I. My mother and father.
My family is in the city of S in North China. My mother, Lin Jun (a pseudonym), is the youngest daughter of a famous Tianjin textile tycoon who graduated from the Architecture Department of Tianjin University in the 1960s, and is the deputy chief engineer of a design institute and a member of the Municipal Committee of the Chinese People’s Political Consultative Conference (CPPCC). My father, Yu Hua Zhen (a pseudonym), was my mother’s high school classmate and a chemistry teacher at a middle school in S city. I grew up thinking that my parents are not enough to match, my mother is tall and beautiful, my father is short and ordinary; my mother is lively and enthusiastic, my father is mute and introverted; my mother is multi-talented, proficient in brush painting and the art of photography; my father does not care about anything except for oxygen, nitrogen and other chemical elements. I really don’t know how my father managed to win my mother over back then. I also have a younger sister who is two years younger than me, and she inherited all of my mother’s good qualities and was guaranteed a job as an airline stewardess.
My family seemed very happy to outsiders, but in fact I knew from a very young age that my parents were not on good terms and often quarreled. I have never been able to understand why the two of them in the small things such as chicken hair can quarrel, until the summer vacation of the sophomore year from the well-informed sister to learn the truth. I have long known that my father was weak and sickly, and had been taking Chinese medicine for many years, which I later realized was a tonic for the kidneys. It turned out that my father had been sent down to the countryside in the Cultural Revolution to “learn from Dazhai”, and in the spring of one year he soaked in the still very harsh river water to repair the water conservancy, and my father, who already had a serious kidney deficiency, fell ill, and after recovering from the illness, he was no longer able to fulfill the duties of a husband, but fortunately, our siblings were already born at that time.
In the international flight has been mixed for more than a year sister has become very avant-garde, seems to know everything, what blush words dare to say out, she mysteriously said to me: you can imagine that in terms of living a married life, was once the school basketball girl’s mom energetic, healthy, she may be in a certain degree of sexual hunger in the state of Mom and Dad quarrels at the root of this, the husband and wife are not in harmony with the most likely to be contradictory, but their generation is very conservative, will not put that kind of secret things hanging on the lips, the heart is not happy to find another fork in the quarrel. A generation of people are very conservative, will not put that kind of secret things hanging on the mouth, the heart is not happy to find other fork quarrel. %26macr;%26macr; “Little girl, how dare you say anything? Not ashamed!” Sister argued: “People abroad called this sex science, you went to college for nothing, but also too earthy!” Although I didn’t say anything, I agreed with my sister in my heart. The truth is really like what my sister said, and my mother later admitted it to me. My mother’s idols in her student days were many Soviet heroes and heroines, and she worked hard to make herself as cheerful, strong, and intelligent as the partisan Zoya and the Konrad soldier Lyuba, but the “Paul” in her heart was labeled a rightist, and she had to marry my father, who was pursuing her to the death.
My mother’s heart was high and proud, both psychologically and physically full of expectations for her husband, but unfortunately my father’s health was weak and weak, he could not fight the spirit, and his ability was also a bit defective, so my mother sometimes felt lost, and she was not very satisfied with the married life after marriage, but she could not ask for this in those days, otherwise it would be the bourgeoisie’s corrupt thinking. After my father was sick with the cold, he could not love my mother at all, and my mother ate my father’s sleeping pills when she couldn’t sleep without caressing her. Later, my mother put all her energy into researching and raising her children to suppress her physical pain, but she couldn’t show it to my father, and tried to comfort my father for fear of burdening him with her thoughts.
II Mother’s Romance
My mother later told me about her affair. 1975 Deng Xiaoping presided over the State Council to resume production, the unit sent my mother with the provincial metallurgy bureau of the party secretary to engage in the construction of the plant planning and demonstration, nearly half a year in various places, the secretary is a more than 40 years old military personnel, bold and sharp, there is a general’s demeanor, it is the kind of type of mother to aspire to, the secretary of the more than 30 years of age, the young female technicians are very much admired, both work well together, the secretary’s wife is a rural area, the two have no common language, naturally, the secretary is willing to approach my mother. Admiration, two people in the work with a very good, after work is also very close, the secretary’s wife is from the countryside, the two do not have a common language, naturally, the secretary is willing to approach my mother, young women can not release the youthful vitality of the mother to forget the identity of the secretary’s military temperament and masculinity, she was impressed by the secretary’s charisma, and only half a year was captured by the secretary in the feelings of the.
Back from the field, the secretary about the mother in the metallurgical bureau specifically assigned to the secretary of the single dormitory rendezvous, the mother lied to his father that he went to a meeting, dressed up for the appointment. Greetings after the secretary took out the style of thunder and lightning, without saying a word on the mother thrown on the bed, riding up with a big hand to yank open the mother’s short-sleeved collared women’s shirts, shirt buttons were yanked off all the time, the two white rabbits jumped out, he was excited, clenched the mother’s two breasts, the mother screamed in pain, but in the heart, but I feel happy: even the pain in the past few years, can not be hoped for. Clerk and hand and messy to undo the mother’s belt, female sexual characteristics of all exposed after he attacked the enemy position like a charge, the mother like a little girl at his mercy, his 180 pounds of weight pressed the mother gasping for air, his reckless action so that the mother is not comfortable and even painful, but the mother felt that this is after all like a good man ah.
Mother has since become the first secretary of the Metallurgical Bureau of the lover, every month, the two have a rendezvous once or twice, this relationship has been intermittent until 1982, the secretary transferred to the central government before the end of the work of the mother, the mother had been the secretary of the wife of the slap, she had some guilt, but she saw the secretary of the wife of the vulgar arrogance of the words and actions of the secretary do not think there is no need to sympathize with this kind of people. During this period, her mother had also moved from youth to middle age without realizing it.
III A Mother’s Forgotten Love
In 1984 has been over the mother promoted to deputy chief engineer, the unit appointed a just joined the work of 26-year-old college student Qin Mou to the mother as an assistant, which is a handsome and dashing, thin Harbin young man. Little Qin to mother very revered, he diligently for his mother as an assistant, to the busy mother brought great convenience. At that time, just opened up China’s ballroom dancing was prevalent, the mother was a young literary backbone, waltz dancing is very good, but for many years do not dance. On New Year’s Day, the unit issued dance tickets, mother took two tickets to the father to go, the father is too incomprehensible to women, he did not go that is, but also sneered at the mother is old and pretty, the mother was very sad, she decided to give the tickets to the dance to Xiao Qin, so that he can lead the female partner to go, but Xiao Qin said: “Where do I get the dance partner? But Xiao Qin said, “Where can I get a partner? Can you be my partner temporarily?” Mother in order to gamble with her husband, took Xiao Qin went to the Palace of Culture, Xiao Qin in the university is also a master of the dance floor, mother and he with a very good understanding of the two danced to forget the time, the mother came home at 1 a.m., the father is not yet asleep, he was very annoyed at the mother’s late return, the couple had a big fight.
Since the dance Xiao Qin and my mother’s relationship closer, one day Xiao Qin did not come to work, my mother went to his dormitory after work, he was lying on the bed because of high fever, my mother took care of me as he grabbed medicine, for him to bring food, late at night before leaving, the next day my mother went to visit him, and also made him a delicious noodles. Xiao Qin was touched, he grew up without a mother, and have never been in love, never a woman so thoughtful to serve him, he shed tears, the mother gave him a towel to wipe away the tears, Xiao Qin once again close to feel the women’s unusual breathing and gentle movements, and the same feeling of the dance floor. He lost control, all of a sudden to hold his mother, put his hot mouth on his mother’s lips, the mother was too surprised, she was not to Xiao Qin had no intention, the age of the two could not possibly make the two develop a lover’s relationship, she broke away from Xiao Qin’s arms to tidy up his clothes and then hurriedly left. The mother is more afraid of the public opinion in the unit, that is the eighties, extramarital affairs is a big crime, not to mention two generations.
Xiao Qin went off the deep end, and he had strange feelings for his mother. The mother began to avoid Xiao Qin, but where to hide? Soon the two traveled together to Hangzhou, the mother did not want to take Xiao Qin to go, but could not find a suitable reason to refuse the assistant. The two men in the West Lake after cutting photography skills to the seafood city dinner, Xiao Qin is the Northeast people can drink, the mother’s alcohol is not big, that day also drank a lot.
Xiao Qin staggering mother helped back to the hotel room, Xiao Qin just to go, the mother vomited on the ground, Xiao Qin rushed to help the mother to the bathroom to vomit, and then make tea for her to wake up, but also for the mother lying on the bed to wipe the face and feet, the mother sound asleep, Xiao Qin on the sofa guard, ready to take care of her. It was late at night when the mother’s wine completely woke up, the floor lamp light is very dark, she did not see the small Qin lying on the sofa thought he went back to his room, the clothes off, take off the bra when dozing small Qin also woke up, he asked: “Lin you are all right, right?” This sound to the mother startled, a shiver bra fell on the floor next to the bed, she subconsciously lowered her head and reached out to pick up, just as Xiao Qin also came over to help pick up, the two people’s skin touched together, are flabbergasted. Mother’s bare breasts right in front of the small Qin, he could no longer control, a hold on the mother’s waist, kissing the mother’s breasts, alcohol can indeed make a person’s mind is not clear, the mother felt the body hot and difficult, she gave up the resistance to lie down on her back, the small Qin clumsily faded her white panties after not knowing what to do, he has never touched a woman, but also do not dare to the majesty of the female superiors indiscriminate temptation, the mother smiled, and decided to accept the! The mother smiled and decided to accept him.
She signaled Xiao Qin undress and lie down side by side, put Xiao Qin’s hand over on their breasts, Xiao Qin understood, gently rubbing on the breasts, the mother then led his hand from the top to the bottom, touching the female triangle when Xiao Qin’s hand trembled, his own penis is also high up, the mother glimpsed, understand that the time is ripe, will be a pillow upside down under the hips, and then generously spread their legs! Prepare to meet, but small Qin still do not know how, the mother also do not care about women’s reserve, her right hand stretched out to hold the male root, her left hand under the body to open the door of the yin, yin and yang combined together, and then the mother held the small Qin waist and buttocks movement up, panic small Qin quickly diarrhea, the mother gently scolded him, small Qin blushed. After a while, the mother once again guide him to action, the two like in the collaborative mountaineering, and finally climbed to the top together.
Both of them have sweated a lot, the mother pushed Xiao Qin gently down the body, Xiao Qin took the pillowcase for this to lead themselves to the fairyland of the lady to wipe the sweat wipe body, he did not want his own dirt stained the goddess of the heart. The mother was thrilled, their husbands, and lovers secretary have not been treated this way, always their own service for men, they only know after the end of the head down to sleep.
IV Father left mother
The emotional ties between the two generations existed for two years and four months, the mother, although some reluctant to give up, but she had a conscience that she did not want to delay the young man’s future, she recommended that Xiao Qin went abroad. Mother and Xiao Qin’s extramarital affair has caused some people’s rumors, some of the mother’s old colleagues began to look at her sideways, like to care about other people’s privacy of men and women behind the back of the Lin always pointing, secretly discussing the middle-aged female leader of the affair: “Heard about it? General Manager Lin slept with a vice minister, that old man originally worked in S city.” “Still messing around at such an old age? Hi! I used to respect her.” “Women are restless when they’re a bit good-looking. She had an illicit relationship with Xiao Qin from our hospital.” “What a shame! Xiao Qin is still a young man, and she even seduced a child?” “Xiao Qin can’t help it, she is the leader, Xiao Qin did not agree to be straightened out.” The mother’s career was affected by this, originally several national awards for construction made the mother an ideal candidate for dean, but the higher party committee did not pass. She did not disappointment, but also continue to do their jobs, she is still, after all, deputy hall-level treatment of the deputy master.
The year 1987 was a bad year for my mother, with bad luck coming one after another. Shortly after Xiao Qin left, her father filed for divorce, which was a big blow to her mother, who was not without affection for her father. In the Cultural Revolution, my mother was beaten because of her background, and it was my father who protected her and comforted her every day, and they were also considered to be a hard-luck couple. My father realized my mother’s affair many years ago, but he could not speak of his suffering, the root cause is still in himself, he always loved my mother, but also loved us children, so he chose to remain silent, and swallowed his anger and wore the heavy green hat.
In the spring of 87 years he received a private school in Shenzhen after the employment letter determined to break up with his mother, his mother’s pleading cries did not work, he did not reveal his mother but quietly and firmly embarked on the train to the south. Divorced when my father just passed his 47th birthday, and my mother is also 45 years old middle-aged woman. In the nineties, my sister and I visited our father in Shenzhen, and he was very happy that we had grown up and remembered our mother, but he never came back to S city to visit.
In ’87 I was still in school in Beijing, and my sister rarely came home even when she was flying around in the sky. After the divorce, my mother became even lonelier. She had no one to argue with, and her neurasthenia became even worse, making it difficult for her to sleep through the night. When she couldn’t sleep, she would get up and go to the studio to draw architectural sketches until dawn, or pick up “A Dream of Red Mansions” or “Anna Karenina” to relive their stories. Karenina” to revisit the love inside the plot, as a way to fill the emotional void. Xiao Qin wrote to his mother from the United States, he still misses the romantic time with his mother. When resting at home, his mother often recalls the process of their relationship. Baiyangdian lake, Huairou mountains, Beidaihe bath and other scenes appeared in the mother’s mind.
In July 86, the two went to a meeting in Beidaihe, after the meeting, the two went to the beach to swim, they were afraid that colleagues at the meeting to see the relationship between the two, set off at noon and walked a long way to an uninhabited beach. Here is a no swimming area, there is no wooden hut to change clothes, the two turned their backs and changed their bathing suits. Mother from childhood love the sea love to swim, but many years do not swim, she ran into the water like a child shouting, Xiao Qin was infected by the mother’s emotions, but also ran into the center of the wave. Mother’s water is much better than Xiao Qin, Xiao Qin, they are good ice skating in the Northeast, swimming is very general. Mother put down the elders and leaders of the frame, completely change a face, engaged in a young man like to play pranks, she used skillful swimming skills to tease the small Qin, a dive to the small Qin underneath the poke and then quickly leave, and then unexpectedly out of the head of the wave with a hand clap to the small Qin, the small Qin was made dizzy.
The joy of the water to make them forget, Xiao Qin also put aside the usual attitude of respect for the mother, chased in the water, like molesting a little girl like molesting my mother. Two people in the water intimacy up, suddenly someone from the shore, my mother pushed away a small Qin. The two went ashore to lie in the sun on the fine sand, the body of the bathing suit quickly dry, Xiao Qin rested well, sat up and looked at his mother lying on her back, my mother’s orchid-colored bathing suit tightly hoops the plump and fit body, the female S-shaped curves are all shown, from the bulging breasts and then to the gently sloping abdomen until the slightly protruding female sanctuary, Xiao Qin stared straight ahead to see, my mother was looking at the blush of shame, scolded: “What are you looking at? Colorful!” Xiao Qin used words to flirt: “Lin really has a woman’s flavor ah! If I had been born 20 years earlier, you would have been mine.” Mother’s heart was tingling as she listened to these words.
Xiao Qin interest again, he put his hand on the mother’s belly gently sliding, until the thighs to stop, in that piece of the embracing the reproductive reproduction code of the mound on the repeated rubbing, the mother indulged his wantonness, enjoying the body under the numbness of the electric comfort feeling. Not long after the two are excited, Xiao Qin mother’s bathing suit off, all of a sudden by the sun tanned black and red sexy body exposed, Xiao Qin is no longer that have never seen a woman’s small child, he dragged his mother to the two clothes above, he went down to kiss his mother’s cheeks, solid male chest muscles pressed on his mother’s breasts, his mother in the pressure and pain in the feeling of the man’s strength of the stimulation. Lower body was a foreign body slammed into the top, the mother “ah”, and then felt the foreign body like a trapped beast in the body of the indiscriminate rush, every impact, the mother felt a tremor of the body, the frequency of the impact is getting faster and faster, the mother felt that the soul is about to come out of the shell, as if they were up in the clouds, with the floodgates opened, the pleasure reached its extreme point, and after the She slowly fell to the ground…
Back to the unit after the mother resumed the proud leadership posture, Xiao Qin as the chief secretary with a briefcase followed by the back, ready to wait for instructions, before and after the busy waiting to assist my mother’s work life. Xiao Qin and mother’s ambiguous relationship rumors are abuzz, Xiao Qin left, and people say mother and car driver relationship is not normal, this is pure nonsense. Mother to avoid suspicion, retired from the car, every day by bus to work.
V. Mother and Juhrai
After the divorce many people opened up for my mother to introduce a new old partner, my mother’s age is the most embarrassing, single men of the same age are in demand, they aim at single women in their thirties, and some of them are still old girls who have not yet left the house. Middle-aged women like my mother, around 45, could only look for old men over fifty-five. But my mother couldn’t take a liking to an old and decrepit man. On the contrary, some middle-aged people due to family disharmony or wife frigidity and fell in love with my mother, although my mother is no longer young, but the aristocratic temperament is strong, and there is a unique knowledge of women’s elegant speech and behavior, and the physical appearance of the same year, good health.
A government official has been making passes at her, but she doesn’t want to be a third party, and she doesn’t want to be used as a tool for lust, which is exactly what she senses the man is thinking. She was looking for a home, but it was hard to find one.
87 years of National Day mother at the CPPCC meeting encountered a military chief, he is the Beijing Military Region in Hebei, an armored division of the division commander, he was widowed for many years, 49 years old, 1 meter 87 head, broad waist very powerful. His thick eyebrows and beard especially like “how steel is made” in the book of the old sailor Zhu Helai, this Paul’s revolutionary leader left a deep impression on his mother. China Zhu Helai had studied in the Higher Military Academy, not only has the manly character of rugged bravery, but also has a literati like broad knowledge, he immediately attracted the mother’s mind. Of course the mother is more concerned about not these, I heard that he is very good to women, his wife suffered from cancer after he waited at the bedside for a whole year.
Zhu Helai began to pursue my mother, he knows how to please the woman’s happiness, mother is very shrewd, but in love with a woman’s IQ will fall, mother soon and he familiar with, heart has made ready to marry Zhu Helai.
Christmas 87 came, Zhu Helai invited my mother to his home as a guest, my mother carefully dressed up, wearing a young man loved to wear thin legged navy jeans, but also with high-waisted women’s boots. Zhu Helai’s home in the army compound, is a unique two-story building, mother came in the afternoon, Zhu Helai hospitality to my mother, the two talked about it, unknowingly to ten o’clock in the evening, my mother to say goodbye, Zhu Helai hastened to dissuade: “The children went to Beijing to play, just the two of us in the day so late, but also snow, don’t go back, anyway, the two of us have been set up! Anyway, the two of us have settled our affairs.” The mother understood what Zhu Helai meant, she explained: “I do not want to be casual, you have to marry in name only.” Zhu Helai immediately took the position: “Good! Good! We are not young, I want to quickly develop a relationship. How about you stay and we talk all night?” The mother smiled and shook her head, then got up and took her coat to go.
Zhu Helai dragged my mother and begged, “Lin Jun, give me face, stay!” My mother hesitated, Zhu Helai saw my mother wavering, launched an offensive, he immediately clamped my mother in the armpit dengdeng stride up the stairs, my mother has a 172-centimeter athlete’s body, much taller than the average woman, the average man to see my mother’s appearance will be in awe, not to mention the ability to carry her, but my mother in the armpits of the Zhu Helai like African lions captured the deer like immovable, she shouted: “Put me down, I stay, I stay. She cried out repeatedly, “Put me down, I’ll stay, I’ll stay.” Zhu Helai put her down, my mother stretched the lapels of her own feet up the stairs, Zhu Helai followed, saw the jeans taut round buttocks, but could not help but go up and pinch a little, my mother was a little displeased with his petulance, but quickly forgotten.
The mother knew that Zhu Helai asked her to stay for what, but the beer drank too much, she was afraid to make out after a while to facilitate too embarrassing, so she went to the bathroom in advance. She first removed her makeup, and when she relieved herself, it suddenly occurred to her that she hadn’t showered for two days, and after all, it was the first time she made out with Zhu He Lai, so would there be a smell of urine left in her lower body? Don’t let him underestimate himself. Joo Hyuk Lae can’t wait to barge in and ask, “I said Lin Jun, what are you dawdling about?” The mother offered to take a shower first, and Zhu Hyuk Lai said, “What’s the fear of people smelling a little sweaty, I like to smell your sweat, I think it’s the smell of a woman’s perfume that’s choking people to death.” Zhu Helai made the bed, suggesting that the two undress and go to bed, the mother hesitantly stripped, Zhu Helai stripped clean, see the mother still dawdling, without saying anything over a few times to help the mother to take off all the clothes. Winter room is cold, mother and Zhu Helai shivering into the large double duvet.
The mother’s heart was beating hard, as if she was a girl who was about to have her first night. Zhu Helai leaned over and put his hairy chest close to his mother, he is very experienced in dealing with women, with the big hand holding his mother’s waist and hips, began to kiss her mother from light to heavy, her mother was kissed to the soul, he kissed a woman is simply more experienced than the French, the next side of the mouth of the mother’s nipples, Zhu Helai side of the big hand in the mother’s panties rubbing, intending to provoke her mother’s sexuality, her mother realized, she did not know Zhu Helai, Zhu Helai is not as steady and generous as he originally thought, he is simply a veteran of the woman’s first night. Mother then realized that she did not understand Zhu Helai, Zhu Helai is not as original imagination as the steady and generous, he is simply an old hand to manipulate the woman, mother is a little worried about the future, but at the moment she can not be autonomous.
Zhu Helai felt in his hand that his mother’s panties were already slightly moist, so he pulled it down smoothly, put his thick right thigh across it, and quickly and skillfully occupied the private place of women. Zhu Helai was able to accurately and unerringly judge his mother’s feelings, and readily adjusted the strength and amplitude of the intercourse. The rhythm of the two was largely synchronized, and the mother felt pleasure like she had never felt before. This night only once, but it was the mother experienced the longest and most effective one, both of them had a good time. Both were middle-aged and not as strong as they had been when they were younger, and both were so tired that they soon fell asleep. For the first time in months, my mother slept so soundly.
VI Mother’s Nightmare from Hell
After Christmas, New Year’s Day 1988 came, New Year’s Day, the mother took the car and came to Zhu Helai’s home, they agreed to meet at 4 o’clock today to discuss the marriage. But at 4 o’clock in the afternoon to his home to see, Zhu Helai is not in, only three boys at home, three people let the mother into the living room, they introduced themselves as Zhu Helai’s children.
Zhu Helai has two biological son, the eldest son of small name Dawa, early 20s, is the Navy submarine force demobilized soldiers, now waiting for the local allocation of work, listen to Zhu Helai want to get his son into the Bank of China dry. The second son of the small name Xiaowa, 16 years old, do not want to study, is preparing to participate in the army within the recruitment. The other boy called Dongdong, 17 years old, is Zhu Helai’s adopted son, he grew up without a mother. His biological father is Zhu Helai’s old subordinate, died in the Sino-Vietnamese border fighting, Zhu Helai adopted him. Dawa and his father, big eyes and high nose looks very handsome, but the mother found his eyes from time to time flashed a vague thief gas, small baby and Dongdong mouth has not yet begun to grow whiskers, but also like the two milk odor has not yet retired children.
Dawa said, “Auntie, my father has something to go out for a while, so I’ll let you wait for a while.” , then went upstairs with the other two. The mother waited for more than two hours, but there was no sign of Zhu Helai, it was already time for dinner, she was a little anxious, and intended to go back. Those three people came down from upstairs, Dawa said: “Auntie you easily come to a trip, do not be busy to go, dad is definitely coming back soon, I have a newly arrived Hong Kong romance videotape here, the internal film, the outside can not see, you sit down and watch with us while waiting for it.”
My mother was going to wait for another half an hour, Dawa put the tape in the Japanese Toshiba VCR which was very fashionable at that time, which was a romance movie, all extremely disgusting footage of men and women having carnal intercourse, it turned out to be pornographic movie. Mother was very uncomfortable, she stood up and said, “I’m not waiting, I advise you also do not watch this kind of thing.” The mother stepped leg to go, Dawa panicked and stopped: “Auntie don’t go ah, what a wonderful movie, don’t you like it? This is specially for you to watch. Our brothers got tired of watching it a long time ago.” Mother felt something was wrong and pushed him away with the intention of leaving quickly.
Dawa made a wink, three people surrounded the mother, Dawa revealed a colorful gaze at the mother, “Auntie, honestly tell you, the old man is not coming back, he suddenly received an order from Beijing, took a plane to Beijing, too late to notify you, left you a note. Over the holidays we three brothers are too lonely, want you to play with us for a while, so lied to you.” Mother said, “It’s better for you to play by yourselves, I can neither drink nor play mahjong, how can I play with you? I have to go beforehand.” Dawa continued to pester, “You played with the old man all night at Christmas, as if I didn’t know? We secretly installed a monitor in the chandelier above the old man’s bed, as long as there is a movement in the room, the video will be activated, we came back to see enough, I did not think that Auntie, you are so old in bed is still so good, the old man is happy! The old man is happy. You also play with the three of us! We haven’t played with a woman yet.”
The mother was deeply shocked by the degradation of the high cadre children, she scolded, “Such shamelessness and nastiness at such a young age!” Dawa said, “If you want to play with a slut, hurry up and do it!” Said pounced over, my mother was simply furious, she fiercely slapped Dawa, like sports mother is tall and big, dealing with a villain is not much of a problem, but it is really difficult to resist the attack of the three young villains. They pressed my mother to the sofa, my mother saw the situation is not good and shouted: “You quickly let me go, I will be your stepmother, see how your father came back to punish you!” Dawa laughed loudly, “Stepmother? We have many stepmothers! There’s a female commander of a communication company in the Beijing military region who is also our stepmother, and the old man has been good for two years, and she’s only in her thirties, so how can you compare her to her? There are many more in S city!”
The mother was shocked, “”You’re talking nonsense!””
Dawa smiled lewdly, “The competition to be my stepmother is fierce! Auntie, if you let me have a good time, I’ll make sure to bail you out as a stepmom for the old man.”
Mother’s anger filled her mouth, “Bah! The beast! Let me go!”
Dawa screamed, “What are you waiting for? It’s so easy to get to the door! First feel what kind of woman.” The three villains scrambled to put their hands into the waist of my mother’s pants and curiously touched it, my mother struggled, the little child exclaimed, “Brother, this aunt is just like in the movie, her crotch is full of hair!”
“Crap! Touch enough to carry upstairs and play, it’s not convenient.”
My mother was kidnapped by the thugs and taken upstairs to her bedroom. The three villains quickly stripped my mother of all her clothes and pressed my mother naked on the bed. My mother screamed in desperation and struggled so hard that her arms touched, and she held her hands tightly over her lower body. One person pressed my mother’s upper body and arms, another person pulled my mother’s legs to the sides, my mother could no longer defend herself, the female organs were exposed in front of Dawa, Dawa was the first to come in and ravaged my mother, his eyes closed like malaria twitching his body, and finally released it with all his strength as if he were relieving himself of a bowel movement, followed by one after the other, the two hairy children who were not yet adult enough to do the same. The two hairy children who were not yet adults also followed the big brother’s move and straddled my mother’s body, and my mother was raped by the evil young man in turn, and the brutal gang rape lasted until late at night, my mother’s voice was mute, her tears dried up, and she gradually lost consciousness in her lower body, and her body was filled with dirty male mucus.
The three villains had had enough fun and were no longer able to continue their scandalous behavior.
Dahu said nastily, “It’s so comfortable! I thought it was only the little girls that were energetic, but I didn’t realize that playing with an old bitch would be so enjoyable. No wonder the old man is so obsessed.”
He then said to my mother, “Auntie, go away, we drilled the hole very comfortably, one day free to play with us again, but listen carefully, if you dare to report the case, I will remake the videotape of your bare buttocks into a photo and distribute it everywhere, so that you can’t be seen by anyone. Don’t cry, what’s the big deal, you’re not a virgin, whoever penetrates is not penetrating.”
My mother stumbled home, disheveled, and went straight to the bathroom, where she turned on the cage and desperately flushed away the traces of her sins, over and over again. She had been through a lot in her life, but she had never been so humiliated, and she was even tempted to die.
At dawn, the vulva was still burning, she took a painkiller and sat motionless in bed. The next day my sister came back stunned, never sick mother fell ill, she rushed to seek medical advice, carefully care for her mother, but also in the design institute for her mother to take a long vacation.
Soon I came back from winter vacation and realized that my mother was suffering from an illness. I asked my mother what was wrong with her, and when she didn’t say anything, my sister quietly pulled me into another room and said to me with a sobbing voice, “Mom let a few hooligans gang-rape her.” I couldn’t believe my ears when I heard. My sister told me what happened to my mother, but also told me that two days ago, Zhu He came, he apologized to his mother, the video tape destroyed in front of the face, Zhu He came to the soft words for half a day, the mother only said a word “roll”.
I almost got mad when I heard this and said to my sister, “Why don’t you sue them?” My sister said, “I don’t need you to tell me. If I wanted to sue, I would have done it a long time ago, I still need to wait for you to come back, the videotape can be duplicated, who knows if those bastards will be like this.”
I said, “I can’t let them go cheap for nothing, I’ll go kill them. This bunch of high cadre sons dare to do anything based on the power of their fathers, I absolutely can’t swallow this breath.”
My sister said in a panic, “Mom was afraid that you’d be in a hurry and use the knife to kill someone, so she didn’t dare tell you. It’s better to think of something else.” I thought of the triads, and could use money to buy fighters to retaliate.
I did not discuss with my sister, beforehand to Zhu Helai’s home to pick a good point, and then with 100,000 yuan secretly went to Tianjin, where one of my elementary school classmates opened a nightclub, I have a grace to him, he really promised to help me find people, I paid a deposit to leave the address, the requirements are not out of the life of the people, the first fifteen days of the new year before the end of the deal.
My mother had not yet recovered from the Spring Festival, and her mental state was not good, so there was no festive atmosphere in my house. In order to give them some relief, I inadvertently told them about hiring a hit man, and my mother became anxious and ordered me to take back the black trade, which I lied that I could not do.
Two days later, my mother thought about taking out the underwear worn on the day of the accident, which has the sperm stains of the evil young man, she personally went to the Public Security Bureau to report the case, I did not expect that the evil young men have been arrested, it turned out that Dahu and others spoiled my mother after the gallantry is even greater, and even gang-raped the neighbor’s 13-year-old girl. I hurriedly called to tell my classmates that the plan was canceled! But the 20,000 dollars in cash could not be recovered. My mother stayed at home for three months and fully recovered both mentally and physically.
VII The Love of Lawrence
I finally graduated that year and returned to my mother, working as a lawyer in S city. My mother had been working for half a year, trying to forget her pain, devoting herself to her work, and completing the design of the S City International Hotel.
My mother is a big girl from the family, when I was a child was an ugly duckling, adult more and more beautiful, tall and strong, a head of black hair, a pair of clear big eyes, a plump and pursed lips, no matter who no matter how old the man can have a deep sense of good feelings for my mother.
In September 1988, my mother spent her 46th birthday, after Zhu Helai broke up my mother did not intend to find another partner, and to be honest, there is really no middle-aged single man who can fully match my mother. The famous foreign writer Lawrence created a series of erotic novels, two of which are depicting the life and ideological activities of the Oedipal youth, said to be his autobiographical novels, he himself had been many years for the Oedipal mother and agonized.
His novels were once classified as banned books, but now they are unbanned and have become world-famous. I have read his works and feel that his psychological activities are the same as mine. In other words, I also have a deep Oedipal complex, and my mother’s extramarital love affair did not damage her image in my mind; on the contrary, I think my mother is simply as honorable and sexy as the goddess in Greek mythology.
I was from my senior year of high school mother began to have a different feeling, when the pressure of the examination is very big, I can not support it, my mother forced me to run every day in the morning, every day to run two thousand meters, I was tired enough to bump, sports foundation is very good mother of my performance is very dissatisfied with my mother, want me to run after her, mother running briskly, her sweatshirt bulging in the two groups of jumping along with the pace of one on the next, like the bosom of the two fawns. I suddenly realized that she was not only my mother, but also the opposite sex from me, and my heart beat faster whenever I thought of her breasts.
After I went to college, I read Floyd and Lawrence’s works and realized that this belongs to the Oedipal mentality. 88 National Day mother opened a table of good food, I took back a bottle of Wuliangye, we celebrated the holiday with mother, mother remembered his father in Shenzhen, remembered last year is also the day to meet Zhu Helai, her mind is very chaotic, she drank a lot of wine to drown her sorrows, half a bottle of wine just after the mother was drunk, I rushed to help my mother to the bed. Her low-necked shirt reveals a jade fat neck and half of the breast, as if I saw the Greek goddess Venus, unable to hold myself under, gently unlock the mother’s upper garment only two buttons, and go to pull her black bra suspenders, accidentally startled her, she woke up at once guessed my motives, looked at me angrily, and fiercely hit me a few times, and whisked me out of the room.
I went back to my room still unable to forget what I had just seen, and couldn’t help myself so I took out my mother’s still unwashed panties from the washing machine, sniffed hard at the smell of the light yellow marks on them, and then wrapped them around my penis to masturbate.
Mother soon discovered my masturbation behavior, she understood the desire of a young man, did not accuse me, just intends to quickly help me find a person. In fact, the mother and why not feel bitter? Her menopausal syndrome, some temper, often for small things to shout at me, the doctor gave her some estrogen drugs, but this further triggered her physical needs. She is always tossing and turning in bed at night.
Soon Christmas Eve came and it was 12 o’clock and her mother still could not sleep thinking about the wonderful feeling that Joo Hyuk Lai had created for her last Christmas, but she soon began to blame herself for the loose belt of her pants, if she had been more self-respecting and had not stayed the night with Joo Hyuk Lai, she would not have suffered from that hellish ordeal. Chagrined, she went out into the living room in just her velvet pajamas to watch TV to divert her thoughts. She objected to my smoking, but at this point she lit up a fine lady’s menthol cigarette given to her by a friend in Hong Kong and smoked it.
I saw the living room lights on, so I climbed up and went to the living room to see, I know why my mother was depressed, so I sat next to her to try to accompany her and cheer her up, my mother leaned her body on my shoulder, a mature maternal breath soaked my joints, I felt the untold restlessness in my heart again, and wanted to hug my mother’s waist, my mother sensitively dodged it, she did not hit me, but said softly and sternly: “child, your thoughts are too dangerous, this will affect your future, don’t have bad thoughts about mom, this is a crime ah.”
I had never dared to contradict my mother, and at this point I had the nerve to retort, “Lawrence said that mothers are the best mentors for boys when it comes to male love. I just can’t get over mom, not to mention you need the comfort of a man.” “No big deal.” Mother showed another huff and stood up and went to her room.
The next day I suddenly fell ill with a high fever, probably due to the cold I caught the night before when I sat in the living room for half an hour wearing only shorts. My mother was very anxious, and did not move an inch to take care of me, and at night I could not get up from bed with a headache, my mother was afraid that my cold would turn into pneumonia, so she lay down beside me so that she could watch over me during the night, and I felt my mother’s warm and soft body beside me in a daze and woke up a little bit at once. Mother tiredly dozing, I pulled open the strap of her pajamas, buried my head deep between my mother’s breasts, my mother woke up, she may have pity on me, did not blame, indulged my insolence. I rubbed my face against the peaks of my mother’s breasts, and then I got an inch up, and put my hand downward. Startled, my mother stopped my advance. My hand insisted on moving forward, and my mother spoke, “Not now, you’re still sick, don’t fool around!” I obediently retracted my hand and happily fell asleep.
On the evening of December 31, 1988, while my sister was in the United States, it was my mother and I who were at home getting ready to ring in the New Year. We danced the three-step to the tune of “The Blue Danube” from the New Year’s concert. The wine made my mother’s face red, and she responded cheerfully to my steps, and I suddenly realized that my mother’s high breasts were shaking violently as I spun, and my heart surged again.
I consciously got closer to my mother, my chest rubbing against those high breasts as I rotated, my mother didn’t know I was doing it on purpose and ignored it, I moved my right hand down from my mother’s waist and stroked it frivolously over her plump buttocks. Now my mother could see that I was up to no good and she stopped and glared at me. I wrapped my arms tightly around my mother and wouldn’t let go, my mouth kissing on her neck. She cried out, “How dare you bully mom?” I said, “You promised the day I got sick.” “I didn’t.”
I don’t care about her defense, I put my hand down the back of her suit skirt to scratch the thick flesh of her buttocks, I was surprisingly strong that day, her face reddened even more, but she couldn’t break free, and seemed to approve, “Okay! Fine! Let’s go to the bedroom and reward you once for being so sick, and never again.”
She was too embarrassed to let me help and insisted on taking it off herself, and she slowly removed her dress as I watched. Mother is already 46 years old woman, so far delicate skin, but by no means weak, there is a pair of women in the pile is considered to be on the high side of the fit body. Her arms are round and strong, she has a pair of thick sturdy calves, wide feet, this is the result of her youthful love of ball games and swimming; she wrapped in pink panties fat round rolled buttocks, wearing pants on the body is often stretched tight, let a person secretly worry about it when it will suddenly be torn; breastfeeding two children’s breasts are still high, filled with elasticity.
My mother went under the covers, and I stripped naked and pulled back her covers to get in. I have never had sex with a woman, and I have never even seen a real woman naked. But I am the law department class, learn “marriage law” when I seriously studied human sexual behavior, formal reading knowledge on the abstract like limited, I borrowed from classmates underground books and magazines to read carefully, and seriously think about women’s sexual psychology and physiological characteristics, so although it is the first contact with a woman, I still have confidence.
I lie on my back with my head stretched out to kiss my mother, my mother twisted her face away in shame, she probably still has the thought baggage in her heart, she can’t get into the state. I used both hands to hold down my mother’s head, so that she could not escape, and wrapped my mouth around her hot lips and kissed her to my heart’s content. I know that women’s sexual response is later than men’s, not to mention the mother of such a middle-aged woman, must be prepared for her, otherwise she is not satisfied, there will not be a next opportunity.
I slipped my hand into her panties, and once again my mother was as shy as a virgin. I knew that she would not look so embarrassed when she made love to Xiao Qin, because she could not let go of her mother’s dignity in front of her son. Zhu Helai had also rubbed her private parts, which she was looking forward to, but she could not tolerate her son’s hands exploring her own mother’s pussy, her education and her beliefs made it difficult for her to bear.
Without hesitation she pulled my hand out and clamped her legs together, “Don’t touch there, mom feels too disgusting inside.” Have come to such a time where I am willing to listen, I resolutely used my legs to separate my mother’s legs, once again put my hand into that patch of fragrant grass, in the uneven pubic mound wandering, on the long gully strolling. Mother struggled a little and then let me do it.
As I tickled, my mother’s breasts stood up even more and her cheeks were completely covered with a flush, I don’t know if it was from shame? Was it excitement? Or was it the wine? I reached into the panties hand felt there like a rainy meadow become wet, I subconsciously took out my hand to the nose to smell, is that kind of women’s white tape and excitement vaginal secretions mixed together sour smell.
I was already “aroused”, so I eagerly rolled over and sat up, peeled off my mother’s small panties, pulled her thighs as far apart as possible, and then knelt down between her legs, carefully fingering and tweaking her genitals.
Although the mother is still unable to face the reality of the son raping his mother, closed his eyes side of the head looks very reserved, refused to take the initiative to collaborate with me, but no longer resist my action, it seems that her rational defense was broken by me. I stroked enough mother that piece of thick fertile holy land, set aside the dense black bush, choose the right angle to stand up and poke the male weapon into the hidden deep valley, suddenly felt the mother in the body like a rainforest like hot and humid environment, like a giant hand but wearing a small cotton glove, it both accommodates the finger, but also constraints to hinder the entry of the finger.
A long time in the crotch in the pampering of the male root is much more delicate than the finger, very sensitive to the constraints of the obstacles, I felt the masturbation can not be imitated pleasure. I in my mother’s body violently back and forth, one, two, dozens of times after I can not control like a flood like a dike ejaculation.
“It’s no wonder they say that a hero can’t be a hero! It’s true, mom, I finally got a taste of what a woman is like in you!” -I recalled the pleasure I had just experienced.
“I gave birth to you and raised you so that you could taste what I am like? What did you just say, and call me a beauty, outrageous, what kind of son teases *him* with such words?” -Mother was not too happy.
Mother was unhappy, partly because I conquered her in bed, making her lose the natural dignity of a mother in front of her son. On the other hand, it was because she was demoralized that she hadn’t enjoyed herself; it was my first time, after all, and I wasn’t able to get the rhythm down, knowing that it’s not easy to get it on point with a middle-aged woman. To please her, I aggressively used toilet paper on my mother’s lower body to wipe away the white pollution I left behind.
A week later, one night in New Year’s 1989, I got my mother into bed again with a rogue maneuver, still not quite successful. I rolled off my mother’s back in a state of remorse. Sex is not a matter of theory, it’s a matter of experience.
Better than the day before, however, my mother had been able to free herself from the heavy weight of morality that had oppressed her, and she was able to face my conquests of her with openness, and was no longer so condescendingly reserved toward me.
After a while I was reluctant and was going to climb on top of my mother, she stopped me, she wanted to try it herself. We lay on our sides facing each other, I rubbed my mother’s nipples, stroked her thighs and buttocks, my mother’s reaction has come, she opened her mouth gasping for air, the tip of her nose showing drops of sweat, but I can not help but I have just finished a short period of time, the unique smell of male animals in the air after the mating has not yet dispersed, the male root is like a little boy who has made a mistake shyly, limply hidden between my legs, always refused to flourish and grow up! I’m not sure if it’s a good idea to do so.
Mother took over the baton, as in my childhood to give me a bath at that time, with a soft big hand holding my male roots like kneading like kneading, a little while that little thing has some hardness, the mother raised his left thigh, stopping in the air above my belly signaling me to enter, this action looks a little evil, the mother’s movements and eager eyes which is still like the weekdays that the learned and profoundly serious Lin, more like a mistress of all kinds of flavors! It seems that she has forgotten that I am her son.
The inexperienced me wasn’t too familiar with female anatomy, and I just couldn’t find the right position while lying down like this. Mother simply took over, she straddled my body, used her hands to introduce the male root into the body, then twisted her waist and hips up and down, the male root then shook with joy, the electrifying sensation came in bursts, mother controlled the progress and situation according to her personal needs sometimes soothingly, sometimes sharply, and sometimes pausing, she fully enjoyed the stimulation that my body gave her, and occasionally let out a slight moan.
Originally, I was on top of whenever I thought of up under the pressure of playing with their own mother, there is a kind of guilt of not being able to mother, but at the moment I actually have a kind of rape and play with the mother’s feeling, this is good, the two compartments evened out, and I no longer feel guilty.
Our secret relationship between the two of us mothers developed in such a way that we shared love two or three nights a month.
In 1993, Mother was 51 years old.
One day, I came home from work, my mother was moping around cleaning up her room, I coaxed her to be happy, but she ignored me. Did I offend my mother somewhere? I asked her after dinner.
“It’s nothing to do with you. It is I who am unhappy.” -Mother replied;
“Why?” -I pursued;
“I am no longer a woman.” -Mother said sadly;
“What? Are you kidding me? Can you just turn into a man?” -I wonder;
“Really, I’m completely menopausal.” -she explained.
“Hi! Well, isn’t that better? That thing has been tormenting you for decades, it’s time to leave.” -I said;
“You are not a woman to understand that only childbearing is a fundamental sign of femininity.” -she still insists;
“Then let’s prove to God tonight, mother and son, that you are still a woman.” -I said.
In the evening I planned to share a room with my mother in order to comfort her. After dinner I poured my mother a large glass of red wine, wanting to use the alcohol to increase her circulation and stimulate her nerves to be excited for the night’s action.
Mother was a little excited after drinking, I pulled her to my bedroom. Piece by piece for her to undress, she is no longer as shy as in 88 years, let me take her naked naked, mother asked: “I want to relieve a hand, people are old, a lot of things.” I said with concern: “It’s cold, you’re so naked don’t go to the bathroom, be careful of catching a cold!” I took out the small basin under the bed when I went out on a case, the mother squatted down and peed “wow”, she had just finished peeing I went up to carry my mother to my bed with great effort, so heavy ah, the mother gradually blossomed.
I sat cross-legged on the bed and cradled my mother in my arms, letting her head rest against my shoulder, I was going to slowly shrine her as she was already a woman in her late teens moving towards old age and her reactions were slower than in previous years.
I observe my mother, already in her body can not find traces of youth, her forehead vaguely more than a few wrinkles, waist is thicker than before a big circle, breasts are bigger, but become heavy, the bra are squeezed and deformed, hips and thighs are also more plump, belly has been bulging, abdominal flab pleated. People who love to exercise in their youth tend to gain weight in their old age, it seems to be right.
In my opinion, a woman’s figure is very beautiful when she is dressed, but when she is naked, she is still more sexy when she is plump and fat, and my mother’s current fleshy appearance can stimulate my desire even more. This year, my mother no longer looked like Venus, but rather like Mary holding the Holy Child in a Western painting.
My mother snuggled obediently in my arms like a big white cat, I teased her with words and gestures to make her as aroused as possible, and we had a tacit understanding that we were no longer bound by seniority or inferiority in the same room, and that I could tease my mother with abandon.
I cupped her breasts and belly in my hands and teased her, “Mom you’re such a big fat cat now, I’m having more fun playing with you now than I did in years past.” My mother knew it was flirtatious talk and didn’t take offense. I continued to tease my mother, pinching at her fat ass and stroking back and forth across her thighs. After a couple of minutes my mother’s eyes had radiated a bright light and her large slightly sagging breasts were standing up again.
I set her down and began to kiss her all over her body, from her neck, her breasts, her stomach and then to the roots of her thighs and her buttocks. Finally I licked and kissed her external genitals with my mouth, I lay down between her legs and pressed my head against it, and I noticed that my mother’s body turned from white to dark here, and there were even beads of her pee hanging on that dark bush, glistening in the light, and a kind of stench intermingled with the acrid smell of the female pussy entered my nostrils, and not only did I not resent it, but I even loved the smell, which stimulated my nerve cells as well.
My tongue rubbed against the dark gray labia, which swelled at the friction of my tongue. Mother’s breathing became rapid and her clitoris reacted. I played back and forth for more than half an hour, and finally I was about to enter, my male root rolled around inside at will like the Monkey King entering the belly of the Iron Fan Princess, kicking and punching at the uterine gate, and my mother, knowing that her cunt was no longer as tight as the girl’s, clenched her legs harder to cooperate with me, causing me to gradually climb to the peak of my desire. Mother also moaned to savor that drunken cloud of feminine sensation. “Big Cat, is it comfortable tonight?” -I asked; “Great” – Mother was pleased.
The next day, my sister came back. Two years before, I had told her the secret between mother and son. She was incredulous: “Really? You two have too much guts, and mom is really wrong, not going after her old partner, but having sex with her own son. Brother you are also wrong, not going after girls, but releasing your lust on mom.” I immediately counterattacked: “The two of us just need each other, or mother and son love, not husband and wife love, what’s so terrible?” My sister was helpless, “Fine! Anyway, the raw rice is already cooked. It’s useless to say anything. Even if you are helping mom with sexual services, she does need it.”
This time my sister came back from the airport because she wanted to introduce me to someone. “Sister Feng in our group is three years older than you and doesn’t have a boyfriend yet, our jobs are unstable and it’s hard to find a match. She met you last time and was impressed.”
“You don’t have to introduce me to anyone. It’s not that I can’t find a girl, it’s just that when I’m gone, my mom has no one to take care of her.”
“It doesn’t contradict taking care of mom, you’re a bit of an oedipal. Find someone older than you who can take care of you for the rest of your life like mom, how nice.”
Soon I fell in love and married Sister Feng. Sister Feng, like my sister, flew everywhere and was away from home half the year. On the days when my daughter-in-law was not at home, I went to my mother’s place to start a meal and stayed behind in the evenings to keep her company, still allowing her to enjoy the pleasures of humanity. My adulterous relationship with my mother lasted ten years and ended only in 1999.
That year, my mother was 56 years old, and I had a child of my own during that time. It was a boy, quite naughty, I have had a child since the daughter-in-law, that is, Feng sister especially considerate, she called me a model husband, in fact, I learned a lesson from my mother, daughter-in-law is not good, she will either go to find a lover, or may have an improper relationship with their own son.
Although I toyed with my mother for ten long years, I don’t want my son to toy with my daughter-in-law someday. In ’99, Sister Feng was transferred from the flight team to the Civil Aviation Hotel, and she no longer traveled far. She really disciplined me like my mother did, watching me very closely every day, even strictly controlling the time I came home from work. I didn’t have a chance to stay out overnight, so of course I didn’t have a chance to be intimate with my mother. My mother took the initiative to terminate this aberrant relationship for the sake of my happiness. However, the three of us would still visit my mother on weekends.
VIII Epilogue
During those years with my mother, I noticed that I was always in a bad mood on the night of New Year’s Day each year and adamantly refused to have sex on that day, and she told me that the annual New Year’s event traumatized my mother so much that she might be like this for the rest of her life.
In 1994, I overheard in the firm, the gang rape of my mother’s executioner Dawa by his father Zhu Helai through the back door many times to reduce the sentence of early release, he was released from prison soon after the rape and murder of a 20-year-old Hunan Hunan girl, but because of the lack of evidence he was not convicted. I volunteered to fight for free for the girl’s family, I went south four times to look for evidence, and finally found a strong physical evidence and witnesses, Dawa was sentenced to death. Hunan sister’s parents thanked me profusely, how do they know that I and Dawa’s blood feud.
Before Dawa’s execution, I went to the prison to see what kind of a man he was. When he saw me, he yelled: “I have no grudge against you, why do you want to put me to death?”
“The enmity between the two of us is too deep, and I am the son of that Engineer Lin you brutalized.”
“So it is. Actually, I can’t be blamed for all of it, who asked her to be so slutty when she slept with my father. What man wouldn’t be moved after seeing that? I’ve had the honor of playing with such a slutty old bitch, it’s worth dying for.”
I was going to beat him up, but the bailiff stopped me. I told my mother the happy news to ease the hidden pain in her heart.
This year, my mother will be 60 years old, she has resigned from her position as deputy chief engineer, but she is still a member of the Chinese People’s Political Consultative Conference (CPPCC) and a technical advisor to the Provincial Department of Construction, so she is still very busy. When Feng and I took our children to visit her, we found that our mother’s old age had increased again, and many gray hairs had been added to her temples. I was worried about how she would spend her old age with no one to keep her company. When I returned late from a social event, Sister Feng handed me a letter from my father, who missed his grandchildren and was concerned about my mother’s well-being. I was struck by an idea, could I get them to remarry? I thought of this I was happy, can not sleep to the balcony to think about how to make parents remarried countermeasures, I intend to go to Shenzhen as soon as possible a trip. I thought of my mother’s life path again, it is almost like a romantic love poem that brings back memories.