I left the bedroom and walked into the bathroom to rinse off, looking at myself in the mirror on the wall inside the bathroom, although my skin was still as fair and delicate as it had been when I was younger, the disheveled look in my eyes and the subtle crow’s feet at the corners of my eyes under the messy hair that was still dark and long enough to reach my ears was annoying to myself.
Wearing a shower cap and taking off my robe, I twisted the hose and stood myself under the shower head, letting the slightly warm water shower my whole body, and massaging my still-sagging breasts while applying the shower gel; I remembered that it seemed like I hadn’t had sex with my husband since I retired, and that not only did my breasts feel like they were shrinking, but also my originally full pubic mound under the sparse body hair was gradually drying up… ………
Since childhood, I have been a very good girl, but also a very hard to study a good student; since the elementary school until the teacher training college (secondary school), are all the way smooth, although not among the best, but always a satisfactory, teacher training college graduates are also distributed to a fairly good national elementary school as a teacher.
After teaching in school for more than half a year, my parents through the introduction of friends and relatives, for me to choose a husband in the government as a civil servant, my husband is eight years older than me, appearance and looks are not very good, but my mother said, too handsome and tall men are not easy to keep, and civil servants live a simple life, especially older husbands will love their wives more, so at that time, my parents were satisfied, my parents said that I should be a perfect life in my life. My parents were very satisfied at that time, and my parents said that my life should be a perfect life.
Married, I just over 20 years old, my husband is 28 years old; I look more petite, height is only 1 meter 52, features with the appropriate, the appearance looks more beautiful, but not the so-called national beauty in people’s mouth.
Although my face is not particularly outstanding, but let me feel worthy of my own satisfaction is that my skin is relatively fair, tender, with barely known as the A-cup bra and not fat, not thin, three circumference of the body of the uneven, should be considered small and delicate in the upper part of the beauty it! I remember when we were dating before the engagement, my husband, who has a restrained personality, would occasionally tease me, saying that the more I look at my appearance, the more I think I look like my name – Lee Yuk Soo (the more you show).
Soon after marriage, I got pregnant, and after giving birth to my daughter, in order to let my uterus and vagina recover quickly, I only breastfed myself during my menstrual period; after the full moon, I paid close attention to my body’s conditioning and maintenance, so I quickly returned to my pre-wedding figure; since I didn’t breastfeed for a long period of time, my nipples and areolas didn’t turn black, but only changed from pink to a deeper red color.
The only thing I regret is that my nipples are slightly longer and my areola range is slightly smaller, with the nipples appearing a little protruding on the breasts that can be held in the palm of your hand, and because of the pregnancy, the nipples appear to be even more protruding as they become larger; and having just given birth to a child and breastfeeding, the breasts have also increased in size to the size of a hand that is large enough to be filled up, which exudes the flavor of the mature young woman.
Maybe it is pregnant, is in the youthful age of the husband held too long, maybe it is my delicate young woman charm of the reason; in the daughter after the full moon period, the husband’s libido is particularly strong, almost every night on the bed will be pestered to make love, but also make my original white skin more reveals the crystalline delicate; just my husband and I are the traditional education of the people, so couples in the house position Most of them are the traditional male on female kind of position.
Then, as my husband’s position gradually rose, he had to gradually increase the number of business trips, and moreover, I had to go to the nanny’s house to pick up my daughter after work, so it seemed that my whole life was only about teaching at school and going home to take care of my daughter, and the intercourse between husband and wife gradually decreased; as my daughter gradually grew up, the sexual intercourse between husband and wife was only left to be the occasional formula behavior of rituals and ceremonies every month.
A few years ago, because my daughter graduated from university and went abroad for further study, and married abroad, my husband and I, in addition to the occasional physical needs of the two coincidentally, almost like a pair of two individuals living under one roof, husband and wife to get along with the situation, the real reached as the ancients said, “respect for each other as guests”.
More than half a year ago, taking advantage of the teachers’ retirement regulations will be revised into a more stringent before I work seniority of 30 years on the application for retirement, although my home more free, perhaps because of the usual habits of husband and wife to make, for the husband of the official life of everything, but more unfamiliar.
After retirement, the generous monthly pension is almost higher than the original salary, so when I first retired, I went abroad to visit my daughter and stayed there for a few days to learn about her happy life after marriage, and also let go of the last burden in my heart.
After returning to China and former colleagues to participate in several short-term domestic and foreign travel, the original calm personality after several trips, the tourist activities and feel a little bored.
Luckily, when I just retired, I suddenly thought of buying a piece of farmland in the countryside and making a farmhouse, intending to wait for my husband’s retirement, and then we can live a leisure farmer-like retirement life of planting flowers and vegetables together. Therefore, I commissioned a real estate agency to help me find a piece of small farmland, but after a few months, apart from occasionally looking at a few cases of farmland for sale, until two weeks ago, when I traveled abroad, I still had not found a suitable piece of farmland in the countryside.
Looking back on this life, marriage and work so smooth and uneventful life, life is not particularly passionate, there is not much shock and awe. This may be what people often say: ordinary, ordinary, happy life!
But this calm, beautiful life, but gradually due to the excessive leisure after retirement, and let me feel that this life I seem to lack something, the psychological gradually more feel as if there is an indescribable boredom, ………
Just as I was looking in the mirror and applying makeup to my face while indulging in the ephemera, the musical sound of my cell phone calling rang again. I looked at the unfamiliar phone number from my morning routine, thought about it, and pressed the answer button.
A young man’s youthful voice came from the other end of the phone: “Mrs. Jane? I’m Lok Ka Real Estate Agency, my name is Chen, recently our company received a commission to sell a piece of farmland, very suitable for the conditions you need and the purchase budget, I do not know when it is convenient for you? I can serve you anytime.” I raised my eyes to look at the clock on the wall, so I agreed with the other party to meet in front of a nearby superstore at around 2pm.
In the late afternoon, I sent a text message to inform my husband, then changed into a pink long-sleeved casual dress and left the house, walking towards the supermarket 100 meters away. As I was approaching the supermarket, I saw a thin young man, about a head taller than I am, wearing an undershirt with “Roca Furniture” printed on it and looking around on the side of the road.
I walked up to his back and was about to speak when he happened to turn his head to look at me, he was suddenly stunned for a moment, and then said to me in surprise, “You’re… Ms. Li! It’s been a long time! How are you, Mr. Li?”
“Are you ……?”
“Teacher Li, I’m Chen Sanyuan. When I was in sixth grade, you taught us social and health education! By the way, teacher, do you live in the neighborhood? Are you out shopping?”
“Chen Sanyuan, I have retired, you do not need to call me teacher anymore. …… So you are the Mr. Chen of Le Jia Housing Zhong, and I am the Mrs. Jane you are waiting for.”
“Teacher, just call me by my first name; so Mrs. Jane is you, Teacher, Teacher looks as young as ever, how come you are retired? However, this is too good to be true, so that I can have another chance to repay my teacher’s kindness, and it is my greatest honor to serve you. …… Right, teacher, my car is parked not far away, please get in first, I will report to you slowly on the way , okay?”
Sitting on the Chen Sanyuan car, the car to the southeast of the countryside, Chen Sanyuan first told me about this piece of farmland information, this is a piece of more than 3,000 square meters of orchard, the seller’s Mr. Lai in his youth only to the prosperous foreign country to fight for a few years later in his hometown to set up a family, but also some achievements in their careers, and now older, but the body is gradually aging, mobility is inconvenient, and do not want to return to their hometowns to live, and thus So, they entrusted “Roca Real Estate Agency” to help them to get rid of it.
Then Chen Sanyuan talked about his own encounter in the past few years: he is 25 years old, in high school, his parents died in a car accident, although some compensation, but he was left alone, and no good friends and relatives to rely on, so after high school into the workplace, because there is no skill, had to step into the real estate sales industry, and still continue to engage in the industry after the mandatory military service.
Chen Sanyuan finished, he cared to inquire about my family, I also briefly let him know that my husband is a civil servant, his daughter has been married abroad, and now there is only us husband and wife at home, life is very ordinary, beautiful. In the past few days, my husband was on a business trip, so I came out alone; after I finished, I casually asked whether Chen Sanyuan had found a match or started a family.
Chen Sanyuan at this time frequently turned his head to look at me, hot and different eyes seem to be very complex said, “Li teacher, you teach me that a whole year, your temperament, looks make me adore, has been unforgettable; grow up, began to like the opposite sex, I still use your image to make comparisons, so up to now is still celibate a person, today can meet you again, feel the teacher is still as Heart as beautiful as ……”
These words also make me feel a bit unable to answer the embarrassment, the atmosphere in the car has become a bit dull ……. I said awkwardly: “The years are not forgiving ah, the teacher I am old, this year are almost 50 years old, that is why I will handle the retirement ah! …………”
“Teacher, you are too modest, today have the fate to meet you again, I am really too happy, wait a moment this farmland if you feel very satisfied, I will try my best to put this deal together, and for the teacher to increase the maximum benefit …….”
At this time the car has been in a country road about 10 meters wide, on both sides of the emerald green forests dotted with a few sparse farmhouses, the early summer rural scenery makes the heart feel a relaxation of peace and beauty.
Car speed slowly reduced, and then turned into a car only slightly wider than some of the cement paved winding road, the road on both sides of the planted bananas and some fruit trees, the car slowly and after dozens of meters, and finally, parked on the left side of the road in a sparsely populated open space, Chen Sanyuan get off and open the door for me to get out of the car.
“Teacher, this is the land, see if you find it satisfactory?” Chen Sanyuan pointed to the left and spoke to me with a smile.
I paid attention to the surroundings on the left, only to see not far from a somewhat dilapidated bungalow hidden in the jagged woods, in front of the bungalow there is a small piece of flat yard, and then a meandering path about 2 meters wide extends to the place where the car stops, the orchard land is full of less than knee-high weeds and wildflowers, is swaying in the afternoon sun, the occasional stone piles along the side of the trail mixed with a few places.
At this time, the afternoon sunshine sprinkled in this orchard, this feeling, let a person’s mood all of a sudden become very comfortable and serene, let me immediately surging urgently want to have this kind of return to the red dust outside of the idea, I said to Chen Sanyuan the heart of the environment of the joy and willingness to Chen Sanyuan smiled and said: “Teacher, I will first take you to visit and understand the surrounding environment, if you really have the will, then If you really want to, then we can talk about it in detail, okay?”
Chen Sanyuan took me down the path on the left to the front of the house: it was an old-style farmhouse bungalow of about 100 square meters horizontal to the south, supported by two round stone pillars with log beams, and in the middle of the house was a double-opening gate of two log boards, with a big brass lock hanging on it.
Although the house can only be vaguely seen from the path, the open space in front of the house is very wide. Perhaps because the house has not been inhabited for a long time, the house looks a little vicissitude, but against the surrounding environment, it makes people feel as if they have fallen into a quiet and ancient atmosphere of historical time and space.
In Chen Sanyuan’s introduction to know, the house with agricultural electricity is more economical, eat the water from the house next to the deep well motor to the back of the house of the natural ecological filtration of water storage tower, Chen Sanyuan said while opening the door of the big locks, into the house.
The layout of the house is divided into five rooms, in the center is the living room, the left and right outermost one are the kitchen and bathroom, bathroom and living room in the middle of the tiled bedroom, the other side of the kitchen there is a large stove, the adjacent room there is a square table and long benches, the living room behind the side door is the backyard, the backyard in the backyard against the corner of the house, there is a slightly higher than the roof of the cement water tower, the garden potted a few flowers and grasses; The environment of the house looked full of the feeling of ancient times, which made me like it at once.
Chen Sanyuan took me out of the house again, through a few rows of fruit trees, he walked and introduced the boundaries of this piece of farmland, and then we went back to the parking place; I felt more trust in Chen Sanyuan’s professionalism and service attitude, so I expressed to Chen Sanyuan once again my determination to buy, and left it to him to handle all the formalities of the purchase for me. Chen Sanyuan also assured me that he would help me to lower the price to the seller again when we got back to the parking lot. It was almost evening by then, so Chen Sanyuan drove away with me.
When I got into the car, I said that although the exterior of the house was rustic and wild, some of the rooms, kitchen and bathroom equipment were worn out, and Sainty Chen told me that he could privately ask his friends to help me make a comprehensive interior renovation before the closing was completed, and that he guaranteed that I would be satisfied.
On the way back to the car, the two were talking about how to refurbish the interior of the house in the opinion of the city, because the evening is the end of the day, the city traffic and more people, I looked out the window of the crowd, and suddenly glimpsed a familiar figure on the sidewalk, that is a middle-aged man holding a two or three-year-old boy, the man next to the young woman, snuggling up to the man, the two people walking and teasing the little boy laughing. Two people walking and teasing the little boy laughing, these three people seem to be a picture of a happy family! But…that man…that man looks so familiar ……. Instantly, I feel my mind instantly blank, my whole body cold, the whole person stagnant ……
Chen Sanyuan, who was driving, noticed a sudden pause in my conversation, turned his head to look at me and said, “Teacher, what’s wrong with you, are you physically unwell? How did your face turn so pale, need me to help you ……”
“Suddenly I feel some pain in my stomach, nothing serious, I’ll just take some medicine when I get home.” I forced myself to hold back the questions in my head and the sudden heartache, and asked him to park the car outside the superstore where we had met on the date, and then made an appointment to go to the real estate agency tomorrow to sign the contract.
Getting out of the car, I walked home with a foggy brain, picked up my cell phone and dialed, a familiar voice came from the phone; “Are you home yet? How did it go out today? I just finished a seminar and am now about to have dinner; have you eaten? …… I’ll be home in two or three more days, ……”
Listening to the cell phone faintly, the child screamed, “Daddy hug! Daddy hug!” And a faint woman’s voice: “Be good, don’t be noisy! Daddy is calling!” Suddenly, I do not want to say in my mind that I have made the results of the purchase of land: “have not decided, or to look again,……….”
I turned off my cell phone, but in my mind began to generate more suspicion, the whole night in a trance, until the eyes are dry and unbearable to go to bed, but lying in bed still tossing and turning until late at night, and finally do not know when to fall asleep, ………
Disturbed in his sleep, he was suddenly woken up by his cell phone, with a splitting headache, he raised his eyes to look at the wall clock on the wall, it was already 10:00 a.m., pressed the cell phone, and a youthful voice came to his ears, “Teacher Li, good morning! I’m Chen Sanyuan, ……”
Sainty Chen told me that he went back yesterday and negotiated with the seller throughout the night, because the seller also wanted to sell as soon as possible, and finally determined the selling price, and promised to take a ride back to sign the contract today; Sainty Chen told me that he would drive me to the company at 2:30 pm and reminded me of the documents needed to sign the contract and signing fee…etc…
In the late afternoon, I changed into light gray casual clothes and walked to the supermarket where I met yesterday with a despondent and tired mood. Chen Sanyuan, who had a sunny smile on his face, was already waiting for me, and Chen Sanyuan drove the car directly to the intermediary company; Mr. Lai, the seller, had already arrived, and the intermediary company’s internal staff took out a few copies of the transaction contract, and, after explaining it in detail, they began to go through the procedures of signing the transaction and, according to the provisions, delivered half of the total price of the signing bonus, and signed a seal on the transaction contract. After paying half of the total price, Mr. Lai signed the transaction contract.
After signing the contract, Chen Sanyuan saw that I seemed to be full of tiredness, so he sent me directly home, in the car he and I agreed to go to the farmhouse again tomorrow for a more in-depth inspection, in order to provide reference to friends of the decoration and design, I nodded in silence.
Back in front of the house, watching Chen Sanyuan’s car leave, I opened the door and walked into the living room, looking at this once carried a whole family peace and happiness of the house, but now let me feel so cold and lonely, I still can not suppress the sadness.
I chaotically changed out of today’s clothes, walked into the bathroom to rinse, I looked at me in the mirror, although my appearance is still beautiful, my whole body skin is still white and tender, my breasts are still erect, my belly under the mound is still full, my legs are still long and beautiful, but I feel that I have been as emaciated as a fallen flower drifting away; rinse, I lie alone in bed, I am still more than tears for a long time before I reluctantly I was still in tears for a long time before I managed to sleep.
Although the whole night sleep is not stable, but the familiar cell phone call ringtone let me immediately wake up, Chen Sanyuan youthful voice through the cell phone came warm thoughtful hello: “Teacher morning, I’m sorry to wake you up again, right, I will be at your home in 15 minutes, are you convenient?”
Maybe in order not to let outsiders know that last night I was hurt and insomnia, I put on a set of white one-piece dress, but also deliberately use cosmetics to modify; unfortunately, because of the lack of sleep, there is still a faint trace of black shadow under the eyes can not be hidden.
Just finished dressing up, the doorbell also rang; after opening the door, Chen Sanyuan outside the door to see my dress up, some lost soul like eyes straight: “Lao…teacher, today’s you are too beautiful, wait a moment free can let me for you to take more pictures? ……”
Women always like to hear other people’s praise, see the back of the camera Chen Sanyuan eyes straight hooked me and froze look, the original light sad mood seems to become more cheerful; get on the car, Chen Sanyuan still from time to time to turn his head to look at me, so that I seem to have forgotten the shadow of the heart.
The car arrived at the roadside outside the farmhouse, after parking, Chen Sanyuan helped me open the car door and then carefully held my hand to help me step out of the car door. Two people walked to the farmhouse outside the courtyard, Chen Sanyuan set up the camera tripod, fixed the camera, he said; “Teacher, let’s take a picture of the appearance of the house before remodeling commemorative photo here ……” Then, he told me to stand position and posture, stood in my By my side, his hand lightly wrapped around my waist and said, “Teacher, please smile at the camera ……” He also intended to hunt for a few angles to help the two take a few pictures.
After taking the photos, Mr. Chen began to explain to me that because of the need to maintain the original rustic appearance of the house, only the roof and the main door were renewed, refurbished and repainted; then he opened the door and led me into the living room, where he guided me to various compartments while telling me how the living room was to be refurbished and decorated, the bedrooms were to be modified to become a Japanese-style room, and how the bathrooms and kitchens were to be decorated and furnished. ……
After surveying the farmhouse, the time was almost close to noon, and Chen Sanyuan said to me, “Teacher, since we’re all out, why don’t we take advantage of this nice sunny day and take a walk to a nearby scenic spot, okay?”
To thank him for his enthusiastic service, I nodded my head and agreed to his suggestion; Sanyuan Chen was excited to drive the car towards the Reservoir Amusement Center in the suburbs; it was already noon when we arrived at the Reservoir Amusement Park, so the two of us went to the restaurant for lunch first.
After lunch, while walking along the embankment of the reservoir, Sainty Chen frequently picked up his camera and took a lot of pictures for me, sometimes even set up a tripod to take pictures of the two of us together. Along the way, Chen Sanyuan’s excitement was high, and after entering the amusement park, he was as happy as a child. Influenced by his joyful mood, I also put aside the unpleasant shadow in my heart for the time being, and the two of us went to play with a few facilities together; and posed in many different poses for him to take pictures as he requested, and we didn’t leave the scenic area until 4:00 pm.
On the way back to the car, Chen Sanyuan said to me, “Teacher, thank you very much for accompanying me out to the scenic area today, this is since my parents died in high school to the present, so that I have a sense of kinship again, and it is also the happiest day for me! Teacher, to be able to reunite with you again, I feel as if God’s gift to me, I really hope that in the future there will be the opportunity to see you often!”
Hearing the words of Chen Sanyuan, I was very touched, and suddenly had a thought in my mind: “Sanyuan, I trust you to call you this way, I am also very grateful for your help to me, if you do not mind the teacher, I am a retired and will be stepping into the old ugly woman, I am willing to treat you as a son in general, are you willing to call me a godmother?”
Chen Sanyuan was very excited, he paused for a moment and said: “Teacher, really? I am very willing and very happy that you can treat me as a relative, but …… teacher, your appearance is still so young, beautiful, to call you “godmother”, I’m a little strange, if I call you “god sister” is more or less the same! “I’m not sure if I’m going to be able to do that, but I’m sure I’ll be able to do it! However, since you feel that I call you “godmother” you are more happy, I still comply with your intention, but I still think that you are only a few years older than me “god sister” it!
All day long listening to Chen Sanyuan opening and closing his mouth to praise me for still being young and beautiful made me very happy in my heart, I smiled and said, “Godmother I’m old, my daughter’s age is several years older than yours, it’s too enough for me to be your godmother, but it doesn’t matter, anyway, I don’t know what’s in your heart, but godmother I just take you as my son.”
“Yes, in order to celebrate being able to finally become a family with my godmother, and in order to be able to do my best for my godmother again, I’ll treat my godmother to a dinner tonight, okay?” Chen Sanyuan stated with emotional excitement.
After a few consecutive days of sleep deprivation, I was really a bit mentally exhausted, I apologetically said to Chen Sanyuan, “Sanyuan, after walking for a day today, Godmother is a bit tired, why don’t I find some other time to treat you to a meal some other day to thank you, Godmother!”
Although Chen Sanyuan looked a little disappointed, but still very understanding nodded, which made me very grateful for his thoughtfulness; back home, it was already dark, I look at the clock has shown more than 7:00 p.m., because of the continuous lack of sleep and coupled with today’s running around all day, physically feel very tired, so simply get a bowl of noodles for themselves, after eating, in the living room to rest a little, into the bathroom to rinse and lie down to the bed soon after falling asleep. bed, and soon fell asleep.
Faintly in my sleep I heard the door slamming in the next room, I opened my eyes and looked at the wall clock on the wall showing that it was 9:35 a.m. Perhaps this was the most sleep I’ve had in days, and I felt in a cheerful mood.
Looking at the sky outside the window, another sunny day, I stretched out of bed, opened the door to my bedroom, and saw my husband, fully dressed, carrying his briefcase, also walking out of his bedroom.
“Back, you’re going to work now, aren’t you? Do you want to have breakfast first? ……” I greeted my husband with a nod.
“I came back last night after 9 o’clock, I saw that you seemed to be sleeping, so I didn’t go over to say hello to you, there are a bit too many things going on in the unit today, so maybe I’ll come back later in the evening; for breakfast I’ll just wait and buy something random on the way to eat. I’ll leave first, if something happens, I’ll send you a text message.” Hubby finished and also smiled and nodded his head with me, then left the house.
After watching my husband go out the door, I entered his room for the first time with skepticism, which was as regular and neat as his restrained personality.
After careful and repeated searches, I finally found a key in the inside corner of the bookcase; I tried again with this key and finally opened a small drawer in the desk drawer correctly.
I took out all the small stack of documents from the small drawer, I slowly separated and examined them, these documents have valuable documents that my husband had not told me, stock certificates, ………, and among them there was an A4-sized cowhide envelope bag; after I took out the items in the cowhide envelope bag, my mind suddenly exploded, my whole body could not help but start trembling. My whole body can not help but begin to tremble, I feel the sky is going to fall, I can not help but cry out loud, the most let me can not bear the heart of the doubt, but the real show in front of my eyes …………
There were a dozen or so photographs in the cowhide envelope bag, and the contents of a few of the photographs, which were of a woman who looked somewhat familiar holding a child, appeared as if they were outing photographs taken at different times in different places, and appeared to be documenting the child’s process at the same time; I looked at the dates shown on the photographs, the earliest of which dated from about nearly two years ago, while the most recent of which dated from two months ago.
Another two or three photos, should be in the photography studio to take a family of three “family photo” commemorative photo, the photo is the same familiar woman and child, but the photo of the man is the man from my young life with me to date …… …
There were several other documents in the cowhide envelope, one of which was a receipt for a woman’s payment for the purchase of a house, but the name of the payer was the man I knew best, and the payment was made about five years ago; I looked at the woman’s name, and I looked up at the group photo of my colleagues in the public sector hanging on the wall, the date of the photo taken sometime about three years or so ago, and it finally dawned on me.
Inside the brown envelope was another document, a birth certificate issued by the hospital nearly three years ago, with the name of the baby boy’s mother listed as the woman in the photo, and the name of the baby’s father still listed as the man who has legally been with me all my life.
I held back the great pain and sadness in my heart as if the sky was falling, my whole body trembled as I put the file back into the small drawer and locked it, and I also put the key back into its original position, I went back to my room like a zombie, lying on the bed, I let the tears fill my face and my heart as if it were cut by countless knives…. …
Lying in bed, I don’t know how long it has been, I just keep shedding tears, tears flow to tiredness and drift off to sleep, wake up still shedding tears, tears flow to tiredness and sleep ……
Once again, when I woke up from the nightmare after nightmare, the tear stains on my face were still not dry, and I looked at the clock on the wall it was already 9:30 pm; I lost my mind and went into the bathroom, gently applying a warm towel to my puffy eyes from crying, when the sound of the gate opening came from outside, and then I heard my husband say outside the bathroom door, “You just got back, too? I have a lot of business today, I’m almost too busy, so I didn’t come back until now.”
I turned around and looked at my husband standing by the door, suppressed the pain in my heart and said in a calm tone, “Do you want to use the bathroom? I’m a retired man, unlike you who can be busy with “business” until now, I’ll let you use it first ……”.
“I don’t need to, just now after the meeting, by the way and colleagues went to the three warm wash; or you retired is better, can every day free nothing to see shopping, movies …, I’m a little tired, first go to sleep! I’m a little tired, I’m going to sleep first. I’m going to go out to the field for a few days every two days. Hubby finished glancing at me to leave.
Seeing his eagerness to leave, my mood started to turn a little emotional as I walked towards the bathroom door and couldn’t help but say offhandedly, “Hubby, there’s something I’d like to talk to you about, and I was wondering if you were could wait a minute?”
“Is not you go to see the farmland thing it, these things you just decide, anyway, I’m still very early from retirement, today I’m a little tired, these small things wait for later, when I have time to talk about it ……” Hubby has already gone to his bedroom.
“It’s not the farmland thing, it’s that when I went out to look at the farmland and came back the other day, I seemed to see you …… near XX Road,” I finally couldn’t help but say my question.
Hubby did not turn around, but just stepped away from the foot but paused for a moment after the voice of some strange said: “Is not you see the wrong, I was a few days out of the county city ah!”
Seeing my husband treating me perfunctorily, my suppressed emotions finally broke down and my tears began to spill out of my eyes, “I’m sorry, I had access to your room when you weren’t at home, and I found a locking key that was inside your desk ……”
“You…what are you talking nonsense …… How can you rummage through my ……” Hubby suddenly his whole face turned white, he looked a little angry and anxious. His forehead sweat kept flowing, and his speech became a bit garbled ……
“Please…don’t perfume me anymore, I…I’ve used that locking key…to open the small drawer inside, I…I’ve seen a lot…please tell me the truth honestly … “By this time I was in tears, I was all broken up ……
“You…you …… you all know …… then what do you want ……” Hubby’s face suddenly became very fierce, he was furious and yelled loudly at me.
“This is not what I want, but how you want to solve the problem, husband and wife for so many years, but you hide me like this for so many years, so how can you explain to me? And how to stand up to me? …… “After being yelled at by him, instead, it made my emotions become more rational, and I began to express it calmly.
“I…, she’s been with me since she graduated from college and entered my unit, she quit her job for me and also gave birth to a son for me, and now she’s just pregnant with a child in her belly, how can I abandon her! …Otherwise, you still pretend you don’t know, anyway, it’s been so many years, and the three of us are at peace. Let’s wait a few years for this matter, and then we’ll slowly figure out how to solve it, okay?” Hubby also slowly regained his sanity, and he began to want to let this affair drag on.
“You have deceived me for so long, and now you want to play it plain, if I don’t ask you today, how much longer will you hide it, are you considered a man for doing so?” I remembered the mood of this machine day, and I wanted him to understand that things are not done with perfunctory.
“Then …… I’ll give you a definite answer on this matter when I come back from my public trip in a few days, well, I’m tired…” my husband didn’t want me to dwell on it any longer, nodded to me, turned his head and went into his bedroom.
Look at my husband still want to delay the attitude, I was in the bathroom, angry and non-stop tears and crying, I have no choice but to take off their clothes, soak themselves in the bathtub, until the warm water becomes a little cold before standing up; I looked in the mirror, in addition to crying red eyes, I am still white and tender skin and still proportional to the uniform body, I sadly changed into a robe, back to the bedroom bewildered and unsupported lying on the bed, I thought: I’m not sure where I’m going to go in the future, but I’m sure I’m going to be able to find a way to get back to it. ……
The whole night, both eyes looking at the ceiling, thoughts but blank and indistinct, the sadness of the sadness of the sadness of the heart of death, for my husband’s relentless perfunctory, my mood of no dependence like a sense of helplessness, I don’t know when to gradually fall asleep,…….
In my drowsy half-sleep, I seemed to hear the door open in my husband’s bedroom next door, then the flush in the bathroom, then the door open and close, then…
Drowsily hearing the ringing of my cell phone several times in the middle of the day, I opened my tired eyes and looked at the clock on the wall it was already 10:30 a.m. I walked into my husband’s bedroom a little shaken up.
I found that my husband’s bedroom seemed to have been reorganized, and I felt that something was missing. There seemed to be a few pieces of letter paper pressed on the desk, and I picked up the letter filled with words and looked at it; my husband blamed me in the letter, saying that because of my superfluous action, which had caused regrets to the originally peaceful and successful family, and had caused unnecessary troubles to him, he would not be coming back for a while for the next few days.
Husband in the letter and show that the woman from the school out of society into the unit after following him, to him extremely worship, a few years ago because he accompanied him on a business trip together, and after he was drunk and had sex, and over the years and take care of him, and now will be pregnant with a second child for him, so he must take responsibility for her.
Finally, my husband wrote in the letter that he hoped that the outcome of this matter was to allow him to have the best of both worlds, and that if I still wished to resume a peaceful and successful life, I could send him a short message ……. After I read the letter, I just felt a blackout before my eyes, and then I collapsed in a paralyzed heap ……
In my drowsiness, I seemed to hear the sound of a cell phone call several times, and several times in my drowsiness I wanted to reach out and answer it, but I put it down in a disheveled manner due to my inability to do so, until I finally got it to my ear when the last incoming caller’s ringtone rang, and Chen Sanyuan’s voice came from the earphone, “Godmother, I’m Sanyuan,…”
“I’m sick, help me!” After struggling to finish, I put the phone down in a disheveled manner feeling groggy again.
In my drowsiness, I heard the doorbell and the anxious voice of Chen Sanyuan from the intercom, “Godmother, I’m outside the door, please open the door!”
I was dizzy, my whole body was heavy, I barely rolled over and fell under the bed, I tried to get up but fell down again, finally I had to struggle to crawl to the living room door, my whole body was trembling, holding the door to stand up and open the door, my eyes were pitch black after a paralyzing fall ……
When my consciousness gradually returned, I found that my body was covered with a white sheet, my wrist had an IV injection needle inserted into it, the walls of the room filled with the smell of disinfectant were white, and I thought that I should be lying in a hospital bed; moreover, I saw Chen Sanyuan sitting in a chair beside the bed with his eyes closed, dozing off.
Looking at his young face showing some fatigue, remembering his look and attitude when he was with me in these days, especially his anxious eyes before I fainted, I seemed to feel his sincere feelings hidden in his heart, but it was a pity that I was his age .
My hands supported the bed and tried to sit up, but I looked a little weak, hearing the sound of the bed shaking, Chen Sanyuan opened his eyes, he saw that I had woken up, he immediately went to the bedside and raised the upper part of the hospital bed so that I could sit and lie down, he asked me softly, “Godmother, you’re awake, do you want some boiled water?” He turned around and poured a cup of boiling water from the small table next to the hospital bed and brought it to me.
I nodded and asked him in a hoarse voice, “What time is it, Sankyo? How …… do I do it?”
Chen Sanyuan sat on the edge of the bed, lifted my back and fed me a few mouthfuls of boiled water before saying, “Godmother, you’ve been in a coma for two days, and it’s now past 2:00 p.m. Do you want to eat something? I did buy a serving of lean meat congee at noon and put it in the thermos pot.”
Seeing the caring eyes and gentle tone of Chen Sanyuan, my tears filled my eyes, I wanted to speak, but opened my mouth but could only choke out, “Sanyuan, godmother I ……”
Chen Sanyuan gently embraced me, letting my head rest against his chest as he gently patted my back and said in a low voice, ”Godmother, can you tell me what’s going on? I will definitely do my best to help you. ……”
Perhaps due to the repressed too much pain and nowhere to talk about it, hearing the deep affectionate care of Sainty Chen, I could not help but bawl, Sainty Chen said gently, “Godmother, cry out the grievances and pain in your heart, it’s okay, tell your pain too, it’s okay, everything has me, I will help you… …”
After crying for a while, helpless, helpless me, my eyes still keep flowing tears, I with sobs, intermittently say the first day back from the farmland, in the car to see my husband’s situation and some of the evidence I found in the house, as well as finally my husband replied to my attitude …….
After hearing this, Chen Sanyuan silently pondered for a while before saying, “Godmother, since the truth is already like this, don’t be sad, I know the grievances and pain in your heart, but you haven’t eaten for two days, how much are you going to eat, okay?”
After he watched me nod, he helped me to lie back against the bed, he took out the thermos pot from the storage box under the small table next to the bed, he served a small bowl and then held it in front of me with a small spoon and said, “Godmother, you’re just waking up, you haven’t regained your strength yet, let me feed you, okay?”
“Sanyuan, thank you, godmother can do it herself.” Seeing Chen Sanyuan’s unabashedly affectionate eyes, I suddenly blushed with shame, a little afraid to face his eyes.
After Chen Sanyuan handed me the bowl and small spoon with a bit of disappointment, he took out another apple from the storage box, took a fruit knife and peeled it, cut it into slices and arranged them on a small plate before placing it on the small table.
Maybe it’s been a long time since I’ve eaten, after finishing a small bowl of lean pork congee, I wanted to eat more, and Sainty Chen said, “Godmother, you haven’t eaten for two days, eating too much all at once is too much of a burden on your stomach, eat a few slices of the apple first, and then I’ll buy more when the evening comes around, okay?”
Maybe have eaten food, my spirit is much better, the mood is gradually eased, I said to Chen Sanyuan: “Sanyuan, that day is very thankful that you can come in time to save my godmother, these two days also let you bother to take care of my godmother, so that you do not have the ability to work properly, you this love godmother will always remember in the heart …… “
“Godmother, you mustn’t say that, to be able to accompany my godmother every day and do a little something for her is my greatest happiness and joy, and I have a relatively free job, as long as I can close two or three cases every month, it will allow me to live well, and since the housing industry has been doing very well these past few years, I’ve more or less saved up some money, so even if I don’t have a job, it can still allow me to live for a for several years, so godmother must not put it in your heart.” Chen Sanyuan still looked at me with deep affection.
“Sanyuan, my godmother is feeling nothing physically uncomfortable right now, is it possible for you to help my godmother get discharged from the hospital?” I hadn’t bathed for two days, and I was starting to feel uncomfortable myself, but then I thought that I hadn’t brought a change of clothes with me, so I was anxious to go home.
“Godmother, stay for one or two more days and let the doctor double-check, okay?” Chen Sanyuan kindly persuaded me.
“There is no need, godmother only did health check two or three months ago, there is nothing wrong, the reason for this illness is mainly caused by being too tired and catching a cold, you go and help godmother to be discharged from the hospital now.”
After returning home from the hospital, it was nearly 5:00 p.m. I asked Chen Sanyuan to sit in the living room and wait for me first, and I went into the bedroom and took a change of clothes into the bathroom. When the slightly hot warm water from the rosette head showering the whole body, I remembered that day when I fainted, Chen Sanyuan sent me to the hospital, I was only wearing a robe; I also think of the past two days in my coma, he personally take care of my scene and look at me with that deep love in the eyes, my hand involuntarily caressing the breasts are still erect, I remembered that Chen Sanyuan is in the living room, the heart is like cheating like a shy red face.
After taking a shower, when I walked back to the living room wearing a light black sleeveless dress, Sanyuan Chen saw me who was still blushing, he stood up from the sofa and looked at me with eyes like dementia and said, “Godmother, you ……”
“Sanno, what’s wrong, is it that godmother has been sick for two days and has become thin and old and ugly?” I felt increasingly afraid to look directly into his eyes and shyly lowered my head.
“No, no, godmother looks cleaner and younger with her weight loss. Godmother, shall we go out for dinner together now?”
“Sanyuan, I’ve been troubling you for a while now, why don’t I let my godmother cook some home-cooked food at home tonight to thank you for your hard work over the past few days, and you accompany my godmother to the nearby hypermarket to buy some vegetables, meat, and ingredients and come back, okay?”
When Sainty Chen heard this, his eyes glowed with excitement and he said “yes”. When the two of us went to the big box store on foot to purchase, Chen Sanyuan was like a big boy on a joyful trip, wanting to follow along with me, especially at the checkout, he preempted the checkout lady and declared that he would pay the bill, and the food ingredients would be handed over to him to take, causing the girl to laugh and say to me, “Miss, your husband is very considerate, very cute ah!” The girl laughed and said, “Miss, your husband is very considerate, very cute!” I glared at him with a reddened face, but he laughed foolishly at the side.
When we got home, he tried to follow me into the kitchen to help again, until I grabbed a shovel and tried to hit him, then he fled back into the living room, making it almost 8pm by the time I was done cooking dinner.
Because there are only two people, so I only got a plate of steamed fish, a plate of white cut chicken, two plates of vegetables and a bowl of tofu and egg soup, when I asked him to eat habits, he just nodded, desperately put the food into the mouth. I told Chen Sanyuan: not finished put in the refrigerator, overnight will not be fresh, the result is that when I am full, the rest of a large portion of his eaten up.
It’s actually one of the greatest satisfactions and fulfillments for a woman to see the food she’s cooked being completely devoured, but when I remembered that the difference in age between him and me was so great, I sighed a little helplessly.
After finishing up after the meal it was already close to 9:30 p.m. Although Sainty Chen still wanted to chat with me again, I took the fact that my body had just recovered and I was still physically tired, and that it was already late and I wanted to rest a little bit earlier, and I asked him to go home earlier as well.
Chen Sanyuan once again urged me to relax before leaving, I watched him leave, recalling the course of 30 years of married life from marriage to the present, the feelings between our husband and wife seem to be only established in the secular marriage morality of the responsibility of my husband and I two of them to each other two inner feelings, how neglected and unfamiliar.
I looked at my empty home and thought, “When a home that is maintained by responsibility without emotion, once even the responsibility disappears, all that is left is an empty shell that can only shelter from the wind and the rain.”
I sat on my desk and wrote the divorce consent form while thinking, I thanked my husband for the time he spent with me, I also hoped that he would not let his daughter know about the marriage of her parents, and finally I wished him a happy and fulfilling life in his new family. When I finished writing the woman’s address on the envelope, the time on the wall was already showing 3:10 at night.
Perhaps the heart has already frankly faced the fact that the marriage change, last night after writing the divorce consent form, I lay down on the bed after a quick fall asleep; when the music of the cell phone caller sounded, I comfortably opened my eyes from sleep, the cell phone came from the youthful voice again: “Godmother, I’m Chen Sanyuan, …… “
When Chen Sanyuan arrived at my door, I was already sitting in the living room waiting, after opening the door, when he looked at me wearing a light blue sleeveless dress, he again showed a somewhat dumbfounded look. He sat down on the sofa in the living room and told me that he wanted to take me with him because the people from the Agriculture Section of the Township Office were going to conduct a survey this morning, and in the afternoon, the interior designers were going to start work on the house. ……
As the car drove on its way to the farmhouse in the back countryside, I indicated to Chen Sanyuan, “Sanyuan, godmother wants to move out of this current home, can you help godmother find a house?”
“Does godmother want to buy another house? Or do you want to rent a house? If godmother wants to buy a house, the handover procedures for godmother’s farmland and house can be completed in about 20 days at the latest, so I advise godmother not to buy another house; as for renting a house for a short period of time, it’s more difficult to find one; perhaps by the time it’s found, the modifications to godmother’s farmhouse will almost be completed.”
“But Godmother really doesn’t want to live here and there anymore…” I whispered a bit cowardly
“Godmother, anyway, it’s not long until the day the deal is finalized, if Godmother doesn’t mind my house being too simple, Godmother is welcome to live in my house at any time, and Godmother’s body has just recovered, and there are still a lot of things that Godmother needs to solve in this period of time, so it would be easier to live together, and more or less have someone who can run errands for Godmother.”
“But stay at your house …… Godmother reconsider ……” I replied, a little hesitantly and a little heartily.
Shortly after arriving at the farmland, people from the Agriculture Section of the Township Office came, and because it was a routine procedure, the Agriculture Section people only asked a few simple questions and took a few pictures before leaving; and it was only nearly 11:00 a.m. when Sanyuan Chen drove me to a leisure farm run by a nearby farmer for lunch.
When we were having lunch, I asked Mr. CHAN Sanyuan if he knew any friends who knew the law, and he said that the lawyer who was the legal adviser of the Housing Authority had some friendship with him, and that he was willing to take me to visit him when we went back in the afternoon.
After lunch, back to the farmhouse, the two decorators have arrived, saw us, we greeted politely, Chen Sanyuan first and decorators walk and talk about how to modify the focus after, because back to find a lawyer, so in the farmhouse only stayed for a while, we left.
Chen Sanyuan took me into a lawyer’s office, and a lawyer in his 30s greeted me warmly, Chen Sanyuan briefly explained my intention to the lawyer Liu, then said he had to go back to the company to take a case, and would be back in half an hour, and asked me to talk to the lawyer alone.
I explained to Mr. Liu in detail the situation of my husband and I, I took out the divorce consent form written last night and my husband’s contact information to Mr. Liu, when the lawyer asked how to contact me, at this time Chen Sanyuan has come back, so Chen Sanyuan told Mr. Liu to use the address of his home and directly on it; Mr. Liu looked at Chen Sanyuan with surprise, smiled at us and said that he would take care of everything.
After coming out of the lawyer’s office, when Sanyuan Chen drove me home, he took out some cardboard boxes and vacuum bags from the car’s rear traveling trunk to the living room, and he said, “Godmother, it’s still early, so I’m going to help you pack by the way, and you can live in my house from today.”
Originally, I was still hesitant to consider whether to rent another house, but I saw that he had everything ready, and he also said, “Godmother, living in my house, it is more convenient for lawyers to contact each other, and it is more convenient to go to the farmhouse to check the situation of the remodeling in the next few days, not to mention that if Godmother lives alone, it will only cause Godmother to fall into the painful emotions again by herself, and I do not feel at ease with that either. ” So, had to go along with him.
Chen Sanyuan will I want to relocate the items into the car, it is already more than 7:00 p.m., to see him for me to go through the trouble, I feel very apologetic in my heart, the two people in the nearby snack department simply used dinner, and then directly back to Chen Sanyuan’s residence; when Chen Sanyuan will be my travel box by box to move to the house, have been 10:00 p.m..
After I finished roughly categorizing and organizing my travels, I sat in the living room drinking tea and resting, just as Chen Sanyuan finished washing and came out from the bathroom; perhaps he forgot for a moment that I was already living with him and had just taken a hot shower, he was only wearing a pair of shorts and a sleeveless sweatshirt, he saw me sitting in the living room and blushed a little as he tried to walk into his bedroom, I pretended to be bashful and said, “Sanyuan, my godmother still has to live here for some time. residence for some time, don’t be too formal or Godmother will be embarrassed to live here and disturb you.”
Chen Sanyuan heard this before he sat down on the living room sofa, he said, “Then don’t be too formal if your godmother lives here, anyway, there’s only us, mother and son, just treat this place as your own home, just get used to each other; your godmother’s been busy for the whole day, so also gargle a little earlier and take an early rest afterward! I’m also going to rest after watching the nightly news.”
Due to the whole day running around, and hurriedly moving,, the whole person is almost paralyzed with fatigue, so I took a change of clothes, and then also entered the bathroom to rinse; after I came out of the bathroom, Chen Sanyuan had already returned to the bedroom to rest.
Since the afternoon of the divorce consent to the lawyer, I realized and my husband’s 30 years of marriage will come to an end, think of 30 years and my husband’s married life, although uneventful, but the two of us have always been together to raise a daughter; now the daughter has set up a new family abroad, my husband also mercilessly abandoned me to build a new love nest, leaving me alone to face the future of the retired don’t know what to do! I am left alone, facing the future after retirement, not knowing where to go.
Outside the window, the lights of the city at night gradually thinned out, when the city lights are almost only left street lamps bleak accompanied by the early summer breeze, I looked at the electronic clock on the guest room closet flashing late at night at 3:08; I sighed silently, I walked to the living room on the open drink machine to receive a cup of warm water to drink, I vaguely heard the young man in the master bedroom room peaceful and regular snoring, I returned to the guest room to lie down on the bed, my mind I went back to the guest room and lay down on the bed, with his sunny young face floating in my mind. I sighed deeply and gradually fell into sleep due to excessive fatigue.
The noise of the city outside my window woke me up from my sleep, I groggily got out of bed and looked at the electronic clock on the closet it was almost 11:00 noon; I walked to the living room and saw a piece of paper pressed on the table, “God-mother, there is toast, bacon, eggs, etc. in the refrigerator, please help yourself, I will be back with lunch at noon.” A warm feeling swept through me as I read it.
I walked into the bathroom, I saw a new set of toiletries already placed on the washstand, thinking of his thoughtfulness, the heart again floated an unspeakable feeling, I rinsed while looking in the mirror, still like a mature young woman like a beautiful face, because of these days often sleep deprivation, under the eyes there are faint dark circles, the corners of the eyes of the crow’s feet also seems to have a few more; crimson nipples with a long convex with in the still not drooping and small and petite breasts appear particularly prominent and attractive, I was wiping with a dry towel while caressing my own still white and delicate skin. The deep red nipples with long convex nipples on the still unsagging and small but full breasts appeared to be especially prominent and attractive, I wiped them with a dry towel while feeling sorry for myself and caressing my still white and delicate skin.
After drying my whole body, I just remembered that I just forgot to bring in a change of clothes, I opened the bathroom door and hurriedly walked out of the living room to go back to the guest room, I didn’t expect to run into Chen Sanyuan just entering the door, I was momentarily stunned and frozen. Chen Sanyuan also looked at me as dumbfounded, then he hurriedly turned around and said, “Godmother, I’m sorry, I didn’t know that you…Godmother, I didn’t see…it’s okay…”
Hearing his words, I woke up with a start, and all of a sudden I walked quickly back to the guest room with a blushing face of shame, and I sat down on the edge of the bed with some weak feet, my mind going blank. …It wasn’t until I heard the voice of Chen Sanyuan calling out for me to eat that I came to my senses again and realized that I hadn’t put on my clothes yet.
When I walked into the kitchen table with a blushing face and a lowered head, Chen Sanyuan had already placed the food on the table, and he still said in a carefree manner, “God-mother, because of the time is relatively rushed, so I had to simply buy a few kinds of ready-made dishes, I hope you don’t mind, and when I come back in the evening, I’ll make a few kinds of tasty dishes again.” I didn’t answer with a red face, lowered my head and picked up the rice bowl, eating in small bites; Chen Sanyuan put a piece of fish and green vegetables in my bowl and said with a smile, “Godmother, don’t be polite, we still have to “cohabitate” together for many days, eat more vegetables, don’t just eat rice. We are going to “live together” for many more days, so eat more food, not just rice.”
Chen Sanyuan while eating, while talking about his small interesting things today, gradually I also put down the embarrassing mood, occasionally responded to him; after the meal, I want Chen Sanyuan to let me clean up, and told him that in the future I will be responsible for three meals at home, otherwise I am too boring at home instead of good.
As I cleaned up the kitchen and returned to the living room, Sanyuan Chen said to me, “Godmother, I’m going to accompany a couple to look at a house in the afternoon, and I was wondering if Godmother would be willing to accompany me to meet with the client first before going to your farmhouse to check out the progress of the decorating and remodeling?”
I felt bored at home alone, so I agreed. I asked him what would be appropriate to wear for an occasion like this, and Sainty Chen said, “Godmother, dresses like those you wore a few days ago, mature in their sophistication and showy, and it’s especially dignified to stand with you.”
When I returned to the living room from the guest room, Chen Sanyuan stared at me with straight eyes and said, “Godmother, no, it’s too insulting to call you Godmother, I have to call you “beautiful sister” so that people won’t laugh at me.”
“Sanyuan, where is the exaggeration, godmother is 50 years old, you just know how to coax godmother to be happy with your mouth.” Although my mouth said so, I was actually very happy in my heart, not to mention that just now I purposely enhanced my grooming on my eyes and lips.
Chen Sanyuan’s customers are a pair of middle-aged couple in their 40s, Chen Sanyuan greeted them, vaguely introduced me as his family, and then Chen Sanyuan helped the customers to explain the advantages of the house and the price of the woman has been praising Chen Sanyuan has the vision to find such a beautiful wife, but also considerate to accompany the side; I would like to explain, Chen Sanyuan but intentionally embraced me in front of their face, and secretly pinched my hand, signaling me to keep quiet. Chen Sanyuan especially said, because I heard him say this house how good, so with out to see; see the process of the house, the man also from time to time secretly look at me, finally although not on the spot deal, but buy the intention has been very firm, just the price has to be negotiated again.
Once again riding in the car on the way to the farmhouse, Chen Sanyuan was very happy to say to me, “Godmother, in the future, when you come out with your customers, you should be invited to accompany you more often, not only do you have face, but also a lot of enhancement to your performance and image.”
I was going to blame him for not making my identity clear when he introduced me to the client, but then I thought that he might have had no choice but to do so for the sake of his work; however, when I think of that client’s wife just now, she treated me as a young junior and instructed me on the ways of getting along with couples, but it made me complacent about my appearance.
After coming back from the farmhouse, it was all very late, because of running around all afternoon, Chen Sanyuan asked me to take a bath first. When I finished my bath and came out, Chen Sanyuan was only wearing shorts and holding a change of clothes as he walked out of the bedroom to prepare for his bath, this was the first time I saw Chen Sanyuan dressed so casually.
What surprised me even more was that the usually well-dressed Chen Sanyuan looked a bit skinny, but I didn’t expect that he, who was shirtless, had solid pecs, especially the short-shorts-type fitted underwear protruding male features that made me blush as I watched, and I pretended not to pay attention as I said to him, “It’s been a busy afternoon, so go in and wash it quickly, and my godmother will go and fix dinner.”
At dinner, Chen Sanyuan expressed to me that he wanted to accompany me for a walk around the neighborhood or go to a movie. But I politely said that after running around all afternoon, I felt a little tired and wanted to rest early. So after eating dinner and watching TV for a while, we went to our respective rooms.
Back in the bedroom, although my body was a little tired, but still no sleep, I found a home decorating book from his bookcase, lying on the bed bored and flipping through it, not realizing that I had to fall asleep due to fatigue.
In my sleep, I was awakened by the sound of falling objects, I sleepily opened my eyes to see that it was the books and magazines that I had been flipping through last night that had fallen under the bed, I picked them up and put them on the table with my sleepiness, and I looked at the electronic clock on the cabinet that it was already more than 7:00 in the morning.
I yawned and left the guest room, opened the bathroom door ready to rinse, I did not expect to see Chen Sanyuan who was washing in the morning naked holding the shower, was rinsing his body, the sound of the bathroom door opening made him turn around and look at me; perhaps just got up early in the morning, his lower body’s male characteristics although half-hard, not soft, but it felt so that thick and long.
I was shocked by the scene suddenly froze, all of a sudden, I was blushing with shame and closed the bathroom door, some legs soft back to the guest room, I sat on the bed in a daze, the whole brain is a blank, my face but I can not help but red …….
“Godmother, there’s toast sandwich eggs baked for you on the dining table, I’m off to work, see you this afternoon!” Chen Sanyuan’s voice that greeted me outside the door snapped me out of my stupor, then I heard the sound of the door closing and I looked at the electronic clock on the cabinet it was already almost 9:00 in the morning.
I sat for a few minutes before I opened the guest room, like I had done something wrong, I checked the rooms, to make sure that there was no one in the house, relaxed and exhaled, so I took my clothes and went into the bathroom to rinse. When I picked up the shower and let the warm water shower my whole body, I remembered the scene of Chen Sanyuan rinsing his body with the shower just now, and suddenly I felt a little bit annoyed in my heart; after I finished washing hurriedly with a blushing face, I walked to the kitchen and picked up the toast from the dining table and savored it, as if I wanted to swallow his harmful smile into my stomach as well.
I’d been in a trance all morning and didn’t know how I’d gotten through it until the sudden sound of a passing car horn outside woke me up, and looking at the time it was nearly 11:00 p.m., I hurried into the kitchen and fiddled with a few plates of a simple meal.
Soon after, Chen Sanyuan returned home, he walked into the kitchen as if nothing was wrong, and seeing the rice and vegetables on the table, he said with a satisfied face, “Godmother, what a nice smell of rice and vegetables, thank you for helping me cook a delicious lunch.”
After lunch, Chen Sanyuan because of nothing in the afternoon, so directly drive me to the farmhouse to see the progress of the reconstruction project, because the appearance of the house is only broken and old places to repair and organize, and will be the roof heightened into the Japanese tile-type insulation board tiles; the most important is still the internal modification and decoration, each compartment of the window to increase the floor paved with tiles, the living room on both sides of the room into a Japanese and the bathroom next to the master bedroom to add a special large massage Bathtub ……, Chen Sanyuan and the decorator on the modification of the details of the discussion and then left.
When I returned to Chen Sanyuan’s home, it was nearly 5:00 p.m. Chen Sanyuan, carrying the ingredients he had bought on his way back, wanted to go into the kitchen with me to help out, but I politely refused, so he had to go into his bedroom first to get a change of clothes and prepare for a shower.
By the time I had the dinner dishes set up, Chen Sanyuan had already washed up and returned to his bedroom; I took a change of clothes into the bathroom to wash away my fatigue from running around all afternoon.
After dinner, when I cleaned up the kitchen and returned to the living room to watch TV, Sanyuan Chen walked over to me from the bedroom and said, “Godmother, the lawyer just informed me that he asked you to come to his office at 9:30 tomorrow morning.”
My heart was suddenly filled with sadness and bewilderment again, although I had known that this was the inevitable outcome, but when I really heard the news, the feeling of loss like the sky collapsing in my heart still made my mood hit rock bottom; I nodded my head silently and went back to the guest room.
Back to the room, I lie on the bed, I again kept shedding tears, although the marriage life is uneventful, but after all, it is a couple who have been together for 30 years, how tomorrow’s ending can already be expected, but when I think of my husband’s concealment of deception over the past few years, and a few days ago mercilessly left the home scenario, there is still an unwillingness in my heart to resentment.
Although the night sleep is not good, but I still get up early in the morning, perhaps in order to compete with a certain woman’s mentality, I deliberately dress myself more delicate. After Chen Sanyuan looked at me with surprise, he sent me to the law firm in silence, he only said softly beside my ear, “Godmother, don’t worry, I will always be by your side.” Then he sat down at one of the tables as if he were an employee of the law office. Soon the husband also drove up in his car, and inside the car you could faintly see a woman holding a child, but the husband was the only one who got out of the car.
Lawyer Liu in accordance with the lawyer’s duty to ask both sides of the will and whether the other opinion, the husband with a gentle face, said: in fact, his intention is not must be divorced, as long as I can for his sake, the marriage can continue to maintain, and he is willing to make up for me in the future in the material more.
Look at my husband is still with a perfunctory attitude, I was angry and shed tears, this time sitting on the other side of the desk of Chen Sanyuan by taking the manuscript to the lawyer, deliberately passed me secretly in my hand on the palm of a gentle grip, so that I just want to attack the emotions and calm down; I showed the lawyer’s determination to divorce, my husband saw my attitude, revealing seemingly such as a sigh of relief, calm look.
Two people in the lawyer’s witness signed a divorce agreement, Liu lawyer took us to the household affairs office for divorce registration, receive a new identity card; complete the two wish to divorce procedures, and then return to the law firm and lawyers to complete all the procedures.
After my ex-husband signed off on the handling fee and walked out of the office door, he turned back to me and said, “Ms. Lee, this marriage could have been a quiet family life as long as you took a step back and stopped pushing me so aggressively, but it’s a pity that…; Also, although you look pretty good in your outfit today, even if you dress up as a young woman, don’t forget you’re already an almost 50 year old retired woman. Don’t forget that you’re already an old woman after retiring at almost 50 years old.”
Hearing my ex-husband’s merciless and sarcastic words before he left, my whole body trembled with anger, and I asked Sainty Chen to send me home immediately; after returning to Sainty Chen’s home, I finally couldn’t help but lie down on the bed and bawl my eyes out.
I don’t know how long it took, but Chen Sanyuan gently knocked outside the door and said, “Godmother, can I come in?” After I opened the door, I couldn’t help but hug him again, my eyes crying out in pain like a broken dam.
Chen Sanyuan gently stroked and wiped my red and swollen eyes from crying, and said gently, “Godmother, marriage is just an institution that people have come up with in order to repress human beings’ naturally too-greedy instincts of sexuality; moreover, in our society nowadays, divorce does not signify anything, and sometimes when one lives in a painful marriage and suffers, a divorce is a kind of reinvented new life instead… …”
“But he’s too bullying, he sneers at me for being a 50 year old woman that no one wants…” thinking of my ex-husband’s sneering eyes, I was a little hysterical as I fell into Chen Sanyuan’s arms and cried out.
“Godmother, those words of his are just a step down to cover up his lack of affection for you, and you are not an old woman that no one wants, Godmother, no matter what changes happen to you in the future, I like you.” Chen Sanyuan suddenly hugged me tightly and bent his head down to kiss me gently on my forehead again.
His bold and intimate behavior made me suddenly freeze, the original sadness of the emotions became more confused, my face suddenly became blushing; I wanted to push him away but I didn’t know what to do, I said with some hesitation, “Sanyuan, you go out first, let godmother be quiet for a while, okay?”
Sainty Chen nodded before kissing me on the cheek again and said, “Godmother, I will always wait for your reply.”
After Chen Sanyuan left, I lay on the bed in a daze, having just experienced the sadness of the marriage change, and immediately heard Chen Sanyuan’s bold confession of love, the more I think the more I don’t know how to be there, but then unconsciously fell asleep.
In a daze, I heard a knock on the door, outside the bedroom, Chen Sanyuan, as in the past, called me to get up and eat dinner, after the daytime, I was a little afraid to face him, I opened the door, red-faced and shy, I did not expect him to be the same attitude as usual to me, “Godmother, I see that it is more than 7:00 p.m., I am afraid that you forgot to eat the time, so I came to knock on the door. “
After I sat down at the dining table, Chen Sanyuan looked at me with a smile on his face and said, “Godmother, the chicken soup I stewed, is it okay for you to try the taste?”
I blushed and lowered my head to eat, but he kept urging me to eat more like an older brother, and the meal made me as embarrassed as a little daughter-in-law.
Although Chen Sanyuan never taboo to me to express his love for my heart, but perhaps he is still very respectful of my feelings, so gradually I also let go of the guard, the day and as before, every day I help him at home to organize the household chores, or and he went to the farmhouse to look at the situation of the farmhouse remodeling, and sometimes he will also say a few jokes, but the thought of the age difference between the two people is so big, always let my heart floats up a light I’m very disappointed.
Unconsciously, I seem to be accustomed to the days of his company, and even I do not know, in the life of his dependence on the heart more and more heavy; sometimes lying in bed at night, thinking back to my ex-husband’s heartlessness and married in a foreign country to live in a foreign country have their own living environment, only I am alone to live in the sea of loneliness, especially when divorced from the ex-husband that “” You are an old woman after retirement “often make me secretly sad not to be able to own. You are a retired old woman” often makes me secretly sad and can’t help myself. I also think that every day Chen Sanyuan will always deliberately bring me some small surprises, and even intentionally make me blush with shame, but the pain of the loss of marriage and the age gap between the two gulf, still let me step timidly can not take the next step; sometimes their own traditional secular concepts can only be gloomy not self.
As the day of the completion of the remodeling of the farmhouse drew nearer and nearer, I became troubled, sometimes looking at the youthful and flamboyant young face of Chen Sanyuan, I was often lost in thought; letting him think that I was again in mourning, but instead, he consoled me with more encouraging words.
The farmhouse remodeling and decorating was finally completed, and Chen Sanyuan also helped me clear the transfer procedures, and he also told me, as if somewhat reluctant, that in a few days I would be able to live in the remodeled farmhouse and really enjoy the leisure life after retirement.
On the night before the move, after dinner, after Chen Sanyuan helped me finish all the organizing, he seemed a little excited as he looked at me with affection and said, “Godmother, tomorrow after work, I will all help you to drive to your new residence, thank you for accompanying me to live with me during this period of time and letting me enjoy the feeling of a family.”
Late at night, I lay in bed, thinking that from tomorrow night onwards, I will have to live alone again, as for Chen Sanyuan’s feelings for me, I don’t know how to end it; the bitter experience of the marriage change has made me a bit afraid of the feelings, and the age gap makes me dare not to take the next step, the whole night I have been sleepless again and again until the day will brighten up and then I can’t go to sleep.
Moving this day, Chen Sanyuan early back, again to help me count the items to be moved, the day has been a little dark, he drove me out of the city to drive to the suburbs, all the way, the two silent, the atmosphere in the car seems a little dull, Chen Sanyuan and forced to say some small jokes to me to listen to, so that I am more grateful to him.
When Chen Sanyuan helped me unload the traveling in the car, carrying the boxes one by one to the house and placing them in each room separately, I saw that it was already very late in the day, and said to him with a smile, “Sanyuan, it’s so late, and it’s dangerous for you to drive back now, why don’t you stay here at Godmother’s tonight, and experience the quiet night in the countryside as well!”
Hearing this, Chen Sanyuan happily agreed, and he began to playfully say, “Yes, I’m honored to spend the last night of the two celibate men and women in my godmother’s “new room” with her.”
After Chen Sanyuan finished his bath, he kept wanting to chat with me again, but since it was too late, I only politely declined, he said good night to me with some disappointment and went to the guest room on the other side of the living room to rest; then, I also took a change of pajamas to the bathroom by the bedroom, letting the warm water wash away the fatigue of my whole body.
After taking a bath, in the soft pink night light, I lay down on the bed in my Japanese room, thinking to myself, “This is finally my first night officially living in the countryside. Although my body and mind were still faintly despondent and tired, I had no desire to sleep as I listened to the unknown insects chirping in the silent darkness outside the house.
Then, gradually I remembered Chen Sanyuan sleeping on the other side of the living room, and I thought back to these days of living in his house; perhaps after tomorrow, only I am left alone and unsupported to live in this farmhouse, waiting for the ravages of the relentless years, until my body slowly aging and towards death ……
The entire night was spent with the sound of gradually ceasing insect chirps and tossing sighs, until the distant sound of a rooster crowing in the darkness of the night slowly lapsed into half-wakefulness and half-sleep.
When I woke up again, I looked at the time on the wall, it was already almost 2 o’clock in the afternoon, I got out of bed and walked to the living room, Chen Sanyuan had long since left, only to see a note pressed on the living room table that reads: “God-mother, I saw that you didn’t seem to have a good night’s sleep, so I baked two slices of toast wrapped in a fried egg and put them on the table of the dining room for your breakfast, if you get up after noon, don’t eat the toast and get something to eat by yourself, and then come back to me for dinner to celebrate your official move into the “new house”, so that you can have a “memorable” memory tonight. If you don’t get up until after noon, don’t eat the toast, make yourself something to eat, and then come back in the evening and I’ll make dinner to celebrate you moving into your new room, so you can have a “lifetime” of memories tonight. (Chen Sanyuan drew a smiley face with his tongue out on the back of his message.)
Seeing Chen Sanyuan thoughtful message, I walked into the dining room, saw the dining table in the plastic box clip egg toast, heart surging sweet crisp feeling, but also has a strong melancholy.
After I ate the toast, look at the time has been more than 3:00 in the afternoon, the early summer sun shining hot on the earth, I lazily changed into a set of preparation for farming tight jeans and duck tongue hat, pick up the small hoe and sickle out of the house outside the courtyard outside the Lai Dachuan connected to the path.
The path hadn’t been organized since I purchased it, and the weeds on both sides had grown above my knees, so I took a hoe and a scythe, bent down, and strained to clear and refurbish the weeds as the hot sunlight pierced through the gaps in the leaves, and stabbed hard into my backside in the skinny jeans I was wearing.
After working for a while, I felt my mouth dry, my body began to be as hot as fire, and I felt a little dizzy, so I stood up and went back to the house, and when I sat down on the sofa in the living room, I felt black and a little bit confused; at this time, I heard Chen Sanyuan stepping into the house, and I was relieved to be paralyzed and unconscious in the living room.
When I gradually regained my senses from unconsciousness, I realized that I was already lying on my own bed, my body was covered with a thin quilt, while the buttons and zippers of my body’s clothes and pants were almost all loosened; I struggled to open my eyes, and saw that Sainty Chen was wiping my forehead with a wet towel.
I asked weakly, as if my whole body had been vaporized, “Mimoto, thank you, what time is it?”
When Chen Sanyuan saw me waking up, he smiled as if he was relieved and said, “Godmother, it’s only after 5:00 p.m. now, you had a heat stroke just now, it’s fortunate that I came home early today, Godmother, I’ll go and fix the dinner first, so lie down for a little while longer!”
“Sanyuan, trouble you again, godmother can already get up, godmother wants to take a bath first ……” I wanted to struggle to sit up, but my hands were limp, accidentally letting the thin quilt that covered my body slide down on the bed, sitting diagonally on the edge of the bed, Chen Sanyuan staring at me with two glowing eyes Almost naked breasts, I blushing face pouted: “Stinking Sanyuan, what are you peeping at again, not first close your eyes, help godmother up ……”
After hearing my words, Chen Sanyuan closed his eyes in a hurry, he stretched out his hands to help me off the bed, but accidentally touched on my breasts, he abruptly retracted his hands in fear, but made my upper body unstable and biased in his direction to slide on the bed and let out the sound of “Aiyo”, he hastily stretched out his hands again, and the result was to flop on my body, his lips slipped over my nipples. His lips slipped over my nipples, and I said, “You…you’re not quick to get up…you’re taking advantage of the opportunity to…you first turn your head away …… and wait for your godmother to get dressed, and then help her out of the bed. bed ……”
When I was so nervous that my hands kept shaking to button up the outside jeans, looking at Chen Sanyuan still lowered his head and didn’t dare to look at me, I shyly whispered and pouted, “Godmother is all dressed up, and you’re still gawking and thinking about what ……”
After assisting me into the bathroom with a face full of aggression, and after helping me put slightly hot warm water in the bathtub, Chen Sanyuan lowered his head to sneak a glance at my chest, and like a child who had done something wrong na na na, he said, “Godmother, I’m going to go and fix dinner first.”
After watching Chen Sanyuan left in a hurry, I took off all my clothes, the whole person soaked in the extra-large Jacuzzi, so that the whirlpool of slightly scalding hot water washed over the tired body; when such as a massage of slightly hot water flow a burst of gently patting my breasts, so that I remembered just now, Chen Sanyuan’s lips slipped over the nipple unintentionally the situation, I can not help but shyly use my hands in the breast to gently caress the feeling of a burst of tingling makes me Unconsciously into the endless reverie ……
Gradually my face was hot, my eyes were in a daze and I was paralyzed in the swirling water flow like a massage, my other hand couldn’t help but gently caress the fullness of the pubic mound under my belly, the sensitive skin was like an electric shock that made me moan in a low voice: “Oh…um…”. Sound; my mind can’t help but think of the last time I had no opinion to see Chen Sanyuan his although half-hard not soft, but feel very big young male characteristics, I feel as if there are countless ants in the vagina in the itchy like jumping around, in a trance, my fingers in the clitoris touched a bit, that like the electric shock of the sensation, so that a stream of obscenity gushed out of the vagina, my whole body as if deflated booed out a long voice of “Uh…oh…”
At that moment, I heard Chen Sanyuan knocking on the door outside the bathroom gently and urgently and said, “Godmother, it’s time to start dinner!”
Ashamed and in a hurry, I stood up and tried to step out of the tub, but my weak legs caused me to fall back in, making the tub splash loudly.
The bathtub made a loud noise, the bathroom door was suddenly opened, Sanyuan Chen saw me who fell into the bathtub and quickly approached to help the naked me up, “Godmother, what happened to you? Are you hurt?”
“Godmother is fine, put me down!” Seeing Chen Sanyuan’s suddenly frothing and glowing eyes staring at my chest, I shyly and anxiously asked him to leave.
Chen Sanyuan with a strange look at me out of the bathroom, I hurriedly dry my body, only to see just taken off the clothes have been put into the bucket, I remembered that just into the bathroom, I forgot to take to change clothes; I had to shyly ask Chen Sanyuan standing outside the door to help me get a bathrobe to hand me.
I put on the bathrobe after the blushing face out of the bathroom, saw Chen Sanyuan Ru infatuated looking at me, thinking of their own just now in the bathroom shameful behavior, I shamefully pushed him said, “What are you stupid looking at, godmother are hungry.” I hurriedly walked into the dining room by the kitchen first.
After walking into the dining room, I saw that the candle-lit table was filled with several plates of exquisite cuisine and several bottles of red wine that he had taken from somewhere, causing me to look guiltily and movingly at Chen Sanyuan, who had just followed me into the dining room, and I said to him in a low voice, “Sanyuan, thank you for doing this for your godmother ……. “
Since I had just finished my shower and the sight of the fragrant food on the table aroused my hunger, it occurred to me that all I had eaten since the morning was the two slices of toast and an omelette that he had made for me.
Sitting at the table, Sanyuan Chen also poured red wine into two glasses and placed one at my table, raising his glass, Sanyuan Chen said, “Godmother, first of all, cheers for this period of time to be able to meet and get together with Godmother again.”
Chen Sanyuan raised his glass and drank a few mouthfuls of red wine, the two of them started to talk while eating; after drinking a few cups of red wine, Chen Sanyuan picked up his glass with a sense of purpose and said: “When I first knew about my godmother’s unfortunate encounter, I was not worthy of her on the one hand, but on the other hand, I was very glad to be able to help my godmother, so that I could have the chance to live together with my godmother. I am very grateful to my godmother for accompanying me in this period of time, so that I can have the warmth of home again. Although my godmother has moved to a new home, I still hope in my heart that I can accompany my godmother to live for the rest of my life, and bring my godmother happiness in the latter half of her life. ………”
My mood with Chen Sanyuan’s account, touched but ruffled helpless and bleak emotions; somehow, I want Chen Sanyuan to help me pour full of red wine again; a cup to drink, and then another cup, unknowingly a cup and a cup of …….
Gradually, the power of alcohol began to kick in, I felt as if something was slowly sounding in my ears, my eyelids gradually became heavy, and when I just wanted to stand up, I felt a buzzing in my head, and then the whole world was sky high …….
I was so drunk that I just felt my body was limp and weak, I tried to use my hands to support the table, but it felt like I couldn’t even do it on my own, my whole body fronted a couple of times, then my legs slid down weakly.
At this time, Chen Sanyuan who was sitting next to me rushed over and supported me from behind, but my alcohol began to surge, and then I began to vomit; the sticky, sour and foul-smelling vomit splattered on my bathrobe, and also splattered on Chen Sanyuan’s pants; and the sour and foul-smelling vomit made me vomit again, and finally, my whole body was paralyzed and my consciousness was gradually getting dazed and I leaned back on Chen Sanyuan’s bosom… ……
In the haze of consciousness, I remembered that Chen Sanyuan helped me to the bathroom; then, I remembered that Chen Sanyuan helped me to take off the bathrobe stained with filth and vomit, and washed away the filth for me; then, Chen Sanyuan hugged me back to the room and helped me to lie down on the bed; then, my mouth and tongue were dry and started to make a fuss and asked him to feed me to drink; then, I hugged Chen Sanyuan and said to him without knowing what to say about the feelings and contradictions in the inner heart; Then, I suddenly Buddha unashamedly embraced him; then, I ………
The head drowsiness, I gradually sobered up again, drunkenness makes the whole body weak, paralyzed, sanity, although still drowsy, but still feel a hand on the back of my waist, is caressing my plump buttocks, the other hand in my back gently caressing, naked, but I am open legs such as horseback riding lying on the body of the man sleeping, and underneath the man’s thick hard rod inserted into my cunt is still constantly throbbing, and the man’s thick hard rod inserted into my cunt. ……
This unprecedented experience made my mind immediately wake up, I opened my heavy eyelids, but I saw Chen Sanyuan’s lust-filled eyes looking at me: “Godmother, are you awake? I’m so glad that you’ve finally taken the initiative to ‘accept’ me after moving to your new home…. …Godmother, tonight is our “cave” night, I will make you “sexually happy” all night long!”
Hearing Chen Sanyuan’s obscene words, I weakly tried to lift up my belly to let the throbbing rod inside my vagina leave, but I was forcefully pressed down again by his hands; the rod that was already inserted very deeply was pushed even deeper into the end of my vagina, and I couldn’t help but let out a “Oooooo…” cry from my mouth as I was being pushed even further into the end of my vagina. …” screams, I shyly and aggrieved tears flow ……
Although I occasionally think of having these things with him, but when this thing really happened, the world’s traditional moral concepts make me shy and do not know how to face, my hands are reluctant and powerless to beat his chest, I am angry and ashamed of myself, with choking voice timidly said: “I am your godmother, she is older than you so much, how can you take advantage of the godmother drunkenly bully people, you let godmother how to go out in the future to see people? How can you take advantage of my godmother’s drunkenness and bully her, how are you going to let my godmother go out and meet people in the future? …”
Seeing my crying, Chen Sanyuan cupped my face love with both hands and gently rubbed and stroked it, his mouth gently kissed my lips, and then gently licked and kissed my tearful eyes and said, “Godmother, I’m sorry, I’m too impulsive, but you also know that I truly love you, please believe me, in the future, I’ll definitely always be by your side, and I’ll also make you happy forever! …… “I felt his waist go up and down a few more times.
Hearing Chen Sanyuan’s whispered words of self-reproach and appeasement made me even more shy and not knowing how to face it, I choked back my sobs and said, “I’m drunk and unconscious, and I don’t know what’s going on, but you’re not drunk, so it must be that you intentionally got people drunk and then stripped them of their clothes, and even carried them to the bed, so you’re intentionally ill-intentioned and wanting to bully them, and you want to make them die of shame. Yes, you are deliberately trying to make people die of shame ……”
Chen Sanyuan said with an aggrieved look, “Godmother, tonight it was you who took the initiative to hug me and ride on me when you were drunk, and I wanted you so …… much. Godmother, I won’t fail you, I will cherish you and accompany you for the rest of my life! …… “His waist slowly jerked up and down again…
The taste of being slowly thrust by him, let me comfortable can’t help but boo “Oh…hiss…”, I don’t know if I can still cry and pretend to be angry, so I can only contain choking voice coyly said: “You heart like people, but also can’t Take advantage of people drunken not sober, do this kind of incest to people, and also let people use this kind of shameful position…you want to let people now how to do ……”
“Just now godmother is sitting on me by herself, and holding my hand below ……, of course, I also have some wine, godmother and I think about the woman, so I can’t help it …… godmother, I’m sorry, I really love you too much…; next time I will do it when you are awake…; godmother, I will love you all my life, love you until we are very old and still love you the same ……” Chen Sanyuan. I really love you too much, next time I will do it when you are awake…; godmother, I will love you for life, love to us are very old still love you the same …… “Chen Sanyuan hurriedly hold me rolled over and pressed me on the bed, his hands have gently caressed the breasts, his waist An arch slowly plunged deeper and deeper.
Hearing his repeated assurances of love, and being gently thrust by him like this, my whole body was as comfortable as electrocuted, and I was about to burst into flames; my eyes were dazed, and my lower body involuntarily met his thrusts, I gasped sharply, “Oh…I don’t…care…now…my…whole body is being bullied by you…ai…yo…now…my…whole…body is being bullied by you…ai…yo…now…now…now…now…now…now! I…my whole body has been bullied by you…ai…yo…, you…still keep calling me…ai…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo…yo. …Godmother, in the end…what are you going to let me…do…ah…oh…”
“Then I’ll call you wife, okay? Honey, are you comfortable like this?” His thrusting motion began to slowly accelerate, his hands holding the cover of my breasts, fingers gently twisting my long and convex hard nipples, I am comfortable do not know things north and south, my sanity gradually lost in his love.
With his faster and faster, gradually harder thrusts, my whole body burning, the fire of hunger and thirst more and more burning, my hands can not help but wrapped around the man who pressed on top of me constantly twisting and banging behind the back of the hard to grab, my lower body with the constant twisting and swaying of the man’s waist is also restless wriggling to meet, my cries are also getting more and more whiney moaning…
The faster and harder he thrusts, the more I can’t help but whimper, “Ai…yo…I’m going to die…I’m…being bullied…by you…ah…I’m…oh…you’re…dying. …I’m being bullied by you…ah…… dead, I…oh…you…hurry up…uhh! …I…don’t know…anymore…you…can…go faster…faster! …I…I…I…am…still…drunk…I…don’t…even…know…what…I…don’t…know…what…I…don’t…know…what…I…don’t…know…what…I…don’t…know. …know…oh…now being…bullied…by…you…ah…yo …… “
Chen Sanyuan heard my whimpering cries, and even more inspired by the man’s animalistic desire, he pressed his firm chest tightly against my breasts and rubbed them, his mouth constantly licked my earlobes, licked my neck, and made me go limp as if I were lost in my thoughts; and the thick hard rod in the lust flooded meat cunt, constantly swinging, squeezing, and over and over again, with a forceful thrusting… …
Fierce and constant thrusting, so that the itching cunt, accelerating the pleasure of being rammed again and again; soon, a burst of spasms in the vagina began to spasm, contraction, as if not so experienced the first orgasm, the impact of the so that I am even more lost in thought, my mouth because of the climax of the uncontrollable moans have become with a hoarse low sobbing sound ……
The muscles inside the cunt channel because of the orgasm produced by the gusts of spasm, constantly writhing like sucking the big thick hard meat stick; such as the spring beast Chen Sanyuan became even more excited, his meat stick more accelerated in my cunt constantly changing speed and direction of the pumping, squeezing the pleasure nerves in my flesh hole! Also let my sensitive skin more intense pleasure ……
I do not know how many times after the orgasm moan, the man thrust in the body of the hard rod, began to become more swollen, when the rod once again deeper into the top, close to touch the cervix in the depths of my vagina in the spasm of contraction, the man on the body of the low roar of the spring beasts, a strong and hot semen in a burst of spurt in my body, and with me rushed to the greater orgasm, my mouth again babbled nonsense! I was humming like a wild animal, and my mind fell into a state of disorientation again. ……
When I slowly awake, pressed on the body of the man’s hands are still on my sensitive breasts gently twisted grip, squeezed in the vagina of the gradually softening young man’s rod feels still so hard; and after the wanton destruction of my whole body is weak and limp on the bed, leaving only the mouth of the weak moans such as a long, hoarse sobbing ……
Seeing that I woke up, Sanyuan Chen covered my still moaning mouth with his mouth, and his tongue went back into my mouth and kept stirring until my whole body was limp and powerless, he still smiled evilly and said, “Wife, I didn’t think that your usual demeanor is so dignified, but you are such a lecherous and wavy person in bed; it makes me love you more and more… …!”
Hearing his laughing banter made me feel even more delicate and shy, not expecting to be violated for the first time by a man other than my ex-husband, who was younger than my daughter; but I was brought to orgasm again and again by him, even letting out a shy moan of pleasure that I had not had in the past! ……
Shy me, dissatisfied wriggling lower body, I clenched my fists and kept gently pounding him, I whispered and sobbed, “Who is your wife, people have already said that people are now drunk and not clear about anything, and now it’s also you who are secretly bullying people, you are now bullying people all over, and also laugh at people’s lewdness, and now you are all still pressurized people are almost out of breath, you’re the The bad guy who likes to bully people ……”
“Yes, yes, yes, now it’s my bad, I shouldn’t have bullied my favorite, youngest and most beautiful wife, I’m the bad guy, now I’ll make amends with you, okay?” Chen Sanyuan’s legs clamped around my legs, holding me and turning me over again, letting me lie on my back on his body, he gently kissed my forehead and sucked on my tears again, his hands also gently patted and caressed my back.
“Now you’ve admitted it, now you’re the one who bullied people, and they’re almost 50 years old, they’re already getting old, and they know that they don’t look beautiful; but you’re still deceiving them by saying that they’re the youngest and the most beautiful. Now you have to be honest, are you saying that I am the youngest and the most beautiful just to bully me again, say it!” I seemed to have found a reason to pout at him.
“Wife, in all conscience, I am innocent! I didn’t cheat you, listen to me…” Chen Sanyuan gripped my waist with both hands and lifted me up to sit across his abdomen.
He looked at me with affectionate eyes and said, “”Wife, your pretty face and your temperament have been in my mind since I was a child until now, and, as you yourself know, you see, your skin is still as fair and tender as a young woman’s, and I like your breasts which are just big enough for my palms to cover, and they are still full and firm, not sagging. No sagging, your two nipples are so red; your belly is so tight and smooth; the sparse body hair under your belly makes your vulva look extra clean and full; … wife, don’t squirm, listen to me, what I love most about you is that just now when you climaxed in your little cunt, you would keep on sucking, and it made me so happy that I was about to ascend to heaven, and my wife, the sound that came out of your orgasm was the most mesmerizing! Shouted out the voice of the most fascinating, wife, I did not cheat you, I love you the most love you the most ……”
Chen Sanyuan said, his two hands kept stroking, let me again panting all over the body soft; I don’t know when his still inserted in the vagina of the half-hard, half-soft bad thing, and became as hard as a big hot steel rod, restless straight jumping; so that my eyes began to be confused, thinking became a little slow, I blushed shyly said: “You … you nonsense, you only nonsense these shameful dirty words to others, are you now again to bully others …You’re bullshitting, you’re only bullshitting these shameful nasty words to people, are you going to bully people again now ……”
“Wife, I’m not cheating on you, I love and adore my wife the most, were you happy just now? Wife, topping off like this, are you comfortable?” Chen Sanyuan two hands forked my armpits, his waist arching and arching to lift me up and down, let inserted into the vagina of the thick hard meat stick glans once and for all heavily inserted stabbing the deep vaginal cervix cavity meat, like electrocution like tingling pleasure waves in the whole body flowed into the ……
I couldn’t help but put my hands on his chest, I screamed shyly, “Oh…it’s too deep…it’s too deep…you’re bullying again…I don’t care! …Ugh…this position …… I…have never done it…before…it’s too shameful… …now……Yo……people…oh……and the top…too deep …ai…can’t…can’t…ugh…yo…I’m going to…come again …… To die …… “Not long, the depths of the vagina and spewed out a stream of ejaculate, vaginal folds and non-stop wriggling, contraction, sucking the meat stick in the thrust, I was powerless, paralyzed lying on top of him, my whole body involuntarily twitching, spasms, my mouth issued a hoarse moan like winks ……
Chen Sanyuan see me reach orgasm again, he sat up, the whole body soft and fall into a state of disorientation in the I put on the bed, he knelt and will be my legs apart, lifted on his shoulders, stained with obscene water of the thick hard meat stick again slowly inserted into my pussy, a hand to play with my breasts, one hand reached to the cunt inserted into the mouth of the clitoris protruding, gently pinching and twisting, inserted into the pussy in the thick hard meat stick is also again and again The thick and hard meat stick in the pussy also gradually accelerated the ramming, and every time, the thick and hard meat stick will be pushed into the end of the vagina ……
Just experienced an orgasm and sensitive vagina, seems to be unable to withstand the thick and hard meat stick thrust again and again, soon, a burst of previously unheard of greater pleasure, impact on the flesh pussy such as being electrocuted, so that I, such as the ascension of a large number of cunt leakage again, and cunt folds in the habit of writhing and contraction, sucking, and my moans have changed to such as a low sobbing like a weak humming! ……
He lowered my legs, he sat on my back, and picked me up face to face, letting my arms wrap around his neck, and letting my breasts press against his chest, and he held my armpits on both sides, and began to bang and thrust his meat stick up and down inside his cunt, and my hardened and bulging nipples rubbed against his pectoral muscles as he kept thrusting up and down, and the sensitive stimulation caused me to fall into a disorienting orgasm, with only weak moans like sobs echoing his constant thrusting. I was already in the throes of an orgasm, and all that was left was a weak moan like a sob echoing his constant thrusts. ……
As if he hadn’t had enough, he put me on the bed again, spread my legs, and then pressed on my body, and his thick, hard rod began to bang in and out of my cunt; I don’t know how many hundreds of times, but in the end, his rod was tightly inserted at the end of my cunt, and a large amount of thick, hot semen erupted into my cunt, and I couldn’t help but let out a long moan like a cry. I couldn’t help but let out another long moan like a cry, and I fell back into a deep sleep due to excessive exhaustion. ……
I don’t know how long it took, I finally came back from my stupor, I felt my whole body aching and weak, I opened my tired eyes and looked at the sleeping young man with a satisfied smile still pressed on top of me, and the rod that remained in my vagina was still half-hard, perhaps it was because I hadn’t had any lovemaking with a man for a long time, and I felt a bit of a burning pain in the skin outside the opening of my vagina under the small of my back.
I turned my head to look up and indoor dressing table on the electronic alarm clock, are already more than 2:40 late at night; I looked out the window, the sky early summer moonlight and stars in this wilderness countryside earth, feel like a paradise like extraordinarily elegant.
And outdoors, the dark surroundings of unknown summer insects chirping; and indoors, the pink night light shines on the bed overlapping the hazy silhouettes of the necks, this dreamy and charming scene, so that my heart in the shyness and nostalgia for the whole night and his joyful misunderstanding, I can not help but be confused with the young man’s hands around the back of the young man who is still pressed against me and tenderly caressing, for the first time I thought of this young man from the heart to be forever obsessed with me, I want him and I can sleep with me every night and let him spend the rest of his life with me! I think for the first time from the heart I want to let this young man forever obsessed with me, I want to be able to sleep with him night after night and embrace me, let him accompany me through the rest of my life!
The young man on top of me opened his eyes and gently brushed his hands through the temples of my hair, then cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead lightly, before finally kissing my lips and saying, “Wife, awake from your nap? Still tired?”
His tenderness and consideration made me feel sweetness fill my heart, I clenched my fists and lightly pounded on his back a few times and said, “You bad guy, you only think of caring about people now…”
He said with a bad smile, “Honey, tonight is our wedding night, are you comfortable tonight?”
He lowered his head and buried it between my breasts, his hands cupped my breasts again, and his lips took in my nipples that appeared to be a little convex and long, “Honey, I love you here the most, the bumps are so cute, every time I see it, I can hardly stop myself from wanting to ……” He still stayed The bad thing inside the vagina seems to be restless and gradually awakening again.
“Ouch…don’t…, your…that…bad thing…pull it out first, okay? People…it’s getting a little sore there ……” I was in pain and shame, and kept hitting his back.
Sainty Chen laughed and teased and saw that my face was red up to between my ears before he gently kissed me and said, ”Wife, I’m sorry! Just now it was me who was too excited, doing too much love to you too hard and too many times! , before ……” He slowly raised his waist.
“You even talk to bully people, people are…have not done it for a long, long time, you that…there and so hard and so thick, but also so hard to bully people for so long …… you are just bad, but also people say these shameful words…… “I red-faced shyly whined to him.
Chen Sanyuan slowly lifted up their lower body which was still tightly packed, with the pulling out of the still swollen rod, the lewd water and semen that had filled up the vagina also flowed out, making a mess between the thighs, which was sticky and wet, and I coyly said to Chen Sanyuan, “You… get up first…, I am so sticky and wet and painful there, so let me go to take a shower, okay? Let me go and take a bath, okay? …… “After saying that, I felt that my whole cheeks were about to burn up ……
Chen Sanyuan get out of bed, help me out of bed, but the whole body is weak I, feet soft and unsteady to stand and touch the pain under the abdomen, I frowned, low exclamation of surprise “ugh yo” a sound.
Chen Sanyuan instantly held me up, he saw my dilemma and said, “Honey, what’s wrong, does it hurt?”
My hand gently squeezed at the soft flesh of his waist, “It’s not because of the bad things you do, you don’t know how to care for people at all, you bully them so hard like a brute all night long…”
“Honey, hubby will cherish you now, hubby will carry you to wash together!” He showed a smug bad smile and carried me across his arms and walked into the bathroom.
In the bathroom, Chen Sanyuan helped me to sit on the side of the bathtub, he used the shower to drench both of them, and then began to take the shower gel and carefully apply it on both of them, and finally, he took the shower to help me to wash myself with the shower gel, and his hand intentionally or unintentionally teasingly stroked and pinched and twisted the sensitive nipples, and I could hardly sit down with my body softening; when the shower rinsed me under my abdomen which was still slightly swollen and painful, his thick and hard meat stick. deliberately rubbed and bounced against my cheeks; I shyly and anxiously said with a choked sob, “What do you think of me, I’m so old, you even want to bully me like this in the shower ……”
Chen Sanyuan looked at my tearful eyes and apologized in a low voice, “Wife, I’m sorry, it’s my fault, I just wanted to create some conjugal interest, I didn’t expect to make you misunderstand.” After he carefully took the bath towel and tenderly wiped my whole body, he gently pressed my head against the small of his back, and his hand gently brushed my hair to pacify me.
“But I have never taken a bath with a man in my life, and I have never encountered this kind of situation, and I thought you were going to make a fool of me ……” I mumbled with some regret when I saw him apologizing in a low voice again.
“Wife, it’s my fault for making you misunderstand, I’m really sorry,” Chen Sanyuan’s hand kept gently patting and caressing on my back.
“It’s that I’ve never had anything like this happen before…, would you blame me for being old and uneducated in the ways of eroticism…,” I apologized shyly as I gently held his already scared and half-soft rod in my hand and rubbed it against the side of my cheek.
Chen Sanyuan two hands gently in the back of my neck stroked: “Wife, in the future, you are not allowed to say that you say you are old words, I want you to accompany me to become old, by then, no matter how old you are, I will still like to take a bath with you ……”
Looking at the young rod that was rapidly hardening from the friction against my cheek, I couldn’t help but stick my tongue out and lick the front of the thick mushroom-shaped glans; I heard the man let out a sigh of comfort and his hand rubbed gently and continuously against the back of my neck.
I raised my head to see Chen Sanyuan squinting his eyes in what seemed to be a very mesmerized look, I opened my lips and carefully wrapped them around the huge glans, sucking gently at the smooth top opening, then I pursed my lips and sucked on the huge glans, licking the mushroom shaped central groove gently with the tip of my tongue, my fingers circling his cock back and forth lashing it… …
“Oooh…wife…you…are…so…good…comfortable…wife…thank you… I’m so…comfortable ……” The man squinted his eyes, quickly and incessantly gently stroking the back of my neck, intermittent moans escaping from his mouth, and his waist shaking back and forth involuntarily… …
Hearing a man’s screams of spring when he is comfortable makes me seem to know more about a man’s heart, my hand continued to lasso his penis, I raised my head and squinted my eyes, and said in a coquettish voice, “I’m just afraid that in the future you’ll think that I’m old and ugly again, and that when the time comes that I don’t have anyone who wants me, I’ll misunderstand you, and that I haven’t even done this kind of thing before, and now that I do this are you satisfied? “
I lowered my head again, holding the two goose eggs under the rod like a big taut scrotum, I stretched out my tongue gently licked and brushed the folds of flesh, I felt that the rod in my hand seemed to swell even more, so I used my mouth to contain the thick glans again, my tongue licked the glans at the front end of the hole gently licked; I heard the man’s constant huffing and puffing sound and non-stop moaning: “Hiss . …oh…hiss…hiss…oh…wife…too comfortable…oh…hiss…hiss… …I…almost …… can’t help it…hiss…hiss…oh…”
Hearing the man’s urgent gasp, my hand more quickly set more and more swollen penis, my tongue circled around the glans; the man also more forcefully pushed up his waist, his slightly bent legs quickly shake, suddenly, a thick and salty taste of warm semen shot into my mouth, I hastily pulled out the rod, but the successive streams of semen shot into my hair, face and chest, a burst of The semen shot out six or seven times in a row before thinning out and stopping ……
I raised my head to see the man’s eyes slightly closed, full of comfortable and satisfied look, I once again began to soften the penis into my mouth, my tongue gently licked around the glans, until the rod completely softened, before letting it leave the lips, I looked up at the man whispered, “bad man, people so hard to let you get rid of the anger, you won’t blame me for not knowing how to have fun again, right? ……”
Sainty Chen picked me up, and after wiping off my semen with his hand, he looked at me with tears in my eyes and flushed face, he tightly hugged me in his bosom, and his hands kept gently caressing my back and said: “Wife, good wife, thank you! Your heart I know, thank you so much for doing this for me, I must love you forever in my life! Cherish you! Honey, I’ll give you another good bath!”
“Mmm, but you can’t bully me like that this time, my whole body has been bullied by you tonight.” I rubbed and twisted my head against his chest.
When he was about to pick me up after he had cleaned and wiped both of them all over again, I touched his softening rod and flaccid scrotum and said petulantly, “Just help me to walk, you’re tired after you’ve just ejaculated so much earlier, aren’t you!”
“Not tired, not tired, I’m still young and you’re petite and light!” He lifted me across his chest and walked me to the bedroom, then gently placed me on the mattress of the Japanese bed, and after he lay down on the bed he let my head lie on its side against the underside of his shoulder.
“Honey, does it still hurt here?” His hand slowly reached down along my breast again, stroking my sensitive and still slightly sore full vulva under my sparse body hair.
“Mmmm, it still hurts a little, I can’t let you bully me anymore tonight.” I said shyly as I wriggled my bottom and blushed.
“No, no, wife, you served me earlier in the bathroom and made me enjoy myself, now it’s my turn to make you relax and enjoy my service. Honey, now you relax! Just relax! Trust me!” When he finished, after laying me on my back, he got on top of me and he spread my legs with his legs.
“What are you going to do? I’m still in pain there, so stop bullying me! Hmmm…” I struggled weakly, but his mouth had already covered my lips, his tongue went into my mouth, chasing after my tongue and then kept swirling around, sucking my tongue into his mouth, teasing my tongue with his tongue; his hands gently cupped and caressed my sensitive breasts, his fingers alternately twisted the long, convex nipples, teasing the nerves of my sensitive nipples, until I was weak and gradually went limp, his mouth moved to my ear, and then his mouth moved to my ear. His fingers alternately twisted the long, bulging nipples, teasing my sensitive nipple nerves, until my whole body was weak and gradually went limp, then his mouth moved to my ear and he breathed hotly; “Honey, trust me! I won’t hurt you! Just relax! Relax your whole body!”
His mouth gradually moved to my neck licking and brushing, slowly moved down to the breasts, gently sucking, tweaking, with his teasing, my tense emotions gradually relax, cheeks hot, the man’s body with his tongue and ten fingers brush licking gradually move down, when the man’s tongue licked my navel, my vagina has already been flooded with lewdness, I opened my mouth even more sharply gasping, slightly open eyes before a haze, I realized the man’s attempts, I shamefully mumbled: “Don’t… further down… shameful…” I shamefully mumbled: “Don’t… further down… shameful… shameful… shameful… shameful… shameful… A haze of fog, I realized the man’s attempts, I was ashamed of the hmmm: “Do not … further down … shameful … … people have not been so …, do not come … … where the dirty ah! …… “My lower body twisted sensitively, and my hand plunged hard into the man’s hair and grabbed it.
As the man’s tongue and fingers moved to my still slightly swollen but wet pussy, his lips covered my full outer labia and sucked on them, and his tongue dug into my muddy pussy licking and squeezing and teasing my clit ……
“Wife, relax! You here long very beautiful, white and tender like freshly baked buns, I love you to death here, and you flow out of the water, the taste is very sweet; wife, you relax and slowly enjoy, later you will gradually like this method.” The man’s voice ambiguously finished, his mouth and gently in the sensitive swelling pain in the lips of the vulva licked; originally feel some swelling pain in the vulva gradually become some warm like comfort, I am comfortable and began to moan …….
The man’s hand moved to the root of the thigh gently massage, his hands grabbed my knees, spread my legs, his mouth contained my knees, gently licked, and then along the knee until the root of the thigh gently licked back and forth, so that my pussy is sore and rising, my legs involuntarily twisted, more open, my head also involuntarily swayed from side to side, and let out a sexy moan that I feel ashamed of myself. ……
His tongue will be my outer labia licked separately to the two sides of the open, interacting with one side of the labia with the tongue gently sweeping, and then the two labia at the same time into the mouth and gently sucking, the tongue is also in the middle of the labia insertion and sweeping, a burst of pleasure by the pubic area from the bottom up to the spread of the comfort of my mind, I was paralyzed, can only emit a continuous and intermittent such as the low sobbing like a moan. ……
Suddenly, the man gently bit in my labia, and then blocked the lips of my vaginal opening, with his tongue in the vaginal opening around the light and heavy swirling, circles, the man’s tongue in my clitoris gently teased a few times, began to use the tip of the tongue such as pecking the clitoris like pointing, licking, teasing and sweeping; waves of constant pleasure, swept over my whole body, such as out-of-body orgasms, my whole body such as a pendulum like spasms, I am thrilled! I was so excited that I clutched the muscles of his back with my hands. ……
I do not know how long, when the man’s mouth holding my clitoris sucking hard, a stream of obscene liquid such as incontinence from the inside of my vagina and continue to erupt, the man such as drinking sweet water like a dog licking the water from the obscene sound, vaginal folds and continue to wriggle and contraction of the vaginal folds, the man’s tongue into the vagina, licked the walls of the vaginal flesh continue to wriggle and contraction of the intense pleasure to make the cunt has just stopped and once again a burst of sperm! Sprayed, I finally could not withstand this huge orgasmic stimulation and fell into a disoriented sleep ……
When I gradually wake up from the sleep I have never been so comfortable, I opened my eyes and looked out of the sunny window; feeling still naked and snuggled in the young man’s arms, I looked up at the youthful face and closed eyes of the young man; recalling last night’s exquisite scene in which his masculine body and I were embracing and overlapping, I contentedly and shyly stroked his sturdy chest and his young face with a smile of contentment. The young face of ……
Suddenly, Sanyuan Chen’s hand grabbed my hand that was on his chest, he opened his eyes and looked at me with a smile and said, “Wife, awake from your nap?” His hands were habitually touching my breasts again gently caressing them.
I blushed with shame and didn’t know how to face it, so I just put my head on his chest and twisted and mumbled in a low voice, “You’re just good at bullying people, you bullied me all night last night, and now I’m just waking up and still want to bully me.”
His hand grabbed mine again to hold his already thick and hard rod and move it around, smiling evilly, “Honey, is it comfortable to fall asleep like you ended up doing last night?” He buried his head in my other nipple again and gently licked it, “Honey, I love you so much here…” he said with a slurred accent.
I just woke up and was teased by him. Soon, I got a little horny again, my cheeks were flushed and I squirmed, “Don’t… I just woke up and now it’s broad daylight… I want to… I’ll be ashamed to death… “My lower body squeezed against him and kept twisting, welcoming the rod I was holding…
The man laid me on my back again, his right leg crossed my left leg and then bent to hold my legs apart, his left hand held his meat stick and rubbed the glans against my clitoris and said, “Wife, you just woke up and are starving, right? Hubby will use the big sausage first to quench your hunger…” his meat stick slowly squeezed into the freshly drenched vagina …….
Just woke up to be teased by the spring, but also especially can feel the body of the young man’s rod in the thick especially hard, especially with his gradually deeper and faster thrusts in the freshly wet vaginal walls rubbing, my hands can not help but tightly embrace him, my lower body with his thrusts to meet, my mouth and shamelessly call some of their own blush of the words.
With the man’s thick hard meat stick in the thrusting, when the first deep penetration into the vaginal depths pushed into the cervix, I have reached the first orgasm; the man on the body stopped his thrusting, so that the thick glans rested in the cervix quietly enjoying my spurt of cunt juice moisturizing and vaginal flesh folds like sucking like squirming, squeezing, the man bent his head to gently licked my earlobes and neck and then said: “Honey, there’s even better stuff to come…”
He helped the limp me to the side of the Japanese bed, let my hips against the edge of the bed, legs hanging outside the bed, he got off the bed and stood between my legs, will be thick and hard meat stick again into my still squirming vagina, his two hands respectively stroked my breasts, and then back and forth to move his lower body light and heavy depth of the thrusts.
Because I had just experienced an orgasm, my vagina was still very sensitive, soon, my second orgasm swept through my body again, the man felt my orgasm again, he grabbed my feet and leaned on his shoulders, and began to thrust harder, and I couldn’t help the stimulation of this wave-like pleasure, my whole body was trembling; my lower body was like out of control with the man’s thrusting and arching my waist to bear it, and my head was like a rattle drum swaying from side to side, and my vagina was like incontinence spewing out bursts and bursts of pussy sperm, and my body was floating like a void. My head was swaying from side to side like a rattle, and my vagina was spewing out bursts and bursts of pussy semen like incontinence, and my body was floating like a void, and the man also pushed his rod that was already deeper into my vagina forward again and again, and I was already completely lost in my mind and void, and I felt that the rod in my vagina was squeezing into my cervix again, and the man’s rod kept expanding and then started to forcefully ejaculate out a stream of thick, hot semen, and it was so hot that I had already hissed and screamed. After the man’s rod continued to swell, he began to shoot out a strong stream of thick, hot semen, which made me hiss and gasp for breath, and then I let out a hoarse moan like a cry. ……
When the whole body involuntary spasms, convulsions slowly stop, I gradually from the disoriented back to the soul, I gently pushed away still lying on my body sucking the nipple of the young man, pouting, “You get up, you really bad, I just woke up, and then bullied me, all day and all night like a bull like brute force, are not afraid to do it too many times, hurt the body how to do? ” Finished, but I satisfied and shy happy in his lips gently kissed.
Sainty Chen leaned down and held my hips, standing me up with his arms around me, his rod still half hard and soft in my vagina, he kissed me back again before saying, “Honey, you are like a tonic for me, the more times I do it with you, the better my body will get.” He carried me towards the bathroom, and with each step he made the rod in my pussy thrust and stab, making me go all soft and mmmm again.
“You’re just talking nonsense…ouch…you’re softer! Everyone says, “One drop of sperm, ten drops of blood”…uh…oh…it’s too deep…pull it out…oh…pull it out, okay? …pull it out, okay? …Ugh…this position…I’m so ashamed…oh…this position…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…I’m so ashamed…oh…this position…I’m so ashamed. …mmm…can’t talk…oooh…,” I moaned again in a comfortable unawareness.
Chen Sanyuan carried me into the bathroom, after filling the bathtub with slightly hot lukewarm water, he stepped into the extra large Jacuzzi with me in his arms, he sat on his knees in the bathtub, letting me clamp my legs around his waist, and his hands encircled and supported the back of my neck, and then held up his waist, and time and time again, he bumped back and forth and thrusted in and out.
The swirling water massaged my sensitive breasts, and the hard, thick, swollen rod slammed deep inside my vagina again and again, pushing my pleasure to a climax I had never experienced before, and I hissed and moaned out loud until he spewed his hot semen inside me again, and then he and I went limp and dipped into the overflowing bathtub, and I was pressed up against him like I was full of food and drink and satisfied with him! I was pressed underneath him as if sated and satisfied, enjoying the gentle strokes of the water like a massage.
Lying in the warm water, I thought to myself: from last night to now, I can’t remember how many times Chen Sanyuan gave me an unprecedented orgasm of pleasure, the young man’s exuberant energy like a rainstorm will be my long drought of spring desire to nourish the full; although the whole body is still paralyzed and powerless, but in my heart I have been even more greedy hope that Chen Sanyuan’s hard, thick and swollen rod, in the future, can be every day to quench the fire of desire in my heart. I was still paralyzed.
Once again from the bathroom out, legs soft I still can only let Chen Sanyuan again to carry me back to bed, I lethargically looked at the electronic alarm clock on the dressing table, have been nearly 1:30 in the afternoon; Chen Sanyuan fondly in my protruding nipples containing harassed a few times, reluctantly kissed my lips and said: “wife, I first go to prepare our lunch. “
After the meal, Chen Sanyuan with a mysterious and excited look told me: “wife, last night we into the “cave”, wait a moment and my husband and I went back to my mother’s home, tomorrow is the beginning of our honeymoon trip.”
“Bad man, where do you get all these bad ideas, who goes into the cave with you? And who promised to spend the honeymoon with you?” I heart secretly happy but also blushing face ranting 1st birthday.
Chen Sanyuan salivated and smiled and put his face on my face and said: “Wife, last night the whole night we are not in the “move” room? …… As for the honeymoon, tonight after returning to my home, I will give you a surprise.” After saying that he also used his fingers to gesture a finger and a circle thrusting action, let me shy and dry straight want to hit him.
When I returned to the city with Sainty Chen, it was close to 5:00 p.m. After Sainty Chen’s car was parked in front of an erotic products store, he said to me with a bad smile on his face, “Wife, do you want to go in with me and pick out a few pieces of pajamas you wore on your honeymoon trip?”
I saw the signboard of the store, all of a sudden and red-faced anger: “You and what you want to think of bad thoughts to bully people, go in this kind of store to let people die of shame, want to go to your own, but can not buy bullying bad things.”
Chen Sanyuan from the love store with a paper bag with a gift box out, after the car, his two eyes from time to time evilly staring at my body, see him that kind of lewd eyes, my heart and shy and angry ruthless in his arm wringing a few, but he was straight laughing at the begging for forgiveness.
Along the way home, Chen Sanyuan bought some more cooked food for dinner; after returning home, Chen Sanyuan entered the kitchen money let me go to freshen up first, and he also touched my breasts twice with a bad smile and said, “Wife, tonight is the first dinner after we caved in, I’ll give you a surprise gift after the dinner, so dress up beautifully.”
In order to catch this man, I was shy and happy on the inside but spit on the surface, “I don’t want to, I’m not like you, thinking about these things.” After saying this, I was blushing and giggling.
I didn’t expect that when I was rinsing, my monthly menstruation came early, I had to drape myself in a bath towel and hurry back to the bedroom first to take care of it, when I was about to go back to the bathroom again, I was seen by Sainty Chen who was setting up the dinner in the kitchen, and he laughed and joked, “Wife, you’re wearing the sexiest thing like this, but I’m afraid that it’ll make me spermatic tonight!”
When I got dressed and came out of the bathroom, I said with a red face to Sanyuan Chen, who was sitting at the dining table waiting for me, “Bad man, you can’t bully people again tonight because they that just came.”
“That? Ah! …Honey, this isn’t real, is it?” After I grabbed Chen Sanyuan’s hand to touch the underside of my belly, he exclaimed exaggeratedly.
After dinner I cleaned up the kitchen and returned to the living room when Sanyuan Chen, who was sitting on the sofa, pulled me to sit beside him after saying with a somewhat mysterious expression, “Wife, a gift of love for you, please close your eyes first, okay?”
I opened my eyes to open the cardboard box he put in my hand, there is a pair of gold rings, a pair of seals and a marriage certificate in duplicate, the marriage certificate above the name of the man and woman has written Chen Sanyuan and my name, and has been stamped Chen Sanyuan’s seal.
Chen Sanyuan said, “Wife, I prepared these gifts the day after your divorce, and I’m giving them to you now just to prove to you that I will love you with my whole life, and I hope you can promise me.” He cupped the two gold rings in the box in the palm of his hand, kneeling on one leg and looking at me fondly.
I was his this sudden action, my heart immediately collapsed, my teeth biting lips shivering: “You …, you …, you do not mind people are 50 years old woman …, I …, I …,” my eyes a blur, has been moved to tears. …,” I was blurred in front of my eyes, already moved to tears.
Chen Sanyuan sat on the sofa again and embraced me in his arms, gently kissing my tear-stained eyes and forehead; “Wife, don’t cry, I’ve said it before, I’ve loved you since I was a little girl until now, and I feel that God allowed me to be born just to love you for the rest of my life. Honey, can you promise to let me love you for the rest of my life, please? If you promise, you will call me your husband. Honey, don’t keep quiet! Do you know that I am now nervously waiting for your answer in my heart?”
“Oooh… oooh… you…, you…, bad…, husband…, oooh… , bad husband, you’re just a bully, you’ll make me cry again…! People… people…, oo… oo…!” Hearing Sanyuan Chen’s confession, my heart melted, I relied on his arms, my hands kept gently hitting his chest.
“Wife, you finally called me husband, wife, thank you, wife, my favorite and most beloved wife, thank you so much, let’s go to register in the morning, I, I’m so happy!” Chen Sanyuan was ecstatic, he kept kissing me everywhere on my face, finally, he picked me up horizontally, walked into the bedroom, rolled onto the bed with me, and again kept kissing me all over my face, ears, and neck.
Seeing Chen Sanyuan’s excited and crazy behavior, I was even more touched in my heart, never felt loved like this in my life, I kept stroking his head, his face; I swore in my heart that no matter what methods I used, I must catch this young man and let him spend the rest of my life with me, because of him, I feel that I am 50 though, he is 25 years old, and in fact, there is not much obstacle as long as I can let him be forever obsessed with me.
Rolling on the bed after hysterical excitement, Chen Sanyuan gradually aroused lust, he pressed me on the bed, and his lips slowly moved from my lips kissing down to my neck, his hands reached inside my nightgown, holding my breasts, constantly changing pinching, holding, twisting.
I felt his breathing become more and more rapid and his panting became heavier and heavier; he took off my nightgown and then undid my corset, his mouth took my nipples which appeared to be bulging and long and sucked and played with them as if they were babies; I felt that his penis pressed against the small of my back became thick, hard and hot again, and I had already blushed with my cheeks and my eyes were lost in ecstasy only to have my hands caressing his back non-stop.
Chen Sanyuan seems to have been unable to help, a hand from my breasts downward stroking, when his hand touched my panties lined with tampons outside, he suddenly sobered up “ah” sound, like a whole body weakness like he rolled over and lay down beside me, I am also from the passion of the sobering up.
Looking at Chen Sanyuan’s disappointed and forcefully lustful face, I compassionately and guiltily rolled over and pressed on top of him, kissed his cheeks and said, “Hubby, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m ……”
“It’s okay, I’ll just endure for a while, it’s only for a few days anyway.” Chen Sanyuan thoughtfully kissed me on the lips.
“No, I don’t want you to hold it in! I want you!” I said whining as I twisted my body.
“But it’s not good for your health… oh…, wife… oh… you…”
“I can make you comfortable like I did last night in the bathroom!” I slid my body down behind his stomach and took hold of his hard, somewhat hot cock as I stuck out my tongue and began to flick the front of the thick glans.
Maybe my oral skills are not skilled enough, maybe the young man’s libido is more persistent, although I constantly stimulate the man’s sexy points, but still can not let my husband leaked, so that my mouth and tongue has been sore, so that Chen Sanyuan’s eyes are anxious red, it is still that thick and hard, I am a little out of my depth helplessly said: “Husband, I’m sorry, is that people are too stupid, can’t Let you meet, or change you on top of it, you are not the most favorite people’s breasts?”
Chen Sanyuan seemed to have let the fire of lust get too much for him, he sat on top of me and pressed his thick hard cock between my breasts, his hands pressed my convex long nipples towards the rod and squeezed it, and then began to thrust in and out, and sometimes the thick glans went through into my mouth as well.
The meat stick rubbed my breasts and nipples, and when the thick glans was inserted into my mouth, I sucked it with my lips and licked it with my tongue, which made the man seem to be even more excited; this kind of lustful scene that I had never experienced before also made me moan uneasily as my lust rose again, and when the man heard my moans, his hands gripped my breasts even harder and squeezed and gripped, and this kind of pain with stimulation of pleasure made my moans become like a masochistic cry, a stream of pussy cum spurted out of my vagina, and the surrounding flesh folds began to wriggle and contract again, and I moaned like crying, “Oh…. Crying sound, a stream of cunt cum spurted out of my vagina, while the surrounding folds of flesh began to wriggle and contract again, I moaned as if I was crying, “Oooh… hey… husband…, I’m leaking… leaking….! “
Hearing my orgasmic moans, Sainty Chen seemed to be infected as well, his thick and hard meat stick became even bigger, roaring lowly, “Wife, I’m going to ejaculate as well!” As he lifted his rod and inserted it into my mouth, a hot stream of thick and fishy flavor spurted into my mouth.
After seeing a man ejaculate, the thought of being able to satisfy my own man, although I felt a little aggrieved, I still held tears in my eyes and tenderly held his gradually softening rod in my mouth; and when Sanyuan Chen saw my tearful acceptance of pleasure, and my breasts that had been ravaged by him to the point of bruising, he seemed to feel even more guilty in his heart, and he tightly embraced me and said, “Good wife, thank you! Let you suffer!” He carried me into the bathroom, and after helping me rinse off again, he held me in his arms, and carefully said countless sweet words throughout the night, coaxing me to sleep.
Before going to bed, I suddenly remembered what a former colleague said, “Men are animals that think with their lower bodies, as long as you can always satisfy a man’s lower body desires, he will always work for you as a cow and never regret. I think maybe my ex-husband left me for the same reason!
When I woke up from a deep sleep, the brilliant sunlight had already spread over the street outside the house, but Sanyuan Chen, who slept beside me, was no longer there; as I stretched and sat up, Sanyuan Chen walked into the bedroom with a smile, “Wife, did you sleep well last night? I baked a few slices of toast with bacon and eggdrop soup, so we’ll have breakfast together after you rinse up.” After saying that, he even deliberately tried to help me out of bed.
After breakfast, Chen Sanyuan said he had asked Lawyer Liu to accompany us to go to the household registration, and asked me to dress more cheerfully, because this is the only wedding day in his life; he also told me that he originally wanted to complete the marriage registration formalities and then take me out for a honeymoon, but because my menstruation had just come, so he wanted to take advantage of a few days to take the wedding photos and invite the guests to drink the wedding wine and do it together before going out on the honeymoon, and he asked me whether I agreed with his private decision. He asked me if I would agree to his private decision.
Looked at his careful care of the expression, my heart is full of happiness, I snuggle in his arms and kissed him deeply. I thought: although I am 50 years old, he is only 25 years old, as long as the good grasp of his heart, so that he is obsessed with me day and night, since society can recognize such as the ex-husband kind of marriage of men and women, the combination of women and men and what is so strange it!
After a few days of hustling for the traditional marriage ceremony, when Sainty Chen and I finished seeing off the last of our friends who had come to the wedding banquet at the entrance of the restaurant, the two of us finally looked at each other with a sigh of relief and smiled; he said, “Wife, we’re starting our honeymoon trip from now on.”