jing’er was lying on a stone table, unable to make a sound with her mouth taped shut by a gagging tape that
Tears of fear and humiliation clattered down the blown cheeks, and the thin school uniform had been piled up to the chest
on, the little cute was also torn off to reveal just beginning to develop, like a steamed bun like full breasts. At this time a
A total of three men ran their dirty hands back and forth over Jing’s delicate baby-like skin, while Jing’s hands
Firmly bound by gag tape there was no way to resist.
”Stop it! You bastards!” With a roar of rage I rushed forward and kicked a boy who was coming toward me
kicked away, but I was immediately punched in the face by another man, so hard that I almost fell to the ground with my eyes watering, and was very
Quickly I began to fight back, wrestling with the 3 men. It’s just that I haven’t lived a very good life for a long time, and I’m in good shape
I was not strong, and although I had practiced some strength in my part-time job, I was really no match for the three of them.
The punks were more experienced than me, and they hit me so hard that they beat me in the face every time, and in no time at all I was beaten up.
Got a bloody nose on the ground.
Jing’s hands and feet were tied, and after a few struggles she fell to the ground and watched me get sprawled out on the floor Ran
Her heart was breaking as her back was being trampled on, and she could only make “mmmm” sobbing noises when her mouth was sealed shut.
”Che, the brat who doesn’t know how to die, dares to come and spoil our good deed! You’re her brother, right? We’re right here with you.
Have fun with your sister in front of you, hahahahaha!” A boy who looked about my age smugly
Laughing lewdly, he left me half-dead and walked toward my sister …… I felt the heavens spinning and a heavy blow to my brain
It almost made me faint, but I saw them walk towards Jing’er, and as they pulled down her pants, revealing the inside of her pants.
Face the mysterious private parts of the young girl! Somehow sustaining me, I struggled to get up again and lunged at them ……
Soon I fell to the ground again, and the three men spat at me and once again moved toward Jingle, so I again
Once Upon a Time …… I don’t know how long it has been, but I’ve been punched down over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
My face was bruised and swollen like a pig’s head, completely disfigured, the corners of my eyes, nostrils, and mouth were not
Broken streams of bright red blood dripped onto my body and the floor. Jingle was already sobbing feebly, seemingly giving up on
All resistance, perhaps she was willing to lose her virginity as long as I stopped being beaten. As I struggled once more to get out of the
As he rose from the ground, his blurred vision caught sight of Jing’er still only having her garments ripped off, and the three scoundrels had no time to
It was faintly reassuring to see what further excesses had been done to Jing’er.
”Hey …… hey hey hey hey …… grandsons, come again! As long as you do not beat me to death, you dare to move a stick of silence!
Cold hairs, as long as I have a breath, I’ll bite your flesh off one bite at a time!” I squeezed out between my teeth the negative
Cold voice, and then arrogantly laughed. At this time the entanglement has been a long time, the three people’s faces are equally colorful quite a lot, see I do not
No matter how many times they get down, they get up and fight back like mad dogs, and they’re starting to get scared.
”It’s dragging on a bit long, so hurry up and take care of this kid, then drag this pretty girl to whichever bin
Pavilion to go and have some more fun.” One of the men said viciously, then drew a bullhorn knife.
When I saw the sharp knife, my heart sank, thinking they must have used it to coerce Jing’er to come here, the
At this time, my whole body has no one intact, my whole body pain can not even move feet, can only watch the
With that knife slowly approaching me, ready for a final desperate …… look at the man slowly approaching me, I dew
out a contemptuous sneer, and, seeing my expression, he almost lost his head, and with a loud roar rushed at me, his sharp knife ruthlessly
Slashing at me fiercely. But the blades of these bullhorn knives are not sharp, and the proper use would have been to stab someone with the tip of the
These yakuza were also aware that if they really used stabbing but it could kill someone, so they only dared to use their blades to cut. But the blade
It wasn’t sharp, but the tip of the knife still managed to cut through my skin, and after taking a few cuts, I finally grabbed the knife with my hand
I used the last of my strength to punch the knife hard, regardless of the fact that my hand was already bleeding from the knife.
The ground slammed into the bridge of the grandson’s nose, hammering him dumbfounded before snatching the bullhorn knife with one hand.
I grabbed the sharp knife in a death grip and laughed happily! My bruised and swollen face laughed in the weak light so
of hideousness, as if an evil spirit from hell. I stared at them, took a slow step, and said grimly
Said, “Hey …… hey, I was thinking …… about how I could get you scumbags killed …… you… …
You guys just sent me a handy knife, should I say thank you? Heh heh heh …… heh heh heh heh ……
“
My grim smile, grim words, blood-stained blade! The three finally panicked, and one of them took the lead
Stumbling away, the remaining two followed suit and ran without looking back. When they were far away, I finally
Unable to hold myself up and fall to the floor, I trudged toward Jingle and helped her pull the tape off her hands and spoke to her:
“Call the police,” and lost consciousness …… When I woke up again, the white ceiling that entered my eyes.
Then there were the white walls, the white quilt …… I thought slowly for a long time before I could make sense of the situation, and I
Sitting up and looking around, I found Jing’er lying quietly on the recliner next to my hospital bed, with a few strands of her hair hanging over her pale, white, and dark head.
on her cheek, seemingly asleep. I looked up carefully, and it seemed that Jing’er hadn’t suffered any injuries, before I relieved
Taking a breath and looking at Jing’s exquisite face, I reached out and lovingly stroked Jing’s cheeks, but unexpectedly I put Jing
The child woke up with a start.
Jingle exclaimed in surprise when she realized I was awake, got up and jumped into my arms, hugging me tightly and burying her head into my
The chest cried out, “Oooh …… brother …… you scared me to death.”
I gently patted Jing’er’s back and carefully comforted her, “Jing’er don’t cry, I’m not fine, you
You’re not hurt? Didn’t get trashed by those guys, did you?”
Jing’er shook her head and said, “No, I’m fine. Brother, don’t be like this again, it scared me to death, mom
Mom is gone and Jingle doesn’t want her brother to be gone.”
”Silly girl, it’s because mom is no more, brother said anything to protect Jing’er, you are my
All of it, it’s my hope to live ……”
”Oooo…… brother……”
The two siblings snuggled close together, but soon the uncomprehending nurse burst in when she heard the commotion, sending
Now awake I went out again, and not long afterward a middle-aged doctor came in and looked at the man who still had tears in his eyes shy
Red-faced, Jing’er, who sat aside, smiled and shook her head before checking my body up.
”Hey, hey, young man, hold the girl pain sister can be careful na, just stitched the needle, do not let the wound are open!
up.” The doctor seemed cheerful and joked about it.
”Uh …… Doctor don’t you dare say that.” I looked at my otherwise white face completely red as an apple of
Jingle, sharply.
”Just kidding, huh. There’s nothing wrong, just a slight concussion, so be careful.
Rest, and you have too many wounds, so don’t bathe lately, and also avoid touching water. Okay?
What’s the matter, you rest first, the police from the police station will come to find out what’s going on later, I’ll leave first.”
After watching the doctor leave, I turned to Jing’er, “By the way why are you here? Don’t you have to go to class?”
”I am worried about you …… brother for me suffered such a serious injury, how can I calm down to study …….”
Jing’er aggrievedly, seeing this expression I immediately surrendered, holding her soft if boneless little hand, gently
Sotto:
”Brother is not worried about your studies, out of such a big thing, brother afraid that you have a shadow in your heart from now on to delay the
It’s not good to learn anymore.”
”Don’t worry, my brother has given so much for me all these years, I will study well, I will be like brother
As strong as brother!”
”That’s a good boy, come on, one more hug.”
”Bummer ……”
Then the police station started investigating, and the school got involved, and the three men were suspected of attempted rape.
He was eventually sentenced for a number of charges, including willful wounding, but that’s all for later.
After being discharged from the hospital, I took a vacation from my boss and stayed at home to get some rest as my injuries were not yet healed. As the saying goes.
The child whose life is hard becomes a family member early. Although I have taken care of Jing’er all these years, Jing’er hasn’t done much housework to take care of the
The inconvenience of moving to change is still more than enough for me, and the unspoken sentiment between Jing’er and me seems to be more
It’s a little stronger.
After a week or so the injury healed completely, I returned to my heavy workload, and Jing’er devoted herself to her studies.
Although there was a delay because of my injury, Jing’er’s academic performance didn’t decline, and when the semester ended late
I was also very happy to be the older brother when I got into the top 10 in my grade for my overall test scores.
Soon Jing’er will be senior* three, the study task is heavier, the evening self-study time is also very late, the examination
Considering the issue of safety and convenience I still let Jing’er live in the school to go, this is the first time I am separated from Jing’er, in order not to
bother her I seldom even contacted her, and whenever I returned to that rented room where I was alone, feeling that it was tightly only
It’s a house. Only with Jing’er, no matter where you go, it’s home.
Thinking of Jing’er has also grown up and become more and more beautiful, the heart of a young girl I’m a brother’s
More and more guessing, she would already be shy in front of her brother, would already be avoiding him, would already have her own
The little secret of the …… when alone like to ruminate on these things, the mind is full of sister’s silhouette, the
An angelic shadow sustained me, and while Jing’er was at school and I was alone, I fought to
Life overtime, in order to get more performance pay, for Jing’er speak to come to study in the university to prepare more money.
Time flew by, and by the time Jing’er reached the final stage of the second semester of her senior year of high school, she stayed at school even on weekends.
school, and occasionally called me to hold my peace, and I only occasionally called her homeroom teacher to inquire about her situation
I was relieved to learn that the homeroom teacher was also very complimentary about her.
Three years of study, two days of exams. When the college entrance exams were over, I cooked a big table for Jing’er, well
There was a good celebration, and Jing’er was happy and broke down and drank some wine. And when the college entrance exam scores came down, Jing’er
The results of the excellent, into the capital are rich, we are more than a good celebration.
”Jing’er, where do you plan to go next to fill out your aspirations? Peking University or Tsinghua?” I said as I took a sip of wine.
I have always played the role of half-brother and half-father, Jing’er got such a good score, and all these years, no matter how hard and tiring it is
It’s worth it.
But when Jing’er heard my words, her face, which had been overflowing with smiles, suddenly calmed down, and her face seemed not too
Well, I was surprised, “What’s wrong? Not happy?”
”Brother ……” Jing’er was silent for a moment and spoke, “I’m going to just apply to Wuhan University.”
”Why? Although Wuhan University is also a book, but the reputation of which is not as big as Peking University and Tsinghua University, speaking to find work
It’s also easier to make, and ……”
”I don’t want to leave you ……,” Jing’er suddenly interrupted me. “Going to Wuhan University, I don’t have to go anywhere
Go, I don’t want to leave you …… for the rest of my life ……”
Jing’er’s sudden words left me speechless for a moment, and the originally festive atmosphere became strange. For a long time.
I squeezed out a little smile and said, “Say, what silly things to say, haha …… silly girl, old brother I just to
You have a good future in the future and consider, as long as you can live well in the future, old brother these years will be worth it …… As for the
What leave not leave for life or something …… haha, silly girl, you will marry sooner or later, when the old brother
It’ll be real easy, haha …… hahaha …… hahaha …… uh, uh-huh.”
I couldn’t even laugh at myself when I said it later, Jing’er was also silent, and we siblings silently bowed our heads and ate
The meal started, and what had been a good celebratory dinner somehow became tasteless. Until after the meal, Jing’er
said to me, “Brother, let’s go for a walk, you used to pick me up from school, we haven’t been out together for a long time
Going for a walk.”
”Oh …… well, I’ll be there as soon as I finish the dishes.”
As the night grew dark, the teenage girl strolled down the quiet lane, Jingle wearing a clean white halter dress, the
Revealing alabaster-like arms, the natural beauty of the silhouette so that I do not dare to look too squarely at her. In contrast, I was wearing a simple
The single shorts and basketball jersey, wearing flip-flops, the whole a loser, with Jing’er walk together inevitably ashamed of themselves.
”Brother …… remember when your grades were better than mine, and your thinking was flexible unlike those nerds, sports
Cells and good. It’s just that you’ve worked so hard for me …… all these years, thank you ……,” Jing’er said softly.
”Ugh, it’s all back in the day ……” It was hard for me to hear Jing’s thanks for some reason, it was her
For the first time since I was born, you said “thank you” to me, saying this “thank you” that I didn’t need at all. …… “who
I’m your brother, I should do all this, you don’t need to thank me, if you really thank me, you should put the
Take control of your life ……”
”We were born on the same day, and perhaps it is true that you were born from your mother’s womb into this world a few minutes before I was
on the realm, but it shouldn’t be used to determine your fate.” Jing’er said quietly, her tone seeming somewhat resentful.
”Uh …… what exactly are you trying to say? After all, I’m still not well read enough to hear it.”
”I mean, my brother wouldn’t have had such a fortunate life all these years if it weren’t for me, and you’ve done me a favor by
Sacrificing a life that could have been your own, really just out of love for my sister who was born only a few minutes after you.
of protection?”
Jing’s paragraph was rather long, I chewed carefully, Jing seemed to have some kind of hint, but I still didn’t
hear, scratched his head and said, “Uh …… brother and sister have no one to rely on, the brother earns money to support his sister, what is this
Questions?”
”I love you, don’t you?” Jingle snapped.
I froze for a moment, feeling the tinge of affection that has distinguished brother and sister over the years, and, after a moment’s silence, squeezed
Putting out a smile that was even worse than crying, he said, “Uh, haha, of course I love you, old brother, is there any need to ask?”
Hearing my words, Jing’er stopped in her tracks, her fists clenched, biting her lip, tears welling up in her eyes, and said:
“The love I speak of is not the love of a sister for her brother, but the love of a wife for her husband! All these years we
mutual affection, our feelings for each other have long since exceeded the boundaries of brother and sister, and you have long understood, brother, that you have long
Understand! Why do you but …… oooh ……”
Jing’er threw herself into my arms and cried bitterly, and the last thread of my suppressed feelings was about to be crushed.
Collapse. Yeah …… all those years of endless overtime, with grease and mud, and sometimes encountering difficult
I can only tolerate it, even when I’m humiliated and trampled in the mud, why on earth am I doing this?
”But we …… are, after all, brother and sister ah, we are not destined to be together, we are still too young, still too
Little, you will definitely meet the other half of your life in the future who will accompany you for the rest of your life, and that person will definitely not be me ……”
I said somewhat ruefully.
”No! We’ve been inseparable since we were kids …… We played together, we were crazy together, we grew up together, we lost our father together
Mother …… oooh …… brother, from that day on, my world is only left with you, and you are the whole of my world, has
No one can come into my world anymore.”
”But …… have you ever thought that maybe it’s not love? Because I was 1*5 years old when I was burdened with
Your life, your feelings for me, were meant to be an attachment, a dependence, and I did what no other brother could do.
thing, so as a sister you mistook that attachment for love?”
Jing’er suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck, stood on tiptoe, and pressed her soft, fragrant lips against mine, followed by Pi
This soft tongue tangled together, Jing’s sudden frenzy made me almost lose control, but each other raw
The kissing still brought me back to a shred of sanity, and I hastily pushed her away, saying, “You! What are you doing?”
”What? Brother, don’t you admit it? If we were brother and sister, could we kiss like this? You’re obviously passing me the past.
of love reacted!” Jingle yelled, she had never spoken in such a loud voice before.
”Yes! That’s right! Even if I love you! But so what? We’re brother and sister!” I yelled back, completely
Ignoring the odd glances of the occasional passerby, “We’re not meant to be together, I know that, and I’ve been very early and very
Early on, even before I knew better I knew that I loved you deeply, but what could I do? Our
With my parents gone and no one left to raise us, I finally had the chance to act on that love and make sacrifices.
I just want you to be able to live a good life in the future because of my dedication and sacrifice, and that’s how much I love you!
But now that you’ve broken that window, what can I do? What can I do?”
By this point I kind of understand. Once as a child, even though we were of different genders, at a very young age
Whenever we played together, I looked at Jing’er as if I were seeing myself, and this heart
The strange feeling of being joined at the hip is something only twins can experience, but as we grow up, as families and
Life changes abruptly, and we no longer resemble each other in appearance, nor in experience, and early in our lives we have been in society
of me to seek only results in many things, as in that affection between our brother and sister, though I loved her.
But after all, we can’t fall in love or get married or have children, so I chose to sacrifice everything for Jing’s happiness.
Even if I live in darkness for the rest of my life. Yet Jingle is now just a 1*8 year old girl living her school
garden life and had a different experience than I. She thought that love was love, just a feeling, and her idea was for me
It’s as unrealistic as a fairy tale.
Jing’er was silent for a while, and without another word, she turned around and walked away. I walked in silence, following her.
We didn’t speak to each other again or even walk side by side until we got home. When we got home, Jingle went to
The bathroom took a shower, and when she was done I took the shower, and when I was done we had nothing else to do with each other
Up.
After suppressing it for a long time, Jing’er sighed quietly and said: ”I will go to Beijing to study as my brother said, then
Afterward, according to what my brother said, work hard, find a man to marry, and live the life that my brother wants me to live ……”
Hearing this, my heart twisted violently for no reason, what Jing’er said was indeed what I wished for, but seeing her
Losing my smiling face, I became confused. Why is this? Why was Jing’er’s high school score good enough to enroll in any major university?
Point college, we instead not a hint of happiness? Seeing that Jing’er has already taken the first step in her future good life.
Why is there not a hint of joy in us? If there really existed feelings of mutual affection between our brother and sister, could it be that the tight
Tight is the relationship is already the so-called forbidden fruit of morality and human decency? Why else is it so bitter?
”I …… am not trying to organize your life, I just want you to live a happy life and not suffer anymore.”
I sighed.
”But you don’t realize that being with you is my greatest happiness, my only happiness ……” Jing
er tears, said ruefully, “I also know that I’m very selfish like this, so in the future when my brother finds his sister-in-law I’ll also
Is going to bless you guys, just don’t kick me out brother ……”
I feel a pain in my heart, once we knew each other’s hearts when we were close to each other, and the pain of this moment is perhaps
Exactly how Jing’er felt. I dominantly took Jing’er into my arms and told her, “I was wrong, the biggest thing I’ve ever done in my life
The effort is to make Jing’er stop crying and I myself made Jing’er cry, I’m sorry, what can I do to
Make you stop crying?”
Jing’er raised her head, her smoky eyebrows raised, and a pair of affectionate eyes gazed at me quietly, then slowly closed, delicately
s chin slightly raised, her cherry lips slightly open, quietly waiting. I stroked her delicate, tender cheeks, my fingers
Taking away the teardrops that hung on it, then both lips imprinted on her red lips. Neither of us had much experience with kissing, and the two
The soft tongues were carefully entwined, while one of my hands unconsciously climbed up to Jing’s puffy
breasts, carefully rubbing the delicate breasts through my shirt, Jingle wooed and wrapped her arms around my neck, the
Responding more passionately to my embracing kisses.
For a long time, lips parted, each other’s tongues are still connected with a silk thread, seemingly unwilling to part. Jing’er was blushing.
In a voice almost as faint as a mosquito, she said shyly, “Brother, carry me to bed ……”
Jing’er’s delicate and shy appearance completely ignited my lust, I picked her up horizontally and took two or three steps to
Walked to the bedroom and carefully placed her on the bed. Our snail’s pace is a small room of only 30 square meters, and of course
There was only one bedroom, too, and we siblings cuddled together in the same bed for years, only never crossing the threshold of
And now I’m putting Jingle on this bed and slowly undressing her.
The white dress was scattered on the floor, and I couldn’t wait to take off Jingle’s little cutie as well as her little panties, the round
The moist and full breasts stood out proudly, the pink buds were dainty, and the mysterious private part of the girl was not as bright as Jing’er’s. The young girl’s breasts were not as bright as Jing’er’s.
Shyly clenching her legs together she couldn’t see much, only the thin hair in an inverted triangle just below her cute belly button.
And I couldn’t wait to strip down and reveal my erect rod.
”Hate it, don’t look at me like that, it’s so humiliating, turn off the light ah!” Jing’er glanced at the ugly
Flesh stick, too shy to look at it a second time, both hands covering the important parts of my body, urging me to turn off the light.
Jing’er’s perfect body like a work of art was so covered that it had a more seductive look of a budding lute, I
I couldn’t wait to turn off the light, climb into bed, and climb on top of Jing’er …… In the darkness my big, rough hands were on Jing’er’s smooth
The jade-like skin wandered around and finally found the full pair of jade peaks. Jing’er’s breasts were not that big, but
They were firm and nicely shaped, and I fondled them lovingly, and put my mouth on the delicate nipples.
Sucking, nibbling and licking, Jing’er, who was still a virgin, was incredibly sensitive, and was teased by me to the point that her body swayed uneasily, with a look of desire.
The look of refusal.
Soon after I felt my rod was so swollen that I couldn’t wait to penetrate it, but I parted Jing’s long and slender rod.
The jade leg, twisting the meat stick to the young girl’s private parts to poke around just can’t find a place, anxious me sweating.
”Jing’er, I …… can’t find it!”
”Not there …… a little below, no, there’s the asshole, ouch ……”
”Uh…… want to turn on the lights first?”
”Well ……”
The lights turned on again, and looking at the delicate body on the bed, I circled my head awkwardly, then came to Jingle and
Separate Jing’er’s legs, carefully observe the girl’s mysterious private parts up, thinking that just now there is actually no way to start simply
Shame on you, now that’s something to look into.
Seeing her private parts being stared at by her own brother in such a way, Jing’er was so ashamed that she took a pillow and put the
Covering my own face, like an ostrich’s mind. I, on the other hand, scrutinized the not-so-thick pubic hairs growing on the
on the pubic mound, below which was a slight bulge with a mysterious slit in it, and then I used my hand to
Fingers spread the slit of flesh open, revealing the bright red tender flesh inside, and a mysterious hole hidden within. I stretched out my finger
After exploring a bit in it, Jingle’s petite body shuddered repeatedly, especially when I touched a strange grain above her labia
When the bulge was raised, Jing’er’s body shrunk even more lightning fast.
”Eh? Does it hurt?” I asked curiously.
”It doesn’t hurt… it’s just that …… that …… is a bit sensitive… … “Jing’er said shyly.
At this time I remembered a very bragging colleague bragging to us about his affair, he looked very experienced.
The look of the test told me that when banging a virgin, the foreplay must be sufficient so that the pussy is well hydrated so that the girl is
It won’t hurt too much. But what is foreplay? For me, as an inexperienced virgin, I can only do what I’ve read before.
The plot of the AV.
So I stuck out my tongue and licked it back and forth over the delicate pussy lips. “Ouch! Brother, what are you doing? Just stop.
Down, it’s so dirty there …… Ahh! Mmmm ……”
Before Jing’er could finish her sentence, the tip of my tongue was teasing back and forth on her pussy nucleus, and Jing’er’s body trembled violently
She reflexively tried to shrink back, but unfortunately I held her legs in a deadly grip, and she could only endure having her private part
Ruthless aggression.
”Comfortable? Eh? There’s water coming out …… Zip …… Well, it’s so sweet ……”
”Mmm …… don’t …… ah! This feels …… never …… before.”
Jing’er’s sensitive private parts were still flooded with love juices from my unskilled teasing, and she looked at me as she lay panting on the bed.
Continuously, my whole body scarlet with Jingle, I couldn’t wait to turn off the light again. With one hand propped up on the bed, I searched the darkness for
Looking for the entrance, this time I felt the glans finally find a place and entered slowly until I encountered a layer of blocking
I didn’t think too much of it, and with a little pressure I continued to stab my rod in.
”Ahh! Ouch! Oooo……” Jing’er’s cry came from the darkness, scaring me so much that I pulled out my rod in a hurry.
”Ah! Brother, don’t leave me ……,” Jing’er sobbed.
”I’m here, aren’t I?” I hastened to reassure.
”Oooh …… people are saying …… don’t come out, brother’s one …… seems a little big… … come in.
Be gentler on people this time.” Jing’er said, a luxuriant jade hand holding my rod in the darkness, aiming at the
her own tender pussy, and I cooperated by slowly and carefully thrusting in again.
I used to chat and fart with my coworkers during my occasional free time at work, talking about the size of my meat stick, and then I secretly
Taking a vernier caliper that can be accurate to 0.01 millimeters and measuring it specifically, I’m about 15 centimeters long when I’m erect.
The thickest part was about 3.5 centimeters, which seemed to be a little bit bigger than average, so it was even bigger when it was broken.
Should be careful.
I thrust slowly, my rod slowly penetrating deeper and deeper into the warm, wet, narrow channel until it was rooted to the root, a kind of a
The pleasure of going to the bottom made me feel unreal as if I were sleepwalking. Jing’s tender pussy was stretched to its fullest by me, an
The pain of being torn apart and the pleasure that accompanied it made her cry out, “Brother! ……”
The tight pussy was getting wetter and wetter and my movements were getting smoother and smoother as Jingle wrapped her arms around my neck and we
Entwined with each other until exhausted, I shot the first cum of my life deep in her wet, tender pussy ……
I fell into a deep sleep, seemingly dreaming all the time, a dream full of my experiences with Jingle from childhood.
From being little kids who weren’t even as tall as our desks, we went to school together, we went to class together, we went crazy together, we climbed trees together.
Exploring places we’ve never been before, copying each other’s homework to fool the teachers, climbing to the top of a mountain to watch the sunrise together.
Listening to music together, snuggling up with each other and reading a book, making love together …… The morning light shone through the window and the
I woke up in a ghostly state, with Jingle beside me, sleeping sweetly in my arms, a smile on her lips, seemingly still enjoying the
subjected to a night of warmth. I laid her gently on her side, covered her with the blanket, grabbed my clothes and walked out of the The bathroom
In the middle of it, the cold, cold water washed over me, washing away last night’s impulses and passions. I’ve never regretted anything in my life
what, but at this point had to regret that I had taken my favorite sister’s first time, it was worse than a beast, the
What should I do in the future? It is impossible for us to be together after all …… With a complicated mood, I made breakfast.
Jing’er still did not get up, perhaps the first taste of her indeed exhausted, I also did not wake her, quietly walk
Out the door and into the thick of things.
I was tired all day, but at last I didn’t have to work overtime. When I came home from work, Jing’er was like a virtuous wife a
She made dinner for me, and her attitude toward me and the way she got along with me seemed to change from brother and sister to a passionate love
couple, making me uncomfortable, but when Jing’er took the initiative to remove her thin shirt before going to bed at night, revealing her flawless torso
All the morals and ethics of my body were completely crushed by my beastly lust, and then I gasped and pressed my breath into Jingle’s weak and delicate body.
on her body, possessing her, violating her …… Just about every time I made love, my sense of guilt and self-condemnation deepened a little more
step, but whenever I wanted to end this illicit relationship, Jing’er was always sensitive to the gap, so she used all kinds of
Various ways to bind my mind and body, she learned to suck my cock, which, though raw, still made me enjoy the
Incredibly, she’s learned to dress up, even a third of light makeup can make her more beautiful, some sexy black silk
Net stockings, revealing wisps of pajamas, even a nude apron …… Without realizing it I was indulging in Jingle’s tenderness
couldn’t help myself, and during sex, whenever I sent Jingle to orgasm and shot hot, sticky
Jing’er’s semen, Jing’er had passed out directly many times, I thought it was caused by the excitement of the orgasm and did not pay any attention at all to the
I realized that when Jing’er fainted, my heart was pounding like a hammer on it.
Dramatically beating …… Jing’er’s short summer vacation was then spent in warmth and lust, and eventually Jing’er entered Wuhan University.
into her new school life, while she moved in and stayed with me only on weekends.
It’s just that I don’t get regular breaks, and sometimes I don’t get weekends off, so our time together became
Very short and precious, the spring night is short, often when I come home from work, as soon as I open the door of the room, a naked
body’s marvelous body then flew into my arms and sent kisses, even despite the fact that the door of the room was not closed and my
covered in stinky sweat, offered to take my hand and put it on her private parts as well as her growing breasts …… I don’t know this
Is it right to go on like this, and I know we can’t be as good as we used to be?
A brother and sister now …… Yet I never perceived why Jing’er, who was once ice-clear and pure, would be so eager to
Making love, I never realized that the dizziness of Jing’s orgasms and the discomfort in my heart every time I had them were actually something
What’s wrong with it. One night I penetrated Jingle’s thin, defenseless body, and after the passion, Jingle lay
in my arms, inexplicably leaving tears in her eyes, sobbing and saying to me, “Brother, you must take good care of the
Look out for yourself ……”
I was so puzzled that I thought Jing’er had encountered something unpleasant, so I hurriedly wrapped my arms around her and comforted her softly:
“Idiot, haven’t I always taken care of myself pretty well? Took care of you along with me.”
However, Jing’er didn’t respond, just curled up tightly in my arms like a frightened deer.
However, two weekends in a row after that, I slept straight through the factory because I worked overtime past 0:00, leaving me with half a
months without seeing Jing’er, received a call from Jing’er at work, and due to the busyness of the matter at hand, did not listen at all to the
to Jing’er tone in the wrong, hurriedly hung up the phone …… But after a few days, in the middle of the work, I suddenly
My heart pounded violently and the intense pain made me sweat profusely as I collapsed to the floor and groaned loudly. I pressed my heart
dirty, beads of sweat rolled down my forehead, and for some reason, in the midst of the intense pain, in that moment my brain
Jing’er’s agonized face appeared in the sub, and her voice resounded in the depths of my soul, “Brother …… I’m in so much pain ……
Where are you?”
The intense pain made me faint, and my coworkers who were on the sidelines were so shocked that they hurriedly dropped what they were doing and
I was taken to the hospital. In the hospital, a detailed examination was done, but there was no abnormality in my whole body, and I could clearly feel the
Suffering from pain in the heart, the heart seems to be pulling out of one’s body and no longer belonging to one’s self, but the doctor said that
Everything was normal on the EKG, and at this time, my phone rang.
”Hey, are you Tian Jing’s brother Tian Yu?” An unfamiliar girl’s voice came sharply.
”I am, and may I ask if you are ……”
”Your sister has been hospitalized with a heart attack, come quickly! She’s in the People’s Hospital, 3rd floor, ward 11. ……”
Hanging up the phone, I darted out of the hospital I was in and hailed a cab toward the People’s Hospital. Clogged
of transportation took nearly half an hour, as long as a century to me, and when I jumped out of the cab, the
A breath of running to the custody ward, the room is very quiet only instrument “drip” sound, Jing’s body did not have a
personal, and her face was devoid of its usual smile and glow as she slowly breathed in the oxygen that the oxygen mask was delivering to her
Gas. I finally figured out what was causing the heart pain I’d been experiencing for a while, and since the hospital hadn’t checked to see that I had
any problems, then it was the feeling of being connected to Jing’s blood, coupled with the pain in my body, that was Jing’s
The pain in the ass!
I shakily grabbed her cold little hand and said, “Jing’er, it’s me! I’m coming ……”
Jing’er slowly opened her eyes, smiled at me with great effort, removed her oxygen mask with great difficulty, and in a weak voice
Said to me, “Brother, I finally see you, half a month without seeing you, it feels so long ……”
”It’s okay, brother is right here with you, everything will be fine!” I said softly in a comforting voice.
Who knew that Jing’er shook her head and said, “It’s no use, this is a congenital heart disease of mine.”
”Congenital heart disease? Why isn’t it working? Can’t it be cured?” I said sharply.
”The huge amount of money needed for the surgery we simply can’t afford, and the success rate of the surgery is very, very low, also
There is that the best time for treatment has also been missed and it is hopeless ……”
”How did this happen …… How did this happen?” I felt so disheartened that I almost stopped thinking.
”Brother …… I miss you so much, one day I can’t see you, I have to miss you for a day, the more I think about you, the more my heart
The more it hurts ……”
”I ……”
”Don’t interrupt me, I have so much to say, listen to me well, okay? …… Actually we are not mom
mother’s child with her husband, but that of her mother with her cousin, and it was for the very reason of consanguinity that the
Their children are susceptible to congenital diseases, and fortunately, if one is destined to suffer from the disease
As twins, God chose only one child for us, and that was me ……”
I was shocked beyond words, holding back my full of questions and patiently being a good listener.
”Surprised? I actually knew all this when I was very young, and the reason why I didn’t tell you was because
For fear you’ll worry about me ……”
Tears almost flowed from my eyes as I held Jing’er’s small, cold hand. For so many years I’ve had to tell myself
To be strong, such things as tears are to be rejected, and at this time all my strength, New Year, and hope were all being
Destroyed, in front of Jingle, I tried to keep my own twisted, unmistakable smile on my face, and stayed quiet with her, whispering
Speaking …… two days later, Jing’er’s condition suddenly deteriorated, and after the resuscitation was ineffective, the doctors walked out and patted me
s shoulder, leaving the last time for me …… Jing’er on the hospital bed, her skin pale without a trace of blood, I
Sitting on the edge of her bed, he held her little hand …… tightly “Brother, promise me that in the future you will have to be good or, be
Take care of yourself ……”
At some point in time, Jing’er had said this to me as well, and my heart twisted beyond measure as tears finally held back the
Unable to stop the tears from coming out of my eyes, I firmly said, “I will, I’ll take care of myself, I’ll live my life, I’ll
Spend my whole life remembering you, thinking of you, deepening you in my heart, letting you live in my heart, accompanying
Accompany me through my life!”
A teardrop trickled down from the corner of her eye and slid across her cheek as she whispered, “Tian Yu, I love you, you
And?”
I kissed the teardrop and my trembling voice echoed throughout the room, “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you ……”
Jing’er was no longer able to speak, listening to my ever-repeating words, the never-ending love for you, the
Her eyes were full of reluctance, full of resignation, full of disappointment, full of despair, and I knew that she did not want to
Dead ！！！！！！
But at the end of the day, she seemed to be tired and wanted to sleep for a while, and she slowly closed her eyes, held by my
Hands also lost the last trace of strength …… This day, Liu Jing in my company, finished her short a
Sang …… When I walked to Liu Jing’s school as if I were a walking corpse, packing up her belongings, one of her roommates, also
The girl who called me to tell me about Liu Jing’s accident handed me a locked diary and told me that it was Liu’s
Jing asked her to pass it on to me, the password is our birthdays ……
When I got home, I flipped through a thick notebook, a diary in which we recorded almost every event from childhood through
Some I don’t remember at all, and I learned that she’s been into me since we were in junior high school, every day.
She repressed her feelings, but the pain of her crush and the conflict of her sibling status never
Ever show it and suffer everything alone and in silence ……
3/21/05: You don’t have a mom or dad anymore, and I don’t know when I’m going to leave you too, you
Good grief, I love you so much ……
December 4, 2005: It’s hard for us to go to the same major high school, why don’t you listen to me?
What about dropping out of school? Do you realize how unworthy it is to do so? Because I’ve ……
6/4/06: You had a fight with your aunt and we moved out into a house you rented, though
Life is more strained, but I finally have a two-person world with you ……
10/20/06: Yesterday you protected me, I was almost defiled, I was so scared, scared that I would be
You don’t want me when I’m stolen, and I’m scared that I’ll lose you when you’re protecting me ……
3/9/07: I’m already in my third year of high school, and my studies are so heavy, but it’s not that hard for me.
I don’t have time to be next to you anymore, you know? I don’t actually want to go to college. Every moment we’re together.
Time is all very precious because I don’t have much of it left …… But I don’t want to let you down, I don’t want to disappoint
Negative of what you’ve done to me ……
6/17/08: Finally found out my GCSE results, you’re very happy, and likewise I’m very happy that
It should be that I finally made love to you, my dream has come true, I’m finally your wife, I love you ……
3/7/08: It seems to bother you that we have sex almost every day, but I don’t know what day I’m
Will leave, I want to be more intertwined with you …… The last page is no longer a diary of any kind, it’s a diary that Jingle gave to
My message, too, is a suicide note.
Tanyu:
Brother, when you read this diary, I guess I’m no longer alive. When I was little, I was very willful.
You always accommodate me and spoil me, I really can’t afford to lose this kind of love. In fact, I knew a long time ago that I was in no
One day you will die, you dropped out of school for me, I tried to discourage you but you wouldn’t listen to me, I wanted to be there.
I told you the truth at the time, but I’m afraid you’ll be sad …… These years, brother, you’re not even a teenager, you’ve been working outside.
It must be very hard, tiring and aggravating, just for the sake of the soon to be dead me, I’m really sorry …… brother.
Lately my heart always hurts so bad, every time I think of you it hurts, every time I have sex it hurts. I know it. I have this disease.
No sex as well as strenuous exercise, every time I have sex with you I am hastening my death, but I don’t regret it ……
Brother, I really love you so much. You once questioned my love for you, saying it was a sister’s attachment to her brother.
I don’t know if you’re right, but I really love you! It’s a pity that we’re brother and sister, we’re twins.
Mom and her cousin suffered from congenital heart disease when they had me, and I didn’t know how bad our baby would be, so I
Secretly took long-term birth control pills, did not give you a child …… brother, I really want to stay in this world more
A few years of watching you start a family, get married and have children, and letting me know that you’re happy, then I can be unattached
Going without attachments. I’m sorry for ever wanting to possess you, but it’s like sacrificing yourself because you genuinely want me to be happy.
In fact, I do hope you can live happily, promise me that you must find a sister-in-law and live happily
Live ……
Having said that, it is still not willing to ah, if the brother did not drop out of school back then, if the brother can go to college, will
I’m sorry I dragged you down …… Remember when we were a
Get up and climb the mountain? In the temple on the mountain, I wished to Buddha that you would always be happy and healthy, that in our next life we could
Be a couple!
Brother, I love you so much, we have suffered so much in this life, if there can be a next life, I hope the old
God, for the sake of this life of suffering, let me love you again, but don’t make me your sister again, I
To be your wife! What about you? If we could meet in the next life, would you marry me?
What a long diary! I’ve been writing for so many years, but I’ve finished it here. Brother, do you have a little one?
What about reading all the drops? I really can’t bear to part with it, but what can I do? Brother, carve my name in
Are you in your heart?
…… I didn’t eat or drink, and spent the day reading all the words in the diary, once happy and sweet
The days went by, and by the time I finally closed the journal, I couldn’t control it anymore and bawled my eyes out. This is
For the first time since I was a little girl, I let out a cry of indescribable pain, indescribable bitterness, as if it were going to crush my heart and
The voice cries dumb, eyes can not see things clearly, the whole heart, broken …… time flies by the eye has been 5 years, the
I became silent after Liu Jing’s death and remained the same working man, spending the rest of my life aimlessly. Jing’s
The appearance is so stunning, the same twins of my natural looks will not be bad, over the years one after another there are
Girls have shown me love and friends have introduced me to them, but I’m dead in the water and I can’t get interested in anything.
The only thing I like to do is to go back to the rented house where I used to live with Jing’er and carefully go through her
Journals left behind, remembering the beautiful silhouettes of yesteryear ……